Wolf Spider (Worm) (Complete)

Bark 2.3
Bark 2.3

Armsmaster had come. He was standing impressively in the alley, having gotten off perhaps the coolest motorcycle I'd ever dreamed of seeing. He was impressive, to say the least, and the fact that he was there to listen to my idea meant a lot. I'd taken time to try to convince him that I had a good idea he needed to hear, but who knew whether he'd agree. If he didn't, I'd have to hold on, because there was no way I could do it alone, or even just with Rachel's help.

So I leaned against the wall, watching him, hoping my costume wasn't too lame. I'd met him before, but it was different now. Before I'd had something for him, some villains, now I needed something from him and the Protectorate. A lot of something, actually, considering how dangerous the E88 was. They had the numbers, they had the capes, but that only meant we needed to attack harder.

When the enemy bared their teeth, you went for their throat, I thought. Being weaker just meant you needed to bite harder and hit faster. At least, I thought so. I hadn't exactly put this into practice. It made sense, though. Call it a lesson from Rachel.

"So, you said you had a plan. Please tell it to me."

"I've been looking around, following members of the E88. Seeing where they go, and using that to create a map of sorts as to where they hang out, and where their capes change and base themselves from," I said.

"You have?" he asked, and there was something about his voice that I didn't like. There was an edge, and I found myself bristling already, as if I was going to be attacked.

"Yes. And I've located three areas they're coming from. If we just attack them, they might see it coming and scatter because they're afraid, but there's another way to do it."

I had spent a long time thinking about Rachel and how she could help, and I was thinking now that maybe it was a great thing that she'd convinced me to do this. I could totally make this work if I planned it right.

"Ra...Bi...Hellhound has agreed to work with me to make this plan a reality, because the Undersiders seem to have a real hatred of the E88, which is sort of understandable, really. Everyone should hate them," I said, nervously, "she's agreed to stick with me for the first stage. There's a store that serves as a front for drug dealing. I attack it with her, and they think that the Undersiders are raiding."

Armsmaster was watching me, and I babbled on.

"That means they'll come out in force, because they have the numbers to crush the Undersiders, and they've lost strong capes to them. Trap the Undersiders, beat them to heck, and then perhaps leave them for the police to capture after that. But if the Protectorate is watching the other two main hideouts, then they sally forth right into an ambush, you take all of them, and any others will have to choose whether to go after me, and the supposed Undersiders that aren't actually attacking, or go after you."

Now his frown was almost thoughtful. "This could work in theory. But you realize that you're telling us to trust you with a major part of the plan. If this falls through, or is just an excuse for an Undersider smash and grab, then that leaves us in deep." Armsmaster looked severe, and I knew he thought I was capable of it.

But why?

"I… understand that, but the worst case scenario is that we miss this opportunity. Eventually they might think to find a way around the bugs. Right now, though, despite what I've done, Armsmaster, I'm not well known. But that'll change, and it'll be harder to figure things out."

This might not be strictly true, but I wanted him to think so.

"Understood. I can pass on the request. When?"

"Friday night, if possible. Everyone would be out and about then, and that'd include me," I said. "So, are there any major problems with the plan? I can tell you where they are, but don't hit them too early."

"I can't promise that, I can only promise that we'll keep in contact with you," Armsmaster said.

"Well, then…" I trailed off, frowning, trying to figure out what I was going to do. It was a good thing he couldn't see the look on my face, because I was worried about this. If I gave him the information and he just charged in and tried it on his own, then… maybe he'd succeed, since he was a member of the Protectorate, but I felt skeptical. "Well, I can still do it."

"Good," Armsmaster said, as if there had been no doubt at all that I'd do as he said. "But there's something else I need to warn you about. The Undersiders are not as you seem to think. In fact, for instance, two of them are murderers, including Hellhound." He sounded a little wooden, and I had to imagine he'd planned this.

That didn't stop me from staring at him in shock. She'd… killed people? "Is that so?" I asked, trying to keep the tremble from my voice, despite the fear I felt. The fear that I'd opened myself yet again to someone who'd just turn out not to be worth it. I'd opened my heart to Emma, and she'd used it as a weapon against me, and now?

"Yes. Multiple people dead because of what she did," Armsmaster said, "on top of the assault and theft she's participated in. She's not the only one. All of them are dangerous, and all of them shouldn't be interacted with."

"It's just pragmatism. I don't have the support you have, and I know what you're going to say. But I'm not ready to join the Wards just yet," I said, "so don't bother asking. I understand they aren't good p-people, and I'll ask Bitch about this when I get a chance…"

I didn't want to. It was like a weight in my stomach. I was barely keeping it together, and I felt like I was back in the locker, trapped and surrounded by things that were driving me wild. I felt like I needed to run.

My words were coming more haltingly. "So, can we…"

"You still need to tell me where the locations are."

"I could just email it to you, if that's okay? I-I'll do so as. As soon as. I get home, yes," I said, trying to relax. My bugs were all swarming towards the area, as if I were about to get into a fight, but this was exactly the wrong instinct. I knew it, and yet a part of me just wanted to do it anyways. I kept the bugs back, out of sight, and slowly forced myself to make them spread back out to monitor the area.

I tried not to breath heavily, or reveal how dangerous my instincts had been.

"Very well," Armsmaster said, apparently unaware of what I'd done.

My hands were at my side, my posture defensive and my teeth bared, while he stood there with his halberd, not afraid of me, and not worried about anything I could do. And why should he be? He was a powerful hero, and I'd seen underwear with his face on it before. Action figures.

So on top of feeling frustrated and nervous, I was jealous as all hell.

"Anything else?" he added, after a long silence.

"No, Armsmaster," I said, "that about does it. We should keep in contact, so I'll also email a cell phone number as well."

"Very well," he said, "though we already have the number on file."

Oh, right. I'd called them, and they'd taken it down. Luckily, he couldn't see my blush, and it did do a little to calm me down. Embarrassment replaced anger, and I nodded. "Alright, well… see you later. I'll look into what you said."

"Good," he replied, and I stalked off, uncertain and nervous and sweating, feeling as if I were about to either do something great, or fuck up so badly that it'd be talked about for weeks, if not more.

He had agreed to the proposal, and yet somehow it seemed as if that wasn't as much of a victory as I thought it'd be. I didn't know why, it was just a feeling, just an instinct. How could I know to trust my instincts? I considered where I led me, and wasn't reassured.

********

Friday was the longest day ever. The trio should have been eager to get out of there, but they seemed to want to linger, make Friday the worst day of all. I was almost tripped again, and the rumors kept on getting worse. It was really inventive, the part where I was now into beastiality on camera for money because my Dad was so poor.

And by inventive, I mean so disgusting that I'd had to grit my teeth as hard as I could and just sit there, because I was just getting sick of it all the time. I'd thought that things were getting better, but instead, I kept on running through things.

She'd killed someone. Multiple someones. How? Why? Where? When? I wanted to look it up online, but I knew it'd be really hard to find anything. I could ask on the fan sites.

Yes, the fan sites. Believe it or not, villains often have fan sites if they aren't too odious. Uber and Leet had a site, the E88 in general had a site, there were tons of fans of Lung because of the dragon thing… not the Merchants, though, almost nobody online would admit to being their fan unless they were a gang-member themselves.

And Bitch had fans. Plural, even. I'm almost completely sure she knew nothing about the dozens and dozens of people online who thought she was incredibly cool and made up shit about her to make her seem like some sort of quiet, cocky badass rather than, you know, who she was.

I say dozens and dozens, but I suppose it might have been more than that. Either way, if I asked I had no idea what I'd get. And asking her? I couldn't imagine a quicker way to sink our friendship, if it still existed.

It did, I told myself, but at the same time, I was supposed to be a hero. And Armsmaster coming out and telling me that felt like a signal. A sign that if I stuck with her they might start questioning whether or not I was a hero. They might trap me into being a villain and then lock me up and throw away the key.

The idea of prison made my hands shake when I thought about it, the idea of being locked up, controlled, by a bunch of assholes who judged me for things I hadn't done, who sat there in control of everything and yet…

I spent as much time as I could just avoiding everyone and everything that Friday at school, going to the bathroom at least once a class to just sit on the toilet and use my bugs to make sure they didn't sneak in to dump anything on me or attack me. It didn't help that my stomach was starting to cramp a little.

I hadn't exactly been paying attention to that kind of thing lately, and so it had snuck up on me. It wasn't too bad, but it still made it annoying.

So all in all, I was miserable and just passing the time, but eventually it did pass.

Then came the next obstacle: Dad.

********

Of course, one way around the obstacle was to not confront it at all. I left a note to Dad that I was going to eat dinner with Rachel, after I made something for him to heat up, and then I got working on something that he could microwave. I wanted to spend some time with Rachel, see if I could work my way up to actually talking to her about what she did, and if not, at least plan things for when I briefly went back home and 'went to bed'.

So I cooked as fast as I could, not exactly paying much attention to the taste, and then hurried out of there. I didn't bring my costume, since I'd be coming back now, but I made sure to hide it really well.

Dad didn't trust me, and I was worried that if he got involved he'd discover something. I hadn't thought about what it'd lead to, about what it'd mean that he knew I was a hero, except I was sure that he wouldn't trust it. He was nervous and finally getting involved after so long of drifting away, and wasn't it my luck that when he was getting involved, it was to doubt me?

But then again, if Armsmaster was right, it could be that Dad was right as well. Either way, I showed up with a backpack of games and books, and I didn't really want to think about any of that.

*******

Rachel greeted me like normal, of course she did. Unsmiling, but there was something about how she stood and a dozen other factors that I couldn't really register consciously, that told me when she was in a good mood. It was a bit of a cut-rat replacement for just smiling, but I was glad I'd been able to figure it out.

Each time I figured something out about her like that, it felt like a triumph in a way that I knew was probably a little weird. But then, I was the one attracted to her, and she was apparently attracted to me, so perhaps being a little weird was just typical.

"So, are you ready for tonight?" I asked.

Rachel shrugged, as if she hadn't been worrying about it at all.

"How many dogs are you going to bring? Since we're going to be a bit off, you could spend the time to build them up," I said, "I think I know of somewhere where you can bulk them up where nobody can see you."

"Three. More is a waste, and they're not fully trained yet," Rachel said. "Soon."

More is a waste. Of course. Her power exhausted her if she used it too much, too fast. Even with slowly bulking them up, three dogs was a lot to do, and adding more wouldn't necessarily do much unless she was pushing herself, or making each of them only a little stronger.

"So, I was thinking," I said. "Not that I'm going to tell you your job."

"Good." Rachel said, firmly, "Yes?"

"Maybe you should bulk one or two up to full size, while keeping one of them smaller, in case we need to work in tight quarters. It's a business, after all. A hardware business, in fact, that's the front." I frowned, wondering why they'd chosen that specifically. It was far less prominent than a lot of other options, and when I thought 'drug front' I didn't think hardware, and so maybe that was the point.

The dogs were barking, eager to see me, and so I mused about it. It made more sense when I thought about the kinds of things people brought and bought. People drove in vans, to buy boxes of tools. Both of which could hide a lot if you wanted to move it, and that's what its purpose was. There was some drug buying here, yes, but most of the people buying were dealers, or members of the E88 who wanted a good deal. People bought, or were given a package, and then they moved it.

I'd looked this stuff up online, to be sure I had the basics of it, but it was all this big pyramid scheme, really. The people smuggling this stuff up and making it took the biggest cut, then the middle-men like the E88 or Merchants at the top took a large cut, and then the dealers at the bottom made a pretty penny, yes, but not more than that.

And even within that, there were dealers who were big or small, contracting to smaller-time people who stood on street corners selling shit.

Nobody knew where the E88 got their drugs, just that they always had a lot of them.

"Sure. That works," she said as she opened the door.

I was almost bowled down by dogs. "Oh, hey! Hey, Milk! Calm down a little, Bullet...aww, good to see you too buddy," I said, "and Angelica, nice to...ew, not my lips." I shifted a little, rubbing their ears and noses and bellies, trying to remember what dogs liked what.

Milk, for instance, loved belly rubs, but ear scratches were boring, while Bullet loved being rubbed up and down on her side.

It was all the little details, just like you were supposed to learn for interacting with people, but, in the case of Rachel and to a lesser extent me, you didn't completely learn. I hadn't really had to stretch my social muscles for a long time, until I met Rachel. And even then, from the way Lisa had failed to get to her, typical social skills might even be counterproductive, in a way, if you couldn't learn to switch off of the parts of them that didn't work.

So I played with the dogs while Rachel watched, and I wondered again what she saw. She looked at me and wanted to… well, have sex with me. I wasn't entirely sure what she wanted, but--

Slut.

But I didn't want to ask. I didn't want to get involved with any of that, not when I still wasn't sure what I was supposed to do about this silly, out of place crush.

So we just hung out. Keeping a secret like that was tough, and more than that, it made me feel as if I were always on the verge of blurting it out. I wasn't bad at keeping secrets, but I hadn't liked it. I still didn't like it, and yet I found, more and more, that the secrets I was keeping were piling up like a heap of shit, and sooner or later I'd have to shovel it, whether I wanted to or not.

"So," I finally said, once we were settled on a pallet next to each other. Suddenly all of her closeness felt different in a way I wasn't sure about, but I still snuggled up next to her anyways. My face was red, but hopefully she just thought it was because I was awkward, rather than that I was…

Anyways.

"So."

"You want to watch out for me, I get that," I said, "but it still seems a little odd."

"Nah. You're cool," she said with a shrug.

"I doubt you've spent a lot of time doing heroing, though. I mean, that's what you're doing, really. Acting like a hero."

Rachel shrugged, "Hero? Villain? What do I care?"

"So if things had gone differently, would you be a hero?"

"How the fuck would I know?" she asked, but she didn't sound that angry. Just dismissive.

"So, what did you do? I mean, once you were on the run?" I asked. "I mean, how did you wind up in a gang?"

Rachel frowned, looking over at me. "It just happened. Not a big deal."

'How did you murder the people?' I didn't ask. I wanted to, though.

"Do you want to start a new book next time we meet? I'm not sure what to do, but there has to be one somewhere."

Rachel hesitated for just a moment, "Yes."

"You enjoying the book I lent you?"

"It's still lame," she said, "all sappy."

A puppy all alone on Christmas, saving people by luck and general goodwill. It wasn't particularly realistic, but I'd seen her reading it.

"If you want to read more serious things, I could help you."

"Help me?" she asked, and this time I realized I'd hit a nerve.

"I mean, you helped me figure out how to care for dogs, right? So if you wanted to learn a little more about that. You trade things you know and we work together," I argued, "cover each other's weak points, and we can do so much more together."

I turned, trying to convince her, and I did see that she was listening. I reached out and grabbed her hand, even though that made my face go even more red. I felt warm, very, very warm. "So, what do you say? Worst case scenario, you change your mind and that's fine, too."

"Okay," she said.

Just okay.

But it was enough.

*******

We waited until it was almost dark out. I say we, by which I mean me. I had to go to link up with Dad, and then I had to try something I hadn't before. The window. I'd usually waited until it was night time to get out, and there was no tree to conveniently leap down to, but it was only the second story, and I made sure to yawn and tell Dad night. It was slightly earlier than usual, but that just meant eight o'clock. Then, once I was sure he was distracted and listening to the television, I opened the window and peered out into the late evening, just before night.

For the first time, home felt like a sort of prison.

I made sure my backpack was on well, and then looked down, frowning. Okay, so, I really should have better options than this, but I needed to be in position before nine, if we were going to have time to get her dogs powered up and wait for just the right moment to strike. Too late, and we'd be hitting a mostly abandoned place. Heck, the peak activity was actually in the later afternoon, but some people came a little late, didn't get started so 'early' as the afternoon.

Drug dealers, what could you do?

So I was going to have to be very careful. I was also sure that a giant dog, for instance, could certainly break my fall, but Dad would be too likely to notice that.

Or would he?

Maybe another time, I thought, as I began to lower myself down, hanging onto the edge of the window, and then looking down. Huh. That was a little far, but if I remembered right…

I kicked my leg slightly, and it caught on a part of the outside wall that was a little worn down. Like a chunk of it had been taken down. That put me...slightly lower. I took a breath, and let go with one hand and tried to lower myself down, grabbing for the handhold. My fingers gripped worn in fake wood, and I let my other foot go. Now I was dangling half a story from the ground, or so. Anywhere else I could go to make it faster?

No. Just drop down.I did so, as gently as I could, which was to say I hit the ground on my knees and immediately regretted it. But nothing felt broken, and I stood up, glad I was wearing jeans that I wasn't going to use any more.

Then I jogged off, making sure to stay out of the way of where he might look if he went to the kitchen to get something. Dad would be asleep by the time I got back, and so on I jogged.

This wasn't the sort of neighborhood where people snitched at others sneaking out of the house, so I didn't think anyone would say anything. Not unless I did it too often.

So I jogged along, and about a block later, Rachel was waiting near an alley. She wasn't in costume yet either, and I held up a hand. "Hey," I said, for lack of anything better to say. "Got out alright."

"Good," she said, gesturing into the alley.

Oh, right. The costumes, I thought, feeling a little nervous. Of course, Bitch's costume just involved putting things on. It wasn't hard for her when it was just a jacket and a mask. It was a little less involved than my own costume.

I had put on a tank top and some bicycle shorts, both black, underneath what I was wearing, so at least I wasn't going to undress in front of the girl I had a stupid crush on. I didn't know what I'd do if I'd had to do that, and the very thought made me self-conscious.

So I changed as quickly as I could out of my upper clothes, feeling like I was back at gym. But this was worse, and my mind strayed a little bit, to wondering how the heck she looked at me and saw anything at all. But soon enough, I was pulling on the black bodysuit and the armor. I bet that when summer hit, all of this would be a little warm, or at least, the top and shorts would be, since all of my armor could breathe a lot.

If she wasn't a villain and potentially a murderer, I could even make some armor for her. I wasn't sure of an idea yet, but the idea of making something that would keep her safe felt a little too…

Domestic, I guess? Considering the plan was to get over the silly crush, especially since Rachel didn't seem interested in dinner at a fancy restaurant, a movie, and flowers. Whatever normal romance was, she wasn't looking for that, wasn't looking for romance at all, and I should care that she wasn't.

After all, if some guy just wanted to have sex with me, I'd judge them for that, wouldn't I? I'd say they were being shallow, or that I wanted something deeper, and--

"Taylor, you ready?"

"Oh, yeah, sorry," I said, glad that my costume hid my blush as I stood up and finished pulling on the bottom half of the suit. I'd been standing there, looking down at my shoes, and pondering my situation.

Head in the game. Head in the game, Taylor, you'll have plenty of time later to worry about useless things.

*******

Rachel stood in the lee of the building, powering up her dogs. I stood with her, my eyes closed. It was just an idea I had had. If my control of bugs was a sixth senses, then perhaps by not moving and closing my eyes I could focus on what I was seeing and hearing through them. Of course, in a fight I'd need to do both at the same time, but it did seem to be working.

There were about two-dozen people in there, five of them women, probably, from the sound of their voices.

Two seemed familiar, and I mentally tagged them as 'Othala?' and 'Valkyrie #2?' The other three girls didn't seem familiar, and neither did the guys. That didn't necessarily mean anything, but I did know that if there were two capes there, then there might be more.

The building had a big unloading bay in the back, that trucks could just drive into if they had a large order. That was where the drugs came and went, leaving the front entrance and the hardware store itself open for just one more hour.

There was a man at the front, slumped over the cash register, watching about five people up front. One or two of them might have even been real shoppers. That, plus the fact that Bitch was a villain, meant that we were going to go around the back. Go around the back, and start out with a loud bark.

My instinct was to sneak in, attack them from hiding, but we needed to be obvious.

Angelica was being made into this huge monstrosity, while Brutus was merely about chest-height, and Judas had merely been made into an exceptionally tough dog. We were going to ride on Angelica, who didn't look like any angel, in order to really make the best impression possible.

I looked out, the sun having just set a few dozen minutes ago, and thus I saw very little.

What I did know was that they didn't know we were coming. They were too spread out, and none of them were hiding in, say, the truck that was out back. That'd be a perfect place to hide if you wanted to ambush the ambushers. They still didn't associate every bug with a potential spy, and hopefully they'd fall behind if I kept on getting better at tracking what they were doing and saying.

I could sort of hear everything people were saying, it was just hard for the bug senses to turn them into words. That meant that I was picking up a lot of noise, and instead of complaining, I tried to note down tone, any accents, that sort of thing. So I could say that the guy in the basement yawned, and then said something sharp to the second guy in the basement.

What was said? Ask me again in a few weeks or more of practice.

Either way, I got on Angelica, trying not to grin. This felt like it could be big, very big. Angelica should be able to just bust down the door, honestly. She had plates on her shoulders, and it wouldn't be hard. Once through, she could soak be a distraction while we got going. The mission was simple, and I gathered more bugs in the basement, the better to overwhelm the two down there.

Then the bugs would all crawl up the stairs. I couldn't have some of them slip under the door, so I'd have to open it for my bugs, and then I'd have a huge swarm, all of whom were currently hiding in the shadows, being far more quiet than even normal bugs would be.

"Alright, you ready Bitch?"

"Yes."

"Let's kick ass," I said. Cocky, I know.

"Yep. Angelica, go. Judas. Follow. Brutus. Follow."

And then off we went.

Riding a dog wasn't easy. There wasn't a saddle, and I clung tight onto the dog as we bounded across a back street, and leapt over a curb, slamming down on the ground right next to a car that was driving away.

There was a startled shout from the driver as Angelica and the other two dogs bounded past.

At the same time, down in the basement, the bored conversation turned into screams as I just buried them in bugs. It was remarkable how many bugs could make themselves down into a small, dark room, one by one, and once the people were down, covered in spider bites, they crawled all over the table. It felt like a box of some kind, like a briefcase, though I had no idea why it was down there rather than somewhere else.

I also didn't have time to think about that as we reached the door and Angelica pushed her whole weight against it.

It cracked, and then shattered, falling down just in time for a pistol shot to slam harmlessly into her hide, as the dogs started barking, just to alert everyone.

Might-be-Othala was moving, headed towards the girl I thought might be Valkyrie #2, which meant that she was thinking about providing a boost. But I couldn't stop her, not with a few flies, and we leapt off the back of the dog. I landed, glancing around with my own eyes. There were a lot of crates, a giant back area that was probably filled with hidden stashes, and at the moment, gang-bangers.

Shots were fired in our general direction, but none of them were good shots, and I gathered insects behind me, in the parking lot, ready to lash out with them.

"Judas," Bitch said, "Attack."

She was pointing, firmly, at a white girl with heavy tattoos wielding what looked like a shotgun. The blast fired, and it was close enough that my ears ached from it, but it missed Judas, who tackled her, tearing at her arm.

"Don't kill anyone," I muttered, as bugs began to pour out between Angelica's legs, coming from behind. The dog looked a little startled, and even snapped at a few, but Bitch rested her hand in Angelica's shoulder, and she calmed down a little bit.

Things were going well, so well that I was wondering when it would go wrong. Then it did.

The blast slammed into Angelica's knee, almost knocking her over, and I turned, desperately, to see who it was.

Not someone I'd seen before, though it was someone I'd tagged. He was holding a rather large gun, which looked like the kind of thing you took to hunt elephants, and it had almost knocked Angelica down. His costume was probably offensive as all hell, if the Hugo Boss stylings of it meant what I thought it did, and the fact that it was all in black, on top of a mask painted red that still showed his grim, thin mouth, made him look as if he was about to tell the Emperor that the rebels had blown up the base on the Endor moon.

Krieg didn't react as I sent as many flying bugs as I could at him. When they got near him, they suddenly couldn't breath, and seemed to be moving oddly. He swiped at them, and the ones he hit seemed to be thrown halfway back to me, as if he was racketing them away. He was moving slowly, reloading, and then there, behind him, was Othala for the tag.

The bugs gathered up, and a spider leapt at her to punish her for it, but Krieg ignored it, it wouldn't bring her down, and he had other targets.

His movements were deliberate, as if this were more an assassination than a fight, and Brutus hurtled forward at him when Bitch whistled.

He was still reloading, so Brutus should be able to…

Teeth sunk into flesh, or should have. Instead, nothing happened, and Krieg finished reloading and aimed down.

I slammed a fly into his eye, and he didn't even blink, but did turn the gun upwards as the dog retreated.

I went for the floor, and the shot roared past me. I could barely hear anything after that, and I had to guess he was invincible. Judas as chasing down after Othala, who was working her way around the boxes, trying to get up front, and Brutus was retreating, while Angelica whined and growled at Krieg.

And Valkyrie #2 was still waiting in the wings, probably wanting us to over-extend. I needed to make something happen,and soon, I thought, staring at that gun.

They say that guns look bigger when they're pointed at you, and as far as I could tell, either that was true or that was the kind of gun that only the chosen king could lift.

He stepped forward, as if nothing in the world could hurt him, and it couldn't. Still, I covered him with bugs, letting them fly right in front of his eyes, as he ran at me.

I couldn't breathe as soon as he got close, as if all of the air was thinner, and I gasped, stepping back as Angelica bit fruitlessly at him.

I had never been hit before. My Dad was not a violent man, and even if he was, he wouldn't have slammed me into the wall with a backhand. The hit itself wasn't that hard, but the wall was, and I all but flew into it, clipping a box on the way.

The spot where I hit the box was a constant, stabbing pain against the throbbing pain.

"I don't know who you are," Krieg said, his voice cold, "but you've crossed the Empire two times too many."

"Fuck," I groaned, my bugs crawling all over him, but unable to hurt him.

"Cockroach," he spat, aiming at me.

Rachel leapt onto him, screaming in fury, and he turned and tried to knock her aside. But she was grabbing onto him so hard that she just flopped, limp for a moment, and then kept on wailing on him.

And the gun was big enough that he couldn't aim at her from this close.

"Angelica!" I yelled, and to my surprise the dog whipped her head around. "Attack! Block!" I wish I'd known the commands, I thought, standing up, though it hurt so much to do so that I really just wanted to lie down for a week. God, how did capes deal with this kind of thing?

I pointed, and she went. There were gang members already lining up to take a shot, and Othala, screaming and flailing, had run into a woman who was now gaining in height. Growing taller and larger in general, though at least there was a limit if she was going to fit in this back room, which a ceiling clear height of maybe eleven or twelve feet, roughly.

But all three of them were still up, and I'd almost gotten killed. Oh god. Oh god.

Someone opened the basement door, and the bugs leapt right at him, bringing him down with a scream of high-pitched panic, as I stepped closer, but hid behind a crate. "Rachel!" I yelled, and didn't even have time to kick myself for using her name.

She… if she died. I don't know what.

Then I felt it. Suddenly one of my bees was able to sting him.

A large, blue-bottle fly went into each of his eyes as he winced, and they weren't done. Other bugs threw themselves suicidally into his throat. I wasn't going to kill him, that wasn't the idea, but more and more forced themselves down there as others stung at him.

Suddenly, all his composure was replaced by blind panic.

But if it wore off, that meant that Othala had use of her powers again, and so I tried to use the bugs to keep her occupied, all the while cursing under my breath as he finally shoved Rachel away, who got up.

Angelica was wreaking havoc, and Judas was busy, so she called out, "Brutus! Hurt!" And pointed right at Krieg. He kicked Brutus away, the dog sailing into a stack of boxes that spilled out screws, but he was going down, already starting to twitch feebly, barely able to breath with all of the bugs crawling around there.

I didn't think I'd be able to keep her from tagging in Valkyrie #2 unless I just knocked her out, so I had the bugs force themselves down her throat, wincing at the implications of what I was doing. She flailed, this way and that, but I kept it up, until she started to go limp, and then they began to crawl out of her as the Valkyrie charged forward.

Fenja? Menja? It didn't matter, because she was out of costume, actually. Othala's costume seemed as if it had been thrown on, and I suppose the girl hadn't had time to put on armor. So she was growing large with jeans and a T-shirt, and suddenly the situation was changing. Two of them were down, and there was still Angelica to deal with.

I wasn't sure if we were going to win, but I was pretty sure we weren't going to die.

Which was good. I didn't want to die in as much pain as I was low, stepping forward, my back aching so hard I needed to lie down.

I had to hope that we'd drawn the right attention.

I kept the bugs up on Krieg. We needed both him and Othala down for good, and then it'd just be us versus a giantess.

But we had three super dogs, and I felt oddly confident, as long as I could ignored how I'd been batted around. I moved towards Rachel as quickly as I could, trying to bunch up as Angelica head-butted the nine foot tall giant into a wall.

Fenja roared, lashing out with the sword she had remembered to bring, but the dog was already dodging back, having seen it coming. The bigger the dog, the slower they were, but Angelica wasn't that big, and she had the right instincts for a fight.

And sometimes, that's what mattered most.

Rachel grabbed onto me and pulled me back as Fenja (I was just going to pick one of the names and stick to it) grabbed a crate of nails and threw it in our direction.

We barely dodged, as the nails exploded from the box on impact.

Shoot. Shoot. Rachel reached Judas and began strengthening him up to Angelica's size, while I aimed bees straight at Fenja's eyes.

The eyes were the most vulnerable part of a body, and even if she was stronger and tougher the larger she was, her eyes would still be the most vulnerable part of her. And indeed, she dodged out of the way, swiping at the bees, which dodged around her hands as Angelica bit into her leg.

Judas was still growing, and as long as we kept her distracted, we were doing our job. But what about the rest of the men? Half of them were down by now, because I'd been distractedly covering them with bugs and biting and nibbling them to pieces, and Brutus was currently terrorizing the neo-nazis on our side of the back of this shop.

The fight was not nearly as chaotic as the one a week back, and so I tried to focus on what I could do. One of the bees finally stung Fenja in the eyes, and she screeched, and knocked down a wall, trying to escape.

It burst down, and she tried to retreat out into the night, clearly giving up this fight as lost, which was right about when Judas was large enough that she let him go with an, "Hurt!" and a pointed finger in the giantess' direction.

Angelica was still gnawing on her leg, her claws scratching up her other leg as if she were a cat and Fenja were a scratching post, and all in all, I didn't see much of a chance for her to escape. But once she stepped out, she began to grow in size, trying to shake off Angelica now that she was eleven feet tall.

But Judas tackled into her, and she half fell, catching a hand on the side of the building, which meant that Judas was able to bite into her sword arm. He didn't bite quite as deep, but there was still blood flowing, a lot of blood, and now that she was out in the open, we had her.

