Wolf Spider (Worm) (Complete)

zadcap summed it up perfectly I think. I also think that may be the reason for your drop in readers after the introduction of Cassie, not more Action/Adventure driving people off, but more tension and the appearance of storm clouds on the horizon. And now there's a half dozen things waiting to go wrong. And if any of them do, whatever it is will have days or weeks to stew in our heads before an update appears resolving whatever problem.

Maybe nothing will go wrong. I've read fics where nothing major does, and yet the author still manages to keep that unease, that page turning tension, even upon rereads. And even if anything does, it doesn't mean there's anything wrong with the fic. It's just that the episodic nature means that if it ever leaves a bad taste in our mouths, it'll linger. That won't be a problem when it's complete.

And sorry, maybe I should've said it all back when it started, but one of your responses to a question right around then was something like 'it should either be self evident or they should work it out on their own', so I was like fuck it, so should you.
 
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Gore, Violence, Death

I was woken up on Wednesday morning by a hand on my shoulder. I blinked, confused and tired, having spent another two days in desperate preparation and nervous anticipation of an attack that hadn't yet come. "Rachel?"

"No," the voice said, and I recognized after a second that it was Stefanie. "I hope you don't mind me stepping in, but Rachel got up and went to the shelter about an hour ago. She wanted you to sleep in."

I don't know how I didn't--

Oh, right, we'd not found time for anything last night, either, which meant we slept in separate sleeping bags, and she must have been really trying to be quiet, to get herself and two dogs up without a sound. I rubbed at my eyes, and then asked, "What is it?"

I wasn't dressed in much, but I didn't really feel that modest, and I began rooting around for clothes to change into.

"You should get into your costume. According to Flechette, something big is going down in E88 territory. She wanted to ask you to go and check it out."

"Really?" I asked. "How? What?"

"She… she said it was a big split in the E88, and that you could help with a few things."

"Why talk to you, and not me," I said.

"You were sleeping, and it's just that high of a priority," Stefanie said. "It's apparently vital. The whole Protectorate, and the Wards, are out in force… and split in two."

"In two?" I asked.

"Flechette said that half of them are going to set up somewhat near the camp," Pelter said. "Can you see them yet?"

"I don't know," I said, grouchily, as I began to change right in front of her. Eh, it wasn't as if she was anyone to feel awkward in front of. "Give me a sec to get all the bugs out. Why are they supposed to sticking around here?"

"It's insurance against the Butcher spreading out right in the middle of the crisis. I don't know what the crisis is, she just said that…"

"What?"

"That you and as many people as you trusted should hurry over there just in case it turns into a bloodbath, because Kaiser was dead."

Well, holy shit.

******

Rachel, Pelter, and I arrived via dog an hour later, or so. It took time to get through the wreckage, and Rachel for her part had scowled at me for a moment before nodding, clearly not wanting to leave her shelter behind.

But on the way out, my range had extended far enough to see that Battery, Bryce (I still didn't know what his new cape name was), Kid Win and Velocity were all stationed near one of the ruined buildings, in their own form of camp. I almost wanted to stop to talk to them on the way back, but hopefully they'd still be there when I swung around, because I needed to see this.

Of course, with the range of my bugs, I didn't first see it with my own eyes. "Oh, oh fuck," I said, as we raced along a partially repaired road. "Oh fuck me."

Kaiser was hanging from a lamp post, disemboweled, mouth open and gaping, and something that smelled like shit dripping down from it. Probably was shit, I thought. A message. His corpse was an ugly thing, nothing of the king there, and hanging on the lamp-post along with him, their legs and arms chopped off, were the twins.

There was police tape around the whole area, and I could see Miss Militia, Chevalier, Flechette and Weld all spread out around the area, holding back a terrified crowd of people.

There were no other capes, at least in costume, anywhere within blocks of the place.

Someone had murdered Kaiser and two of his enforcers, and they'd done so in a way that was meant to send a message.

What had happened?!

"What is it?" Pelter asked.

"Kaiser's dead," I said.

"Good," Rachel said, bluntly.

"Maybe not."

The neighborhoods we entered to get to the street where Kaiser had been hung up were very familiar. They were just a few blocks from where I'd lived with Dad before, and I bet that Kurt and Lacey weren't all that far either. It was at the edge of the traditional E88 territory, the kinds of areas where there was sympathy, or at least anger that the E88 could use, but not enough for them to stick their tendrils into the area.

Maybe that had changed, I thought.

The houses were still wrecked, and only a few lots had been cleared. It was a complete mess, and more indication of priorities. Places like this weren't going to be the first to be fixed up. Not the last, I didn't think. But it was sad, and also nothing I could do anything about. It was hard enough fixing up two buildings without structural problems, and even though it'd been weeks, it was still going to be a work in progress.

Finally, we reached the bodies. Brutus and Judas smelled them first, barking at the scent as we rounded the corner.

This was a strip mall sort of area, or rather the old stores that were too 'historical' to be called a strip mall, but in essence were.

Chevalier was patrolling the outside area, carrying around his massive blade and looking carefully about, but I could have told him not to bother. The E88 had retreated out of this area entirely, one way or another. All that was left were huddled, terrified citizens.

"Arachne!" Flechette said. "Good that you're here." She advanced on the dogs, clearly in a hurry.

"Brutus, kneel," I said, and the dog did, allowing Pelter to step off.

"Judas, kneel," Rachel said, and then tossed herself off, just a second ahead of me, and looked around at the area. Her face was hidden by the mask, but I could imagine the frown on her face as she took it in. I was disgusted, but I doubted she was quite as hard hit.

"I am. So what happened?" I asked.

"Late last night, someone outed the names of all of the E88 online. Their real identities, I mean," Flechette said.

"Oh. That's bad, right?" I asked.

"Bad, it's a disaster. And then this morning, there's this." It was barely past dawn, and so if this was how the day was starting, I couldn't imagine that it'd be getting much better.

"Infighting, or something else?" I asked, glancing over at Miss Militia and Weld, who were talking in a quiet voice.

"They've gone to ground," Miss Militia said. "That's my evaluation."

"Maybe, but they can't afford to, can they? The reports we've had…" Weld said.

"We think infighting. It looks like Night or Fog's work. But we can't be sure," Flechette admitted, shaking her head. "Either way, I actually called you three here because we need to find where the E88 are. We have their identities, but with the city destroyed, it's not as simple as calling their jobs and ruining that. Plenty of them are homeless and displaced, and that means less… hooks in them." Flechette winced a little, her voice getting a bit quieter, as if she were guilty of something. "This isn't a good thing, though. We're leaving them without options but to lash out."

I frowned, and then said, "They were already lashing out. Look at Parian," I said.

"Right, right, but this will just make it worse," Flechette said.

Maybe she was right, but I wasn't sure. If they were murdering each other, that was better than them standing united, as long as we could keep them from taking it out on other people. Now was the time to up the pressure, higher and higher, until they fucking cracked.

It was harsh, but they deserved every second of it… but who had done it? My first thought was Coil, and who else could it have been? Butcher would have just attacked and started murdering them, doing something like a complex plot to reveal their identities? It didn't make sense. But it could be the Undersiders too. If it was Accord, then that had to be what the supervillain was telling Coil, about his plan… which made it Coil anyways, in effect, by letting it happen.

"So, where do I come in?" I asked, glancing back at Pelter. "Also, who else is out?"

"New Wave is pushing them from one side," Flechette said, sounding doubtful. "Director Piggot has insisted on a vigorous response to eliminate them as a criminal element in our city."

"As a class of criminal," I said, with nasty satisfaction.

"You could say that," Flechette said. She glanced over at Miss Militia and Rachel. "The idea I had, was if you could identify their…"

"Dens? Warrens?" I asked.

"Hideouts," Flechette finally decided on. "We could mark them for later attack, and if they retreated from them, then we could just keep on pressing them. We don't want to fight now, but we have an offensive planned this afternoon. If we can hold New Wave back. It's strange what's going on with them."

"What is that?"

"We have reports of Panacea fighting on the front lines, or at least hurrying ahead after gang members, and they haven't been coordinating with us."

"And you hoped we'd be comrades in arms for this? Helping you in a non-combat way?"

"Yes. And in exchange, we protect the camp while you three are away," Flechette explained, glancing over at Weld and Miss Militia. "We don't need you to fight or do anything other than just provide us information."

"I think I can do that. But only if we hurry," I said. "There's a lot more going on in the camp then just… but." I bit my lip, glad they couldn't see the hesitation. A chance to hurt Nazis, to help bring them down, wasn't something I could pass up. "Rachel, is that alright?"

Rachel shrugged.

"Pelter?"

