Page 7: God Calling Man
Page 7: God Calling Man

Two people dressed in Sunday clothes walked down the street, glancing this way and that at the South Side in all its glory and color. Certainly the Strand was nice any time of day, but a Sunday morning probably wasn't the best time to see the real bustle of the crowded ghetto. People selling things on the street, people making their homes and going to the theatre or a club, or a dance hall, and then all of those people going to and from work, it could get quite busy sometimes. But now wasn't one of those times.

Every so often, the man would stop in the conversation to talk to the young girl, who was a teenage girl, and drew rather less notice than the man did.

"Jack, I'm starting to think you don't watch much baseball," Miriam said, smiling, tilting up to look at him. Not that he was that much taller, only perhaps 5'7, but an extra inch and so of height and decades of age meant that despite the fact that her uncle was sometimes a bit of a strange fellow, she'd always looked up to him. Now that she knew he was magical, it was hard to miss. It seemed to speak in everything he did, his odd thoughtfulness...and his less strange thoughtlessness. It was as if she were looking at a picture from a different angle.

He wasn't a different person.

"No, I mean, I've heard of Rube, who hasn't. Best pitcher anyone's ever seen," he said.

"Really? He's great, but that was decades ago," Miriam said, forcefully, "He's in charge of the Giants, and better for it, but…though there is his brother." Willie Foster, a pitcher like nobody's business. She'd seen him pitch once and he'd barely let anyone touch a base, at least on a good day. "But we lost last year," Miriam pointed out, "Those Monarchs just…" She made a troubled gesture in the air, "But still. With all the players running to and fro."

"Ah, now there's something I can tell you. No contract in the world is going to keep a man from going where the money's better if there's not more security," Jack said, "Plus there's going down to Cuba and Mexico--"

"I know," Miriam said. A ton of Negro League players went to Latin America (or Florida for exhibition games) in the winter, or stayed there where they were stars. If they were good enough, at least. Less prejudice, everyone said, but it did mean that plenty of good players just ran off and didn't go back to the states until they had to. If at all.

"Really, it's so strange that they'd go to a country that treated them like men," Jack said, tapping his cane on the ground a little playfully, "Honestly, one's baffled sometimes at the lack of loyalty of the Negro race to their betters. It confuses me," he said, his voice as dry as sandpaper. "Though I suppose the cuban cigars are a bit of a draw. Just another way Latin America is trying to seduce people away from America." He glanced around as he half-darted forward, as if in the steps of a dance, "I've heard it's lovely down there by the beaches, you know?"

Ah. If she let him, he'd talk about Cuba the whole way, however little that was. So she went straight back to the topic, plunging somewhat stolidly onward. "Still, I'm sure we'll do better this season. Either way, I suppose you're too busy to--"

"I've gone with you to games before," Jack said, "Don't get me wrong...hrm, what should I even call you? A shadow name is supposed to mean something, and I wouldn't want to burden you with a name that'll last forever." He paused. "Like mine. Someone saw my Nimbus, and when I first got to Chicago, I'd use my powers to sneak into white dance halls and the like, just to see what the big deal was. And then someone called me, 'The dancing shadow' and I was a stupid enough kid to own it rather than telling them to shove it."

"Ah," she said, "Sounds rough. So I need a name that's temporary?"

"Well...too bad there aren't any female baseball stars," Jack said, which almost caused Miriam to laugh at the absurdity of the idea. "Well, oh there's an idea. Just temporarily."

"What?"

"Well, how does Ruth sound? Foremother of Jesus, and then there's the ball player. Did pretty well I hear, last October."

Miriam had opinions about the name, but nodded. "Sure, that sounds good for a temporary name. I don't know how complex or meaningful the names are supposed to be."

"What matters is that you don't look like an idiot calling yourself that. And sometimes picking a symbolic name changes things. Mars knew what he was doing when he called himself as he did," Jack said. "I personally am waiting for bated breath for the moment it's revealed that he had an affair with a crippled man's wife and he gets publicly humiliated for it."

Miriam, who knew her mythology, couldn't help but chuckle. Mars and Venus. The Greek and Roman myths were rather cruel things, at times.

"Though usually it's not so literal. Perhaps nothing will happen, or perhaps he'll attempt to ally himself in some way in the future with a woman, only to be shown up by another in politics. Either way...ah, and here we are."

Storefront churches were exactly what they sounded like. The banners and signs helped distinguish them, and each small little storefront in a strip across the street, competing for time and space. Some had colorful banners, and there were people streaming into each. They couldn't hold that many people, and if they got big enough, they'd have to move into a larger church. Jack moved unerringly towards one, as he began talking about mythology in general, chatting as she chattered back, paying half a mind to her other train of thought.

******

In her other train of thoughts, she considered the matter from all angles and came to a few careful conclusions.

Alright, she decided. It was clear that Jack had biases. Silver Ladder seemed to be involved at least more than average in the running of the Consilium, though that was just a guess. Arrows, he'd said, were less likely to become a Hierarch, and no Guardian was mentioned as either being in the running or being the Hierarch, though the word of the day was 'sample size.'

What else could she learn? If the Folk came from up south following their people, that implied a relationship...well, her Uncle had said it. Like the way that preachers followed their flocks after half of them moved to Chicago or other cities. That was a causal relationship of sorts. It was a link. A hint of how they might work.

These 'Seers of the Throne' must be the enemies that Jack was speaking of, and it was clear he hated them. They'd murdered the mayor, essentially, of magical Chicago, and they'd taken control of the mayor of regular Chicago. Dozens of murders, and they had to have been able to hide it. Unless almost everyone who died in the riots was a Mage. So, they had the power to cover up that sort of things.

"Make it look like an accident" criminals always said in those pulp mysteries. Well, with magic no doubt the accidents could look even more accidental. And so, there had been a war, and then the war had...ended.

And yet Jack mentioned the Seers with their grips on another somewhat important mortal. She'd heard of Capone, at least, and she knew he was involved in breaking prohibition, and any number of shady or murderous acts.

And so were the Seers, then. So the Folk and the...The Uprising had joined up, agreed to be bound by the laws of the Diamond. One assumes with representation. Before that, what were they? Perhaps like the Indian tribes. Subject to the rules and force of the Diamond Orders, whatever that meant, when they could apply it, and no further, and not citizens in any case. Citizens, what a word to talk about with a magical government.

So, other details. Isaac was clearly disliked by Jack, and he seemed to have reasons for it, but if she met him, she should be polite, respectful, and try to get his side of things. After all, as powerful as he was, he'd matter either way, and it would hurt nothing to understand him. The same applied to Ostanes. That said, she wasn't important, she was just a new Mage, and while she couldn't know how common they were…

She wasn't sure if she bought the idea that she was a special asset that they would all fight over. It made no sense to Miriam, the idea that she might be specially important. So she was not likely to meet either of them anytime soon, but when she did, she should do so with an open mind and a respectful heart, in order to see…

Well, maybe she was also just curious about what a "necromancer and alchemist" could do, or what someone close to whatever an "Archmage" was was like. Magic was already something that seemed remarkably powerful, if also unsteady, so she couldn't imagine what the most powerful Mage in Chicago could do.

...really, Rube? It'd been years and years since he'd played and…

Focus. So, she was going to meet the Folk. If many of them came up with the people from the South, that implied a large Negro contingent, which was certainly a comforting thought in a way she knew was probably not entirely good. So she was going to keep her ears open, her heart open, but try not to talk back or argue too much. Polite, respectful, and see what people say.

There were other things to think about as well, as far as the nature of the universe. Psychics and 'thaumaturges' whatever those were. Other categories of beings beyond Mages. And he'd mentioned spirits, whatever those were. And necromancy implied ghosts of some kind. There was a whole wider world, beyond Cuba--could he teleport across large distances, or was it just short term?--and beyond Mages alone.

'Ah, and here we are.'

Oh. Well. She might as well continue to consider things all the while.

*****

It was not a very large church, even though the space was clearly being used to its fullest extent. The whole room was--

Her eyes supplied the dimensions, and she shook her head. Not much. There were about two dozen benches, as well as two wooden chairs put out, and the walls were plastered with pictures from the bible and posters. Up front, there was a stool and two figures. One was a very dark skinned Negro wearing all white vestments, his hair graying, perhaps fifty or so, not much older than her father, but with a face more lined with worry and care. The other was a woman, probably in her sixties, with skin a shade or two lighter. Plump, and wearing a shapeless white dress, her face heavy. But just like Valkyrie, there was a certain solidity to her, though she couldn't quite place it, until she looked at her with her Sight.

It looked as if vines were creeping up her skin, blooming vines whose flowers were white, and she had to assume that was an active spell. She was curious about what it did, actually. But vines made her think of nature, and so perhaps it invigorated her? Or perhaps it did nothing at all. The man had no such spells on him.

"There they are," Jack said, "Both of them are Mages." He said it under his breath, as she glanced around at others.

The benches were all being filled with people. All told, there were dozens of people here, and if anything Miriam could have stood to have dressed rather better. Everyone was clearly dressed in the best they could wear, all of it colorful. There were more women than men, by a fair enough margin, and they looked like people of all age. Negroes of all age, that was. Off to the side, Jack gestured towards two seats.

People were muttering greetings, and Miriam hoped that she didn't stand out too much. This made her nervous, even though it shouldn't have. Still, this was a house of God, and so she breathed in and out.

"Don't worry, they're both pretty nice." He sat down in the chair and gestured for her to sit next to him.

The rustling was dying down, and it was only a few moments before the man began speaking. "Greetings brothers and sisters of Christ. Last night I had a dream, a dream like many I'd had before, a dream from God himself."

The people made approving noises. 'Mmm-hmm' and the like. Miriam frowned, watching. God certainly could send visions if he wanted, of course.

"He told me that today there'd be a birth to celebrate soon, one of our own seeing some good fortune."
His voice was booming, and melodious, as one woman stood up.

"It was my gran'daughter, Pastor, the one that ran away. She came back and said she wanted to get right with God, but she was pregnant. She's going to give birth soon."

He smiled, and it was a warm, caring smile. She knew it might be fake, but if so, it was a cunningly crafted fake. "These are good tidings." He paused and said, "And we are here because of another birth to come, a birth that shall come again. So let us sing, gladly and with joy--"

Miriam noticed that there were only a few hymnal books, each held by particular people, and she understood at once the logic. They would sing it, and the others would follow. It was a spiritual about the birth of Jesus Christ, low and almost sad, and yet there was an element, a single strand of hope that she took up when she stood and sung with them. None of them were 'shouting', though they were rather more enthusiastic in their singing...more enthusiastic than skilled, but she could feel their faith, almost.

She could tell they believed, as truly and deeply as those in larger, more well attended churches.

After that, he moved onto talking about several bible verses. Jesus' life was what he talked about, and he began with the incident of the Fig Tree, before moving then and suddenly, switching gears so fast that Miriam felt as if she might have missed something, to Paul and his letters, and then, swinging around, to the signs of Jesus' birth.

"He was born alone, but on this earth he had fellows! On this earth he had friends and family, and after he left this earth, he left a church. He took a human form and lived a human life," he said, "Just like you or I."

"Amen," Miriam muttered along with the congregation, for it was a good point. Her father had talked about that sometime, the seeming contradiction of the son of God, one of the trinity, and how his humanity was so vital to the faith.

"And he came down and saved us, and he didn't have to. God didn't owe humanity nothing, from the way we was acting," he said, his accent thickening as he spoke, his words growing louder. He had no notes, and not even in the sense of like how Dad always cast them aside to extemporize. "And yet he saved us!"

"Amen," the congregation yelled, stamping their feet, and Miriam felt it. The shift, the difference, the way the emotions were coalescing as he continued to speak. Shout, more like it, and one woman began to stomp her feet more than the rest as he raised his voice, and she felt it too.

"Nothing...interesting. There are spirits here, but…" Jack said, thoughtfully, "At most they've encouraged certain spirits and discouraged others."

The part of her that was still considering the implications of things filed it away, but that wasn't most of her at all.

She joined in, and she felt it coming on. It was a sort of mania, a sort of warm, light feeling in her veins. It was the fact that this was good preaching. True preaching, and she always felt like that when her Dad really got a sermon going, but this...it had different purposes. It didn't want to make her think, it made her want to stomp. It made her body want to move…

And so Miriam, that most physical and intellectual of persons, embraced one. Discarded another, and she lost herself in the moment as the sermon rose to its climax.

******

She should have been humiliated. Her knees had almost buckled at one point, and her heart was racing, her breath coming a little short from the movements. She wasn't a dancer, but...it was dancing but it also wasn't. It was more like her body was trying to follow her spirit than anything so simple as dancing itself. She...hadn't thought she'd lose herself like that, and her Uncle had watched her with what almost looked like dismay, except it couldn't be, could it?

Though of course, the part of her still analyzing things, though it had stopped for a while, almost ending the spell pointed out: he'd been flummoxed often enough. As confidant as he was, deep down to his bones, that didn't mean he couldn't be a little silly. Of course, that was the sort of thought it was hard to keep when she'd seen him teleport across a room. When she'd seen him read minds and split his ownmind into two.

Still...all things were possible, including the fact that he might well be silly...and wise.

Towards the end of the Sunday service, which was far better than she expected, and left her feeling charged with God's grandeur, the tone changed.

"I ask now, for those who are sick, for those who are troubled, in their bodies or their spirits, to rise up. To stand. For it is said that Christ took up our infirmities and bore our diseases, it is said that the Lord God grants power, that the Holy Spirit can move a man, can fill a man, and I feel it coming on me! I feel the Lord's hand moving my body, and the Lord's calling me again! Calling me," he shouted, "To heal the sick, to bind their wounds, to make whole what was broken. And so come up! Come up!"

A few stood, one of them shakily, and the woman had been with the preacher, who had stood to the side and sung and worshipped the whole while, walked forward.

"Ah...I've never been...and here we go. Watch her," Jack said, and Miriam frowned, looking closely.

Three people were coming up. A man who was limping, a woman who looked like she was half collapsed, exhausted from the service alone, and a woman who had to be around thirty. Each of them was dressed as best as they could be, but they obviously wore clothes that they only wore once a week. Not that anyone was exactly rich by certain standards on the South Side. The woman touched each of them on the shoulder as she led them forward, and Miriam stared as the vines seemed to lash out, but gently, moving onto their bodies for a moment.

"Clever. He's not even going to do any magic on them," Jack muttered, "She's doing it, and then when the Abyss and all of these Sleepers is ready to see some magic...and it's already been done. But it'd take them time, I bet, to really realize it. They're expecting to be healed in a minute, or two or three, and so that's what they'll think."

Miriam could see it, the way she was casting spells. Healing spells, Miriam had to assume, and thought about how useful that was. Practical even. Helping people. "Can she...heal anything?"

"From what I've heard of Eve? No. Not here and now with no prep work and a bunch of potential witnesses. But she can cure plenty enough, and she could pep people up now. And then later she could do a fuller ritual, make a production out of checking on them, and then doing a more thorough job."

Miriam watched, fascinated. And then the preacher began to speak. "I have told this story before, but we have guests. Visitors. They have made themselves welcome and have heard our service." Now people were looking back at Miriam, and she tried to sit up straight. "So let me tell them of it, the dream that God sent me, when he called me to ministry and healing. I dreamed of a wedding and a birth: a funeral and a death--"

"What?" Miriam whispered to Jack.

"Didn't your father teach you anything about dream...no, of course not. Dream signs are inverted. Dreaming of a funeral is good, dreaming of a birth is bad. Being eaten by an animal you're going to hun: good. So on. So forth. It...has some truth in some places."

Meanwhile, the preacher continued to speak. "The wedding of flesh and spirit! Jesus took the form of stuff, just stuff--"

Miriam was watching him closely as he gestured, but she also saw Jack holding out his hands and pulling back two fingers. Counting something.