I advanced, dodging a bullet from a gang member still active. He had four bugs on him, so I felt it when he aimed, and moved out of the way almost before I had pondered this fact.

Brutus went straight after him with a whistle from Rachel, and we advanced closer to Fenja, as my bugs kept on going for her throat and eyes. I didn't know of any other easily targets, really. I guess her chest might hurt if I stung it, and there were other places I guessed, but I didn't want to go down there.

I was focused on taking her down. She needed to go down. They needed to stop this.

As I advanced towards the hole in the wall, I skidded on the nails and slammed my shoulder into one of the shelves, which toppled over. Whoops. Well, a hurt shoulder was nothing compared to the back, and so I slid forward and managed to right myself, glad that my mask hid my blushing face.

Fenja kept on fighting, but with two dogs and the bugs on her, she clearly needed to escape.

So why wasn't she?

When I stepped outside, I saw it. In the distance, there were flashing lights. The PRT were coming. And she wanted to know where they were going to fan out so she could break through.

But she wasn't getting that chance. Rachel whistled as we moved out onto the grass at the side of the building, which was freestanding, and then there was Brutus. She was going to bulk him up too, and she put her hand on his head as he began to grow. I kept watch over any of the goons inside, to make sure none of them were getting in the right angle to hit her. Once Brutus began to really grow, she crouched behind him, which was a smart move.

It was dark, and with a little cover, getting a good shot would be hard, and wouldn't really hurt Brutus, especially since her power healed her dogs.

The vans were drawing closer, and Fenja was no closer to finding a way out, considering the way her blood was tracking everywhere. We needed to finish her off, though.

I frowned, as she kept on retreating, but I couldn't think of anything. Yes, I could make a mass of bugs, and a normal person might trip on them, but she was too large for that, and too strong, she'd just squish them.

Too large. Well, if we had water, she might slip and fall and break her crown, but again, we didn't.

The van opened, and armed and armored PRT figures stepped out, alongside Miss Militia.

The American themed superhero and second-in-command kept her distance, aiming what seemed like a sniper rifle?

She fired, and a dart came out of it, slamming into one of the open wounds.

Ah. The better to bypass the hard skin, though with as little as it was, I doubted it'd take her out. If it was a tranq, I thought, it'd be designed to maybe take out a bear. She was considerably larger than a bear, which really would have made me feel a little self-conscious.

I couldn't imagine having her power. Every zit blown up, standing there for everyone to see. Powerful or not…

I was getting distracted, the pain sending my mind along weird alleyways to try not to focus on it. I was perhaps a little loopy, and I needed to sleep.

Fenja did slow a little, as another dart buried itself in one of her legs.

All of that blood couldn't be good, and I knew that she'd need serious medical attention if she escaped, or even if she didn't. And Othala was out and still unconscious in the store, with bugs there to fend off anyone who tried to get to her.

Fenja swayed, and swiped feebly at Judas, knocking him away just as Brutus charged in too, now taller than a person.

Then, like a tower falling, she collapsed with a loud thud.

And just like that, we won.

Woo.

My back hurt.

********

A/N: So, thanks to @NemoMarx.
 
Bark 2.4
Bark 2.4

I lay on my bed, trying to sleep. I'd gotten out of there as soon as I could, because I really didn't want to talk to Miss Militia about it, and Rachel had had to leave immediately, because while there was something like a truce, the longer she stuck around the more chance something would go wrong.

Which left me to just recover the three of them and wave off the damage. It wasn't that bad, really. Perhaps they could get Panacea to patch it all up? I wasn't sure, really, but either way, I got out of there.

I wasn't limping away, but I did have to move slowly because of how my back felt, and it took a long time to get home, because I stopped to rest a few times, just letting my bugs watch out for any trouble.

But the only trouble I had was getting in the house without waking up Dad, which I did by moving really, really slowly and hoping that nothing creaked too much. I really needed a hot shower, because my shoulder and that point on my back were still burning. It was a hot sort of pain, though it felt like if I focused hard enough on my bugs I could sort of drown it out, as if I were spreading myself thinner.

That only helped so much, and so I was staring up at the ceiling, willing myself to sleep. We'd won, that was for sure, and hopefully we'd captured most of the rest of them. I didn't know that, though, and I wished I had something to think about other than that.

And lo and behold, I did. I needed to look up about Rachel's actions. I hadn't seen anything about that online, though I knew that they usually kept too many details from hitting the net. It made it easier to recruit capes who might have made a few bad mistakes, here and there, though murder didn't really fall under it. But unless it was something that couldn't be covered up, there were often only rumors about the specific crimes they did, rather than a general pattern.

Unless that general pattern was murder, of course.

So all I could know was that Rachel was violent, and that she didn't make a habit of murdering people. But considering how dangerous her dogs were, it could be really easy for her to maul someone to death without realizing it, couldn't it? That'd be murder, though I was sure there was… some kind of degree? Second degree, maybe, when you killed someone without planning on doing it ahead of time.

But if I asked Bitch, what if she just shrugged and admitted she'd killed eight or nine people and would probably do so again? What would I do, what would I say?

It wasn't just my back that ached that night.

*******

In the morning, the pain had dulled a little, but was still there. Luckily, it was a Saturday, and just as luckily, nobody was going to give me shit if I didn't go out for a run. It was later than I expected, though, and I texted Rachel a quick apology as soon as I got up.

... actually, I probably should have started with a shower and taking stock of myself, but it seemed like it was more important. I knew it was stupid, because I really did need that shower. My back hurt, after all.

I didn't know what I was going to do about Rachel, and maybe I should back off for just a little bit, so that I could look it up online. Maybe someone somewhere had a hint of what had happened?

Then there was Tattletale, but I wasn't sure how much I wanted to rely on a villain. Would she lie to push me away from Rachel because she didn't want Rachel working with heroes? Not likely, though I was a little afraid of it anyways. The more likely option was that she'd make up a scenario where Rachel was totally innocent, because she wanted me to work with them to achieve whatever their goals were.

I thought about texting Rachel and saying that I couldn't show up until the afternoon, but thought better of it. Still, I needed to get to the library and use the computer there to see what everyone was saying about us. I was sure that Rachel didn't really care, but I did.

I wanted to see that I was doing something, that the pain was worth it, because that's the only way I could feel like I was really being a hero.

Finally, after way too long lingering in bed, thinking about Rachel, I got up and grabbed some clothes, and then made a beeline for the showers.

I tried to mix it up. First, a long, hot shower, and then, once my back was good and red, a nice, cold shower. It helped me focus, and by the end of it, I could almost imagine walking to Rachel's without regretting it. My shoulder still felt stiff and a little cramped, and my back was still sore, but hopefully that'd fade over time.

If it was feeling better this easily, then a few painkillers and it should be a non-issue, at least until I did something to make it hurt even more. Krieg had really done a number on me, and I was surprised that he'd been willing to kill me. Or perhaps it was a bluff?

It hadn't felt like one, I thought, finally dragging myself downstairs with my backpack.

Dad, at least, hadn't suspected anything. He was drinking coffee, hunched over a morning paper. "Morning, Taylor. You sleep alright?"

"Fine, had a little crick in my neck, though," I lied, "what about you?"

"Oh, pretty good. Went to bed a little early, thought I'd follow your example."

"Hope that didn't wind up with you waking up too early," I said, as I made my way for the bread. Maybe some toast before I left? I wasn't sure. I could always get food on the way to Rachel's, and I didn't feel that hungry.

I knew that was just the pain and my distraction speaking and that I'd be ravenous the moment I started eating, but still.

"No, it's fine. Surprised I woke up before you. You're usually up and gone running before then."

"I know," I said, "but it's a Saturday. I should be sleeping in, like any other teenager."

"Not much of a sleep-in, really. It's not even close to noon," Dad said.

"I got in the habit of waking early," I said, flushing.

"I don't get why you started running, but I'm glad. It's good for your health," Dad said.

Well. Yes, yes it was. "Sure," I said. "If you ever wanted to jog with me, you could."

"Pretty busy," Dad said, and it felt like we were talking around each other, like two dogs in a scrap who were just staring at each other and hadn't yet worked up the nerve to pounce.

I wondered, would he eventually search my room, which had some sketches and designs, or the basement? It seemed like things were going downhill, but in a slow, quiet sort of way. But I knew that Dad could blow up, and I needed to defuse it. But how?

That, I didn't know. So I just said, "Sure, but…"

"Maybe," he said.

Well, that was something.

*******

On the way there, I had an idea. And the more I thought about it, the more I liked it in general. Yes, Rachel was wanted, including in her civilian identity, but how many people actually knew who she was? She was able to go to and from wherever the base was without being noticed, which meant that there was something else she'd probably be able to do as well.

Celebrate.

I knocked on the door, hearing the familiar and comfortable sounds of the dogs barking, and feeling their positions. Everything was like normal, and that was comforting. All of this felt like it was part of something I could get used to, a life I could live and not regret it: which was odd, because if she really was a murderer, then, what?

Plus, I knew that I was being unrealistic, and indulging in silly thoughts. Silly feelings, too.

She opened the door, looking just like normal. Again I looked for some cohesive whole that I was attracted to. Again, my face flushed and I felt warm just looking at her. It didn't make any sense. Silly thoughts, silly feelings, silly attractions.

"Hey, Rachel," I said, "wanna go out for a victory breakfast?"

"What?" she asked, her face scrunching up adorably. Or at least, it felt cute to me.

"Once we have your dogs watched for the moment, we could go out, there's a diner nearby. I have money for breakfast if you don't, and we could eat our fill. We did something important last night, together. Even if it was dangerous. Even if my back hurts. So we celebrate like we're champions. With greasy spoon pancakes."

Rachel was looking at me, and then she tilted her head and let out a bark of laughter, short and sharp, and yet, a moment later, she nodded. "Sure."

"Is that weird?" I asked.

"Nah, let's do it. Do I need to get dressed up or something?"

"Yes. The official wardrobe for a victory breakfast is a skimpy black dress."

Her eyes narrowed, and at least she actually suspected sarcasm. She could be pretty blunt.

"No, you're fine. You look great just like you are," I said, and then added, "I mean, for eating."

For… eating.

I wasn't exactly the best at talking, especially today.

"Sure," she said, with a shrug, just going along with my weirdness.

Which I liked. She could be judgmental and harsh in her own way, but if she was in a decent mood, she'd go along with a lot, or at least not object. Maybe that was just me, though, though I didn't know what 'just me' involved. I didn't know anything about her, well, romantically. What did she act like around someone she was attracted to?

How much of that was that, and how much was friendship, and where was the line anyways?

Best not to think about it.

Hal's Diner was a pretty good place, if you wanted cheap, but tasty food that probably fulfilled your calorie count for the day. It had waitresses in old-fashioned outfits that were somewhere between iconic and a little lame, and a huge breakfast menu mostly composed of variations on usual themes, but with a few exceptions. They had Johnnycake, they had baked beans, they had fish cakes. It was a New England greasy spoon, which meant the grease was a little different.

I had pancakes, eggs, and for the meat, a few fishcakes, while Rachel, who seemed to intimidate the pretty brunette waitress, ordered a Meat Lovers Breakfast, and at my urging, got a few Johnnycakes to try.

"You really should," I'd said, tempting her to the dark side. "They're really not bad."

The feast filled most of the table, especially what Rachel had gotten, which included four strips of bacon, four round sausages, and a thin side of breakfast steak, as well as eggs, toast, hash-browns and some beans.

"Wow," I said. "Breakfast of champions, like I said." I began to pour strawberry syrup on my pancakes, and then began dicing them up, adding butter as I did, watching Rachel the whole time.

She was oddly careful when she ate, cutting the food up, but eating fast, as if someone was going to steal it all away. "So, that went pretty well, I think," I said. "It could have gone worse, and we took them out."

"Yep. Damn nazi."

"Thanks for saving me, back there, with Krieg," I said, when I was sure that the waitress, Shawnee, wasn't listening.

The Johnny Cakes sat off to the side. Little round cornmeal cakes, usually eaten with butter or syrup, so a little like a pancake, though my Mom had actually liked them with applesauce, of all things.

Rachel shrugged, and picked up one of the cakes, eating it as if it were a muffin. Then she paused, and grabbed for the butter, to help make it taste better.

"Acquired taste, but it really isn't that different than pancakes. Just different," I said, smiling at her.

There were crumbs on her lips. I barely kept from smiling, covering my face with my hand to hide it.

"What?" she asked, suspiciously.

"Nothing. You have crumbs on your lips," I said, not sure why it mattered.

"Kay," she said, brushing them off. She kept on eating,even more carefully this time. But quickly. She demolished her food while I kept on switching from one to the other. A fish cake and then two bites of pancake and then more of my scrambled eggs. She took to the Johnnycakes.

"Never had them before?"

"Nah."

"Not from around here?"

Rachel frowned, and then leaned in a little. I could tell that she didn't want to answer, or at least, that her first instinct was always to clam up. It was a pretty normal one, really, and I completely understood it.

"Food's fuel," she said. "Though I like meat." But that wasn't all, after a moment, she nodded at me. "Down a little south, though spent most of my life north." She frowned, "Maine, and then coming on down here, bit by bit."

Ah, that fit what I'd read, at least, though I didn't detect anything more 'southerly' about her accent. Of course, people were bad at accents in general, but my guess is that she just wasn't in a situation where learning about local cuisine mattered.

"Moved a lot," she admitted with a shrug. "Did shit."

I frowned at her, and said, "Sorry, I've been a Brockton Bay girl all my life. So I don't really know about moving. What I know more about is staying in a place and watching it change. Maybe a better word is watching it rot. Go a little downhill," I said, trying to look at her and get a feel for what it must have been like. "I'd like to say I'm fighting for the city or something, but I'm not."

"It's okay. You fight for you," she said, with a shrug, "it's better than some place."

"Is it?" I asked, rhetorically.

"Yes. You're better than this shithole," she said, at the exact moment that Shawnee was passing by, which got her a glare that she ignored as if all of the barbs and arrows of the world couldn't, in that moment, hurt her. I knew she wasn't always like that, considering how Regent had gotten under her skin, but it still felt kinda impressive.

"I… thanks."

"Way better," she said, firmly.

At that moment, I felt this overpowering urge to kiss her. My throat actually felt dry as I stood up and said, "T-thanks." I was blushing. I was blushing so hard that steam was probably coming out of my ears.

I went to the bathroom and threw water on my face and tried to calm down. Then I went back, sat down and said, "Also, can we swing by the library, briefly? I want to check the news, but I didn't bring the newspaper."

She frowned, thinking for a moment, no doubt considering her dogs. "Okay."

"I promise I'll be fast."

*******

I was as fast as I could be, going to the news website and looking things up. The attack got a somewhat small story, which noted that noted E88 members Menja (oh, I got it wrong), Stormtiger, Cricket, Othala, Crusader, Krieg, and someone who was apparently a new member and hadn't received a name, had all been captured, along with 'sizeable quantities' of drugs, and many of the mid-level non-powered leaders.

If my math was right, that left Kaiser, Hookwolf, and Rune left out and about, which was pretty close to nobody at all. It'd have been better if Hookwolf was gone, since he was a beast to fight, but three people wasn't nearly enough to hold on.

Kaiser would have to do something tricky.

It wasn't the main story, actually. The main story was about the Mayor's niece, who had apparently been kidnapped last night. Everyone was waiting to hear the ransom demands, and the story was apparently updating every hour to basically say that nothing needed to be updated, the sure sign that this was catching a lot of attention.

I couldn't exactly feel annoyed that it rated higher than my bust, but I did shake my head at the fact that I wasn't even mentioned. I was, 'With help from local independent heroes.'

Which was true, yes, but still.

Hogging the credit kind of annoyed me, and I checked online about it. Maybe I should make an account to post about… something? Or at least introduce myself? I could do it, maybe. I looked up a few heroes, just did some general searching while Rachel was sitting and watching me, but there was nothing obvious that stood out that would tell me the details behind Rachel's story, except that it happened in Maine.

If she wasn't there, maybe I could look it up in more detail, but maybe not?

So I gave a mental shrug, still worrying about it, but not sure what to do, and decided just to enjoy my day with Rachel.

******

That evening, once I was back home, I wound up having two different conversations in the span of an hour. I was tired, sweaty, and smelled of dog, but the day had gone pretty well.

It had also been an exercise in frustration, because now I was just thinking about Rachel constantly, and her being right there meant that it was hard not to…

Well. I knew what people said about the kind of person that just did that kind of thing, just…

The words clung to me like barbs, and I couldn't tear them off.

So I didn't know what I was going to do. So I texted Lisa.

'Hey, can I talk to you?' I asked.

'Sr. Wht about :)'

My eyelid twitched. I hated text talk, and yet here I was, texting her. But I wasn't sure if I was up for a phone conversation with her. She was a very persuasive person, from what I could tell, and text was a less dangerous medium.

'Rachel. I've heard that she's murdered people before.'

'Taylor. I Hv advce.'

'Yes?'

'Ask. Her. About. It.'

I sighed, and took time to text it. 'It isn't that easy. Especially with everything else going on.'

'Everything else? Your attraction?'

'Yes. Yes, I am attracted to her. Don't ask why, but, I mean, I can't do something like that.'

'I h8 to ask y, but?'

'Not that kind of person,' I typed, and hit send, and then sent another message quickly, 'Casual hookups.'

'Really?' she texted back.

I was glad it was text, and not the phone. Because she might have been able to charm more out of me that I didn't want to talk about. Or think about.

'Yes.'

'Just tlk 2 her. She lkes u.'

'Please stop the text talk' I typed, flushing.

'And yes, I know. She already said she wants to have sex with me, what more could she say?'

'You forgot a period. ;)'

A pause, and then she sent. 'Plus, she likes hanging out with you. I'm not trying to tell you how to live your life, but…'

'But what? You're going to try to tell me how to live my life?'

'Maybe. You like her. You are attracted to her.'

'Yes.'

'She likes you. She is attracted to you.'

I typed in 'Yes.'

'So, do something. I'm the worst person to give this sorta advice, because I don't really care about dating.'

A moment's pause, and then another text. 'But I'd go for it if I were you.'

'It's not that simple.' It wasn't, it really wasn't. It shouldn't be, it couldn't be.

'Maybe. Talk to her. I certainly can't.'

Well, now wasn't that reassuring? I was getting ready to text her back with another message, probably something sarcastic, when I got a call.

I checked the caller ID and flopped back further on my bed, sprawling myself out as I took Greg's call.

"Hey, Greg, how's it going?" I asked, trying to sound breezy.

"Fine. Hey, there was a big card game tournament tomorrow. Divine: The Questing, and I was wondering if you could come for moral support I would really appreciate it I have a new deck and I'm not sure how well it'll do and if I win I could go to a city-wide tourney because they've set it up so that everyone who wins a local can--"

He talked fast. Very fast. He had already begun explaining his deck, which involved something called Power Token Rush or something, and which focused on small monsters or…

I wasn't a fan of card games, but I'd been around him enough to pick up a few terms here and there. "Greg!"

"Oh. Yes?" he asked, sounding out of breath.

"I… what time?"

"Oh, it's from ten to maybe three if I win, and that'd be really cool, though I'm not sure if I am up for it. I'm lacking a few of the Heroic Counters I need to make a dedicated Fire Blast deck mulligan away their burns."

"Well, that's bad," I said, trying to sound like I had any idea what he was talking about.

"So, can you come?"

I wanted to say no. He sometimes asked me to go along with him for moral support, whether to that fighting game tournament last year, or to various card game things. I usually said no, for all sorts of reasons, though last time he'd asked I had actually showed up for a little while after he lost to cheer him up.

But I thought about what my alternatives were, tomorrow. I could spend a lot of time with Rachel, which sounded good, really good. It also sounded like an exercise in frustration and staring and all sorts of other things.

So. "Sure? I'll need to talk to a few people first, but I should be able to do that."

Hopefully Rachel wouldn't mind too much.

********

"Yeah. Really?" she asked.

"Yep, he asked me, and I felt like I had to go. He's a friend, and I need to have his back, even if it's just some card game." I tried to make my voice sound casual, though even talking to her over the phone felt too intimate, too close. I was afraid of my own feelings, but I had the right to be.

"I guess."

"I can see you in the morning, so I'll help you deal with the dogs, and then I can see you after that for an hour or two, if you want. I need to do some homework, but I could also read a little, and if you needed any help…"

"Makes sense," she said. I had a feeling she was a little put out, but at least she wasn't angry or anything. Though why would she? Just because she was attracted to me didn't mean she was making a big deal about any of this. In fact, she seemed remarkably casual. She'd offered, and for all I knew, the offer had been taken off the table while I'd been hemming and hawing.

Not that that was a bad thing, since I wasn't going to accept anyways. But it was a thing. It could be a thing, if that's what had happened.

"So, see you in the morning."

"Yes," she said, as if it were obvious.

********

The game store was actually packed with people. This was a bigger deal than I thought it'd be, and I hung back a little, looking at dozens and dozens of people, to the point where they were spilling out into the food court, where at least some of the games would take place.

Yes, we were back at the mall, and I'd come not knowing what to expect. Most of the players were guys, though there were a few girls here and there, and the youngest were kids, while the oldest looked like they were in their forties.

Most were in their teens or twenties, from what I could tell, and they came in all shapes and sizes. Stereotype only described some of them, and I waited to see if Greg noticed me. He was standing in a corner, flipping through his deck, which were all in black sleeves to preserve them, or something like that.

When he looked up and noticed me, he hurried over. "Heya!"

"Hey, Greg. You feeling ready to kick some butt?" I asked.

"Uh, maybe. I mean, a lot of these guys are really good. What if I just choke or whatever?" he asked, talking quickly, "what would I do then? I mean, I already spent all of my allowance on these things, so I'm not sure what else I could do to make the deck better."

"Just play well," I said, "with whatever deck you have. I mean, have you been planning and practicing hard?"

"Uh, yes…"

"Then you'll do fine," I said. "I'll be rooting for you. Though probably not cheering. I doubt they appreciate a yelling section."

Plus the idea of yelling cheers made me imagine crawling somewhere and hiding.

"You're right, but still. Just being there would be great! Thanks!" He hugged me, and I flushed, embarrassed, and gave him a pat on the back before pulling away as soon as he could.

I wondered about his motivations. Did he want me here because he was trying to… flirt with me or something? Still, either way, I watched his first match, which he won, and his second, which was a draw, trying to understand the rules of the game.

But I couldn't make heads or tails of some of it, and it was frustrating in a way that made me wonder about Rachel and reading and… a lot of other things. I knew I had it bad when watching someone else play a game could lead to me bringing it back around to Rachel, but I didn't know how I was supposed to stop myself from doing it.

It just happened.

Whore.

He won the third game, which put him up one rank. It was best out of three, after all, which meant I'd be here for a while.

Still, I gave him a thumbs up each time he won, and the blond boy seemed to really appreciate it, playing with more fervor each time he saw me there. Which didn't mean playing better, I suppose, since there was no time limit on moves as long as you weren't silly and didn't spend five minutes choosing which cards to play.

Things were going well, though, and the second win put him into into the final eight, which meant in theory as many as nine more games if he went all the way and yet always won in three. In other words, I could be here a while. Though they were going to have a break in a little bit for lunch.

********

He bought lunch, and then sat close to me, smiling as he ate his sandwich, being very careful to chew with his mouth closed, more careful than he usually was, and despite my expectations, he didn't monologue about the card games he'd won and lost.

Instead, Greg asked, "So, I was just wondering, how are things going with that friend of yours?"

He said friend very carefully, and I knew exactly what he thought, and so I understood why there was a little edge to his voice. If he did have a crush on me, then wasn't I--

I tried to shake off that feeling, that talking about this with him was a bad idea, and that I should just find a way to ask him if he had a crush, or even ask him on a date just because we were friends so maybe it'd work who knew?

It certainly felt like a more proper sort of thought than a crush on someone I'd known less than a month, and who wanted to have sex with me.

Or had wanted, I reminded myself.

"Well, I want to talk to her about something, but I don't know. It's something I heard about her," I said, "so I don't…"

"Know," Greg repeated. "I totally get that. What is it?"

"Just… a rumor. You know how those are? They get blown out of proportion, but I'm not sure. A friend just told me to take the plunge and ask her about it, but what if that ruins our friendship?"

Greg was looking rather uncomfortable, sweating in the kind of way I associated with nervousness, "Oh? Well, uh. I mean, um, you should totally just man up and say it to her! I mean, woman up, I mean--"

"I understand what you mean," I said, with a faint, toothless smile, "so your advice is the same as Lisa's?"

"Who is Lisa?"

"Friend of a friend," I said, trying to sound dismissive. The last thing I needed was someone digging into things and figuring something out. I mean, if he typed her name in and looked at the right places, he could probably figure out that she was Bitch. Though Rachel was a very common name. "So, it's just--"

"Listen, whatever you're doing, go for it. Full power, 100%, hot blooded," he said, his voice rising a little too high, "you should! I mean." He paused, "Maybe you're not brave enough for that, I get it, but it's the right advice. It's what Hero Law would do," he said, with a cheeky grin.

I didn't even ask who Hero Law was, because I probably would just get trapped in the thickets of pop culture.

"You want me to talk to her about this matter?"

"I don't even know what 'this matter' even is," Greg said, "but if you want to ask her about it, you should!"

He gave me a thumbs up, and a broad, goofy grin.

*******

In the end, he lost in the final round, two wins to one, which was a lot farther than I'd expected he'd get, and meant he got a bunch of card packs and some money as a prize. And an invitation to the City-wide. The top four all got in, and there were a few other games going on in other parts of town. There'd probably be sixteen in all? Or something like that. He explained the structure, and it was more than just a bracketed tournament.

It'd been kinda boring, but I'd been there for him, and I'd heard his advice. Maybe it wasn't even bad advice.

Maybe I should follow it.

********

Just ask her. Just ASK her.

How was it that impossible? Just being around her felt fraught with too many things at once.

If you want a good time, go and call her, she's desperate enough that she'd probably sleep with anyone who smiled at her."

I didn't ask her on Monday.

********

On Tuesday, I stayed home sick, not even sure why, just not wanting to go, stomach turning around and around.

Stress, I had to guess. Part of me wanted to just go and ask her about it anyways. I was looking up things about what people had done before, what murder meant, all on my slow computer, sitting there not sure what I was even doing with my life.

Murderers had been inducted into the Protectorate before, and some pretty brutal people sometimes wound up there. Shadow Stalker had a reputation online as a hard, vicious vigilante, and yet she was a hero now, helping people and all of that.

I was trying to convince myself that it'd be okay.

Finally, at around noon, I decided I was just going to woman up or whatever and be like Hero Law or whoever it was.

I got dressed and ran.

I just ran through the streets, my bugs stretching out like spider webs across farther than I'd ever been able to feel them, clustered up and strung out like trip-wires. They buzzed and moved, they reflected my emotional state and seemed to bleed me of my worry.

I ran until my legs ached until my heart was beating as hard as it did just the day before when Rachel had just leaned into me and I'd tried to read poetry.

She'd yawned, of course, poetry wasn't her thing, but I had thought it could be, because she was brief, and poetry at its best was far less verbose than novels. So maybe I hadn't found the right poems. And that thought, that maybe I just needed to find the right words, had seemed so hopeful and so hopeless, and I'd wanted so badly to be the sort of person who could do something.

Who could do anything at all. But I was so afraid it hurt, because it was one thing to have a crush, or even say 'I'm bisexual' but it was another to…

I didn't know. I felt weak, and that feeling wasn't all wrong, which made me wonder why she had even bothered?

I was sweating and tired when I reached her door, and so I took a moment to take a breath, pull a towel I'd stuffed into my backpack out and wipe myself down. I felt self-conscious about everything.

Not just the little things.

The dogs had started barking, and so when I knocked, Rachel was already moving that way. I kept one of my flies on her shoulder, and she seemed to recognize that the fly was mine.

She opened the door.

"Hey," she said, leaning a little against the doorway, surprisingly casual. She didn't care that I was home sick from school.

"Hey. Can I come in?" I asked.

"Sure." She shrugged, her broad shoulders going up and down, and then she turned.

I watched her walk away for a moment, and then followed her. Inside, the dogs were happy to greet me, but today I just did the minimum, rubbing their heads as I walked over to the pallet.

She stood, seeming to sense the tension, this time. Her stance was like someone ready for a fight, but she wasn't baring her teeth, so I had to think that I had a chance here.

"Rachel. The other day, Armsmaster said you were a murderer. I… are you?"

"I guess," she said, with another shrug, her face knit up in confusion and annoyance. "Whatever."

"Whatever? Can you please tell me more about it?"

She looked at me, and I could see it, the plain refusal to deal with this. She was stubborn. But then she saw something, and I could see the shift in her eyes. "Foster mother was a shit."

"Go… on," I said, nervously, afraid.

She bit her lip, and said, "I'm not a fucking storyteller."

"I don't need you to be," I said.

"Fine. She was a shit. Some sort of fundie and she beat me and shit. I found this dog, Rollo, and I was keeping him. Taking care of him," she said, glaring at me as if I were going to judge her for this. "Foster mom had two others. Treated all of them like shit. Stole food from us if we talked while we were eating."

I listened, though already it felt like if Rachel had killed her, then that was bad but… I just couldn't imagine it. Or maybe I could and that was worse.

"And you had Rollo?" I asked.

"Yes," she said, fiercely. "I was a stupid kid, and I fucked up a lot in taking care of him, but I hid him, and that's what mattered. Cause when that bitch noticed him…"

She stopped, her fists clenching and unclenching, and I stood up, defying all reason to get closer to her. I could see her muscles spasming with this fury.

"What happened?"

"I took him off his leash, he was in the back yard, to go for a walk. He ran into the pool, and he couldn't swim. Then when I tried to get him, she just closed the pool cover. She stood there, watching me. I lashed out, I did something. He grew big, but he was scared and angry." Her eyes looked almost wet, and she stepped closer to me. "Killed the bitch. And her other children. They didn't deserve it," Rachel admitted, with a shrug as if it didn't matter. "They were alright, and she did the same bullshit to them that she did to me, I guess. I never really thought about them. I just ran."

I stared at her. That wasn't murder at all. I had no idea what the legal term for it was, but--

Had the police just not known? Or was the Protectorate lying to me to try to drive me apart. "It's okay, I'm sorry I made you tell all that. Uh… I have chocolate in my backpack somewhere."