"I suppose. I…" Pelter shook her head. "I don't want to sound too eager."

To her it was rather more personal than it was to me, rather more pressing, I knew. I turned to Flechette and said. "Well, that's that. We can help you out. So how do you want to do this?"

"You should talk to Miss Militia about it. There's other information we have as well. On another matter."

"What matter?"

"Hellh- Bitch,," Flechette said.

"What about me?" Rachel asked, angrily.

"The charges… and some other matters," Flechette admitted.

*******

That left me in a bad mood during the whole exercise, inventing a thousand ways that this all might have gone wrong. It wasn't hard, was the important thing. My panic and worry only increased my range even further, and on dog back I could see large parts of the city without even really getting in trouble.

We kept back, Miss Militia riding along with us, and others fanning out behind us. She didn't complain about the rough saddles, or about the way the dogs smelled, or anything else I'd expected from someone who had spent their time in the aftermath of the disaster in luxury and comfort. Someone who hadn't been camping out for the last few weeks and coping with disaster.

She just dealt with it as I built up a picture of two camps. Night, Fog, and a still-injured Purity were joined by Crusader in a warehouse near the docks, and in fact near ABB territory in general, if the ABB still existed. I didn't know where they'd all gone, really. Surely there had to be some gang-bangers still left, but maybe they'd been absorbed by the Merchants, who had always cared a lot more about profits than skin color.

And then, further in, at a house in one of the newly-all-white neighborhoods, there were the rest of them. The new cape, Alabaster, Stormtiger, Krieg, Othala and Rune. Victor was surprisingly absent, perhaps out and about.

The men were not evenly divided either. Almost three-fourth of them seemed to be clustered around various houses and street corners towards the Krieg side of things, whereas Purity's forces were a lot smaller.

Still, all in all, the fact that the E88 was reduced down to two squabbling factions that totaled ten capes was a good start. And they didn't seem to notice the bugs I sent to carefully look, in part because they weren't expecting it from ten blocks out. Plus, I was using a different sort of trick this time.

One that took way too long, but it was pretty simple. I sent only a few flies, and then slowly scouted out the area. I couldn't see everything at once through that method, but I didn't need an exact position on everyone, because it wasn't as if we were going to raid them right then and there. So I cased the joint, and before I knew it we were riding back to a street corner to part ways.

A few hours had been used up, but I knew that if there was a fight with the Teeth, it'd have gotten a lot more attention. Miss Militia had a word or three for me, and we climbed off the dogs. I was sore from the trip, but I wanted to hear what she had to say.

Away from Rachel. It concerned her, but I needed to protect her as best I could. She might say something that could make things worse, I knew that much. I trusted her, just… not necessarily with social things. So I moved away from Rachel and Pelter, who continued to talk about the state of the city. I'd seen enough to know that repairs had only really begun in the parts of the city that were under Protectorate control.

No matter what lies the E88 spouted about caring for the white race, they'd let down everyone of all races within their territory. Only a little rebuilding had happened, and I knew that once the E88 was out of the way, things would at least speed up a bit. I knew that the docks, for instance, were almost repaired at places. And were far more active now, what with the repair work going on on the one hand, and the fact that driving supplies in for stores was a lot harder: which meant that it made economic sense to ship it in.

I almost wanted to stop and see the boardwalk and docks, because I bet they were in better condition than anything I'd seen.

"So, lay it on me," I said.

"The various agencies have agreed not to press charges for manslaughter, assault and battery, aggravated assault, theft. Some of them," Miss Militia said, her voice as if she were reading a report. "Are almost or already beyond the statute of limitations, but many of them aren't. And we cannot know for sure whether a future elected prosecutor might change their minds." Miss Militia shook her head. "But we've been talking with the PRT of the areas, and they've managed to convince them not to press charges."

"Well, good," I said. "Bitch is a hero now, even if she's not a part of the Wards. But she wouldn't be a good fit, would she?"

"She could be. We have dealt with difficult cases before," Miss Militia admitted. "And you have helped us out quite a bit. But our analysts suspect that any possibility of doing so is long past." She shook her head. "As long as you remain a hero team, then I can't gainsay what you are doing. Though I do fear that you will go too far."

"Too brutal?" I asked.

"Yes."

"Can't be worse than what Shadow Stalker did," I said.

Miss Militia frowned slightly. I could see it in her eyes, even though her mouth was closed. The frown was that visible, that obvious. "What did she do that you're referring to?"

"Second degree murder, or perhaps a far more serious ype of manslaughter. Vigilantism. And activities as a civilian. But I don't want to talk about that shit. After she became a Ward." I glared at her for a moment, fierce and heroic in my fury at this injustice.

"Yet you ask us to forgive Rachel her trespasses," Miss Militia said mildly. Politely, but firmly. "Director Piggot was reluctant to do so, but I pointed out that we've…"

"Done worse? Rachel didn't mean to--"

"There are people who lost functionality in their hands from where her dogs bit them. There are people in therapy even now." Miss Militia shook her head. "She was reckless. I'm glad that she's now fighting to help uphold law and order, but we cannot stop people from filing civil suits. Several have expressed interest in doing so."

"Suits? For what?"

"Damages physical, emotional, and financial," Miss Militia said. "If she were a Ward, our legal department would handle it, and I do not believe that suit has been called up yet, but it will be coming eventually."

"It's all bullshit," I said, firmly. "Rachel stole to eat, to live."

"This is true… mostly," Miss Militia said. "We chased after her, and she had to constantly move. She was a topic of interest among analysts. But the suits are not bullshit, and I suspect that your best bet would be to settle for some of them."

"Settle? For what? A person got his feelings--"

"A man was bitten in the leg and partially mauled. He limps to this day, and has lost some sensation in that leg. He planned on suing for both physical and emotional damage, as well as financial damage, as the destruction of the smash and grab and the medical costs led to him having to sell his gas station." Miss Militia said it all so cleanly, as if she were reading from a report. I winced: not at the thought of a little mauling, or at least if it were a… but then, wasn't that the same justification that Sophia used?

I'd thought that they were something alike, and then concluded they were nothing alike: and I still stood by that. But if I couldn't forgive Sophia, then why should I expect some of the people Rachel had hurt to forgive her.

But then what was I supposed to do, I thought, feeling sick. The lawsuits hadn't been filed yet, but I assumed it'd be tens or hundreds of thousands of dollars demanded: maybe even each. It'd be this huge weight and I didn't even know what would happen if we couldn't pay. Some sort of repayment plan?

I bit my lip, and then bristled. "This is your plot, isn't it? You guys are trying to just fucking force us to join the Wards, so you can 'protect' us from shit that you started on your own. After we've put ourselves out there every day, against the Merchants, the Teeth, and now the E88!"

"No. We did nothing of the sort. We didn't have to tell you about the upcoming lawsuits, and there are indications of about three or four, but we felt that it would be a good sign of trust. We believe despite Rachel's past actions that you are now doing work that complements the mission of the Protectorate."

Again, so formal. It pissed me off: it reminded me of Principle Blackwell, evenhandedly giving out suspensions, as if she were Solomon. I wanted to rage, I wanted to punch someone or hurt something, but instead I nodded, my teeth bared. "Sure, great."

I couldn't see whether Miss Militia's were bared for her part, but--

Bared? Fuck. No. If they were, it was because she was smiling, that's all. I didn't need to be hostile and Rachel-like right now. "Listen, thanks for the heads up. We've helped you out, you've helped us out. And thanks for the camp watching. But we aren't going to participate any further in this anti-E88 activity unless we have a reason to. You can withdraw your people in a few hours, once we're settled back in and ready for the Teeth attack."

"We were thinking it could be a partnership," Miss Militia said.

"Well, that's clearly not going to work out. We have our own problems to deal with, including economically. You know how much money we fucking spend, keeping the camp running?" I asked. "Too much. We're not making a profit here, on saving people, and we shouldn't. It's disgusting to think that people do particularly, beyond what it takes for them to live and do what they need to do. But that means that lawsuits like this could lead to the collapse of the camp. So thanks for the information, but I have no idea what the fuck to do with it."

"I'm sorry that it comes as such a shock," Miss Militia said.

I shook my head. "But there, you have the E88 pinned. Don't let them get away. We'll take care of things on our end."

******

"What was that?" Pelter asked.

"Nothing," I said, not caring that neither of them believed me. They didn't have to believe me. I was the one who'd have to find some solution to this: probably need to talk to Cassie and Pelter, and maybe Charlotte. Cassie for online access, Pelter and Amp for leadership, but also because Stefanie's parent worked with non-profits. Perhaps there was a way to hide the money, or separate it from what we had together?

