Celiné looks at you quietly for a moment, a strange expression on her face. And then she lets out a quiet sigh. "228," she says out loud with her eyes closed. "That was the number of people I could call sisters almost two months back, and a lot were hoping to be there with us as well." Given her powers and demeanor, she could probably list each and every one if you asked with descriptions and all.
She shares a meaningful glance at you, and continues with an answer to a silent question. "Below ten... And maybe a couple of people, depending on how you count, still willing to take up the mantle." Though she tries to smile, you can tell it's not exactly a happy one. "There is no such thing as going back, miss Mataroi, and we can merely try to survive and take care of each other, while doing what we can."
She glances at the counter of restaurant, and you can tell that you're soon about to get your dinner. "Yet, I'm thankful, even happy, that you would even offer help, and I hope you never let go of that part of yourselves that allow you to speak up. But..."
But.
"To closely associate with Hospitaliers is to risk your lives. Would you really be alright with that?"
Mari winces when Celine goes through her story, shaking her head mutely. When she asks her question, Mari's eyes shine with a bit of fervor.
"Do you know what being a blonde tall teenage foreigner makes you in Japan? Gaijin, outsider, freak, dangerous." Mari scoffs, "When you can't even have any friends because you're a half-breed. If it weren't for Claire, I would have had all of four people to call my friends back home. Yes Home. I was born and raised in Japan and they still didn't consider me Japanese."
Mari crosses her arms, "I'm used to flirting with danger, Celine. We fight literal abominations. I think I can handle some angry idiots, I did before."
Claire listens, arms folded around herself. She's kept her thoughts to herself throughout Celine's story, though there's a sharp, if quiet breath from her when she says 'ten'. She chews her lip, uncertainty and worry written on her features. The bleak picture Celine's painting...It's almost too much for her to grasp. Two hundred people, people she knew that well...all of them
gone- how many streetfights like the cafe have there been? What would that even have been like for them?- and for Celine and Stormwind to be down to the last few...still trying to do the right thing and help others even after all that...
It's enough to make her feel very small, insignificant. More so because her first, overwhelming instinct is to...back away. To say nothing, even though she knows it's wrong. This...It scares her. More so than even the cafe or witches in some ways. She doesn't want to risk dying again- she doesn't want to feel like she did in that warehouse, ever again, but-
And then Celine asks and Mari answers, because she's Mari, and of course she wouldn't answer any other way.
Of course, Claire doesn't agree with her on
everything. Home? That's Paris for her, it's always been Paris. And...if she's a magical girl now- she shouldn't shirk that responsibility to help keep it safe. Knowing that...It makes what she's about to say a little easier.
She clears her throat, sitting up. Inhales.
"I. I'm in as well."
She nudges Mari gently, glancing away from Celine to her best friend.
"You weren't going to leave me behind again, Mari, were you?" A slightly strained smile.
She's said it. She can't unsay it, and...she doesn't want to. If Mari's in- of course she was going to be in- Claire's going to be right there with her. And there's the fact Stormwind saved her before, her near-slip earlier, on top of everything else- and it sounds like the Hospitallers need every friend they can get right now.
Besides, it's definitely the right thing to do.