I'd grabbed it the other day from a vending machine, stuck it in, and forgotten it.

"Fine."

She began rooting around in my backpack as I stepped away. The dogs could feel how frustrated she was.

"I'm sorry for asking you," I said. "I'm sorry that--"

"Sorries don't change nothing," Rachel spat.

"It's not your fault, and I know you know it's not your fault," I said. "Fuck," I said. "Fuck, this is so hard."

"What?" she asked, confused, as she munched on the chocolate bar, even though her mouth was full.

Stealing food from a child.

I wanted to make it better, with kisses or otherwise. But I knew that's not how it worked.

"I want…" I trailed off.

Dyke whore.

******

Sometimes when you're trapped and surrounded by filth, the answer isn't to scream, and it isn't to curl up in a ball.

It's dark, and you're not sure what's on the other side, or perhaps you are too sure.

I don't know. I was clearly not good at learning from my mistakes.

I wasn't anyone worth liking, let alone… anything else.

Who--

So what? Why not?

I kicked the locker door down.

********

"Yes," I said.

"What?" she asked, tilting her head in confusion, quickly finishing the chocolate bar.

I stepped forward. "If the offer is still on the table?"

"What?"

I stepped forward, and then said, low, as if someone would hear me and call me out on it, "Fuck."

Then I leaned in and tried kissing her on the lips. It felt warm and tasted like chocolate, and she didn't kiss me back at first.

My heart stopped. I felt warm and tingly all over, but what if she--

She reached out and grabbed my shoulder. "Yes."

"It is?" I asked.

"Yes."

"When?" I asked, every word feeling like it was being written in stone.

"Now?"

She had just been crying, or at least tearing up, a minute before. Now she looked triumphant, she was looking at me in a way I couldn't have ever imagined being looked at. She wanted me.

And the truth was, I wanted to be wanted.

"...Yes."

She pulled on me, and for a moment I was confused, and then I realized.

The dogs. They were huddling around, confused. And this wasn't the best place. Oh.

I was made of nerves now, and I didn't know what she knew.

I could have backed out at the last moment, but I didn't. "Okay," I said.

I followed her to the door, and she opened it, into the back room, where she kept the pillows and blankets.

I took a deep breath, and stepped inside.

She closed the door behind her.

*******

A/N: And fade to black. Not the end of the arc, actually. One more. Thanks to @NemoMarx.
 
Bark 2.5
Bark 2.5

I laid in the tangle of covers and pillows, breathing in and out. My body felt warm, and my thoughts were slow and a little self-satisfied, like a cat curling up against warmth. I felt more exhausted than I'd felt when I'd run a mile as fast as I could, and yet it was a good sort of exhaustion.

It had been awkward. It had been strange. I hadn't known what I was doing, and I was pretty sure that I could do better next time--

Next time? Would there be a next time?

I stretched and shifted, blinking when I didn't feel Rachel next to me.

She'd gotten up, naked as the day she was born, but she was quickly pulling on a pair of shorts and a bra, out of some half-forgotten modesty. "Where are you going?" I asked, and I was startled at how my voice sounded.

I was whining.

"Dogs are worrying," Rachel said, and then she turned back towards me and walked over, getting so close that I could feel her skin against mine. And she gave me a rough, quick kiss, as if reminding me that she was there.

Reminding me of what we'd done. I blushed, looking away for a moment, but too tired to get up and follow her. She walked off, and I watched her the whole way. The fire and the burning passion had simmered down a little, but now it was replaced with awareness.

Awareness of what her body felt like and awareness of her that I'd never really had of someone else before.

It'd felt close, and that I think, as much as the sensations, was why I wanted to do it again.

Plus there was this feeling, a sort of floating, happy feeling, that if I'd 'sinned' once then there was no crime in sinning again.

If I was what Emma would call a whore, than so what? Only one of us was paid money to show herself off in front of cameras, anyways.

Which was the kind of retort that would be shot down immediately, but it made me feel better.

I wanted to do this again. But more than that, I liked Rachel.

Liked liked her.

Oh, love was, who knows? Probably not yet if it meant anything. But I wanted to date her. I wanted to kiss her. I wanted to see what it could be, even though I knew that's not what she was looking for, not what she was doing. She'd seen someone she was attracted to, and who she liked, and she'd gone after her.

And in the end, I'd gone right back after her, and we'd met in the middle.

At some point I had to get up and get dressed and go on with my day. But I didn't feel like it right now. I stretched out a hand, sweeping aside a dusty brown pillow, gripping onto the sheets and bringing up the other hand. My body felt different, or perhaps it was just the way I saw it. I looked at my hand, and saw something different than I had before.

Something desirable, or at least something that could be desired. Something passionate, or at least something that could inspire passion. Something powerful, or at least it felt like power in the throes of passion.

So, now I had to decide what to do next. I had no idea how to win someone's heart, especially since all of the usual ways to go about it were not really applicable. I had no idea how you 'get to know' someone when we've both learned a lot more about each other than we'd normally share with anyone else. We wouldn't wear matching rings, and there's no wearing lettermen jackets and going steady or whatever other traditional ways to indicate that there's something going on.

Though I wasn't sure I cared that much about tradition, if tradition said I should just dance around this kind of thing, what I'd done, for weeks, months, or even longer.

I breathed in and out, slowly, and then reached out. The first thing I dug up was the T-shirt she'd been wearing. It didn't really fit me well, as tall as I was, and as thin as I was, but I found myself grinning, and then stopped, covering my mouth but unable to keep from smiling.

Not exactly a boyfriend shirt, but.

I pulled it on, and then grabbed the jeans I'd discarded and pulled those on as well. I didn't need anything else, at least if I was just walking back into the room with all of the dogs.

Hell, I could be naked if I wanted to, it's not as if the dogs were going to judge. I stretched as I got up, body still tingling, and considered going into the bathroom. My hair was an absolute mess.

Rachel had ran her hands through my hair again and again. I had a feeling she must like it, either that or she liked getting it all tangled up.

So I should really care about getting it nice and neat again, but it really didn't feel like a priority as I walked over to the door and opened it.

Some of the dogs came over. Milk and Boney and Brutus, and I knelt down a little, watching Rachel as she interacted with the dogs, rubbing them and talking to them with care and focus.

"Hey, boy," I said, scratching under Boney's chin, "who's a good dog? Were you getting curious? Well… it's not your business, is it." I said that, but I said it in the right kind of tone that the dog wouldn't react.

After all, he was a dog. Dogs were a lot cooler than I'd given them credit for, but that didn't mean they were people. Finally, once their curiosity was sated, I stood up and said, uncertainly, "We made a lot of noise."

She frowned, "Yeah."

"No wonder they were barking," I said, shaking my head and stepping forward towards her. She was watching me, and I no longer quite wondered what she was thinking. At least, I wasn't wondering right now, in this very moment. I felt like I knew.

I gave her a hug, and she nuzzled me back, her fingers brushing against my cheek. She was very physical. She didn't say a lot, but she demonstrated a lot, as it were. I liked it, I liked the feeling of her fingers on my cheek, I liked my cheek when her fingers were brushing against it. I wanted to kiss her again, though I knew that the truth was I was too exhausted to do anything else.

It wasn't even two in the afternoon yet, and it felt like so much had happened. But I'd need to be home before Dad showed up, or call him with an excuse that wasn't, "I was at Rachel's."

I didn't think he'd accept that kind of excuse. Her lips met this place at the base of my neck, and she sort of pressed herself into it, as if she was trying to catch my scent. I hugged her back, and took a breath, in and out. I closed my eyes, and just let the moment stand, until she finally began to pull away.

"I want to do it again," I said, deciding that I needed to be honest with her.

Rachel frowned, a ghost of old suspicion rising up, the suspicion that people were making fun of her, I understood. That people were judging her.

She didn't respond, and so I pressed, "Do you? I really… liked it."

"I did too," she admitted. "I want to do it again. Not now."

"I'm too tired for that too," I said, laughing a little, but making sure not to show my teeth. "So…"

And here was the question. "Is this a physical thing?"

"Yes?" she asked, as if I was being dumb. Yes, of course it was physical.

I didn't slump or give up or worry, I just thought that that meant I had to try harder, figure out ways to get closer to her, and make her see me in even more different lights. It felt a lot more possible now than it would have felt a week ago.

What's just physical can be made more than that, I thought, stepping back a little bit. "I still have that poetry book, if you wanted I could read some to you. There's also the games. I need to get going in maybe an hour, but there's still time. Also, my hair is in tangles."

"I like it," Rachel said, bluntly.

"Even like this?"

She ran fingers through it. Rough fingers. "Yes."

Well, at least I'd know when she turned against me, because she'd probably just say it. "So, poems or games?"

"Poems," she said.

"Why?"

"I like your voice," she said.

My blush, which had started to work itself up into a majestic crimson, was probably darkening even further at those words. "Well, thanks. I made it myself," I said, a little drily, going over to where the backpack had been discarded.

It looked like the dogs had rummaged around my backpack to see if there were any treats, but they hadn't found anything, apparently, and none of them had been ill-behaved enough to go chewing on my books, luckily.

I pulled out the large volume of poetry. It was one of those omnibuses, which meant that if you liked a poet or poem style, while too bad because they have the next in the list, after only one example.

Perhaps I should skip towards the end, towards the more lyrical poems? Or something. I flipped through and stopped on two poems by this guy called e.e cummings. All lowercase. I'd heard of him, but in the same way the average person has heard of Dickens.

I glanced at the first poem. Huh. Then the second--

'I like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite a new thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
I like your body- I like what it does,'

I was blushing like mad, and there was more to the poem, but I didn't want to read something like that aloud to Rachel, even if it felt oddly fitting that I'd stumbled across it.

"What is it?" Rachel asked.

"N-nothing, just looking at a poem." I flipped the page, and there was 'The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock.'

I glanced through it, and nothing about it seemed quite as revealing as the cummings poem.

"Okay, here's one. I'm not sure if you'll like it, but there are parts of it that are amusing," I said, hoping she hadn't seen that other poem. It felt too personal, as if a long dead poet had reached out across the better part of a century and given me a high-five. Or perhaps a slap. It was hard to tell. I could tell from the later lines that this was a woman he was with, but still.

Far safer was a poem by T.S Eliot. "Let us go then, you and I/When the evening is spread out against the sky/Like a patient etherized upon a table;..."

"Ether?" she asked, sounding a little baffled.

"Anaesthesia, like before a surgery," I said.

"Huh," she said, her frown oddly thoughtful, as if she almost saw that there was something oddly (bizarre was a word for such poetry) beautiful about those lines.

I continued, "Let us go through certain half-deserted streets/ The muttering retreats/ Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels/ And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells."

"You ever been to a cheap hotel?" she asked.

"Once, actually. I went with my Mom to a conference," I said. I was startled. She usually only interrupted for questions about words, or the meaning of something. "We went all the way up to New York, but we stopped on the way in New Jersey. In New Jersey, everything is legal, including horribly overpriced motel rooms with bathrooms that stopped working in the middle of the night."

Rachel chuckled.

"After the fact, yeah, it was a little amusing, seeing my Mom lay into them. She could guilt trip like nobody's business," I said, shaking my head, leaning into Rachel a little more. I imagined sitting in her lap.

Rachel looked troubled, but I didn't want to press too much. But I did look at her, and after a little while she said, "My mom did drugs and had parties and shit. I don't think she knew what guilt was."

"Ah," I said. "And then there's the foster parents."

"It fucked me up," Rachel said, with more bitterness than I'd ever heard from her. And more self-awareness, for that matter. I knew she was aware she wasn't like other people, or at least not like some 'average' person.

"I like you," I said, as if that was some answer to it. I didn't want her to change, but I'd begun to think about how she could not-change, or at least not really change, and still become a hero. I didn't want to be on the other side from her. I wanted to be by her side, and for her to be by my side.

I wasn't going to go villain for her, because I had moral reasons not too, but as far as I could tell, she was just a villain because she'd fallen into it. There was no deep motive, and if she was vicious, well. Maybe I could find a way to channel that the right way? Make it merely a little too far rather than just more 'proof' that she's a monster.

I knew that if I hadn't known her those past weeks, if I hadn't done what I had, then if introduced to her case I might be far harsher than I was. There was bias going on, sure, but I didn't really care all that much. People were going to be biased about the people they cared for: news at eleven.

"Oh," Rachel said, and then she nodded. "Thanks."

"I need to go soon," I said. "We could play some video games, I suppose. Or I could try to explain to you that one card game and you could be twice as confused as I am."

"No thanks," she said, but I could hear the amusement in her voice. She was in a good mood.

"To both?" I asked, and glanced over at the dogs. They certainly seemed as if they'd been neglected.

"Sure." Then she leaned in, hugging me tight, and I realized that there were other things we could do. Like kiss and cuddle. She wasn't shy about it, not reticent at all to just jump straight into it, and I was sort of impressed by the whole attitude.

She leaned in and her lips met mine, their taste familiar now, her arm wrapping around my back, our chests and bodies pressing together as she kissed me, stopping for air and then kissing again and again.

It was like my world narrowed and then narrowed some more. My bugs all found a wall, got out of the way and hugged it, the easier to focus on the now, on the moments that were happening, on the way her dark eyes stared into mine and I saw the subtle shifts of emotion that I imagined were going on there.

Of course, it didn't take a genius at socializing to guess at the kinds of things Rachel was thinking when she kissed me like that.

And it didn't take a genius to know that a time like that's not really the moment to do any thinking at all. Just feeling.

********

It was later than I'd expected when I finally managed to pull myself away. We'd kept on doubling back and back around, and she hadn't seemed to get sick of it at all. Neither had I.

Honestly, I couldn't imagine getting sick of it, but then, it happened all the time. Finally, though, I pulled myself away, the taste of her on my lips. I felt giddy and capable of leaping tall buildings in a single bounds, and I barely paid attention to my bugs as I left the building and went down one street and then another, winding my way through a city that seemed at least a little brighter than it had been earlier.

I was a hero, right? I'd definitely done heroic things last weekend, and if I kept it up, I'd prove myself in that way. And if I could figure out what I was doing with Rachel… it seemed like that was the start of a life that wasn't messed up and broken.

Sort of. At the very least, it would be proof that I was beyond them, that I was growing past the trio's nonsense. It was hard to be optimistic sometimes, but it was also hard to be pessimistic at the moment.

I'd taken the E88 down a dozen pegs, and I wasn't sure how they'd recover from this, especially if the Protectorate managed to keep all of them locked up for as long as possible. I had to trust them to do their jobs well, and hope that everything else worked out. I needed to get more involved online, too.

Not because I wanted credit, but…

Actually, I had to admit that was part of it. Honesty was the best policy here, clearly. But I also just wanted to know what the situation was in Brockton Bay, and that involved talking to people online. It also involved getting to know people in real life, but I wasn't sure about that: talking to Lisa would just get me moved around to attack only their enemies. Once was fine, I hoped, because there was more at stake, and taking out Nazis wasn't bad, but beyond that?

Well, in theory I had a partner for major attacks, if I could convince Rachel to go along with me. I didn't want to say that I had my ways, but she seemed like a loyal sort of person, and her help had made the difference between me dying and not.

Now there was a thought that made my stomach twist and turn, and even protest. I was trying to ignore how badly things could have gone last week, because when I thought of it, it made me want to back down.

And if I'd learned anything from knowing Rachel, it was that backing down was never, ever a good idea. I needed to stand up to myself and be direct, and that included not giving up or letting a little risk rattle me. After all, she'd taken the same risks, and she didn't seem nearly as freaked out as I was.

This was normal for her, and considering I wanted to be a hero and fight super powered villains, that meant it'd have to be normal for me.

*******

I found a computer and began trying to do way too many things at once. First, I was trying to get a verified cape account. Second, I was trying to look up news. Third, I was trying to look up other cases of heroes who did pretty nasty things and yet were forgiven. Fourth, I needed to look up more about what Rachel's actions would even be legally.

Fifth, there was homework to do.

In other words, I didn't come even close to getting all of it done, and it might have been better to just pick one action. I had the account set up, but not verified. That'd take a picture of me in costume.

I learned that the E88 had been pressed back and were apparently lying low, and that Lung was on a rampage across their former territory while the Merchants, far more quietly, were snapping up prime real estate. They didn't seem to be acting the way they usually did.

Skidmark--yes, that was his name--was a boastful idiot, clever at running a gang or he'd be dead by now, but in a very obvious kind of way. But now his men were being careful, sneaking out deals from right under the E88's noses, and the most I could tell was that they had suddenly started to get better product.

A lot better.

I knew a lot more about drugs than a girl should, thanks to going to a series of schools where more people knew all about cocaine than about the many uses of coke. Where Special K referred to the drug first, and the breakfast cereal never. Emma and I had been a little insulated from that kind of thing, but only a little.

If you don't shut your ears, you pick these things up. I had to think that it was the tinker, since it was the only lead I had.

It seemed to me as if the Merchants might be a larger threat than I thought.

Next, there was the heroes front. And I sort of ran out of time between quickly answering math problems and trying to look up legalities.

It was just something I'd have to do tomorrow, or over the next few days.

Because right now, with my homework done and the time to get home and start cooking passing, I had to get out of here. I wondered what Dad would say, and so I called him. He might be home already.

He didn't answer.

I let out a breath I didn't know I'd been holding. Things were not going as wrong as I thought.

So I got up and then began to hurry home. I needed to get there before Dad, or at least not long after him.

I was sick, as far as he knew. But I could excuse it if I had the math done, including the stuff I knew that the teacher was going to assign today if I had showed up.

When did I start thinking of Dad as someone I had to outwit? The question had come up before, and it was going to keep on coming up until I came to a solution. Should I just be honest and tell him the truth? But what truth was that?

That I was having sex with a known villain, but I swear she wasn't that bad?

That I was an independent hero called Arachne?

There were a lot of things to keep secret, and the weight of them on my nerves was definitely the worst part about this new double, or maybe even triple, life I was living.

I hurried home, and almost beat Dad there. He was just stepping out of my car when I jogged up, panting. I'd felt that I'd lost the race, had sent a fly to buzz against him, and I'd still run as hard as I could. Maybe I thought that it meant something, and maybe I was just being stubborn.

"Taylor, I thought you were sick today?" He got out. He was sweating a little, clearly tired from a long day.

"I… was," I panted. "But I felt better a little after noon, so I went to the library to look a few things up and do my homework somewhere else."

"Really? You could have done it here. All of that running can't be good for you."

"A little exercise is a good thing," I said, trying not to blush and think of other forms of exercise I'd gone through recently.

"Sure, but Taylor," Dad began, and then he sighed. As if I was too much trouble.

I grit my teeth, baring them at him, frustrated by that sigh just like I'd been about his involvement. "I'm fine, Dad. Better than I was this morning, definitely."

"I suppose so. It's not like you to get sick, though I suppose you always were the sort to run around even when you should be in bed. We had to keep you distracted and stay home," Dad said. I'd heard the story before, but it still had its own sort of power, and I tried to concentrate on the facts.

Dad was smiling, not baring his teeth or whatever it'd be if he were Rachel. I smiled back, trying to ease into it. "Oh?"

"I know I've told you this story a thousand times," Dad said.

"Well, then a thousand and one times wouldn't hurt."

It felt more like a truce than anything else, and I had a feeling that things with Dad were going to get worse before they got better, but I'd take the moment of peace.

******

A/N: And thus ends Bark arc. With a bit of a whimper, but we're setting up Bite Arc, which is going to be pretty big, I think? I have plans. We'll see how well they survive contact with the enemy. Thank to @NemoMarx.
 
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Wolf Spider Timeline, Arc 2
Bark Timeline

Bark 2.1 - starts the night of the 29th, and continues with the morning of the 30th. The mall date with Lisa is also the 30th.

Bark 2.2 opens on a Sunday evening, which makes it May 1st. We see Taylor at school the next Monday, May 2nd, where she has to deal with Madison and Emma. Greg realizes that Taylor is gay for Rae. That night, she talks to Danny awkwardly and goes to stake out E88 places.
The next Wednesday, which would be the 4th, Rachel asks Taylor what she's doing with Lisa's plotting and mapping stuff. Rachel hugs her and offers to help out with the bust.
Bark 2.3 opens with meeting Armsy and telling him the plan, presumably on that Wednesday? Armsy agrees, and we cut to the next Friday, the 6th. Taylor skips dinner with her dad and goes to beat up nazis with Rachel.
Bark 2.4, Taylor is in bed the night after the raid (so still the 6th.) She's sore and contemplative, and it's dulled when she wakes up that Saturday, the 7th. She slips past Danny and goes to take Rachel out for a victory breakfast.
The evening after, Lisa prods Taylor to make sure she talks to Rachel about murderings, and also Greg! He invites her to a tournament the next day.
On the 8th, Taylor goes to the tournament and provides moral support.
On Monday, the 9th, Taylor doesn't ask Rachel about murders.
On Tuesday, the 10th, Taylor stays home sick and then womans up and does! Rachel tells her backstory.
(Taylor also does the kissing thing.)
And 2.5 is the same afternoon, so the 10th again. Talks with Rachel post cuddling, and Taylor tries to scurry home before Danny gets there but doesn't quite make it.
 
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Bark 2-A (Night)
Bark 2-A (Night)

Today was turning out to be a perfectly average day. That is to say that they had thought of seven ways to kill Accord, though Dorothy had to admit that they were mostly the same ways that she had thought of before.

Creativity was all well and good, but classic methods were best. She'd gotten dressed, including the heels that reminded her of her monster--which of course reminded her of way #4 from last week: chop off his leg and arm and watch him bleed out, the asymmetrical moron.

She held the coffee pot and reminded herself of the next words. She knew them so well that she shouldn't have to remind herself, but things had been very stressful ever since they'd slowly tortured to death that one nosy hero.

It had started slow, with some burning up and down his back, but she had gotten a little out of hand. She had read that people did it all the time, going a little farther than they expected, and thus if it actually mattered, it really wasn't that unusual.

Plus, Dorothy knew that despite their games, she had begun to drift from her husband. This too was normal. She had read it in a book. She spent far too long studying to be normal, and she should just be herself: so she'd lashed out at some teenage vigilante, and Geoff had joined in.

They'd had fun, but then came the police and the PRT, looking for piddling clues on yet another vigilante disappearing. They were dime a dozen, and to the extent that anyone's lives mattered, theirs certainly didn't.

Dorothy had killed people like that before, and she'd do it again.

There were limits again. When she had thought about murdering Purity, the thought of it had twisted in her head, turning around and around and some part of her she hadn't known existed had rebelled.

It was likely a failing in her training, and one that was no doubt a problem. After all, the master race could not triumph over the Jews if she did not give her all in total obedience to the cause, obedience that did not have any room for moral compunctions.

Yet:

"You can do it, can you not?" Kaiser asked. He was sitting there, as casual as can be. "I am not asking because I want it done now, but because I want to know it can be done. She'll no doubt come back within a month or so."

Kayden was a good houseguest. She kept to the rules Dorothy set down, the rules of how to be a normal person in a normal household, and her presence meant that Dorothy had 'a friend' which was important.

She wasn't sure why, but something felt wrong about this request.

Plus, it was just not right: a husband and wife were supposed to be loving and ask each other about coffee and read the newspaper.

They weren't supposed to divorce, yes, and they weren't supposed to plot the murder of each other.

"I… can do it," Dorothy said honestly.

"Will you do it?" Kaiser asked, his eyes dark. He didn't like it when people left without his permission. And he was willing to do a lot just to keep up the impression that it was his choice, including sending off people who were about to leave.

"I will if you order me to," Dorothy said.

And resolved to leave.

Because that was the truth: if she was ordered, she would do it. She might not even regret it for that long, but she'd be down a friend. Or someone who was friend-shaped.

Now she was in Boston.

Way to Kill Accord #35: Slowly drown him in water. Ask him questions. Each time he answers correctly, dunk him under. Teach him not to be such an arrogant asshole. She had never met him, but Fog told her that that was how he acted, and there had been enough other capes that said the same that she believed it to be true.

"Would you like cream with your coffee, Geoff?"

"No thank you, dear," he said, and it wasn't her imagination. He was saying it with less enthusiasm. It made her so mad for a moment that she almost didn't get the next line right.

Dump the coffee in his face and then eat him. Eat him and he'll never leave you.

Her monster form did not expel anything. Ever. It devoured and took away to nowhere.

She liked that feature.

"I have… finished the bacon." No, it was completed!

There was a beautiful spread on the table. She had seen a spread like that in a magazine once. It had called it, "The Perfect Breakfast." She had recreated it exactly in varying quantities since then, and Geoff never failed to complement it.

It was in the script.

"Finish?" he asked, suddenly distracted.

"Put. The paper. Away. It's time to eat." She held the coffee, and imagined his death. It made it easier. She leaned down and kissed him on the cheek.

He needed to shave. But this was a normal thought, that couples had.

Heterosexual couples, at least. And the Gesselchaft had taught her that those were the only ones that counted. They'd said all sorts of things, and yet she'd been forced to compromise while in Boston.

It helped that she both cared and didn't care at the same time.

She cared for the triumph of the race, but in her experience, Jews and Gentiles alike died equally satisfying deaths, when it came down to it.

"Yes dear. Mmm, smells delicious," he said, with a smile that almost fooled her for a moment.

She smiled wider as if to praise this, and then looked down at all the food. A healthy appetite was important. Of course, they usually threw away half of what they made, but conspicuous consumption was not bad.

She moved to sit down, and she tucked a napkin under her chin and looked at the food. She had an order to eat. Eggs, bacon, fruit salad, more bacon, eggs, strawberries, toast with butter and blackberry jam, take one more strip of bacon, and then french toast.

They divided it all down the middle, and left what they couldn't eat of each course on the plate.

It was economical like that.

It was easy to eat breakfast, though she really didn't understand the point of food. To her, it all tasted just about the same, and yet she knew that people set great store by women who could cook, and properly judged as defective women who could not cook: she had read it somewhere, or perhaps she had been told this.

The two were not all that different to Night, and Dorothy was a simple woman, who had simple tastes, and knew that these tastes would only be allowed so long as she fought for the right cause.

And that meant that she kept to the rituals, because they kept her within the right mindset. Those whose mindsets were discordant would be killed. She had seen it happen, when a cape triggered that the Gesellschaft decided couldn't be controlled, or was too broken to operate. She'd killed one on orders, as a final test to prove that she knew for whom she killed.

It had been her first kill, and she still remembered the way he kicked and struggled, his power useless because it was a long-term power, that showed him the paths that people could take. Had he known that she would kill him? She liked to think so, because she had been told that it was irony when a person who could see into futures was surprised, and she did not like irony.

It seemed like a game that people played to get around the rules and obscure things. She kept to a schedule. Sex exactly once a month, because regular copulation was what couples did. She never enjoyed it, and she wasn't sure if Geoff did either. She did know that he enjoyed the more spontaneous actions when they both were able to hurt someone else.

She had a perfect life: if she looked it up, she would find that this was objectively true. The kind of life that all other women were supposed to have.

She didn't feel happy with it, but then again, she rarely felt happy anymore.

*******

Boston was a city. That much could be said for it. It was the start of America, to whatever extent it mattered, or so Fog told her. He also told her that half of the population of the city was sub-human, which she could believe.

That meant it was the kind of city where if you launched a nuke at it, you'd do more good for the world than bad. You did that math when it was time to start a race war, because those that lived in the city were probably race traitors anyways.

It was math that she liked, because it was simple math, without having to divide people up into categories. Less guilty, more guilty?

But she was sometimes vaguely aware that it was math that set her up against the world. It didn't matter with her powers, and she loved every moment she wasn't seen, the way that her form was so unrestrained, so bizarre. She'd mauled her handler, and yet killed her way into being a perfect weapon.

Her muscles were better like that, her nerves stronger, those moments when she was a monster were the moments when she felt as if she were alive, as if she were something more than human, and if there was some way to make it so that her power never stopped, she would pay any price for it.

As it was, she was as much a threat as anything else.

"Now, put ze money in ze bag," Fog said, putting on a thick german accent as he looked over the drug dealers. "Or ve kill you."

He hated the stupid accent, but he also claimed that it helped make people underestimate him. He was dressed in his usual costume, which she ironed herself. Grey and a mask. It was simple, but it was a good costume. She had been told so by Fog. He would know.

The mongoloid trembled where he stood, and said, "Fuck, man. You know you never go this far north usually. You're right next to Accord's territory."

"Ve have an.... understanding with him," Fog said, trying to throw drama into his voice. He just sounded bored, though Night was frowning a little. She hadn't known they had. In fact, she'd been angry at Accord and the way he kept them from robbing too much from the dealers and others that he oversaw.

He was an odd sort of criminal boss, who killed dealers who cut their drugs with bad shit because it was not proper, and seemed to hate the trade with a passion. That she could understand, since she'd never taken drugs in her life, at least not since her real life had begun.

If you didn't count any drugs used in torture, that is.

"Oh. Shit."

******

They let him go and took the money.

"An understanding?"

"We do have an understanding. He is sending someone to meet with us this afternoon," Fog said. He was talking normally now, and Night liked it better than the accent.

She wasn't sure why, just that she did.

"Why?"

"I don't know. But he said it had to do with the E88."

"Why?"

"We shall ask him. Or her."

******

It was a woman, an ugly, short woman with greying hair, who strode forward carefully, dressed in jeans and a T-shirt. Their hideout looked just about her speed, an abandoned part of a strip mall that they'd been using in the time since Purity had left and they had left after her.

"Good afternoon, Night, Fog."

"Yes, ve have ven expecting--"

"Must you," the woman said. "You may call me Needle, I suppose, if we are going to work with that sort of cape name business."

"What do you want?" Night asked, striding forward, her heels clicking. She liked heels.

"Me? Not all that much. A sandwich would be nice," Needle said, with a shrug. "I'm an intermediary, from Accord, and I want to tell you something important: Purity is going back."

"What?" Fog asked, shocked out of his fake accent. "Why?"

"How would I know? But Kaiser will come to you in a few days, asking for you to come back."

"Good," Night said, unable to keep from feeling a thrill of excitement. Boston was boring compared to Brockton.

"But I'd like to propose something else. Or rather, there are people who would ask you about something. What if we said we had evidence that Kaiser intended to kill Purity if she tried to leave again, or that he was lying to her. You wouldn't care, I'm sure. But what about evidence of a different sort: that he was acting against the interests of the race."

"The race?"

Needle smiled. "Do you think I'm not a part of it?" Certainly, her skin was pale. "If you had evidence of that, what would you do?"