Personal poverty was fine, as long as it didn't fuck with our mission. I think. Maybe. I wasn't completely sure, but I could work with it. We rode along towards the camp in silence, and I was glad when we were close enough to see that no attack was in progress. "Rachel," I said, already having resolved not to talk to her about it until I had to. Sometimes it was best not to press an issue if it could lead to a bad confrontation. It was just common sense. "Can we swing around to talk to the Protectorate people for a moment."

"Sure, Taylor," Rachel said. She sounded tense, and I knew that she wanted to know what had happpened. But how was I going to ask her about all of the things she'd done? I'd already found out that she wasn't a murderer, but… but. But I didn't know what that was supposed to actually mean. Was it hypocritical that I still was thinking of excuses in my head for her, that I still loved her? Would I have been her enemy in some other circumstances, not understanding what she was doing and why she was doing it at all?

Maybe. I bit my lip beneath the mask as we veered off.

They were huddled in a half-ruined building, the floor creaking even when it was just us, and not the dogs, walking along towards where they were standing.

Velocity raised a hand in greeting, and Kid Win perked up. "What's happening?" Kid Win asked. He was dressed differently. His armor was a little sleeker, and while he had his hoverboard off to the side, he also had what looked like a long, thin, science-fiction type of gun. He seemed tenser, his eyes harder beneath the visor. Clearly he'd had a rough time of it, but so had I. So had everyone.

Bryce, on the other hand, was crossing his arms as Sierra tried to talk to him. He was in a white bodysuit, with a short, flowing cape that looked odd on him. His bare hands were splayed out, and the parts of his skin I could see seemed to phase in and out of reality just a little bit with every second. As if he was struggling to contain himself.

Compared to that, Battery was neither friendly nor nervous. She just leaned up against the wall, not moving at all, staring at the far wall and waiting. That's the feeling I got, that she was waiting for something to happen, conserving herself for some later date, as if someone was going to come busting through that far wall.

"Nothing. You're just relieved," I said. "Oh, and I wanted to check in with…" I pointed at Bryce.

Sierra said, out loud, "Phantom."

"Yes, check up with Phantom and everyone else."

"Oh, good," Kid Win said. He let out a breath. "This place makes me nervous."

"Don't want to fight?" Bryce asked, a little snottily.

"Well, Phantom," I said, and then stopped myself. It was true that I still didn't like Bryce, and I still wanted to be as far away from him as I could be, but Sierra was here, and that was enough that I didn't want to offend anyone. "I hope you're settling in well with your teammates."

"He is," Velocity said, in plain defiance of the evidence of how poorly Kid Win and Phantom were getting on. "It is nice that you were concerned, and we're glad to have you here, but--"

"Nobody is coming," I said. "If the Butcher was on the way, I'd start getting blind spots. Her strategy worked before, she's going to do it again."

"What strategy?" Battery asked.

"She has a cape called Animos that can cancel out powers. It tells me where she is in a rough way, but then so does leaving it up, and leaving it up allows me to attack her and her allies."

"Oh?" Kid Win asked.

"Yeah. She's tough and she has a strong team of capes," I said. "I don't expect holding her off will be easy, but… if Phantom really is doing well?"

"He's learning," Sierra said, finally breaking her silence. I could hear Rachel snort behind my back, but I didn't turn to look at her.

"Good. As always, feel free to stop by our camp on your patrols. We have food and drink for anyone who shows up," I said.

As if I were a tour guide. I really was rattled, and I'd planned on saying a lot more to them, and… oh, one more thing.

I turned back. "Oh! And we have a tinker now, Artificer. So if you want to show up sometime Kid Win to talk shop, I'm sure he'd like that."

"Huh," Kid Win said, as I left on that hopefully high note.

******

Cassie looked almost startled when I flopped in front of her. She was staring at the fire as if it was doing something to her, and she was nervous, even though she had to have heard me approaching. People muttered as I moved, a whispering train and honor guard that my bugs towards me was mostly complimentary. I'd been spending a lot more time talking to people. I could see that the people around her, George, Amal, Teddy Harrison, were people who were important when it came down to the current focus, which was getting as many apartments ready for people to get into as possible.

The fewer people in the line of fire except those ready to stand and fight the better. Not that being in the apartments would save them if Butcher won, but it would at least force her to work for it, instead of just scything through the camp and killing people by the score.

"Hey," I said, waving at Amal especially. One of the people who had come with Parian, actually. He had experience with repair work, and plumbing.

Everyone backed up a little bit, except Amal, who nodded. "Hey. What's happening with the E88?"

Of course he was wondering. I'd be wondering if I were in his place. "They've split into warring factions. The Protectorate is going to try to destroy them."

"When they're gone, can some of us leave?" Amal asked, glancing over at George.

I knew there'd been talk like that, and I knew just as well that there was nothing I could do to stop it. Nothing I should do: the vague possessiveness that I got when I thought of them shouldn't be a guide for anything. Even if it did feel like they were MY people just like it was MY team.

"... yes, of course," I said. "Of course you can. Nobody's forced to be here. We're doing everything we can, but eventually this is going to have to split apart." I shrugged my shoulders. "Right now I'm trying to live it one day at a time."

They all nodded except for Cassie, seeming to buy what I was saying. And it was true that I was just trying to make it past tomorrow at this point: but sometime I'd have to do more than that. Sometime I'd have to think about what the future would be, and how we were going to get Rachel out of the mess the lawsuits would make.

We had to think about what the team meant, and how it would work. Which would be even harder considering how different we all were, and the fact that we didn't really have a system, or even a name. We just were the team, and that was probably not a good thing in one sense.

In the sense that Cassie no doubt understood. She was coming back and forth from areas that actually had internet. Even if she was spending so much time with Rachel and the camp that it seemed like she barely had a life outside of her mission, she did: enough of a life that she had something that I didn't.

A network.

"So, Arachne, were you just coming here to talk?" Cassie asked.

"No. Yes. I need to talk to you, Cassie. Very briefly. It's not a major problem, but it's something that needs to be addressed." This was a lie, and I was sweating already as Cassie nodded and we stepped away from the others.

"What is it, Arachne?"

"You can call me Taylor. How would you say things are going in the camp? And outside of it, online?"

"You're attracting a lot of support and attention," Cassie said. "Most of it is positive, though there's this group of trolls, I can't remember her name right now, but it's been bad, but it doesn't matter. That's just the internet. The camp is interesting, and I'm seeing a few things that kinda concern me."

"Like what?" I asked Cassie.

"Well, not concern, but Amp and Pelter… they get along alright, yes, but they do seem to have different priorities. But Charlotte seems to be getting her way most of the time."

I bit my lip, glad she couldn't see my face. "Oh? Is Rachel infecting you with her suspicions?"

"Rachel gets along with everyone but Amp," Cassie said. "Were you the one that threw her and Greg together? It doesn't make sense that they do alright, but I guess…"

"They're both a little socially awkward," I said, fondly. "But there's differences. I've been thinking about talking to Charlotte and her group, but there's not much I can do about the priorities. She cares about working for me and making sure that things work out."

"I… guess so," Cassie said. "But what was the real reason you called me here? It can't just be that, though I think you're still doing a good job. We're raising a lot of money, and that's partially thanks to Pelter. You should talk to her more about… well, just funding in general. Her parents would be perfect if you wanted to do something more after the camp."

"Yeah… that's something. So, is Rachel doing well?"

"She seems worried," Cassie said.

I'd noticed that too, but it was just sulking. I knew that it'd fade over time if I just focused on what'd be best for both of us. I had to see the bigger picture, the picture of the team I was sorta-kinda leading. "Maybe, but… there's more to worry about. There are lawsuits coming. Civil lawsuits over some of what she did on the run," I said. "I need to figure out what to do with that. Can you ask some important figures if they know anything about lawyers or asset protection or… just how much we might have to pay if we settle it?"

"Oh," Cassie said. "I might know about some of those. I'd need to check, but how many are there?"

"I don't know. But we need to start brainstorming what to do to undo the damage Rachel could…" I bit my lip, realizing that that came out wrong. "To deal with the problem that Rachel's past actions might have caused. It's not her fault, she was trying to survive and get by, but people were really hurt."

"Are you okay, Taylor?" Cassie asked, leaning forward.

"I'm fine," I insisted. "It's fine. We're fine. But right now, you're right. Talking to Pelter, talking to Amp, talking to people you know… we need to get this contained without disturbing Rachel on this. She's… I mean." I waved him hands. "We should be doing other things, but instead we're so busy getting ready. But it's going to pay off, and I know that she knows this."

"Pay off how?" Cassie asked.

"She cares about this camp, and about the teammates. With the possible exception of Amp. There are puppies on the way, and she's agreed to start interviewing people for getting dogs, hasn't she?"

