1.8
Flick. Shut.
Flick. Shut.
Flick. Shut.
It was like a switchblade, except with realities. Feeling it unfold, then shut, feeling it unfold, then shut. The process itself was a soothing one. It opened up things, then it shut things. It was a weapon, in that sense of the comparison. Her personal predilections aside, she had used it as such. It was a nervous habit, and she tried to keep track of which was which.
Fuck them. Fuck Lisa, fuck Sophia, fuck Armsmaster, they were all jackoff assholes. Ungrateful for all the times she'd done nice things, and some of the times that she hadn't. School was too much trouble. She had gone there, once. It had been a lot more problems than it was worth, and she could use those timelines for more useful things. Like sit here.
In this room.
In one timeline, she did nothing. She sat there. That was an easy way of knowing which timeline was which. Dad didn't know she was skipping school. She'd get ahold of herself. It'd be all good. Everything would be okay.
In the other, she went out. Taylor wasn't sure where she was going, just meandering in that lost way, treading old ground, following old footsteps. She walked, where she used to jog, looked at things around her. She hated them, when they looked at her, then looked away. Watching them act, watching them
do things, it
grated. It itched at her, feeling more like compulsion than feeling, wanting to throw something at them, interrupt that daily rhythm of life; if only just to prove she could.
She could even make popcorn, while she did it. Better yet, Taylor could close the timeline where she was at home, and do twice as much.
Did she want to get caught?
...Kind of. It felt odd, both the lack of recognition, and the lack of validation. She couldn't quite
catch the feeling that she wanted, felt it slipping away whenever she tried; the achievements of what she did were never really
there. Just another timeline, discarded. Ephemeral, that was the word, a flimsy thing that flitted through. Temporary and annoying.
Scaling the risk seemed like the most appropriate way to do things. Move things up, she'd get caught, or get away with it, and it would be that much more satisfying. Taylor kicked a wall, feeling the pain throb through her foot. She sat down on a bench, feeling it pulse.
What was she doing? Where was she going? Someone walked by her paused, asked her if she had the time.
Taylor punched them in the stomach and limped off. Fuck them. They fell over, groaning. Good. She found herself meandering again, past houses she didn't recognize, and houses she did.
One, that only changed in one way; the difference being the two girls who weren't friends anymore.
Was that worthy of being considered a difference anymore? It wasn't like Sophia was around. Taylor checked around for the PRT van before heading up there. Not there, right now. Why not? Why weren't they here. Were the parents in? No,their cars weren't here. Was Emma not home? If she was, was she staying inside her room, just like Taylor was at this very moment? The thought brought a smile to her lips, and she made her slow, uneven way to the door.
Locked.
Well, that hadn't been a problem for
months now.
Clk-tk went the tumblers, knocking into place. It was pretty much rote memorization by this point, and it was over in seconds, the pick and tension sliding back into her pocket.
Taylor pushed the handle up as she opened the door, preventing it from squeaking as she slid inside. She held the handle on the other side, keeping it from making noise until it was
nice and
shut.
Shoes off, in the foyer. Had to be proper and nice. Sliding around on the hardwood floors were a fond memory. Competitions were had, and Taylor had fallen on her butt on more than a few occasions. The room was filled with laughter, then. It was very quiet, now. She wanted to make some noise, to break something, to fill that silence, if only for a moment.
Instead, she limped up the stairs. Slowly, taking her time. Taylor was just sitting in her room, after all. It wasn't like she was
doing anything.
Taylor knocked on Emma's door. No answer. She knocked again, three quick raps.
"Daddy? I thought you were still at work." Emma's sleepy voice. Sickeningly
adorable. "Daddy?"
The door opened, and Taylor's hand was through, grasping Emma's throat.
"Daddy, Daddy," Taylor mocked, imitating her with the caricature. "What about me, Emma? I thought we were
friends. Aren't you supposed to know when I'm coming over?"
Emma tried to close the door. Taylor shoved her good foot in the way, bulling it open with her shoulder. "
Hrglk—"
"Yes, thank you." Taylor said, tightening her grip and pushing Emma down. "You know, I know
everything. It's always nice to see you like this. Does it remind you of me and all those times I was telling you stuff? Like how I couldn't fall asleep without reading myself there? Or how you told me you were afraid of the dark until you were ten?"
"—
nrglhr—" Emma said, her nails digging into Taylor's arm. Taylor slapped her. Emma tried to let out a gasp, but the hand against her throat made it a gurgle.
