Easter
Laziest lazier
- Location
- Bed
Part of him wanted to be up there with his comrade-in-arms, while they had talked very little Wand felt some connection to the melee-oriented woman. After all, they had been fighting together through heretics since he first got here, and as he recalled a priest once saying there was no better way to know someone's mettle than to fight in the God Emperor's name together.
But, even so, he could not bring himself to trudge up to the medical area. Every time he so much as thought of it his mind would fall back into the memories of how he got his prosthetics in a place much like where Celine was now. Then pain of his chest being wrecked would flash by, before the images of looking into the unfeeling lens of a surgeon and the feeling of barely there anesthetic would slither through his mind, leaving his hands trembling and his mind unfocused.
Finally, the feeling of his too-large lungs and the snap-hiss of his nose and mouth would cut through the memories, feeling as loud and as unnatural as when he first got them. In the end, the idea of heading over to the medical suite always left him feeling an awful blend of scared and helpless, so he could never truly go through with it if he himself wasn't hurt.
Instead, he did what he quite often did after the battle, he found a stable spot and took out his stubber. With practiced ease at this point, he pulled out a small rag and began to wipe down the weapon, saying the proper prayers to appease the spirit after a battle. Though, in the end, the stubber was not the true focus of his prayers, for all that he was giving it proper respect, rather it was Celine that he found his prayers heading to. Asking that the Emperor were to stay her death for a time, so that she may complete her duty and further the righteous cause of the imperium on the planet for just a bit longer before she rejoined He-On-High on Terra. He knew it would likely do little if it was truly Celine's time, but he felt it was the least he could do when he was too scared to be there if she died.
(Sorry for the delay, got slapped by some stuff)
But, even so, he could not bring himself to trudge up to the medical area. Every time he so much as thought of it his mind would fall back into the memories of how he got his prosthetics in a place much like where Celine was now. Then pain of his chest being wrecked would flash by, before the images of looking into the unfeeling lens of a surgeon and the feeling of barely there anesthetic would slither through his mind, leaving his hands trembling and his mind unfocused.
Finally, the feeling of his too-large lungs and the snap-hiss of his nose and mouth would cut through the memories, feeling as loud and as unnatural as when he first got them. In the end, the idea of heading over to the medical suite always left him feeling an awful blend of scared and helpless, so he could never truly go through with it if he himself wasn't hurt.
Instead, he did what he quite often did after the battle, he found a stable spot and took out his stubber. With practiced ease at this point, he pulled out a small rag and began to wipe down the weapon, saying the proper prayers to appease the spirit after a battle. Though, in the end, the stubber was not the true focus of his prayers, for all that he was giving it proper respect, rather it was Celine that he found his prayers heading to. Asking that the Emperor were to stay her death for a time, so that she may complete her duty and further the righteous cause of the imperium on the planet for just a bit longer before she rejoined He-On-High on Terra. He knew it would likely do little if it was truly Celine's time, but he felt it was the least he could do when he was too scared to be there if she died.
(Sorry for the delay, got slapped by some stuff)