"Well, yes. But there's always going to be something in the way," Cassie said.

"There won't," I said. "Just let me handle my own affairs. But thanks for the concern. I do appreciate the spirit it was expressed." I tried to be diplomatic, but I was too rough around the edges. Another thing I needed to work on… or at least needed to learn to compensate for. "I'm going to be reading with Rachel tonight," I said. "We can relax then."

"She talks to me now," Cassie said. "A lot more than she used to. I'm sure you hear some of it, though she's… aware?" Cassie shrugged.

"Aware of what?" I asked.

"Of the presence of bugs. But, you know I want what's best for both of you--"

"And I want and have always wanted what's best for Rachel. Ask around online, and get back to me as soon as you have news either way."

I gave it like a command, because I was sorta in charge, so why wouldn't I?

"I can do that," Cassie said.

******

The next morning, I was in a better mood. Rachel and I had read well, and while there hadn't been time to do anything before I had to be called away to help Charlotte talk to a feuding couple, who just needed to be talked down… I felt as if there would be soon.

We were waiting for the hammer blow of Butcher's attack, and it wasn't coming.

Instead, Citrine and two other Accord followers showed up at the edge of my bug-assisted vision, holding what seemed to be a small white flag.

A truce?

The moment I saw that, I raced off through the camp to gather people. If this was a trap--two women and one man were showing up, one of the men a new Ambassador, and I knew that Accord always found good talent--then I'd want to have as many people on hand as possible.

We presented a united, if harried and hurried, front. Rachel and myself standing there, her arms crossed in hostility, with Amp and Pelter behind, and Parian's confusion and sleepiness hidden behind her mask. And Greg… well, Greg was still in his workshop. He'd apparently had a breakthrough, and, "Can it wait just five more minutes?!"

I'd decided that we could do without him, temporarily. If it came down to a fight, there was little he could do at this point, after all.

Approaching us were three people I'd seen before with bugs. There was the woman in the plain mask who I hadn't known, who was slightly pudgy. There was Citrine, looking as perfect as ever. And then there was the strange man in the cape and mask. Two unknown powers, and one I barely understood. Great.

"I told you that they would anticipate our arrival," the one man said, his voice cold and tinged with a faint accent of some kind or another.

"Were we discussing it?" Citrine asked. "I remember that you were merely talking to the air," Citrine said, and then she smiled and approached. "Greetings, Arachne, Bitch, and all other capes here. I come as an emissary of Accord, for I wish to discuss something with you."

"What?" I asked, aware that I should have waited. I could feel Charlotte opening her mouth behind me, no doubt having planned to politely introduce herself.

"Is everyone here able to speak of the matter?" Citrine looked around. "Or should we talk in private?"

I sighed. "Please tell me what you mean."

"We know that you have stumbled across items of worth and value," Citrine said. "Gained from the Merchants."

I tensed. The vials?! "Oh? You know something about them?"

"They were ours, before we lost them. We would prefer to have them back, and if not, we'd like to discuss the possibility of deals based on our mutual interests."

"What are our mutual interests?" I asked, since nobody else seemed to be speaking up. "Also, who are the two capes with you?"

"I am Codex," the plump woman said.

"And I am Masque," the only man said.

"Ah, very well. Are either of you Masters?" I asked. "Do you have any talents that you are using right now?"

"At the moment, no," Masque said. "I can promise this."

I took a breath, crossing my own arms along with Rachel, whose mask no doubt hid bared teeth. "Okay, so go on: interests. Mutual."

"We both have reason to distrust the E88. Just last night, Purity went on a rampage in response to being driven out of her territory. Five people are dead, and it is just the beginning. The E88 is foundering, but in the aftermath, we need to prevent," Citrine argued, "the rise of the Butcher."

"Oh?"

"It's basic geopolitics reduced down to the scale of a city. You are a neutral but heroic party, an entire camp of refugees, occupying a key position," Citrine said. "You're a collection of Parahuman strength impressive enough that Accord thinks you could be part of a long-term balance. But if the E88 collapse and the Butcher takes over those areas as well, you might be surrounded."

"Words," Rachel spat.

"Words make the world go round, and our calculation is that we both need each other. If you want to use the vials well, we can counsel you on how to look for people, and what to expect from each vial. If you want economic support against all possible future costs, we can discuss a trade, vial for support. There are many ways we can achieve mutually beneficial outcomes."

She sounded like she was some corporate executive, and maybe she had been. "These vials… I don't suppose I can learn where you got them? Does Accord use them himself?"

I glanced at the two new capes that I'd never seen before. That might be indicative of something. Maybe they were vial capes too. But then, why were they there.

"You can discuss that after we come to an arrangement," Citrine said.

"And why were they here? That's just as important, and makes just as little sense," I said. "I think we can discuss things, but not if… yes, Amp?"

"I have a thought," Amp said.

"Yes?" I asked. Pelter was glancing at her.

"It should be Accord. If we're negotiating, it should be person to person. Right?"

"That's a point," Pelter admitted, "But would he approve? We have Wards coming here at all hours."

"Just call a truce," I said. "If Accord would be willing to meet to hash out the details more… later, however. We don't have time right now, but if he'd like to talk sometime within the next few days, the Teeth are our mutual enemies." I shrugged. "But right now's not the time to make any decisions."

Plus, if Greg's breakthroughs came through, we might be in a better position to trade with him… or at least to figure out what his plans were. I suspected that he was using this meeting to find out more about us, as part of a scheme: but two could play at that game.

"Very well, we will report this to Accord," Citrine said. "This demand."

"I have another demand," I said. "I promise not to spread it around to PHO, but I'd like to know what the powers of the two members you brought here are. As part of a safety policy. Call it a tax for getting here and leaving with more than a boot."

"Codex is a Blaster, whose attacks do damage. Masque can create realistic illusions," Citrine said. "Is that enough?"

No, no it wasn't, but after a moment I nodded. "Actually, if you want to keep in contact, there is a way. But I think that'll be more significant soon."

"Something the Tinker is making?" Citrine guessed.

I shrugged. "Either way, do you have anything else to say?"

I'd learned a lot, and I wondered what Purity was even doing. The E88 were being squeezed down, and I hoped they'd be gone soon… which would leave Accord, Coil, and the Butcher as (beneath the lie of the Undersiders) the only major villain factions in town.

Talking about it as if it were global politics sounded stupid, but it was true that the situation was changing rapidly.

For the moment things were going decently… but what was the Butcher doing? What was she planning?

They left us with more questions than not, but what could I do either way to deal with that?

I just had to figure out what to do next. Watch and wait, trapped by the need to protect the camp. But there were worse traps, I thought to myself as they left the range.

I had too much work to do to worry.

******

A/N: Okay. Thanks to @NemoMarx.
 
I was woken up on Wednesday morning by a hand on my shoulder.

Careful, some people get twitchy when woken up like that.

two dogs up without a sound.

Impressive, dogs aren't usually the most quiet of wakers.

"She… she said it was a big split in the E88, and that you could help with a few things."

"Like what? Providing popcorn?"


"Yes, very fitting upon the death of their leader."

"That you and as many people as you trusted should hurry over there just in case it turns into a bloodbath, because Kaiser was dead."

"And bring some confetti and party hats!"

clearly not wanting to leave her shelter behind.

Or the puppies.

(I still didn't know what his new cape name was)

"Scrublord. PR really hated their interview."

Kaiser was hanging from a lamp post, disemboweled, mouth open and gaping, and something that smelled like shit dripping down from it.

Well, so much for concealing that.

holding back a terrified crowd of people.

What, no crowd of happy citizens at his demise?

carrying around his massive blade

"Also, he was lugging around his signature sword."

"Right, right, but this will just make it worse,"

"Which says a lot."

Now was the time to up the pressure, higher and higher, until they fucking cracked.

And or call in backup.

But it could be the Undersiders too.

Nah, no muscle to handle it.

"Hideouts," Flechette finally decided on.

"That's a polite way of saying dumps, I see."

"Yes. And in exchange, we protect the camp while you three are away,"

"So what do I get out of this? Because it seems to me your skills at protection..... are lacking."

"I don't want to sound too eager."

"Nah, go ahead."

"The charges… and some other matters,"

"There's some paternity suits over her dogs leaving behind some babies."

Victor was surprisingly absent, perhaps out and about.

Or naffed off to Berlin.


Eh, so long as the feds are handeled, no issues there.

And we cannot know for sure whether a future elected prosecutor might change their minds."

So? What're they going to do?

"Damages physical, emotional, and financial,"

And this will be enforced how, exactly?

