Episode 1 - Introductions Part 7
Gotham
August 9, 02:38
"That'll be $23.65," the taxi driver said as we pulled up to my street.
"Keep the change," I said as I pushed some of the bills Robin had given me earlier into the driver's hand, too tired to care about exactly how much I'd just paid the man.
"Have a good evening then, sir." I blinked blearily at the driver, thrown off by the sudden politeness. I must have severely misjudged how much money I gave him.
"You as well," I gravelled, my voice made almost comically deep by my enchantment. Somehow altering my voice to sound more masculine was easier to bear than just speaking with my natural voice.
Even wearing clothes that weren't mine and speaking with a false voice, I was still too paranoid to give the taxi driver my actual address. Or perhaps not paranoid enough, depending on who you ask.
Instead, I'd given him the street that my house was on, which meant that I still had a short walk before I would be home and able to slip into the blissful embrace of sleep.
I absently reached for my necklace only to remember that it had burned earlier tonight. Yesterday, technically.
It had been a gift from Mr. Blood, a mix of engraved whalebone and ivory boiled in the blood of a goat born under a crescent moon. Its value hadn't been in its aesthetic, but rather the enchantment tied to it that made other people perceive the bearer as completely average.
Ironically enough, I had rarely used it for mystical purposes; it had, however, been invaluable when I started presenting as a girl. The charm had served to smooth over a lot the man-in-a-dress comments my peers had tossed around. Not all of them, it was too subtle a working to accomplish that, but enough that it was a noticeable improvement compared to my previous life.
I'll miss that hunk of bone.
The charm was why I'd had no problem brazenly walking around with my Bloody Mary dress on earlier, and why I hadn't thought that I would need a change of clothes to return home.
Crafting another amulet to replace it would be a pain, since I wasn't at all sure if I could legally buy whalebone or ivory, but Mr. Blood wasn't the type to coddle mistakes, so I doubted I'd just be given another.
I let out a yawn as I finally reached my house. Home sweet home.
I cringed as the gate made a painfully high pitched squeak in protest of being opened.
I trudged up to the front door and pulled it open. Or at least, I tried to; in my sleep deprived state I hadn't realized that the door would be locked.
More aggravatingly, my key had been burnt to cinders, meaning I couldn't let myself in. And isn't that going to be a fun conversation, given Mrs. Green's thing about us losing keys.
Still, there should be a spare key under a rock by the door, I remembered. I rolled over the rock in question with my foot and squinted at the dirt underneath. I don't see the key here.
I snapped my fingers and conjured a small flicker of hellfire for light, only to promptly be reminded that while pure black fire has an awesome aesthetic, it doesn't actually provide any illumination.
After fumbling around in the dirt for another minute or so, I concluded that the spare key must have been used earlier today and hadn't been replaced yet. That's my story and I'm sticking to it, I definitely didn't just miss it while fumbling around in the dark.
I stared at the door. Pound on the door until someone wakes up, or see if I can sneak in through one of the windows?
We do have a rather good home security system, this is Gotham after all, and I'd really rather not cap off my first night as a superhero by getting the police called on me, I decided.
I quickly rapped my knuckles on the door, hoping that someone was still up and I wouldn't have to resort to using the door knocker, which would wake everybody up in the process.
My hopes were apparently not in vain: I heard a shuffle of movement from inside in response to my knocks.
The door opened a crack and one of the Powell sisters peered out. Elize and Ellen Powell were a pair of identical twins who had been shown the Parent Trap at a formative age, and took a perverse sort of glee at being mistaken for each other.
"Hey El, I maybe kinda sorta lost my key," I said, carefully using a nickname that could apply to either sister.
"Who the fuck- Amanda, is that you? You look like …" A boy. I finished mentally.
"Those of us in the superhero business call it a disguise, ever heard of it?" I tried to inject levity into my voice, but with the way El blanched I must not have managed to keep the bitterness out of my tone.
"I don't think going to one training session makes you a superhero, you have to like save the city or something first," El said while opening the door and letting me inside.
"No way, I fought bonafide ninjas and saved a damsel in distress tonight, I'm totally a superhero."
"Sure you did, that's totally a first day on the job sort of thing."
"I'm serious, I fought three ninjas tonight!" I protested, before flopping face first onto the sofa.
"And the damsel?"
"She was technically an overworked and cranky scientist but she still counts," I mumbled through the couch cushions.
"And while you were saving this cranky scientist you just somehow lost your house key?"
"I didn't lose my key, I just sortofsetmyselfonfire."
El cackled. "Wow, that's the first thing you said tonight that actually sounds like something you would do," she got out between peals of laughter.
I ineffectually tried to make her stop laughing by throwing a cushion at her. Unfortunately, since I hadn't actually looked where I was throwing the pillow, all it managed to do was make her laugh harder when it missed her completely.
"I can see how you managed to beat those ninjas, between your throwing skills and setting yourself on fire you must be a dangerous foe indeed."
"I can curse you, you know. Make all your hair fall out or something."
"I'm sure you can," she said without a trace of sincerity.
With a mumbled incantation and a sliver of power the pillow I'd thrown earlier rose into the air behind El.
This time I actually pushed myself up from the sweet embrace of the couch and aimed. The pillow made a soft whump sound as it hit the back of her head.
El gave me an incredibly betrayed look. "Real mature."
"You know me, a bastion of sage wisdom and maturity," I said, punctuating my statement by sticking my tongue out at El before flopping back down onto the couch
"Oh Wise One, please teach me your mystical ways."
"Learning magic is nowhere near as fun as you'd imagine."
"How did you get into magic anyways? You're even more of a goody-two shoes than Ellen is, the most adventurous thing you do is trawl through weird book shops looking for obscure books," Elise asked, seeming to have abandoned her teasing in favor of genuine curiosity.
I hesitated, trying to find a way to explain the thought process that had led me to where I am now.
"Have you ever known me to ask for permission?"
Caught off guard by the seeming non-sequitur, Elize paused for a moment.
"Not really, I mean you usually just say what your going to do and then you go do it. But it's not like you ever do things that really need permission."
"Do you know why the Justice League only answers to the UN Security Council? Power. The Justice League is powerful enough that no one country could hope to impose its laws and customs upon the League," I explained. "The simple truth of the world is that those with power are granted exception to the rules governing society.
"It's why we don't laugh at Superman for wearing his underwear on the outside. It's why a man in clown makeup can make an entire city quake in fear. It's why Luthor is sipping champagne and eating caviar rather than rotting in jail.
"All my life, I've been bound by what society expects: wear this not that, play sports and don't learn to dance, you're too young to know that, you can't start HRT until you're an adult. Society told me who I had to be and brooked no argument to the contrary.
"So, I sought power enough to break free from the yoke of society. That's why I started studying magic, Elize. I want to be powerful enough that the only rules I have to be concerned with are my own."
"Fuck, that's," Elize shook her head, "that's fucked up."
I flinched as if I'd been slapped. I'd bared a part of myself, I'd kept under lock and key for so many years. I hadn't been hoping for Elize to accept all that I was with open arms, but I'd at least hoped for some sympathy or at least anything but outright rejection. It was an important reminder that being strong didn't mean you couldn't be hurt.
"It's so fucked up you look at the world that way, and it's even more fucked up that the world hurt you until you did."
As she finished speaking Elize looked back to me and studied my face. What she was looking for and what she found I don't know, but it seemed to appease her.
She stepped forward and wrapped me in a hug. I hugged her back and if there were tears in my eyes nobody would ever know.
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I am happy to announce that with this chapter the first Episode of Witchcraft concludes. Tune in next week for the first part of the Old Blood Stains.