(Un)Happy Family [Worm/Elden Ring]

The biggest issue I have with Malenia is that the fight was... forced. Railroaded, in fact.

If the player had any agency, they could have gotten an ally and helped rescue her brother and probably been an ally to the end.

Instead she got fucked over by the Outer God that had wanted to claim her and the entire thing went just wrong.

I hope there is a better fate possible once the DLC hits. But if Emma is channeling Malenia or is BECOMING her or something? A lot of metaphysical Elden Ring shenanigans are possible.
 
Ohhhhhh
Was wondering why Rennala and Maleniawouldn't immediately be aware of each other if she picked up QA lmao,
It's smol!Ranni that did this right? Been a while, but the family expansion is cute even if the recent events have been uhhhhhhhhhhh
Goddess I can't wait for the reunion, and then the subsequent ones that- hoooopefully go better lmao,
The lil godlings and whatnot (Good Hunter, QA, Atlas) are adorbs and I really can't wait for more interactions with them, tho wonder what the Doll's up to, maybe she'll get brought over too?
i believe it was big Ranni who did this considering smol!ranni only reactivated recently, and QA's 'reeducation' seems like it has been going on for a while now if it can interact this cleanly with Emma. Also, if smol!ranni was the one to do it, I'm not sure QA would have at least acknowledged Ranni and Taylor's familial relationship in the same way she acknowledged Ranni and Malenia(Blade of Miquella)'s sibling ties. QA's dislike for Emma seems to be more rooted in perceived inherent superiority over Emma rather than a personal dislike of her the way she dislikes Malenia(Blade of Miquella), and based on the fact that QA recognized Malenia and knew that she had been cut down by Tarnished (do we have a name for her yet?), Ranni has been telling her stories of the past, and given smol!ranni's riled up emotions when it comes to Taylor, I imagine she would have shared enough of those stories as well for QA to recognize Emma as the one who hurt "her mama's favorite sister".

Tl;Dr, smol!ranni hasn't had enough time to train QA this much, and QA doesn't seem to know anything about Bet beyond her own observations
 
Side note, QA refers to a 'Momma' who 'should have killed' Malenia, and a Mother with plans, and looks like Ranni. I'm not sure how anyone has drawn the conclusion Rennala adopted her.

Pretty sure she meant Malenia's patron and power source, not her herself.

As for how everyone has drawn a conclusion?

Have you been in this thread? It's not quite Elden Ring/SoulsBorne levels of Lore speculation where you need a history, mythology and philosophy degree, and too watch 50 different YouTube videos but only after reading a 100+ page lore essay as a primer to track it all, but it's still out there. XD
 
Pretty sure she meant Malenia's patron and power source, not her herself.

As for how everyone has drawn a conclusion?

Have you been in this thread? It's not quite Elden Ring/SoulsBorne levels of Lore speculation where you need a history, mythology and philosophy degree, and too watch 50 different YouTube videos but only after reading a 100+ page lore essay as a primer to track it all, but it's still out there. XD
Speaking as one of the two authors, no, she meant Malenia herself. I am telling you, this is what the text said, and pointing to bits of the text I wrote with my wife and saying 'these are the words in the text, consider them'.
 
Speaking as one of the two authors, no, she meant Malenia herself. I am telling you, this is what the text said, and pointing to bits of the text I wrote with my wife and saying 'these are the words in the text, consider them'.

Wasn't aware there was a second author, had to go back and look to see where I missed it and it seems my brain has been interpreting that section as the "patreon/discord/fan thanking section" and not fully noticing it. Even went back to see if it was mentioned in each chapter as a reminder, and it is. So, clearly on me for missing it. Though I'm bad with names so good chance I'd forget it even then. XD

Wait, there's three names, is there three authors? Or is that phone formatting combining a pre-reader into that section?

Thanks for not being Fromsoft when it comes to answering questions or elaborating lore/thoughts behind the scenes then. Something I'm always concerned about in fics from FS, how many loose ends and such are going to be intentionally left loose just to be authentic at the end. D :
 
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QA's new family tree is: Mother (Ranni) Momma (Consort) Auntie (Tay and all her sisters) Uncle (All of Tay's dead brothers) Grandmother (Rennala) Grand... father? Grand mother? Grandparent (Marika)
And now Bonded (Emma).

Rennala's going to be so happy to wake up and find out she has grandbabies!
 
I want to see Marika, Rennala, Ranni, Malenia and the other demigods take one look at how litterally pants on head stupid some of the parahumans are. I mean seriously.

I feel like Ranni's ranting would be legendary.
 
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Side note, QA refers to a 'Momma' who 'should have killed' Malenia, and a Mother with plans, and looks like Ranni. I'm not sure how anyone has drawn the conclusion Rennala adopted her
i havent actually played elden ring, and this is one of two elden ring fics ive read, so i wouldnt get the first reference, and ranni isnt the only one who could make plans, and people often go back and forth between "momma/mommy" and "mother" for the same person, as the latter is more formal. also a previous chapter i could have sworn it was rennala talking about adopting someone, but maybe i misread? (seems like a lot of people read that though).... as for appearance? i mean, rannis body is a doll, its artificial, as would be QAs body, nothing says a similar appearance means anything, as its all made up more or less, perhaps QA simply liked how "aunt ranni" looked, whose to say? EDIT: obviously you could say, as your one of the authors, but you asked how we could have come to such a conclusion, and thats why, the wording is a lot more vague than perhaps you intended?
 
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also a previous chapter i could have sworn it was rennala talking about adopting someone, but maybe i misread? (seems like a lot of people read that though).

You weren't dreaming, it seems adoption runs in the family, as Rennala also is in the process of adopting someone/something.

The description didn't give any name, and just showed *eldritch being*, that's why I jumped on QA being the one, it is easy to posit that there is only one eldritch being in the process of being adopted that isn't Biddy, and thus I didn't even think that QA could not be the same one until the author told I was wrong.
 
It took me until the second scene where QA gives her name to realize that it wasn't Ranni. She looked like her, was defensive of Taylor, and I'm clueless enough about the family tree that I didn't realize that didn't line up with my initial assumption.
 
Rennala's going to be so happy to wake up and find out she has grandbabies!
My goddess it's gonna be so cute, even in the midst of all the chaos,


Ranni has been telling her stories of the past, and given smol!ranni's riled up emotions when it comes to Taylor, I imagine she would have shared enough of those stories as well for QA to recognize Emma as the one who hurt "her mama's favorite sister".

Tl;Dr, smol!ranni hasn't had enough time to train QA this much, and QA doesn't seem to know anything about Bet beyond her own observations
Yeah that makes sense, and also just makes QA even cuter lmao
At least this does probably mean that Ranni and her Consort are def alive, I thiiiiink-?
 
Gilt, Rot, and Cruelty
Sidestory chapter! Because Fires of Rubicon has stolen my attention and as such, we didn't get around to polishing the chapter. Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY WIFE!
Special thanks to prime beta Lucky38, Canon Overlord @Ganurath, @hellgodsrus for being my loveliest wife and co-author, and @SolarFlare for being our wonderful supportive girlfriend! And our many friends on the Totally Chatting It discord for their fantastic livereads!
Enjoy and gib feedbacc!



Content warnings for Golden Order Transphobia
CW for extreme, awful, public misgendering, and also for a certain level of internalised ableism. And, y'know, extremist religious monarchies and plotting and backstabbing and all the usual fantasy stuff.


Photo Album: Gilt, Rot and Cruelty
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Malenia woke up on the day the Carians were due to arrive in the capital to find that her eyes wouldn't open all the way.

She knew it had been coming. The traceries of roots had crept out from under her eyebrow with each hot, overwhelming burst of pressure against her mind - even now, upon waking, it was already beating at her door - but it was still…

Difficult.

She shut her eyes again, and resisted the urge to pick at the itching. Fumbled for the bell. Her maidservant entered, and she tried to work out where she'd be in the room in the darkness of her own head - she was this tall, and she'd taken this many steps with the shuffling gait that became of all her maidservants after a year but before they started to decay entirely - before they died - so her face would be there and Malenia could turn to 'look' at her -

"What time is it?" she said, then winced at the dry rasp of her own voice, the way her throat felt like it was bubbling as the thing inside her tried to surge into the gaps, warm and hot and wet.

"Almost noon."

Fuck. No time to sneak in extra training, then. And it had taken her half a second to work out her maidservant's position. If she was going to go blind, as seemed increasingly likely, she needed to be far faster than that.

Yet still part of her wanted to put it off, to savour what she could while she still had time. The art, the embroidery weaved so delicately into the noblewear, the grand vistas of the Lands Between, the golden light - the image soured, fungus sprouting from it, eruptions of filth filling the cobblestones. No, perhaps best not to tempt her Patron. She flexed her aching, stiff-jointed hand.

"The dress we set aside, then. Thank you - " A brief moment of panic as she hunted for the maidservant's name. " - Gerlinde." That was right, she thought. She should remember. These women were literally killing themselves helping her get dressed every day. She should remember all their names.

But she didn't quite have her twin's skill with people. Yet.

Speaking of, the door opened, and she recognised the toddling, shortened stride immediately. Helped by the cry of, "No, don't bow, dear Gerlinde - I'm just here to see how my sweet sister is doing."

"Miquella." The only one who could be near her safely, other than their Parent. Both shielded by their respective Patrons from her own's grasping tendrils, already desperately lashing out from her mind as she tried to hold them back.

As much as she hated her own for the vile, virulent thing it was, it was simply that - it was. Her brother's… she wasn't sure what to think of it. His true one, not his pretence at sharing their Parent's Patron. He spoke of it like it was done, finished, in progress, growing - like it must be, should be. All things should bloom. She disagreed - some things shouldn't bloom, shouldn't be allowed to bloom, lest they destroy all. Miquella said his Patron agreed with that stance, somewhat, but it was complicated and he was still fully parsing its deluge of information.

A problem she dearly wished she could have herself, instead of the sick bile taste from when she'd vomited twice in the night, which made it a good night, from the low ache that suffused her every motion, the pain in the place where her arm should be, writhing, thrashing -

"Dear sister, normally you are well done with a session in the training yard by now." A hup and grunt of effort, the pressure of the bed dipping as Miquella crawled up onto the covers. Her own voice had started to break, of late, but Miquella's was still as high and clear as it ever was. "As much as relations with the Carians are strained as of late, we don't want them to think us rude."

I'm not rude, I'm being blinded. She tried to open her eyes again, but the lids already felt like they were raw, scabbing over, folding wrong. If she held them open until the end - what would be worse? To never see, or to never blink? The itch from sweat after training, or the ache from training through the night 'till morning -

"I can hear your thoughts churning from here." The soft tickle of gold hair against her fingers, a soft, slightly chubby hand patting the shoulder where her other arm should sit. "Besides. Today we get to meet our siblings! Beyond Godwyn, I mean."

Godwyn was nice. Taught them all the social cues their mother Parent hated, and father Parent had no patience to teach. He was in every way the perfect heir, even if he couldn't ever get too close to Malenia, and his partners were entirely unsuitable - he always called them 'close friends' when speaking with their Parent but Malenia had seen him kissing them, and the rumours among the servants about the three of them were… regardless. These others, the Carian siblings - she didn't know what to think of them. She knew there would be a level of… resentment, there, or else they would not need to have been ordered to the Capital. She hoped that they understood the pressures on them, on their Parent, and didn't…

What, treat them poorly? Like their Parent had treated their mother?

"Are you going to move so Gerlinde can dress me?"

"Oh, I can help with that." The soft thump of Miquella sliding off the bed. "Here - oh, this is a beautiful dress. Good combination of the simple and martial."

That should be the… red one? Or perhaps the one in red and gold? Their Parent had rather commandeered black as their colour of choice, and everyone else in the court was left to shades of gold in their wake, including their children. She wouldn't have minded red - liked it even - if it didn't remind her of her Patron so much. A vibrant scarlet, like her hair, lively and bright, not the dull muted red of Rot.

She slid out of bed too, careful with the stiffness in her knees. Impossible to tell if that was from the boiling in her mind, or simply from the leaps and spins and pirouettes she had pushed herself through yesterday. "I'm sorry we're talking past you, Gerlinde."