This is your plot, isn't it? You guys are trying to just fucking force us to join the Wards, so you can 'protect' us from shit that you started on your own. After we've put ourselves out there every day, against the Merchants, the Teeth, and now the E88!"

I agree here. Entirely. I find it highly unusual that they just happened to find some civil suits....

"No. We did nothing of the sort. We didn't have to tell you about the upcoming lawsuits,

Riiiight, sure you didn't. Right after mentioning your legal department got charges dropped.

So thanks for the information, but I have no idea what the fuck to do with it."

Go finish the job, thereby denying any cases form happening?

"I'm sorry that it comes as such a shock,"

Not sorry enough to do shit about it, I see.

Was it hypocritical that I still was thinking of excuses in my head for her, that I still loved her?

Nah, she's got good reasons.

He was in a white bodysuit, with a short, flowing cape that looked odd on him.

I repeat my assessment. All white AND a cape? Why not just put a big bullseye on his chest?

We have food and drink for anyone who shows up,"

"There'll be a big cover charge, due to impending legal fees though."

how we were going to get Rachel out of the mess the lawsuits would make.

Sell the vials?

who just needed to be talked down…

With or without fear of BEES?

there was little he could do at this point, after all.

Or at all. Maybe be a distraction?

"But right now's not the time to make any decisions."

"And when is that time?"
 
I'm getting so depressed by all the signs of Taylor ignoring people's opinions and desires for the bigger picture. Especially in regards with Rachel, I miss the days of fluff and Rachel saying "you wanna fuck?" in place of asking Taylor out.
 
Still trying to use bogus charges to control capes. The PRT didn't do shit to keep the Empire from acting out.
But now they will try to Bogart a cape into helping their useless asses do their jobs. The worm in the nasty apply pie in this sitch is that any unaffiliated cape who helps in the operation wont get any credit.

PRT pulling a classic Armsmaster lets try to take some credit here.
Taylor stop trying to form Bitch into a hero. That you listened to MM made me lose some respect for you.
You'd do better to get a lawyer yourself for her.

This is MM who would shoot a baby in the head because of orders. She's blind to everything except the US, took her in. Not thinking that if she didn't have powers they wouldn't have cared if she ended up in forced prostitution.

They want a partnership where they tell you what to do without any payment or anything. I wonder if they would use this same argument where SS attacked and almost killed Taylor. Probably not.

Taylor pick someone that you can tolerate working with. The Butcher is bad news but so is Accord he's a head case barely one step above the Butcher.
 
Getting outside legal council on the potential lawsuits ahead of the game is certainly her best move regardless of everyone's motives.

Assuming she can find the time and it's an option. Her delighting task force might be handling that.
 
This has been going in a direction I'm not really interested in with the last couple of updates (superhero team is about when it stopped, especially with the Amp slow master plot and Taylor being jerk Taylor), but I'd like to thank you for it being one of my favorite reads up to that point, Laurent.

Honestly, I was kinda more into the pre-Leviathan stuff, but the really awesome online forum chapter dragged me back in for a while.
 
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This has been going in a direction I'm not really interested in with the last couple of updates (superhero team is about when it stopped, especially with the Amp slow master plot and Taylor being jerk Taylor), but I'd like to thank you for it being one of my favorite reads up to that point, Laurent.

Honestly, I was kinda more into the pre-Leviathan stuff, but the really awesome online forum chapter dragged me back in for a while.

...I'm sorry to hear that you're giving up on the fic less than an arc and a half before it ends.

(I've already written the end, btw, this is just me unspooling the chapters as it goes.)

(My own suggestion is to maybe step away from reading, and then come back in a few weeks with a cleansed palate to see what's happened then? I mean, obviously I'm biased since I do want you to keep on reading, and I in fact know how things are going and etc.)
 
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One thing this fic does particularly well is that it feels strongly like Worm.

A lot of other fics miss that mark by a large bounds. You've done a great job.
 
...I'm sorry to hear that you're giving up on the fic less than an arc and a half before it ends.

(I've already written the end, btw, this is just me unspooling the chapters as it goes.)

(My own suggestion is to maybe step away from reading, and then come back in a few weeks with a cleansed palate to see what's happened then? I mean, obviously I'm biased since I do want you to keep on reading, and I in fact know how things are going and etc.)
I'm kinda of sad to hear there is only so much left but it's probably better then dragging the story on too long. I hope there is a happy ending for Taylor and Rachel.
 
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Legal Trouble, Mentioned Sexual Assault and Rape

I found Greg the next morning, slumped over his desk. If he had gone to bed, I hadn't been awake to notice it, and I'd stayed awake a lot that night, wondering how or whether to broach the subject, questioning what to do with Rachel in general. Wondering, in all honesty, about what I was even supposed to do next. After all, I was in a 'good' position and yet I felt no safer or more secure than I had before I'd given Greg powers.

There were so many people here, and I couldn't help all of them. It was a lot, listening to them, knowing what they wanted, knowing they relied on me. I had more on my plate than I'd ever had before, and so I kept on considering whether it made sense to confront her. There was enough to do to fill a week of days of hard work, and Greg certainly seemed to be adding to his own burden with his tech work.

Still, he seemed happy, and I couldn't interpret his all night binge of creation as anything but the same sort of spirit that had led him to stay up all night playing a (sometimes dumb) video game. I couldn't really blame him for it, or at least I decided I didn't want to, and he was almost sorta cute, in a childish way, drooling on the work-bench surrounded by what looked like phones, radios, speakers… and notably a huge backpack battery that was attached by a nozzle to what looked like a long, thin tube. Which ended in… was that a shower-head? It looked a lot like a shower head, and on one end of the silver tube there were several buttons. He also had begun to use what looked like a bunch of scrap metal to try to make a more traditional looking pistol.

It was ugly and lumpy, and only halfway complete, and besides that wasn't plugged in, but when I carefully picked it up, I could see surprisingly delicate circuitry beneath the junk.

I whistled, loudly enough that he snorted, his dreams breaking, and yawned. He really could use a shower, I thought, stepping back as he sprung up, briefly looking at me in panic before settling down. "Oh, Taylor, I, uh… I'll get back to work in a--"

"Hey, calm down Greg. You were working all night. Can you tell me how it's going?"

"Well, I have three gun plans, and I need to figure out armor or the build will be unbalanced, and I also had an idea for a set of rocket boots, but I don't know if the stabilization…" Greg talked very, very fast, and I had to hold up a hand.

"Okay, as far as the rocket boots go, save that for a secondary thing after you get everything done. That's an order," I said, with a nod. "Okay?"

"Yeah, okay," Greg said, subsiding a little as I looked over the mess of things.

"So, did you get the speakers done?"

"Mostly, uh. I still have a few to do, but I got distracted cause it's really boring once you figure it all out. It's like level grinding. You have to do it, but it's lame so you put it off. I promise I'll get to it!"

"Don't worry," I said. I'd seen Greg miss assignments before because he got distracted, but he'd been doing actual work this time, so I wasn't going to push him. He looked up at me sleepily, with the same odd gleaming look he always had. Like he believed in me, though I didn't know what that even involved half of the time. "Okay, so work on that when you are feeling a little more up to it. What about the guns?"

"Well, this one is kinda like a laser flamethrower sprinkler?" Greg said, pointing to the shower-head looking one. "It runs off the power of the battery, and it sprays molten plasmic-energy on a target from up to… I'm not sure. I haven't tested it yet. But it should go at least twenty feet or so. It spreads out the farther it gets, so it's sorta like a firehose shotgun? Best for close up. The other one? Uh…" Greg picked it up and prodded at it, his brow knitted as if he was trying to remember things after some epic bender.

"Looks like a pistol," I said. "What does it do?"

"I've been thinking. Solid shot is so inefficient. I figured that if I could use something like… a capsule, or set of capsules that are then shot out as the container for the energy so it doesn't spread out." Greg frowned, deep into techno-babble that he was managing not to say to me thus far. If he had started on actual details, he would have already lost me, but because he was talking to me like that, however annoying, I could follow.

What I followed, as he talked, occasionally mentioning 'phases' or 'quantum displacement' was that the shell of the shots on this pistol were basically meant to serve the same purpose as a paint-ball, almost. You could shoot someone from just as far away as any pistol, with practice, though the pellet didn't drop at all over distances… in theory at least.

Where I lost him, staring at him for a full minute, was when he was starting to try to talk about how much damage it would do.

"Okay, sum it up for me here, Greg. Can it damage the Butcher?"

"Uh, probably not. But she's going to have a bunch of subordinates, and once I figure out how to make it, I could possible create a larger rifle version, though the power use will be so hard I'll have to reroute the main-drive."

"The… what?"

