Esquestria: The House of the Sun - A pony cultist experience

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Why would he jump to us murdering people? Rituals don't require the sacrifice of living things, especially when we can make the sacrificial reagents ourselves. And given that we explained and convinced him on the Lores, he would understand at least that much.
 
Why would he jump to us murdering people? Rituals don't require the sacrifice of living things, especially when we can make the sacrificial reagents ourselves. And given that we explained and convinced him on the Lores, he would understand at least that much.
It is not necessary must be connected to ritual sacrifices.Or lores. What we told him is that Velvet thinks that she would be capable of doing horrible things if circumstances demand so. And he thinks that he would be there to stop us from it if we encounter such situation.
 
(Checks previous posts)
"Yeap, I did tell them Stormchaser wouldn't approve of the ritual..."
(Re-checks previous posts)
"Yeah, I also told them they could go around that issue by not telling him about Luna at all."
(Looks at vote results)
"And they still... huh... Well, I assume they are also this honest in their own personal lives, eh?"

But the real question is. Does this make Velvet a hypocrite, for having taught Selene that "lying to protect the ones you love is okay"? Or does this make Velvet a good pony for being fully honest?

:V

No idea when next update will be up. Hope you're all doing well!

eh, we basically chose to avoid risk of secrets coming up and the benefits of a clear conscience on Velvet in exchange for a future problem we might be able to solve (by convincing him or finding an alternative) if we're lucky before that, as it's still 4/5 turns away.

Also he can't really stop us if he's out for work, so worst case we can either

1)do a ritual behind his back, and come up with an excuse for what happened
2)do a ritual behind his back, and use the results as the only justification we need. He'll be angry, but it's probably something we can solve
3)Have Selene use the ritual on herself, potentially faking ignorance of it, though only if we believe she'd succeed easily
4)worst worst case, Leash him and hope he'd rationalize agreeing with us once we remove it AFTER the ritual.

And I very much question using a Leash on him, mostly because I very much doubt we'll have freed Twilight in 5 turns and thus have a leash _free_ for the situation. And the people who are disregarding what he can do so casually, are kind of missing the fact we have given him a massive amount of leverage over us.
If we haven't freed Twilight in 5 turns we've done something MANY things wrong. I expect us to act on turn 16, 17 at the latest.

We'll probably have to, as the Master still has plans we don't agree with, and will probably ask us to cross lines we refuse to cross.

I'll be honest, I don't think you have considered everything that was put on the table as much as it may seems.

Telling the truth to Stormchaser on Luna without convincing him while, at the same time, doing the same with the (TRUTH-COMPROMISE) option doesn't bode well.

There probably will be a good chance he may think that Velvet is also going around murdering people if you do the ritual without his consent, which can completely break their relationship, and may not want to back down on Selene in fear that his wife (or even himself) is entering a slippery slope that may lead to murdering people.
that would be a very strange deduction.

Velvet is convinced the ritual is the best option to help her daughter --> Velvet does the ritual against her husband's request --?> Velvet is on a slippery slope leading to murdering people?

Even then, while he'd definitely be angry, and probably feel a bit betrayed... Luna would still be recovered, and he still wouldn't have had a better option to offer. Success forgives a lot of sins.
 
Velvet is convinced the ritual is the best option to help her daughter --> Velvet does the ritual against her husband's request --?> Velvet is on a slippery slope leading to murdering people?

No, I'm saying that there are good chances for those two situations to happen. There wasn't any direct connection between the two in my phrase if not that they could eventually present themselves in the future.
 
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eh, I kinda agree that Compromise was unnecessary.

Luna... well, we went with it. Maybe we should have kept this secret, but I think there will be some benefits to finally removing the "lies we tell" tab on stormchaser, at least for now.

Velvet already showed herself to have lots of doubts and uncertainties to Jade. Finally venting to somebody she trusts would do her some good...

...even if we might regret it in 4 to 5 turns. But that's basically an eternity, and so much can change by then that by now we should have learned not to plan beyond 2-3 turns except in the vaguest terms
 
(Checks previous posts)
"Yeap, I did tell them Stormchaser wouldn't approve of the ritual..."
(Re-checks previous posts)
"Yeah, I also told them they could go around that issue by not telling him about Luna at all."
(Looks at vote results)
"And they still... huh... Well, I assume they are also this honest in their own personal lives, eh?"

But the real question is. Does this make Velvet a hypocrite, for having taught Selene that "lying to protect the ones you love is okay"? Or does this make Velvet a good pony for being fully honest?