"It's alright, milady."

Is it though?

Miquella echoed her thoughts. "Nonsense. Here I come, storming in, taking away your job, while my sister lies slugabed - oh! Have you heard from your daughters lately? I know you mentioned your eldest said in her last letter she was to be married…"

How did he do it? It seemed incredible, that Miquella could happily babble on with anyone, everyone, easily and simply, inspiring such love and knowing such things even about her maidservants. Even Godwyn needed to break the tension that didn't seem to exist in Miquella's presence.

People baffled her. Gerlinde had children - a family of her own - and still aided her despite it being a death sentence? A slow and painful death, at that? What could possibly have earned that level of faith from her? Malenia knew herself to be a disappointment - she could see it in their Parent's eyes, hear it in the breaths between their words. All she ever did was train and train desperately so that she might never bloom again and somehow - was it purely her brother's charisma? Miquella looking out for her again?

What did they see in her that she couldn't, blinded by white sprouting caps riddled with holes?

Her ankle itched. The patches of scars across her body itched. Her missing arm was sore and it didn't even make sense because it was missing, and had been her whole life - she couldn't have some phantom sense of it because she'd never had it, and even though she had grown accustomed to the prosthetic made for her and how to move it, it also didn't feel - ugh. She let her head hang as Miquella babbled with Gerlinde and they sealed her into the dress, the loose cape on her right side concealing the flat plane where her arm should be, cinching the bodice tight around her.

"There. Don't you look a vision, milady."

I wouldn't know. She didn't try smiling. She wasn't very good at it. Just an - uncomfortable tightness to her lips as she let Miquella spout praise for her. Simply nodding and thanking Gerlinde was the best she could do.

Sometimes she did that. Zoned out. It wasn't that she wasn't there. But it felt like she wasn't. Sometimes, it was good - cutting through training dummies, practising, a moment of freedom from expectations and from the screaming tendrils in her brain, the mouths that gnawed. Other times it was like today - a void that was almost as bad.

"What are your thoughts on the Carians, Gerlinde?"

"Well, they're not - I know the Queen, may her Eternal Reign last over my descendants, and the Lord conquered 'em back in the day, but they're not really part of the kingdom, it feels like. I heard they all eat shellfish and let Albinaurics live in villages near them." She heard Gerlinde's theatrical shudder.

"Oh, there is nothing wrong with the Albinaurics." A hint of something in her brother's voice.

"But. According to the Queen, may her Eternal Reign last over my descendants, and her doctrine, and the Fingers - "

"Yes, yes, I know, but that doesn't mean they can't be valuable members of society. Besides. Nothing wrong with eating shellfish now and then! Just because the Carians have maintained their own culture doesn't make them not a part of the unified whole that is our kingdom. Right?"

"I'm not so sure, milord, the things you hear about Liurnian Shellfish…"

Malenia didn't understand. Shellfish was delicious, and she would very much like to fight one of those giant crustaceans one day. Fighting warriors, with doctrines and training, made them a known factor - but the raw instinct of an animal like that, with armour thicker than most blades could pierce? It sounded exciting.

Maybe not a land octopus though. Those things were horrifying enough when she could see what they were doing.

Outside of her rooms, the bustle of people made it impossible for a normal person to track what was happening - but Malenia squeezed her eyes shut tighter and focused. She was a demigod, so she knew -

There was a patrol of soldiers, marching in step except one's boot fitted poorly, making him a little out of sync, there went a pair of finger maidens, arm in arm and discussing prophecies with a cleric, his neck board rattling, there on the stairs stood a knight of the Dragon Cult who had clearly been on an interesting adventure last night from the faint smell of perfume around him and the way he kept trying to itch at his crotch without anyone noticing.

Thankfully it was just lice. Her Patron always got unnecessarily - invested in any disease or sickness she noticed, even if she didn't realise what it was on first inspection. That had been a very awkward and uncomfortable conversation about scale-itch that she did not need to know at that age and was entirely unprepared for when she approached Lansseax about it.

It didn't help that Lansseax had chucked her under the chin and told her to come back when she was older for further talks. Of course, that had been before they'd realised how… virulent her Patron's reach through her was.

A bubble surrounded them. People stepped aside, seeing her and Gerlinde and her brother approaching, ducking out of the way at the sound of the little bell on Gerlinde's waist - a warning. The plagued princess is coming. Stand aside, stand aside.

She did not bend for them, she did not sway from her path. Any misgivings they felt for her or her state only fueled her hatred of her Patron, filtered through the pain just walking caused to her tired, overtrained body - no such thing as overtraining, she had to train that hard - a gentle nudge from Miquella kept her in the right direction. Not that she was lost, but why would the Carians be arriving from the East gates instead of the South? Or perhaps it was a power play from their Parent - force the party to move around the bulk of the city, see its walls, its sentinels, its knights, and then enter.

She felt naked without her prosthetic. Without the weight of it on her shoulder. She wanted the comforting click of it beside her without her vision, wanted to push the first few inches of the sword out, in rhythm with her steps, the ache in the soles of her feet. She settled for working her nails against her thigh, at least until Miquella grabbed her hand.

"Hey. Easy. I'm here."

She made a noncommittal grunting noise - and then another, aborted noise as she felt her Patron reach out towards a familiar form.

Barely, barely, Malenia held her Patron back. The screaming tide of filth filled her mouth, her nose, her eyes, trying to rush past her, and she pushed herself deeper into the connection to hold it off, giving a choked cough on phlegm and flowers -

Lansseax had been communing with the knights of the cult again, and it always shocked her how far the common cold could spread. Even dragons weren't immune, human form or no.

"Littlest prince and princess!" Her voice, as ever, had that hint of growl to it, the click of her claws on the floor audible somehow even when she was pretending at a more human form.

"Lansseax! It's good to see you again!" Miquella squeezed her hand tight, then crossed the airgap of the quarantine space around her at a quick toddle. "Are you here to meet our siblings as well?"

"After hearing rumours that one of them has taken in one of our hatchlings as her own? How could I not? Besides, where Godwyn goes, we go."

That was - Malenia knew she was out of touch, but their Parent had only ever mentioned Carian sons? Then again - their Parent changed. Why not their children too? She knew Miquella sometimes disguised themselves as others, after all, as their Parent did. But their Parent's nature - and their Parent's rule - was somewhat…

Weird? About that sort of thing?

Regardless. It mattered little to Malenia. After all, it wasn't as though she could change the part of herself that needed to change, could sever the bond grown and tangled with roots into her soul. Especially not after she'd already bloomed once. A connection too tight for anything to cut.

She could still remember that seaside castle. The salt air blowing up the cliffs, the flowering golden rowa -

She'd gotten distracted again. She needed to focus, somehow, she couldn't - pay attention to whatever Lansseax and Miquella were trying to say to each other - but the only way she knew - "Gerlinde." She dropped her voice to a low murmur. "I am sorry, but. We need to visit the training yard."

"Of course, milady."

-.-.-

"A bold choice." Godwyn commented, "I'm sure Mother would approve."

Her false hand creaked as she clenched it. I'm not doing this for my Parent's approval. This is for me.

"I've upset you." His voice was gentle, even over the necessary distance. "Wasn't my intention. Sorry."

"I know. I forgive you." She acknowledged what he'd said with as close to a smile as she could manage. She had to. Both because it was true, and because aside from Miquella, Godwyn was the one she feared disappointing the most.

The stern feeling of the sun intensifying on her skin. Mother wanted her to be quiet, then. Alright.

They'd barely made it to the gate on time due to her lateness, but if she was tardy then the party from Caria seemed to be actively aiming for a lack of punctuality. She couldn't see sign of them approaching, of course, but neither could anyone else, seemingly, nor hear the thunder of hoofbeats, wagon wheels, and the plod of slave-trolls.

… why were they taking so long? The list of reasons she could think of kept growing more and more outlandish with every passing moment. They had been delayed by aggressive crustaceans. A land octopus had strayed from the Gelmir Crevasse spawning grounds. Perhaps a Runebear had taken a nap on the path? They did seem to find themselves in the most inopportune places at the worst of times, if the constant ranting of the merchants about their late deliveries held any weight.

Perhaps it was spite? Father Parent had left the Carian Queen in a rather… diminished state, and with little warning.

Fortissax was muttering something to his sister and Godwyn under his breath - with her eyes squeezed tightshut she barely managed to catch, wafting on the breeze alongside the ozone all dragons smelt of, the words, " - cannot believe that we are going to have to stand around all day, again."

"Like you haven't spent entire days sunbathing on a big rock." Lansseax shot back, almost as quietly.

"My experiments needed time -"

"Lazy lizard."

"You're both pretty," Godwyn murmured.

Beside Malenia, Miquella made the quietest possible fake retching sound. "Maybe it's just because of my curse, but I do not understand how lust makes such fools of them."

"It is as though fishing, but you cannot reel in your catch," Mother sighed bitterly, right beside them. Malenia did her best not to jump - had she moved her projection closer? That likely meant that Father was her true body, today. Or perhaps neither and their parent was abed. "And yet you still eagerly try, pulling yourself into the depths heedless of risk, ruin, or drowning in it." She scoffed lightly. "And once in the depths, the light of reason is already far beyond reach. It is, arguably, a curse in its own right. One inherent to our nature." Another soft sigh. "I know the wait is - long, today. But I would prefer it if my two youngest remained the calm prince and princess of the realm I know they can be, rather than amusing themselves with conversation."

"Are alliances not forged through connections and communication?" Miquella asked, sweetly and innocently to all who didn't know him.

"Not… not this one. Not today, Miquella."

"Then what of Godwyn?"

"He is receiving a similar reprimand for allowing his… allies to distract him."

"I doubt he could keep them away." Miquella hummed dangerously. "Not without more walls being destroyed in the process like last time." The corpse of Gransax did still stretch across the city, after all, its weapons clutched in its claws, its wing actually used sometimes as a highway to the upper levels of the inner city.

She wondered if that was uncomfortable for the siblings. To see the corpse of a dragon so mighty being used like that. Turning a foe into a feature of the city they fought. It would be like turning her first bloom's ossified flower into a church, a place to worship her - or worse, her Patron.

Then again, she wasn't aware of the logistics behind removing a corpse that large. If it could even be done. At least it didn't rot like other dead things.

She truly did not want to know what kind of mushroom fed on dragonflesh.

The smell of dust in the air intensified a little and - ah! She could feel the earth tremble a little under her feet, hear the thunder of hooves. The Carians were arriving.

… somewhat slowly, they were still a fair distance away. But they were arriving, at last.

Beside her, she heard the rustle of cloth from her Parent stop for an instant. And felt Miquella's chubby hands tug on her dress as he clambered up her to whisper in her ear, "Ah, that might explain the delays."

What would? She desperately wanted to ask, or see for herself. But their Parent wanted her calm, silent - even with the muttering she could now hear from the other groups.

" - call the knights - ?"

" - most irregular - "

" - cannot have been invited, Lord Radagon must - "

" - wonder if she and the Queen'll get into it." That was Lansseax's soft, sardonic drawl, a huff of air that smelled like ozone puffing from between her teeth. "Certainly never thought that she'd show up at the capital."

It was so incredibly frustrating - she needed to train more, open up her other senses, something. "Miquella?" she murmured in her softest possible voice, a low rasp burning her throat - and stifling the flinch that came when the burning light of their Parent's attention fell upon her once more.

"That's the royal carriage." That didn't seem like it would cause such a fuss - "The one for the Queen of Caria, not just the heirs. It seems that our siblings' mother has come to see off her children."

Oh.

Perhaps wearing a weapon to this meeting wasn't a good idea. Showing up at all was a mistake - a horrible, terrible mistake - what if the Queen attacked? She had personally felled Mother's armies, had singlehandled turned around the battle at the Four Belfries, and turned the rout at Laskyar into an orderly retreat. Malenia held no boast comparable - she'd never taken the field in a true battle. They were living proof of how their Parent had abandoned her to take a new spouse in themselves. Would she - if she did try and strike them down, and Malenia fell, the rot would bloom in the capital, and she'd awaken two thirds lost to find the core of their Parent's kingdom destroyed by her own hand -

"Hey. Stay calm. She is unlikely to start any violence, I am sure. And if she tries, well… at least this explains why the wolf's here."

