Water slide
I walked alone in the darkness of the nerma ally ways upset that my life was being dictated to me, upset, no fucking enraged about the violation of my privacy. I punched a wall in anger and screamed to the sky.
"Hey."
Sensei sat on a cardboard box eating some noodle concoction.
"Want some?"
I continued punching the wall and I looked at him.
"You knew this would happen!"
My vision blurred.
"Not going to lie, I knew it was a possibility, I always knew it was a possibility. To be a powerful man is to be surrounded by people trying to control you. Either through flattery and other carrots or through violence and other sticks.... hm actually come to think of it that's just a part of being human in general, dealing with asshole control freaks."
"They had no right!"
"To do what?"
I leaned against the wall.
"I'm engaged to Ukyo."
He nodded.
"And you were not given a choice?"
"FUCKING NO! Why me? Why not....."
He raised an eyebrow.
"I'm sterile, I can't have children."
I blinked.
"What?"
"I can't have children."
"But you said you had a family."
"My first wife was a powerful bio-manipulator, we didn't have children in the traditional way."
"What's wrong with..."
"There's such a thing as too much power, I got greedy and I grabbed so much that I became less a human being and more of a conceptual one. I'm functionally immortal but it came at a cost, I can't have children, and believe me kid I have tried, a lot and with-"
"I get it."
He looked somewhat sad.
"Maybe that's why I like to teach so much, I can't have kids of my own so this is as close as I can get to it. So yeah, I fully agree with you what they're doing is fucked up and they had no right to do that. Question is, what are you going to do about it?"
"What can I do?"
I felt frustrated.
"Leave, it's a big world Ru, if you're that raw about this then I will pack up my shit and we will go where ever you want.... except France, seriously not France."
"But my family?"
"There is always a price Ru, anyone who tells you that you can have it all is lying. If you want freedom then you're going to have to give up things. If you want money, you're going to have to give up time. Way I see it you have two paths, well more then that but I'm generalizing."
"What are they?"
"Renegade and Paragon, The paragon path is doing what society expects from you. Theres a downside, less freedom, you have people hassling you all the time and you have to deal with a lot of bullshit, but the upside is that you will have a pretty good girl by your side. Parenthood while hard has some serious upsides and you will have financial stability. It's not a bad life if you go into it with both eyes open."
"And let people walk over me?"
"No, not that, fuck that noise, look society is a game and in every world I've been in it's always been rigged against the common man. Thing is? If you don't play people get all fucking pissy because how dare you not play the game?"
I remembered my childhood.
"So all that shit about me living my life how ever I wanted was a lie?"
He smiled.
"Nope the other side is this, as long as you're playing people will overlook it if you cheat, they will over look you if you change the rules, and thats what this is about finding out how the game is played and changing the rules. If you follow that path, make demands, make them work for it. Duty, honor and all that jazz is a two way street."
He paused.
"Good isn't dumb, and being a good person doesn't mean taking shit from lowlives and petty dictators, the other path is renegade."
"And that's?"
"You say fuck it and leave, or you go on strike. It's a legit option, I have seen entire civiliazations end when things get too oppressive and people just say fuck it. Not playing your game anymore."
I blinked.
"Wha, people just um..."
"Walking away? It happens quite a bit when cultures decide to use too much stick or don't use enough incentives, they collapse. It's going to happen to the soviets within our lifetime no matter how the war pans out. It might happen to Japan too if they keep this insane culture of overwork."
"And America?"
"If the leadership gets divorced from the public or if the petty dictators left or right take power it can collapse. Democracy is pretty good at throwing out the garbage, but if both parties get fosssilized then it's pretty damned possible. Point is you can say fuck it, it's a very valid option, and if you want to do it then I'm right behind you."
"But Suburu?"
"I will miss her, and value the time I spent with her, but I have your back."
I got up and looked at the sky.
"I'm going to need to think about this."
"Do what you have to do."
I took one of his offered noodle cups and started eating, I continued on to Ranma's place, deep in thought about the future and what it meant.