"The main motor that interacts with the quantum information storage that gives instructions to the machine and the circuitry in the right order for it all to work," Greg said. "I explained this already, Taylor!" He waved his arms. "Are you listening to me?"

"I am," I said, firmly, and just as quickly as he'd had his outburst, he seemed to wilt a little bit, clearly not meaning to yell. "But that doesn't mean I always understand what you're saying. I don't have your Tinker powers, you shouldn't assume that everything will always make sense. Okay, about the boots."

He was looking at me like a kicked puppy, and so I needed to throw him a bone to encourage him. "You need to finish the armor first in general, and the weapons… and the speakers before any of that, but I talked to Kid Win the other day. He has a hover-board. Perhaps you could talk shop with him and figure out how he balances it. It can't just be skill," I said. "There has to be some sort of mechanism he's using to keep it from tipping over, right?"

"Yeah… yeah," Greg said, enthusiasm restored. I needed a target for him, something he could do. I was about to leave, having properly inspired him in a few words and now having the entire rest of the camp to work with, but I saw, through my bugs, Rachel approaching.

She was holding a game system and some games. I stretched out slightly, uselessly dusting off my shirt as if she were going to comment on how I looked. I still wasn't up for telling her until I knew more about the problem, and so when she stepped into the tent, I nodded at her.

She nodded back, her eyes softening as she stepped towards me and reached out to grab my hand. I squeezed it back, reassured, though there was some gleam in her eyes that I couldn't understand, or rather it didn't make sense. Something yearning and needy that I usually only saw in her when… well, when we were having sex. Something desperate too, as well, but I didn't know how to puzzle out this of all things.

"Hey, Greg, got your games."

"Oh, right! Did you like 'em?"

"They were alright," Rachel said. "Kinda hard." Rachel frowned a little. "Plot was dumb."

"What about it?" Greg asked.

"Just… stuff," Rachel said with a shrug.

"Do you mean like the romance, or the alien plot to overthrow the Five Guardians of Earth? Or…?" Greg began, trailing off a little, looking almost personally hurt by the idea that a game he liked could be less than amazing.

"The romance kinda sucked," Rachel said, with such a big shrug that I knew she hadn't paid it much attention. "But… eh." Rachel wasn't very articulate, but she was very firm.

I almost wanted to stop and start talking about this random game, but I had other things to do. "Well, are you at least glad you played it? I'm going to have to get going, Rachel." I squeezed her hand again. "I need to look into a few things, and I need to talk to Parian about her building."

"Oh," Rachel said.

"It shouldn't take too long, we can eat lunch together," I insisted. "Don't worry. There's some meat, and I've heard that this one Greek place donated some near-expiration pita-bread, so we could even have gyros."

Rachel nodded, seeming a little mollified by that. Gyros and talking about the danger she was in?

No. Now was maybe not the time. I didn't want to ruin the moment. She looked to be in a good mood, and I liked that. It was what I was trying to protect, in the camp: these moments of peace, these moments that were okay.

They made all the effort worth it.

*******

It was something of a comedy of errors, watching Parian and Flechette from afar. Flechette, who stopped in right about when I was heading for Parian's building and walked around the camp, helping out in small ways, frowning and smiling as fitted, but clearly not really there, trying to figure out what to say and how to say it.

Flechette was in dire need of help, but honestly I didn't think I really was any sort of expert on romance. She was nervous, and in fact smelled of it. The more I used my bugs, the more things I picked out, and many of them were the kinds of things I could have stood to not know.

For instance, I knew how frequent, or infrequent, people washing their hands after using the restroom was. I knew that within the nerves and the sweat, there was just a tinge of displaced desire (or more bluntly, arousal) there. If I was trying to be poetical, I'd call it longing, but perhaps she was merely thinking of what might happen if this time she did something right and Parian agreed and perhaps gave her a kiss.

I was starting to be able to tell when people were sick by how they smelled, for bugs really did have a decent suite of senses, even if they had no context to interpret any of it in a human way. Bugs didn't go around knowing about sexual desire, but they could smell it, or at least some bugs could.

Another thing you started to learn when you'd had insects at your command as long as I had was, first, a lack of squeamishness. I had flies clinging onto Flechette's knee, the better to track her steps. To track, for instance, a slight limp that must have come from the ongoing fights against the E88, which all reports mentioned was still raging.

I'd put my bugs basically anywhere. But… what also came with time was discretion. Sometimes it was best to pull the bugs back and not see and know all, if what was being seen and known was, for instance, two teenagers, one of them a new refugee to the camp, fucking in a half-fixed-up apartment that we were about to rent to a family.

It was a dumb move, and one that maybe their parents had to hear about, but I didn't keep my bugs around and watch. That'd just be weird.

More than that, I could have hurt people. I knew secrets that could ruin lives, I knew the way people lived, and they were my people, people whose lives were fragile against my knowledge, and the power it represented. I felt the weight of their lives, I knew their sorrows. I watched everything, or chose not to.

So there was Flechette, and then there was Parian.

Where Flechette couldn't hide how obsessed she was, Parian talked a much better game.

"Okay, so, I can make some clothes if that's what you want."

"Charlotte suggested it," I mentioned to Parian, as we walked around yet another apartment that we were going to open up to deal with the flood of refugees. "I think it's a good idea? At least as a symbol? Even just a few shirts would help, since they've had to run without anything at all." Indeed, the people fleeing the Teeth often didn't even have the clothes on their backs. The process was only accelerating over time, because the Teeth didn't seem at all concerned with having a territory to govern.

Even the E88 were, though in their case that apparently meant small-scale ethnic cleansing. The Undersiders were apparently holding territory, Coil was holding territory, Accord was holding territory… and all of them acted as if they intended to be in the game for a long, long time.

The Teeth, on the other hand? There were stories of random executions, or children being taken away from their parents for… what reason? I could think of reasons, but I wasn't sure if they were the right ones. People babbled the stories about how powerful the Teeth were, and how dangerous. People in the camp were listening to the stories, and there was nothing I could do about that.

"Ah. Well it's not a bad idea," Parian admitted.

"It'd really help. Artificer is currently putting down the speakers. So that part is ready, and Charlotte's picked her group of… minions?" I shrugged, not sure what to call them. "We need to keep in contact with the Protectorate, because in case of a fight, what we're hoping for is mostly holding them off."

"You say that, but that's not what Pelter's acting like," Parian said. "She came by this morning, and she had some ideas. For throwing my dolls around to move them, or our powers working together…"

"Huh," I said. "That is a thought. So she thinks we can beat the Butcher, somehow?" That's what mattered: once Butcher was gone we'd all be safe, Rachel, myself, and everyone in the camp, to make a life together.

"I'm… not sure." Parian just shook her head. "But she at least doesn't think it's hopeless."

"I guess it might not be. Speaking of hopeless," I said, trying to change the subject, "Should I be telling Flechette that it's hopeless and that she should just not show up any more? I could tell her that." I shrugged, trying to sound understanding. I wasn't someone to give relationship guru advice, even if I'd lucked into something good.

"No, no. But also don't talk to her about… I don't want to just spill out what I want and see her arrive with a checklist," Parian said. "But I…" Parian shook her head and took off her mask. "Can we talk?"

"Of course."

"I like being in control. Socially? Romantically? I liked the feeling of being in charge of all of those people, but I wasn't ready to help them. I… don't want to be subordinate or owe anything to someone I'm going to be romantically involved in. Listening to the rest of this… weird pack you have going on here, that's fine. Even if it does feel odd to be older than everyone else here." Parian bit her lip. She was shorter than me, and the dolls could often make you forget other things.

"Oh?"

"It doesn't feel the same. Her being in the Wards is sorta okay, because it's separate from that, but authority and control, I…" Parian looked troubled. "I don't know. I want to be in charge, I want to have the power in the relationship, but that's not fair, is it? That's not supposed to be what a relationship is, one person having making all the decisions, right?" Parian didn't look like she knew, but finally she nodded, before I even got a chance to answer. "So I want something I can't possibly ask of her, because she's her own person with her own life. But she wants something, she assumes something, that I can't possibly say yes to because I want to be the one in the kind of position she's trying to usurp, or…"

She could talk remarkably fast when it came down to it.

"I don't think that she wants that," I said. "I think that if you talked to her, she'd be more willing to bow and bend than you think. And maybe that's not okay. I don't know?" I shrugged a little, not sure what to think. "But maybe if you just… but at the same time, you shouldn't have to if you don't want to."

"You know, you're not great at advice," Parian said.

"I know I'm not," I admitted, crossing my arms, trying not to bare my teeth. "I'm trying, though. I should go soon, there's a little more for me to do, but… just think about what you want and then try getting it."

"Try getting it? Is it that easy?" Parian asked.