She couldn't stop the trembling - at least until she registered Miquella's last sentence. "The Shadow's here?!" Her bones stiffened, aching and burning with the weight of her scarred flesh.

"Has been the whole time. You did not notice?"

She shuddered, and focused her hearing - no, she couldn't hear any sign of Malekith, or scent his fur, or feel any shift in the ground from his weight. He was an absence, then. Fuck. Because -

Because she knew, one day, he would have to come and kill her.

"Easy. Sweet sister, breathe deeper. There we go." Then, quieter, "Let the titans shout and rave at each other. We'll survive unnoticed."

Her real arm curled under Miquella, held him closer. She could not go unnoticed. Her maidservant carried a bell announcing her presence for the sake of preventing the most vicious of plagues spreading from her.

Today would be better if she'd simply not woken at all. Pretended to be in a coma.

The rumbling of the carriage drew near, heavy plodding footsteps, hoofbeats, and the soft rattling of decorative chains and leather straps. The rumbling of the trolls, the groaning of their bodies as they moved - but no wet sounds of stakes driven through them to anchor them to the carriage. Were they harnessed some other way, then?

Or - she'd heard tales of Carian trolls, stories of them being knighted. Given their views on Albinaurics - perhaps they were more permissive with them, too. No wonder the crowd was murmuring so heavily.

As the procession drew closer, she could distinguish it into parts - the larger, troll drawn carriage, presumably the royal carriage that had caused such a stir; a smaller detachment of cavalry headed by someone of vast size, the sizzle of their sorcery a contrast to the soft taps of their steed; and another, smaller, horse drawn carriage behind that. They rattled and jingled and stamped closer and closer.

Then came the presence. A second source of that harsh, solid gild that was her Parent. But this one had something under it, an undercurrent of raging, white hot moonlight that burned and melted the gold, struggling impotently against the tide - similar to her own struggles. And that was without the weight of sudden attention from somewhere above - like when Parent-as-Father cast, like the world was bending to listen and never quite straightened back up fully again, like conversation could be restarted at any moment.

For the first time since they'd arrived, she heard the Black Blade. Heard him shift in his armour, a low snarl building in his throat.

She took a small step forward. Just enough to put her Parent between her and him.

"Goodness, he's big." Fortissax had a note of admiration in his voice.

"Not just big, that control… hmm. Maybe I should've paid more attention to my sorcery tutors."

"Does look a bit ridiculous on a horse that small though." Lansseax's teeth clacked as she snapped at the end of her murmur. "Wonder where the elder two are though…"

The thudding of hooves and feet came to a stop, as did the pressure and sizzle of gravity magic from the huge figure. She caught murmurs as they spoke to the other cavalry - not enough to make out words, but tone. Reassuring, leading. A thud that spoke even further of size as they dismounted. But didn't approach the carriage to help their Queen out, as she had expected. Was this a different custom or…?

Of all the fucking days my sight could have been taken.

Instead, after a moment's pause, the door of the largest carriage - from the sound of the creak of wood, the thud of it hitting the side - opened, and someone stepped out. Smaller? Wearing some kind of robes that brushed against the dust. With a book? Stepping over to the giant cavalryman and having a hushed discussion, the scent of something hot like fire around them, sparking.

And then the door of the smallest carriage opened, and the presences shifted - the drowning moonlight and the bending of the world stepping out side by side to murmurs from the assembly and ah, there's the Queen.

"... was hoping to see the hatchling…"

"Bringing them here would be dangerous, especially if they are still only a hatchling. Once formalities have passed, we can ask about it."

Malenia felt lost, only the weight of Miquella in her arm keeping her anchored.

She heard her Parent breathe, deeply, air pushing through the wetness of their flesh past the hardness of their skin. "Queen Rennala. We had not expected you when we called for our Lord's children." They spoke as Mother, as Marika, and their voice reeked of gold.

"It is customary for a Queen of Caria to see her Lunar Princess arrives at a new home safely." Rennala's voice was… there was an almost dreamlike quality to it. Like there was a fog over her mind, but it had not dulled at all. Deep and smooth and controlled in a way Malenia wished she could be one day. "Especially if she is being taken as hostage." Though, perhaps, she would not be quite so bold.

There were murmurs at that, at saying Lunar Princess as though Caria still had authority, at - at apparently the eldest child being a 'princess' and not a prince, at calling it what it was, a taking of hostages. Parent-as-Father eventually spoke - "Caria does not have a Lunar Princess - "

Rennala's voice lowered to a hiss. "Do not misaddress our daughter while she is in thy care." Then, softer, soft enough that Malenia didn't think it was meant to be heard, yet it echoed in the sudden silence, "Ranni, dear, I - the light - "

"Do not misaddress the Queen and her consort either," Malekith said, voice a flat, rolling burr. "Thou who approacheth sanctified royalty - "

" - and if you try and harm my charge, my blade will find you as well, old shade." The man's voice - where had he come from? She'd heard no noise nor scented anything - had that same growling nature to it. Another Shadow, no wonder I didn't hear - but unlike Malekith, he sounded… younger. Not in an immature way, but in a less… uptight way.

"Rykard!" Godwyn called, the tension in his voice belying the casualness of his greeting, throwing his arms out, "I received your letters - the manuscripts are a delight to read through. Come, come, come closer - bring your siblings! That must be Radahn, and, ah - I mentioned my lovely friends to you, did I not - these are Lansseax and Fortissax, come closer, do greet them - "

"Stop using us to break the ice, we're not toys," murmured Lansseax, but she stepped forward alongside Godwyn's party, and Malenia could hear her skin and scales tightening in a smile.

"A pleasure!" The flame sparked, striding closer, each step only half-hesitant, his voice like smoke and embers - he held no illness and yet Malenia expected him to fall to a bout of coughing fits kin to her own with every word given the rasp of his speech. "I must say, I didn't expect you two to be so…" A pause, sounds and syllables strangling themselves aborted in his throat, before an almost booming voice supplied for him -

"Normal?"

"No, Radahn, that would be rude." A soft smack of knuckles on plate. "There must be a better way to - regardless. Eternal Queen Marika, may your Eternal Reign last over our descendants. I and my siblings are honoured to have been invited to Leyndell. After all, there is nothing more important than family." And only the slightest hint on the word honoured shifted it from polite to sardonic, such that Malenia couldn't even be sure it was there.

"It is we who are honoured by your presences. Even as some are." Parent-as-Mother's hands flexed by her side, feeling for a hammer that wasn't there. "Unexpected. We hope that with your stay closer to us you will continue to bloom into the defenders of the realm, and the Golden Order's tenets, that we know you can be."

The moonlight's glare only got worse, burning at the gold but making no headway. The unification of their houses - it was made on shaky foundations. Their cultures and customs were too different, too fierce -

It was the entire reason for this hostage-taking disguised as formalities was occurring.

"My Queen Eternal." That booming voice again - and there really was no other way to describe it. It didn't carry the same depth as Parent's, nor the commanding presence of the Lunar Queen's, it was simply… big. "It is truly the greatest honour to be in your beautiful presence."

"Suck-up." Sparks - Rykard - huffed ever-so-quietly from next to Godwyn, who let out an equally muted groan.

If her eyes had been open, Malenia would have blinked in shock. That man was - was he. Flirting with her Parent? Did he not - ?

He must not know. Oh Erdtree, he didn't know.

She could not laugh, even as her lungs strained and fluttered. She could not gag. She could not -

"I've heard much about you from your father, young Radahn." Parent-as-Mother started, "Though, I see the Giant's influence in his blood must have awakened in you." Which was part of the lie of their difference. At least, Malenia thought it was a lie.

"All the better to be a beacon to my men in battle, My Queen." And then his voice lowered - which Malenia wasn't sure was possible without magic of some kind being involved - "I train every day to surpass my father - in every way."

The bile rose in her throat.

Parent-as-Father laughed and encouraged his son as she tried to focus on something - anything - else. Like the approaching footsteps - that were intruding on her quarantine. She stiffened and prepared to move back - Miquella's hand on her arm held her.

"Our eldest sibling - save Godwyn. Our eldest sister, I should say." Miquella's voice, so full of guile and innocence. A gentle tap to her hand. They could not afford to break from the Order and fully acknowledge her as Lunar Princess, but they could at least call her as she was.

"Indeed. Thou must be Miquella and Malenia, then." A voice like smoke, roughened and scratched but with a smoother quality than Rykard's sparks. "The youngest twins. I would say it is a pleasure to meet thee both, but."

"But it is a tense and uncomfortable display of power akin to a pair of birds of paradise dancing at one another to prove they are the more viable mate." Miquella said with a teasing tone.

"Tis a more palatable metaphor than I would have said."

"Aye." The Shadow's voice, behind his charge's shoulder. "Oh. I'm Blaidd, by the by. It is - interesting to meet you both."

"Are you sure you should be so close?" She couldn't help the words falling out.

"Mistress Ranni's Empyrean nature is what brought me into being as her Shadow - I am afforded the same protections, much like my older, angrier relative over there enjoys." Blaidd sounded so confident. "That being said, I hope I don't offend when I say I would rather not test the limits of those protections. For either of us." Close. But not too close.

She swallowed down anger at her Patron, at the way its roots and vines crawled up her emotion, begging to be let loose. "That is no trouble."

"Hmph." A half-chuckle from Ranni. "Perhaps not the words I imagine thou wishes to use - I understand thy pains. Some, at least." She hated her patron too? Of course she would, the moon hated the sun, the moonlight presence inside her raged against the gold.

"Shall we move to the shade?" Miquella suggested. "To better keep an eye on our brothers, of course."

"Mayhap." Ranni snorted again. "They certainly need us to keep them from further embarrassment."

"What did Godwyn do this time?" She hadn't - well, she'd let the conversations of others fade to a dull roar, but perhaps she'd missed something -

"Nothing yet, as far as I know." Miquella giggled a little. "We thought it the province of elder siblings to be fools - are your youngers foolish too?"

"Somewhat. Rykard has been - very attentive to his facial hair during the journey. Twas half the reason for our delay."

They had been held up by their brother's facial hair?

"I had noticed the slightly shorter patch along the left jawline…"

"That's what shaving in a moving cart will earn thee." Ranni scoffed.

The Shadow - Blaidd - chuckled. "Oh, was that what that yowling was? I thought he'd stepped on a quill again."

A hint of her Parent's voice reached her ear - and she knew it was a bad habit but let everything else fall to the wayside as she focused on it. Reached out and listened.

"... is… good to see you again, Rennala."

"Is it?"

"Yes. It is. I…" A silence, heavier than stone. "It is good to see how much Radahn has grown."

"That is what happens when you leave infants crying on their mother's knee." Her words had no temper in them, but their cool disregard left Malenia's Parent flinching.

"I didn't - I wouldn't have if there had been another way. Please."

"There is always a choice to be made." Rennala sounded like she was facing away from Parent, her voice quiet and partially muffled by the swish of her robes. "The right way may not always be the easy way, or even possible to see the end of. But it is an option."

"What would you have had me do?"

"I do not know. But now to have you pretend at regret while you take my children from me - "

"Radagon -"

"Our children. Taken from their parents by your order. One which would deny our daughter's existence, and for what?"

There was a hiss to her Parent's voice when they spoke. "He isn't - he has no concept of that. And the trick you are attempting by encouraging it, by presenting him as heir to your customs, as though you aren't a conquered people with no more customs to present - "

"Another word and I will show you how 'conquered' I am," whispered the Queen of Caria. But there was a tremble to her voice, something broken and awful that undercut the words. She could do untold damage to the capital so easily - but nothing could ever be peaceful again if she did. Everything would fall to her Patron.

"I did not - let us not speak about that. I did not mean to, to - "

"To threaten me?"