:V

No idea when next update will be up. Hope you're all doing well!
Admit it: as a GM you're facepalming, but as a writer, you're excited in the prospect of all that delicious drama and narrative tension to come!
 
Well this major bad outcome with Velvet unable to restore Luna, we have to kill the master solo.
Just because Stormchaser wouldn't approve of the ritual, it doesn't mean that we can't do that despite his disapproval ;)
Also, we have ways to make him agree...

Telling the truth to Stormchaser on Luna without convincing him while, at the same time, doing the same with the (TRUTH-COMPROMISE) option doesn't bode well.
Nah, the negative effect is fully written: Stormchaser will retain his personal values, and will openly oppose you if you ever cross a line.
That's it. We could've convinced him that murder is ok and then he would help us hide a body/etc, we didn't, but that's it. Our husband just still thinks murder is bad and we shouldn't do it.
 
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Nah, the negative effect is fully written: Stormchaser will retain his personal values, and will openly oppose you if you ever cross a line.
That's it. We could've convinced him that murder is ok and then he would help us hide a body/etc, we didn't, but that's it. Our husband just still thinks murder is bad and we shouldn't do it.

The update didn't include what breaking the new established trust would entail to. I, however, was talking exactly about that, focusing on the possible negative aspect that those two options specifically, after being taken together, can lead to.
 
Lying to protect the ones you love has it's place, that place is not always, nor is it forever.
I just wanted to specifically reply. Telling you how beautiful this comment is.

Though we journey into darkness, no night lasts forever.

We must keep that hope. That one day all will be right again.

Nah, the negative effect is fully written: Stormchaser will retain his personal values, and will openly oppose you if you ever cross a line.
That's it. We could've convinced him that murder is ok and then he would help us hide a body/etc, we didn't, but that's it. Our husband just still thinks murder is bad and we shouldn't do it.
What does it say about our relationship with Stormchaser that we could have convinced him to help us commit murder?

I think not convincing him might be a greater show of loyalty than if we had convinced him. To stay, even knowing we might do something truly, fantastically awful.

Which also applies to what we told him about Selene. Amusingly.

But the real question is. Does this make Velvet a hypocrite, for having taught Selene that "lying to protect the ones you love is okay"? Or does this make Velvet a good pony for being fully honest?
Now this is an interesting question, and one that I return to even days later. I wanted to do more digging on what had transpired in writings past on the matter.

A bit reductive though.

That is what Mrs. Velvet told you.



She didn't tell you exactly that, of course. She used prettier words, and made it sound a lot more complicated than it needed to be. But you could see it, in her eyes. You could see it clearly, then and there, that Mrs. Velvet is perfectly willing to lie to the ponies she cares for, if it's for their own good. And since Mrs. Velvet is willing to do it, and you know she is a pony you can trust, then it must mean that it really is okay.

You also understood that you should only do that if you have a very good reason, and if you are absolutely sure that you can take care of things.
Someone must be very honest indeed to admit to being a liar.

Ah, a child's point of view through and through. It is almost painful. How much she trusts us. "If Velvet covers did it, it must be the right thing to do."

I wonder if she will remeber the "if your absolutely sure you can take care of things." Will she take it as a sign were losing that confidence? That she should be worried?

And you trust Mrs. Velvet. So if she is lying to you, then you know it's for your own good, and that she must have a very, very good reason for that.

You just hope that someday you get to know what the lies were about.
Once again. Super heartwarming.

Selene may get her wish. Curl another finger on the monkeys paw.

I wonder if these eldritch revelations will change how Stormchaser feels about Selene?

We know hes had worries about Velvet, but he seems to have as many points in being a dad as we do in being a mom.

But let's go further back...

"You are lying, aren't you?" she asks, clearly downtrodden, before you can think of anything else to say.

And despite your best efforts, you are so surprised by her words that you actually turn to look at her.
It's always the quite children who listen most intently. Be wary of them.

That being said Selene is likely to cotton onto the shift in dynamic these revelations will bring almost immediately. With Silky not far behind.

Velvet probably isnt used to being caught in a lie. But the almost resigned way Selene mentions it...

But her reaction to that is far stronger than you expected.
We sometimes see Luna, and it stands to reason that sometimes Selene would see the Apostle, and at our levels it would not be a pretty sight.

That or she thinks she said something weird or bad, and shes about to get in trouble. Which is something I still worry about today :V

You know Selene is on the shy side of things, but during the split second your eyes meet, she is not just shy, or surprised or sheepish.