"It can be. I don't know," I said, with a shrug. "But Flechette…"

"Yes, I get it. She really wants… but that strength of want, isn't that usually also strength?" Parian shook her head. "Now I'm not making sense."

Actually, I sort of got it. She'd had bad experiences with those with power over her, and wasn't desire a sort of power, wasn't passion something that could drive you? Anyone who was so passionate, how could you be sure they didn't want to possess you, to take what you are and bottle it and control it because of how much they wanted it.

Or at least, I could see how she'd think that, and had Flechette ever done anything to make me completely sure that that wasn't what she'd do?

Not… necessarily. I didn't know either way, and it was entirely her right to decide not to risk it.

So I left her to it.

******

I ate almost-stale pita bread and meat with Rachel. Sort of roll up sandwiches. Brutus tried to beg, but Rachel was far more resolute than me, and we were relaxing. It felt like we were just about in the right mood, and I was just starting to think about all the things that one could do with an afternoon, cuddled into her arms, when Pelter began to rush towards the tent.

She'd been kneeling near a wall, though I hadn't taken a good look at what she'd been looking at.

"What is it, Taylor?" Rachel asked, noticing the shift in my mood.

"Pelter's coming here. She must have a good reason. I should go out and see what she wants."

Rachel made a little noise, but when I turned to look at her, she moved her hands. I needed to maybe get a little more on. Such as a bra. And a shirt. And maybe shoes.

We'd been getting closer as we ate, first cuddling and then…

Brutus was barking, annoyed at being ignored and sensing the tension, but I tried to focus on getting ready. Still, I was groaning and moving slowly, wanting to let the moments linger. "I'll be right back, Rachel, after this is all sorted out."

I stepped out of the tent a moment later just as Pelter approached.

"You know," I said. "Since I hear everything, you could have just told me to come, rather than panicking me."

"Oh, sorry," Pelter said. "But you have to see this. Someone left a note for us. On a far wall of one of the apartments."

"A note? Like how?"

"A written note, and we didn't even notice them showing up," Pelter said.

I frowned, that was very, very suspicious. Some sort of parahuman?

I spread my bugs out over the room that she'd been talking about, and I indeed found the note, though reading it was a little beyond me. It was hard for the bugs to really get a good view of these things, and so it wasn't until we'd both hurried into the apartment that I could see it.

'Ar, this is Ls. If you place a note here within an hour of seeing this or so, I can reply. Set up times for a drop and we can communicate secretly. This is very important. First fact: Ac+Co=Vial. Please continue to refrain from acting.'

"Oh," I said, quietly. "Shit." I glanced over at Pelter. "Hey, can you go tell Rachel that I might not be able to come back immediately? Uh, what would her going to see me do? Would I get too distracted?"

"What do you mean?" Pelter asked.

"Remember when there were four vials and one disappeared? Now a note has shown up despite, I assume, nobody being seen to do it. I would have noticed if it was being put there. Which means it could be the same person." I took a breath. "Working for the Undersiders… and against Coil. Which means we have a mutual enemy, but if he stole one vial, then why not other things? Why can we trust this? So, I'm going to stake this place out, send a message and see what they do."

"Ah, right. Maybe you should have Rachel there, then. Maybe one of her dogs might smell something?"

"That's an idea," I said. Then I paused. "Uh, but."

The truth was, if she was there, and we were alone watching the room, with no interruptions, I'd get distracted. It'd been too long since we'd actually done anything, and I needed to not drift off. I needed to secure this camp so that I could secure time with her. That's the way it had to work: we weren't an island, and I hoped she'd understand.

"What?"

"Can you maybe tell her what's going on? That it's really important. I promise I'll…" I frowned, trying to think of when I'd next have time. "Tonight. We can read together, and then tomorrow, maybe…"

"Arachne, I don't want to give you advice," Pelter began.

"Thank you," I said. "For not giving me advice."

Pelter frowned, hands on her hip. "Alright, then," she said. "I'll go tell her that."

"And tell her it's not for long. Once everything settles down, there'll be more time. Tomorrow definitely. Tell her definitely tomorrow."

"Okay, Taylor. You know we're friends," Pelter said. "We don't talk a lot, or hang out much, but you saved my life. Just know if you want to talk or set down some of that burden, we'd understand. This began as you and your girlfriend, so nobody would blame you for spending time with her."

The camp was in danger: I was in charge of this team. I had too much to do.

Even with my bugs, I couldn't do everything by myself.

******

My message: 'Were the vials for sale to Coil? What are their plans? Should I meet with Accord? Also: what is the power of this new cape that's apparently leaving this message, and if it's not a cape, how did we miss you sneaking in? Finally: proof that this is you on the other end, please--A.'

******

It was almost an hour later when Cassie came up to see me, and I was still staring at a wall, watching for any sign of anything at all with my bugs, who were crawling over just about every inch of the walls both in this room and outside of it. And the floors, though they parted when they I Cassie.

She looked a little disturbed as she opened the door. "Hello, Arachne?"

"Yes?" I asked. "Sorry, I'm trying to make sure I don't miss anyone coming in." I took a breath. "I think there's someone who will be showing up at any moment, but I don't know if I trust them to reveal themselves politely if I don't force it."

"Oh, alright. So I've been online like you asked, and it's sorta exploded. The person I was talking about earlier released information about the potential lawsuits, and details of some of the cases. The profile says she's female, and her name is M_B. Some other known associates are Mad_In_Here, whose profile says she's sixteen, Truth_Man, who is in his thirties… just a collection of characters." Cassie shook her head.

M_B. Emma. Barnes. That's the only thing that made sense, especially since Mad_In_Here could be Madison, somehow alive after all of this. After all, I'd not seen any signs that either had died, but they'd been out of reach. I hadn't had the internet, I hadn't had school, and I hadn't really cared at all that she might be badmouthing me. It hadn't mattered.

Rachel never gave a shit about what people said about her.

Now that was looking like it might be a mistake. Might. "Is it getting traction?"

"Some? I've talked to some lawyers online. They wouldn't promise that their advice would be… they couldn't give binding legal advice, because then if we follow it…"

"I get it, I get it," I said. Emma's father was a lawyer, after all. Though she'd always been so disinterested in what sort of lawyer that I hadn't paid it much mind. "So, what do they say?"

"Some of these can be fought down, but with a lot of them, what actually matters is one of two things. First, if you think that there is a chance, arguing down the case, but that'll be expensive. The only reason to argue down a case is if the settlement would be too high or if you want to stall. Because I did talk with Stefanie--"

I'd seen that part. "And she thinks that there's some chance of moving assets donated into a specific charity? A non-profit or something designed specifically to fund the camp?" It'd mean the same thing in effect, because it wasn't as if we were making money off of this that wasn't going to either feeding us or helping the camp.

Or the dogs, but that could be its own charity thing.

"We'd need a lawyer, but we could do that," Cassie said. "I mean, you could."

"I think we is the right word," I said. "You're part of this too."

"Yeah, I am." Cassie didn't smile at that, but I could see the happiness on her face nonetheless. I suppose she was learning not to show the wrong things.

"But, as far as it goes, we also need lawyers to at least tell us what too much to settle for is, and we probably don't have assets to actually pay it," I said. "Do we?"

"Not if all of the suits get as much as they possibly could," Cassie said. "You'd have to have a repayment plan. It'd basically…"

"Fuck," I said. With feeling. "I assume we can't really know the totals of what it'd wind up as unless we see what's being demanded?"

"No, not particularly. The oldest is relatively shortly after she triggered," Cassie said. "Which is almost enough that it's beyond the statute of limitations… but not quite." Cassie shrugged, frowning. "You know what my opinion is? This is bad, and we owe them compensation, but it's being overblown. I bet they're going to ask for way more than they think they can get. We'll see."

"Do we know who they are? Should I call them? Talk to them? I... "

"The one claimant you mentioned is actually online, with M_D. He wrote a post outlining the damage he said he had. He listed tens of thousands in medical bills, thousands in the damage done to the gas station, and then talked about how since he'd lost his gas station because of his injuries making him unable to do his work, that'd be another $200,000 on the tally, though I'm not sure if it works that way at all. And emotional damages."

I winced. "What's he saying?"

"Oh, talking about how she deserves to pay every cent of it, how he doesn't believe she's gone heroic. He's really, really angry," Cassie admitted. "Rachel really needs insurance, but that's not something we can fix."

It was all depressing news, though I was pretty sure that the man was just throwing everything against the wall to see what would stick. But even if he was, that was still probably tens of thousands of dollars in probably-legitimate claims.

The fact that he'd tried to shoot her with a gun might be a mitigating factor, but I had no idea how much of one because I wasn't a lawyer. It wasn't my area of expertise.