"Not join him," Fog said.

"What if you joined him… and waited for the opportune time to act against him? Think on this: you have reasons to dislike Kaiser, and I'm going to give you a few more. His big picture is broken and fractured." Needle shrugged. "It's just a suggestion, and if you take it, it could be an opportunity to do great things. I know it costs money to live the proper married life, money that Kaiser is stingy with, and if you agree to the deal, all you have to do is listen, and then watch, and when the time comes, perhaps you can kill him."

That convinced her. She had 129 ways listed in her mind, over the years, on how to kill Kaiser. Even more than killing Accord, she would enjoy this.

One involved gutting him and then cutting off his hand. Another involved slowly burning every part of his body. Many of them were similar methods, but with minor twists to make it interesting.

Still, there were one-hundred and twenty nine of them. Almost too many. Like eating at a buffet.

"So, we'd just… work for Kaiser until we don't?"

"Yes. Purity might well be a better choice, and we can pay you handsomely."

She couldn't tell him what to do, because they were a couple, and the one of the couple who was a woman needed to be submissive and make his life a living hell if he ever decided to do anything other than what she wanted him to do.

She had seen it in highly successful life simulation television shows.

Fortunately for him, he made the right choice.

******

A/N: Thanks to @NemoMarx.
 
Bite 3.1
Bite 3.1

There were words for what Rachel had done, but as far as I could tell, not a single one of them was murder. Manslaughter was a word, and depending on what the judges said, even involuntary manslaughter or some even lesser offense. Because the question was, that a judge and possibly jury would have to decide, is whether Rachel should have known that her power bulked him up, and that this would be dangerous and would lead to her pet killing three people.

Since capes didn't trigger with a total understanding of their power, or any understanding at all, necessarily, besides instinct, it was something that could be argued.

The only real problem was that juries were biased.

There were more than a few protests at the recent arrest, trial, and Birdcaging of this independent rogue called Canary. For a crime far less than one act of murder, one that even at its worst was aggravated assault (ten years in prison for a regular person), she was going to spend the rest of her life in a prison for supervillains that nobody else can hold.

Cape groups were up in arms, and yet the kicker that made me doubt whether I should trust the PRT to be fair to her?

There were no easy appeals, and almost never a way out--in theory one could open it up, in practice nobody ever did. There wasn't serving your time, because even if you got out, it'd still stick with you. They punished sometimes at random, without any logic. It felt like my time at school, a feeling that made me sick to my stomach. Just reading online was eroding my trust in the PRT and the legal system, in the same way that if you start reading about some of the politicians and their picadillos, you stepped away a few hours later having lost some of your faith in politics.

Still, at least in theory Rachel had a good chance of getting off, because I was also sure that they had forgiven far worse. The real problem was that, as I searched and started imagining defenses in my head, they forgave people by press-ganging them into the Wards.

Rachel wouldn't do well there, and I wanted her with me, and I admit that stories like Canary made me not want to get within even a hundred feet of the PRT or Wards or any of that. It was a common reaction despite attempts at spinning it positively, which made me wonder what the prosecutors or anyone else were thinking.

What new Parahuman would want to turn themselves in for some comparatively minor offense if they might get hauled off to the Birdcage to spend the rest of their life in prison with no chance to appeal their case or get parole.

I bookmarked a few sites that were following the protests blowing up, and filed it away.

It was really that simple, sometimes. The way a symbol could matter to people. I was a hero, and that meant I was a symbol, and what symbols do represents the whole. Every cop who went too far and killed an unarmed person sent waves of doubt and distrust for police running through a community, and it was the same with capes. And the same was true with the justice system.

When a mass-murderer got sent to the Birdcage, everyone, including me, nodded because that's what he deserved. When someone innocent did, then people asked questions. It was just human nature, and apparently there had been a lot of lawyers just looking for a good, sympathetic case to try to run things up to the Supreme Court, which had declined time and again to address the Birdcage.

...all of this was interesting, but what really mattered is that if Bitch went hero, people could probably buy it, especially if there was a counter to any claim that she was a murderer. It wasn't as if she didn't already have fans. In fact, her fanbase seemed to be growing.

They paid a lot of attention, and it felt bizarre and almost wrong to go looking online for threads about how cool Bitch was, and how she wasn't afraid of anyone, or something about some meme or another, and know that there was an actual woman behind it.

It was especially awkward as I couldn't really be myself on any of these weird sites, and I definitely couldn't hint at the fact that I'd had intercourse with her.

But she had people who would stick with her, at least as a villain. So I set out bait, a question: is she really a villain?

See what they said. I wanted people to buy it if I could convince her to 'sell' it.

I wondered if I was putting the cart before the horse, because there was a chance that she wouldn't care enough to even think about going hero, or that she'd get offended at the idea that, just because we had sex, I had any special claim on her.

The last thing I wanted to do was lose her by making silly assumptions, and I had the time I needed to step carefully. And plan even more carefully.

********

It felt bizarre, and I almost wanted to stop myself. It felt too tea cozy, too much like I was going to cook a meal for her wearing an apron. Making a costume for Rachel felt like it was something oddly intimate in a way I wouldn't have thought of before I'd seen the body that was going to fit into the costume.

I still needed her measurements, because I hadn't exactly been looking for the purposes of tailoring, but if I could make my own costume with spider silk and clever bugs, then I could do the same for Rachel. It'd protect her, and keep her safe, and the idea of her wearing something that I'd made…

There was a warm, uncomfortable, and yet welcome feeling in my stomach, thinking about it like that. It was something possessive and a little primal, like a way of marking my territory.

I even knew it, and yet I couldn't help but want to do it anyways. It was selfish, but then why pretend I wasn't being selfish?

The mask couldn't be improved upon, by which I meant that a mask made with silk wouldn't make sense, because of course, Bitch's mask was cheap as heck. But at the same time, there was no simple replacement. A more full mask could make sense, made of metal or otherwise protective, but if some brute slammed their fist into her head, metal could warp and break, and a shard of metal or flexiglass or the like going into her could be fatal in the way a glancing blow by a Brute might not be.

I could, of course, provide silk linings for it, though, or perhaps think about a simple mask that was a little more realistic. I wasn't quite sure there, but I made silk anyways.

There were all sorts of things that could be made with silk, and some of them made me blush more or less. For instance, spider silk underwear was apparently pretty useful. Not merely for being silk, but it didn't melt in extreme heat in the same way other underwear might, and wounds would be clean because of how fine and delicate the spider silk was, if someone needed to do field surgery or the like.

It was a last resort, yes, and the thought of making underwear for her had me drifting off into silly fantasies, mixed with drifting off into seeing how she'd react and being afraid that she'd get angry at it.

Other things were simpler, like a spider silk undershirt, or layers to it. And I had a few other ideas, all of which meant I was gathering an absurdly large number of spiders together and googling sewing and other techniques as often as I could.

It was fine control that I was used to, but this time I tried to see through the bug's eyes in a way I could use, rather than a confused mess. It was a work in progress, especially compared to the way that I was beginning to be able to drag together sound.

I couldn't quite translate it into something distinguishable, but I was starting to be able to tell words apart. It was pretty simple. Just the ability to tell sounds that were words apart from, say, coughs or incoherent yells, and the knowledge that where there was a slight pause, that was where a word was. A very, very slight pause, in many cases.

It wasn't all that important yet, but when I managed to listen in on conversations, then my other work would be even more effective.

For I was hunting the Merchants now, while paying attention to the news. I just needed a photo and one part of it was done, and then I had to talk to Rachel, see what the Undersiders were going to do.

*******

The hunt took many forms. I tried to bug any of the students at school who I knew were supposed to be running with the Merchants. And since I was there to monitor myself (I'd joined every single gang, sometimes a dozen times, often with what they call a 'fuck in' if one believes the rumors) I thought I had it covered. I wasn't going to be able to listen in on them, but I could get occasional flashes of things while I sat doing work in class that seemed encouraging.

Sure, that white powder in locker #342 might just be someone's baking soda volcano experiment in the making, but let me say that I was skeptical.

As well, there was a sense of smell to deal with. I needed more experience, but I bet given time I could figure out just what pot smells like. Not that it was that big of a deal, but I knew a number of Merchants smoked marijuana, and certainly if you wanted to be caught with something at school, a cigarette was better than a dime bag.

And then each night out I could, I just tracked some of them, and began to build up a map. I knew I was using the same technique, but really the Merchants weren't all that different than the E88 in some ways.

Both of them sold drugs and killed people, and the E88 was worse only because it was ideological.

One advantage with the Merchants was that, even more than the E88, they were the kind of people who hang around buildings with bugs in them. It was impossible for them to be secure. I could imagine the E88 being able to have a few 'clean meeting' places where they could hide out if they were terrified of me, and where even a single bug meant I was watching them.

The Merchants? They just accepted bugs as a feature of any room they hid out in, and that meant that there was basically nothing I couldn't hear, if only I figured out just how to hear everything.

It was certainly the aspect of my power that was getting the most use, and compared to the fruitless patrols that I was increasingly sure were pointless, it was certainly progress, even if it meant not being seen. I was afraid that people would forget me, or assume that if I wasn't seen, I was planning a bank heist.

From what I could tell, it was the villains who got to pick and choose their battles, until or unless the heroes could find their hideouts. So you heard a lot more about this or that villain raiding each other or robbing a store then you did about heroes acting that way, who you mostly saw pictures of patrolling.

But by Friday, after three days of patrolling up and down when I wasn't tracking down leads, I was starting to get the feeling that this was some kind of trick. Some time wasting scheme so that heroes couldn't do anything useful.

Sure, PR existed and whatever, but there had to be a better way than this. But I kept at least a little of it up in case it was important, but mostly I focused on the Merchants.

This map looked a little like a web made by a spider that had been fed drugs. Clumps here and there, and long trails of crackhouses and safehouses that they'd clearly mostly forgotten about, stretching farther and wider than the E88, but existing in the margins.

And it was clear to me now that they had some sort of Tinker messing with their product, making it stronger, more powerful. I'd felt said person, and I'd felt that Lisa had gone down and talked to him. That was enough evidence that I should confront her, though I wasn't sure if I could stand the kinds of lies and manipulations she'd probably pull out.

I liked her, but that didn't mean she wasn't someone a little like Emma, someone who was very handy with making other people do things.

Still, I should at least confront her… but not yet. I wanted to enjoy things.

Even school was going alright. The trio hadn't suddenly grown a conscience, they weren't actually non-horrible people now, but I could cope with it a little better. Their words still hurt, though, and yet when they spread a rumor that was true, I could almost scoff at it. Almost.

I wasn't exactly regretting my choices yet, and things with Rachel seemed both normal and not, now. Now when I saw her look at me, I imagined I saw the interest she'd had in me. And when she looked, I felt like there might be actually something that she was looking at. Something worth looking at.

It was an addictive sort of feeling, in a way.

********

I stood against the wall of the alley, holding out the cell-phone. It was a very cruddy camera, in a model that was barely new enough for it, but it'd do. I stood back a little, holding it out, and then snapped a photo of my visage. My mask didn't show anything of my face, but it showed my costume, and that was pretty hard to fake, at least for no reason at all. Once I posted this, that was proof that I was a real, registered cape.

That I was who I said I was, and that I was a hero.

So, that was one thing out of the way.

*******

Friday evening:

"Hey, Rachel," I said, as she was looking over a book I'd gotten her. It was part of the idea to help her read a little better, though she was reluctant to admit mistakes. I'd noticed that, or at least, she didn't like admitting how many words tripped her up.

"Yes?"

"If I made clothes for you, would you wear them?" I asked, trying to phrase it innocently.

"What?" she asked, sounding confused.

"I made my own costume, did you know that?"

"No," Rachel admitted.

"With spider silk. It's actually pretty strong. It's supposed to be able to at least make bullets hurt less," I said. "I could make you a jacket like that, or under-armor. Or perhaps padding to keep from chafing while you're riding Brutus or one of the other dogs."

"Oh?" she asked, and I took the neutral tone as an encouragement to go on.

"I'm not exactly a fashionista, but I could also… make other garments."

"Other garments? Do you want me in some kinda dress or something?" she asked, eyes narrowed, as if she had figured out my grand and evil plot.

Or as if she was going to try to find a way to avoid ever wearing a dress.

To be fair, I couldn't imagine Rachel in a dress. It just didn't fit. It didn't compute, and if I thought about it too long, my brain would probably shut down. Besides, she looked just fine the way she dressed now. More than fine, actually.

"N-no. I meant, well. You know they're talking about using them for soldiers, so it's not weird."

"Using what?"

"Um. Spider silk underwear."

Rachel let out a laugh, and then looked at me for a moment, her hand reaching out to brush against my shoulder. "Why?"

"Well, it's harder to tear, and stronger and more durable. Plus, it doesn't melt as easily, and if there's a wound there, the silk threads don't get caught in the wound," I said.

Rachel was just staring at me. Then she nodded, "Sure."

"Really?"

"Why not?" she asked, rather firmly. "If they're not frilly and shit."

"They won't be. I'm not even sure how I could do frills, and you don't seem like the kind of person that likes frills. On you, or anyone else."

"Yeah," Rachel said, and she leaned in and looked like she was about to kiss me.

"I'm still learning these things," I admitted. "About what you like and don't like."

She shrugged. "Bodies," she said, as if it were that simple. But then again, she'd been the one to make the first move, and without her words, I wouldn't have realized things quite so quickly, so maybe it was that simple. It wasn't as if I was attached to the deep aesthetic meaning of clothes, so if she saw them just as something to cover the body, that made sense.

"So, I'd need to measure you," I admitted. "So I knew how to fit it. But…"

I didn't know how to say that I didn't know how I'd stand seeing her in clothes that I made, and that this was a good thing, the inability to stand the image. I definitely didn't know how to explain it without coming off as creepy and weird.

"I get it." Rachel frowned, looking at me, "I think?"

"So, I brought a tape measure if you wanted to--"

She leaned in, and I saw the kiss coming, and kissed her back.

********

We had sex for a second time. I enjoyed it.

We didn't actually wind up measuring her on Friday, actually.

I didn't really mind.

A part of me whispered that this wasn't right, that this was too hasty and, just as importantly, that I shouldn't already be ready for more. That it wasn't normal to feel desire this strong and this soon after 'fulfilling' it. But I ignored it, and was glad of it.

Another part of me, far more persuasive, thought something as I lay, my body entwined in hers, my head on her shoulder. I couldn't stay for long, perhaps thirty or forty minutes at most like this, and even then I'm sure that Dad would freak out.

I thought that I'd love to sleep with her. Warmth against warmth, just laying there, exhausted and tuckered out.

Heck, sex wasn't even needed. Just imagining… but it wasn't something that could be done, not really. Not when I had to be home at some point in time. But when I stared up at the makeshift roof, I thought that this was a bad thing.

I wanted to change it.

I knew I would do this again, and again and again. I wanted to date her, to be her girlfriend, which of course also meant that she was my girlfriend too.

I just needed to figure out how to do it.

That was all.

*******

On Saturday, I got a call from Lisa, early in the morning as I was headed for Rachel's.

I wasn't sure about answering it, but I decided on it after a long moment of hesitation. So I slowed down, my heart racing from the jogging I'd done, and answered. "Hello?"

"Hey, Taylor, how's it going?"

"Fine. What is it you want?" I asked.

"Well, I want to hang out with you sometime, maybe go shopping."

"Clothes are just things you wear," I said, "but sure."

"Ah," Lisa said, and I had no idea what the 'ah' was for, and it annoyed me a little. I wanted to be at Rachel's right now. "So, it went well?"

"Oh. You can tell that over the phone?"

"A little, yeah," Lisa said. "Anyways, what I had to give you was pretty simple. Taking down those E88 people is a big deal, and I thought I'd buy you a smart phone, just a cheap one, so that you could do some of the tracking in the field if you decided to go after anyone else."

I frowned. I wasn't sure how I was supposed to feel about it. Anything she bought was to some extent blood money, but then, so was what Rachel got, even if it was just food. So maybe I could take it without it being tainted?

But I wanted to press something else while I was here, and maybe it'd make her think twice about thinking she could buy me. I let out a breath, and said, "Go after anyone else? Except the Merchants, right?"

"What?"

"I saw you moving down to talk to someone that was probably a Merchant, back during our first fight together. Don't deny it. I bet it's the new chemical or drug Tinker that's putting out that new product," I said. My voice was a little bit of a growl, but now that I was actually thinking about it, I was even more frustrated than I thought I'd be.

"Oh. Ah, yes, bugs. I was warning them to get away. You can go after the Merchants if you want, I was just providing a warning…"

"And they didn't attack you?" I asked, narrowing my eyes even though she couldn't see it. "I'm not sure if that actually makes sense. Merchants are violent, and you just showed up out of nowhere."

"I don't suppose you'd believe me if I said I was going through a tunnel and was breaking up," Lisa said, as if she was trying to sound more lighthearted than she was.

"No. I wouldn't," I said.

"Okay, well, I have a contact in the Merchants. Someone who knows the Tinker. I used that to contact him, make sure he was on the same page. He's also someone I could use against them later on. You have to do that: have contacts, have allies and people you can rely on."

I found myself smiling in the sort of way Rachel might smile. "Ah. So, you're an evil mastermind in the making? That's supposed to make me trust you?"

"People have to survive."

"That's what you're doing it for? To survive?" I asked. "Rachel, she does shit for survival. I can tell it. You? You seem to enjoy it."

"You have to eat to live, but you can enjoy food," Lisa said, her words a little quieter, as if she were withdrawing away from the conversation.

I wanted to press on further, because if the past few weeks had taught me anything, it was that you couldn't let an enemy get up, and if Lisa was perhaps a friend, she was also a potential enemy.

Maybe even more than potential.

So. "That's not the same at all. Everyone needs food, but you're…"

"What? We've done a few robberies, but not recently. Recently we've been just fighting Nazis."

"How? How are you getting money, if not through robbery," I said.

"The E88 has enemies, and we have been taking a little of what the E88 drops."

"Drugs?"

"No. Arachne, it's just money. Rachel's taking her cut too. We do jobs, we get money, and we don't have to be your enemy. I know that some of us aren't, and even Regent isn't as bad as he came off…"

"If you say so," I said, "...then I'll hear."

Lisa didn't ask the obvious question, of whether or not I'd listen, and she sighed. "Do you still want the phone? And we should hang out. Because I want to…"

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing. I just don't want to see you going it alone without any advice. I know a lot that could be helpful if you were going to be an independent hero."

"Oh?" I asked.

"Want to go shopping with me on Sunday? We can go somewhere other than the mall. Like the boardwalk."

"You know what, yes. And then I can ask you more about this… or what you're willing to share," I said.

"Ah. Well, fair enough," Lisa said, and I could imagine her shrugging. She clearly thought it was worth it, or perhaps that I'd not follow up.

But I definitely intended to.

********

Sometimes I didn't know what to expect when I went to Rachel's. I'd thought that today would involve video games, and it did. And I was working with Rachel on the reading, and I finally found a few poems she liked, if only because they were short.

And there were other interests I could inculcate in her, given time. Movies and music and the like. If I had a smart-phone, I could even just show some off to her without having to buy anything, though I had no idea what her tastes were in that respect. I also didn't know how to learn all of that kind of thing about her without just asking.

...so maybe I should just ask.

But two things distracted me from this, at least for a little while.

First was a show of trust that I found a little shocking. After we'd been messing around for a while, and of course after I'd helped her with the dogs, she said, "Hey, Taylor."

Honestly by this point helping out with the dogs felt less like a task and more something that was part of the routine. I enjoyed it, and I felt an odd sense of ownership over them. I knew their names, I knew what they acted like when they were angry and happy and sick. I certainly didn't know them as well as Rachel did, but that was a minor detail compared to how I was used to the smell of dogs, how I knew their behavior, and how I had favorites. Milk and Bullet, for instance.

"What?" I asked, kneeling next to Milk, whose belly I was rubbing.

"Gotta show you something."

"What is it?" I asked.

"Jus' follow me."

I did, not sure what I was seeing. In the back room, there was all of the normal stuff, though I saw that she had two or three dummies now. Were they for training?

But Rachel kept on walking and moved towards a tile in the corner, and then knelt down and pulled it up.

I blinked, surprised, but scooted closer, and then saw a box, amid the dirt. Actually, there were bugs down here, and I'd felt them, but I hadn't put two and two together, hadn't controlled the worms to crawl over this large, orange tackle-box.

She unlatched it and opened it up.

Inside there was money. A lot of money, by my standards. It was all in cash, except for a few coins, here and there. Twenties, tens, and hundreds all mixed together in a slurry. "What?" I asked.

"Casino job. And other shit," Rachel said.

"How much is in there?" I asked, staring at it, shocked.

"Last time I counted, about… six thousand or something?" Rachel frowned, looking at me, but I didn't see that same suspicion before. "I might have counted some of it twice."

Before, she'd been afraid I'd make fun of her for that, and of course, before she didn't trust me enough to show me where she kept her stash.

"Oh, well, I could help you count it, if you wanted."

"Thanks," Rachel said.

"Though, why did you show me this?"

"In case you ever need money," Rachel said.

I blushed. It was just something about how simply she said it.

"Just write the amount on a little piece of paper and leave it, and shit. Just so that I know," Rachel said with a shrug.

Oh, so she wasn't that crazy. She was still going to keep track of it, but the offer was both generous and also one I wasn't sure I could take her up on. Besides it feeling weird, the idea of relying on her for money, even though I was just about broke by this point, there was the fact that it was all dirty money.

Even if the Casino was a front, it was still all illegal. But that was a lot of money down there.

"Got a whole bunch more coming. Don't spend it on nothing, so if you need a little…"

"A bunch more coming?"

"Lisa said," Rachel said, but in a way that told me that if Lisa said the sky was blue, Rachel would go out and check.

"Well, I can ask her about it, maybe," I said, with a shrug. "Thanks, though! I mean, the trust and all…"

"There's something else."

"Oh?"

*******

I stared at the dummy, and then at Brutus.

"You gotta tell them," Rachel said. "Give them an order like you mean it. Then you praise them when they do what you want."

"I…" I glanced between the dummy and Brutus, who was currently almost up to my shoulder. "Brutus! Hurt!"

The dog sprung forward and batted the dummy with his shoulder, almost delicately. It half flew across the room, and he pounced. I noticed that he wasn't biting, just pawing hard and pushing.

"Brutus!" I said, "Hurt super!"

It was a command she had, for when she wanted to hurt someone who didn't have to be gone easy on, the way Brutus was now when he was that big.

Brutus bit down and started to shake his head back and forth. Of course, sometimes he 'hurt super' even when he wasn't ordered to, but still.

I stared as stuffing flew out.

"Now do it," Rachel said, crossing her arms.

"I…"

She was looking at me with an intense look that made my knees weak. I was sweating. I shouldn't care, but--

But I shouldn't care. I did worse with my bugs, and the time might come when I had to do it.

And she wanted me to be able to do this. She was trusting me with being able to give her own dogs orders and rewards. I knew that this was a big thing for her.

So I said, loud and clear, "Brutus, kill."

There was almost nothing left of the dummy once Brutus was done with it, though I can't imagine it tasted good. But he was an obedient dog, no traitor at all, and so he did what he was told, and then returned to me to lick me with his huge, monster-dog tongue and wag his shiny, horrible looking tail.

It made it hard not to smile when I saw all of that, even though I was training myself to express myself in other ways around her.

"Hey, Rachel. Could I grab a twenty and go get us some lunch?" I asked.

"Sure. Why you asking?"

"Well, just wanted to talk to you, get to know you a little more. And I figured we could have lunch. Maybe in for now, but out eventually."

There was a word for going to lunch with someone you were having sex with. A date. I wasn't going to say it outright, since I knew she didn't like me like that, not really. If she did, she'd be blunt. "Wanna date" seemed something she'd say, or at least I couldn't see why she wouldn't say that.

But if I eased her into it…

It was an idea. I could be underhanded if I wanted to. And if it didn't work out, I wouldn't be putting myself at any risk. Because I didn't actively state anything, she wouldn't be able to actively shoot me down.

We could continue to have sex.

It was probably a sign that something was wrong with me, but if that's all it was, even if there was no hope of it being more… I'd take it.

"Why not," Rachel said.

******

We ate sandwiches from a shop a little down the way, still hot. She seemed to be more careful with her food now than before, but when she did get something on her lips, it made me want to wipe it off.

I kept on watching her the whole time. I knew that this had to die down, eventually, the awareness of one another in this kind of way. Or else how did couples do anything? If they saw someone's lips and their mind dragged them back to the things those lips had done, the kisses and the nibbles.

Was licking someone's face something that only happened in movies? Would she think it was gross? Why was I thinking about it so much.

"So, what do you wanna know?"

"What movies do you like? Music?"

"Uh," Rachel said, leaning back. "Like Rock, I guess? Or…"

She frowned a little. "Quiet shit. Relaxing."

"Ah," I said. "Well, I'm more of a pop sort of person. I could find some music on my phone, see what we like, on top of the reading. I have a few ideas about the kinds of things you'd like. And movies?"

"Action movies, maybe?" she asked, a little skeptically.

If she thought this was a little shallow, it was, but better to be slightly shallow than to not know as much about her as I could. That was how you forged relationships, or at least how I saw them forged.

"So, I like green and I jog, I'm a big fan of science fiction and fantasy, and video games as you know, but my Mom got me into foreign films and books that are a little different from that," I said. "If you ever wanted to watch a movie or something, we could. Together, I mean. Nobody's going to check or notice that you're Bitch."

"Maybe," she said, and then after a moment her lips pursed slightly, as if now she was actually considering it. "Why not?"

"Good, good," I said. "So, I know you like Greek, and a lot of meat, but what about other things? Anything else you wanna share?"

"Well, uh, I do the weightlifting," Rachel said, sounding like she was flailing to find something to say.

Which was a new thing, or rather, it was a new thing that I could see it. From the look on her face, she did want to engage with me in this, but she didn't really know how.

"Oh? Is that just to get enough strength to handle the dogs?"

Rachel hesitated, and then with what I understood was a mental shrug, she said, "Uh… not just."

"Not just?" I asked.

Oh. My. God. (Yes, I knew it made me sound like a valley girl.)

Rachel was blushing a bit. "Also, just. Like how…"

She gestured vaguely.

For the first time I'd seen, she was actually hesitating.

"How it looks? Well so do I," I admitted, reaching a hand out to feel her muscles. I liked that, I liked the hardness of them, I just… well. It wasn't something I would have expected, considering the few past crushes I could point to as far as other women went, but there it was.

Rachel looked both pleased and like she might just sink into the floor, while I thought about that. So, she lifted weights because she liked how it looked? Or maybe because she thought others would like how it looked? She really didn't need it, and at most it probably just slightly increased her definition or whatnot, since hauling around those dogs would probably have done, and probably had done, most of the work.

It was something personal, in a way. I wondered, she said she was gay, had she been… I don't know.

I did remember that she hadn't had weights here, and then she'd brought them in from her apartment? So, what? Had she wanted them close at hand?

Right after she met me.

"Oh," Rachel said.

"Yeah. I mean, you're not…" I trailed off, since I realized that what I was saying was a little too close. I was going to say she wasn't the sort to have doubts. "Anyways, so, movies, music, there's plenty we could do together."

Rachel nodded. "What else you wanna know?"

"Oh! Your measurements. I'll need them for the clothes I'm making. It'll be a few days, or more, until they're done, though," I said.

"Dunno," Rachel said.

"Huh?"

"Don't know them. I'm not exactly stepping on a scale every day or any of that shit," Rachel said, and that was the aggression and don't-care attitude I'd expected. It was odd, to see her at once so cavalier about how she looked, and yet apparently uncertain enough that she lifted weights for no real reason at all. Or at least, it didn't help her any, if her goal was just to be strong enough to handle her dogs.

It was an odd contrast, a little like how she didn't care about clothes, yet she'd been careful with them before. Sort of.

I wondered what she liked about me. I no longer doubted that she was attracted to me, but there was the question of details, of specifics, of all sorts of other things.

"Well, then I'll just have to measure you," I said, with a shrug. "Shouldn't take too long."

I had looked up how to do so, in case she didn't know, though now it felt a little weird.

Still, I got out my measuring tape and got to work. A few more days and the clothes would be done.

*******

Later that day, I returned home, having taken a bit longer than expected to get back. Probably something to do with the makeout session we'd had. I'd never really gotten how other girls were quite so boy crazy, or person crazy in general, but I got it now.

I opened the door and glanced at the table in the living room. Dad was sitting and watching television, but what I noticed most of all was that, unlike normally, there were two empty beer cars sitting on the table.

"Taylor," Dad said, his voice firm, as if he were working his way up to saying something.

"Yes?" I asked, not asking how he knew I was there. The TV was blaring, but he must have been listening for me.

"...Nothing, nevermind."

"Okay then," I said, and I realized it for what it was, realized it for the same thing that had held me back.

Perhaps I'd been my father's daughter when I'd held back out of fear, out of cowardice, out of worry about what a single wrong word could do to something I valued so much, her friendship.

"I'll be upstairs in my room," I said.

Maybe I didn't want to have this conversation either.

******

A/N: And on that cheery note, we finish the first update of the new whatnot!

Edit: Thanks to @NemoMarx.
 
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"So how does this look?" she asked, holding up a long, flowing skirt. It was dark brown, the kind of thing you wore to an interview for an important internship, and I tried to be objective and thoughtful about it, looking from the blonde to the skirt, and then back again.

"Maybe too plain, I guess? But really, I'm not the person to judge this kind of thing," I said, looking at Lisa. She was really getting into this, while I really… wasn't. It was a nice shop, though. It sold gently used, as the euphemism went, clothing. She'd chosen it, I bet, because she knew that I might feel uncomfortable watching her buy expensive clothing with stolen money.

But really, back when I was friends with Emma, I would have been all over a place like this. It was a way to stretch what little money I had while being as fashionable as Emma. Now, well. Rachel was right. Clothes really mattered for their function. That meant that I could probably use some more sports bras, since I'd not wanted to spend on them for my jogging before. But with all of the hero business I was doing, all the running around and danger, well it made sense.

On the other hand, it was thrift store. But, with a shrug, I decided I'd get the ones that looked like they really were 'gently used.'

"No, you aren't," Lisa said. "But it's fine. Not everyone's into fashion. I'd been thinking that maybe you'd want to dress up a little, since you and Rachel…"

I flushed, and said, "Um, she doesn't care that much about clothes."