"... no." Malenia wasn't sure she'd ever heard a word so… mournful from her Parent. "I just. I must - "

"Press on deeper to the greater mysteries. You said so afore. And to the Tarnished, when you exiled them to death, and to return once required." The Queen sighed, the soft sound of her cap of rule being removed, of her hair shifting. "So I suppose, this is how it is."

"It doesn't have to be. You could - we could still - "

"And have me as a concubine, not your consort? As a captive kneeling at your feet? To deny my own duties?"

"From my reports, it is not as though you are much involved in the day to day of Lucaria any more."

It was the Queen's turn to hiss. "Perhaps my authority would have been more respected if my husband had not abandoned me. As it is, Ranni has had to - "

"That is not his name."

"It is her name. She is a Lunar Princess - "

"He is an Empyrean of the Greater Will." Her Parent's voice was a quiet snarl. "That is what he has to be, no matter how hard he tries to press his mind elsewhere into other shapes to evade his fate. That is how things are, as laid down in the golden curves of the Ring. Unless he is willing to brave the Rune I granted ye and be born as aught else."

The Queen flinched, her robes brushing the soil. Rallied. "Which is why Radagon, pressed into the other shape, is your Lord. To evade fate. You sicken me, Marika, but - why, Marika? Why choose this? We - it wasn't perfect, it never could be, but we had something. Why did you throw it all away?"

"I told ye afore. I will not repeat myself." Their voice was quiet. Flat. Not their voice entirely, but layered with something else. Sunken into the gold that curled in Malenia's god sense, that her Patron reached for hungrily through her closed eyes. "Now I must resolve the mess you have allowed to occur."

"Do not do this. If you held love for me in your heart, do not do this to our child, to your child. Please, my darling, my eclipse - "

"Speak not in tangled pleasantries to me, Rennala." Her voice softened, until it was barely audible over the wind. "I cannot bear it if you do."

"Then perhaps I should, my Eclipse -" why did she hear a capital that time? "- so that you will understand my pain."

"... so be it." Louder, "I welcome Our Consort's beloved children to Our city, in the Erdtree's light! Brave Radahn, Wise Rykard, and the studious eldest - come, let me grant ye titles fit for those who are children of a God's Consort."

The shuffle of people moving, looking to pay attention - the Shadow near her's boots scraping on the dust, the sound of the trolls shifting on the cobbles.

"Dear sister," Miquella's whisper in her ear. "You need to move again." She hadn't meant to freeze up while listening! It just - that's what happened when she put all of her focus into something.

"To Radahn, We grant a Captaincy within our armies, and control of a full company of Our soldiery, to train and outfit as he sees fit. We hope to see him rise through the ranks soon, however, and ascend to greater heights."

"Thank you, my Queen," came that loud, large voice. "I cannot begin to repay such a blessing."

"It is a gift befitting thy station. To Rykard, We think it fitting that such a learned figure be raised to the rank of Aedile within the city, to aid in its smooth management, and help pass that learning on to others."

Rykard must have said something, but it was drowned in Malenia's senses by the sudden stench of adrenaline and sweat from the half-sibling beside her, from Ranni's quiet, desperate murmur of, "No, please, do not - "

"And to Our eldest new child," continued their Parent, implacable, gold screaming in their veins, cowing back the tendrils of Malenia's Patron with its fierce, cruel joy, "We have heard that his knowledge of celestial matters is unmatched. We are most proud to grant him the position of - "

"Marika, please," the Queen of Caria said under her breath.

" - Astronomer of the Court. We hope to see much of him in the days to come."

"The stars say get fucked, Marika." Ranni hissed, voice cracked and broken.

It was an understandable response. The majority of positions at Leyndell were, in theory, agnostic to gender, though the highest offices could, of course, only be held by men or those directly entrusted by the Eternal Queen. Astronomer of the Court was one such role where gender was assumed - in fact, the title itself was permanently declined in the masculine. Whenever addressing her sibling, every single servant and soldier and noble and beyond would have to address Ranni as male. Including -

She felt Miquella's hand squeeze hers. "I am sorry, sibling."

"Sister. I am thy sister."

I know. But we can't afford - we can't afford our Parent to censor us, even though we deserve it, we both need such cares and things that can easily be revoked - and additionally, hearing the queen of Caria hitch a broken sob, Astronomer of Court was a permanent position. She would not be allowed to return home to see her mother, her mother would be prevented from coming to see her due to her status -

Malenia's heart reached out to Ranni - the sheer hopelessness of the situation - she toyed, briefly, with loosening her leash on her Patron, remind everyone was an Empyrean was capable of - no. No, while their Parent definitely deserved it, the others did not.

She would control herself. She would not know defeat. Not like the way Ranni's muscles strained enough to be heard with how her shoulders hunched, the scent of the Queen of Caria's tears on the air. Not like their Parent's hands, clenched so tightly their nails had drawn blood from their stony palms.

Malenia would not know defeat.
 
A quick explanation of why Marika Was Being Like That given her own genderfluidity (that isn't just 'she's a hypocrite' which, y'know, she is): so Marika sees/is trapped by the ways society sees women as being passive. Holders of power, but not wielders of it. They get to be the goddesses and queens, but it's the Elden Lord who wields their power for them (hence her coming up with Radagon). Additionally, she hates being an Empyrean which is a more Traditionally Feminine role - Empyreans aren't heirs to the Elden Lordship but to her Queendom, i.e. to the passive power-battery role. So when she sees Ranni 'choosing' to transition, she sees Ranni as choosing not just femininity but femininity as the Golden Order defines it, i.e. crushing subjugation and lack of one's own leverage or power.

Now, obviously this is complete bullshit, but that's how Marika sees it.
 
He was in every way the perfect heir, even if he couldn't ever get too close to Malenia, and his partners were entirely unsuitable - he always called them 'close friends' when speaking with their Parent but Malenia had seen him kissing them, and the rumours among the servants about the three of them were… regardless.

Ah, the good old "they're just friends, shill out".

A classic, one that shouldn't have to exists.

it feels like. I heard they all eat shellfish and let Albinaurics live in villages near them.

How dare they eat shellfish! That's inexcusable! What? Racism towards Albunarics and them by extension? Why, yes, it's not as if it was a surprise.

Maybe not a land octopus though. Those things were horrifying enough when she could see what they were doing.

Did you know they eat their own tentacles when low on health? :whistle:

She felt naked without her prosthetic. Without the weight of it on her shoulder. She wanted the comforting click of it beside her without her vision, wanted to push the first few inches of the sword out, in rhythm with her steps, the ache in the soles of her feet. She settled for working her nails against her thigh, at least until Miquella grabbed her hand.

"Hey. Easy. I'm here."

She made a noncommittal grunting noise

Want to ask: Am I getting confused or is she giving *someone on the autism spectrum* vibes since the beginning?

Her remarks on not getting people at all, her getting overwhelmed by conversations, her focusing too much on training, her little tics here....

Can you tell me?

That was - Malenia knew she was out of touch, but their Parent had only ever mentioned Carian sons? Then again - their Parent changed. Why not their children too? She knew Miquella sometimes disguised themselves as others, after all, as their Parent did. But their Parent's nature - and their Parent's rule - was somewhat…

Weird? About that sort of thing?

Regardless. It mattered little to Malenia.

Interesting, I was thinking the TW was about how Malenia would react, but this part makes me think it won't come from her, but from the rest of the court, or from Marika/Radagon, since you did say they had bad moments about these kind of things due to the Golden order.

"My experiments needed time -"

"Lazy lizard."

"You're both pretty," Godwyn murmured.

Oh. I thought the earlier remark was just because Goldwyn was gay, but I was wrong, not only is he bi, he is in a triad and it's with beings *outside the golden order*.

Did Marika's resentment get so big it had knock on effects on her children or what? Ranni, Rickard, Mohg, Miquella, Malenia somewhat, now, Godwyn... at this point I am pretty sure the ones actually loyal to the golden order are outnumbered by a lot.

It would be like turning her first bloom's ossified flower into a church, a place to worship her - or worse, her Patron.

Didn't they do that, by the way?

"Easy. Sweet sister, breathe deeper. There we go."

Yeah, the more her sibling talks to her, the more I remember some scenes from good fics about Autists characters and how those around them helped them calm down in a crisis.

Today would be better if she'd simply not woken at all. Pretended to be in a coma.

Then she came and did that when the tarnished came to see her, and she regretted not keeping it up, again. :V

There were murmurs at that, at saying Lunar Princess as though Caria still had authority, at - at apparently the eldest child being a 'princess' and not a prince, at calling it what it was, a taking of hostages. Parent-as-Father eventually spoke - "Caria does not have a Lunar Princess - "

Rennala's voice lowered to a hiss. "Do not misaddress our daughter while she is in thy care." Then, softer, soft enough that Malenia didn't think it was meant to be heard, yet it echoed in the sudden silence, "Ranni, dear, I - the light - "

Yep, misgendering and all coming from the Golden order's mouthpiece (hardly going to see them as anything else in this kind of situation), that's going to be... painful to watch.

Also, what the hell the automatic google chrome correction doesn't know the word *misgendering*? It's not as if it is that difficult or unused a word, especially nowadays....

If her eyes had been open, Malenia would have blinked in shock. That man was - was he. Flirting with her Parent? Did he not - ?

He must not know. Oh Erdtree, he didn't know.

She could not laugh, even as her lungs strained and fluttered. She could not gag. She could not -

Just to add to the splendid thought here:

Given how Marika and Radagon still managed to have a child together somehow do you actually think learning the truth would stop him or would he go for it with renewed vigor due to being a gigantic Radagon fan? This was your horrible image in your head of the day, hope you like it, it's there to stay!

There was a hiss to her Parent's voice when they spoke. "He isn't - he has no concept of that. And the trick you are attempting by encouraging it, by presenting him as heir to your customs, as though you aren't a conquered people with no more customs to present - "
"I did not - let us not speak about that. I did not mean to, to - "

"To threaten me?"

"... no." Malenia wasn't sure she'd ever heard a word so… mournful from her Parent. "I just. I must - "

And here comes the Golden order out in full force! Making everything worse, as it's wont to do!

Unless he is willing to brave the Rune I granted ye and be born as aught else.

Ranni: "Challenge accepted!"


It was an understandable response. The majority of positions at Leyndell were, in theory, agnostic to gender, though the highest offices could, of course, only be held by men or those directly entrusted by the Eternal Queen. Astronomer of the Court was one such role where gender was assumed - in fact, the title itself was permanently declined in the masculine. Whenever addressing her sibling, every single servant and soldier and noble and beyond would have to address Ranni as male. Including -

Fuck the Golden order, fuck the fingers.

Now, obviously this is complete bullshit, but that's how Marika sees it.

Probably not helped by the golden order making sure Marika cannot see the possibility of femininity not being subversive.
 
Want to ask: Am I getting confused or is she giving *someone on the autism spectrum* vibes since the beginning?

Her remarks on not getting people at all, her getting overwhelmed by conversations, her focusing too much on training, her little tics here....

Can you tell me?
I didn't intentionally write her as on the spectrum, but I can see it, yeah. So - yeah, Neurodivergent Malenia is canon to this fic. And it kind of fits what with her being not super social and having super enthusiasms (though there are Other Reasons for that as well) but - yeah, I'd say she's somewhat neurodivergent. Good comment, thank you.
 
I didn't intentionally write her as on the spectrum, but I can see it, yeah. So - yeah, Neurodivergent Malenia is canon to this fic. And it kind of fits what with her being not super social and having super enthusiasms (though there are Other Reasons for that as well) but - yeah, I'd say she's somewhat neurodivergent. Good comment, thank you.

She reminded me of Addy in *Administrative mishaps* on SB (great fic, would recommend), particularly the focusing too much on one thing and not seeing the rest of the world in some ways (despite Addy never having that one from what I remember), and the little tics with the training and movements (these ones Addy had, pretty sure, it's been a little time, am now thinking of rereading at this point), not the exact same signs, but the tone, if you can see what I mean.
 