"Stop that. You don't
get to complain. Do you
want to die? Did you hear how
Sophia died? I have
all the lurid details on that one. Page one scoop. She didn't get transferred." Taylor said conversationally, watching the tears well up in Emma's eyes. Taylor touched Emma's sternum, then the hand on her throat. "That's where I shot her. With her own crossbow. Help, help, Shadow Stalker. How many people has she killed? It's sixteen, by the way. Lots more injured for life. Technically, I just put a serial killer out of their misery. They should
thank me for that."
Taylor loosened up on Emma's throat, and she gasped for breath, dragging it in. There wasn't enough air in her lungs yet to call for help.
"Scream, and I'll just gag you. I want to
talk, Emma. How does it feel, being an accessory to a serial killer? Does it make you feel
strong? Do you feel
strong right now?" Taylor took out one of the knives. This one was a nice little flick knife, press the button, flick the wrist, and it was open. Worn, but reasonably cared for, it had undergone polish under her eye. "How about a knife? Eye? Nose? Mouth? Ears? What works for you? Does
that make
me strong?"
"Why are you
doing—"
"
I fucking can." She wasn't sitting still in her room anymore, pacing around, wanting to release all this stress, this anger that was boiling around, little bubbles of rage wanting to express themselves. "You're the
worst kind of person. Sophia was a fucking
enabler for your stupid-ass-shit, but you just
never let it go. Hm. I didn't
think I was still hung up on this."
Emma croaked out something, trying to do something with her arms. Oh, she was flailing. Taylor slapped her arms down, straddling her.
"Stop that." Taylor struck her again, hard. Emma let out a small, choked cry, and whimpered. "You know, Sophia has a little brother. Had. Sorry. Before she ate it and all. She had a family. But so did a lot of the people she killed. I don't care about them, I never knew almost all of them. I knew one of them. He was a pretty decent guy, and she shot him in the gut."
Taylor made an imitation of the noise Sophia's crossbow made. She was pretty good at it. An inspired performance. Repetition tended to make things stick in one's head pretty well.
"Unh?" Emma said, dazed, eyes wide with fear and confusion.
"Ok. I understand. A lot of things to deal with. I get it." Taylor said, and patted her on the head. "You were palling it about with a serial killer. That's what she is. Look it up. Killed three or more people, for a compulsion. One? Eh, accident. Two? Probably best to retire. Three? A suspension is probably good. And you
defended her in court? For having
saved you? Look at you, there's
nothing left of Emma, and all this—
shit— this amalgam of some fucked up philosophy. Are you like, pulling a Thrasymachus on me?"
"
Please, please, don't kill me—" Emma said, her voice small, the knife in Taylor's hand awfully close to her cheek.
"Oh, I just want to talk. It's okay. Don't worry. You're crying, here, I've got some tissues or something here." Taylor reached into her pocket, pulling out a packet. "You know, I used these a lot when you guys poured soda on me. When you did it with
salt, that made it
really hard to get out. It kind of gets into your scalp and hair, especially with the liquid. You're never really sure when you've gotten all of it out, and it's like you can't ever really be sure. Wash, wash, wash, whew. Still there."
Taylor dabbed at Emma's eyes, wiping away the tears while Emma twisted under her.
Taylor walked out of her room, heading over to Emma's house. "So I just wanted to ask you some questions. I've
seen the conversations on Sophia's phones. Did you know her teammates hated her? Well, I guess hate is a strong word. They
strongly disliked her approach, although she was an okay teammate when she wasn't trying to trip me up in the hallway. Credit to her, she did a pretty good job of both of those, for a while."
"Did you just come here to talk at me? What do you want?" Emma's indignation broke through the fear, and Taylor smiled at her. It just wasn't
enough.
"I just wanted to talk about this whole
thing, you know? In one timeline, I'll do this. In the other, I'll be
best friends with you again. It'll be fun. I'll forgive you, you'll entertain me, the whole nine yards. You can keep me
grounded. I'm having some trouble with that, recently. Whoops, you don't know about my power, huh." Taylor said, then pressed her finger to Emma's lips. "So, turns out, I can make timelines and such. So, while I'm doing this, I can just make this
not be the timeline I choose! Just like
this."
Clk-tk went the tumblers, knocking into place. She took off her shoes in the foyer, sliding into the kitchen. She split things off again. In one, she sat on the sofa, kicking her feet. In the other, she walked upstairs.
She knocked on Emma's door. No answer. Taylor knocked again, three quick raps.
"Daddy? I thought you were still at work." Emma's sleepy voice. Again. Sickeningly
adorable. "Daddy?"
Emma opened the door, her face blanching. She tried to close it, but Taylor's foot was already in the way. Taylor did her best to affect a quavering tone, her face positively covered with worry and fear. "It's me, Emma. We should talk."