"Does she?" Lisa asked. "After all, all sorts of guys say they don't care about clothes, and then they do. It's sorta the way of the world."

"I think I know Rachel a little better than you," I pointed out.

"Well, maybe. Still, for me at least, dressing up nice is important. So I spend a little extra on it."

"I've seen how you dress, it's very formal."

"No, it's very normal. Normal and yet professional when I need to be," Lisa said. "I'm not dressing for a runway or a prom."

"Neither am I. Who would even ask me?" I said.

Lisa turned, and I saw that I'd said something wrong. "Don't talk about yourself like that. Especially since you have a lot fewer reasons to be so down on yourself. Rachel probably would."

"We're friends with benefits," I pointed out. "Maybe best friends with benefits." I blinked, and focused on a more important problem, "Plus, she's not even in my school, and there's the whole wanted fugitive thing."

"Ah, have you looked into that?"

"I'm working on it," I said. There wasn't any really simple answer, but I figured if I could convince her to start acting like a hero, which was to say fighting villains and then turning them into the Protectorate or something like that, they'd be forced to change how they treat her. And as long as I was there, then we'd be a package deal.

And I'd done enough that I thought I deserved some credit. Two E88 busts was a lot more than I'd heard the Brockton Bay Protectorate do in the last while.

"There's no easy solution. Especially depending on what you want," Lisa said, quietly. "What do you want?"

"I want what's best for Rachel," I said, hoping it wasn't a lie. Perhaps I was just being selfish and wanted this to continue without the guilt of… of. The guilt of having sex with someone who was a villain. I hesitated. "I guess I also just want to keep what I have, too."

"I'm not the sort of person who can understand that all that well," Lisa said, turning her head a little. "My power gives me too many details at once. If I tried to kiss someone It'd tell me when they last brushed their teeth, what they thought about me, whether they had any cavities…"

She trailed off, and I nodded. "Wow," I said. That really did sound like it sucked.

"Wasn't much interested in it before I had my powers, but that's why I'm not exactly up on the details. Just that if you're enjoying it and she's enjoying it, then that's what matters. As long as you're happy."

"I am. I'm also not sure why you wanted to go shopping. Bonding?"

"Hah. Not just bonding," Lisa said. "Disguises."

"Disguises?"

"If you go after the ABB, Merchants, E88… anyone, then you need to be able to blend into the area. Wearing the wrong thing could get you spotted, and if you're out of costume, that's a bad idea."

"Ah, right. But I'm not exactly… I mean." What I meant was that a lot of the things that people wore in areas with heavy gang presence were pretty embarrassing. Especially if you were a woman, for that matter.

"Just go with the androgynous look. Or get used to showing a little skin. It's not as if their eyes mean anything," Lisa said. "Oh, and here you go." She tossed me a smartphone, a rather old looking one at that. "I made sure it was as old and worn down as possible, to minimize the guilt of taking it."

"Gee. Thanks." I almost stuck my tongue out at her. Something about her definitely brought out the playful side I'd had when I was around Emma. Or at least, there were flashes of it. If only I liked being reminded of Emma, and if only she didn't smile so much. It seemed that that's what she did when she didn't know what to do. The same way a person might tug their hair if they were thinking, or might say, "Um" while they were searching for the next word.

Lisa smiled.

They were very nice smiles, and maybe I was spending too much time with Rachel, but it was a little harder to just 'switch off' the social cues, at least compared to earlier.

I mostly didn't notice it, since it wasn't as if I was all that happy outside of the time I spent with Rachel, so there weren't all that many smiles to hide anyways.

"So, my idea is simple… just follow me. I can pay for it, and none of it will be expensive, but a good disguise is worth every penny no matter how much it costs."

I wasn't so sure about that. It felt a little wrong, really, being out of costume. It wasn't the way the game was supposed to be played, and while Lisa hadn't yet told me all of the rules, I knew that there had to be a reason people didn't go around out of costume all the time using their powers.

Yet here I was, picking disguises. Of course, we did run into problems.

"I'm not wearing that," I said, pointing to a crop-top shirt and a pair of jean shorts that looked like they'd probably look good on someone who wasn't nearly as bony and flat as me.

"Well, think about it. You'd look good in them, but more importantly, you wouldn't look like you," Lisa said. "I have all sorts of outfits for when there's trouble that share nothing with how I normally dress or my costume either, for that matter. Some of them are sorta like that, some of them are rags. You can go for different looks."

"And what happens when my Dad sees this?"

"Just keep it at Rachel's. She's not going to mind, I'm sure," Lisa said, pointing over to a skirt. "That'd be good if you wanted to blend in at a nice store, or walk around an upper-class neighborhood and look only a little out of place. The key is, beyond looking somewhat nice, the average rich person mostly dresses like anyone else, but in brands if they care. So if you find something that looks nice, or maybe has the right brand on it even if it's an old fashion, nobody will care on that front. It's really harder to disguise yourself as someone poor, I think," Lisa said.

All of this talk was just a little uncomfortable considering that my own, real clothes were often worn out and worn down. Dad wasn't poor, he was even middle-class, but basically everything was sunk into the home. We'd gotten one of those long mortgages or something like it, where you pay it off forever at a little bit at a time. But when Mom had died, we'd lost her source of income, and there had been huge medical bills to pay, even if insurance (thanks, college!) covered most of them. So suddenly the payments which had been a tiny part of their spending blew up.

Big time. So suddenly a large part of Dad's paycheck went to pay off the house, which was starting to get old and creaky anyways.

As far as it goes, there had been a before and after, as far as my life went, even without Emma turning on me. My clothes, what we ate, how much money we had? Everything went from solidly middle class to, effectively, something like lower middle-class.

"Sure," I said.

"What are you thinking about?"

"Money," I said.

I wasn't a greedy person. I didn't believe that money solved all of the world's problems, but I did think that having a little more wouldn't hurt us. But I was going to be an independent hero. I'd just have to deal with it. Protectorate heroes made a very, very good wage, though of course there were huge risks, and villains could be rich, if they did well.

But independent heroes basically just had to suck eggs.

"I know you won't accept charity, except maybe me buying you some of these clothes," Lisa said. "But just think about what you want."

I frowned. "I guess I don't have a lot of complicated wants right now. I want to be a hero, I want to be with Rachel. Everything else is just too distant to care about. It's going to be years until I go to college, and it feels even more distant now."

"Independent heroes can take from the criminals, if it's a small amount. Or at least, nobody cares about it, as long as they aren't stealing drugs and evidence," Lisa said. "But that's not really a solution, and I bet you wouldn't do it anyways."

"I wouldn't," I said, glancing over at a ratty pair of jeans that, if Lisa's coaching was any hint, would be good for pretending to be a hip young teen. If they were the right sort of ratty. It all seemed a little like hanging clothes on a stick, admittedly. "So, I was going to ask you…"

"Ah, and here I was hoping you'd forget."

"Yes. About the Merchants."

"We have… well, we have a mission of sorts," Lisa said. "Can you promise not to tell the Protectorate? For one, they can't do anything and we aren't that important, and for two, it'd put your girlfriend in danger."

"...Okay," I said, taking a breath, aware that she was dragging me in deeper to this, and also aware that there was nothing I could do about it.

"Well, we have an employer. He or she pays us for each job we do, and gives us suggestions on what to do. I have to assume they have some larger plan, but so far it seems mostly like they just want us to be there. All they give is the occasional bit of help--"

"Or," I said, piecing things together, "a few people to help Rachel move the dogs?"

"Yes, that too. When I looked into their backgrounds, I couldn't find much that stood out, and a lot of the names were fake." Lisa shrugged. "I really do want to learn more about him or her, but…"

"I get it," I said, though it felt like she was holding a little back. "So, what else?"

"Well, I think you have enough clothes to last forever, you have the smartphone, and you have a plan. And more information to chew on. We could go out for smoothies, but I'm sure you have other things to do," Lisa said. "This was fun, and we should do it again. Please allow me to pay for it."

"Well, if you say so…"

*******

"That'll be $98.75, sir," the cashier said a few hours later. I glanced at the shopping cart, loaded down with groceries. I'd gone to the store with Dad to help him get food for the week, which meant entering a grocery store. Which was weird and awkward because there were plenty of bugs, but not nearly enough, and if I brought in bugs people would notice them.

There were tons of bugs in the back, especially near the trash compactor, but the size of the store meant that I couldn't monitor even half of the people there without running into problems. It was also just so wide-open and huge that I couldn't monitor everything. I'd been getting used to following everything everywhere, so thoroughly that I didn't notice it.

For instance, during that talk with Lisa, there had been twelve other people in the store, counting the two clerks. One of them was a woman who, from what I could tell, was looking for sexy lingerie. Another was a mom and her daughter, and there was also a man who seemed to be looking for whatever was cheapest.

I'd even picked up their tone of voices through the bugs, despite the fact that they weren't so far away that I couldn't hear them with my own ears.

All of it had just been without thinking. I hadn't concentrated on it, it'd just been done. Instincts existed for a reason, and Rachel sure knew how to listen to them, so maybe I should as well.

It was training of a sort. I was getting better, but I had no idea when I'd cross the line where I could listen in on conversations. I did know that a bug's sense of smell was a pretty good thing too, as far as using senses to know things.

Long story short, though, a place like this didn't feel safe because I couldn't put a bug on everyone without someone noticing or swatting it. Rachel didn't swat bugs - in my presence, at least - because she knew that I was using them to see, or notice things.

Not everyone would know that, and plenty of people wouldn't want me spying on them. It was still something of an overload if you got too many bugs and I was trying to do too many things, but I guess I was just good at multi-tasking, because I seemed to be getting the hang of it pretty quickly.

None of this was the only reason I was worried, though.

In the cart were two cases of beer. Dad had gotten both, saying, "I ran out on Friday."

Because now, where he would have drank two beers, he drank three. Or four.

Maybe I was worrying too much, but then he was also not talking about work much anymore, and I didn't know what was up with that, but I didn't trust it.

"Thank you," he said, adjusting his glasses slightly as he pushed the cart forward.

I followed close behind him, following him out into the parking lot, thinking about everything that could be better about our relationship.

But what was I supposed to do? Having Rachel come over could work, but what if he said something? What if he found out I was sleeping with… no, fucking her. That I was having sex with her, or that she was a villain, or even that I was an independent hero, since apparently the chance that I'd be dead in a year was startlingly high.

Independent heroes didn't last long, all things considered. Not normally, at least. It was enough to make any father worry.

"Dad?" I asked.

"Yes?"

"... what are we having for dinner?"

"I dunno. I thought you were going to make dinner," Dad said.

Well. I could do that. But usually on the weekends he was more willing to take that duty over. But perhaps he was too busy, or perhaps he was too tired. I could help out there, but it made me wonder about a lot of things.

******

On Monday, school started to kick into overdrive. It was inevitable, because now that it was getting well into May, there was only about a month or less until we got out of school. That meant final exams, that meant standardized testing, and it also meant students who were sick and tired of school and just wanted to get it all over with.

People paid less attention in class if they didn't care, or struggled to pay even more if they wanted to do well on the tests that the state set. And that meant I was torn, somewhere in the middle, honestly.

I wanted to do well on the tests, but I had so much more to do with my life now. It didn't seem to matter as much now that I was a parahuman with someone I wanted to woo. So I paid enough attention not to be called out, and tried to deal with the other problem.

They kept on trying to trip me, and the rumors just got worse and worse. Emma smiled smugly at me whenever I saw her, and Sophia looked like she'd like nothing more than to hit me. Madison seemed to act like normal, but she'd always been the one to get the least into any of these games, relatively speaking.

All of this felt like it was building up, and even if I could use my bugs to avoid some of the traps, I couldn't avoid other problems. I knew that if they had even the slightest idea of what I was doing when I wasn't at school…

They'd make it sound horrible. I'd be a villain, or worse, before I knew it.

The day was only looking worse and worse, and if this was representative of what would wind up going down, then there was no way I'd last the week.

I wanted to just trip them back, but then what would that do? I remembered what I'd told Rachel: I also remembered what Rachel would have done. I wasn't sure whether my own choice to be 'above it' wasn't just letting myself be trapped.

I had to think that I knew what I was doing. But Winslow was the kind of environment that brought out the worst in me, which made it odd that my range always felt best there. The only place I could remember where my range felt longer was when I was institutionalized. Then it'd felt like I could feel every bug in the city, though some of that was just my inexperience and confusion.

If I'd been in there longer, perhaps I would have learned to despise routine even more than I did. As it was, some routines could be good, and I was looking forward to seeing Rachel again.

In fact, I was barely thinking about lunch as I ate.

"Whoa, Taylor, slow down," Greg said, which was pretty hypocritical of him, all things considered.

"Sorry, distracted."

"How did it go with her?"

"How did it go?" I asked, playing dumb.

"Yeah. Did you level up the relationship?"

"Did I what?" I asked, genuinely baffled and amused at the same time.

"Or do you still need to give her a few more items to raise the relationship values," Greg said.

I knew for a fact that as socially awkward as Greg was, he didn't actually think that romance worked like it did in western RPGs. Which meant he was making a joke. And that should be encouraged. "Well, I'm not sure what I'd give her. A collar? She already has some for all of her dogs," I said, "and dog food? She has that too."

I shrugged, "Who knows?"

"Is that a yes?"

I nodded, "But don't go spreading it around, you know what those bitches would say."

"Whoa. Man, you're really getting into this whole… thing."

"What thing?" I asked, and now I was really getting confused.

"I mean. You've been changing, Taylor. It's not always bad, though some of it is sorta weird, but if you're happier, that's the important thing."

"I am."

"Good," Greg said, sounding a little nervous, as if it was in doubt that I was happy. "So, uh, um. Can I meet her sometime?"

This time I actually kept my mouth shut and thought about whether it'd be a good idea or not first, because you could make the same mistake time and again, yes, but eventually you had to learn from your mistakes or you were a fool.

"I… maybe. We'd have to find time, and I'm not sure how she'd react to that." I also didn't know how he'd react to Rachel. And what if he recognized her or looked her up a little more? I wasn't sure whether things would get out of hand.

It wasn't that I didn't trust him, but this was, honestly, something I didn't want to mess up, and I knew I'd messed up relationships before. Friendly and otherwise.

"Oh. Well, okay," Greg said, sounding a little put out. "So have you been able to play any Gotcha Racers?"

"Well, a little, but I've been very busy lately."

Every night, out and hunting down Merchant locations. It was a wonder I hadn't witnessed a murder yet.

"Uh, well, feel free to call me."

"I'll try--"

If I had time.

"Sure," Greg said, awkwardly.

"Don't worry, if you go to the big tourney city-wide, I'll be there to back you up."

"Really?" Greg asked, and he was back to excitable puppy. And trust me, I knew enough about puppies now to know that even among puppies, there were ones that were even more enthusiastic.

The dogs were easy to deal with, though I was busy thinking a lot more about the person who came with them. They liked me, I liked them, and I fed them and cared for them and, if need be, cleaned up after them.

That many dogs meant that it was all a lot of work, but I got used to it, and I dealt with it. It really was that simple.

"Yes. Of course," I said. "Why would I lie to you?"

"Right, right," Greg said, biting his lip. "I do wanna meet her, though. I mean, we're friends and all, and… stuff." He waved his arms vaguely.

"I'll think about it. I'd have to ask her, of course. And she's very busy with her job."

"Her job?"

Oh. Uh. Crud. "Taking care of the dogs is basically a full-time job when you have as many dogs as she does," I said.

"That many?" he asked, sounding almost suspicious.

"Dogs are cool."

Greg did something halfway between a giggle and a snort. "Of course you'd… sorry. Anyways, so, we should talk more about games. I never taught you that game you watched, did I. I could do that this weekend?"

"Sure. We could talk via the phone."

"I could come over."

I frowned, then shrugged. "Why not? But be careful. Dad's sorta… suspicious lately. For whatever reason."

"Does he know?"

"No," I said.

He mimed zipping his lips and throwing away the key, and then started miming other actions that were rather more extreme, all of them, I assumed, to hide the secret.

"Well, I'm going to trust you."

"Aye aye," he said, with a salute, "I won't let you down."

If he was trying to improve my mood… than it worked. If he was trying for any dignity at all, not so much.

********

That night, I witnessed what might be a murder. By witness, I meant I was three or so blocks away, maybe a little more, and the person wasn't moving, but I couldn't feel or smell as much blood as I thought there'd be.

And that wasn't all. Half a block from me, before I realized and hurriedly evacuated my bugs, some prostitute was having sex in exchange for a needle. My bugs could feel her shudder when she plunged it in, could see the needle.

I could see, in some vague way, through the eyes of my bugs now, but hear?

'Oh… God?'

Is that what she said? Then I realized it had to be, when those words were repeated again and again, and then I got my bugs out of there, and fast, because I didn't want to see any of this. Hear any of this.

The Merchants were disgusting, though also smart at times. They moved their stash houses, I thought, as I went from one fast food joint to the next, dressed in baggy jeans and a crop-top shirt that made me feel as if I were on display. But nobody gave me a second look, which was about what I was expecting.

Smart at times meant that they moved their stash houses every day, and they didn't take about business where everyone could hear it. Of course, everyone didn't include bugs, and I was getting closer and closer to cracking how to interpret sound into words, at least some of the time.

The way I saw it, despite the headaches it gave me, the more practice I got with it, all the time, everywhere, the more likely I'd figure it out. That meant that I was doing it 24/7, more or less, and making sure to track absolutely everyone and listen to all of them, too.

Add enough data up and you ended up with facts, if your brain could interpret them. And for whatever reason, mine could, even though the mix of information, all at once, should have been as overwhelming as it'd been months and months ago when I'd triggered and wound up in a psych ward because of it.

*******

An ordinary enough Tuesday, almost better than Monday even, found me getting home a little later than usual by five or so minutes, only to find that Dad's car was already in the driveway. Huh, he was home early.

When I opened the door, I noticed a can on the kitchen counter, and my Dad already in front of the television. It was the beer he'd bought, and he was already one can in, and he was drinking his way through a second. Normally he waited until dinner to start drinking, and I hefted my backpack and said, "I'll start dinner soon. How does steak and potatoes sound? Plenty of meat."

"Yeah, it's fine," Dad said.

I hesitated, and almost just went up to my room, as I had before. "You okay?"

"Fine," Dad grunted, again.

"So, will you need any help this year?"

"For what?" he asked. His voice wasn't slurred, at least, but it sounded a little thick and heavy.

"The proposal? You do it every year."

"Yes. I did," Dad said. "Every. Year."

It was hopeless, the ferry, but that was Dad. Mom had confided once that that's one of the things she loved about him, his willingness to stand up for a cause even if it was hopeless.

"I'm sure that we can do better this year. Did you hear, there's an upswing on shipping," I said, firmly. "At least a little of it has to go our way, and Brockton Bay needs a kick in the rear. The mayor also has to run for re-election, and that means your vote matters."

"Not enough." Dad got up, having finished a second beer. He set the can down on the counter, and then got another. He drank it rather quickly as I tossed my backpack aside. I wanted to kick up my feet, but I had cooking to do. "You know it, Taylor."

"Maybe I like being hopeful," I said, my words coming out rather sharper than I thought they would.

"About what?"

About the girl I want to be girlfriends with? About my hero career?

"About friendship and life and all this other shit," I said.

"Taylor. Don't curse."

"Really?" I asked, glancing over at the beers. I knew that there wasn't a lot of alcohol in them, so that slight heaviness could just be exhaustion, but when he finished a third, that meant that he was at least getting a bit tipsy, and he grabbed a fourth while heading for the television.

It was blaring news about some disaster or another in some whole other country. An earthquake, and now a bunch of villains were stealing from disaster victims. The news was because they were foreign villains, and despite it being an isolated incident, they were calling it "Disaster Villain Tourism", like there were villains from the U.S. just jaunting around the world committing villainy.

Jack Slash notwithstanding, that is.

"Yes. This is my house," Dad said. He was well on his way to a fourth beer, in what seemed to be under an hour, and I knew it wasn't a good idea at all. I had no idea what had set him off, but I'd never seen him like this. There was anger, yes, in his voice, but the exhaustion didn't fit well with it.

"Oh? I didn't notice," I said, before I realized just how much I'd regret it.

Dad just hunched his shoulders and sat back down. I could see the way his features were trying to compose themselves. I had to guess that he was holding himself back from saying something very unwise.

"I'm going to make dinner now," I added, and slipped into the kitchen.

I began getting things out and ready, looking forward already to leaving home and visiting Rachel. I knew that Dad was great, considering how much of a wreck I'd been after Mom died, but he'd been drifting at times, and he seemed to be getting worse recently.

When I was sure he wasn't watching, I grabbed one of the beers he'd set on the counter and sniffed at it, and then looked inside. There was a little left, and I tipped it up to give me a sip. There was a little left, and I wasn't going to actually get drunk.

I tasted it, and almost immediately spit it out in the sink.

How did he drink this? How the heck could this be enjoyable, let alone four cans of it? I wiped my tongue, but that couldn't get rid of the taste, and it was in my mouth the whole time I was cooking dinner for the two of us.

The steak was good, though. I couldn't use the grill, but I made a pretty good attempt despite that limitation, and potatoes and the vegetables weren't hard. I probably should eventually try to learn a little more than just literal meat and potatoes, but it fit what Dad was hungry for, and if I ever needed to cook for Rachel, it'd probably fit her tastes as well.

Though the thought of cooking for her was weird. A little too domestic, in a way. Better to just order food out. Felt more like a date anyways. Upstairs, I had clothes that were almost, but not quite, done. I couldn't give them to her tonight when I saw her, but just a few more nights, and I'd have at least a decent part of a costume, and some underwear for her as well. I just dyed them black, because it was cheapest and because it made sense as a plain, ordinary color that didn't stand out.

I had all of the clothes at least in their finishing stages, and I knew that if I kept this up, I was going to actually start to learn how to make even more complicated clothes than my costume. I didn't know how to feel about that, considering it wasn't really a sideline I'd ever thought of.

I didn't picture myself as some sort of weird clothes making rogue, even though there was a cape called Parian who did exactly that.

This was just a side-project compared to what I was really going to be doing.

I glanced over at the beer several times as I was cooking, almost wanting to find a way to steal it as 'evidence' or to ask if Rachel drank. She could if she wanted to, but I'd feel a little disappointed if she drank all the time. Though, if she did, I would have seen it, right?

Maybe I was just being paranoid. Actually, there was no maybe to the situation at all. I was worrying over almost nothing, and as soon as I'd washed the dishes, I headed out of there, trying to avoid talking to Dad as much as possible. He seemed to be doing the same with me, having concentrated on his food, and his drinking, and the television.

It was a miserable night out, almost drizzling a little, but I hurried there, and arrived panting probably a little bit before yet another thunder shower. May, what could you do?

Rachel was already there by the time I knocked, having heard the dogs go crazy.

"Man, you know, one day they'll get used to it," I said.

"They won't," Rachel said. She wasn't frowning, though, and she sounded amused by my optimism.

I didn't need amusement right now. I hurried forward, closing the door, and she finally realized something was wrong. "Taylor, you okay?"

I sighed. "Not really." She looked at me for a moment, as if she wanted to hear more, but she didn't ask. We went to the door and opened it, and then dealt with the barrage of dogs.

I let myself be pulled down to their level and scratch ears and rub bellies for a while. It was relaxing, if the reason why our house's water bill was just going up and up. I didn't want anyone at school to notice me smelling like dog, even though I was sure that Rachel didn't mind, considering that she constantly smelled that way. At least a little, no matter what.

She was watching me, a concerned expression a face that couldn't objectively be called attractive, but which felt familiar and comfortable.

"Do you drink?" I asked.

She shrugged, clearly not sure what I was getting on about. Her arms were crossed, and they seemed damp. Had she been working out before I got there? If so, despite my poor mood, a part of me wished I'd gotten there earlier. But probably it was just that she'd been out during some sort of brief shower.

Rachel shrugged. "Done it a few times. It's alright. Nothing special. Do you want a drink or something?" She didn't seem troubled by the idea that I would, despite the fact that I was fifteen, though I wasn't naive. I knew that tons of teens did it.

"No. Dad was drinking today." I saw a look of anger flash across her face, and wondered, as I rubbed one dog's head, just what she expected. "Oh, he didn't do anything. He was just… defeated. Hopeless. Exhausted. And frustrated with me in general. It just got me thinking. I don't like it, the way he was, but it's not like I'm not my father's daughter. I could give up that easily, or something. I dunno." I tried for a shrug, but Rachel was moving forward.

She wrapped her strong arms around me into a hug that was almost crushing, but not quite. I breathed in, and out, and smelled soap. She must have washed just before I got here. Washed the sweat of a day off because she knew I was coming here, and however much my brain might throw up attractive images of her lifting weights or running, that didn't mean I liked sweat or anything.

I wasn't crying, not even close, but I did sort of feel in the kind of place where I could have. I hugged her back, not in the mood for anything more than that.

"Didn't know my father," Rachel admitted, frowning.

"And I guess you never really fear that you're going to become your stepmother, do you?" I asked. "Fuck, I mean. If you'd told me a few years ago that I was my father's daughter, I would have liked it. Or my mother's daughter. Now, I don't know. He doesn't approve of you, and he hasn't even met you."

Rachel was frowning, when I looked in her face, and I could tell she was holding back something just like Dad was.

"What is it?"

"Fuck him," Rachel said. "You're fifteen, not five."

"Well, yeah, but…" I shrugged. "I'm doing a lot that I'm not used to. I mean, I'm not trying to babble but all of this is new and I'm not experienced like you might be and yes, yes I was bisexual, but all I've had so far before you were a bunch of crushes on celebrities or that kind of random thing. It's never been flesh and blood, and I'm not even sure what I'm supposed to do with that."

I took a breath, a deep one, but the words still wanted to spill out.

"What celebrities?" Rachel asked.

I blinked, surprised by the odd question, or rather, the completely normal question. "You see, there was this fantasy movie that had this warrior queen hero, played by Lucy Holden, it was. I kept on sharing articles with Emma about how awesome she was, and this thing, and that thing, and then eventually she accused me of having a crush on her, and I thought about it and I kinda did. But Emma was okay with it, not like later when she used it as a weapon against me. And there's always been a few others like that. Female celebrities that draw my attention, I crush on them for a while, and then it goes away. Never any chance for it to be real, so when I had a crush on you, I guess I just sorta treated it the same way I would have anything else?"

"Okay," she said, blandly. "Got that."

"What about you?"

"Was, what, seven? I dunno. Had a crush on this girl with really nice pigtails or something. I can't even remember her name, cause it wasn't important. Wound up saying something, and the foster dad at the time wasn't a complete bastard, or if so he was weird. He said he was fine with it, and said that I'd have to be strong to be like that, or something, and then he kept on trying to make me watch sports with him. Bonding or something."

"And you didn't want to?" I asked.

Rachel snorted, "Fuck no. Sports are boring. Just a bunch of pointless running around." She pulled away from me a little bit, and the dogs were of course sniffing around us, trying to get in on this cuddling though.

"Nice pigtails?" I asked, touching my hair.

Not because I was going to wear pigtails, because that was silly, but because I wondered if that's what had attracted her first, my hair.

Rachel reached a hand out and touched my hair. "I like it," she said. "Just like this."

I flushed. I still wasn't in the mood at all, I was still not interested, but she knew just what to say. "Oh, well. Thanks. I know I'm maybe, I mean. We don't really talk about the… the."

"Fucking?" she asked. She didn't even sound amused at how I could have sex with her multiple times and yet hesitate to say it outright. Instead she sounded like she was just helpfully filling in the blanks.

"I know I'm not really experienced, and if there's anything…"

"Only had sex once before anyways," Rachel said.

I looked up, not sure whether I was more surprised that she wasn't a virgin, or that she had only had sex once.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"Nothin' to talk about. Some weird homeless lady, year ago or so. Said she liked my muscles, asked if I wanted to fuck. I did," she said, as if it didn't mean anything, "and we did. Then she kept on coming around, and I think she was part of some gang or shit, but I just scared her off. Plus, there's been a few people I run across, they're straight and all. So I made sure before asking you."

I blushed. "I was that obvious?"

"Yeah," Rachel said bluntly. "Staring at my arms. So I started working out more and shit, cause then you'd stare more and maybe say yes faster."

"Faster? You always knew I'd--"

"Figured you would," Rachel said.

I took a breath, and nuzzled my nose against the nape of her neck. "You were right. So, I mean, is there anything…?"

"I'd tell you if you were screwing up," Rachel pointed out.

"We could try new things," I said. "I could look up stuff."

"If you want," Rachel said, sounding neither for nor against the idea. "I like what we do."

In the last week, then, she'd had more sex with me than she'd ever had in her life, I thought, feeling oddly accomplished, even though that tiny voice in my head kept on whispering that it wasn't, that only a slut would care about that.

But whatever. Blast it. I felt proud in some strange, hard to define way. And I wanted to keep on making her feel good, especially since she was pretty good at returning the favor.

Though honestly, as red as my face was, it was a wonder I didn't combust. "Thanks," I said. "Sorry that I'm coming here and bringing all my trouble."

"It's fine. I could meet your Dad or whatever if that helped."

"Maybe. As far as it goes, well, Rachel, what do you know about dockworkers?"

"Nothing."

"Okay, just tell me if I'm boring you. Ever since Leviathan started doing his thing, combined with the general trends in general, it's been going downhill. Brockton Bay too, I think, though there are the new biomed corporations and all of that. But my Dad works on the dock. Loads and unloads ships. He thinks that if we had a ferry between parts of the city that it'd help, and that there were a bunch of other things we could do," I explained, hugging her tight.

She was warm, and the dogs made it even better. Just laying there.

She didn't complain that I was heavy, even though I was kinda sprawled out on top of her.

"And every year, he keeps on proposing it to this mayor, or that mayor. He does work, sometimes even spend a little of the dockworker's funds on surveys and studies and the like. Not full ones, because he can't afford it, but enough to show it's popular, or that estimates are that it wouldn't be too expensive. Or whatnot. And every year it fails. And a person can get tired of failing again and again, but I just… I don't know. I get tired too, sometimes."

"Lisa once told me I don't give in," Rachel said.

"As a good thing?"

"She said I was stubborn," Rachel said. "It was back when I first met her and she was baring her teeth at me all the time and hanging around. I made her shovel shit, and she didn't even push back like you did."

