Inside your mind, there was a shrine too. It looked like the sun, an impossibly bright wash of golden, perfect light, too intense to stare at, and when you prayed, every shrine became that one in your mind. You bowed your head because the light was too bright, even with your eyes closed, you knelt because the heat was so great it had a
weight. You linked your hands and stayed, in that light.
That light had never changed, not in ten thousand years, but what it represented had many times for many people.
You'd been born on a planet which the Inquisitor had called Carpandria Majoris; you'd always just known it as
the world, because to you other worlds were an abstraction. Once, it had been a hot, arid world, of deserts and jungles, but the industry of great and distant cities had choked the skies until there was a perpetual cover of grey clouds. The sun there was never bright, never more than a patch of diffused light through the clouds.
Your family had lived next to the great open pit mine on the outskirts of one of those industrial cities; the great metal mountain loomed as an oily smear on the horizon. It was not a hive yet as the Imperium would see it, but it was still vast and terrible, a machine which chewed the bodies of workers, their blood spilling as grease between its teeth, its belly producing steel and ash, always hungry, desperately hungry.
While nobody had said it, long ago, generations ago, your ancestors had been nomads hunting and ranching in the rich lands to the south. The Emperor they had worshipped, whose spirit clung to the handful of heirlooms which the old clutched in trembling hands, was a giant astride the world, a father and leader who could teach all there was to know about the land and that within it, his throne every mountaintop and his kingdom every field. But then the land died and they'd settled and begun salvaging its corpse for pennies from the citydwellers.
Their Emperor was dead too. They still mourned.
In His place was the Emperor of the City, His throne in the highest tower, and that was the Emperor the preacher of the town brought with him. He was foreign to your people, spoke a foreign tongue and of foreign things, but everyone clung to his words as a balm, like a drunk to an empty bottle.
When you pictured his Emperor, sitting on your mother's lap in the steel pews and doing your best to stay quiet even when everyone else would talk and talk with lips closed, you saw the light, and with it everything. The world was wondrous, because you didn't understand the horrors, and the Emperor was wonder itself.
Then you had grown old enough to understand his words, and the wonder faded. The Emperor of the City, above all, hated; He hated heretics, mutants, daemons, xenos. He hated disobedience, backtalk, and idleness. He hated the land for hiding metal, the seas for their salt, the forests for not yet being lumber. He wanted everything, and hated that it was held from Him by the need for the work and care of others.
And he hated witches most of all, because a witch could not help loving the world.
They called your power psychometry, to measure things with your soul. It was a common power for psykers in the Imperium, almost incidental; it was the connections that allowed Astropaths to transmit messages, which let the leashed sanctionites of the Arbites scan a crime scene, how force weapons grew in power with every owner. It meant everything you touched, you saw the history of, the forces of, you touched tenderly the face of everyone whose hands it had passed through. You could see the land in the metal, the water in the salt, the forests in lumber, and that was a sin.
When your parents realized what you were hearing, who you were, you stopped going to church, you stopped helping sort the slag at the entrance of the mine with the other children. You 'took sick', they said, though no doctor ever saw you, and you spent the next four years never leaving home, shrouded more often than not in blankets to isolate you from your siblings. You could feel the conflict in your parents when they did it, the love tempered by revulsion, the desperate hope that maybe one day it would simply
stop and they'd have their eldest daughter back, and you understood. You hated yourself too, for how much it pained them.
A rumour came through the town that an Inquisitor was coming, to inspect the mine, and it brought with it a frenzy of preparation. The preacher from the city had built a pry, dragging to it the strange and workshy and those clinging to old ways, and you'd left home and asked for a place. Hands had torn away your undersized rags, hot metal had touched your neck, and then…
The Inquisitor had arrived, and had you cut down along with the rest. Berated the preacher for breaching some forgotten rule, lied and bluffed and taken you away, onto her transport, to the City. You thought for sure you were bound for the Black Ships you'd heard of, to painful oblivion, and she'd entered the room and seen another Emperor for the first time.
Inquisitor Praxis' Emperor was small, and quiet, and she did not hear Him often. He was abstract, nearly absent, a distant figure of myth and history. But His
works lived in her minds, at all times, as she pictured the universe around her, the vast machines of misery. Hers was the Emperor of the City, but one distraught by the blood, despairing at the poison, the machine-spirit of the great trillion-person device crying out to be soothed. She saw herself as a sort of enginseer of society, and you were a problem to be fixed.
You didn't accept it at first, but slowly you began to see her Emperor instead of the one who hated you. Slowly you accepted that you had a part in that machine, that you were not a broken piece, that you could fit, if the machine was built better. Slowly. You even met somebody who never even gave your abilities a second though, and though you'd known him for just a scant few weeks you still thought sometimes of Leonus and his effortless kindness.
Then Cadia. The Black Crusade. The Inquisitor had met with a High Lord of Terra, and had come out changed. Slowly, over years, she came to see a new Emperor, and you'd seen Him too. That was the Emperor you knelt before now.
Yours was the Emperor of the toppled throne.
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The catacombs of the City-Cathedral were entered through a perversely familiar structure, more like a mineshaft now than an archway, worn and broken by years of violence. You were taken there by a groundcar covered in Ecclesiastical symbols, sitting quietly in the back seat, drawn inward, and sat in council with yourself, meeting their eyes in the window.
Your power saw the histories of things and people near you, especially that which you touched, and you could not help but touch your own mind at all times. You lived in an endless recursion with yourself, side-by-side with every moment you'd ever lived, your past peering in on your present and, more often than not, voicing opinion. There were millions of you, just as much as there was only one of you, and you heard their clamouring opinions as they passed judgement on your decision and helped with your plans.
Despite their multitude, you'd grouped them, roughly. There was you now, and those close enough. Dahlia the Witch, twenty-something, acolyte of the Inquisition, strong and righteous and worthy. There was Dahlia the Brave, in her late teens and early twenties usually, emerging from her shell, learning to care for herself, to love herself, to stand up for what she believed. There was Dahlia the Guilty, dragged off the pyre, a teenager sometimes but just as often a fearful, hateful shadow of yourself, and then, sometimes, that child-self who saw wonder. All of them had opinions; you couldn't so much as dress yourself in the morning without them weighing in.
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Your top stats are Psychic and Faith, let's sort the others. Make a plan vote and choose…
Your best stat…
[ ] You wore light flakweave under your dress, a webbing belt and weapons displayed. (Physical+)
[ ] You wore a simple and comfortable dress, and carried with you a satchel for your data-slate and notebooks (Mental+)
[ ] You wore a beautiful, artful dress, the fashion timeless. Fairly modest, but still striking. (Social+)
Your worst stat…
[ ] Your shoes are just slips, easy to take on and off, soft and comfortable, but ill-suited to running (Physical-)
[ ] You have no pockets; you lament their absence, but never get around to fixing it (Mental-)
[ ] Your dress has a hood, and you retreat into it when things get too much. (Social-)
Do you cover your brand?
[ ] Yes. The collar is high and obscures it. No point in antagonising them.
[ ] No. The collar is low enough that all can see it. Let them stare.