"Took it even though he'd have to die. Took it even though to be matter, to be flesh, was death itself. I saw it, I knew he knew it. All time is one to God, he knew when he screamed his first breath, when the very energy of the Godhead entered a person...he knew! He knew he'd die, that this was his destiny! And yet he gave, and yet his father gave…"

Jack had one hand counted out.

"And so he lived. He lived like you and me, and I saw that, I saw that with all of my being! I saw Christ!"

"Amen! Amen!"

"He was power itself, the power of God who holds the whole world in his hand, the majesty. A burning bush, a roaring inferno, the waters parting! I was there! I sawed it with my own eyes!"

Jack had eight fingers pulled back.

"And I knew somewhere, in my head, I knew that God was there every step of the way. Ain't no distance between God and man at all. And I saw the birth that was the death on the cross, the blessed cross. And they asked me to officiate. God did. Asked me to see to the wedding. An I know you've heard this a thousand times before--"

He was crying, and Jack was watching, oddly moved. "Ten…" he muttered to himself, "All ten...and without even saying it…"

"But I saw God! And so be healed! Be healed and walk with the Lord!" And he stepped forward, and Miriam watched him, watched him with something almost like awe.

"That," she began, "What's he called?"

"The Folk prefer simple names, usually. He's John. A baptist." Jack quirked a smile, but Miriam couldn't smile at all. Or maybe that's all she should be doing, because he impressed her a lot.

******

After the healing, there was one more song, and then a collection plate, and Miriam and Jack moved when people were starting to leave. Miriam composed herself, smoothing her skirts as she got up, feeling out of place as she walked towards Eve. John was talking to several members of the congregation, and so now was the time to 'strike.'

Still, she was nervous. She'd be meeting another Mage, and not her own Uncle, who was sorta...biased in her favor. She wanted to make a good impression so badly. "Remember, I'm...say, Dancer. Or Shadow. And I'll be calling you Ruth."

"Understood," Miriam said, carefully. "Do you think it'll fool them?"

"It...might," Jack said, "At the very least, it's something."

Eve was watching them as they approached. Up close, she definitely looked better preserved than most people her age, which seemed as if it were in her sixties. She looked like a woman who had survived a lot of life, and had come out the other side intact through burdens that would have broken another person. Or maybe she was reading too much, but there was a tired sort of peace on her face. To Miriam's eyes, at least.

"Eve, I would like you to introduce someone who I'll call Ruth for the moment." Miriam didn't actually like some of the biblical implications of Ruth, but it did work.

Even looked at her, a little curiously, as if waiting to see what she'd do. "Pleased to meet you, Eve. The service was amazing."

"Amazing?" Eve asked. "I saw you shouting."

"I felt the call to do so," Miriam said, and she didn't blush. Now that it was done, there was no room in her for shame at it. Her beliefs were not something to be embarrassed about. "God is everywhere...but picking somewhere helps too. And this place, it's small, but that doesn't mean…"

"It means nothin' at all," Eve said, smiling. "Do you mind if I have a look at you, Ruth? It's a lovely name, by the way."

"Better than Shadow," Jack said, wryly, but Miriam ignored him for the moment, nodding.

"May I...look back?" Miriam asked.

"Of course," Eve said, and then against her expectations she pulled Miriam into a hug. Miriam struggled to form the 'imago' fast enough, and let out a breath, just allowing herself to calm down for a moment. There was no rush, and the hug ended but she could always touch the woman's shoulder.

Even whistled and said, "The Lord's in you, Ruth, doing good work through you."

"Thank you," Miriam said, and she reached out to touch Eve on the shoulder again. And failed yet again, this time because she was too busy thinking about what Eve had seen. Then she felt it all align, the spell simpler than she'd expected now that she was focused. Eve stood before her, head flashing with green and grey, and then…

Eve was loyal, someone who stood by her church and stood by her God to the very end, and yet this very diligence could sometimes be plodding, simple. Abused. She was not strong of mind, not compared to, say, her Uncle, but she had a strong force of personality about her, as if to make up for it.

"Mind too? Interesting," Jack said. "Rare too, for a Thyrsus."

But Miriam was still speaking. "What he was describing, was it his Awakening? It sounded spiritual, just like mine was."

"Ahh. How new are you?" Eve asked, and then chuckled when Miriam hesitated, "You don't have to tell me, girl. Ruth, it's good to meet another person. I assume Dancing Shadow here wanted to show you around, maybe? I've never met him, and he doesn't seem the religious type--"

"He's a good man. I've...seen it. I know it," Miriam insisted, and then flushed a little, "But either way, I did want to learn about the Folk, if I may ask."

"So polite," Eve said, approvingly. "Well, we're not like the Ladders, though many of them are plenty good, and I've heard that Shadow's an ally. He wasn't polite the one time I met him, but he helped me anyways."

"I am an ally...of sorts. I try to be everyone's friend," Jack said, "Or perhaps to simply be amusingly diverting for everyone…"

"What do you believe in?" Miriam asked, knowing to try to tune her Uncle out before he took things on a tangent.

"What I do believe in? That the Lord gave us these powers for a reason. And it wasn't to rule, but it wasn't to just throw them away, neither. It's a talent for magic, the biggest magic there is, right? So we have to guide people without magic, but that don't mean we're their kings, let alone 'Gods' or whatever else the Seers babble on about. When you want to know about God, you go to a preacher, right? And if you wanna learn about history you go to a historian?"

"Yes," Miriam agreed, "Are you saying Mages are...specialists?"

"Yeah. We're good at magic, and so we needta help people who aren't, but they all have their own strengths. I couldn't run a country, 'an Shadow over there would make a terrible...I dunno, merchant."

"Yes, yes. I am caught out," Jack said, waving his hand almost lazily.

"I think that makes sense," Miriam said. Which didn't mean she agreed, but she wanted to hear more.

"So, some people say the world's a prison and a lie, and maybe the Exarchs or whatnot are up there, causing problems. And if so they have to be dealt with."

Exarchs. She filed that name away for later consideration. She'd heard the name before, though not in reference to anything that was magical. But perhaps the name mattered?

"But the world's got enough problems already as well. You have to tend to the dyin' if people are going to listen to you while they're living. The Ladder even knows it, I think, with all the help they sometimes try to bring to people. So we help advise and guide the world towards a better way. And some of us do Hoodoo and Voodoo and other stuff, and I don't always like that one lick, but…"

She shrugged, "It's God's work. People just need help cause out there, there are spirits and monsters and everything else. It ain't safe to be without a Mage any more than it's spiritually safe to be without a pastor or other worshippers. You can't go it alone, by God."

"That makes sense," Miriam said, "So...the Folk guide people?"

"And heal and see for them and ward them from evil," Jack said, "Among other things. Ideally, at least."

"Ideally?" Miriam asked.

"Now, like I said, If we have hoodoo ideas then we have people using it to bring curses on people jus' cause of silly reasons. Or...anything that people do that's wrong. But we try to set them straight."

"It sounds like a noble cause," Miriam said, "And what do you do in Chicago?"

"More than we used to," Eve said, "Ever since that horrible war started." She shuddered, and then placed her hand on Miriam's shoulder. "It's a good thing you Awakened past all that trouble--"

"If it is past," Jack said, absently.

"Shh," Eve said, and then patted Miriam on the shoulder, smiling wide. "I feel like you too should have a blessing. Something to help keep you going for a while. To show we means no harm. You going to show her around, Shadow?"

"Yes. To every Order, so she can choose," Jack said, "Really choose."

"You…" Eve paused, glancing between Miriam and Jack. Realizing something, perhaps. "That's nice of you."

"Thanks. I do try. When forced to," Jack added, tapping his cane on the hard floor.

"So, I could help you a little, just a bit of a...pick me up, if you wanted. And then we could do one of a few things." She frowned, "If you wanted to see some of the mystics, you could. Learn 'bout magic other than Awakened stuff, or we could talk a little more, I could tell you about what my days are like, or we could go talk with John."

Miriam frowned, considering it, "And what's this blessing."

"Well…" she began, quietly, looking Miriam up and down. Her magic was the creeping of vines and a feeling of peace, when she was close enough to really see and feel it, and she felt the magic cast out. Looking at her. "I was thinkin', maybe…"

What does she do?

[] A little pick me up: For the next week, Miriam just as a little more energy. Which admittedly could be a bit much to handle in terms of getting antsy, but could also help her get through long days of casting strange magic and dealing with the impossible.
[] Speak to animals: Birds and beasts! Oh to be a Disney protagonist decades early!
[] Heightened Senses: New senses, stronger senses. Smell and touch and hearing, all at her command for a week. It might be a little distracting while she tries to get used to it all, though.

And where does she go?

[] Talk to Eve some more.
[] Go meet with some of the Thaumaturges and Psychics (IE mystics) that are members of the Folk.
[] Go talk with John, the Baptist preacher.
[] Write-in.

*****

Blending In: 2 (Presence)+3 (Preacher's Daughter)=5 dice=2 sux

Feeling the Spirit (Feel it): 2 (Presence)+3 (Preacher's Daughter)+3 (Willpower)=8 dice=4 sux, you do a little Shouting yourself.

Controlling The Feeling: 2 (Composure)+3 (Willpower)=Failure

Uncle Jack touches your shoulder...you've calmed down.

That was...Willpower regained by the display of faith even when it was 'unseemly'/whatnot.

Hearing the Lecture/Explanation/Seeing the 'Trick': 4 (Int)-1 (Failure)=1 sux, got the gist of it.

Talking to the Thyrsus: 2 (Presence)+3 (Preacher's Daughter)=5 dice=...Destiny point spent. ¾ remaining so far. Roll again...5 sux. Great job.

Destiny: ¾

Thyrsus is scanning you...she has Mind?! Huh.

Scan Her Back: 1 (Mind)+1 (Gnosis)=Failure
Try again: 2-1 (Failure/rush)=1 dice=success


What do you see?

Virtue: Loyalty
Vice: Diligence: Sometimes she sticks to something that's not working even when she should try something new.

Social Dice Pool: 9
Mental Dice Pool: 8

Let's Say Make it a Choice…

A/N: And there we go! At last. Also, I'm trying to be reasonable in showing off everyone's beliefs and how they interact and so on.

Also, get used to Awakening stories. One way or another you're going to hear a goodly deal of them over time because they're central to one's beliefs. Not that everyone will just outright tell it, let alone disguised before Sleepers, but!

It was also fun using what I'd learned of how many African (and to a lesser extent through cultural inheritence African American) Christian ministers reported having visions or being called in dreams by God to serve as a pastor. And the negative/reverse symbolism is something actually recorded in dream interpretation, including African-American dream interpretation. And the mystery of how spirit and flesh became one in the form of Jesus occupied a *lot* of early Christian debate, so...!
 
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Page 8: Mystics, Spirits, and the Wise

Miriam was smart enough to know just how little she knew and understood, looking across at this other woman. She was new to this on the one hand, but rather more importantly, she didn't even have a grasp on the rules yet. It was a basic part of how one operated: one knew the rules, and then one tried to understand within the system.

One knew how math worked and extrapolated to solve problems, one learned the rules of grammar and stuck to them in order to express one's self. This had rules, it had to, and Uncle Jack had already given her a few of them. Given her hints about how it all worked. Ten Arcana, beings called "Archmages" the existence of lesser magic, Orders that governed and organized mages around beliefs, and more pieces had been filled in now.

Exarchs: Orthodox Christian religious leaders from long-ago history, among other things. And the way that the pastor had incorporated the arcana hinted at some larger ideology. Some larger purpose that she was missing.

The room was starting to empty just a little, but John was still deep in conversation. Miriam glanced over at Eve. The older woman's face was lined heavily as she hummed, "Ah. You're active, aren't you?"

"I am." Miriam had her hands at her side, and at that moment, with the purse dangling from her arms, she didn't look like anything of a tomboy, but Eve was a Thyrsus, she could probably see it. It stood to reason: if Miriam's mastery of Mind allowed her to judge the mental abilities of another, than Life no doubt could judge her in a similar way, with similar ease.

"Well, then this shouldn't be too much trouble, then," Eve said. She frowned, concentration written on that aging face.

Then Miriam felt it. It was a sort of drive, a jolt going down her limbs as if it was electricity running through a light. Her legs almost itched as she felt it, but then, all of her itched. She needed to move, wanted to move in fact, and she felt as if she had just sprung out of bed on a summer morning, so hot and yet she'd run out and play all day, until sweat dripped down her face, and she'd still have the enthusiastic energy of youth, to tackle her problems.

"Make sure to run around, because it's gonna keep up." Eve's warning was given with a smile. "Run around. Play. Have fun. Stay up late if you can't do that." She shrugged and said, "Dunno if you still have school, Ruth, but sitting in a desk all day ain't what any body's made for, not without a little exercise."

The school had its own gym, but sadly she hadn't had a chance for physical education lately. There had been a few problems, and the last few weeks there had been no PE. She'd heard the teachers talking about it, when they didn't think anybody was listening.

"And minds aren't made for sitting idle, either," Miriam pointed out.

Eve nodded, firmly, as Jack watched with a careful, withdrawn neutrality, his face all but blank.

"I think I'd like to talk to these...mystics, you called them?"

"A few are gonna show up for some advice, that sort of thing, out back." Eve turned, "Follow me an' we'll see who is scared up."

Miriam followed close behind the other woman, whose robe reminded her of a simplified version of a priest's garb, though she hadn't really caught just what Eve was in the church. She was just there, helping out.

She moved swiftly, every step entirely sure, towards an unpainted wooden door. She opened it up, and they stepped into a back room. There were tables here and there, with a few dusty volumes on them. There was a strong-box in one corner, and there was a door that seemed to lead to a very small kitchen and pantry. On a far wall were a few more books.

Miriam found herself gravitating towards the books.

"There ain't much in there, but there's a few you could borrow, if you like," Eve said.

"She would," Jack said, "May I look at what's back here for a moment?"

"If it gets you to stop glowerin', then yes," Eve said, though the tone of her voice took most of the sting out of it as she began to walk towards Miriam, who was glancing at the edge of the books. 'Remedies' one read, and another said 'Souls Going Home'. She reached for 'Souls' and Jack frowned.

"That's just speculation," Jack said, "Though some of it is interesting. Aren't going to be any rotes in any of this, I assume?"

"Well, there's one buried towards the back, I think," Eve said, scratching her cheek with a short, stubby nail, "Hidden in a book 'bout education. Mind and Life rotes, y'know."

"A sound mind in a sound body," Jack muttered, thoughtfully. "I do know."

Miriam was about to pick the book up when there was a knock on the back door. It was opened before anyone could move to get it, and in stepped a thin, almost skeletal man, his skin almost shining in its blackness, his eyes bright. He was wearing long, ratty pants and a shirt that seemed to be hung with charms (including what looked like it might be a...fingerbone?) various kinds, and he wore a cross around his neck.

"Ah, greetings Marco," Eve said, her voice polite.

"Got any deaths 'fer me?"

"No, I'm afraid I don't, and I need t'ask you about something. There's a young boy who's been having nightmares, I was thinking you could help them."

"Sure, sure. But I need some dirt from the grave of a sinner. Or jus' anybody who died recently. I'm trying to put some root work on this shopkeeper I think leant out something he shouldn't have."

The man moved a little like a spider, or some sort of angular, twitchy being in general. He stepped forward, though there was no air of menace about him, just mystery. Taking dirt from a grave to do magic? That's all she could guess about it. She'd heard the term 'root work' before, but no more than that.

It seemed vaguely heretical, from what she'd heard. Maybe more than vaguely so. "Like what, Mr. Marco?" she asked, politely stepping forward.

"Well, well, well. So who do we have here? And...ah, Jack! Jack! Jack old friend! You still owe me."

"Of course. I can help you with another matter. Finding graves isn't what I do," he pointed out, as he flipped through a book with rather less care than she would have shown.

"This is Ruth," Eve said, "She's one of the wise."