"Ah," I said, wondering about that. Or rather, wondering about Lisa and Rachel. "She just doesn't know how to talk to you. She's not a bad person, even if it's fine that you don't like her. Maybe I'm already used to people like her?"

"Maybe," Rachel said. "She said I'd just keep on getting up and trying the same thing again."

I frowned, "You mean, strategy wise?"

"Sure."

"Well, you know. I think I appreciate that. Or I could, right now. Better than giving up," I said.

"Course," Rachel said.

We stayed like that for a few dozen more minutes, and then pulled apart and talked about books and video games, or rather she listened to me ramble and, I assume, appreciated it at least enough to nod along.

I didn't feel great, but I did feel better.

********

A/N: This was actually originally part of the next update in the draft, but when I was writing I realized that it really didn't all fit in one chapter, possibly not in a length sense, but definitely not in a thematic sense. Thanks to @NemoMarx.
 
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My backpack was a little fuller that evening, because I was taking Rachel's stuff to her. Wednesday at school had come and gone, and now I had the clothes done for Rachel. I just needed to get to her, and then I'd see whether she liked them.

It was a nice evening out, the sun starting to dip, but the sky still bright, and people enjoying weather somewhere between Spring and Summer. It was just-right weather, honestly, and I was wearing a T-shirt and a pair of shorts as I jogged along.

Halfway to Rachel's, I was stopped by a shout, and a crash. It couldn't have come from within the last few blocks, so what was it? And that's when one of my bugs alighted on someone's back, and another flew up into the corner of the alley. From it, I could vaguely piece together a few simple facts.

A group of people in costumes were heading through the allies, fleeing rather quickly.

I recognized one of them. Victor.

That told me all I needed to know, when combined with my vague understanding of exactly where I was. When I glanced around at the street signs, that told me that this had to be a breakout from the PRT building. A breakout which had apparently succeeded.

"Damn it," I muttered to myself, and tried to find an alley to change into. I couldn't put on my full costume, not and have enough time to do anything about them, but if I pulled on my mask and tried to work from afar, maybe I could manage something?

After all, with my bugs and my range of a few blocks, I could in theory take someone down from a long way away. Still, I wished I'd gathered more dangerous bugs than I had, because other than a handful of bees, I really didn't have anything that could, for sure, take someone down. The spiders were headed that way, but--

But I did have a weapon of sorts. Or at least, there was something I could do. I found the alley and made sure nobody was looking and then unzipped my backpack. I'd put my costume in, because I'd been thinking about asking Rachel to keep it in case Dad hunted in my room and found it.

Yes, the trust and love really were there 200%.

So I pulled out my new smart-phone, and the mask, and as I put it on I dialed the PRT's number and pulled on the mask, while I kept watch over them.

It felt like it was something large. I couldn't see much through my bugs, but I could get the general shape of the group.

Victor, Othala, Krieg, a female cape of some kind, with--

It looked almost like a cage, if I had to try to read what a bug could see of her? But I couldn't be sure.

And then behind them, like a stalking horse, two other capes.

One of whom was clearly some kind of monster.

It had to be some new E88 cape that I didn't know about, though not the other new one that had been promptly captured before anyone could pay too much mind to him.

I took in the details of the two stalking horse capes, who might have been a guard in the back, or might have been there in case the Protectorate cut them off and they needed reinforcements.

The monsters form was horrific, clearly some sort of shape-shifting thing, while the other was wearing some sort of costume. I could vaguely, through my bugs, see a mask and they could smell details that I had to guess were maybe… male? I'd need a lot more bugs on him than I had to tell more than that, and most of them were focusing on surrounding the moving force of four nazis.

I had to hit them hard and fast, and I needed to take them out before they could even guess how close, or in this case how far, they were.

They were moving a little closer to me, I thought, but not directly as if they were running at me, and they couldn't possibly know my range, considering that even I didn't know it. That meant I had an advantage, and at the moment, hiding and just taking them out from afar seemed like a very good idea.

How the heck had they managed to lose all of these prisoners?

It hit an answering machine.

"If you have something related to a crime in progress, press 4, if you are a cape, press 5…"

Five. I slammed down on the button, and waited for a response. They were continuing to move, and if I didn't attack them soon, I wouldn't have a chance of catching them all. I didn't know if I had a chance anyways, because I was just one cape, and where was everyone else?

Actually, if it was a breakout, then it might be a full breakout, in which case it could be that everyone else was trying to keep in the main body. Fenja, Menja, maybe Hookwolf and Kaiser if they were coming to rescue their subordinates. If that was so, then this was a side-mission of sorts. That meant I might be on my own, but I shouldn't assume.

The spiders were almost in place, sort of. They were pretty slow moving down the streets, but they were getting close enough that I could guess that they'd manage to make it, though I had no idea how much they'd really get done.

"Hello?" a woman's voice said.

"Hello, this is Arachne. I'm tracking some escaping villains that I'm assuming you're looking for?" I asked.

"Yes. There was an E88 breakout. The Protectorate is currently engaged with Purity, Kaiser, Hookwolf and others. Who is it that you're noticing, ma'am?"

The woman sounded professional and a little crisp, as if she were dealing with too much at once.

"Moving between Warren and West 18th are… Victor, Othala, Krieg, and a cape with a cage mask? And then behind them a way is some sort of male in a mask, and a cape that's some kind of shape shifting monster?"

"Victor, Othala, Krieg and Cricket?" the woman asked. "They must have sent them off in order to fight the Protectorate. The other two… they fit the descriptions of Night and Fog, but they were supposed to be in Boston."

"And Purity is supposed to be some sort of independent hero," I said, the frustration showing. We'd done so much to chop them down, to the point where they'd lost huge chunks of territory, and now apparently all of them were getting away.

"Ma'am, are you currently tracking them?"

"Yes. Victor has…" a pause to let my bugs carefully fly around, seeing the vague images and shapes that I had to interpret, "a rifle or something. They're moving west, from alley to alley. If you get someone to cut them off, they can't do much about it except go back. What are the powers of Night and Fog?"

"Fog has the ability to transform into a gaseous form, in whole or part. Inhaling it is not advised, as it can do horrific, long term damage. When he's a gas, though, he is very slow, and if you don't breathe in, the damage is supposed to be…" she paused, and I heard typing, "only somewhat severe."

I could deal with that, I thought, as I got all of the bugs in position. I'd need to rush him, and sting him again and again before he took the form of, well, fog. And if he did, then if he was slow enough, then he'd be a non-factor. "And Night?"

"If nobody sees her, she seems to be able to turn into some strong, fast, and tough monster when nobody sees her. This seems to include cameras if someone is looking at them, but--"

My bugs were all over her. "But not my bug-senses."

"Bug senses?" she asked.

"Yes," I said. "How else would I be telling you exactly where they are?"

It seemed an obvious application of my power, to me. One that anyone would have thought of, honestly, if we got down to it.

"Understood. We will try to see if we can get anyone to come and help. Most of our forces are occupied with the rest of the E88."

"What about New Wave?"

"They've joined in, they're currently fighting Purity."

I looked in the sky, but could see no hint that Purity was making a light show in the sky.

"Well, if they can spare anyone, that'd be nice," I grumbled. "I'd like to not lose all of the people I worked so hard to get imprisoned."

The bugs were almost in place.

"Keep in contact with us and report what they are doing," she ordered.

"I can do that," I said.

Then I focused. The spiders came around the corner just as the bees started buzzing from behind them, so they turned as one, and that's when I had the swarm of flies strike. I was aiming for Krieg, because the jerk had nearly killed me, and I wanted him out of the way. A fly buried itself in his eye as he screamed, and flailed. I then made sure to send as many bees as I had on Othala, as she began to shout.

Then I lost coherence in my picture for a moment. My bugs had heard something, and I wasn't sure what it did, except that it seemed to be a noise, and my bugs were flailing. It had to be coming from Cricket, whose powers I didn't really know about. They were confused, so I just ordered them to go forward and sting everything. Anything more complicated than these vague instructions seemed like it'd be a problem.

Damn. Her power was a counter to mine, at least a little, though I was gratified that it felt like Othala was down on the ground. It was too bad I didn't have even more poisonous bugs. Or Japanese Hornets. I'd read about them and been fascinated by just how dangerous they could be.

Bitch had a kill command, and I could have giant hornets, but I hadn't really had time, and now I was going to pay for it.

As long as they were locked down trying to deal with the bugs, that was good, though. It meant they weren't escaping. And I was hidden away, out of the way, and--

Victor went down with Othala and touched her. I had to assume he was invincible, and so I threw a regular hornet at his eye, only for it to bounce off. He said something angry sounding, and I couldn't make out more than that. My bugs were dazed and confused, but it seemed like everyone was getting stung, at least. Meanwhile, Night and Fog were getting closer, slowly but surely, as if they didn't know about the attack yet.

"Cricket seems to be able to confuse my bugs," I said. "But I've downed Othala, though she's still moving and able to give powers. I'm stinging them as much as I can, but it's just going to slow them down. Night and Fog are getting closer and… oh. Victor seems to be going forward."

He was moving forward, in my general direction, at high speed. He was basically running, in fact, and I saw him pull out a phone. Shoot. Was he hunting for me? I looked around, nervous, sweating now, and pulled back a little further into the alley. There was a dumpster at one end, filled with buzzing flies, and if I got behind it, maybe I could remain hidden. I knew the invulnerability only lasted so long, and so I kept as many dangerous bugs as I could on him, directing them to constantly buzz around him, trying to bite at him.

The moment he could be hurt, I was going to hurt him, and damn the consequences.

"Victor currently headed my way, doesn't know exactly where I am," I said. "Are there any capes coming?"

"Velocity has rerouted. Please tell me their exactly location."

"In the alleyway near the Pizza Pit, between it and the auto shop." Both of them had about the same amount of grease, so it made sense to me.

"Understood. We will try to get other heroes to that location as soon as possible."

"They're still moving, but they've slowed down. They're waiting for Night and Fog," I said, my voice in a hurry as I felt him getting closer. Across the street, he popped out of an alley, now perhaps a few dozen feet from me.

Shit. Shit. "Victor is nearly on me," I said. "Can't look to see what he has exactly, but it's some sort of rifle." My heart was beating triple-time, because if he actually got up on me, I wasn't wearing my costume, and even that might not save me. I pulled out part of it, wishing I'd had time to zip into it.

For the moment, all I could do was sort of wrap part of it around my torso, like it was a jacket and I was trying to not have to carry it. It still left most of my body exposed, and while the mask part was armored with spider silk too, that wouldn't help a point blank headshot.

I tried to be as quiet as I could when I spoke.

"You should retreat," the woman said. "There's no use in holding a position like that if you're going to…"

"It's fine," I hissed, quietly. "He only has a little longer before he's no longer invulnerable."

I brought some more bees in the direction of Cricket and company. They couldn't see well, and I was sure they were missing as often as not, with her powers going, but Othala and Krieg were both downed, though Night and Fog were almost to them. But neither of them were capable of healing, and once I took out Cricket.

A stumbling wasp stung Cricket in the eye, and she screamed. She was bleeding, I thought, and I could hear it all through my bugs better now that she was down. I was pretty sure that stinging someone in the eye so hard they started bleeding was either a really bad, or a really good, idea. Depending on your metric.

I could hear someone entering the area, though they were moving too fast for me to see, and I had to assume that this was Velocity, though if so, he was too late, because Night and Fog entered the right alley just as he got within a few blocks of them. Of course, as fast as he was, he'd catch up soon.

"Night and Fog found them," I began. "All four are down. Trying to kill them."

Fog couldn't choose who was affected by his power. If so, he could just kill the bugs and leave his teammates alive, but unless he just decided to murder four people just to kill a few bugs I was controlling, he'd have a problem.

Just like I had a problem, because Victor was now standing in the mouth of the alley.

"Come out, come out, bug bitch," Victor called.

I didn't correct him, because it didn't matter. Plus, he was getting closer and closer. He was walking slowly though, the idiot. He--

One of my bugs went to his waist, as he pulled out something they hadn't seen or felt. It was round, and from the way he was looking like he was about to throw it, I had an idea of what it could be. As I tried to get my bug's eyes in on it, he tossed it, and I half-sprung out of cover before I realized it was just a rock.

Victor shot from the hip. It slammed into my shoulder, covered by the costume, and glanced off as I fell.

Glanced off makes it sound as if I were not in incredible, agony. My shoulder felt like a massive bruise, and my focus on the fight scene, where Velocity was zooming around and trying to juke Night as Fog tried to drag the collected villains away.

"Arachne, are you alright?" the PRT agent asked.

"No, she isn't," Victor said, even though it wasn't on speaker and so she couldn't hear him. He as stepping forward, aiming to where he knew I'd fallen when he'd taken the shot. He was just going to shoot me again, and then I'd probably die.

"Going to… kill a defenseless woman?" I asked, panting, mostly trying to distract him, since I had no doubt that if he was really going to murder me, little details wouldn't matter. Plus, I wasn't defenseless.

"You're a fucking murderous bitch," Victor said. "Coming after people with a bunch of bugs. Die like the race traitor that you are." He stepped around the corner, and that's when as one I had all of the bugs swarm in front of his face and began to roll.

A gunshot was incredibly loud close up, but I didn't feel as if I were bleeding, and then his protection wore off.

He went down as the bugs went straight for the eyes, and stung and bit everywhere they could. They shoved themselves down his throat and up his nose, though in the latter case just to make him panic for a moment. He didn't deserve any less, I thought, panting as I stood up, picking up the phone and walking towards him. "I have Victor, can you make sure they don't get Othala? I'm going to make sure that anyone that gets away is going to have plenty of bee stings to justify."

"You have him? In what way?"

"He's covered in bugs and currently blinded," I said. "I'm forcing some down his throat, they'll crawl out once he passes out from lack of air."

"Oh," the woman said.

"He tried to shoot me," I said. "I'm not bullet-proof. He'll recover. Velocity, on the other hand, needs help."

He was having to run from Night, because of how fast she was moving, and how a single slash of hers was tearing up the walls. It wasn't the kind of fight a single person could win, and yet if Night and Fog could get Krieg, Othala, and Cricket out of there, then they'd heal up the wounds, and now that they knew that Cricket was able to disrupt my bugs somewhat, they had a counter. A decent counter to what I could do.

I knew that they'd figure out a way around my powers sooner or later, but if it wasn't for Cricket, I would have already disabled all of them early on. Instead, I was still working on Fog, who was moving Krieg. It seemed that the third-in-command was a bigger target than the others, though as soon as he'd dragged Krieg a little way's away, he moved back to get Othala.

The truth was that all of them mattered as far as the E88 went, though I could understand why Cricket, whose powers were supposedly somewhat lacking, was the last choice.

But Fog couldn't carry any of them on his own, he needed Night for that, and if anyone saw her moving while carrying them, then they fell over.

The way I saw it, they needed a Rachel badly. Instead, they were going to have to keep on retreating while saving who they could. Night was headed for Othala, while Fog was trying to carry Krieg all on his own.

But if the heroes were coming out in force, there was no way they could get away, right?

Victor finally stopped moving, and I wished I had handcuffs. "Victor fully down at…" I quickly checked the street sign and gave them the location. "Please pick up before someone comes to rescue him."

"A van is on the way," the woman said.

"Alright, good," I said. The pain was annoying, to say the least. I'd gotten over the pain of the last time I'd been roughed up pretty well, but this was just another annoyance. I could see what looked like a van driving up near the location of Night and Fog, and out came several people, one of whom was familiar. Kid Win?

Huh, they must not have the Protectorate to spare, dealing with all of this.

That was a good feeling, I supposed, compared to the pain in my shoulder as I made my way forward, keeping low. There Victor was. A villain who was part of the most powerful gang in the city, a gang that undermined the rule of law and beat up minorities. At the moment, it looked like him and Cricket were going to be the only ones not rescued, but at least it was something.

If a van came. I watched from afar, unable to do all that much. My bugs were nibbling at Fog now, trying to get through his clothing and leave him with welts to spare, but of Othala got away, it was all pointless.

That's how much she mattered, because she could turn an injurious, brutal fight into a costless victory. People pushed harder, they pushed faster, and combined with the fact that they already outnumbered the Protectorate even without the healing, it was no wonder that they were so dominant.

It was depressing to think about, and even more depressing when there was little I could do. Night wasn't going to be hurt by a bunch of bugs, and Fog would take time to down, because that mask of his was actually pretty tightly sealed. If he stuck around for another minute or three, maybe I could down him.

Maybe.

As it was, it looked as if they were retreating, and being pushed hard at that. Velocity, Kid Win, what felt like she might be…

Yes. Shadow Stalker.

And Vista. Huh, interesting composition. Vista was using her power or something, because my bugs were moving all over the place, in ways that didn't make any sense. I was trying to see out of them to see what I could find, but it was just too chaotic at the moment.

They would have to drop someone if they were going to retreat, and it was going to have to be Othala, I thought. And--

I blinked as I heard the sound of a car, and then a PRT van barrelled into my range, going so fast I could barely get buts on it.

Before I knew it, it had parked right up in front of the alley.

PRT vans are heavy looking things, grey and black (except for the purple stripes and the logos) with reinforcement on all of the windows, and tinting as well. And PRT troopers? They were pretty impressive. One stepped out in a kevlar vest and helmet, holding a rifle that was pointed away from me, carefully, and then he stepped towards Victor.

"Is there anything we should know?" he asked, carefully. "About what you did?"

"No. I tried to use no poisonous insects. I didn't have enough of them close by," I admitted. "Even if I'd wanted to use them on him. Just treat him for bug bites and bee and wasp stings, and he should be alright."

"Very well," he said, and gestured as two other PRT officers stepped out to cover him as he moved forward, taking a pair of handcuffs off his belt, and cuffing Victor before flipping him over, and grabbing a pair of leg cuffs when offered by the second officer.

He was moving quickly, because at any moment Victor might get up. Containment foam might have also been an option, but it wasn't needed right now.

Everyone had heard of it before, it was one of the more practical things that villains feared that the PRT could bring, and it was probably part of the reason the E88 hadn't pushed the PRT even further into a corner, if online was to be believed.

The most powerful E88 capes wouldn't be affected, but with the rank and file locked down by foam and people like Cricket out of the way, it'd be a far more even fight.

Meanwhile… oh.

I blinked, confused, but the PRT officer didn't seem to notice as he was loaded up.

They'd dropped Krieg, and now Night was carrying Othala away, and with her running interference as they slipped around corners (and any blind corner would be a chance for her power to kill someone), I doubted that the Wards could catch them. Sure, I could run in the general heading of Night and Fog, to keep my eyes on them a little longer, but my shoulder hurt.

My shoulder hurt and I was exhausted and standing in a dirty alley, my pants scuffed up, having been planning on something far different than what I got.

I wasn't going to be able to see Rachel now, not with the way my shoulder was aching, and not with how much time had passed. Though when I checked the clock on the smart-phone, it had only been a few minutes. But they were minutes long enough that I just didn't want to push it. "Alright, so, Night, Fog, and Othala are getting away," I said. "But the others should be caught."

"Thank you for your help, Arachne," the woman on the other line said.

It was remarkable how a single thanks could lighten my mood, which was growing darker with each second spent thinking about how much work had been just turned around.

I wouldn't even know what the bill was until the news reported it.

********

In the end, the E88 had gotten away pretty clean, but with some notable exceptions. Many of them had been injured and pushed hard at the main site, but only Hookwolf and Rune had been captured, and all of the others, including the new cape whose name was apparently Blitz, had escaped.

Meanwhile, thanks mostly to my work, Krieg, Cricket, and Victor were caught. I didn't get any credit in the official report, but I made sure that people knew that I was behind it online.

I also maybe said a few less than complimentary things about the Protectorate.

'How did they let all of them escape? It took weeks of planning and work for them to be caught, in part because of my help. And then in just one day? It's very frustrating!'

That was a little milder than the fury I actually felt when I thought about it, especially since I was still a little confused as to why they'd left Krieg behind. With Krieg out of the way, along with Hookwolf, that meant that Purity was again the #2 Nazi.

Which had to be odd for the organization, I supposed.

In total, they now had eleven capes, which was a distressing fact, considering that they'd had five of them caught.

Purity had shown her true colors, and those were white, not that I was at all surprised.

I went to bed in a worse mood than I'd been in a long time, and woke up with my shoulder still aching so hard that I almost didn't want to go to school.

But Dad was paying too much attention for me to skip, not now at least, and that meant I'd need to just continue on with what I was doing. I shot a text or two to Greg, and sent an apology to Rachel.

'Its fn,' she texted back. 'Meting.'

It's fine, she had a meeting? What kind of meeting?

That was yet another question for another time, I thought, and tried to focus on my new goal, even as the bullying just kept on getting worse. The week was almost over, and at this point they were resorting to gossiping to my face just to get a rise out of me.

But I was thinking about something that certainly helped me put the Trio in perspective.

I was thinking about murder. If I could only get Japanese Hornets shipped to America somehow, that'd help. And perhaps I could find some way to milk the venom from spiders to use as some sort of separate attack? Like, a spider-venom dart? I wasn't sure of the specifics, but I needed to gather as many dangerous insects around me as I could.

Just like Bitch had a kill command, I needed to have a combination of bugs I could use if I needed to hurt someone a lot worse than I could right now.

I wasn't going to become a murderer, I thought to myself, but I needed to have options in case I was forced to take them. And there were plenty of potential enemies where if I wasn't using tactics that would murder a normal person, they wouldn't even be hurt.

So, I needed tons of wasps and bees, that was the first step. I needed, maybe, a terrarium or something to keep all of them.

I needed more spiders than I already had, and then, what about bugs that were sick?

That was to say, bugs that could spread diseases onto my enemies. The Black Death had killed millions, after all, and it was spread not by rats, but by the bugs on the rats. Of course, I didn't want anything too infectious, but perhaps there was something milder? Or some way to make a wound infected.

If they went to the hospital, they'd have to explain why they were bit by so many bugs, and I'd love to see them forced to explain that.

Lyme disease took too long to work, but it seemed a good start. Or at least, a decent idea if I could separate out the diseased bugs from the regular ones.

Just needed to find the right bugs, and hope that I somehow was randomly gifted a bunch of Japanese bugs.

There were other options, of course. Killer bees, army ants, just overloading on wasps and regular bees, but all of them required some work to have a steady supply of them on hand.

Maybe I should take some of Rachel's money and just buy a terrarium. But then where would I keep it? Maybe at her place?

Yeah, I thought to myself as my long, horrible day finally ended, maybe at her place.

*******

She opened the door, frowning as she did. "What happened?"

"Got in a fight last night," I said, wondering if she'd read that. "Couldn't come. What's this about a meeting?"

"Employer and shit," Rachel said. "Come in. You wanted to do stuff with the books and writing?"

I had, actually. I thought that maybe now that things were settled down, I could help Rachel learn how to spell, but now that I had the E88 on the rise, well.

It made me wonder whether my actions in preparing to go after the Merchants were wise. Still, I was pretty far into that, I thought, glancing over at Rachel as she sat down and I slid in right next to her.

Part of me wanted to just sit in her lap, but it was too forward, and I wanted to see her face.

A team meeting was very interesting, and I wondered if she'd reveal more about what was going on with the Undersiders. There had been no big busts lately.

"Yes, I did," I said. "But what's this about employer?"

Rachel didn't even hesitate. "The person we got money from. That gave us jobs. It was this guy called Coil or whatever--"

Coil was a somewhat minor villain of some kind. Nobody knew what his powers were, but he had territory and well-trained mercs to protect it, and he ran it all so tightly and carefully that nobody paid him as much attention as they should.

If he was funding the Undersiders, that could explain it. Just have them do the dangerous work without being connected to him, and then he could blame them if something went down. "And what happened?"

"He offered to rule the city with us or some shit. But he also didn't let me take my dogs in. Not even one of them," Rachel said, and I knew which of the two things got more ire from her.

I stared at her, trying to hide my horror.

"What did he offer?"

"He said some shit about taking over the Docks and pushing Lung out, and then he said he'd give me money to open a fucking shelter. A real one, with assistants and all the dogs I could take in, and he said some other shit." Rachel's look was odd now, as if she was trying to impress something on me. "A foster care system for dogs, so that none of them get passed from owner to owner or put down, and fuck, he even talked about a system to make it so that there wasn't abuse, though who knows how the hell he'd do that."

She snorted, but I could see that the truth was, she wanted to believe. She wanted to help the dogs of the city, and she wanted that money, and there was nothing I could do or say that would make her not want it. But this was a mistake.

"Can you trust him?"

"Eh, I dunno. He brought out this weird girl and shit to run some numbers for him, and Tattletale wanted me to tell you that for some reason."

"What did she look like?" I asked, not sure why she'd want to tell me something like that.

"She was his 'secret weapon' or some shit. This twelve year old girl, maybe? Brown hair, kinda weird. She didn't look at anyone, and Lisa said the clothes she was dressed in weren't hers," Rachel said.

I paused, thinking, and I could hear the buzzing of my insects as I began to come to a conclusion, and began to get angry.

Angry, and yet also determined. "Thank you for telling me Rachel."

Could it be? Had Coil kidnapped Dinah Alcott, the Mayor's niece? But why? Run some numbers, what did that mean?

I had a lot of questions, but I also had a young, kidnapped girl, and Rachel was just one step from joining in on the whole bonanza.

"You didn't say yes?" I asked.

"Fuck. We just were going to think it over and shit. I dunno." Rachel shrugged, looking put out, and I thought about all of the things I could do.

Then I imagined if she was my enemy, working with some psycho trying to take over the city or something? Or create some giant gang, which was about the same in some ways. I could tell the Protectorate, but not only might they not believe me, but what had they done lately?

They'd failed to even hold the E88. I was just one girl, but they were just…

I didn't trust them, and it was as simple as that. Or at least, I thought that they might mess this up.

A lot of ideas occurred to me, right at that moment, some of them devious and rather shitty, including the idea that she might agree to work for Coil, but then spy on him for me.

No, that was wrong. It was a stupid idea that would only end badly, and I needed to rescue Dinah Alcott and stop the villain.

Far easier said than done.

"Are you okay?" Rachel asked. Then she frowned, "I didn't say yes. Gotta talk to the rest of the team or whatever, anyways."

"But you want to?"

"A little," she admitted.

I had no right to tell her what to do, really. We were just friends. Who had sex with each other.

But maybe I could convince her otherwise. I wasn't sure what instinct led me to shift over into her lap, and I had a feeling it was both selfish and manipulative, but I did know that when I kissed her, it was because I wanted to.

Startled, she leaned back for a moment. "Oh," Rachel said.

"Well, I can make the first move too, can't I?" I asked.

Rachel looked at me for a moment, trying to read whatever was on my face. I made sure not to smile. Then, she nodded. "Of course."

And then she kissed me back.

******

A/N: Thanks to @NemoMarx.
 
Bite 3.4
Bite 3.4

I wound up staying out later than I thought. One thing had led to another, and then to another, and I'd texted Dad that I'd be slightly late, but that he shouldn't worry about me. (After all, it wasn't as if I was going to get pregnant or ruin my life, right?)

There was still a little voice that kept on whispering the same slurs, the same nonsense, over and over again, but I kept on telling myself, well. That it was nonsense. And that even if it wasn't, I was rather too far gone to care about that any more.

The thing that annoyed me was that my clothes had gotten really, really rumpled. Things had just happened, and so I hadn't been able to take off my clothes and set them out of the way, or otherwise prepare in some same, rational way.

As if the strange fire and heat that just took me over had anything to do with logical thinking. It was as if my brain just shut down when it came to her. I wasn't doing anything except whatever I felt like doing at the moment. There was no in-depth research or planning or scheming going on.

Yet somehow it worked well enough for the both of us or something. I blushed, thinking about it even some time later, jogging through the dark streets.

I reached home and tried to straighten my clothes. Dad might well be asleep, or too drunk to do more than say hi to me as I hurried up to my room, but how was I to know? The lights were all on, at least.

And Dad was inside, leaning against a counter. I knew that before I saw it, and yet I faked a little surprise to go with the very real sinking feeling. He looked straight at the door as I opened it, and while the bugs weren't good at a lot of the small sight details yet, or I wasn't good at interpreting them since bugs weren't made for that like humans were, I could guess he was frowning pretty easily by his posture.

I stepped forward.

"What took you so long?"

"I got distracted talking with Rae, that's all," I said, firmly. "It happens."

"Uh-huh," Dad said, looking down a little bit.

Actually, his gaze was really focused, as if he was staring at something in particular, and I shifted a little uneasily, not sure what it could be. "How was your evening, Dad?"

"Fine. Talking, you say?"

"Yes. Talking. Friends do that, sometimes," I said, firmly.

Dad stepped forward. His glasses softened his look a little, but only a very little, and he really did look intimidating, surprisingly.

"Friends do that? I admit, I'm not hip on the latest ways for friends to express…" Dad began, pointing at my neck.

Oh. I only slowly came to realize that perhaps losing oneself in passion had negative side-effects. I looked down to see an almost purple welt where she'd nibbled and kissed at my neck, again and again and again. In fact, it was rather distinct, now that I looked.

It was just as obvious as if she'd worn really goopy lipstick and kissed the area without me wiping it off, and it had hurt a little, but in a… good way? Because at the time, I'd moaned and sighed and tried to return the favor, and at no point had I even begun to think about how I would hide it.

Normally, I could hide it, considering how heavily I usually dressed, and I could have easily worn a hoodie and justified it to my Dad. But I hadn't even thought about it. Now he was staring at it, and I was going so red that I probably could have blended in with a brick wall.

"Uh…" I said.

"Uh?" Dad asked. His voice wasn't slurred, but it was a little too loud, now, as if he were slightly tipsy and very frustrated and angry. "Do you have something to tell me?"

"How about this weekend? Or next. For meeting her."

"Meeting her?"

"I'm… " I trailed off, and looked anywhere but at him. "Maybe in a relationship."

"Maybe?"

"Facebook status: it's complicated," I said, trying to lighten the mood. He wasn't smiling, though, and so the brief attempt died just as fast. "So, whatever you thought I was just doing, you might be right? But that's all it is, a relationship."

"That's it?" Dad asked, eyes narrowed. "Your door was locked when I checked it."

He could have busted it down, of course, but I'd taken to locking it whenever possible. And I'm sure that there was no good reason for that, considering what he'd just tried.

I still needed to show off the clothes to Rachel that I'd made for her, and I still needed to move my costume. All of my plans had been thrown aside, but I still wanted to see Rachel dressed in things I'd made.