I… wait. Where was the note? I turned to look at the space on the wall. "What?"

"What is it, Arachne?" Cassie asked.

"Someone took the note. But how?" I hadn't remembered my bugs brushing up against anyone at all. I didn't know how that was possible, but that meant that it wasn't just invisibility. If it was, that'd be far easier than what I was dealing with instead. It somehow was able to fool my bugs? They, rather. It was a person, I was sure of that.

The most obvious solution was that they were somehow immune to all senses, not just sight. But if that was so, then how was I supposed to catch them? Because spatial sense was pretty basic. Even if my bugs shouldn't be able to sense him, shouldn't they have flown into him?

Wait. Unless it was invisibility and intangibility. It'd be a useful power, but then how had he picked up the note? Maybe he could interact with objects like this? But then if so, couldn't he just stab all of his enemies to death without being at any risk?

I didn't know. I didn't understand it.

But I still was going to keep watch.

"You didn't see anything?"

"I don't remember doing so," I said. Remember because for all I knew my mind was being played with right now. How was I supposed to trust anything at all when things were like this? When money was being demanded everywhere, where one of my potential allies was a criminal, and where apparently I couldn't be safe in my own tent because at any time they could murder me.

I didn't know what their power was, and the truth was I was probably in a lot of trouble just sitting here.

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

"No. But keep an eye out on the situation, and tell me if anything changes. And I'm going to see if they reply."

******

They finally did, almost two hours before. Which did tell me, I suspected, that Lisa wasn't quite nearby. This was a very slow method, but it did get some results.

'Y. Can't talk. Maybe. Me on the other end: You've met Grue only once in a friendly way. Only it wasn't so friendly. As for the cape? Don't care about a name, but they can become undetectable. And forgettable. Hard to notice. She means no harm, though.'

I frowned, glancing around the empty room. I'd spent too long on this. I was going to have to head it off.

'Can talk later,' I wrote. 'We should meet. I need to see this cape of yours. Danger and a threat. Prove to me she didn't steal one of my vials. Prove to me that she's not going to start murdering people in camp if I don't go along with your plans. Prove I can still trust you.'

I didn't know what else to say, but I left the note, and hoped that there'd be a good answer.

*******

I stared at the circle of other women, hoping that the look on my face wasn't too nervous. I'd been talking a lot lately, as part of taking charge, but that wasn't the same as just… talking to new people who weren't just residents of the camp.

Not that these women weren't. Charlotte, Anna, Suzanne, Isabella, Himeko, Bonnie… I glanced at them, trying to remember their names. There were more that weren't here right now, and they'd all talked, and I'd listened, trying to figure out what to say.

Himeko had talked about her experience under Lung's watchful gaze. Never directly, no. But her parents had always been worried about her going out and about with friends, because they reckoned her pretty and were afraid she'd fall in with the ABB sort of crowd, or worse.

Charlotte had been molested and… rather worse by the Merchants, as had all of them, to differing levels. Some quite brutally. Some drugged. Some smashed on the head with bottles and then--

The stories poured out. The difficulties they'd faced both before the calamity that brought them all together and after it too. I listened, and didn't know what to say. What was I supposed to say? I hadn't ever had anything like that happen to me. It's not that I hadn't faced hardships, just not… those kind. It made my own seem a little less bad.

Though of course, they talked about more than that. About parents who never even began to expect that they'd go to college, about racism they'd faced, about… honestly it seemed all sorts of problems, from the minor to the major.

So when it came around to me, I frowned and wasn't sure how to say what worried me. "I admit, I'm not sure what to say. I haven't been through as much. Or at least, not the same things." I bit my lip. "But I felt as if I should come here. Because I know you have a lot you've gone through."

"You don't have to share," Himeko said. She was tall for her age, which was… eighteen I think? And pretty in a very sharp sort of way, perhaps in need of a little more food. "Thank you for coming and listening."

"You don't have problems?" Suzanne asked, frowning, tapping her fingers on her jeans.

"Not those sorts. I was bullied in High School by another girl, and some of what she said was kinda homophobic and other things, but it's not the same. And most of my problems have come from people trying to beat me black and blue, and for reasons that have nothing to do with being a woman. And I'm in a relationship, and--"

I stopped myself, because what I was going to say was that the problems were ones that had nothing to do with gender. She was in danger, they could be coming after her, the lawsuits, the lawyers. Male or female, it didn't matter, the situation was bad and only going to get worse. I wished she hadn't done what she'd done, and now I just had to figure out how to help her through it.

"And?" Bonnie asked.

"Any problems don't really have to do with the fact that we're two girls," I said. "I'm a little busy lately, just trying to keep all of this together."

"I'm sorry that it's so much to be on your plate. I didn't mean to encourage that so much," Charlotte admitted.

"It's okay," I said. "You were right in that I needed to step up. But the challenges there, aren't like Bonnie's."

Bonnie, who had been promoted to a manager's position at a local grocery store (she was in her early twenties), but had been dogged by rumors and sly innuendo when they thought she wasn't listening.

"I don't see how they can be," I said, "There's all of one guy cape in the entire team."

Charlotte nodded. "But that doesn't make the struggles any less real."

"I know," I admitted. But I didn't have a story. I didn't have a narrative to frame my whole life in. Even my identity as a hero… I was talking with villains, considering negotiating with villains, and my girlfriend had once been a villain. There was no clarity to it, as I tried to talk about it, and they eventually moved on to talking about how they were doing recently.

Plans, ambitions, and of course, the ever-present talk of preparation. Some of them were part of Charlotte's squad, and that meant that in the case of a fight, they'd be on the front lines.

I just listened and tried to feel a part of them. To try to be connected to them, as I'd tried and maybe failed with others in the camp.

I went to bed too tired to stay up and play with Rachel.

I looked at her, laying like a lump in her spot, and considered crawling in with her. But I didn't want to wake her up. She looked so… almost delicate, and I didn't want to disturb that moment either.

******

The next morning, only minutes after I woke up, the Butcher attacked.

*******

A/N: And so here we go! Next update is Wednesday!
 
And everything changed when the Fire Nation Teeth attacked.

I'll admit, the constant one-on-one conversations between Taylor and people in her camp are starting to feel like a Bioware game. It's starting to feel a little... repetitive? It's hard to really articulate what I mean, but I find myself getting a little bored with excessive amounts of dialogue. It seems that will change in the next chapter, of course, and the fic is still really good. Your skill at writing is the only reason I feel comfortable giving feedback about the pacing like this.
 
And everything changed when the Fire Nation Teeth attacked.

I'll admit, the constant one-on-one conversations between Taylor and people in her camp are starting to feel like a Bioware game. It's starting to feel a little... repetitive? It's hard to really articulate what I mean, but I find myself getting a little bored with excessive amounts of dialogue. It seems that will change in the next chapter, of course, and the fic is still really good. Your skill at writing is the only reason I feel comfortable giving feedback about the pacing like this.

Hmm, interesting. If anything I feared that the opposite would be a worry, in terms of this latest Arc being a lot more tense, and the worry about not developing ties with the characters. That said, I do like conversations and dialogue, so maybe I do overdo it.
 
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I guess the bioware comparison fits in that Taylor is sort of making it a point of going around and tending to people one on one? Instead of just watching everyone all the time with bugs and getting impersonal like that.

I hope it doesn't come across quite as rote as like, conversations after each "quest" leading up to a companion quest that secures their loyalty forever. I guess giving Greg his vial would have almost already been that :p
 
Hmm, interesting. If anything I feared that the opposite would be a worry, in terms of this latest Arc being a lot more tense, and the worry about not developing ties with the characters. That said, I do like conversations and dialogue, so maybe I do overdo it.
I guess that's kind of why I compared it to a Bioware game. Rather than this section of the story feeling like a chance to cool down between conflicts, it feels more like going around to all the companions to get quest and status updates before jumping into the next mission. A large reason for that is that Taylor makes sure to talk and touch bases with everyone. The dichotomy between the two forms of story is... jarring seems to be a good word, I'll go with that. I actually like the way you ended this chapter, where the conflict comes to her. If anything broke up the feeling of a Bioware game, it was Taylor being attacked at the start of the day rather then initiating the next 'mission' on her own time.

Now having conflict happen to the protagonist instead of them taking initiative and acting upon the setting isn't something one should overdo, that's something that the original work struggled with at times, but here it felt natural, and helped break up the comparison for me mentally.
 
Taylor once you're in a relationship you don't dodge your partner/lover planning to tell her things later.
You're fucking up and you don't see the warning signs.

You're the type to mess you your marriage by working later 365 days later.
I guess while you're recovering from this next attack you'll do better.
 
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