…I-
I'm sorry.
I should have thought things through. I see that now. Zaealix-Sen… Zaealix wouldn't , didn't , want this, this MESS-.
I tried to make you more like them, but… that only led to fighting. I thought it was the fault of those resisting, and if everyone was as good as Senpai they'd all get along, but…
I'm sorry it took the dead body of the one I loved to make me realize what I'd done.
So, I-
I'm sorry for making all you someone other than you were. I'm sorry, Zaealix, for being a coward, and never being good enough for you, and I'm sorry for selfishly trying to be with you anyways. I'm sorry for all the people who've died because of me, and all the people who will come to die, and all the people who care about them, and-
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for ever- ever even thinking a- a wretched thing like me could be worth- thy of happiness.
I'm going to leave now. Before I ruin things even more. You all are- you still hold a small part of Zaealix in you, and- I want to respect that, I think. So please- please, live, and let some fraction of Zaealix survive.
I hope you can find happiness, not for me, but for yourselves, and the person who lives on through you. I know it's selfish, but-
I guess even in the end, I still can't stop hoping, huh?