"Oh? Oho. Now that's something," he said, "And I'm Marco. I'm a root doctor. The spirits, and the earth itself, come with all sorts of ways to do certain...things, you know? It's a world of mystery an' all, and the devil and the angels both give good bargains if you know how to ask."

"That sounds blasphemous," Miriam said, primly, as she glanced at him up and down, judging him. She couldn't touch him, so she couldn't be sure about it, but--

"I believe in God and the Devil, and what's more pious than that, Ruth?" he asked, giving a broken-toothed smile. He smelled faintly of alcohol, though also something else. "So what brings you here? Don't worry about me none," he added, "I ain't that harmful."

She stopped leaning away from him and decided that she'd give him a chance. She was a little curious what a root doctor did anyways. "I wanted to learn about what mystics do, and how it's so different than what I do."

"Well, we don't gotta worry about almost anyone mucking with our spells. Only people who don't believe in it. No idea why that is. An' there's only so much we can do, and it's all slow. Rituals an' the like, and we can't do it much faster. When I do root work, I can't exactly do it on a fast schedule. And it's taken me a long time to do what I can. I can heal bodies and minds a little, and I'm lucky, can look at people from afar with the right stuff...oh, and I can protect a house from ghosties and the like. Simple enough, really. It's not a lot, but…"

His grin widened, and he looked as if he might bow at any moment, or start offering remedies for cheap prices only to get out of the town before anyone realized it was just moonshine. "I do it well. What can you do?"

"Well...I'm a Mastigos," she said, uncertainly.

"Yep. That's a start to it. To some really crazy magic."

"What's...how does it all work?" Miriam asked. "The...wise and whatever you are?"

"Well, the way I figure it, it's like magic's this great big crystal or whatever, and if you break it down enough you get little bits and ends, like salt. And then some people can learn that salt in oatmeal's mighty fine, and then they're a little magic."

Miriam looked at him a little dubiously. "Salt in oatmeal?"

Less because of the fact that sugar in oatmeal was better, and more because that didn't entirely make sense. If magic was a crystal, that implied...what?

Don't think about it like that. A crystal wasn't the word for it: if it was a substance, or a whole thing that is then divided up…

"What? Don't you like salt?"

"Then where does magic come from?"

"God 'an the devil and maybe the Loa or spirits or whatever," he said, "Or maybe they all come from magic. I'm not sure." He shrugged, "Either way, we get a smaller piece, so we don't choke on it. You get a larger piece, but have to make sure to swallow carefully, or else Paradox'll rip you to shreds."

"Well, that is a theory," Jack said, waving his arms a little. "Considering you literally can't see Supernal Truth...well, it's interesting." He shrugged. Miriam didn't need the symbol that flashed up in front of her, interpreting her own thought: 'skepticism'. It clearly wasn't what he believed. However...

Miriam didn't know what the truth was, but the idea of magic as one whole thing, emanating from...or being a source of, everything else almost made sense. Of course, many things could make sense and be wrong. Internal consistency was no guarantee of truth, she also knew.

Still, he seemed earnest in his beliefs, if a little sleazy, whether they were true or not, and at the moment he could certainly do a lot more with his 'lower' magic than she could do with her own. It wouldn't be a good idea to underestimate him. Or anyone else like him.

"So, can you help me, Eve?" he asked, turning away from Miriam.

Miriam glanced around the room, taking in the books, seeing if anything particularly spoke to her. Many of the volumes had no name on the side, and others had them in foreign languages that she couldn't quite recognize. Russian maybe? Or maybe not, she knew enough not to assume she could tell what a language actually was just by glancing at it.

"I might, I…"

Another knock. Another arrival.

"They swarm," Jack muttered, flipping through yet another book. He couldn't possibly be reading it all that fast...or maybe he was. Either way, he'd stop on a page for a second and then go to the next one, and then the next, and perhaps his powers could stretch to doing something like that.

"There's always a few people coming here to," Eve said, a little absently as she walked to the door and opened it.

On the other side was a woman. A white woman, in fact. She was an adult, though Miriam wasn't as good at reading ages on some people as with others. She had dark hair, and there were at least no lines on her face. Her eyes were similarly dark, and she was short, perhaps five feet tall, a shawl drawn up over her face, wearing a shirt halfway past her knees, a black blouse. Proper, but certainly not 'Sunday best.' She moved unsteadily, with all of the lack of control that Eve possessed effortlessly.

And yet despite this, Miriam found herself on guard. That energy was still in her, the need to move, but now she went very still. The woman didn't even seem to notice the way that Marco shifted to the side, as if to get a better view of the entire room. She smelled of some sort of perfume. It might have been expensive, it might not have. To Miriam all perfume smelled a little funny, not something she'd want to wear, so it was a little moot.

She talked fast, with a strange accent that Miriam couldn't quite place. "Eve. Eve. I had...there were dreams." She paused for just a moment, looking around, "I think the spirits are angry or...or something. The ghosts are whispering, and they all know that something's happening, something's…"

And then her gaze stopped on Miriam and she went paler than she'd seen anyone get. "What?" she asked. "You...I've seen you. I've...I was...fate." She paused, and then muttered in a language that wasn't English as she stepped forward. "You are...the Wise."

Miriam stared in dismay as the woman approached very swiftly. Jack ducked back, his cocky grin now a little tense. All these years north, and there was still a part of him--heck, there was still a part of her, in a way--that saw danger in this.

She'd heard about how down south, a Negro man shouldn't even be more than passing polite to a white woman, or else somebody'd take it as flirtation and...it didn't end well. But this woman was, in her own person, the least threatening thing she'd seen in awhile. Every movement, every word, betrayed nerves and a lack of control.

And not the sort of lack of control that led to people dying, at least not directly. "I...am?"

"I mean, one of the Wise. I saw it, I saw it in a dream two weeks ago. I would meet you and you'd tell me something, and...I can't remember. The spirits didn't show me anything else. And ghosts can only show you the past, the past you know...but of course you know." The woman reached out and took Miriam's hand. Miriam, nervously, felt out, pulling the spell together far quicker than she expected, and she felt it.

The light that flashed was flickering, and she understood at once, even as the symbols floated in the air, words for what she grasped so intimately they were just a distraction. Whoever it was, she was a good person, or at least one that meant well, and yet she doubted herself, at every turn. Every moment, doubt undermined her, doubt led her to dismiss her own ideas and thoughts, or cling to them only to discard them every time someone pushed back against her. She had no spine with which to stand against the pressure of the world.

"I am a teenager," Miriam said, "You can call me Ruth, but if you're looking for wisdom, like knowledge it is not something that you just pour into someone like water in a bucket. I'm one of 'the wise' but I'm also new to this." She frowned, looking over at the other woman. "Perhaps you might pray...but truly, just asking others for the answers doesn't help things, does it?"

She didn't know what to say, and so she was giving what she thought of as 'generic' advice. Advice that didn't solve anything, but was truthful.

The woman, though, stepped back, a look of shock on her face, "I am Aneta. You...you're probably right. I'm sorry for disturbing you, with--"

Miriam held up her hand. "I came here to learn, too." She smiled at the other woman, trying to put aside any tension. "I am new at this, as I said, and that means I have much to learn. For instance, these spirits you speak of…"

"I've always been able to hear and talk to them. Ghosts too. Eve's been teaching me how to...how to commune with them, to call them gently to me. Gently, because spirits are...they're special, they're not something someone who isn't wise should just be calling up all the time and ordering around."

"What are spirits?" Miriam asked.

Aneta stared blankly at Miriam for a moment before she began to speak again, haltingly, "Spirits exist in another world, as a reflection of this one. There are spirits of everything that exists, except humans, and they can commune with us, share their wisdom...or hurt us. They get strength from feeding off of more of the same. A car spirit gets strength when there are a lot of cars, a spirit of fire likes fires...and so you can call them down for their wisdom and knowledge on a topic. A spirit of a library might know a lot about ancient lore, or a spirit of a sword might know about battle or...that's how I've heard it explained to me."

"This other world, it's tied to our own?" she asked.

"Yes," Jack said, "Since I was going to tell you this anyways, it's called the Shadow. Just as all objects have a shadow, so too does the world. Some spirits are weak, some are so strong that you can't call them up no matter how hard you try, at least not normally, and you couldn't bind them if you did."

Aneta nodded. "And it's spirits that reflect the world, but Eve says--"

"That the world also reflects spirits," Eve said, "Jack knows 'bout that, sure enough. Some of his cabal do stuff on that, don't they?"

"Yeah," Marco answered, "I've seen 'em. Kicking spirits out of places, or putting them in places."

Miriam frowned, trying to think that through. If spirits reflected the world, then would moving a bunch of bad spirits away from somewhere, or moving good spirits into an area: though what even was a good spirit? The example she'd been given, of a fire spirit: fires were needed, and yet fires out of control...weren't. Especially considering how packed together the South Side was.

"I'd be happy to talk to you about it sometime, since you've already helped me," Aneta said.

Miriam didn't actually see how, since the advice she'd given was advice anyone could have given, and Aneta had told her far more than enough to 'repay' any debt owed. As if she would not have given advice freely if asked.

"Well," Miriam said, uncertainly.

Which was when someone kicked the door in and strode in, wearing a baseball uniform, complete with cleats, and holding a mud-splattered bat. "Hey! I've got something to ask you, Eve!"

Miriam recognized this man, almost six feet tall and with arms like a broad tree trunk, skin almost sandy, that's how light it was, but hands rough from years of working in the slaughterhouse, even though that, she knew, was not what he really cared about. What he cared about was baseball, and while he wasn't good enough for the Chicago American Giants, he played on a bunch of other ad-hoc Negro teams, messing around just about any day he didn't have to work, and some days he did, hopping from job to job as it suited him.

Arthur Baker was almost thirty, and if anything he'd seemed to be getting stronger lately, hitting better and better, even though most people started to slow down once they hit thirty.

Maybe this was an explanation.

"Yes, Arthur?" she asked, her voice kind and soft, but there was a hint of long-suffering to it.

"I...whoa, you got a whole mess of people here, even...Miriam? What are you doin' here? Ain't you supposed to be in church with--"

"It's Ruth," Jack said, and his voice was a little harsh.

She'd seen Arthur play before, and they'd talked, once. In the sense that he'd been talking to everyone after a game, and she'd introduced himself, and made some joke about her stealing his spot when Abraham talked her up as a great ball-hitter. Abe was many things, but she couldn't say that he'd ever not appreciated that she was just as capable of hitting a ball as anyone else.

"Ruth? What…" Arthur said, frowning. "Anyways, Eve, I was just wanting to ask about something related to the whole...talent you said I had. Can I use it on other people?"

"Yes," Eve said, "You can. And this is Ruth. She is...I've told you about the Wise before?"

"How they're big and do...oh. Oh! I never knew. Do you use your magic like I do, when you're playing baseball?"

"No," Miriam said. Almost offended in a way. As if she'd need to use magic to do well at the game, or anything else. "You do?"

"Jus' a little. I was doing it without even realizing it, but I can push myself a little further, and thanks to Eve, when I'm going around those bases at full speed...it's full speed." He whistled, miming hitting the ball and then running around the bases. "Bio...kinesis or something someone said it was? But then what do I know? It's just something I've always been able to do."

"Huh," Miriam said, "Always?"

"I've gotten better at it, but I always thought anyone could do it. Jus' tell their body to do something and concentrate long enough and hard enough and it listened."

"Sometimes it's learned," Eve said, "Sometimes a person knows it from the very start. One moment, all of you, I'll be with you...just going to see Ruth and Shadow out." She moved swiftly, grabbing a few books, and Jack grabbed a few more, and Miriam followed both of them out. Now, John was talking to only one person, and looked like he'd come over soon.

"So, you teach them how to use their powers?"

"And how not to use them. And what their powers are. The other Orders do it too," Eve said, with a nod over to Jack. "Some more than others, but all of them do it. We just focus a lot on it, is all. Shadow, you should pass on the information about that shopkeeper. He might be allied with the Seers, or at least something spooky if he's got Marco running to me, and lookin' for an excuse to make it a trade."

Ah. So that was all an excuse? A way to make fear out to be avarice? Strange.

"If you say so," Jack said, "And thank you for the books...including the grimoire."

"It don't hold much that's all that useful, and all the rotes are open secrets. Things anybody could learn. All four of 'em, and none of them all that impressive."

"If I recall, and I do," Jack said, with a playful grin, "It includes that memory spell, doesn't it?"

"Yes, it does," Eve said.

"Then we'll accept it gladly."

"What's a rote?" Miriam asked, when they were walking off into the late morning sun, arms laden down with books.

"Another thing to explain, isn't it? It's a way to do magic that's easier. Everything's set up and ready for you, but you have to do it a specific way, the same way every time. Like rote learning, which is why it's called what it is." Jack glanced over at Miriam and asked, "So what'd you think of them?"

"They were good people. Mostly," Miriam said, "They said a lot of interesting things."

"The Folk are the ones most likely to stay allies with the Diamond over the next while, and they do spend a lot of time helping people. And there are a lot of them, which can be a real bonus, especially once you start counting all the Thaumaturges and psychics they pick up, here and there." Jack said it all a little quickly, and Miriam realized he was trying to give a neutral to positive endorsement of them.

Sort of...why you might join, she thought.

Of course, Miriam hadn't even come close to deciding what she'd do.

Right now, she thought, hefting the books, she was content to learn and see where it took her.

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Talking and Walking: 3 (Preacher's Daughter)+2 (Presence)=1 sux

Perception/Observation: 3 (Wits)+2 (Composure)=2 sux

Interactions 1 (Thaumaturge): 2 (Presence)+3 (Preacher's Daughter)-1 (Competing Viewpoints)=3 sux. Huh
Interactions 2 (Spiritualist): 2 (Presence)+3 (Preacher's Daughter)=5 sux, oh huh


1 (Gnosis)+1 (Mind)+1 (Circumstantial Bonus)=1 sux

Social Dice: 6
Mental Dice: 7

Virtue: Kindness: she is fundamentally a person who has in her a reserve of good sentiment, if only she could apply it confidently and competently.
Vice: Lack of Confidence, or Nerves. She's a bucket of problems and issues, someone who thinks that someone else has the answer for her.

Interactions 3 (Wait, Huh? I Know You, Sorta): 2 (Presence)+2 (Bit of a Tomboy)+1 (Known)=1 Sux

A/N: And so that was the Folk! Or at least, a brief glimpse at them. Next update Thursday night or Friday morning.
 
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Page 9: The Mysteries of Friends

Miriam wasn't sure whether she was going to be surprised or not, and that itself was something that made her a little nervous about what she was going to do. But she had to know. Now that she had the power to see, it was gnawing at her, like a dog at a bone: she could now read the natures, know the greatest strengths and weaknesses of people, and that meant that she wanted to know about her friends.

It wasn't bad, was it? She was just a little curious, and it wasn't like reading their mind or invading it to search for their hopes and dreams. She was just getting an understanding of them. It was an understanding she already possessed, really. It wasn't like she didn't know her friends, but did she know them as well as she might if she used her magic?

So she decided she'd take a peek.

Of course, before that happened she had to get to sleep. It'd been hard, actually, and she'd almost gone out and found something to do, but she'd been so busy looking at the books she'd gotten. She started with the 'Souls' book, which seemed to be asking what happens to souls when a person died.

That was familiar enough ground, considering philosophers of all sorts had asked it, and so had most religions, but this one mentioned, in a roundabout way, the Supernal when asking that question.

'Souls return to God,' it read in one section, 'At least that is what many think, but what is God and where is God? If there is a realm of the platonic, might all people become forms of themselves, or dissolve in the purer forms of the universe: distinct and immortal, but submerged? I have thought long on this…'

It took a long time to sleep, really. Both because this was so fascinating, and the energy Eve had given her had no way out.