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hospital visits, Armoured Core Fires of Rubicon Passion, more hospital visits, and me in general being an unfocused dumbass. only excuses ive got.
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3.9
Be Thou Mine Greatest Ally
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We were going to meet in the alleyway again, the one where we first met - which, didn't have the greatest memories associated with it, on either of our ends, but it was relatively out of the way and had stopped being an investigated crime scene recently, so it worked as a somewhat covert meet up spot. I waited until I got her text of 'im here, where r u' before drawing a circle in the air with my staff to help visualisation - quick check via extending my Paradise-Lost-granted-senses in shuddering inevitabilities to ensure I wasn't cutting Victoria in half - and cast the Reach.

It was almost like stepping forward, but it also was… I'm pretty sure how it looked was that I imploded and then exploded at my destination. Like a portal had opened but I'd sorta clipped into existence out of it, rather than stepping through.

Certainly Victoria was squinting a bit from the flash of light as I appeared.

"Hey!" I grinned and waved. I'd decided to wear my more comfortably baggy clothes with my human disguise up. Because while I was pretty sure I wasn't going to get recognised in Boston, I didn't really want to risk it either way, and, well. Comfortable. It was weirdly nervousness inducing, though, being here in front of her all - shapeless. I hadn't exactly been shapeful before but - last time she saw me in this exact place I was damn near streaking, only wearing the shotgun-shredded rags of my shirt.

Ugh, overthinking it.

"Hey." She waved - she was wearing another variation on her civilian mufti - slightly nicer jeans, and a windcheater instead of a hoodie, but the same sort of higher end quality but lower end look. "So I see you've got that… mover power thing under more control now?"

"Yup. Figured it'd be better than spending hours on the train." Ranni had told me not to go over five furlongs - which I still didn't know the equivalent of in miles - and not to go somewhere I hadn't been.

Buuuut, I did have Paradise Lost willing to scout for me. And I knew I couldn't really trust my patron because - well, um, everything, but…

I really wanted to go to an aquarium with Victoria?

Even if my Patron wasn't trustworthy, I at least knew, more or less, how to predict its reactions to things like this.

Victoria kept her hands in her pockets as she strolled over. "That's certainly true. So do I just - grab your hand, is there anything I should know about how it works before we get going…? Like, one time I met someone whose mover power technically exploded them and other people into chunks, but that was more transforming flesh at the destination into the people being moved, so they had to have these flesh pools wherever they wanted to travel to, or else accidentally kill people."

"That is mildly horrifying." I still couldn't quite wipe the grin off my face. "I guess the only advice I can give is, uh, to hold on tight? I'm really not sure what you'll see if you keep your eyes open when it happens. I sort of… implode and then step out at the destination, more or less? In uh - less than higher dimension math, I'm basically tearing open a small wormhole with stabilised reality on either side, so even though I do implode and more or less get squeezed through a pinprick of space, nothing actually changes because of the stabilisation, and boom. Arrival."

Victoria stared at me for a moment with a little smile. "Huh."

"The only problem is that before I got this -" I held up my staff - it wasn't quite a full staff, more the size of a fire poker that I could just barely fit in my backpack, "- utilising the math involved for that time I stepped off the side of a building more or less uh… crystalised my liver. But that won't happen to you, promise!"

The little smile shifted to a frown, and she started to open her mouth.

"And um. I can fix it if it does, but it won't, so that's. Yeah."

"... you know at this point your powers are complicated enough I'm almost tempted to give up and say that you're right, they're magic."

"Heh. And if it turned out I could teach you how to do it yourself?" I grinned extra wide. Just needed to figure out the sight of the god-touched - without melting her brain - and I could show off Atlas in all his rocky boney glory. "Eidolon does a bunch of esoteric shit too and I bet he can't explain how." I let out a little smug smirk.

"Yeah, you do know there are a variety of famous power granting capes. Generally they tend more towards gang lord, but there are some heroic ones - mostly in South America, and a couple of the former Sentais. Anyway - if you're sure that this travel method is safe… then let's go look at some fish and crustaceans."

I grinned and thought back to that video I'd sent her. "Hand. Hand. Is food?" I giggled as she grabbed onto my shoulder and cut out her flight entirely - I hadn't noticed before but she'd been hovering, just a bit, so she was more in my eyeline. A quick circle, focusing -

Maybe I should have listened to Ranni.

We stepped out the other side, but I felt dizzy and like I'd been squeezed through that tube I'd mentioned. Nothing was physically wrong with us - nothing mentally, no crystalisation in my Patron's sight - just -

"Frighte," Victoria coughed out. "That was…" she stumbled a little, then floated upright before she could even trip. "Kinda rough."

"Sister said something about five furlongs. Not sure what that is but I'm guessing Brockton to Boston is a little bit more than that?"

"Taylor. Five furlongs is a kilometre. Brockton to Boston is a lot more than that."

"I mean - I've cleared a couple dozen miles without issue before. But. Okay. Maybe we should take the trains back?" I grinned sheepishly and swung my bag over my shoulder so I could put away the staff. Ranni was slowly teaching me the trick to vanish things, but so far I'd lost six packs of cards, three granola bars, and a pear to it. Retrieving the things was the harder part, apparently. "Sorry. I - guess I got a bit overexcited."

Victoria pulled me into a hug, hovering upward again. "That's fair - mover powers, especially teleporting or flight, are super cool. Just bear your limitations in mind. Cause otherwise you end up crystallising your liver, apparently. Or mine."

I was getting some neat trinkets out of that, though. Which Ranni had to remind me not to call that a favourable outcome. But I was getting a hug that I gladly returned. "Or other parts. Buuuut that's beside the point. Time for fishies!"

"Hell yeah. And, while we're at it… you can try and explain some of this other world stuff. If - if you want. I don't want to push." Victoria tucked her arm neatly through mine.

"I -" I cleared my throat, my neck burning. "It's exciting stuff, learning about the things my heritage got up to. But uh - as I keep saying, I was actually born here, so I've only got their accounts to go off. And maybe some of the books in Mom's collection that I thought were fantasy but are actually dry history books." We stepped out of the dark of the alleyway and into the mildly overcast sunlight. Boston… felt different to Brockton in a way that was hard to place. The sea smelt as strongly here as it did down by Dad's workplace, but more ocean-like and with less of the - well, metal and rotting seaweed stench. There were more pedestrians about, just walking around. Smiling. No-one was doing the Bay walk, with hunched forward shoulders and hurried stride to get out of there as fast as possible. I think we actually got some looks because it was just - instinct to walk like that.

Also because I was probably pushing six foot six. Maybe even more? That probably helped me stand out a bit. I hadn't actually properly measured myself since my 'growth spurt'. But now my glasses made the top of my nose itch just a little - I'd gotten used to not wearing them, finally, after ages of feeling off by not wearing them.

"I get that. But you also clearly have all these - cultural ideas about stuff, like your powers, that are kinda different. Not in a bad way! But I want to know those differences so I don't accidentally stick my foot in my mouth and say something rude. You've already had such a tough time of things with everything you told me about." She looked up at me from the corner of her eye, expression rueful. "I don't want to accidentally make it worse."

"You couldn't." I immediately blurted out. "I - I mean. You're… even if you did, there's a good chance I wouldn't even realise it, and - you're not malicious. You don't… you don't want to hurt me, and that makes all the difference already." And she was a public hero - a hero with an open identity. She wouldn't turn into another Emma, not without - she was already a celebrity. People would notice if she suddenly turned into a heinous bitch. Hopefully.

Victoria gave me another look I couldn't quite decipher. "And when you introduce me to the family like you're planning to?"

"... okay, yeah, that's a good point too." I mumbled as she chuckled.

"Did Barnes know this too? Was it part of why she got all - weird?"

"I - I don't think so. I only found out myself like a month ago or so. Though - if she did know, I'm almost certain she would have - I don't know. Called border patrol to claim my family were illegal immigrants or something just to -" Deep breath. "You're the only one I've told."

She gave me that smile again. Squeezed my arm a little. "Thank you for trusting me with that, then."

"You're - good people." I nodded a little shakily. I wanted to hold her hand, but that would - that wasn't what our relationship was, no matter how much I desperately wanted it to be. "Um. Do my eyes still have a slight silver glow to them?"

She peered a little closer "They're definitely silver, but they aren't glowing, not like when we're dressed up. Though - it's weird, a lot of capes have that. Glowing eyes or something that clearly aren't an issue in their civilian life. Though I'm never sure if it's just clever cosmetics or power related."

"Right." I nodded. "I'm under cosmetics to - look human again. Because apparently the other way has been my default this whole time, with the stone skin and stuff - the disguise is in my glasses?" I reached up but then thought better of it.

"So - Clark Kent. That's cool."

Who? Are they another public cape? "Tinkertech is bullshit, I guess. Assuming that's what their glasses were."

She gave a little hiccuping giggle at that. "Not really. I'd ask you to explain how yours works but - " Her lips twitched a little with an echo of the giggle. "I get the feeling the answer would be more magic."

"Heh… kinda." I rubbed the back of my neck sheepishly. "There's - two main schools. Incantations and Sorceries. Incantations are about willpower and connecting to greater things to channel their power, like you're a conduit or - or a fantasy priest, or something. Sorceries are apparently based in physics, math, and poking the universe just the right way to get things done by using thought to shape quantum foam." I paused. "The glasses um - act as an anchor for an incantation to shift my form into… this."

She nodded slowly. "Okay… so it's kinda like power classifications, but instead of everyone awkwardly adapting what was meant to be threat callouts and completely ditching the original, more precise academic terms, it's two really broad categories based on whether their physics are somewhat understandable or not."

"Oh, no, both are fully explainable in how they work, it's the sources that differ. Like, incantations, there's several different kinds - like Bestial, which is like… calling on the concept of Mother Nature and asking for a boost. The Erdtree - a thing back where the family comes from - is tied to the cycle of - " I paused. "Uh, it ended up being tied to the cycle of life and death, so it ended up being invoked for healing though really how it heals things is more - setting them to the way they should be ordered? Other things you could call on for power would be stuff like uh - Dragons if you want lightning? Which is awesome. I haven't really gone through all of the different options yet but I was told that under the right conditions, screaming 'for the power of greyskull' will work, kinda. If you put enough willpower into it." I hummed.

"... what."

"Yeah! If you believe in something enough - " I toned down an exuberant arm gesture that almost decked someone also heading into the aquarium - they gave me a very dirty look which was pretty fair, " - then you can call on its power, even if it doesn't necessarily have power of its own yet, though that helps."

Victoria's brow furrowed. "So - theoretically, if you joined Haven or one of those ultra christian groups - "

"Yeah, I mean -" I thought about it for a moment. "... I could shout 'jesus take the wheel' and there's a damn good chance it results in a self-driving car. I'd have to ask Dad, but - very real possibility." I frowned. "Not that I'd want to join, what with them being conservatives who think gays are the cause of natural disasters and whatever."

"Haven's not… as bad about that. But from what you'd said, you'd still need to be, like, mega-christian for it to work. Which I'm taking it you're not."

"Not in the slightest. Dad and Mom never really cared for it, and I guess I might have picked that up on the way." I shrugged. "Back on topic thought - there's the incantations, and then there's Sorceries, which are… grounded. They don't rely on willpower - though really it's less willpower and more faith? - just comprehension of certain concepts. The staff keeps me from hurting myself when I cast, but I didn't need it to cast."

The conversation was dropped for a moment as we got into the aquarium, paying for our tickets and passing by the gift shop. There were so many interesting animals to look at! We were barely inside and already - ooh that sign said they had seals here! And a snake? Sure!

... if it was a totally normal snake, Ranni wouldn't be too mad at me about just looking at it, right?

"Technically speaking -" I kept my voice low as we leaned on the wall to an enclosure. I wasn't sure what was in this one, but guessing by the igloo in the corner, probably penguins or seals. "I don't actually have powers of my own. Dad and Sis have been teaching me the things they know."

Victoria paused. "You… didn't - hmm. Okay." Her expression fell into a frown. "That's… so. What I'm about to tell you about is kind of another cape community faux pas. You don't talk about it. Actually talk about it, I mean, cause I know you're about to bring up all the interviews I gave when I first became Glory Girl."