No. You can see in her eyes that she is afraid. It only lasts a single moment, but in that moment you see her eyes grow wide in fear. The rest of her body, also, reacts the same way. But not like a filly who had been caught doing something she shouldn't, or who just said something that would get her in trouble.

You see terror in her eyes. As if she was not looking at you, but at… something else. And for a moment, she is not sitting next to you in bench. Instead, she is alone, somewhere very far away and dark.
Alone, far away, and very dark. The moon? Nowhere? Why would seeing us bring those memories to fruition? Lantern? Or just Luna looking through?

But it perhaps shows something else. @BirdBodhisattva Stormchaser is likely observant enough to realize that Selene is a somewhat troubled pony yes?

He must have wondered. He wondered about us.

Why she is afraid, like someone who has experienced horrible abuse and torment is afraid. Why she woke up screaming like a pony who was dying in the night.

Now he knows.

It's Lunas memories. The memories that are ever so slowly crawling back to her consciousness.

Of being trapped on the moon for a millenia, of being tormented by the worms, of being a mighty god queen, and of being hated and shunned by pony kind.

Memories that he now knows would almost certainly destroy Selene. Like a moth flying into a lantern.

If the memories we released were too much for Luna to handle. An Alicorn princess. What hope does a a child have?

And he knows that we know all this.

Because were the one who told him. And much like we released these memories onto Luna, we are now in the process of unleashing them onto Selene.

It's terrible and awful and sickening to imagine that not only was Velvet Covers the source of so much of Selenes pain, but that she will continue to inflict this upon her.

But perhaps there is more than one side to this story.

It might be safer for Selene to live a lie for her entire existence, but is that really doing a service to her? Surely she too must want to know who she is, and where she came from. What her destiny is, and what her cutie mark will be?

Will we lie to her forever? Never having equipped her to face the challenges that we know will come knocking?

And to be clear, what Velvet Covers is putting Selene through with knock is nothing compared to what's waiting for her in the future, and what's waiting for her in her past.

Oh, and of course "we need luna to be a weapon against the worms and be a political tool for our benefit" is there too but I'm sure you can guess what I think of that.

All this got me thinking of something else as well.

Cutie Mark's may not be the brand's of the mansus, but we know from the show they have a potent and mysterious magic all their own.

Does Selene have Lunas cutiemark? And consequently her destiny? We know she has her talent, her magic, and her memories.

If Selene meets her destiny in a way that would cause her cutie mark to emerge what will become of her? Will she turn back into Luna? Ritual or no ritual?

It makes me wonder if it would be better for her to find herself? Or for us to ritually decide what she will be?

She is different, we know she is different, but slumbering in the depths of her soul she is still Luna.

Though perhaps that is the wrong way to think of it.

We know they were born into the world as... presumably somewhat normal ponies.

Perhaps they pulled a switcheroo, and Selene was always the real Luna, beneath the moon and the divinity and the trauma.

I've gone on too long already goodness.

But you just stay there, calmly smiling at her, as she… very clearly tries to and gives up on the attempt to understand what just happened. Almost a minute later, much to your delight, she simply leans her head against your chest.

You can see from her body language just how awkward she is feeling right now. And for your own part you make a mental note to… watch out for this sort of thing, in the future. But for now, you think you just completely sidestepped a small crisis, and you see no reason to press her regarding anything that just happened.
A small victory in many way, but still a victory.

"Uhm… Mrs. Velvet," she says, calling your attention, "I… I'm sorry for the question but… Uhm… Is it okay to lie to somepony you care for?"
"You know. Cause you lie. Like a lot."

What a mischievous child. To already know it's definetly fine to lie to strangers.

"Well… I… please don't tell this to Silky but… the thing is that the two of us made a promise, to each other. We promised we'd always take care of each other and… well, that we'd always tell everything to each other."

You bite down a smile, although a very large part of you just wants to tackle Selene in a hug. The sheer innocence and embarrassment coming from her, as she hesitantly says those words, is almost too much for you to bear.

"But the thing is, I… well, there's something I don't want to tell her. Because telling her will…" she hesitates, not exactly knowing how to put it into words.
That's got the potential to get ugly a bit.

If Silky find out just how big a thing Selene has been keeping from her...

It would be nice to spend some extra time with Silky as well. Selene isnt the only one who's life is going through changes.

"Mrs. Velvet, is it okay to lie to somepony you care for…" she words her question slowly, almost as if unsure if this is how she wants to phrase it, "if it is to protect them?"
A bit of subtext I hadn't noticed before.

Asking about lies is secondary it seems.

Shes saying. "I want to protect Silky, but I feel bad about lying to her."