But eventually she'd fallen asleep, and woken up in the morning full of energy and with a school to get to. She threw on her clothes with far less care than on Sunday. She felt far more comfortable now that her clothes were less formal, and the hat was happily discarded. She ran downstairs, eating as fast as she could, and when she headed to school, she didn't walk: she jogged.

In fact, she ran at points, though not when anyone was looking to think she might be running away from anything. The feeling of the cool morning air in her lungs made her every step feel stronger and faster, and even though she'd worked up a sweat, liquid rolling down her face, arms damp, she felt better by the time she'd arrived at school.

Instead of being tired, she was merely invigorated but no longer quite as antsy. That really was effective magic, she thought, wiping her brow and stepping towards the entrance.

"Hey, Miriam!" Abe called, his voice deep. She turned to see Abe running up the stairs behind her, his face a patch of scraggly whiskers that he swore would soon become a fine beard, his skin rough, with a few scars and hints that he'd gotten into a few fights, now and then. He was taller than her by a few inches, a broad, athletic boy, though not too heavily muscled. "Didn't see you at all this weekend. You not playing ball anymore?"

"Just was busy," Miriam said, with a smile, "You do any good out there?"

"Got a triple, for one," Abe bragged, "And caught one going right for the fence." He reached out and slapped her on the shoulder, and she took that opportunity to use her power, reaching out and patting him back on the shoulder.

"Good job. You working on your pitching, too?"

"Man, that's like a totally different set of skills, you know? I'm not one of those...pauli-...polymaths or whatever you called them. I hit pretty alright and I catch balls. You, though, man."

She saw him as two colors, gold and silver, felt his mind. It seemed pretty normal, really. If she had to guess, he was quick on his feet, and that he could give a speech far better than she could, as long as it was about baseball. And then she felt the gold, it was like the mane of a lion, like one of those medieval Kings in battle, and yet the silver was the rush, the way he seemed to leap from thing to think. He had no patience, he could barely sit still. It was why he was so bad at stealing bases, because he didn't know when to wait and when to go.

Or at least, he struggled with it, she thought fondly. It wasn't as if she didn't have things she struggled with, after all.

"Thanks, but I'm not that good. Anyways, so you ready for school to be over?"

"Like you would not believe," he said, laughing as they entered the halls, headed towards their lockers, which were close by.

Only for Dickens to approach. The small boy, shorter than her, smiled when he saw her. His hair was short, but a little curly, and his eyes were bright enough to fill a room. He was always excitable, but not in a nervous way. Having actually seen someone who was really, deep-down nervous, she couldn't call them nerves now.

"Hey, where do you think you'll be on the class rankings?" he asked. They ranked the students, or at least showed where a person was in the overall rankings. Not officially, but that didn't mean that when they got the piece of paper it didn't matter. Especially at the end of the year. In those prep academies, the ones that were meant to send you straight to college, graduating first was something to brag about.

Here, not really, but they still kept track of it. "Somewhere on it," Miriam said, almost laughing at the look on his face.

"C'mon, Miriam…"

"What am I? Chitlins?" Abe asked.

"Of course not," Dickens said, "But I was asking Miriam first. Because I've been nervous, I mean…"

"Are you really worried?" Miriam asked. "You've probably read more than the rest of us put together. And it doesn't' matter that much."

"Doesn't matter? Maybe. Or maybe it matters a lot," Dickens said, and then he turned and said, "Oh, and Miriam, is the Uncle thing resolved?"

"Hrm?" she asked.

"I saw you and him walking out of one of the storefronts."

Miriam paused, startled, "You did?"

"Yeah, my Mom takes me to this place across from it. Holy Trinity?" Dickens shrugged, "Just saw you, and thought I'd say hey, but you had a lot of books."

"Religious philosophy," Miriam said, and Abe faked a yawn.

"You were skipping on prime baseball time for religious philosophy?"

"Yes. Yes I was," Miriam said, in such a blunt way specifically so that she'd see Abe look at her as if she was from the moon, or something.

Dickens, though, was grinning. "Can I read any of it when you get done with it?"

Oh! She patted Abe on the shoulder and said, "You can read it too, if you want." But she was thinking of the wrong things, and it didn't quite come out right, and she decided to pass on it for a moment, as she walked next to Dickens, brushing against him as they all walked to their lockers.

The halls were crowded, and only going to get more crowded, but they managed to stick together. It wasn't hard, in the sea of bodies, dark and white, to brush against Dickens as if she had been shoved, but she had to try repeatedly.

It really spoke to how much she had to learn that it was so hard, and she remembered how Jack had said that it was possible to build a spell without tools...but harder. She was essentially trying to build a mental and magical house with her bare hands every time she tried this, so no wonder it was so difficult.

Still, the second failure, this time due to being actually shoved highlighted just how much she had to learn. Finally it started working, and white was the color that burst above his head, briefly, combined with a feeling of white, but lighter still.

Somehow her mind interpreted them, without knowing anything about why it was as it was. He was...honest. A person who tried to act in a way that was in accordance with his principles and beliefs, but he was also set in them, as she could have known even without her magic. He liked reading philosophy, but it never changed his mind, because he was sure of what he was sure of. But what she also saw was the burst of 'white' was large. He was smart, and rather canny, if relatively normal, socially.

And from a quick look, even faster, she felt that he wasn't supernatural, as far as she could tell.

Hrm.

Something to think about. Perhaps he wasn't someone to tell too much.

*****

Once she got to class, there was Virginia, and Miriam slipped into her seat. Virginia looked tired, almost, and when Miriam shot her a questioning glance, she immediately picked up what she meant and said, "Was up for a while. Reading something, is all. How was your weekend? Check out that book or anything?"

"Haven't had a chance yet," Miriam said, "You do anything else?"

It was really easy to brush a hand against her shoulder. Because that's just what people did when they talked together. Or at least, all of the girls she'd met had been a lot more likely to get close than most of the boys...Abe excepted. It probably had something to do with gender, considering how he saw boys rough-housing and giving each other slaps on the back.

So it wasn't hard, not really.

It blossomed quickly, a dark red color about Virginia's head, and then a brighter blue one as well. It wasn't a surprise, to know more about her best friend. At the very least, she had known that Virginia was loyal, though it was shaded with something else, something that she sort of understood, and sort of didn't. Passion. Not simple 'passion' but merely this sense that Virginia was someone who drew strength from her ability to care about things, for her ability to get excited about things…

And she was also loyal. And similarly, Miriam knew that Virginia could sometimes be arrogant, humility certainly wasn't a large part of her, but there was another flickering sort of something to her, and she knew it was jealousy.

Similarly, Virginia was not someone who was supernatural, and yet there was a flicker of a question, a flicker of the unknown. A question mark there where there should not be.

"Miriam, you alright?" Virginia asked, looking concerned.

"Yeah...I'm just fine."

*****

Sara was avoiding her, for whatever reason, but Josiah and Franklin were both easy to touch, or rather brush against, as classes continued. Now that the tests were done, it was just a matter of finding time. She brushed her hand against Franklin when walking past him in class on Monday, and lightly whacked Josiah on the head after he told a bad joke on Tuesday.

Neither was magical, and Franklin and Josiah were both pretty predictable. Franklin was soul for whom hurting another was beyond him, and yet, contrary to Abe's own problem, he often waited far too long to act. He rode out the sorrows and miseries of the world, and his mind was a little, just a little, below average. She knew it wasn't his intelligence, but since he was slow to anger and slow to act, perhaps it was in that respect.

Meanwhile, Josiah's problem was that while it was hard to disconcert or scare him, that didn't mean all that much because he was as lazy as a sunning cat, and twice as hard to get to do anything. But he was smart as a whip, and he had a personality that reminded her of her Uncle's, in a way. That same feeling of strength and power.

Ronald, on the other hand...he could see magic. That surprised her, as did the hint of greed about him, and yet also the honesty as well. He was someone who wanted money and wanted to make his way in the world, and was good for it, but that didn't stop him from not being the sort of person who slipped his hand into the till.

None of it was that unexpected, relatively speaking, and the only real mystery was why Sara was avoiding her, and about Virginia. And yet she felt as if she knew more now, at the very least. That was something. Understanding was always worth something, and now her curiosity was answered...with more questions.

******

Miriam was reading her bible on Wednesday evening, when her Uncle arrived for a meeting. She had been rereading the book of Ruth until her eyes were bleary, considering it from all angles. Ruth was best known as the foremother of Jesus, who had married into the Jews, had taken their ways as her own ways. And that itself, the fact that she was known as the ancestor of someone, was vaguely unsatisfying as the origin of a shadow name.

Or rather, it did not feel like her. Miriam, so far as she was able to tell, had never had a crush on any guy, and in general she paid the whole matter little enough attention that she sometimes found herself startled when she was reminded of it.

That said, Ruth had been important, and she had in the end married honorably and done good things. She had continued God's chain, or begun it, if all things were foreknown.

From King to true King over all the world.

So she was still thinking when she looked up at the knock on the door and called out, "Come in."

The carpet bag was back, and the cane was gone, but otherwise her Uncle was as he had ever been, and not merely in appearance. "Ah," he sighed, almost dramatically, "Why is your countenance so troubled? Surely the bible isn't troubling you."

He strode forward to her bed, under which were now so many books hidden that they seemed like they'd tumble out into the open at any moment.

"When you've used your powers to know someone, their...who they were, and also scanned their mind for signs, have you ever felt uncertain?"

Jack's face lit up in comprehension. "Yes. It's normal. It's like peeking at someone's bookshelves, you'll always see things that surprise you…"

"It also depends on how you see it. Different people's minds interpret the data different ways. Gabriel once saw a liar as a p--no, nevermind." Jack glanced away, and then looked back at her face, frowning. "But you didn't mean it that way, did you?"

"No, I mean, my results at first placed Virginia as entirely non-magical, then they weren't sure, then--"

"Huh. Double huh. Now that's a real question I'd love to dig into. It could be something to do with her awareness. You can miss things if the person in question somehow doesn't know they're supernatural. Still, a great mystery, but one I wouldn't have an answer for until I looked her over, if then. Put it on my...oh."

Miriam leaned forward curiously at the rare moment of honest dismay on her Uncle's face. "I forgot to look up the matter of what else I saw besides your destiny clinging to you. Soon, I promise, I just got distracted."

"Don't' worry, Uncle," Miriam said, giving a polite nod. She understood that he was someone of importance, who had a 'cabal' and power, even if she wasn't sure how much. And speaking of…

"Your cabal, does it do a lot with spirits?" she asked, since that is what he'd come over to teach her about."

"Some. We're a little diverse. We have two or three main interests. Spirit-lore is something of my third specialty. The others are Mind, Space, and reckless carousing."

"That is four Uncle," Miriam said, deciding that she might as well complete the joke, which amused her anyways. It didn't tell her anything she didn't know. He was not a moral man, at least not in the sense that her father was.

"you caught me," Jack said, stumbling back as if he were a prize figher taking a particularly punishing blow. "Now, onto the lesson. There's a lot I could tell you about the Shadow and spirits. I could start with the fact that everything has a spirit, except humans. I could talk through its history from every angle, including both forms of Indians, but I'm going to be simple and then maybe we'll set up a demonstration."

"Demonstration?" Miriam asked, unable to hide her fascination. Demonstrating...spirits?

"Learn by seeing. So, everything in the world has a spirit except humans, which is a bit of a mystery in a way, an interesting one, considering how often human emotions create and gather spirits at the same time. And feed them. Some spirits are sleeping motes, the spirit of a knife without the power to be anything more than a point of magical light. And some have religions devoted to them and vast courts of lesser spirits at their whim. What matters is that either way, spirits are single-minded and they're usually hungry.

He looked at Miriam, his face growing graver. "Shadow is a dog eat dog world, and spirits prey on each other and the world for essence. Spirits are what they eat, and what they eat can change them and make them grow. They can influence the world, most often while they are in twilight, which is a state in which they are invisible. For instance, a wrath spirit in Twilight can make an angry batter run at the pitcher, or whatever it was called."

"Charge the mound."

"Yeah, that."

Miriam, though, was frowning for other reasons. Jack trialed off, well aware of when she had a thought. "If that's so," she asked, "Do spirits influence the world constantly? To eat the essence I assume this produces. When I've been angry, was there just a spirit there?" It seemed unlikely...and yet, how was she to know?

"Only the strongest spirits can work with what isn't there, and there are certainly other limits, but they do certainly influence the world all the time. It's a cycle, really, between things in the real world affecting the Shadow, and it affecting the world in various ways. But between us and the Shadow is what we call many different things. But let's call it the Gauntlet for this purpose, it's like a wall...wait, no. Imagine a cell membrane, instead. Permeable, but only with effort and only sometimes," he said. "It is usually strongest in cities, and weakest in the countryside. Where there are people, the Gauntlet tends to be stronger, and that makes it hard to get through. Those with skill in Spirit can weaken and strengthen this Gauntlet either to make intrusion harder or easier."

Miriam considered this, frowning and tapping her chin. Why would anyone want to do that? "Spirit lets you control them and use them as allies and weapons, doesn't it?" That was the only thing that made sense. You weakened the Gauntlet to bring allies over, or strengthened it to try to prevent the enemy from doing so."

"A good guess. A Thyrsus, a Shaman, is someone who walks between worlds, who uses the power of spirits for good and ill...if they don't make a mistake. It's a potent resource, and important to guard against, but spirits, being so single-minded, can be hard to convince and can be dangerous if they break their bonds. A murder-spirit wants to murder, a fire spirit wants things to burn, and you cannot make a spirit what it is not."

Miriam looked up and said, "And the spell above us, it strengthens the Gauntlet?"

"It does," Jack said, moving over to sit down on her bed. A book slipped out from under it, and Jack bent over for a moment to pick it up. "But I can tell that you understand, but don't, not quite. Can't imagine what they look like, for one. Only by seeing can you believe fully. And so, I am going to show you...if I can figure out just what you want to see."

Choose two options.

[] He takes Miriam to the Strand on a Saturday. Tons of shops, tons of people, and thus tons of spirits of that sort.
[] [.9x, owing to faith] He goes with her when she goes to church on Friday night, to see what spirits rest there.
[] Jack goes riding around on the public trams with her. All of that humanity packed together could certainly show some emotion spirits.
[] Goes to a public park, the better to get at nature spirits and also areas where the Gauntlet is moderately weaker.
[] [1.1x, owing to Curiosity] He's brought that bag for a reason, he could show off a few spirit related things even here…
[] [1.2x, owing to curiosity] A visit to Shadow itself would take some doing, but it would certainly be possible...ish, and probably very demonstrative. And dangerous, potentially, sure.
[] Write-in.

******
Gain 1/5th of an XP
1 (Gnosis)+1 (Mind)=2 sux

Abe--

Social Dice: 7--
2 (Friend)+2 (Composure)=3 sux, best guess is that Presence is the one at 3.
Mental Dice: 7
2 (Friend)+2 (Composure)=2 sux, best guess is that Wits is at 3.

Virtue: Courageous
Vice: Hasty

Mental Scan--

Abe: Failure.

Richard/"Dickens"

Know Nature: Failure, Failure, Success

Virtue: Just
Vice: Dogmatic

Mental Dice: 9
Social Dice: 7

Mental Scan: Success

--Sleeper, non supernatural.

Virginia--

Know Nature: Failure, Success

Virtue: Loyalty...or perhaps passion?
Vice: Pride...or perhaps jealousy?

That's weird!

Mental Scan:

Sleeper...right?

Others:

Josiah

Virtue: Unflappable
Vice: Lazy

Social Dice: 9
Mental Dice: 8

Ronald:

Virtue: Honesty
Vice: Greed

Social Dice: 6
Mental Dice: 6

Franklin:

Virtue: Kindness
Vice: Patience

Social Dice: 7
Mental Dice: 5

A/N: So, here we go. No plan voting.

I'm so excited for her first brush with the magical and totally not fucked up world of Spirits.
 