But what if Dad didn't let me go?

"I value my privacy," I said. "That's all. There's nothing wrong with that."

"Uh-huh." Dad looked at me. "Nothing else? This morning, there was a bruise on your shoulder."

I opened my mouth to say I fell, before realizing how badly that could be misinterpreted when he was looking for an excuse. It was clear he wasn't thinking straight at all, and I balled my fist and bared my teeth and said. "It happens."

"Did this have to do with… Rae?" he asked.

I knew Dad enough to know that he wasn't a bigot. It wasn't that Rachel was a girl that was tripping him up, though it did seem to be confusing him, because if Rachel was a guy he could say something about using protection, or birth control, or the dangers of so on and so forth, though I was pretty sure that Dad wasn't that much of a prude.

But most of his lines of attack were harmed by it. Sure, it could be possible that Rachel was a 'bad girl' or whatever, but it didn't have the same emotional impact as his other fears.

Had he thought that Rae was actually, I dunno, Ray Charles?

I had no idea.

"No. It didn't have anything to do with her. I just got knocked over at school," I said.

"So it has to do with the bullying you mentioned?" Dad asked.

"Yes. It's been getting worse, but it's fine. If you go up there and rage and make demands, you know what will happen?" I began, and then the words caught up to my ears.

"What?" Dad asked, and there was something exhausted in his voice now.

I didn't answer, but he knew what I had thought. What I was going to say.

Nothing.

Just like if he raged at the government for not bringing back the docks, for letting it all rot. But that was the kind of thing that could break him.

My stomach sank, and it hurt. Just an hour ago, I'd been… I guess happy was the word for it. I'd set down my worries about Dinah and Coil and the Undersiders, and now I was picking up my Dad's worries and swallowing all of them, red-faced.

The worst part was, I almost felt like I knew what it was like. I'd captured all of those E88 members, at great cost, and then most of them had gotten away. Just like Dad had always put in so much effort and gotten nothing out of it.

It was far, far easier to blame the world than it was to blame my own father. But had he really done all he could? Was he giving up too easily?

I wasn't sure. "I… if you want, I could ask her to come over for dinner a week from Friday?"

"How about this weekend?" Dad asked.

"That's a little short notice," I said. The truth was that I hoped to be ready to strike the Merchants by then, which meant that I didn't want to also have to juggle making sure that they actually got along.

"Very well. Next Friday," Dad said, as if this was a compromise that he was just barely going to accept. He turned, going back to the fridge to grab another beer, and I considered all the things I could have told him, or talked about.

I thought too about how he might have had advice, whether it was good or not, about romancing her or how to deal with problems in relationships, but…

But that very hostility meant that it wasn't going to happen. It meant that it was pointless.

I was missing out on something, and I didn't know how to get it back.

Something had gone and left, just like the ships at the docks, just like this city's prosperity in some respects.

Still, there was a way I could bring it back. If I managed to really hurt the Merchants, then did the same to the E88, maybe someone else could take out Lung. I thought that because there was no way a bunch of bugs were going to take him down.

Though maybe I could find a way to attack all of his gang at once? And then he'd be forced to only go rage-dragon on one target, and he'd lose everything else? That was his weakness, everyone online said. He could only be at one place at a time, which was why Oni Lee was so important, because he had mobility and could hold down the fort or something while Lung went apeshit on people.

I wasn't sure how right the random people online were, but I was at least making mental notes. And physical ones, since by now there was a huge web of information I had about the Merchants.

Just needed to gather a little more intel, and I could do that tomorrow night, I thought, headed for a shower.

It was a good thing that humans didn't have that good of a sense of smell. No doubt to a dog, I reeked of sex and sweat. Though if any of the dogs noticed it, they were polite enough not to talk about it.

I started laughing uncontrollably in the shower when I thought that. Because who was to say they even knew what sex smelled like, and they were dogs! Dogs were great and all, but they weren't 'being polite' and the fact that I even thought they were was probably a sign that I was being around Rachel too much.

Though honestly, she had a very straightforward and accurate understanding of dogs, when it came down to it. She didn't anthropomorphize them because she didn't need to do that for her to sympathize with them more than she did most humans.

I kinda did, though, for pretty obvious reasons, so yeah.

I went to bed, and told myself that there was only one day left before I got to the weekend.

*********

I kept on telling it to myself through school.

"Hey, are you deaf as well as stupid?" Sophia asked, as she leaned over where I was sitting, trying to eat lunch. There were supposed to be teachers watching the general area, taking in whether anything bad was happening, but there weren't.

She wasn't going to knock my food away, at least not until she was sure the teachers were helpfully looking the other way, but the athletic sadist just bared her teeth at me, her fingers tapping right next to the food.

I didn't blame Greg for not being here, not when Emma and Madison were keeping watch, and I knew that it was just--

Sophia swiped her hand, and the tray went flying, splattering onto the ground. I gripped the fork tighter.

"Aw, you made a mess. Can you feed yourself?" Sophia asked, and I could see her rolling her eyes.

I bared my teeth at her. There were bugs on her and her friends, and there were bugs overhead, giving me information about everything that was going on. It was a little confusing and hard to track while paying attention, but I knew that none of the teachers were looking this way, and it made it hard to keep from using the fork.

It was just plastic, but I knew it'd hurt if I stabbed it in the right place.

"Can you fuck off?" I asked.

"What did you say to me?" Sophia asked, her voice a warning and a threat.

"Now who's the deaf one?" I asked, standing up slowly.

I knew her leg was coming, but I still couldn't really dodge, I wasn't trained in it. I did get a little out of the way, and so instead of falling flat on my face, I stumbled as I moved forward, and then my hand slammed onto the table for support. A few kids looked up, but then looked back down, clearly not going to bother to try to protect someone like me.

"Man, even your boyfriend is hiding," Emma sneered, from behind me. "I mean, I know he's just with you because you put out on the cheap, but you'd think he'd be more loyal than that."

My 'smile' grew wider and wider as I slowly turned, keeping track of where they were. Something felt like it was about to snap.

And when I moved and shifted, the thicker shirt I was wearing to hide the hickey slipped a little.

Emma's eyes went wide, and then brightened with malice and triumph. "It must really sting, to have done all of that with him… and he's not even here."

I tried not to react, but I was breathing a little harder, my vision starting to tunnel. I'd poked out people's eyes with wasps before. I'd covered a man in bees. I could hurt them, and for a moment I had to ask myself why I wasn't.

They didn't even seem to notice it, notice the way I was about to attack them.

Each breath hurt, and each moment I wasn't teaching them a lesson, fighting back, felt like a betrayal, even though I'd told myself, time and again, why this was a bad idea.

It didn't matter in that moment.

I needed to leave. I pushed against them, stepping past, and then when Sophia went to grab me I slammed down my foot loud enough that people nearby turned to see what the heck was going on. Including a teacher. Sophia stepped back with a smile that told me that she wasn't done, but as long as the teacher was watching, she couldn't be too obvious, and so I was able to escape, going up for the steps in the lunchroom, where some kids ate when they wanted to look cool.

Greg was at the top, looking at me nervously, but they didn't follow.

"You okay?"

"What do you think?" I asked, baring my teeth at him. "But they're gone for now." I shrugged.

"Sorry I--"

"Don't worry about it," I said, aware that he was looking at my neck just like they did. His eyes were so wide that he looked vaguely comical, and I tried not to laugh because I knew how people felt when they thought they were the butt of a joke.

"Okay, Taylor," Greg said, biting his lip. "You, I…"

"Remember," I said. "Don't tell anyone."

His eyes went wider, as if I were a mind-reader just because I could see the direction he was looking.

"C-can do. So, what about that game? I rec'd it to you, the one with…"

I thought about whether I could actually afford to do something like that. Then I realized I had Rachel's money. Maybe I'd ask permission to use a little to buy a game. She could play it too, after all, and she had sort of trusted me. I just didn't want to abuse that trust, because it really did matter.

"I'll get it this weekend," I said, softly. "I'll tell you what I think on Monday."

I wouldn't have much time, but I could squeeze in an hour with it or so, and that'd be enough that he'd be fine with it, I bet.

"Great! I really think you'll like it."

*******

Rachel was holding dog treats in one hand when she opened the door. "Here," she said, handing one to me, as a fly buzzed right past her face. She didn't even twitch, which was better than I'd do, if I was her.

She was already used to the idea that if bugs were around and I was around, they were mine and shouldn't be hurt, which was nice.

"Oh? You splurged?"

"Sure. Coil apparently gave everyone another thou or two, while they're thinking. Trying to bribe us," Rachel said, as if it wasn't obvious to anyone.

I nodded. "Well, don't take this as bribery, but I got something for you. The bits of costume and, uh. The underwear." My face was so red it was probably burning up, and Rachel looked at me. I could read it in her eyes. She was amused by the blush. I really shouldn't be, since it wasn't as if it was anything… I mean. I'd made clothes for her, and she'd be wearing them, but that wasn't a big deal. I doubted, say, Parian would freak out if she made guy clothes at the idea that a guy was wearing them. Or something.

But instead, despite the bad mood I'd been left in, the idea of her trying them on left me feeling giddy. I even suspected it had nothing to do with, well. A lack of clothing. It was just the idea of possession, of…

The thought sounded bizarre in my head. Of control, I supposed? Thinking about it as possession and control and power made me seem like I was fucked up, though. That was the kind of thought process that, I dunno, jealous boyfriends went through.

Which made it doubly silly because we weren't dating. Or together. We were just friends who were having sex, that much was pretty clear, at least from the signals I could read from her. I was trying to change that, but that'd take time.

Still.

I'd put a lot of time and effort into it. In fact, I'd designed an entire costume for her. Even though she hadn't asked for it.

I swung my backpack around and said, "Alright, so. Dog feeding first."

"Course."

********

I started out with the mask. It was probably the thing I'd agonized most on. Actually, I'd spent a lot of time thinking about all of it. It'd filled in the odd hours, but I'd wanted a better mask for her. One that was a little less cheap, and just as importantly, a little more intimidating.

I'd modeled it on what she did to her dogs, and also on Brutus. I'd used chickenwire and paint and silk, and made sure that there wasn't any chance that a blow to the face could break the mask and lead to something getting in her eyes. It was a snarling face, and I knew it wasn't really the look a hero would have. It was the face of a werewolf halfway through their change, and I'd actually looked online for pictures to get that feel, of human becoming wolf, or wolf becoming human.

Somewhere in between? "So, I was thinking that you'd like this, really, because… I was trying to make it look like Brutus, do you get that vibe?"

"You made this?" Rachel asked, and she sounded… impressed.

There was a warmth growing in my stomach, and I felt it slipping away, my bad mood. I didn't know anyone else who could do that. Dad had helped lighten the burden, and so had Mom, but other than that? Even Emma had mostly just lightened the load when I was in a bad mood, though I'd been more capable of just getting up and rolling with things back then. Maybe that was something that happened with age.

You got less able to recover from physical injuries when you got older, so maybe eventually your ability to bounce back wore out too. Now there was a stupid thought. But Greg could at most make me feel a little better.

Rachel? Until I started worrying about it, I had started to forget about my day.

"Yes, I did," I said. "It should be padded. And then I have this, if you want." I pulled out a leather collar. I'd put silvery-white fur around the edges, so that it'd stand out, and it had studs on it, big, bright, harsh looking ones. It was supposed to be a punk sort of look, because while I knew she knew nothing about fashion, it fit her.

One good thing about Rachel was that she wasn't hard to read. I wasn't sure if Lisa would agree, but you just had to look at the eyes, and remember that the lips weren't saying the same things as usual, though a smirk was not the same as baring her teeth. And absolutely nothing about what I was reading from Rachel seemed anything less than… at least not disapproving.

"Huh," she said. Then she shrugged, "Like it, I guess."

"Well, that's not all. Okay, well, this next part. I made it, but I had to rush a bit, but I'm…"

I trailed off, well aware of how silly I sounded.

Her costume had involved a leather jacket, and I'd wanted to really nail it. So I pulled it out. It was a leather jacket, alright, but with an attached hood I'd made using spider-silk, and fur around the edge of the hood, and just a little at the arms, all of it that right sort of silvery color I associated with moonlight and wolves.

The jacket itself was dark, but I'd known that I'd have to break it up if it was going to look good. It had patches on the shoulders, a little like armor, that were dark grey. And then on the arms, there were actually studs along them. They added some color and contour, but I could also imagine her using them when she hit someone. It'd hurt a little more, I bet.

"Um… if you put it on. And the mask and collar?" I offered.

After a moment, she nodded. The mask seemed to fit perfectly, and the collar didn't look weird. I'd been a little afraid that it would, as if she were trying too hard. But it just made her look fierce. And attractive. Though I think the latter part was just my imagination going into overdrive. It felt like every piece of costume that she was putting on was just making it harder and harder for me to focus.

Then she pulled the hood up. I'd designed it in my head while walking under street-lights, imagining how it'd look. I'd also peeked into alleys to get a feel for the lighting there.The dim natural light of evening was perfect for it, really. The hood was just broad enough that it cast shadows over the mask without completely obscuring it. Sure, in a truly lightless alley, you couldn't see the mask. But this was the city, after all. And the shadows fell just right to make her look even more terrifying, to give life and motion into the mask that it didn't have when there weren't shadows playing across it.

I'd even thought about giving her wolf ears on the hood, but that was a little much. It'd look tacky.

She zipped up the jacket, and I was grateful that it fit. It was…

"Is it a little tight?"

"No," she said.

Oh. Then it was just me staring. She was wearing my leather jacket. My. Leather jacket. That I'd made for her.

Steam was probably coming out of my ears, and I could barely focus. "So, the studs on the arm are for attacking, but also to break up the profile. The patches on the shoulders can be any color, as long as it's sort of dark, and contrasts with the black leather. I mean, there's green, red, just grey like normal, blue…"

"Blue," Rachel said.

"Blue?" I asked, blinking.

Rachel shrugged, and then looked away, even though I couldn't see her face to see her, say, blush. That just made me know that she'd chosen it because the patch on the back of my black costume, the one that was supposed to make me look heroic, was blue.

"Okay, so, look under your arms."

She raised them up, and saw the dark zipper there. Dark, because I hadn't wanted it to stand out too much. "I know it might get hot, so I put those there. You can unzip them to circulate air," I said. "And if it gets too cold, I have some liners I made that are down in this bag, somewhere. For the winter, you know?"

"I know," Rachel said.

"Alright, so the next step, I thought you might want something that protects you while you're riding your dogs," I said, digging around in there, coming across the multiple pairs of underwear and bras. I also realized that this was something she'd need to change into, because unlike the jacket, which she just put right over the T-shirt she'd been wearing, this wasn't that sort of thing. I'd gone all out for this, and I needed it to work.

I'd thought about colors for a while, and I didn't want it to be too black, so I'd settled for a sort of dark grey that was hopefully not too out of place with everything else. Black, silver, grey, and blue. It seemed like it was a color combination that could work, but with every new addition to the costume, I kept on getting more nervous.

The nervousness seemed to match the warm, tingly feeling in my belly and in my chest, and the way it was harder and harder to look away. I didn't want the moment to break, for her to frown and said, "Don't like it." Yet from the way that she was standing and moving, she was actually liking everything I'd given her.

Certainly, she looked pretty intimidating, at least for someone who wasn't… I didn't know when I was going to start calling it love. Hopelessly in some combination of lust and intense liking that was frankly out of control and insane?

Most people would call that love. I wasn't so sure, but I didn't have anyone to compare it to, because I was--

Taylor, who couldn't get a date to save her life.

Emma didn't care about accuracy, though really, if you thought about it, her narrative fit. I was a slut who was unlovable, which wasn't the same as being unfuckable.

At least, that's how I imagined she'd explain it, though sometimes she just started contradictory rumors just to see which horrible thing people would believe about me next. I had to guess that she got some sort of sick pleasure from doing it, since she spent way more time than I was 'worth.'

"Taylor, you okay?" she asked. I'd been spacing out, my hand in the bag.

"Just thinking about school, and the trio, and Emma, and--"

"Don't," she said, and her voice was soft, despite the rough quality to it, and she leaned in in that freaky werewolf mask and reached a hand out to run it through my hair in a tender gesture that left goose bumps down my spine was she did it.

I shuddered, and I knew if she started kissing me I wouldn't want to stop it, and I'd wind up with a hickey to match on the other side, and my chance at seeing her fully in the costume completely missed. I'd probably also wind up home late, because, well. Because, that's why.

So I pulled away from her a little. "I can't do the shoes, I mean, your boots are just fine and it's not like I had any ideas, but these?" I pulled out the leggings first, before I got to the pants, which had been a lot of work.

I was honestly out of money, and I still hadn't quite pulled together the courage to use her money, because I didn't want to be that kind of course. My Dad had taught me hard work and frugality and not taking handouts, whatever else he had also taught me.

The leggings were simple. "It should prevent chafing when you're riding on one of your dogs, and it's designed to breathe pretty well, and offer decent protection," I said, holding up the black leggings. Then I pointed to the pants. They were dark grey. "I can change the color, but dark grey looks good on you. It's a good color for everything." They were nice pants, but not too nice. Nice in the sense that they were in good condition, but not in the sense that they were delicate. They were rugged, but…

Okay, maybe I'd put a lot of work into making them.

Rachel paused, holding the leggings, and then shrugged. "Nothing you hadn't seen."

She pulled off her pants right there along with her boots, and I kept from flinching or looking away, because she was right. Rachel had slightly tanned, strong looking legs, and she didn't shave them. She wore entirely and completely boring undergarments, not that it mattered, and it was only a few moments before she pulled on the leggings.

Not exactly a show, I thought, amused. Just a normal thing. Then she pulled up the jeans, and then it was done.

I had a costume standing in front of me. "Do you like it?" I asked. I was holding my breath, my cheeks warm.

"Yeah. I do. Thanks," Rachel said. Then she stepped forward and gave me a hug. I reached up and pulled away her mask a little, to run my fingers through her short hair. She looked at me, I could feel it. "Why?"

"Am I not allowed to like your hair too?" I asked. I sorta did. It was short, but that made it easy to just run my fingers through again and again. I liked what it said about her too. I liked that she was practical, I liked that she was blunt and strong and gruff.

I was hopeless. Most of the time I didn't even care, which was really interesting. It made me wonder how long before I started convincing myself about other things?

"Oh," she said, and again there was that surprise. "So…"

"I wanted to talk to you about something. The girl… was it this one?"

I'd printed off a picture of her when I'd been at computer class today. It'd taken all of five seconds, and it was a picture of Dinah dressed for school. I'd wanted to find one that was as normal as possible. Not her dressing up, or looking rich and glamorous, just her being the same as any twelve year old girl, give or take.

Yes. I was being manipulative, but I also really didn't care that much. Because it was for her own good, and because I was going to be up front with it.

"Yes. Who is she?" Rachel asked.

"Dinah Alcott. Age twelve. I assume she had to have triggered recently, if nobody knows that she's a cape, and nobody does. She triggered, and somehow Coil noticed her and stole her away from her family. Now she has to work for him and do what he wants, or else… well, I assume there are consequences. I assume he punishes her, or finds a way to keep her leashed up," I said.

Rachel winced, pulling the mask off to look at me, hard. "You don't want me to join them?"

"I don't."

"Then what do you want?" she asked, her voice a little harsh.

"What do I want? Or what do I dream of?" I asked, quietly.

"Dream?" she asked.

"I don't want to be on the opposite side of you. I want to be on your side. But I can't be a villain. She's trapped, just like I was trapped, unable to get out, and I can't just let that be." My words were heavy, but I hoped she was hearing them. Just speaking them felt as if it were letting off a little of the weight, as if they were ballast. "I can't be on the same side as you, if you join Coil. That doesn't mean I don't l… like you."

I'd almost said Love, but then, what did I know of love? I didn't want to be one of those shallow teenagers who fell in 'love' at the drop of a hat. I hadn't known her long enough that I could possibly be in love with her. But I wanted to say it. But I also didn't want to be a liar, and I knew that she just liked me and liked having… sex with me. A lot, considering how often we were doing it.

So the words caught in my throat.

"Ok," Rachel said.

"Ok?"

"Thinking. So what, you want me to be a hero? Join the Wards?" she asked, eyes narrowed.

"No. I'm not joining the Wards. I want you to be by my side, if we're talking about dreams. Fighting crime together. Stopping dog fighting rings and stopping assholes who hurt other people for fun. And I know I'm not Coil, who is apparently rich or something, but we have some money, and if we took down the right people, or something, surely there's a way we could survive. And, I mean."

I had been thinking about other things. But the help she was giving to dogs? Surely there were people that cared about that. It was an odd sort of idea, but I knew that she had online fans just for the whole 'dogs' thing. She could get money to take care of them, and that's all that mattered to her. She didn't need a lot of money: the things she wanted in life were cheap.

Like you, Taylor, my inner-Emma said.

"What?"

"It could be fun, I guess I was thinking. Doing it together," I said. "Partners in… not crime. I'm not sure if it'd work or not, but if I was getting everything I wanted, that's what I'd imagine. I could get terrariums and set them up here for all of my bugs, just like you keep dogs here, and… I'm not sure."

I hadn't really been thinking about 'battle tactics' but I supposed my ability to tell what was going on around me could help to tell her where to send her dogs. I didn't have any particularly clever ideas, but did I really need them?

I'd think of them eventually, no doubt, like some way to keep bugs on the dogs that they didn't bite at, and then the dogs could be platforms for delivering bugs, or… something. There were ideas, if I thought about it.

"You know what?"

"What?"

"Maybe," Rachel said. "Let's see. Or try it or something, and if it doesn't work then I can just take Coil's stupid offer or some shit."

"How about Sunday," I said. "I mean, for going out on a patrol? Or…"

I still needed to convince the Protectorate that she wasn't as bad as they thought. "Or attacking the Merchants."

"Fucking scum," Rachel said. She had more contempt for Nazis, honestly, but she didn't like the Merchants either, and didn't like drug dealers in general, actually.

"Yep. And I've almost got everything down for another assault on them," I said. "If you're game?"

A long pause. "Why not?"

I turned away, because even with my knowledge of her, it was hard not to grin. ""Sorry, sorry, it's just…"

"Happy?" she asked.

"Very," I said.

******

A/N: Wow, this keeps on piling up. Like, all of this was meant to be the first half of something else, but just… stuff happened. Thanks to @NemoMarx.
 
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Bite 3.5

Sometimes I wished I had some sort of instinct for these things. Even looking at the map of where the Merchants came and went, I couldn't discern some giant pattern in them just by glancing. No doubt, whatever Lisa's power was, that could help, but as it was, I had to do it the old-fashioned way.

I'd been making notes all Friday night while I was out, about the smell of this place and that, or, now that my bugs could sometimes pick it up, snippets of conversation that might be useful. Combined with a map of where they'd be, I could be pretty sure that the Merchants were going to be spread out all weekend. They didn't cluster and gather all that much, except for partying, and so that would be one venue.

But there weren't any nightclubs I'd seen them go to, which meant house parties. And house parties were pretty difficult to crash, especially if they were at different houses and apartments each night. What I needed to do was find a way to track Mush or someone like that and follow him right to a party.

The Merchants consisted of the new guy, Mush, Skidmark, Squealer, and Whirlygig, though the latter was only a little less new than the new guy. It wasn't exactly a huge roster of capes, but it was bigger than it was before, and it included two Tinkers. Everyone online said that tinkers were really hard to fight against, because you never knew what tricks they had up their sleeves.

I more or less (sometimes less since I couldn't find much about Whirlygig) knew what the non-Tinkers had in store, but that wasn't going to help at all when it came time for a fight.

I had Rachel to help me, but that was just two people. I didn't want to bring in the Undersiders, and while I'd call the Protectorate, of course, I'd have to imagine the situation as it'd be without their help, because honestly I wasn't sure if my trust of them could be hurt even more than it was without something drastic happening.

So I was just going to try to imagine a victory with just Rachel and I, together, against all of the baddies of the world. It was a little implausible, but it was a nice enough fantasy to go to sleep on, on Friday night, and I liked the feel of it.

Arachne and Bitch didn't really have a ring to it, but we could make it work. And if we wound up partners, maybe I could finally work up the courage to ask her on an actual date. It'd be a nice change from how things were going now, and a real step.

I had the timeline in my head, and I tried to ignore the way that Rachel had pre-empted my whole world several times since I'd met her. She left Coil and the Undersiders sometime in the next few weeks, I popped the question, she maybe said no, but perhaps she said yes because 'why not' which was the best I could hope for, all things considered. And then we were girlfriends, and life was great, and we'd fight crime together.

End of story. Simple, right?

Simple enough that even I couldn't mess it up, I hoped.

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On Saturday, I learned that the English Language is horrible and must be destroyed. Or something.

Rather, when I started to stumblingly try to teach her more about reading, I hit the problem that nothing about English Grammar was that self-evident.

Rachel insisted on taking out the book, and my current idea was to have her read through a sentence, and then I'd tell her what she pronounced wrong. Read before you write, and all.

It was an idea destined to lead to frustration, but she was trying it anyways, after we'd settled down the dogs. She kept on stepping away to look at them, watch them to make sure they didn't fight, and just play with them, but as soon as she was done she'd come back and look at my little worksheets and read them.

Small words were fine.

"The dog was running, running as fast as he could, but he couldn't make it…" Rachel read. "Eh...x...ow…"

"Exhausted. It means tired," I said.

"Then why don't they just say tired?" Rachel asked, like a dog snapping at a stray finger.

"They think it sounds better."

"Ex-aust-ed?"

"Exhausted," I repeated.

"Exhausted, he slowed down, his feet burning with the salt on the roads, and…"

She flipped the page slowly, and kept on reading as I watched her. She was concentrating, I really could tell that, but concentration and trying wasn't magic. It helped, considering how many students didn't even bother with that part, and then complained that it was hard.

Still, at the rate it was going, it'd take a while, and I was still looking up how to do it better. Should I teach her about grammar? Spelling? What about new words? She had the foundations, but the foundations were also not all that different than the foundations of my house. Rotting at places, and not anything you'd want to build too much on.

She spelled phonetically, and getting through a single page of a few hundred words took forever, and that was with me helping her out with the hard words. And I didn't want to go too simple for the reading, because let me tell you, the kinds of books they taught children to read with were not the kinds of things that any adult, or even any teenager, could read. Sure, Rachel was only dubiously literate, but she wasn't stupid.

Or, I didn't think so. Maybe I was biased, but it seemed lack of education and, in some cases, interest, more than anything else. I'm not sure why I was getting any traction at all with her, but I'd take it. It wasn't as if I was trying to change her, not really. Literacy was just something she should pick up more fully, because it'd help her out.

I had a few strategies I'd seen online. One thing that could certainly help was turning words into sounds. Rachel could say words just fine, even if some of the more complex ones could trip her up, what she needed was a way to hear the word mentally when she saw it, and thus work things out. Break words down to their components, and it was like cutting up food for someone to eat easier.

That was the theory, but Rachel seemed to prefer things that left us snuggled close together, which was an instinct I could understand. Still, progress was being made, bit by bit. I wouldn't teach her to read at, say, a 5th or 6th grade level in a week. Probably not even in a month, since I wasn't actually a teacher.

Though it felt interesting, really. My Mom had been a Professor, and something told me that this was somewhat different. An English Literature professor gave opinions and analyzed things in a way that someone teaching a first grader to read couldn't. 'In my opinion, opinion is not spelled with two p's, Suzy.'

It was the kind of thought that had my lips curling up, and I was glad that I could keep in that good of a mood.

Actually, I was in a good mood all day, even when Rachel got frustrated at not being able to learn as fast as she wanted.

Her pouting was cute too.

I was pretty sure something had broken in me, but I wasn't that eager to fix it.

Rachel had her full costume done now, including the blue. I wondered what the Undersiders would think of it. When I asked, though, she snorted. "Doubt they'd notice," Rachel said.

"Why?"

"They're distracted and shit. Money, money, money," Rachel said, dismissively. She wasn't someone who valued money for itself. Then again, for all I knew none of the others did either.

"Why do they need money so badly?"

"Well, Grue has a sister or some shit that he wants to take care of," Rachel said. "Regent just likes spending money, and Lisa…"

Rachel hunched her shoulders in. "Probably a bunch of clothes or something."

I wasn't sure, actually. On the one hand, she did shop a lot, on the other hand, she seemed like the kind of person who had larger ambitions than that. I didn't know what they were, and that meant I couldn't trust them. After all, Coil had larger ambitions.

I also just felt more comfortable with the more down-to-earth desires of Rachel. She felt like someone I could approach, someone that wouldn't manipulate me, and that was… well, after all of the trouble I'd faced thus far, someone who was straight with me and honest seemed like a good thing now.

Even though I was lying to my Dad in more ways than one. It was probably hypocrisy, that I cared so much about being told the truth.

But on that warm May day, playing out in the yard or reading a book to her, watching her as much as I could, just considering life without acting…

I didn't care. That was the truth. "Wanna go out for lunch somewhere?" I asked.

"Sure," Rachel said.

I should just kick down the locker door and ask about a date using the right words for it, but… but what? I didn't know. It was just that it seemed such a large step, and I kept on picturing what would happen if people found out. Or what if they found out how close Arachne was to Bitch. I wondered what they thought about me, the Protectorate. I'd helped them multiple times now, and yet I was also sticking with Rachel. And that wasn't going to change.

"So, let's go?"

"In a sec. Come here, I think that Dodger…" she began, and I moved when she gestured. There was a bug on her shoulder, just watching her. Just like I was watching the whole approach. Nobody was going to sneak up on us.

In theory all of the watching should make me feel paranoid, but instead it made me feel intimate, and safe. Nobody was watching. Nobody cared, and the people who would care if they knew didn't matter.

The reddish-brown dog looked fine, large and somewhat intimidating, but honestly kind of a pushover, who always loved a good belly-rub. Not the smartest dog out there, either. She grabbed his head and opened his jowls, which were big, thick ones, and showed off his teeth.

They looked fine, but.

"He's gritting them. And he doesn't like eating. I think he might have a toothache or something wrong with it." Rachel grunted, clearly annoyed. "Should have bought some hygiene bones or something. It's the treats." She seemed definite, and I looked at the teeth, and had to guess that it was probably so.

A vet would have written it down. Rachel, I knew, would just remember it. "Sorry to hear that. I think you're probably right. Maybe you could get him some soft food in the meantime?"