Shes looking for reassurance that the regrettable action she took to protect Silky was worth it.

...well get back to her when we know if all the regrettable actions were worth it.
our own, "there isn't a right answer to that question. It depends, and it will always depend. On what problem your loved ones have, or on what problem you are trying to hide from them. It depends on how much you trust yourself, to be able to solve things without any help, and how much you think it will hurt them to see you hurting if you fail. I won't tell you that no, it is not okay. But I also can't tell you that it is alright to do that."
The lies we tell are immaterial Selene.

"But I can tell you something, Selene, with absolute certainty," you say, folding your forelegs around her in a hug, as the two of you look up at your family. "It is always worth it, to do whatever you can to protect the ones you love."
Do everything you can to protect those you love. No matter how bitter, or how regrettable it might be.

Very fitting. Very in line with Velvets ethos.

Sometimes protecting ponies means putting yourself between them and danger, and sometimes it means exposing them to danger so they learn to fight for themselves.
 
What does it say about our relationship with Stormchaser that we could have convinced him to help us commit murder?
That we could not convince him to help us commit murder. Why do you all insist on seeking hidden meaning?
It's not a sign of disloyalty to convince a person in your values, and just like it is not a sign of disloyalty to convince Stormy that Lores are not as bad as he thinks, it is not a sign of disloyalty to convince him that it is worth to do everything you can to protect this world and the people you love, even though someday it may require doing something... bad.
 
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So I've been thinking, Bird has mentioned quite a few times how the Cult being based on Moth has effected both its organization and culture, such as how basically nobody knows what anyone else is doing and generally don't have much of a heirarchy beyond the loose acknowledgement of Chosen and Hintchasers. And now there's a fairly decent chance we'll end up creating… some form of eldritch organization of our own, if we can survive our betrayal and Celestia's wrath at least. Which makes me wonder what sort of Lore we would want to base it on, and how that would affect its structure.

Forge and Lantern seem like they would be the best for efficient organization, with the latter probably being pretty transparent about everything everyone does, while the former would be very mechanical and smoothly functioning.

Grail and Heart would probably be the most friendly and diplomatic organizations, with the latter being especially determined in fulfilling whatever jobs are assigned to them.

Edge, I imagine, would be a very competitive organization, with lots of backstabbing and conflict but when threatened from the outside would work together just as viciously. Winter… would probably be very empathic? Lots of silent communication, kinda solemn, but filled with a grim determination to do what is necessary.

Knock and SH are the hardest to think of, but the latter at least I can imagine would have lots of redundancies. Like, multiple people with the same job, either being completely interchangeable or switching for very specific circumstances. That and it would be sort of like Moth, but less that nobody knows what's happening and more everybody knows exactly what's happening, but they're all different takes on the same thing. Knock… would probably be very focused on the Mansus, and not actually do much in the Wake? I'm not really sure.

So, anyone else have any ideas on what sort of organizational quirks the different Lores might give? And which ones would you prefer?
 
Heart does seem a little on-the-nose for an organization devoted to protecting reality from the Worms. In fact wheren't there big Heart rituals that were supposed to protect reality from the worms but were forgotten in canon CS?
 
Heart does seem a little on-the-nose for an organization devoted to protecting reality from the Worms. In fact wheren't there big Heart rituals that were supposed to protect reality from the worms but were forgotten in canon CS?
Yep. I think they were specifically buried with their creator because nobody knew of their significance until it was too late, or something. I might be remembering that wrong though.
 
Heart does seem a little on-the-nose for an organization devoted to protecting reality from the Worms. In fact wheren't there big Heart rituals that were supposed to protect reality from the worms but were forgotten in canon CS?
So I've been thinking, Bird has mentioned quite a few times how the Cult being based on Moth has effected both its organization and culture, such as how basically nobody knows what anyone else is doing and generally don't have much of a heirarchy beyond the loose acknowledgement of Chosen and Hintchasers. And now there's a fairly decent chance we'll end up creating… some form of eldritch organization of our own, if we can survive our betrayal and Celestia's wrath at least. Which makes me wonder what sort of Lore we would want to base it on, and how that would affect its structure.
It does make me wonder how different the Master's (and the cult in general) choices and goals would have been if they were Heart and not Moth. Considering that Heart is life and protection, I'd imagine that a Heart-Master might have been at least a bit more reluctant to make the jump straight from Use Luna to Extinguish the Light, if only because allowing something to end isn't really in Heart's wheelhouse. Pretty much the opposite, actually.