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Page 10: Shadow Plays, Part 1

Miriam felt a sort of tension in her guts. Nervousness, yes, but more than that. Excitement. She hadn't thought she'd feel it so strongly, but everything she was hearing, as bizarre and unnerving as it was, also felt new. Even exciting. It felt like something she wanted to know more about, and if he said that seeing was believing, then it was best to see in person. She sat up, leaning forward a little bit as she looked across at her Uncle. He was watching her, thoughtfully, no shadows dancing, no spells now. Just her uncle.

"I want to visit this 'Shadow' and see it for myself," Miriam said, quietly, "If you can do that?"

"I can, actually," Jack said, after a moment. he was staring at her, and he said, "You know that it will be dangerous."

"Yes, I do. But I'd like to see it as soon as possible. I understand if you need to prepare for it." She cleared her throat, "I'm aware that there's a lot I don't know--"

"But that only makes you want to know it all the more, doesn't it?" Jack asked, shaking his head. "It's a good instinct, but it will get you in trouble one day." He laughed, a rich, short sound and said, "Not that I'm going to discourage it. Feed that fire, but step carefully."

"So when can we go?" Miriam asked.

Jack frowned, standing up, glancing at his carpet bag for a moment. "Now, actually, if you want. Though I'll have to set a few rules, first. And you'll have to follow me, because we need privacy in order to do this. I know of a quiet location that we can use."

He was looking at her with hard, careful eyes, and she nodded.

"Follow, then, and listen carefully."

She got up, brushing herself off, nervous and yet excited, as he clutched his bag tighter and began to walk down. She breathed in and out, slowly, as he began to speak.

"First off, the Shadow is a parody of sorts of the world. Ruined buildings where whole ones were, a few trees turning into a vast forest in the Shadow, or an entire city block reduced to one large building. It will not seem normal, and it's not...not a place where people are meant to live. We can visit, but we're not welcome, not without a few tricks. Which we do have, actually, and they can help with a few things. But, it's not a place to live in, even if you're a Thyrsus."

Miriam nodded as they walked out into the street. It wasn't dusk yet, but it was getting close to it, even in summer. The sun would be down in an hour or two, and so the night life would begin in earnest. She kept close to him, glancing around at the young people, finely dressed, moving from their houses onto the street, hailing the streetcar, or sometimes just walking.

Jack slowed down, glancing at a woman in a rather fine white nightdress, for whatever reason, before shaking his head and speeding up again, walking almost fast enough that she fell behind.

"At least, I wouldn't want to live there. Everyone has their own opinions. Other rules: stick close to me, listen to nothing they say, or rather do nothing they ask you to do without my permission, and do not give them your name. There are illnesses that can form. Similarly, don't eat anything."

"I can do that," Miriam said, quietly, as they stopped in front of a squat, one story house, that looked as if it was falling apart. It certainly wasn't where she'd want to live, though she knew that there were apartments and other such buildings, tenements and all, that were worse. Still, there was something lonely about the house, or at least the outside, despite the lights that were on.

She heard laughter, but it seemed...she didn't know. Far off.

"You can feel it, can't you?" he asked. "This...is a verge controlled by the Folk, a place that has the resonance of spirits itself. Pay attention."

She stepped towards the door, just behind him, and he knocked once.

A short woman, her skin almost sandy in color, opened the door. She seemed a riot of colors, dancing at the edge of her body and at the edge of Miriam's vision. "You need the root cellar?" she asked, her voice husky and low.

"Yes'm," Jack said.

The woman glanced at Miriam, and seemed to see right through him as she turned and walked away.

In they stepped, to find...drinking. Partying. Eight or nine people were sprawled out on couches, talking, laughing. Joking. Alcohol in hands, cigarettes in hand. It wasn't even the weekend, and she turned away, frowning, already discomforted. And...on the walls it seemed as if there were hard, dark knots, like on a tree. And the wooden floor seemed oddly damp.

One man was laying out tarot cards, laughing as he saw each card, one after another. Miriam closed her eyes as the smoke stung at it. She opened them again to see Jack holding a bottle of alcohol as he stepped towards...a trapdoor.

Moss covered it, and he leaned down. It smelled strange to her, half-rotten and yet also unfamiliar. He pulled it open with a single, strong heave, and there was a ladder.

It seemed to be made of twisting roots and branches, still moving even at that point, and yet he gripped it with certainty and Miriam had no choice but to follow him down, down into the bowels of a cellar that shouldn't exist, logically.

And she followed. The grip with slippery, almost slimey even, and had to hold her breath as there was this musty smell that got worse and worse as she went down, until suddenly it was past and her feet hit the ground.

She turned just as Jack began to light a candelabra in the center of the room, and so she could see it. It felt like the inside hollow of a tree, wooden and rounded at the edges, moss growing in patches here and there. In the center, next to the candles, was a table, and on it was some form of board.

Now suddenly she felt almost charged with life. Every ache and pain and all of the excess energy she still had seemed to double and redouble as he breathed out and said, "Now watch."

He grabbed the bottle from under his arms and opened it quickly, pouring some of it on the ground as he began to dance. Or at least, he moved a little, shifting in the motions of a waltz that brought him near Miriam for a moment and then past, back to the board. Spirit board, she remembered, or at least that was a guess as he bent over and said, in the 'High Speech', "Make a door between the world and the Shadow, in this room only, for three hours, and may only libations open it, from one side or another." Each word seemed to nail itself to reality.

She watched as...it seemed for a moment almost as if nothing happened, and then she saw shadows racing from his body, gathering at a far wall and then spreading, faster and faster. She stepped forward, as if trying to get out of its way, but the smell was filling the room. Alcohol smelled disgusting, and she covered her nose and when she blinked again, they were standing in…

Another cellar, this one far more normal. Only...not. It looked far more normal in the sense that it was large, and not at all the inside of a tree, but there were dozens and dozens of bottles of wine on racks, and each of the bottles was whispering.

She couldn't understand what they said, and she took a step back, glancing at a window that seemed fogged over.

Jack was walking over, his steps seeming to echo as he tapped her on the shoulder. And suddenly she could hear the bottles.

'Drink me, drink me' they seemed to be whispering. 'Indulge eat drink drink drink drink.'

She shied away from them, glancing at the stairs and saying, "Is there anything up there?"

"No, this place is safe enough, but some spirits can't be driven out, and the...well, we call them Bottle Mosquitoes, the whole type of them, are not really that harmful. You drink them, and they buzz inside of you, encouraging you to indulge because indulgence is what they eat."

"The essence, right?" Miriam asked.

"Yes. That and each other. You can pour the contents of one into another, mixing your wines, and it kills one," he said, "They keep on coming back."

Miriam frowned, "This is a buffet flat?"

"Yes. Upstairs there are sometimes spirits of joy or...other sorts of emotions," Jack said, "But it should be a straight shot out of here, and then we can walk around a little. There's somewhere I want to show you, I suppose, if we're going to do a real tour."

He stepped up the stairs, carpet bag still clung to fiercely as she followed. Upstairs was...no different. Or at least, it seemed like the same place, but arranged differently. A few tables that weren't there before, but a few less couches, and the lights seemed to be flickering, a little uncertainly.

The smell, though. Alcohol so strong she almost fell over, feeling almost dizzy just to be in this place, and faint laughter coming from nowhere as he continued walking and she hurried to keep up.

Out in the streets, the Shadow too looked both...not at all different and very different. Strange black cars drove by at high speeds on the road, which seemed to twist and turn far too much. Some of the houses she remembered simply weren't there, and there was a large house sitting across the way that wasn't there before.

The weeds were higher, everywhere, choking out life, and yet it seemed almost recognizable. That was it, wasn't it? It was a reflection of the world, but it seemed, she decided, breathing in and out, staring at everything, trying to take it all in, to be a cracked reflection.

She nodded to herself and followed him along. The cars kept on speeding, and he pointed at them and said, "Look closely, and you'll see that…"

She frowned, and stared at a car as it sped past, and then when she realized it she felt sick. What she'd thought was black metal instead looked almost like...skin? Skin stretched tight as a drum over the body of an automobile.

"Pride. Pride of ownership combining with the cars," he said, quietly, "So they often have names like Fast-Black, or--"

Which is when he stopped dead in his tracks. "Oh...oh come on. Here? Well, that's annoying."

In the distance, as the fading sun cast its shadows overhead, something approached.

It looked, from a distance, like a shimmering streak of red and green, and yet the closer it got the more it seemed to be instead some form of bubbling liquid, charged with other colors: here white, here black, all of them shifting faster and faster as it got closer.

"Hey buddy, hey," it said. Its voice sounded foreign in some way, and she felt as if she was somehow...she couldn't even know. It was male though.

"Bemerry,"Jack said, and it took a moment for her to realize that this had to be a name.

"Give a buddy some juice?" it said, and it sounded female and husky as it slipped closer to Jack, who held out a hand in warding.

Miriam moved behind Jack, but the thing seemed to alight on her. "Gotta new girl now? Introduce me introduce me, and maybe…"

It slipped closer, and Jack held out a hand. "If you take a step closer, I'll hurt you, despite the fact that you have helped me on occasion."

"Helped me?" the spirit asked, with a giggle, her voice suddenly different again. "Is that any way to talllk." It slid up, and Miriam felt strange. Oddly warm, like someone was hugging her, or something. It passed rather quickly, though.

Jack, meanwhile, looked uncomfortable. "This is Bemerry. I sort of created it last year after a...party or three. Or four. And I've sort of been using it on occasion to learn more about the Shadow, talk to other spirits...that sort of thing."

"And who is the dame?" Bemerry asked, and suddenly 'his' voice was gruff. It twisted into a shape that looked almost like a face, to stare at her.

"Ruth," Jack said. "Now if you could be along…"

"Had a drink before want to indulge it tastes good you'll like it I swear--" the spirit said rapidly, flashing as it tried to move closer to her.

"No." Jack waved his hand and said, "Move back."

"No fun anymore, Jack. We could be so good together," it purred, its voice female now, but younger.

Miriam stared, somewhere between confused and worried, and all around her she saw a few strange figures stop or slow down.

The head of a man peeked out of one building, almost out of reach, that she knew was a life insurance place, only to pop back out and emerge…

The man's head rested, fat and almost hanging limp, on the body of a great black spider as it slipped down the street, and rats seemed to swarm and gather near one of the houses. The cars slowed down, and there was a whistling sound that came from one of them, briefly.

"Fa-mi-liar," it said, only the last syllable was said like 'liar.' Only it felt like an interpretation, like she was hearing something else and merely thinking it was english.

"No, I've bound more than enough and done more than enough for one lifetime. I don't even know why I haven't found something to do with you--"

"The girl's weird," Bemerry said, and then it slipped past, but not towards Miriam, instead circling. It left behind hints of bright color for just a moment as it moved, on the ground like footprints.

"Weird?"

"I'm hitting her with my--"

"Don't," Jack said, his voice a rumble of anger.

"C'mon, c'mon, you can share, and she can--" it began.

"Begone," Jack said, "We'll talk later."

He stalked away, and Bemerry didn't follow, and Miriam was able to easily keep up with him, now keeping a wary eye for anything else unusual here.

Of course, one had to just begin listing things. The rats that scurried in packs and seemed to run as he approached, the flashes of bright lights in the sky, the way the air smelled thick with smoke at places as they walked down tangled up streets. Some buildings were there and others weren't, and some of the shops seemed filled with goods very different from what she was used to. She licked her dry lips, wishing she'd been able to grab a drink of water before she'd arrived.

Jack seemed nervous, tense, in fact more worried than her, and she was the one who had seen a spider with a human's head wandering around. When they got closer to the Strand, there were men here and there, dressed as carnival barkers, who seemed not to notice them at all as they walked along.

"Uncle, what was that?" she finally asked.

"Not anyone's business. Bemerry is a spirit, and that means it doesn't understand things that normal humans would. They don't--"

A cat rat in between Jack's legs and went right up to Miriam, meowing quietly and snuggling itself against her leg. She stiffened for a moment, and then hesitantly leaned down, "May I--?"

The cat looked normal, after all. Though when she looked down and met its eyes, she saw that they were in fact glowing red.

"It's fine, in fact, it's a familiar. Meadowlark must be about."

"You smell of hope," the cat said, its voice a scratchy growl. She stared, shocked.

"I...smell of hope?"

"Or something like it. I can smell it on you. Cat." It paused, looking up at Miriam, and for some reason Miriam's mind supplied 'she' even though there was no obvious gender to the feline.

"Pet me, pet me."

She blinked and leaned down, running her hand over the cat's soft fur. It was orange-red, a tabby, and yet not at all as mangy as it looked at first glance. Its claws certainly looked sharp, though. She smiled softly, and then saw a woman stepping forward, at the end of the street. As she moved, all of the spirits paused briefly to stare at her, taken aback in some way, before they turned back to their business.

Rats scurried, a pigeon whose beak was red with blood took the chance to flee as fast as it could. The carnival barkers ran back into their shops, with undue haste.

The woman was white, her hair long and almost silvery, going down her back as she strode forward, wearing what looked to be a robe. Her face was lined with age, her eyes dark and almost clouded, but her lips were tugged up into a soft smile that seemed to stretch on forever, and made up for her rather too large nose. In one hand she held a walking staff, and in the other what looked like a bell, though she must have been somehow muffling it.

"Ah, Meadowlark, so good to see you. How goes the work?"

"Unrest," she said, her voice old and wispy as she stepped forward, "Unrest everywhere. Some spirits are on the warpath, down near the stockyards. Where are you taking...whoever this is?"

"Good person," the cat purred, ignoring the conversation."My name's Sunclaw, human. What is yours?"

"You can call me Ruth, I guess."

"Well then, Ruth-I-Guess," the cat said, grinning in a way that felt not just cattish, but almost archetypically feline. "Are you one of the whatsits? Mages?"

"Yes," she said. "And you're a familiar?"

"Something like that, yes," Sunclaw said. "Hopeful human, do you have any milk?"

"This is Ruth, I'm showing her around the Shadow. I was going to take her to Fort Dearborn--" Jack began

Wait, wasn't that burned down and destroyed decades and decades ago? "No, sorry, no milk. If I meet you again in the real wor--"

Sunclaw started to hiss. "Real world? What is with you humans. It's the Shadow and you're the thing casting the shadow, but the shadow isn't fake, is it?"

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean," Miriam said, blushing, aware of how rude it might have come across.

"Oh, to talk to the Arrows, see the place? Most of them will be gone, but I suppose you could, but if you're showing her around, I could go and talk to her about the Shadow, since I'm a Thyrsus and you…" Meadowlark said.

"Know almost as much as you about spirits?" Jack asked, with a smirk, crossing his arms.

"He does have a point, you know," Sunclaw said, butting into the conversation.

"Still, there are a few things he wouldn't understand about spirit magic that he wouldn't," Meadowlark said gently.

"This might be true. Or we could turn back, if trouble's really going on," Jack said. "If not, we'll be taking a streetcar, because a walk...I'd want my whole cabal here if we were really going on such a brisk walk as to step into a warzone. Do you know what it is?"

"Spirits are angry, and there seems to be the Abyss involved," she said, "We're looking into it. It might be a simple incursion riling spirits up, but there's no such thing as a simple incursion, when it comes to such...beings."

"Of course there isn't," Jack said, turning to Miriam. "What do you say?"

"She's deciding?" Meadowlark asked, her old face wrinkling from certainty to confusion.

"It is her education. Not mine," Jack said, spreading his hands.

What to do?

[] Go with Meadowlark and talk about spirits and see some demonstrations of Spirit and the like.
[] Go via the Streetcars to Fort Dearborn to meet with whatever skeleton crew of Adamantine Arrows are there, and their spirits that guard the location that shouldn't exist at all.
[] Go back. Either way, being in the Shadow presents at least some dangers if there is a crisis, so obviously turning around would be safer, all things being equal.

