Into the Wilds
The cold wind cut into your face as you walked deeper in the forest, the town's lights vanishing among the trees behind you. Ordinarily, you wouldn't be out this far, but you weren't alone. Edgar was next to you, carrying a heavy box of ornaments just like you were, and ahead of you a pair of badger ears was frolicking through the foliage, darting from tree to tree, apparently asking for directions. She had assured you that the solstice agreement was no mere folktale, that the fae really did respect it, even though the people of the town did not dare believe it. Hilda could be brazen, irresponsible and hardheaded, but she was certain of this, and you trusted her not to lie to you.
That was what made the cold breeze cut that much deeper, and what made the trip through that more fearsome. You'd put it off long enough. You had to tell her. You were just going to carry this box to wherever Hilda wanted it, decorate the tree, hand out the gifts you got everyone, maybe talk a little, and then, no more delays, you were going to tell her.
You had to.
You don't remember how it happened. You remember the night very well, even with the drugs and the fun you had. You and her had enjoyed one another's company, and then she had confessed. The fool's love, the kind of love that seizes the heart when a person first leaves their home ship and meets a boy or a girl in a foreign town. The love that makes you want to throw away your independence, your wings, and settle down right there and then. The love that got a hundred foolish youngsters bound in chains, tied to a life on the ground that did not deserve them. You'd done the responsible thing, hard as it was. You'd turned her down. She didn't take it well. There'd been the fight, you'd lashed out, she hit back, and you left in tears. You'd torn it off, thrown it into your cabin, you must have failed to secure it, and it fell out.
Gifts, if anything, do not make things easier. The ceremony, so different from Home, yet not entirely dissimilar, brought up conflicting emotions. The gifts themselves were worse. Edgar had gotten you knives, elegant and practical, to defend yourselves with. Hilda had gotten you a jacket, which would have gone great with your scarf. You thanked the stars that she had not mentioned it's absence until know, then cursed them for forcing you to bring it up. Later though. For now, you gave Hilda your gift, an entire wardrobe, expensive but hopefully something to make up for the disappointment of what you would bring up soon. Besides, she needed it, her old dress showing the faint stains of motor oil and blood. Hers, and yours as well, you hadn't forgotten that.
That morning, you'd been late as Hilda and Edgar went out to get breakfast and materials. You'd turned the balloon upside down, asked Dipak for help, but to no avail. The bird was clever, and you'd kill the world for him, but today's question just seemed to mystify him. You asked him for help in finding Hilda's scarf, and he'd just repeat her name, loud enough that you'd have to shush him lest she come looking what up. And every time you opened up another bag, he'd start up again. In the end, you got nothing done. You didn't find the scarf. You lost it. You had to tell her, how careless she'd been with your gift, how she was right and you weren't gratefull.
It was time now. No more delays. Hilda seemed like she was going to say something, but you cut her off, lest you delay again.
"I'm so, so sorry. But I lost your scarf. I must have been careless. I hope you can forgive me".
She just stood there, stunned, clearly not knowing what to say...
(Another bad end, clearly).