If we do end up forming our own occult organization, I feel like it would either be Secret Histories (because Velvet's main affinity and Brand is SH) or Knock (because Luna -> Moon -> Meniscate associations?); also Knock subverts everything else (except maybe SH), so it could have some symbolism in that we're subverting the Master's Mothy ways to do our own thing. Or something.
 
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or we could go against established tradition and try to have a cult/organization not focused around a specific principle... one that views the lores as tool rather than ideals to pursue.

Not sure if that's possible, but we're not quite restricted by game mechanics as CS. it might be a possible avenues, an organization using the principle to safeguard Equestria and the common pony (and if you're climbing the mansus on the side, well, that's your business as long as you're not sacrificing ponies to have better chances!)
 
or we could go against established tradition and try to have a cult/organization not focused around a specific principle... one that views the lores as tool rather than ideals to pursue.

Not sure if that's possible, but we're not quite restricted by game mechanics as CS. it might be a possible avenues, an organization using the principle to safeguard Equestria and the common pony (and if you're climbing the mansus on the side, well, that's your business as long as you're not sacrificing ponies to have better chances!)
While theoretically that might be possible, I imagine Velvet would be too deep into the Lores in general to really leave them out of any organizational foundation. We're already hoping to come off of this turn with at least two Level Fours—which have been described as becoming basic aspects of a person's character—and probably more. By the time we leave, let alone start forming our own group… well. All-Four might be a thing. Conventional mastery, before one starts to forcibly alter themselves. The Lores are just a part of Velvet, and everything she does.
 
It been said that when a cults library gets to level 3 their is potential to build/make/fund a city level infrastructure project. So I expect the differences are pretty small at the larger cult levels.
 
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While theoretically that might be possible, I imagine Velvet would be too deep into the Lores in general to really leave them out of any organizational foundation. We're already hoping to come off of this turn with at least two Level Fours—which have been described as becoming basic aspects of a person's character—and probably more. By the time we leave, let alone start forming our own group… well. All-Four might be a thing. Conventional mastery, before one starts to forcibly alter themselves. The Lores are just a part of Velvet, and everything she does.
maybe. But if we actually were that deep in the lores, why would we have to necessarily restrict the cult's focus to only one principle?

If we don't want ONE, but also can't go NONE... maybe we could go ALL?

...balance...harmony...ALICORN OF LORES! :rofl:
 
maybe. But if we actually were that deep in the lores, why would we have to necessarily restrict the cult's focus to only one principle?

If we don't want ONE, but also can't go NONE... maybe we could go ALL?

...balance...harmony...ALICORN OF LORES! :rofl:
For the same reason any business or country or just organizations in general specialize in things. Trying to be the best at everything tends to end with not being very good at anything as you spread your focus and resources too thin. Velvet's unique brand of bullshit does not make a good organizational foundation. Well, unless you want a foundation of people losing their minds.
It been said that when a cults library gets to level 3 their is potential to build/make/fund a city level infrastructure project. So I expect the differences are pretty small at the larger cult levels.
In capabilities, yes, but the culture and quirks of how people interact and orders are given or carried out have been stated to be influenced by the foundation.
 
Society of St. Hydra (Secret Histories) seems the most fitting for someone like Velvet. "Specialization is for insects." is how she builds herself.
 
So another random thought I had, but Level Seven books should technically exist by sheer dint of logic. Namely that Velvet can write manuscripts for whatever Level she is in a Lore, she can theoretically get to Level Seven and therefore can eventually write Level Seven manuscripts. And if Velvet can write it, someone else should theoretically be able to as well. I wonder what a Level Seven book would even be like, given Six is explicit lore about the Hours. Which actually tracks pretty well with the books that give level 12 scraps—Level Six for us—in canon. The canon equivalents of a Level Seven book mostly just seem to be even deeper Hour knowledge, except Winter. Or maybe even Winter, depending on how you look at it.

Man, I would love to see an endgame library. Just rows of books filled with everything an All-seven Velevet ever learned about the Lores, or something. Now there would be an epic shrine to the Loremaster. That should be in an epilogue or something if we ever get a good end.
 
Stupid sleep deprived thought I just had. Can we get Baldomare to write a high level book and then give it back to her to extend her summon?
 
Stupid sleep deprived thought I just had. Can we get Baldomare to write a high level book and then give it back to her to extend her summon?
We're the only one who can write books, for… reasons. Probably at least partly to prevent stuff like that. And even if we weren't, I doubt her own book would count for her—she already knows everything in it after all—though maybe if there was another Name with similar requirements, or Velvet reaches Fifth level in something and can write it herself…
 
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