*****

Spirit Spell--Reaching

4 (Spirit)+??? (Gnosis)+2 (Verge)+3 (Rote Aspect activated)+2 (High Speech)-2 (Small room)-1 (Two hours)=6 sux

Spell automatically because it is a Rote has 5 Reach. But he's gonna grab some more, because there's no chance of Paradox.

Two Reach: Spend on Sensory and Instant Casting
One Reach: Duration to advanced--Paid with the Exceptional Success
One Reach: It's an Iris.
One Reach: Add a Key

Normally would be 6 Paradox dice there, if likely reduced by some factors…

Encounter Rolls:

22, 47, 82

Bemerry Tries Thing: ??? dice= Failure

Perception: 1 sux

Socialize With A Cat: 1 sux

A/N: And thus the plot...does things! Things are happening, and no, a write in of, "Let's totally put the newbie who has no offensive magical powers on the front line of a Shadow problem" is not even remotely close to being halfway to being an option.
 
Page 11: The Beginning of an Education
Page 11: The Beginning of an Education?

Three people walked down a street, and all three of them must have been thinking. Miriam was thinking about the light. That was something she hadn't expected. It was called the Shadow, and so a part of her, an obvious part that interpreted things almost literally ,had expected it in some way to be darker, dingier. And it was true that there were ruined husks of cars here and there, or bottles that rolled down the streets, their labels unreadable.

It was in fact a very bizarre place, though at the moment nothing stood out to her as particularly wrong.

But it wasn't dark. In fact, there was something like a sun in the sky. Or rather, there was light coming down, and it was approximately evening as she looked at Meadowlark, and then back at her Uncle...and then, trotting along, Sunclaw. They were headed uptown, away from the business districts, towards what were probably quite decent houses in the real world. Here they were a little different, though. Some were normal, while others seemed older, more decrepit, and notably…

The first thing she'd seen since she'd gone on her way that almost made her stop. One of the houses, a plain white one, was stretched out, and there were handprints on the windows, bloody ones. She could hear something like music coming from the house, something from a music-box, and she shivered.

"That...that's not a house you want to go in," Meadowlark admitted, looking back at Miriam as the girl paused right on the sidewalk to look at it. "It's a house that's had a lot happen to it. And in it. People have died there, and things that have a resonance in the real world have a resonance in its Shadow."

"The more the better. Some guns you find here are just the image of guns, no insides...and not everything here is a Spirit. Most of those buildings are just the reflection of human awareness," Jack said, waving his hand. "Only with little odds and ends changed."

"Yes, that is true," Meadowlark said. "Be wary about what is and isn't a spirit. Even the weakest spirit can be dangerous. Though they can also be allies. The world of Spirits has existed side by side with humanity as long as we've existed, and understanding them is important."

"Are there spirits of…" Miriam frowned, trying to formulate her thoughts. Because thus far most of the spirits she'd seen had been questionable, or at least strange. "Are there spirits that cannot form? Are there types of spirits that are less hostile to humans than others?"

"Anything at all can be a spirit. There are spirits powerful enough that they are worshipped as gods," Meadowlark said, gesturing around, "Too powerful for us to bind, often too powerful to fight. Not that we would. It's a delicate ecosystem that we need to maintain, because it really is the world. You could even in theory travel around the world in Shadow and then exit in Shadow. Each place connects to its location, if it has one, on earth." She smiled, a soft, grandmotherly smile, her face pale, brushing back her hair. "Though I would know far less about movement than Dancing Shadow would."

She smiled, softly, and Sunclaw yawned. Her smile turned into a frown.

"Is she interested in this?" Sunclaw asked, "I'm sure she wants practical information too! Like what spirits are around here."

"I'm happy learning anything you'd like to teach me, ma'am," Miriam said, politely. She glanced over at the other woman. Her old face still felt unfamiliar in other ways. The air felt heavy, and yet she didn't doubt that Meadowlark meant well. What she didn't understand...okay, she understood the tone actually, but it was still bizarre to her.

Hard to place.

"Well, if you want to know, the city has city spirits, obviously, but also, us Folk and others have been working on trying to keep Spirits away from certain areas."

"How do you do that?" Miriam asked, frowning as they walked down the street, which seemed particularly lonely.

"Well, there's only so much you can do on one side of it." Meadowlark shook her head, "Conservation efforts have to run into the fact that ultimately spirits aren't predictable. That house...it looks just normal on earth. Bad spirits, or at least spirits that are out of control, crop up everywhere, and any spirit that starts out relatively harmless, if let outside of its ecosystem or left to grow too wild, can be dangerous. Happiness is a good emotion, and yet a spirit that feeds on the happiness of drunks becomes what it eats. Something that encourages people to drink."

Miriam wrinkled her nose and thought it through. That meant that on the human side of things, every possession…

Every possession. "So objects can become spirits, right? So what decides what they mean?"

"What people think they mean. The gun that someone uses to murder people in gangland warfare means death and power," Meadowlark said, tapping her staff on the ground and pausing.

Sunclaw began to circle around her as the woman spoke. "It means hatred, too. There are spirits of hatred just as there are spirits of love, of faith. Go to Jerusalem and you can find faith spirits on every corner, everywhere in the Twilight and growing in number endlessly, as Zionists immigrate, as the world shifts its balance. So, on the side of humanity, what can we do?"

She shook her head, and now Miriam could hear something in the distance. Birds singing, and the smell of the first flowers of spring, and Meadowlark said. "So we work here. We can know what weaknesses a spirit has. All spirit has things it cannot do, and things that harm it. A spirit cannot act against its nature. A spirit of superstitious dread might not be able to step on a crack or walk under a ladder. You can also make certain things harder to feed on."

Her eyes were hard as she looked into the far distance, at something Miriam couldn't see. "You could make it so that a person was impossible to gain essence from. If you did it carefully enough, suddenly the wrong sorts of spirits are starving unless they change, unless they start eating things that change them. Hopefully not for the worse. And spirits like anything can be made to sleep."

"I feel," Miriam began, and then paused, flushing and looking down. Suddenly she was aware that she might have interrupted something.

"Go on, speak," Meadowlark said, sounding annoyed. Annoyed at being interrupted?

Miriam hesitated.

Sunclaw trotted over to her and looked up at her. "What is it that spirits can do? You said they feed on essence of the type that they are?"

"And that which is close to them," Meadowlark. "A dog might feed on dog essence, but they might try to feed on cat essence, but it wouldn't be as...nourishing. And it changes them, grants them a new nature. A dog that is like a cat, or a car that is like despair after its owner kills itself. They have the power to influence and act via their nature. Rage can make rage, or weaken it, fire can make more of itself...and they have to eat or they die. Every day they hunt, and every day plenty of spirits are eaten, for spirits have essence too, or die. They live short lives, most of them, without being much or doing much." She shook her head, "For every spirit that lives, many others must die. It's a natural cycle, for something…"

"Supernatural," Jack supplied.

"People can make spirits, or change spirits. It is all a matter of having the skill and knowing this place." Meadowlark shook her head, "I have studied the Shadow for over a decade. Sometimes you stroll down a street and nothing happens...and sometimes…"

She paused, and a figure moved from around the bend, stepping onto the sidewalk, each step careful. It was a strange figure. It looked like a bird, but it was taller. A bird in the shape of a man, and yet taller still than that, with a white breast but huge, blue wings that seemed to spread out as it walked on its feet. And a beak that seemed open in a song that didn't seem to stop. It just kept up, and hearing it, Miriam felt something light and...powerful move through her.

Her heart skipped a beat, and she felt as if, what? As if she could truly learn about the Shadow, as if, however confusing this was, she would prevail.

The song was low and sweet, without words but seeming not to need it, and the eyes of the creature...it had no eyes, Miriam realized. It stepped forward as if it could see though, and moved right towards her.

"Hope is a thing--"

"The thing," Jack corrected.

Meadowlark frowned, "The thing with feathers, that perches in the soul."

Every step it took forward made its song louder and louder, and Miriam's head seemed to explode with ideas, with thoughts, as it approached. It trilled a single note and then leaned in, towards Miriam, who hesitated.

"It will not kill. It cannot kill, only create," Sunclaw hissed, "It is a strange thing. The Mages protect it so, they feed it so. I'm just a familiar, and a cat, so of course they ignore me."

She reached out, and touched its head, barely able to stand, so full and swollen was her heart with emotions. Hope. This was a spirit of hope. Or something like it. She felt her mind swell with ideas, with ambitions. Of making the world better, of all she could do with an education, for her race and for her country and for her religion. The thoughts tumbled one after another, as she stroked the head of the thing.

It was soft, and downy, and its song seemed to grow louder as it looked at her.

Jack, oddly, seemed tense, or at least she saw him moving, stepping forward.

Her knees did buckle then, and yet somehow she didn't fall. She saw that Jack had his arm on her shoulder, and yet she still continued to stroke.

With each moment, the emotions grew, the ambitions. She could go to college, and then what? For a moment she imagined political offices, a thought so absurd as to be insane, she imagined the good she could do, and churches, ministries, social work or study into the nature of the world. The thoughts all came tumbling out, her ambitions growing more and more; all the things she could do for the world, all of the things she could do in the world.

She could explore the world, going to distant places to see what beauty lay there, and she could help the people there. She read of poverty here, poverty everywhere, and as a Mage, surely she had the power to help others. It was...it was useless if all it could do was amuse her. And she could learn, she could learn what these Archmages were, she could learn what Mages could do and what she could do as a Mage and--

It pulled away, and Meadowlark gaped at her. "Not a...huh. Those are some ambitions."

The thing turned, still singing that song, and walked off, its tail feathers flicking back and forth as Sunclaw hissed at it.

Only then did she collapse to the ground. The hope just as quickly slipped away, or at least it reduced itself to sanity. Her, a Senator? She was a negro. Her, to feed the whole world? She was one woman. Her, to be a great discoverer of new ideas? She was a woman. Every hope crashed down at once, so unstable was their edifice. So unlikely their aims.

It almost hurt, that feeling.

"Some ambitions?"

"It is tasked to punish people," Jack said, "Just as it rewards. It makes hopes run wild. A starving man hopes for a crust of bread, and that is well and good, but it has been taught morality, and so it watches, it feels, that hope turn into a desire for a feast, for a thousand feasts, no matter who might starve. And so it pecks them, just once, it hurts for a while, but…"

Jack shrugged, "Many say it's worth it."

"My hopes, they were proud," Miriam admitted, "And many of them were selfish. Exploring the world, becoming a better Mage? Even if...even if I meant some of them to good purpose, there was still my own--"

"I don't doubt it," Meadowlark said, "It isn't human, and Hopemore has learned only what people can teach it.[1] I don't know you, but I do know that hopes such as that, ambitions such as that...their dark sides do not register with a being like that." She nodded to herself and said, "You meet spirits like that."

"A person can be drugged on hope," Jack said, "Just like anything else."

"Maybe so," Meadowlark conceded.

"Boring...show her some magic," Sunclaw said, giving a cattish yawn as they finally started walking down the streets.

*****

Lying in her bed, Miriam could not sleep. Or would not sleep. She had seem some impressive and strange things, some of them done to spirits that were rolling cogs on the ground, or gathering balls of lightning or smoke. Some of which looked like people, but without mouths, or like dogs, but with far too many teeth. Strange things, and stranger magic. All of it left her heart racing. All of it excited her in a way she knew it shouldn't. Or rather, she knew that watching bits of spirit be shaped into new forms, watching spirits be held back or hidden from view, watching all of it and playing close attention...it was all so fascinating, and yet.

And yet she...well, she didn't feel bad for the Spirits, so much as she felt as if she were on the edge of a precipice. Like this was something she didn't understand, and couldn't understand.

And so she barely slept and woke tired to the last Thursday of the school year. The weather really was nice, the sun shining down with such brightness as she walked through the halls. Were their spirits of hatred here? Spirits of knowledge and learning? Spirits of a thousand kinds? She couldn't see them, if they existed, but she could imagine them. She could fill the vision in her head, in the spaces of this school--spaces she knew better than ever before, down to their exact dimensions. This twilight, this...everything.

It was amazing, and yet there was nobody she could talk to it about. Nobody she could share with as the classes finished up. Nothing was going to be done on the second to last day, though there would be an assembly on the final day.

So she waited, and at last the class rankings came. Not important, in one sense. It wasn't something that mattered except perhaps as a senior, and even then...but Miriam had been waiting for this, half her mind bent towards it.

First in the class. "At least among negroes," a teacher had whispered when she turned her back.

First, still. That was something, she thought, taking a breath. If she was the sort of person who got angry that easily, she would have never…

Still, it was frustrating. Dickens came up to her with his solid fourth, smiling at her, and she tried to smile back. And that's what she'd heard. Respect. Not that there weren't some teachers here that respected her, but the inflection of Meadowlark's voice had been...unexpected. For someone like her, at least.

Dickens didn't seem to care, seemed glad for what he'd gotten and how he'd done in the entire large class. He clapped her on the shoulder, a rather more effusive gesture than she was used to from the short boy. Not that he couldn't be highly emotional, but she'd never seen him go to a ball game, except when she dragged him along.

"And so school is almost done with," he said, "Freshman year."

"Yes, Freshman year," Miriam said, nodding to herself.

"This is just the start, you know," he said, leaning in close to her. "Once I graduate high school I'm going to go to college, even if I have to work my way through it with backbreaking work--"

"Might want to start now, then," Miriam said, teasingly, "Or maybe exercise a little, so your back doesn't break."

Dickens chuckled, "Maybe so." He frowned. Money, money was always an issue. But he was smart, he could...well, she could too. There was a thought, and one that had not occurred to her
even in the height of the excessive hope, because it took a little looking at the situation from a different angle. Could Mages use their magic to make money? It seemed almost profane in a way to think about, but if Mages could control spirits and minds and teleport...well, there were any number of uses that all of that could theoretically be put to. A trader could cross a great distance with his goods in no time at all, though then again wouldn't people ask how he'd--

Well, it was a lot to think about. Certainly, if she had money to throw around, she'd want Dickens to be able to go to college, and there were all sorts of other things money could get. Things money could do for her. So she went home after talking to Virginia a little more, and kept on thinking.

*****

She thought into Friday, when they assembled for speeches and goodbyes, when the entirety of the school was ready to leave. The teachers, the students, everyone had a summer ahead of them, and summer plans, and she was one of them too. She was going to become a Mage, she was going to learn more about this...about everything.

About Spirits and about the world, and summer meant she had time for it. And yet, she also hoped she had time for her friends, for the people who meant things to her. She hoped that she could do everything, and wished she could do more than that.

It was a fine, fine day, the sun shining high as she ran home. Ran, for that's what she felt like, full of energy, the heat not bothering her any, the wind blustering as she ran.

She reached home ready for a drink, her mouth dry, and opened the door to see...Uncle Jack?

She had been thinking when she'd mentioned going to a baseball game, when she'd stepped out back into the world, that he meant Saturday.

After a moment's reflection, standing at the door, she realized he had said Saturday. And yet he was here, him and his ugly carpet bag.

Mom was bustling around, nervously. Glancing at him every so often. The nerves weren't anything directly to do with him, it was more that she didn't like Jack, and that meant that her every move was careful, as if he was judging her.

She didn't like him, and Mom was someone who was always careful about how social impressions formed. Miriam knew her mother well enough to know she suspected the feeling was mutual.

And maybe it was. If so, then it was also clear that Jack wasn't bothered any by the fact that he didn't like his brother's wife, wasn't insecure, could joke about it. As he had. It was hard sometimes to see through his mask.

Miriam was not someone with that much of a mask, not compared to him. When he looked up, the shock registered in her face as she stepped forward, smelling cooking roast as she did.

"Uncle," she said. "I thought you said Saturday--"

"I did, but there are games today, too, if we hurry on, aren't there? Or perhaps we could wait on that."

Miriam frowned, remembering what he'd said. He'd talked about how it was one thing to know the Shadow, to know a few of the various powers and ways that spirits could interact with the world, but seeing them in Twilight, seeing the way the world shifted and moved, would be more important. Exploring the Shadow, he'd said, was something that most Mages didn't do, while all Mages had to deal with spirits in Twilight whether they liked it or not.