"I haven't seen those, actually." I knew they existed, more or less. But I'd not watched them recently, and around the time they'd first come out I'd just delayed seeing them until time passed and Emma continued to happen and drain my will to do anything for myself and at some point they'd slipped my mind completely.

"Yeah, they're not… me at my best. The point is, that it's kind of a cape rule - sorta just being polite, really - that you don't talk about how you or anyone else got their powers. Even among people you trust and have been unmasked to. It's why I didn't talk about this before, because I just assumed…"

I tilted my head curiously. "Why…? Wait, is getting powers…" I vaguely knew the story the news had pushed of Panacea becoming a miracle healer after her sister was shot in front of her but, well, that knowledge was vague.

She was silent for a while. "There's lots of propaganda about how second generation capes - get their powers more easily. Propaganda I was a part of because I was just so happy I had them, I didn't really think about it until later, until Amy got hers and I talked more to Crystal and Eric… " She worked her lip between her teeth then looked up at me, her blue eyes very clear and sharp. "It's commonly said that the day most capes get their powers is the worst day of their lives. That's not - always entirely true, but it is universally true that every cape gets their powers at a moment of incredible trauma, mental or physical or both. And in some way that trauma - shapes them for the rest of their lives, as all trauma does. You don't talk about that, obviously, but - when you meet another cape. No, let's not universalise. When I meet another cape, and they're clearly - struggling, like you were when we met, I tend to hypothesise. And a lot of my assumptions have turned out to be wrong. Partly because of this. So - I'm sorry for that. For making up traumas for you in my head."

I reached out hesitantly - if what she said was right, then she'd been through horrible things herself. Maybe even worse than I had with Emma -

I pulled her into a tight hug. "I'm sorry too. I'm not sure what for but -" I tried to squeeze as tightly as I could without hurting her.

"Don't. It's not - like, both what you told me about Barnes, and just being in a city with the Empire could arguably count as stressors enough to trigger, in my opinion. And you shouldn't compare trauma anyway. And mine was kinda - stupid. The point is that - there are a lot of capes who'll react to you saying things like that with revulsion. They'll think because you don't share that defining pain that your trauma doesn't matter, that it can't be as big as theirs is. It's unlikely to come up because, as I said, talking about how you got your powers is rude in the same way prying into anyone's personal life is rude, but it's something you need to know."

"Okay." One last squeeze before letting her go. "Um. What do you mean by trigger? I don't think I've heard that term used like that before. And - don't um. Your trauma wasn't stupid, especially if it was enough to give you powers. You matter too, y'know?"

"Trust me, I'm the one with my trauma. It was pretty stupid." Victoria brushed her hair back. "And trigger - it's a psych term in general, though there it's more about when you see something that puts you back in that state of trauma. Like a flashback, y'know?"

"Oooh. I understand." I nodded slowly. "I… think. Probably."

"Right, so - the term as applied to gaining powers came from a paper in nineteen ninety… seven, I want to say? That had done studies of a bunch of heroes and a few villain volunteers and argued that all capes were perpetually in a state of being triggered by their trauma, that in a sense they were perpetually living in that trauma point. Now, Dillman and Hicks' study the following year kinda completely refuted that point, but the rest of the paper was good enough that the term stuck. So - trigger event."

Okay. But - getting silver eyes wasn't traumatic? Or - seeing Dad turn into a Mom wasn't traumatic as it was surprising. My body being different…

Wasn't this the evidence I needed to prove to her that magic was a thing and I wasn't a normal cape? "I… never had one of those." I swallowed nervously. "All the ongoing trauma with Emma sucked, yeah, but… it never got to the point where I woke up one day with powers? I remember when I woke up with the silver eyes and things started getting weird - I was actually kinda happy. Because I wouldn't have to go to school and deal with things there for three weeks."

"Yeah, that's… that's abnormal." Victoria bit at her lip again. "Really abnormal. Well - actually I was really happy the day of mine until it happened, but you'd have had a more drawn out - anyway. There's - no records of anyone ever triggering from happiness, despite how the press talks about it, and even our powers seem to draw on our traumas, a little bit. But you yourself said that you kinda… got these from your dad? So he's a power granter?" Her fingers drummed a little against each other. "I know you said you didn't know about this stuff before - and I don't want to just, wildly accuse someone I know very little about other than you saying he's a bloodsoaked conquering monarch - but is it possible that he kinda… granted you the powers before you were aware as an excuse to mention all this stuff to you?"

I glanced back into the enclosure. There was a seal, flopping about on a sunning rock. "If someone had given me that idea before I met my sister - yeah, I'd consider it. But… no. I had trouble at the start, really struggling to cast on my own - the first time I managed, I nearly burnt my hand off. But I did it. I connected to the Flame of Ruin, and it actively hates Dad."

"Back up a second - met your sister?"

I blinked. Oh, right. "Yeah, she uh… like, as far Dad and I knew, all my siblings were dead? But apparently she wasn't, or - part of her wasn't - and she showed up on Christmas. Woke up's maybe the better term. She's been teaching me the sorcery stuff."

"... you're going to have to actually tell me this stuff in order at some point because I am completely lost. And - " She leant forward, elbows on the railing. "Sorry for dragging things down by bringing up grim stuff. We were here to hang out and have fun and look at animals, and I kinda - did my dumb nerdy serious thing - "

"Hey, it's fine. We were planning to do some serious talking while we were here." I rubbed her back gently. "At least by front-loading it we got it out of the way and can just focus on the cute animals. Even if that one does look one of his parents was a pug." I pointed at one seal with a particularly squished-looking face with a smile.

"Aww. He's sorta slapping himself with his flipper. Or - she, I'm not… entirely clear on whether there's sexual dimorphism in seals and how it would present."

One was swimming up closer to us, big eyes curious - or maybe hungry - as it swished and swirled through the water. It was adorable. Sorta turning and flipping -

And swimming away as a kid down from us banged on the glass.

Ah. Children. The bane of our existence.

Victoria shot them a filthy look, then sighed and leant against the railing to try and peer deeper into the tank. "I never really got why anyone would do that. Even as a kid. Trying to see them, or just resting your hand on the glass - or drumming it on something else if it's, like, a stimming thing… I dunno, it just always seemed cruel to me. Like, no-one would like it if they were going about their day and someone just sort of - slammed something next to them to startle them."

My immediate reaction of being tempted to do just that - startle someone deliberately - was tempered by the fact I didn't want to be an asshole. "I mean - I guess kids don't always know yet how not to be assholes? And some never really learn. And - I mean, from a really young kid's point of view that probably is happening to them all the time. Parents coming in and picking them up and trying to feed them and stuff sorta out of nowhere."

"I guess," Victoria said. Though from her tone of voice I hadn't completely convinced her.

"At least we can be better." I scrunched up my shoulders a little. I wanted to make this better somehow but it wasn't my responsibility to do that and - I forced myself to keep my hand in my pocket, so if I did manage to summon my Seal it wouldn't be so visible.

"Hopefully, anyway. C'mon, let's try and find the crabs. Hand. Food." She smiled up at me, almost a smirk - and suddenly advanced on me, hands snapping like little claws.

"Frighten!" I shuffled back - oof - right back into the railing and then she was leaning against me too and -

Even though I was taller than her, like this her face was really close. I could see the makeup she'd put on, and the little beauty mark just by her left eye. The way her hair was darker at the roots. The little fracture line of green in the blue of her eyes. The -

"Um, sorry about that. Didn't - anyway. Crabs?"

"Y-yes." My face felt like it was on fire. Was it so wrong to want that to happen again? To be close to someone? To feel -

It was so hard to look her in the eyes after that but also far too easy. To just - study them. Get lost in them like I lost myself in the stars. Hell, the animals weren't nearly as enrapturing as she was. Watching her enjoying herself - we stopped by everything on the way to finding the crabs, even fish that were, by any reasonable metric, pretty dull, but her eyes would light up and she'd read the placards and it was -

Was it weird, that I couldn't really think of anything I enjoyed that much any more? Even learning magic with Ranni and Dad, it wasn't joyful in the same way her talking about sunfish, or about fugu, or about theories around spinosaurus fossils was.

Some quiet part of me wanted to suck the joy from her. To find a way to make it mine. As though I was owed it.

I stomped on that part of me as hard as I possibly could, and focused on looking at the nice animals.

And then we came across the snake.

The enclosure was neat, and watching it coiled around the tree branch was - I peered closely at it. "You're a little out of place here, aren't you?" I murmured to it. It regarded me with the kind of cool disinterest only a reptile could. When its tongue flicked out, I imagined it was the equivalent of blowing a raspberry at me.

"I mean, we're in the Amazon exhibit. And it's a semi aquatic python, apparently. It swims to catch its prey." Victoria straightened from where she'd been reading the placard.

"Yeah but… snake. I'm ninety percent sure it's the only animal here besides the penguins and the seals that doesn't have gills." Would Ranni give me shit about it, just cause of the Rykard thing? Did she dislike snakes in general? It was hard to see why - the little guy was cute enough, blinking in that weird double-lidded snakey way. "He sort of just… stands out a little."

"I'm pretty sure crabs don't have gills. Don't they have spiracles like land arthropods do? And there are some frogs around here too. Also gill-less. Mostly cause gills kinda suck." Her arm slid round my back and I tried not to stiffen with nerves, or to smell her, or be - creepy or weird. "I get what you mean though. You don't tend to think 'snake' when you think 'aquarium'."

"Yeah…" I held a finger up to the glass by his face and he flicked his tongue at it. "Man, my sister's gonna flip her lid when I tell her I saw a snake today and felt kinship with it." I chuckled. I too, felt out of place.

"She doesn't like snakes?"

Okay, so this was going to be tough to explain… "After our brother sort of… got eaten by one? Or - force-fed himself to one, at any rate. I think she's kinda against them on principle." I shrugged a little. "That was ages before I was born though." I hummed contently, leaning against her just the tiniest bit.

"... your brother force fed himself to a snake?"

"Apparently it was a very big snake, that lived in a volcano, and…" What had they called it… "It was a god-devouring serpent? I'm - I'm not sure anyone really knew what was going through his mind at the end there, everyone sort of regarded him as a little bit insane. A lot. A lot insane."

Victoria blinked at me for a moment. "Yeah, it kinda sounds like it. Or at the very least, super dramatic. I mean - feeding yourself to a volcano snake almost feels like it's… trying way too hard to be a supervillain. I - don't know if that's okay to joke about, he was your brother, even if you never met him - "

"I mean - I'm okay with it. I don't really have any of the trauma or hangups and - like, intellectually, it's probably not okay but…" I shrugged. "I don't really know what else to do. He fed himself to a snake, my other brother stopped time for… nobody's really sure how long before getting into a fight with the vanguard of the deity of cancer, and that nascent vanguard was my half-sister… the family tree is really fucked up, both literally and metaphorically. I feel as out of place among them as I do among capes here. Stuck somewhere in between but not enough on either side to truly say I belong."

"I don't know exactly how that feels but. Things with my family suck sometimes too. Uh, anyway I was just going to say that the whole - snake theming and volcano thing are like, kid's tv show's idea of supervillains. In theory at least."

"Oh, yeah, for sure. He had an entire manor dedicated to burning down Dad's seat of power in rebellion." I could recall Ranni's imitation of him. "We shall devour the very gods, togethaaaaa!"

Victoria paused. "Wait - he survived force-feeding himself to the snake?"

"He became the snake." I giggled. "It was fuckin' wild."

Victoria pinched the bridge of her nose, then - "Okay, take it actually - from the top this time. Explain where your family came from, from the start. Cause I'm still struggling to piece it all together."

"I mean - I don't know the full story from the top but… I think it went something like…"

And so I told her most of what I knew. Most of it. Because I wasn't really sure how to cover the whole 'Dad was uh… actually queen' part. And leaving out most of the names because names were important not to talk about or something in cape culture, and I could cover that later when we weren't in a public aquarium. Though anyone who overheard me would probably have assumed I was talking about a fantasy series because, well - dragons, generals, gods, and so on. Still. Better safe than sorry.