"Sure. We could go shopping together."

"What if someone…"

"What? You think anyone knows you?" Rachel asked.

"What do you mean?"

"Nobody notices me. Cause sure, I'm on the run, but I pay in cash and shit."

I wasn't sure how true that could possibly be. Rachel stood out. She was strong, she was commanding, she had a way about her: or maybe I was just smitten, but I remember feeling that even when I first met her, and I knew the crush wasn't that immediate. Even without all of that, she still was certainly not like most girls.

"Well, nobody noticed all the other times. I also want to get some Terrariums or the like…"

"For what?"

"Holding bugs," I offered. "I'm not sure, they're supposed to have special containers or the like, but I need a way to just separate them and keep them around when I'm not controlling them." I frowned. I still needed to figure out how to make it all work.

"Oh," Rachel said.

"You care for your animals, I do the same for mine," I said.

"Kay. We can get those too." Rachel seemed to accept it. I wondered how much it'd cost her.

"Maybe tomorrow?" I offered. "Or, I mean, I'll need time to look all of this up."

She glanced over at Dodger. "Maybe. In the morning, then. Lunch now, and we'll have to make sure he doesn't eat anything bad."

"Of course," I said. By now I knew how to take care of dogs well enough that if it wasn't dog-overload, I almost missed not having them around at home.

Home. Well, that certainly made me think about what I was doing. I was going to be buying terrariums, and putting my costume here, and it felt like before I knew it, my center of gravity could shift even more than it was before. I already didn't spend a lot of time at home, what with school and everything else.

Speaking of, I was making a heroic effort to save actually working on my homework to the last minute, which was probably not me being the best role-model to Rachel. That made me think that perhaps I should move up the timeline a little bit. The Merchants were dangerous, and more than that, I didn't want it hanging above my head on Sunday when I shopped for equipment, or tried to do my homework.

So all through lunch together, as she talked about, what else, the games I'd brought and her dog's health, I was planning.

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It was starting to get dark out later and later, so the night was not quite as inky black as it might have been when I strolled into an alley and began to change. I had a target that I needed to go after, a reveler that I thought was related to Skidmark's entertainment.

She was a streetwalker, and one that I'd seen in Skidmark's presence at least once or twice since I'd started monitoring things. All of the gangs got involved in prostitution, and that included the Merchants, who 'owned' a lot of prostitutes, people addicted or desperate, or most likely both. She was a skinny blonde who looked like a poster-child for anorexia, so frail she could blow away, but in the ten minutes I'd been tracking her this time, she'd glared at three people.

When she wasn't working, she was a forbidding sort of girl. Girl was the word, because if she were eighteen, I'd be shocked. Older than me, but far too young to be out there, and far too young to be this cynical. And addicted. And poor.

I couldn't really do anything for her, but I was going to try to avoid attacking her. She wasn't a threat, or at least not one I had to pay attention to, even if she was apparently vicious with those long, dark nails of hers.

I tried to tune out anything else she did during the nights I'd followed her, and I knew she wasn't working tonight, because I'd overheard her saying so to another of the prostitutes out there.

So, I got dressed and followed her, my range somewhere in between. I was stressed, gathering bees and spiders and wasps, trying to get together as many dangerous bugs as I could. The larger wasps could sorta-kinda carry the spiders, but it was really difficult for them, and the larger spiders just had to go on foot. It was all kinds of awkward, and I wasn't sure if I was going to repeat the experiment, maybe. As for the ants and the like?

Those could be carried, but again, it was awkward and weird. Either way, I was going for quantity, not quality. Just as many dangerous bugs as possible, and then I'd drop them on everyone.

So I began walking, taking a breath, hoping that I looked sufficiently intimidating. And hoping that nobody noticed me before it was time. I had Rachel's number and the Protectorate's number all in my phone, and as soon as I found the party I'd call both of them, set up a real strike. I didn't need to get all of them. As long as Skidmark and, say, Mush were taken, then that was the leader and the muscle gone, and I bet it'd be harder for them.

My thoughts circled around the problem of fighting Mush, but I had to hope that Rachel's dogs could deal with him. I bit my lip, aware that I was pretty distinctive in my dark costume. I snuck forward, taking a breath, trying to imagine how the fight would go. If I was vicious and ruthless, I could probably take down Skidmark within moments, but they were also willing to shoot.

I had no doubt about that. I could still die, and yet… if Rachel was going in, it'd feel wrong not to put myself at risk, even if in theory I could do it from a distance.

That was a thought that almost convinced me to just leave her behind. There'd be less worry for her, and…

My phone rang. I paused, frowning, and then took it out. It wasn't Rachel's number, which almost made me not take the call, until I saw that it was Lisa's. I answered. "Hello?"

"Taylor, we could use your help. Lung's here, and he's attacking us." There was the briefest of pauses, "And Rachel."

As if she knew that the reason I'd care the most was if Rachel was in danger. "Oh? Where?"

"Rental Garage area off of Jamison. I… believe you aren't too far from that?"

It was 8 or 9 blocks away, give or take. That was not a little bit, really, since I wasn't that in shape, but I could make it. I began to jog, trying not to run because if Lung was there I'd have to fight when I got there. "Okay, okay, what can I do?"

"I don't know. Just get here. Use your bugs. Oni Lee is here too, and a bunch of gang members that are trying to shoot us if we try to escape," Lisa said. I could hear what sounded like an explosion in the background of the call. "Oni Lee has a shotgun. And a rather dangerous knife. I'd go for him first. Rachel's… holding Lung off, but if he gets a solid hit on one of her dogs--"

I didn't need her to finish, so I hung up. If he got a solid hit on one of her dogs, it'd be hurt, and she'd get angry. I could imagine that Rachel, angry, would make a mistake of some kind or another, because she cared about her dogs. They mattered to her in a way that I was sure Lung didn't realize. But he'd take advantage of it, no doubt.

My jog turned into a slow run. Nine blocks was far enough away that I'd be at it for a while, but I moved my dangerous bugs up, taking side alleys or flying above where people were likely to look. As soon as I was within range, I'd send in the bees to get the gang members.

In the meantime…

I hesitated. Did I want to call the Protectorate? On the one hand, I didn't trust them. On the other hand, this was Lung. He was powerful, tricky, and dangerous. He led an entire gang, and could turn into an unstoppable dragon that only got stronger the more he fought. There were rumors that he'd fought an Endbringer one-on-one, online, and while it was hard to know if they were true, if he did keep on getting stronger forever he'd eventually get too strong for Rachel's dogs unless she made them so big they were clumsy.

Of course, Lung probably wasn't that fast, so maybe it didn't matter.

Panting, I dialed the number of the PRT and hoped it wouldn't be a mistake. "PRT offices, who is this?"

"Arachne. I need to get through to the Protectorate."

"For what reason?" the male voice asked, as if he were going down a form.

I was panting when I was talking. "Lung's attacking the Undersiders at the storage garages off of Jamison street, if you know... I figure, Lung's a common enemy of everyone… so."

"Requesting assistance?" the man asked, sounding as if he were paying only a little attention.

"Yes," I said.

"I'll pass it along. Thank you for your information… Arachne, was it?"

"Yes, it was," I said. I panted a little as he continued a few pleasantries until I hung up, frustrated. Fuck if I knew whether this was a good idea, but I had to ignore it for the moment.

I was still minutes away from getting there, and if Lung killed Rachel, I didn't know what I'd do.

And Lung was a killer. A 'whoremonger' a monster, and a killer. Probably a racist too, though he was kind of beat out on that front by Kaiser. I had no doubt that Lung had finally found an opportunity to strike at them. A few weeks ago they'd raided the casino he ran under the table, and he must not have been able to get to them.

My lungs were burning, and I was still a minute or two from being in range as I thought about it. He found out where they were going, and then he struck. Was it luck, or planning? For that matter, why were they hanging around a bunch of storage garages?

This part of town used to be the old industrial district, and now it was the kind of place where paving everything into parking lots was a smarter use than actually having industry here.

In other words, there wasn't a lot of traffic, and I was blithely sprinting across streets, the occasional car honking at me before realizing I was wearing a costume. I almost stumbled on gravel, but I just kept on going, and recovered as I did.

I needed to be in better shape than this, but I could just feel a few cars outside that seemed to be parked in no-parking zones, and then I could see, from my flies, what seemed like it might be three or four gang-bangers up front. As I grew a little closer, I could see the outside of the storage garage area, and that meant I could see the squat, flat buildings, row after row of them, with armed gang-members all around the edge.

They had guns, I could see, all of them men. Not noted for his egalitarianism either, that Lung.

They ignored the flies, like I suspected, because they had no experience with them. I'd teach them soon, as I gathered up bees to go after the group in front, still not seeing Lung or the Undersiders, though there were vibrations on the air that seemed as if they were shouts and yelling, just beyond range.

Bugs couldn't hear all that well, unfortunately.

The bees fell upon the gang-bangers, who screamed and shouted, as the bees went for stings. I didn't want to stab at any eyes, the ABB didn't have any healers, and so I'd actually be hurting people who mattered in a real way. So instead I just held back and had them sting all over, again and again and again, as spiders were lowered down by wasps to scuttle towards them, ready to sting them as well.

I didn't need to down them, they just ran, and once they did, others heard and turned to approach, and that meant that they had to face the bugs.

It had to be very frustrating, fighting against insects, because there was no winning, not really. Victor had tried to solve it by going after me, but they weren't going to think about that, and it'd been luck, or perhaps an educated guess, that had let him get that close.

So instead, they just fell or ran, and soon enough the entire cordon around the area was collapsing. It was about then that I finally got in range of the fight.

I could feel Oni Lee on the roofs, apparently taking potshots, and Lung was large, about eight or nine feet tall and already covered in scales, going up against Bitch's dogs. They were smaller than him, but not by all that much, which meant that she'd really gotten them going.

Tattletale and Regent were on the back of one dog, Grue and Rachel on the back of another, and then the third of her dogs was on its own, doing hit and run attacks on Lung while Rachel shouted commands.

It was a real mess, and there were patches of what I assumed was Grue's darkness, growing down the middle of the area where the fighting was fiercest.

The Undersiders were trying to use the storage units to hide and run around, playing cat and mouse, but every time they moved backwards, I noticed, panting and still running, seeing them and yet still more than a minute out… there was Oni Lee.

Oni Lee was why the Undersiders couldn't just retreat, or at least, he was the most obvious part of it.

I still didn't know what they were doing there. I called Lisa, and she finally picked up. "So, you're here?" she asked.

"Almost. What do you need? Is there anyone besides Oni Lee keeping you from running?"

"No. We came here for a meeting. There were also a few supplies, but…" Lisa trailed off, and I could see that Lung was breathing fire in their general direction. My bugs had to keep out of the way of that. His flames certainly made using bugs on him harder, plus the fact that even his eyes had to be armored past a certain point. Or so I guessed. I couldn't be sure, because I didn't want to advertise myself too much.

"Not important. See you soon."

"Called in the Protectorate to help," I said.

"Wait what?!"

I hung up. Okay, so, I should have asked her, but then again, she was the one dodging fireballs, so she needed all the help she could get.

I needed to stop Oni Lee, that much was obvious. My bugs were spread out in the sky, watching as he leapt from place to place. My bugs could go with him, I felt them when he moved, briefly dislocated, and I could still sting him. Plus, if he managed to shake a few off, with a large enough cloud of bugs, he might not know where to leap in the first place, and there might be bugs wherever he went.

Still, I wasn't looking forward to the fight.

My bugs were spread out, and the darkness meant that what I saw from each was somewhat limited, but I knew where they were, and in my head I tried to construct a map of who was where doing what. And then I tried to make it so that my bugs sight and other senses would notice anyone popping up.

It was an idea, at least. If there was a fly every foot, then one of them would be disturbed whenever he popped up, at least where Lung wasn't burning things.

By the time I reached the area, I was panting and had to slow down to a walk, as I built up a screen of bugs to hide where I was, to make sure he didn't get an easy shot.

Most of the gang bangers were long gone, but I'd purposefully driven a few of them forward, and they were there with Lung for a moment, telling him about the bugs. A few more were down, having fainted or collapsed.

I was pretty sure I'd know if they were faking it, I thought, stepping forward. I could see ahead of myself just as well as if there were no bugs there.

Quantity had a quality all its own, when it came to vision, and all of the bugs combined got me a decent view of what was in front of me as they crawled--in the case of the ones on the ground covering my feet--and flew.

Decent was a very, very low bar in this case, but hopefully Oni Lee would…

As I walked around a bush and stepped into the first line of garages, I felt him arrive, nearby, and sent a few more bugs at him, trying to get them into his armor and clothing to rip and tear at it. Not that they'd actually tear off his mask, but anything to distract him.

Oni Lee was shorter than I expected, in a black bodysuit. He held a shotgun, but I knew his main weapons were the knives and grenades on the bandolier he had. His power, which let him teleport but leave behind a duplicate for a few seconds, meant that suicide attacks were less than suicidal, and he was a known killer. The last thing far too many people had seen was that Japanese demon mask.

But I could track him. It took a moment, because there was confusion, and of course, all of this area looked too samey for it to be as easy as just knowing things, but I could work with this. And his duplicates were not him. I just needed to keep on stinging and biting him.

And I had an idea, albeit one that I needed to be careful about.

He had grenades on that bandolier, if I could pull the pin of one I could…

Commit murder. That's what I'd be doing.

That was a chilling thought as he surged forward, firing at the center of the mass of bugs. But I was to the left.

The shotgun roared, and my heart raced as he hit the wall of bugs and then went through without getting even close to me. The wall spread itself thinner, as wasps began to sting at his hands when he drew his knife.

Then he appeared somewhere else, up above me and roughly behind me, and I moved my cloud to face him, backing up as he fired, almost hitting me this time. I ignored the clone, except to keep the swarm in front of him, and continued to bite and sting.

A normal person would have reacted by now, and as far as I knew, he wasn't superhumanly tough. He was just focused, I supposed, because what other explanation was there?

I could deal with focused, though, if I just had a little time. Shove bugs down his throat until he starts choking on them, and he'd go down. Even the strongest person in the world needs oxygen, unless their power involved them not needing it. I didn't want to choke anyone to death, that was just something I swore I'd never do, but… it was an option.

And unconsciousness wasn't death. My bugs that were left behind as he teleported felt wrong, and that was before they exploded into smoke. I could control them, but they were oddly non-responsive, as if their senses were just being dummied out or something. He kept on moving, but he wasn't actually shaking me, and the more bugs I got to bite him, including a few ants that I dropped on him, the less he could hide where he was as the bugs moved this way and that.

They were biting all on his skin, and stinging as hard as they could, and I had a black widow crawl down his shirt and began to bite, with methodical brutality that the real deal couldn't have possibly done. Which was why they weren't fatal: real spiders were not nearly so vicious as this, and I knew that meant I had to hold back at least a little, or else I'd kill him.

No matter how tough he was, his body would be itching and reacting badly, there'd be pain, and I was just getting started. I didn't want to go down to his underpants to keep on stinging, because that'd be gross, but if Rachel's life was on the line, I would do it.

I kept crouched, moving this way and that to throw off the attacks. Oni Lee had to know he was being tracked, and each time he jumped, I was just piling on with more and more bugs, biting and scratching.

And watching. Which is how I saw that he had reached up, pulled the pin out of a grenade, and threw it at me.

I ran backwards, hoping my bugs would shield me, as the shotgun fired again, a roar that left me almost deaf as it barely missed me, having waited to see when and how I was moving, or how my bugs were moving to shield me.

The grenade blew up rather loudly, and I turned, sending more of my swarm after him as a clone of his sliced at some of the bugs.

And then a few flies started really forcing themselves down his throat. They ran their bodies against his tongue as he flailed, gag reflexes having to start up in panic that he shouldn't have felt.

I rose, still breathing a little hard, and advanced towards him with my screen, walking left and then right, as if I were some game piece that couldn't just go straight at him. He kept on teleporting, but it wasn't solving anything. There were now dozens of bite marks on his body, and stings all around it, and it wasn't stopping.

It wasn't really fair, honestly, but in a one-on-one he stood no chance.

I pressed for advantage, not caring about fairness, as more and more bites all added up. He had to flee, I knew that. Flee or I just choked him down with bugs. He was teleporting more often, this way and that, and the night was filled with the roar of shotgun and grenade, but he still wasn't getting through the swarm of bugs filling every inch of the area, and he couldn't really clear them out with grenades or his knife, nor even with the shotgun. There were just too many, and he squirmed this way and that.

Lung was still fighting, but the Undersiders were starting to withdraw now that Oni Lee wasn't there to harass them, and I knew he had to strike.

Oni Lee fell at last, when one of my spiders crawled into his open mouth and started biting his tongue. It was a black widow, and so I wasn't surprised when he started to spasm. There were bites everywhere, and I wondered if I'd gone too far as I had the bug scuttle around.

He could survive this all, even the internal bite, but he'd definitely need to be treated, I thought, as he finally collapsed, and my bugs kept up more benign stings all over his body. I left them to it, splitting my forces in half, I thought, finally past being winded.

The whole fight hadn't taken much time at all, but it'd felt like a long slog, especially since halfway through the outcome wasn't in doubt.

So I jogged towards the fight, just as…

My heart leapt into my throat. Lung roared, more flames lashing out, and then I felt my bugs shift as Rachel fell off her dog and hit the ground. I hurried, reaching the fight scene, which was a wrecked pathway. The ground was black from the fire, and Rachel was lying there, just at a corner as Lung approached, wearing my costume, though with burns here and there. Rachel groaned and tried to get up.

Lung was almost ten feet tall, a scaled monstrosity, and I just stared as I stepped forward, bugs buzzing all around me. The other dogs were turning around, trying to go to save Bitch, and Grue pulled darkness down in front of her, clearly trying to distract Lung.

Lung was huge, and he wasn't Oni Lee. I didn't really stand a chance.

You know what? Fuck it.

"Hey, lizard!" I yelled, and he turned. "Yes, you!" I strode forward, surrounding myself with bugs. I had to hope that they'd survive his first fireball, and that it'd thus take two to kill me, because I didn't really have any ideas of how I was supposed to stop him.

The dogs were milling about, but without Rachel…

Without Rachel, who would they listen to. He breathed fire at me, a huge gout of it that the bugs mostly blocked, frying and dying as I leapt out of the way. "Get off the dogs!" I yelled, so loud my voice almost went hoarse.

Grue got off, and then Regent, and Lisa…

"Run!" I said.

Lung turned to attack them, but I had a secret weapon. Wasps dive-bombed his eyes as I gave a command. "Angelica!" I said, ordering the one closest to Lung. "Kill!"

Angelica leapt at him, and he didn't expect it, since of course Rachel was the one that controlled dogs. Not me.

Angelica was huge, and she barreled him over for a moment, before he recovered and began swiping at her and spitting fire.

"Angelica! Back!" I ordered, "Brutus! Judas! Kill!"

I ran for Rachel, my remaining bugs a cloud as they kept on stinging him. His eyes were vulnerable, and I felt one dive in, strong enough that he couldn't swipe it aside, or missed, and they just kept on going. And down his throat as well, though I knew he could just cook it.

Rachel looked amazing in her new costume, amazing and yet vulnerable. She wasn't moving, and I could feel the Undersiders retreating without her. If Angelica could get Rachel on her back and… strapped in somehow, then I could get her out of here and face the music myself. Hopefully the Protectorate would come and save my life before he finished me off.

But how to get her on? Perhaps I should just get both of us up, I thought, coming up on her.

I saw her chest rising and falling, and knew that she was unconscious as the dogs continued to bite and tear at him. I tried lifting her, but she weighed way too much, and there was no way I was getting her out of there on my own.

I wasn't even sure, I thought, kneeling there, exhausted and terrified, if I could lift her enough to drape her across Angelica, who was standing right there, in front of me and Rachel, serving as a sort of shield.

At this size, there was basically nothing about her that would have screamed dog. She was a monster, but I knew the her that begged for treats and liked going on walks was inside there, somewhere. It was an odd feeling, having them all obey me like that, and I knew I needed to see all of them alive through this, or Lung would have to get in line behind Rachel.

He was screaming, but as much in rage as pain, and he kept on healing. His eyes were still the most vulnerable part of him, but when it came to someone like Lung, that didn't mean anything. My hands were shaking, but I tried to keep my voice clear as I ordered the dogs to keep on attacking. Keep him off balance. I wish she had an order that did that, exactly. Playing knock-away was important if I was going to survive this, but I kept on having to order them to attack, and then retreat.

My voice was hoarse, and the flames were getting everywhere, hotter and hotter. They didn't even have to hit me to really hurt me, as hot as they were, and I kept on trying to bite at him with the bugs. The inside of his mouth, his eyes, anywhere that might not be as armored was a valid target, because I needed to pump him full of poison, and yet he'd heal from it, wouldn't he?

I panted, slapping at Rachel to get her up, aware that I was just making Lung stronger and stronger, though Judas seemed to be tearing through him a little faster than he healed, which meant that when he charged straight at me, it was slightly limping.

That was why I didn't die. Because Angelica managed to dig her claws into the ground and keep him from just knocking her into me and trampling right over me. By now he was way too big, towering over me.

"You!" he yelled, as I kept up the swarm of bugs. Rachel began to stir in my arms, and I pulled her backwards. "Angelica! Kill!"

She bit onto him, and the other two dogs came up around behind him, knocking into him and biting and clawing as he roared, fire licking over my costume.

It covered my body, or else I'd be down on the ground screaming, but as it was, I knew that any moment now he'd push through and that'd be that. I needed something far more powerful than what I had.

I needed to hit him with so many things at once that he couldn't deal with it.

And for that, I needed Rachel, or backup.

Rachel finally stirred. "Wuh?"

"Angelica. Power her up," I ordered her, trying to sound firm. I didn't have time to be polite or ask questions, I needed her larger than she was. As large as she could be. And then I could hit him with her, have her get on him and hopefully overpower him all at once.

Which was when I heard the sirens, and the roar of a motorcycle. A moment later, something slammed into Lung, and having just barely gotten up, bleeding from dozens of wounds and roaring, half-blind still, he fell like a ton of bricks.

But he was already moving as I watched Armsmaster roar up in his motorcycle, and then dismount in a single, impossibly graceful move, swinging his halberd around as he and Velocity began to engage with the monster.

Rachel managed to sit up, though she looked like she'd pass out at any moment, and put her arm on Angelica and grit her teeth. I knew it hurt, the more she did, but she needed to push through as much power as possible. There wasn't a thing like too slow in this case, the other two dogs could hold him off.

"Hold him off!" I yelled. The PRT sirens were blaring nearby, as Armsmaster fought Lung, moving and ducking and stabbing. And where he stabbed, it cut straight through the flesh as if it were nothing. Lung was getting taller, and I said, "But carefully! Don't ramp him up too much. Yet!"

Lung turned to me, and then saw that Angelica was now taller than him. There were vans that were smaller than her, and she was quickly approaching the size of a short bus. The plan was simple.

Vicious and simple. But I was well past caring as Rachel shuddered against me, almost passing out from the pain of powering up one dog so much. Angelica wasn't going to be very fast at all, but it didn't matter. She was larger than him, because he seemed to have topped off at a little over… fourteen feet or so, large enough that he was starting to look odd. There were the nubs of wings, and his whole body was thick. The bugs could still hurt his eyes, but I wasn't sure for how much longer, and each time he was blinded, he quickly began to regenerate it. But every second counted.

Angelica grew a little more, and Rachel passed out again, in my arms. "Brutus! Judas! Hold!"

"Armsmaster! Get ready!"

Velocity was backing off as Lung spat fire at everyone and everything.

"Angelica… forward!"

The dog barked, a sound that was a deep, barely human rumble, and moved to obey, ignoring the fire as if it were nothing.

"Angelica! Bite arm!"

Angelica bit down on Lung's arm. His inhuman, bizarre face knit itself into a look of agony. "Angelica: tear!"

Angelica tore Lung's arm clean off, and he screamed in agony as Armsmaster lashed out, cutting at his chest with his strange, too-long halberd.

Lung collapsed, writhing on the ground as I poured bugs into the open wounds, where they bit and scratched as he writhed on the ground. I stepped forward, watching his agony.

I shouldn't feel as happy as I did. I should feel bad, because as he flopped back he began to lose size, first a few feet, and then all of it, bleeding out along with his arm, which was gushing blood on the ground even as it began to heal and scab over.

And then lying there in a pool of blood was an unconscious, naked man. He lacked an arm, but the wound was already more or less sealed.

Rachel was in my arms, and I tried to lift her up. "Judas, come."

The dog loped over, panting. "Brutus," I said, "come."

Armsmaster, glanced over at Velocity. "Inform the PRT that we've subdued him, and that we have two prisoners."

"Two? You found Oni Lee?"

"You defeated Oni Lee?" Armsmaster asked.

I looked at him for a moment, "Who else could you mean?"

"You have Hellhound captured," Armsmaster said, firmly, as he stepped towards me.

"No, I'm going to let Bitch go. She asked for help, I provided it."

"She's a criminal and a murderer."

"Brutus, Judas, come," I said.

Velocity frowned, stepping forward, "How did you do that? I thought that Hellhound controlled the dogs with her power."

I stiffened, but I couldn't reveal the truth, that she didn't have a control power at all. "Murderer? I've gotten all the facts, and it's involuntary manslaughter at best. Maybe even not that if you got a good lawyer and a cooperative jury willing to stretch things a bit," I said. I was panting, and I was also maybe talking a little loudly.

In fact I was yelling. "You fucking lied to me. Or you were wrong. Either way, she's not going to be taken in and locked up! So just back off."

"You are aiding a villain to escape."

"She's my friend, and yes I am. I took down Lung, I got Oni Lee for you, and I've helped out several other times! So just fuck off," I groaned. "Brutus, kneel."

I realized just then that I was willing to fight Armsmaster. I'd just almost murdered a guy, and probably given another enough spider bites to ruin their life, and I was willing to fight Armsmaster if it meant protecting Rachel. The feeling in my chest was somewhere between furious and almost proud of myself. Then there was the doubt, worming at me. This was a mistake, and if it came down to a fight, I'd probably lose and get branded a villain, despite everything I'd done to help the city so far.

I wasn't supposed to feel like I was owed something, but I did. I felt like Rachel and I had both been screwed over by society, and in my case I'd gone out of my way not to be the kind of person who went Carrie on her school. I hauled Rachel up, more by adrenaline than anything else.

"If you try to escape--" Armsmaster began.

Velocity, the speedster, looked at him, and it was hard to read the expression on his face.

"Just allow me to leave for now. If you would like to talk about what I found out and why I'm doing what I am, we can. I've done nothing that deserves an arrest, not even now. You can even take credit, if that's all that matters to you."

Velocity wasn't going to talk, or at least, he wasn't going to make the decision. Armsmaster was the one in charge. He was the one who would have to go to the Director either way. Angelica was so huge that I wasn't sure how I was going to hide her movement. I'd need to find an alley and hole up in it, or help her dig out, or…

This was going to be a long night, even if he let me get away right now, and everything could easily go wrong.

Armsmaster stepped back, slightly. "This needs to be discussed. At Protectorate HQ."

"Now?" I asked, suspiciously.

"No. On the record, right now, you are claiming that she committed involuntary manslaughter, and you're also saying that you are aiding a criminal in escaping justice."

"She needed my help. And yes, every fact of the case I know, including some I think you don't know, points to what, from what I can tell online, is involuntary manslaughter. Who knows, though. You guys sent someone to the birdcage for accidental assault, so…" I shrugged, and Velocity winced a little bit.

Good.

Let them wince. I knew that if I got away now, it wasn't because I'd won. It would be because they were going to give me enough rope to see what I did with it.

I wasn't sure if they wanted me to hang myself, figuratively speaking. Trust should go both ways, and right now it went neither. "They called me in, and I called you in because I figured that you'd prioritize a known murderer in charge of a gang over a teenage girl."

Armsmaster looked like he wanted to hurt me. Or debate me. Maybe both. I knew that I had more ability to run my mouth off than he did, because of course he had more to lose. I was just some female vigilante. He was the head of an entire local organization that ran in part on its image.

"So, may I leave?" I asked. "It's that simple: I'm asking you, because I don't want to fight you unless I have to. You can record this: I intend to keep on fighting the gangs. I'm not even aligned with the Undersiders in general, even if we've worked together before."

"What about Hellhound?" Armsmaster asked, and I could tell that he knew something was up.

"I think she got a raw deal," I said. "That's all I'll say. May I leave? Yes or no."

"For the moment," Armsmaster said, as I finally pulled her up on Brutus. I wasn't a traitor, not to someone I…

I blinked, almost startled by the thought I'd cut off. Maybe it was love, after all. I didn't know, how would I know? But part of me just wanted to assume that's what it was.

It'd be silly to allow myself to ruin my life for anything less.

"Angelica, Judas. Come." I dug my knees in, and we began to retreat, retreat into the dark night past the lights and the sounds, past the sirens of the PRT vans, two exhausted girls. Together.

She must have been exhausted, because she didn't wake up at all, even when I half-dumped her in a grimy, smelly alley as I tried to figure out what to do next. I needed to get her back to her home, and I needed to do it without being discovered. That meant, first off, that I monitored for threats as I dug my hands through flesh.

Tons and tons of gross, disgusting meat, the flesh suit within which was a normal dog. My costume was all but ruined, covered in blood and guts, and I changed out of it and stuffed it into a backpack that was similarly basically ruined as well.

I hadn't been hit at all, but now that I was finally slowing down, my whole body ached in this weird, exhausted way. Rachel looked as if she'd seen better days, but I was able to drag her out of her costume and stuff that in my own backpack too.

Then I slapped at her until she woke up. I must have looked horrible, because she groaned and tried to go back to sleep.

"Come on, Rachel. Please, can you just get up for me?"

"nhhhn. Taylor?" she asked. "What…"

"We had a fight."

She clung to me tight, so tight that I struggled to breathe. "Rachel…"

"With… Lung?"

"Yes. We won," I said. "We need to get you back…"

She nodded, and then we limped off into the night.

*******

My costume was at her place. It was nearly eleven by the time I got back, and I half-expected that he'd be waiting there. Instead, he was lying in front of the television. My bugs spotted over a dozen beers before I even entered, and I could hear him snoring. I stumbled upstairs, threw myself down on the bed, and heart racing, failed to sleep.

I was still staring up at the ceiling when morning came.

******

A/N: So! Thanks to @NemoMarx.
 
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