And here it was.

"What is this about?" she asked, "Is it--"

"We can talk upstairs."

"What fool thing are you involving Miriam in now," Mom said. She had one hand on her hip, though she was too busy with the cooking to really come over there and do anything.

"Nothing," Jack said.

Miriam's face probably gave away that it was far more than nothing, but she couldn't help it. She was trying to figure out what was going on.

*****

Upstairs, he sat on her bed and stretched his legs out, running a hand through his short hair, as if trying to arrange it. "So, I've figured out what the other thing I saw was."

"Oh?" Miriam asked.

"There is a place called the Astral. It's a layered realm. Dreams, the inside of one's mind, the mind's of all of humanity, the mind of the world...a place of thought and form." He shook his head. "Some people naturally have a resonance with it. It reflects in them, and they can access such places easier. Some people learn how to gain it, though it is not an easy task. Without this resonance, it takes access to special locations, and considerable expenditures, to get there."

"And I have this resonance?"

"Yes, you do. So, I was thinking: we could go to a game now, and I could show you how spirits influence people in the here and now, show how they can drive people. I think that would be a worthy lesson. Or we could try to see if you could enter your own mind."

"Now?" she asked, startled. She didn't know much about psychology, besides that it existed. The beliefs of the people involved, other than a few names, were a blank page in her knowledge. It wasn't something she'd ever thought to look at.

"Now. Either way, I wanted to see which you were interested in. I think that both lessons are valuable, but I also have...there are things I'd need to do tomorrow anyways, and Sunday as well."

"Does it involve the Abyss and these...spirits?" Miriam asked, frowning.

"Yes. It seems that Mages might be involved. Or perhaps other, stranger creatures. They were doing something to spirits involving paradox, and plenty of the spirits in the area, even those not corrupted, are agitated. Angry. They're on a very minor warpath, in fact, so we're going to try to sooth tempers, and so I don't know if I'd have time tomorrow, either way."

It sounded very, very important, and so Miriam nodded. She thought about it. Inside her own mind...and yet, there was also the temptation to see how spirits lived in the world.

She thought. She decided. School was over...it was time for a different sort of education.

Which does she choose?

[] Watch spirits in the ballpark. And more than that, watch her uncle influence spirits in order to demonstrate their uses on people. But will he be the only one there with an agenda?
[] Learn to access the inner realms of her mind. Her Oneiros, as he will soon teach her to call it. But in one's own mind, what will she find?

*****
[1] Later, her Uncle said. "Don't let it make you too proud. It sees purity of motivation, not rightness of it. And it misses a lot of moral quandaries. It doesn't understand people." And she appreciated those words, because she hated the idea of someone else simply...telling her that she was good, especially when the pride and the ambition displayed there could as easily lead her wrong.

******

Hope's Test:
Reward: 1/5th XP (Most Mages take it at least once for the sweet XP, so it's a local tradition)

Spirit Lessons: 1/5th Arcane XP
+In the Shadow (The Most Dangerous Option): 1/5th Arcane XP.

Conversation: 2 (Presence)+1 (Likes Cats)+1 (Wants Good Impression=2 sux

Learning: 4 dice (Intelligence)-1 (Untrained penalty)-1 (Untrained MAGIC penalty in a non-Path area.)=1 sux

Learning 2: Failure

Luck 1: 1d100=92

Conversation With A Thing: 2 (Presence)+1 (Can We Keep It)+1 (Familiar)=1 sux

Conversation, Other 2: 2 (Presence)+1 (Likes Cats)=1

Learning 3: 3 dice=3 sux

Conversation with Friend: 3 sux

Untrained Magical Thinking: 4-1=3 dic=1 sux

A/N: So, the front page has been updated with the secret Merit unlocked. Yay! Also, sorry it took so long to update.
 
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Page 12: A Journey Inward, Part 1
Page 12: A Journey Inward, Part 1

"What is this Astral Realm?" Miriam asked.

Her uncle coughed, glancing around. "It's more like realms. From your dreams to your mind to what Jung might call the collective unconscious--"

"The collective unconscious?" Miriam asked. She frowned, trying to commit new ideas to her mind.

"All humans, and in some ways all things, dream and have ideas. The Astral is the realm of ideas. You can find, in the unconscious, people's visions of what God is like, or what a city is, about what the meaning of democracy is and about what waits for you after your idea. Ideas alone, shared among many people. Meanwhile, the Oneiros, as it is called, is merely your mind. In it you can find your memories, hopes, dreams, emotions." He shrugged. "It's not a place that someone else should snoop around unless they have a good reason."

"And you can learn about someone that way?" Miriam asked, frowning. She imagined some unscrupulous person digging around in someone's memories, somehow, to get some piece of information. She imagined it rather differently than she knew it would be. She imagined someone reaching into a person's head, hand sinking right in as if the other person's head was water. Without a ripple.

"Yes, you can. You can also learn about yourself. It's something I have some talent for, though not quite your natural affinity for it. I can also summon the figments of my imagination to fight for me." Uncle Jack chuckled, "And talk to them, for that matter. Beings from the Astral can be summoned here, but at your level of skill...it's best to just stick to visiting them, for a while."

"What happens if you pull something out of the Astral?" Miriam asked, having a sudden thought.

"It's gone."

"Wait, then if you went into your mind and pulled out your anger?" Miriam began, trying to wrap her head around the rather stunning implications. It seemed impossible, but she had already made up her mind to not be credulous, but to accept that the seemingly impossible could happen with startling regularity where magic was involved.

"You'd no longer be able to feel angry. And you'd have a representation of your anger under your control. It might have strength, or strange powers. It could make other people angry, or perhaps possess peoiple to lash out at, say, umpires that make bad calls."

"And, can you dismiss it?"

"Yes, and then you can feel anger again. That's why the collective unconscious, the Temenos, is often a safer place to draw from. But…" Uncle Jack smiled and leaned in. "Sometimes I've drawn out my own fear and told it to go somewhere else, because I was too busy to be scared. You can do a lot with goetic beings."

"Goetic?" she asked, considering it. "Sounds somewhat greek?" She didn't know any languages other than English, but she'd seen enough of Greek and Latin to sort of have a feel for how their words sounded.

"It's a corruption of a Greek word for magic-users, among other things. Strange how the words we use enter from such differing places," Jack said. "Either way, the first step is to meditate into the Astral. That is to say, you must clear your mind, and in your case, you must have a ceremony. A means that focuses you and represents your journey."

"Represents my journey into my mind?"

"Yes. Such as a ritual. Perhaps a prayer, or it could be a set of movements, or even just something you imagine in your head," Jack said, "It takes time to enter the right state."

"Are you going to tell me anything else?" she asked.

"I want to see if you can do it on your own. Once you're in your own mind, I'll tell you more about this whole process," he said, "I'll have to leave to find somewhere I can meditate from. I'm not you, after all."

"What if I didn't give permission to look in my mind?" Miriam asked, flushing slightly. Her mind: what would he see in there?

"Then I'd listen. Are you refusing permission?" Jack asked, tilting his head as he watched her.

Miriam shook her head and moved to the bible by her bed and knelt, opening it up. "Set your mind on things that are above," she whispered, "Not things that are on earth."

"Continue chanting like that. Or...flipping through the book. Close your eyes if that helps. Let the world drift away. Focus on it. Don't think."

She repeated the words, and the second time they felt smoother, as if they were rounded of their edges. She thought about how a person concentrated, and took a deep breath before repeating it. The bible was a comforting presence in her hand, and being on her knees like this was not that much of a bother once she'd started to focus.

"Set your mind…"

Time passed with impossible slowness, or perhaps with unmeasurable speed, as she repeated the words, trying at once to mean them and yet not linger on them specifically. She felt warm, and then she felt nothing at all, and yet she kept on repeating the words. Again and again they echoed through her thoughts.

She discarded everything that was not God. This was...this was strange and she felt herself slipping under, and yet didn't feel anything at all. It was a sort of warmth, and then a sort of chill, and she shivered but did not let it stop her. She kept on repeating the words, and at last she felt something change.

A breeze blew past her skin, and she felt her bones almost ache with the coldness. And then she opened her eyes to see that she was on a flat, level plane, stretching endlessly in all directions. She was kneeling on a tiled floor, mostly black, but with a long line of white tiles stretching straight ahead. Above was nothing more than blackness.

Darkness on all sides as she uncertainly rose to her feet. Tired, suddenly. She stepped forward, and then again, her steps echoing in the empty vastness of this space. Was this her mind?

She wondered how she'd even know. He hadn't told her anything, really, about what she'd find. She had to assume it was safe, though...if she did get hurt here, what would happen? It wasn't her body, was it?

But that didn't mean anything. Minds were hurt all the time. Would it be a head injury if she got--

It wasn't worth it to worry, she thought, standing and walking ahead. The path was long, and soon it began to wind as she walked ahead. Until, a minute into it, she saw what looked like a light in the distance. Bright, and shining, shimmering red-green. She turned off the path to follow it, and then follow it some more.

She frowned, trying to think. Did it symbolize something, or?

Then there was another light, blue and bright like the sky on a clear day, and she turned to go after this one two, trying to consider it. Was each light a thought? Was she supposed to catch them?

She wandered for some time, aware after a certain point that each light flickered away as she neared it, and yet sure that if she just moved fast enough she could catch it. So she started running, cursing her skirts, and yet they still disappeared, until she finally stopped and realized something.

"Will O' The Wisps," she muttered, thinking of things she'd heard of before, that Virginia had mentioned in passing. This was a distraction, she thought, moving back to the white path, and following it.

A yellow light flashed right next to her head, but she ignored it, continuing forward until at last she came to a door. She tugged on the door, and it rattled, the doorknob even turning, but it didn't open.

She frowned, stymied and confused, standing there for what felt like minutes, until she stretched her hand out and thought. This was her mind, right? Even if it didn't look anything like what she imagined it'd be.

Her mind, her rules. And so she focused on the light. Blue and red-green and white and black, dozens and dozens of lights, and she imagined them all coming here. And when she opened her eyes, they drifted in front of her.

She pointed at the door, and each of them flew into it, again and again and again as the door glowed, brighter and brighter, a rainbow of colors.

And then there was no door at all, just an incredibly bright door-shape in the world.

And Miriam stepped through.

*****

Without even blinking, she was transported. She stood before a huge crowd, leaning over a pulpit, in a massive, high-roofed church. Glancing up, she couldn't even see the top of it, though there was light coming in from there. She glanced down at herself, and saw she was adorned in white robes. Like some clergy wore, sometimes.

She frowned, uncertainly, and looked over the crowd. It was odd, she thought, gripping the pulpit, almost feeling words want to come out of her mouth. They looked familiar, but she only recognized a few of the hundred or so dark-skinned faces. And they were all chattering, babbling almost endlessly.

"What trick is this?" A lean-faced man demanded, "That he doesn't even explain--"

"I did it I did it!" another yelled.

""He is testing us," a well-dressed woman muttered.

"All is dust before god and--"

"Hey, what is this and what is that and what is--" a young boy shouted out, swaying in his seat, eyes wide.

Each voice overlapped with each other, and the church was large enough to have an echo. There were many empty pews.

But the babble of voices had to contend with a high, loud plainsong in a language she couldn't understand. It was coming from the wall to the left, a mural of some sort. The last supper, she realized, the famous one.

It sounded like a choir, a very, very well trained one, and MIriam took a breath, stunned at how beautiful it sounded, and breathing in incense. She coughed for a moment, and suddenly she could smell oil, almost. She glanced down, and at her hands on the dark wooden pulpit wasn't a bible, but a large, red book that said. "Wendell Phillips Yearbook."

There was no such book in the real world, but--

The babble itself seemed to rise and fall, though the music was steady, and the place felt filled with something more powerful than words. The doors to the exit were flung open, letting in the bright light of noon, and when the babbling of the congregation was at a low ebb she could just barely hear laughter ,and the occasional beautiful, familiar sound of a bat meeting a ball. There was a satisfying crack that she'd always loved.

And to conclude the tour of the strange church, to her right there was a large baptismal font that seemed to be filled with a dark red liquid that almost looked like blood, bubbling softly as Miriam tried to figure out what was going on. This was her mind, but what did that even mean?

Where does Miriam Go/What Does She do? (Choose 1)

[] Check out the baptismal Font.
[] Preach to those listening here.
[] Go to the mural to check out the choir…
[] Open up the Yearbook.
[] It sounds like there's a game outside!

*****
Talking: 2 (Presence)+3 (Uncle)=1 success

Learning About Dreaming: 4 (Intellect)-1 (Obscure)=1 sux

Designing A 'Oblation?': 4 (Int)+3 (Preacher's Daughter)=1 sux, wow, not much.

Meditating Into the Astral: 4 (Resolve)+2 (Composure)-1 (Unfamiliar)=4 sux, so it's not an exceptional. So this is going to take an hour.

Willpower ⅚

The Trial of Curiosity: 4 (Resolve)+2 (Composure)-3 (Curiosity)=Failure
Trial 2: 3=failure
Trial 3 (Thirty minutes have passed now, on top of the hour)=2 sux, and you're in the Oneiros.

A/N: Sorry this is so short, but...well, at least I got it out fast? Hope it's okay.
 
Page 13: Miriam and Zipporah
Page 13: Miriam and Zipporah

Miriam reached out, carefully opening the book. She smelled dust, as if the book had been sitting at the back of a library for a long time, and then she smelled...chalk dust. She coughed, glancing down at the page, and then the world seemed to fade out into white, slowly, as if she were being dragged away somewhere.

Then the world began to resolve into a classroom that almost looked familiar. She glanced around, and then saw that the rows and rows of students were...smaller than her. The desk was fitted to her size, though also in slightly poor condition, with hard marks all over it. Someone had taken a pair of scissors to it in boredom, and that seemed familiar. It wasn't her, of course. The students all looked like they were eight or nine, and there were far more pale faces now than before. In elementary school, they'd been nicer.

They'd also been outnumbered and young enough that they hadn't fully soaked up the prejudices of their parents. Even if they'd wanted to start something, or shun them...outnumbered, again, Miriam had thought, amused by that thought. She had thought about how much courage it took to be part of a huge mob chasing down a single man. Very little.

The teacher, a brown-haired woman with freckles, was now not any taller than her, a short woman as it were, but nobody seemed to be acting as if she was out of place. On the board, she was writing relatively simple multiplication problems.

The other kids looked variously bored and attentive, except for a small boy in the back, who was blowing bubbles. He looked scruffy, even rough, and he glanced out the window every so often before looking back at her.

"Miriam," the teacher said, her voice sweet, almost too sweet, "Please solve this problem."

Miriam stood up, a little confused, and frowned. So, this was a memory, perhaps? She knew the teacher. Ms. Bell had been a decent enough math teacher, and kind, if a little condescending. She'd remembered the way she'd always acted surprised at the achievements of the negro students. Pleasantly surprised, but surprised all the same.

She walked over to the board and quickly worked through the answer. Twelve times seven was something she could have solved in one second in her head, but if she remembered right, Ms. Bell wanted everyone to write out the steps and everything.

"Very good," Ms. Bell said, eyes wide, staring at her as if she had done a trick. As if she didn't understand that Miriam was just as smart as any other girl. Maybe even smarter. This was a memory, and she didn't know what would happen if she broke it.

But someone else broke it for her. "Uh, Ms. Bell," the boy said, standing up quickly, "The book says that the answer is actually three."

"What?" Ms. Bell said, staring at the board as the boy stepped forward, carrying the huge math book as if it were nothing, grinning at Miriam as she stood by the board. He held up the book like an offering to Ms. Bell, as Miriam took a closer look at him. He had dark skin, darker than her mother's, and a short, sharp nose, his teeth set in a grin. In fact, he seemed as if he was in on some private joke of such importance that it made him better than everyone else.