And there were still bits I wasn't completely sure of. Like the timeframe - I knew Dad had taken over the 'Lands Between', and had ruled for A While, but I wasn't sure when during that while she'd married himself, or when she'd had my siblings, or how old they'd all been in relation to each other. I thought that Ranni had been the oldest of the ones she'd had with Mom? But even so.

I really should convince Ranni to write this stuff into a book series.

We finally ended up sitting on a bench next to the crab tank, watching the little things scurry about and nibble at sand. Or the stuff on the sand, maybe?

"That… sounds like a lot." Victoria said, almost cautiously.

"Yeah. Supposedly took place over a few frozen centuries at the very least, once the general did his thing." I held a finger up to the glass. Not tapping it. Crab. Crab crab crab. Hand. Hand hand. Is food? Frighten. Crab. "So everyone's - everyone's so much older. Got so, so much more experience than I do. So sometimes I wonder if it's… if it's really okay that they're letting me take the lead on some things. Like, is this them being a safety net for the mistakes I'm going to make eventually one way or another? Or are they genuinely so - so far out of touch that I'm taking the lead because they genuinely need help? Because the second one's more than a bit concerning, if I'm honest. I barely know what I'm doing myself, most days."

"I think that's true of everyone." She bumped against my side. "And I imagine the answer is a bit of both - it sounds like your Dad and your sister haven't been super in touch with the world - this world - much. But they also want you to be your own person. Which is kinda refreshing, I guess."

"Mm. They seem to be more in touch with the civilian side of things - Mom was a college professor, Dad's part of a union, and my sister is apparently diving headfirst into the internet for whatever reason." I slumped a little. Should I tell her about my Patron?

"I mean, the internet's fun. And I guess if she was asleep for a decade and a bit, there's a lot of it to catch up on."

"Yeah." I smiled weakly at her. I wasn't sure what it was about this that made it feel so tiring. But it felt like that in a good way? Like… cleaning. Like all the shit inside me had been scoured out, and I was left abraded, but cleansed.

There was definitely a twinge of guilt there too. Feeling like I was dumping everything on Victoria and looking for validation, again. As though I hadn't done enough damage the first time.

"... I'm still not sold on the idea of it being magic though. It sounds like things were super mythologised there, but it being this… separate thing from powers - I dunno." She shrugged. "Maybe it's just cause I grew up around powers and have spent so long thinking about them but the idea of this stuff not being powers is just a bridge too far for my brain."

"I guess it kinda is powers, just… different source, different system, different label?" I shrugged helplessly. "... though you can't teach powers from here like that. Flying like you can would be really cool, but the closest I can get is apparently going to be 'temporarily grow wings with all the hazards and strength that entails'. Which'll be neat, but not really the same." I was pretty sure Ranni's hovering thing was different, anyway, and might only be because she was doll sized, or was an active Ruler, or one of ten million other things.

"I get that. And certainly, most of the incantations you described sound like some power granting trump powers? With that catch that you're kind of binding yourself to something, very myth-y - but normally that's clearly someone else with power, not a kind of abstract concept like, uh. What did you call it - the Flame of Ruin?" Victoria grinned a little. "I really have to compliment your culture's names for stuff, by the way. They're all kinda rad. Though - I'm guessing they're translations."

"Eh, they're the names I got given." I shrugged again. "There's the Ancient Dragons of Farum Azula, the Godskins, Castle Stormveil… the Royal Academy of Raya Lucaria where Mom was queen and headmistress of, I think?"

"Right, but presumably they didn't speak English in Farum Azula. I imagine your Dad's translating a lot of these concepts. Because it sounds like history must have really diverged a while ago to result in a world this different, so presumably the linguistic - whatevers that lead to English being English would have been way different. Or so I'd guess. Alternate history is something I've only dabbled in SF wise."

"I'll definitely ask them about that." I nodded. "By English being English - do you mean three different languages in a trenchcoat pretending to be a single one?" I grinned a little, nudging her with my elbow as she rolled her eyes. But she grinned so - joke success! "As far as the incantations go - there's the Bestial incants I mentioned before, with nature and like, simplicity? The Flame of Ruin is the feeling of betrayal. The Dragons were… something about timelessness and the storm? But sorceries are just physics, apparently. Poke the universe with just the right resonance and you can hold the stars in place and stop time, except not really."

"I mean - hm. This is kinda reminding me about some theories about powers and how they might work, in shape at least? As I understand it - oh my god that crab flipped that other one over! No! Very rude."

I narrowed my eyes at the crab. He had one big claw and the other seemed almost like it was missing the bottom pincer, leaving just a very sharp stabby implement. It seemed to… blink, for lack of a better word, before scurrying away sideways, giant claw raised above his face.

"Think he might have deserved a frighten," Victoria grumbled.

I snorted. "Bit difficult to do that without giving the rest a frighten too." I rolled my fingers in my pocket, made a quick little gesture - the sand under the poor flipped fella jumped for a moment, pushing the crab right-side-up again. Which, sadly, caused a frighten and it scurried away past other crabs with such grace and speed that they all got a frighten and started scurrying too. Oops?

Victoria eyed the still settling sand. "So, given you mentioned them. I'm guessing the Flame stuff and Bestial stuff is what you've learnt so far? The - fire stuff makes sense I guess. Given what you'd told me before. I'd find it pretty easy to feel betrayed after that."

I rolled my fingers again with a wince. "Yeah. It's bad enough that the first time I used it my hand sort of… got burned up pretty bad. If I can't get those emotions under control, it starts to intrude on other casts as well. Hurling fireballs at people is going to be lethal no matter how I try to go about it. Hurling boulders isn't much better, but highly explosive magma boulders?"

"Hurling fireballs doesn't have to be lethal. I'm not super clear on tactics pyrokinetic heroes use, but I can try and do more research. Find you some options. Ditto for like - rock moving? Though - agreed on the magma boulders." She leant over and bopped her head against my arm. "Then again, given how strong and durable you said you were, you might not need that. Might just be a good extra backup tool to have in your back pocket."

"I guess you're right." I hummed, reaching up just a little to rub her shoulder in what I hoped was a comforting manner instead of a creepy one. "It's just… hard to look at having these options, these amazing fantastical options, and going 'yeah, I'm just gonna punch that guy' when I could be flinging rocks or ice waves. Unarmed would be… useful, but boring, y'know?"

"Yeah, but it's better than facing punitive charges for accidentally crippling someone. Look at it that way."

I grimaced. "Fair point." Even if there was the fact that if I was crippling someone, it probably wasn't because I was interested in them leaving the fight alive. "I'm hoping sis can find some non-lethal options for me to learn. The kind that aren't non-lethal because I'm specifically holding back, just - couldn't kill someone if I tried kinda non-lethal."

"What, like a knockout spell or something?"

"Yeah! Exactly like that."

"Hopefully. Powers don't tend to work like that… though…" Victoria was peering behind me and frowning. "Huh."

I twisted around to follow her gaze. Nothing that out of the ordinary, though I guessed the people in evening dress were kinda weird. And had one of them just gone through a maintenance door? "They don't look like employees, do they." One of them turned around, back to the wall, and - oh. Yeah, definitely not employees, not if they were wearing a mask like that.

"It's not even their territory, the Ambassadors must be - " Victoria narrowed her eyes, then quickly looked back at the crabs. "Look away, don't draw their attention!"

I lazily turned back to look at the crabs. Two of them were… fighting wasn't exactly the right word for it. Maybe playing patty cake with their claws? Or dancing at each other? It was adorable, but… "What could they be doing here?"

"I mean - deal of some kind? Or handoff? The docks are nearby, and they do a lot of drug trading." Her face was cold and focused in the blue light from the tank. "They must be really confident of Protectorate response times to be open enough to wear costume in a public place, so calling them in isn't going to help." She worried at her lower lip for a second. "... do you have your mask with you?"

It wasn't much of one, but then again, if Miss Militia could get away with wearing a bandanna, so could I, right? "Yup. Do you need one?" I wasn't sure because - while she was an open cape… I didn't want her to get in trouble for interacting with Empyrean.

"... maybe?" Her teeth dug more into her lip, eyes scanning across the glass and sand. "Yes, if you have a spare."

"I do." She could use the bandanna, I could use the scarf in my bag. "Bathroom? Put on masks and teleport in." I pushed on Paradise Lost for a moment, scanning the immediate area beyond what it usually granted - it wasn't an amazing way to see through walls, but it let me know where was and wasn't open enough for me to Reach. The kinetic shadows were mostly people hurrying away, to be honest. Except there was one on their knees, in the maintenance room, their movements shifting and uncomfortable, but slow. Like they were drugged? Or asleep.

"Might not have enough time if they're expecting the handoff to be that quick." Victoria tapped her thumb on the railing. "Fuck! Okay, how about - we act like we're moving away, like we're scared, disabled's for the masks, then your teleport - okay that should work, but be careful because - we did just talk about being careful with trying to be nonlethal - "

"Right." We started moving away, to the bathrooms - "Got a peek through the walls. Looks like they have a hostage, maybe? But if it's a hand off - are the Ambassadors known for human trafficking?"

She paused, fists clenching. "Not that I'm aware of, but they'd want to keep that quiet if they were. They're more facilitators for other gangs, I think. Fuck!" She shot a quick glance around the room, pulled her hoodie down slightly lower. "No one close enough, put on the bandannas, we'll go now."

I knelt down, slid my bag off my shoulder, handed her the bandanna and wrapped my scarf around my face, putting my glasses away and feeling my body change back to my true form. I grabbed my staff and slipped my bag back on as Victoria finished tying the bandanna. "We're going to be dropping right in the middle of them."

"... that's really risky when we don't know who's there, but - okay. God, I was really hoping not to have to go through your mover power again but - " She grabbed my forearm, almost bruisingly tight, feet kicking off the floor as she started to hover.

"It'll be easier this time." I spun the staff, the world fell from under me -

My first thought was that this really did look like a maintenance area. Buckets, bits and bobs, cleaning equipment stored haphazardly, bland concrete walls, no ambient music or animal sounds through speakers or from enclosures, just the cry of seagulls coming from the open loading bay.

The Reach had scattered them - but no, they must have been already scattered, knew we were coming somehow - from the lack of burn marks on their costumes. A woman in a blue dress with a heavy mask that looked like it might be made of seashells or coral. A man with slicked back hair, a tuxedo, and a heavy and expressionless mask split neatly into black and white. Someone in a green dress shirt, sleeves rolled up and blazer removed, with a heavy metal spiralling shape for a mask that could have been one of the symbols of a cast incantation for how intricate it was.

Well, best to try throw them off another way.

"Sup, fuckers!" I launched myself forward with frozen glintstone blade at the ready, aiming for black-and-white's limbs with a stab. He vanished moments before I made contact and my charge was interrupted by a sudden geyser of water from my left - not strong enough to knock me off balance, but enough that I needed to slow and brace myself. Especially when the direction of the water reversed, suddenly sucking back past me towards the empty space the water had burst from beside the woman with the seashell mask.

I kept an echo-eye on her. Next time she tried that -

But I had ended up next to the hostage. Or rather, the container I knew to contain the hostage. There was a non-masked man across from me with a gun - I flung a pebble that went right down the barrel, splitting the metal apart. Impact on my shoulder - light, almost a scratch, with no source on my kinetic vision.

Behind me, the echoes of Victoria engaged with green-shirt, maybe hurling him away in the majority of probabilities - as the echoes were also potential movements, it was a little unclear. She spun away from a bouncing something, and I risked a glance - the cape we'd seen outside had entered, a woman in a suit and angular horned mask, with a cropped bob hanging close to her chin, lazily drifting black orbs bouncing from her fingers.

Then I got hit with another water geyser. That was annoying.

I rolled my fingers, pushed my seal into the ground, and pushed the ground under Geyser up, almost slamming her into the roof before I stopped, letting her tumble off with a shriek right into Victoria's waiting punch. As for Ghosty McGhostface - I stood up ramrod straight, held one arm to my chest, the other straight up - Our Will is that you Hurt - and swung a golden discus around me in an orbit.

A startled cry, and for a moment I saw a mirror image of black-and-white tuxedo man - before I had to dodge sideways from one of the orbs and a gunshot from another non-masked combatant. The orb sprouted spines as it drifted by, and given the way a number of them were casually impaled in the walls or various vehicles, even my durability might have suffered a bit by being hit with the incredible flying urchin. It was funny, because until Victoria had corrected me only twenty or so minutes ago, I had thought those things were called echidnas.

I sent a series of iceblades flying at horned-mask in answer and she ducked away, barely dodging under them - green shirt was advancing on Victoria, his hands glowing and cuts along his forearms sealing as they did so. I couldn't look for long with anything other than my kinetic vision because I was having to duck more gunshots - again, except those had been aimed at my legs, ow, bouncing off my shins thankfully, but more than enough to make me almost stumble - more papercut feelings and then suddenly tuxedo was there again, trying to put me in some sort of sleeper hold -

I excluded him from the calculations and Reached to right behind him. He flipped, startled, and I was able to land a solid fist in his gut before he vanished again with a wheeze, reappearing a few feet away clutching his stomach.

That was a useful trick - I'd have to use it more often. Knuckledusters or Glintstone Gauntlets as catalysts, perhaps? Orbweaver was trying something again, and I was just sick and tired of her, of them not going down -

My head ached for a long moment, and I screamed in pain and rage, flinging my hand out at Orbweaver - my forearm sprouted spines, puncturing and cracking my flesh as my own orb went flying at her. She'd stumbled as well, hand to her own head - eyes wide behind her mask, she didn't even notice Victoria swooping in until her neck was in the crook of Victoria's elbow.

Which meant I got blindsided with another water blast and follow-up suck, hard enough to knock me off my feet for a moment - how had she gotten up again, wait greenshirt was near her, hands glowing, had he healed her, that was bullshit - until I hissed and planted my hand on the ground, the blossoming of claws of force enough to keep me upright and cut through the flood.

As the water hit me on the return phase of the next wash, I inverted the claws, gripped the floor, and heaved, sending chest-high blades rushing at them, hidden in the water.

Not so hidden was the man-sized hunk of concrete I'd ripped out of the floor and also flung at them. But just to be sure, I didn't stop there. Flinging glintstone pebble after pebble after pebble at green shirt's limbs, trying to take him out immediately. He stumbled back, crying out in agony as a blade sliced into his leg, as the pebbles burst against him. The wounds were closing, but slowly - was there a limit? Or did it just take time? Either way he was down for now, Geysergirl retreating soggily accompanied by the last of the gun wielders, reaching down to try and pull tuxedo to his feet -

Before a giant bird made of water and a twining mass of red entered through the docking bay doors - Geyser froze instantly, and I clearly saw her dark lips mouth fuck before her jet of water turned in mid air with a flap of the bird's wings, wrapping around her arms and legs. The red resolved itself into a Protectorate hero I recognised but didn't know the name of - I thought she was a woman, in a futuristic looking helmet set in a sharply angled red v, shoulder pads heavy with crystal growths.

Victoria carefully dumped Orbweaver next to the water pile, then immediately flew to my side, floating down to unlatch the case containing the person. "We're independent heroes, we saw - well, my, um, comrade here has a Thinker power, mild area type, allowed her to see that they're trafficking someone - " She made a little pfeh noise as the bandana clearly got in her mouth. "Which I know isn't the Ambassadors' normal MO, but - "

"Easy," the water bird said in a rough, male voice - surprisingly normal sounding given that he was a bird made out of water - before coalescing into a man in a sleeveless, tied shirt of some kind and a blue feathered mask. "You both did good. Maybe a little far with Lizardtail, but still. The PRT will be here soon to collect statements, but with traffic in the city as it is…"

"We're the first response team." V-head woman had a soft, lilting accent I couldn't place. "Though this is quite a coup. Four Ambassadors at once."

"Fuck you," grumbled Geyser-lady, a little muffled.

"Don't think you've got a right to complain here, trafficker." I scowled at her. But now that everything was… over, more or less, I could appreciate the fact that I was absolutely drenched. At least whatever her power used was fresh water. Not sure how I'd explain to Dad and Ranni the salt smell. Or maybe it was salt water? It was really difficult to tell this close to the ocean as it was, and my head still hurt from whatever the arm spike thing had been. Though they had gone, now - gone at some point earlier, I just hadn't noticed.

Beside me, Victoria sighed. "Fuck, I give up." She drew her fist back and knocked the lock off the case in a single swift motion.

The man who tumbled out was unconscious, a broad green mask covering most of his face, red bedraggled hair tumbling past it. He clearly wasn't in great shape, though he might have been at one point from the way the tattooed skin on his arms hung loose. Tall too, though given the rest I might otherwise have thought 'misplaced leprechaun'.

V-lady inhaled a sharp breath on seeing him, hissed between her teeth. "Whale oil beef hooked." I was pretty sure I'd heard that wrong, but her accent had suddenly leapt in strength.

I took a deep breath - and promptly accidentally waterboarded myself for a second with how damp my scarf was - don't say yes please don't say yes please - "I can uh. Probably clear the drugs from his system, if you want." I turned around to squeeze the water out of my scarf though, because I really didn't want to choke like that again. Maybe if I figured out an incantation for it at some point…

"Maybe not right away." Water bird man was frowning a little. "That's - "

"Dagda, yeah?" Victoria had floated back too. "Fuck, didn't he disappear a year or so ago when the last of Morning Glory got pushed out of the city? Definitely don't want to wake him up out of nowhere, he was meant to be a powerhouse."

"Morning Glory?" I muttered, confused, shooting a look down at the man that was barely more than rags and bones at this point. "I've only ever heard that term used as euphemism for morning boners."

Victoria huffed under her breath, but weirdly I got a glare from v-head woman, finally breaking from where she'd been staring at apparently-Dagda. "They were a gang here. Took territory in Dorchester. Fucking hell, if - I, we knew they'd pissed Accord off, but this is…"

Waterbird rested a hand on her shoulder. "It's okay, Spinel."

The man that was apparently Lizardtail groaned. Oh, wait, I got it now! Because lizards grew back their tails! "Fuck me," he mumbled, "You gotta hit so hard?" His shoulder was making horrid crunching noises as it shifted back into place.

"I could hit harder." I scowled, gesturing with my staff. "I could have hit a lot fucking harder."

"We're glad you didn't." Waterbird nodded to me. "I'm Garuda. Pleasure to meet the two of you. You are…?"

"I, uh." Victoria floated backwards, suddenly shifting her voice deeper. "I, uhhhhh hadn't. Decided yettt."

"Empyrean. We're still new and figuring things out, as you can," I gestured down at my clothes. "Probably guess. We can't exactly stick around, sorry - we were just visiting Boston for the day and hadn't even planned on any of… this."

"Glad you were visiting then." Spinel had gone back to staring at the body of the cape in the box, eyes wide.

Garuda nodded. "Indeed. If you were simply visiting for the day, feel free to be on your way. You might be contacted by your local branch of the PRT to confirm a few things, but…"

Victoria's arm slipped through mine and I took that as a signal to leave. "Looking forward to their call."

I gave them both a little sardonic grin, half-hearted salute, and twirled my staff -

Victoria and I fell out of the stars.

-.-.-

"Did they seem familiar to you?" Garuda asked, cuffing the Ambassadors.

"Probably Brocktonians." Spinel sighed. "They're the only ones crazy enough to be that calm about disrupting Accord's shit."

"Mmm. That… makes sense."

-.-.-
 
Welp, she is gonna be on everyone's radar now. Long range teleporting brute/blaster? And prt is gonna figure out it was GG with her in about 2 nanoseconds. Confrontation is a go! The only question is if taylor snaps when the prt tries to lean on her or on gg.
 
Accord is about to have a... bothersome day.

And deserves it too. Especially if they're trying to deliver someone to the Yangban. Which is an MO we know about.

As it is? God Taylor and Vicky were adorable here.
 
Welp all this family talk has got my ADHD brain thinking of a random Segway question. Who do you thin in the family (alive and dead), do you think would commit tax fraud and tax evasion. If they were living in this world. Ranni would be a federal criminal
 
Armoured Core Fires of Rubicon Passion,

Forged in Ash, we stand as one!

Coral, abide by Rubicon!

Buuuut, I did have Paradise Lost willing to scout for me. And I knew I couldn't really trust my patron because - well, um, everything, but…

I really wanted to go to an aquarium with Victoria?

Paradise Lost: *I ship it.*

Like, one time I met someone whose mover power technically exploded them and other people into chunks, but that was more transforming flesh at the destination into the people being moved, so they had to have these flesh pools wherever they wanted to travel to, or else accidentally kill people."

*Look at Oni-Lee actual power, look back at this one*

Ah, Girl? Pretty sure it doesn't technically explode people into chunks, and that they kill people everytime they do it, if only themselves.

and I could show off Atlas in all his rocky boney glory. "

Taylor does it, gets a *Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* as the only reaction, wonders why. :V

"Taylor. Five furlongs is a kilometre. Brockton to Boston is a lot more than that."

Finally! A conversion! And in a civilized language at that! Seriously, miles, eurgh.

People would notice if she suddenly turned into a heinous bitch. Hopefully.

Should we tell her?
screaming 'for the power of greyskull' will work, kinda. If you put enough willpower into it."


….
…..

Those birds are horrible surprises when you see them the first time at low level, just saying.

Pretty sure they would be a good substitute for something with Greyskull in the name, so it's probably them.

"Not in the slightest. Dad and Mom never really cared for it, and I guess I might have picked that up on the way."

Don't forget that your sister is actively anti-god too.

Ranni wouldn't be too mad at me about just looking at it, right?

At home, Ranni suddenly feels the urge to send a text saying *don't jump in* to Taylor.

"There's lots of propaganda about how second generation capes - get their powers more easily. Propaganda I was a part of because I was just so happy I had them, I didn't really think about it until later, until Amy got hers and I talked more to Crystal and Eric… "

Yeah, before she evens finish the sentence, I can say that I can see her being happy to have her powers, after all, not having them was part of the trauma that led to her trigger event.

That's not - always entirely true,

Exhibit A: Canon Taylor, the locker was the second worst day of her life, the first was loosing her mother but administrator was linked to her father at the time, and she was probably looking for a different set of stressors anyway.

"Right, so - the term as applied to gaining powers came from a paper in nineteen ninety… seven, I want to say? That had done studies of a bunch of heroes and a few villain volunteers and argued that all capes were perpetually in a state of being triggered by their trauma, that in a sense they were perpetually living in that trauma point. Now, Dillman and Hicks' study the following year kinda completely refuted that point, but the rest of the paper was good enough that the term stuck. So - trigger event."

Good to see someone remember that Vicky was taking advance course on the subject, and is far from stupid.

Sure, her as a bimbo is less frequent nowadays, but still.

"Frighten!" I shuffled back - oof - right back into the railing and then she was leaning against me too and -

Even though I was taller than her, like this her face was really close. I could see the makeup she'd put on, and the little beauty mark just by her left eye. The way her hair was darker at the roots. The little fracture line of green in the blue of her eyes. The -

Spaghetti!

my other brother stopped time for… nobody's really sure how long

Yeah, that tends to happen when time is stopped, not knowing how long, just ask Dio. :V

Unarmed would be… useful, but boring, y'know?"

Hoarax loux: "let me remedy that"

A man with slicked back hair, a tuxedo, and a heavy and expressionless mask split neatly into black and white.

Othello, I think, and if it's him, that explains how they knew, he spied on them and heard the conversation.

and I was just sick and tired of her, of them not going down -

Uh oh.

This is not going to be pretty, isn't it?

Now, is it related to them being Cauldron capes (and thus having parts of Eden linked to them) I wonder?

linging my hand out at Orbweaver - my forearm sprouted spines, puncturing and cracking my flesh as my own orb went flying at her. She'd stumbled as well, hand to her own head - eyes wide behind her mask,


….
…..
Well, didn't take long for my guess to have some indication of being close to the mark.

Not that strange to have Taylor *copy* the powers of close by cauldron capes, she has the source of them in her head, after all.
 
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