"Well, it does say that," Ms. Bell said, and Miriam stared at her. Twelve times seven...was three?

She frowned, "No it's not."

"The book says that it is," Ms. Bell insisted.

"And does that matter?" Miriam asked, turning to the class, who were all staring now. "Three is not even a number that can be gotten by any combination of twelve and seven. Twelve minus seven is five, twelve plus seven is nineteen, twelve divided by seven is 1.71." Her voice was raising, and she took a step towards her teacher, yanking the book out of her hands, and then realizing that this was not polite at all. But she didn't care.

Then she turned to glare at the boy, "So what is the big idea? What do you have to gain from lying to the teacher? And what do you have to gain from being unable to recognize the truth when it's staring you in the face." She turned on Ms. Bell, pointing her finger at the woman.

The class gasped, and Ms. Bell said, "I'm going to have to punish you for that, you don't backtalk me--"

"Aw, you old lady, shut up," the boy said, and now the grin was as if she was sharing in the same joke.

He'd done it on purpose, and she looked at the book and saw that it was the number three, written again and again, over and over in the pages.

And then the boy shoved the teacher back. She stumbled, horrified, and the class got up, backing away. All of the students seemed...indistinct, now that she was looking at them. Not see through or anything, but more like they weren't quite there. But they were reacting the way someone would if a teacher was shoved, but the boy shoved her again, growing taller as he did. She fell to the ground, and the boy laughed.

Only the voice shifted a little. It was still...boyish, but it wasn't a boy's voice, and it was in fact someone she recognized. Miriam stared at the girl she'd seen when she'd Awakened, the baseball player, only now she was dressed in a skirt and blouse, tugging at it. "How do you wear this stuff?"

"What, a skirt?" Miriam asked, frowning down at Ms. Bell, who was trying to rise but looked dazed. She stepped towards the teacher to offer a hand.

"Why?" the girl asked, standing tall and proud, a cocky grin still on her face, "Why help her?"

"Because it's the right thing to do."

"Even though she was mean to you? You're too nice, you know that, Miriam, and you also give up too easily. I'm...well, I'm your Daimon, and don't ask me how I know that. I know everything you know, and...a little more?" She scratched her head, her posture confrontational, the way she was just standing straight on like that.

"My...Daimon?" Miriam asked.

"Like, the voice on your shoulder, or something like that. I'm the part of you that drives you forward, the part of you that pokes you when you're going wrong. Only...I don't remember existing before. Like, I remember not being, and then I remember being. Spontaneous, a creature of your mind." She paused and shrugged, "Either way, it's my job to kick you into shape, and I was wanting to see how long it would take you to stand up for yourself."

"Why should I listen to you?"

"Because why don't you want to be a sports star?"

Miriam stared blankly at her, "I'm a girl and--"

"I'm not asking about the fact that history is something that binds us like shackles, I'm asking why you don't want to be a sports star. You've dreamed of everything else, and yet you don't let yourself have certain ambitions. I was wondering and wondering and wondering at it, worrying at it like someone might at a bit of yarn, and I still don't have an answer," she said, her voice racing as she pulled Miriam away from Ms. Bell, towards the window.

"I...don't know," Miriam said. She thought about it. She loved baseball. Watching it, playing it, and yet while she had had all sorts of daydreams, and more than that, idle thoughts. Idle thoughts that--

"Is that why you're so…" Miriam said, gesturing to her clothes, which she seemed so uncomfortable in.

"You know, you have said to yourself 'I wonder whether things would be better if I was a boy', or something like that, but no. I think it's just because, well, we associate active with strength, maybe?" The girl frowned, "I'm not sure. I am what I am, you know? I know I exist and I know you exist: you think, therefore I am."

Miriam goggled at her, "You know?"

"Of course I do. I'm you, or at least I'm part of you," she said as she pulled open the window. "But you know what really gets me? What makes me have hope that you might make something of...ourselves, is that you never really dreamed of being white. You didn't say 'what if I was white' because you knew that it'd be abandoning the race. You knew that the way to save the world was not to abandon it. Now, go through here…"

"Why?" Miriam asked.

"This is like...I'm just guessing here, sort of a bubble? Each memory is a separate scene, with a start and end. So you move between scenes by going from appropriate place to place. So, go out here and think of baseball and--"

Miriam climbed out the window and found the white washing over her again before she was standing on a pitcher's mound.

"What do I call you?" she asked, holding the ball carefully. She had a glove on, and in fact was dressed...like a baseball player. She had no idea how her clothes had changed that easily, but she just patted the ball for a moment.

"Well, I'm...you, but. Zipporah?"

"Moses' wife?" Miriam asked, glancing around. There was nobody else there. Just a baseball field, entirely empty. Two people.

And Zipporah was waving the bat around, getting down into a good hitting stance.

"Well, why not? Zipporah was a negro, or so some say, a cushite of Ethiopia, according to some stories, and Miriam objected to her." She shrugged, "At least, that's one reading of things. And so here we are. Now, Miriam, really I'm disappointed that you haven't been practicing your pitching. Is it because you're aware that it might not go anywhere? Or are you afraid of a little hard work?"

Miriam threw the ball past the plate, and Zipporah swung and missed, and then ran after the ball. "Not bad, not bad! But try throwing a breaking ball, or a curve ball, or...see, all you have is power, and you know that's not enough." She grabbed the ball from the ground and threw it at Miriam, who caught it, letting out a breath and trying to relax. The sun was beating down on her, and it felt good, but this wasn't real.

Yet it felt real, and she pitched the balls, warming her arm up a little as she did. The physical activity was enough to get her in a good mood, and she realized how much she missed it as the game continued. She...was not as good at the difficult balls as just throwing it really fast and really hard. But Zipporah seemed almost distracted, and the other girl--who barely looked like a girl, with the cap on her head and her hair so short as to be...questionable to Miriam's standards--missed as often as she hit.

"Do you actually exist," Miriam asked, curiously, "Like, when I'm walking around in the waking world, are you in my head, somehow?"

"I...don't think so. I know most of everything you know, and things you don't know you know, but I'm not...like, magic." Zipporah said, tapping her bat into the dust as Miriam wiped her brow and glanced around, and then up at the clear blue skies. "I know no more than you do, other than what's sorta related to what I am now. What does Life magic do? Is it true, the thought that a Mage could murder someone with Death magic?"

Miriam had thought about that. Had thought about just how easily magic could be abused. "I don't know, and you're saying you don't know either?"

"Nope," Zipporah said, stretching a little, "And what I also don't know is: it was a war, right? That's what he was talking about, with the Seers or the like? You remember the Fighting 370th? All members of the race, going off to war, in the dream of making something more? Dreams that were spit on? But what did they say about war? Did they talk about all the friends they made and how peaceful it was? Your uncle might have killed someone. That's what people do in a war. Boys and men die in wars, and that doesn't set right with me. And they kill, which is bad enough. But did Jack…"

"He might help in other ways. Wars need scouts, right?" Miriam asked. Her military history was actually pretty decent when one was speaking of the civil war, but she'd always been drawn towards intellectual and social history, towards the ebb and flow of politics, more than the brutality of war.

Of violence and struggle. "It needs cooks and…"

"I have killed before," her Uncle said, and she whipped her head around to see him standing at the edge of the park, dressed as if he were a baseball player too, holding a bat as if he wasn't quite sure what to do with it. "That is what war does. This is your Daimon, I assume?"

"You can call me Zipporah, I suppose," the other girl said, clutching her bat tightly, looking uncertain and a little nervous around Jack.

"Very well, Zipporah, Miriam. Now that we are here, I suppose I really should explain. I wanted to see what you figured out on your own."

Miriam shook her head, "What was the place I went to?"

"Your vestibule. It takes almost an hour to enter your own mind, usually, and the first place you go: or the first place you find when you visit someone's mind, is there. From there, you find portals to different memories or representations of the mind. You can help choose what you want to find by thinking about it, by narrowing it down. For instance, the singing mural probably represented belief, but it could be anything from political beliefs to a representation of your faith to a time in church where something strange had happened to…"

"I get it," Miriam said, nodding. So, the book took her to something involving learning or education, and then Zipporah interfered. "So, what can be found in the mind?"

"Anything you know, including things you don't know you know. You can also find emotions, mindsets, ideas about things here, though only in a small, personal way. This is a place where you can explore your past, and train for your future. Physically, throwing that ball does nothing, but perhaps if you merely want to try to picture what a baseball game would be like, it could help. You can learn here, but time passes roughly the same here as it does in the real world...except when it does."

Miriam frowned at that statement, "Except when it doesn't?"

"Sometimes you can walk for what seems like hours, but then when you leave, it turns out to have been a dozen minutes, or less. It depends, but by and large, the inside of your mind is not the secret to fast learning. That said, since you can actually use the ritual to sleep, it does allow you extra hours in the day if you wanted to, say, review what you studied," he said.

"That would be interesting...and boring," Zipporah said.

Miriam, who studied quite a bit and yet couldn't imagine replacing dreams with more studying, secretly agreed. There were usually enough hours in the day, or at least there had been, before.

"I agree. But it is something to think about," Jack said. "More important is the fact that this is a space free of paradox. This is your very soul and mind here…this is you!" He waved his arms around, "Here, you do not need to worry about Paradox. There is nothing to contradict you. In the Oneiros, the mind-souls, of other Mages this is not true...but not any more false than in the real world. But in the mind-soul of a sleeper, one who cannot witness magic, it is even more true."

"So, I can cast any spell I want, here?"

"That you can perform, yes. You might not succeed, but there is nothing stopping you from trying as many times as you want. From experimenting with the effects of spells that if used in the waking world would draw too much attention, or hurt someone. The dream actors can die like any mortal, but are then reborn, and so some deadly Mages test their prowess in their own mind."

Miriam winced. "Or their subtlety?" she asked, thinking about what her powers could do.

"That too. So how about you try to read my mind, to know what I'm thinking...and while I stand here, too. This is a spell that in the real world would be rather dangerous to perform, or at least dangerous enough that some would advise caution."

"Hey, Dancer," Zipporah said as Miriam tried to focus, imagining his thoughts as...words in the air. That seemed to make more sense. Words in the air, or perhaps sounds if she could not see him, or if they blurred. And then colors, she thought, picturing it. Angry words might be in red, or sad words in blue, and the whole sense of what he was thinking was a sort of texture to the words.

"What?"

She focused, trying to picture it all in her head, aware that reading minds, that was the sort of thing that didn't happen. And she was going to do it...or at least so she hoped. She didn't growl in frustration when it failed the first or second time, just trying to reform her image of what the spell did, concentrating as she did.

"Can I do magic too?"

"Yes, actually. You have all of the magic that your...greater self has," Jack said, "A Daimon is powerful enough that they cannot be easily put aside, cannot be entirely ignored. They are what drives a person, or what holds them back from disaster...ideally, at least. They have their own ideas and goals, and--"

His words were blue green as they came from his lips, and then above and around his head Miriam saw a similar blue-green coloration as he was thinking. 'And sometimes those clash--"

"And sometimes those clash with their Mages. But you do not seem hostile, and Miriam seems to be listening to you, so--"

'So it's fine' bubbled up, and 'Talk to her about the Temeros.'

"So it's fine," he said, with a nod, "Not like--"

'Like my own Daimon. He's…'

"What's is it about the Temenos you want to say?" Miriam asked, and then flushed slightly, looking down.

"Ah, good, so it worked," he said, and all the while she could see the shifting colors. White and gold entered the colorful cloud. Pride, she thought, and her flush grew deeper. "That is what a Mage can do. It certainly helps, seeing people's thoughts before they become words. It only looks at the surface at this level, but since people think on the surface...that's fine. So the Temenos is the collective unconscious, like I said before. You can journey there, and see what the mass of humanity is thinking. So, I thought it was possible you could journey down there, see what there is. Just briefly. It can be dangerous. In your own Oneiros, being harmed is unlikely, or at least it takes some doing, but in the Temeros, there are no such rules. Dying in the Astral doesn't kill you, but it does hurt."

"Or," Zipporah said, "You could look deep inside yourself. I mean here you are, in your own mind, and you already want to leave." She stretched out her arms and stepped forward, "It's rather rude, you know? And there's something else. Virginia and all of your friends, I bet we could visit them, now or later. It all depends, of course. What time is it? Do you know?"

"Almost six. So they will not be asleep yet, and you cannot enter the mind of someone who is awake," Jack pointed out, simply.

"Yet is quite a word," Zipporah said with a shrug, "Sticking around here might be worth it."

Miriam said, "But it would violate their privacy."

"It could. Or it could allow you to understand them better," Jack said, "It depends on whether you try to dig up everything about them. I don't know yet, really. But you shouldn't let fears about that stop you. But it'll take time before it's late enough for that to matter either way. I have all night if need be, admittedly."

Miriam frowned. Reading a few thoughts or natures felt far less intrusive than visiting someone's mind, and yet there were temptations there, if she could wait long enough. On a night like this, the end of the year, it was possible they could stay up pretty late. Or it was possible they'd wind up exhausted in bed by eight or nine.

Either way, the temptation was there, as was the desire to learn, to know more. To figure out all about them and see just what was there...and yet she also wanted to know herself and know the 'collective unconscious' and…

Miriam took a breath, trying to center herself and work through this, one at a time.

What does she do? (Three Time Periods worth of choice now, please rank them like 'First' or whatnot in the vote or something)

[] Explore more about her mind. (Each worth one)
-[] Explore her memories of Awakening and those people who threatened her father.
-[] Memories of her friends, and her thoughts of them.
-[] Try to find out more about her nature, and so on.
-[] Magic practice!
-[] Memories and thoughts on her parents.
[] Journey to the Temenos, and look around (worth two).
[] Visit the mind of someone else (takes one, most likely to succeed if it goes last). (You may designate up to two 'second choices' the first one is not actually asleep).
-[] Jack. Well, he is asleep, and...asleep right now, even!
-[] Mom.
-[] Dad.
-[] Dickens. He is a good guy, smart and reasonable...it makes her wonder.
-[] Virginia. Her best friend has something strange about her.
-[] Abe. Her most athletic friend, who has always respected her prowess in that regard...which is more than she might say for some.
-[] Sara. Why was she avoiding Miriam?
-[] Josiah. Is this cool cat as cool as he looks beneath the surface? Probably!
-[] Franklin. A kind soul, and one it might be nice to visit.
-[] Ronald. He can see magic. He knows magic exists...probably. Perhaps he would be aware of her entry?

*****

Composure=Failure

4 (Int)+4 (Student)=7 sux

Hard Throw: 3 (Strength)+2 (Bit of a Tomboy)=2 sux vs. 3 (Strength)+2 (Bit of a Tomboy)=1 sux

Mental Scan (with a bunch of reach that is automatically free in the Oneiros): 0 sux, 2 sux.

A/N: Alright, so here we go! Hope it's alright. Oh, and voting by plans might be smarter since there's a time component to the order.
 
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Page 14: A Contradiction, A Journey Into A Friend's Mind
Page 14: A Contradiction, A Journey into a Friend's Mind

"Do you want to see if it really is Valkyrie?" Miriam asked, looking over at Jack.

"Ah, of course," Zipporah said, waving her hand like a traffic conductor, "The so-called Mage."

"I...that could help," he said, nodding, "If that's what you want to do."

It was, really. And she also wanted to see her Awakening again. Even by proxy, even by memory, it was something more than worth the time and effort to go down and see it.

"Yes. How do I get there?"

"Well, from here...this is a baseball field. You can't get a straight shot to it, but maybe focus on...a moment of humiliation as we leave?"

"Leave?" Miriam asked, glancing around, "Just walk off?"

"Yes. Just concentrate on the emotions. You felt humilated in the church, didn't you?"

Miriam had, and remembering it felt bad, felt...horrible. But she focused on the sensations as she walked, and she found that the bright light seemed able to be shaped. She wanted...she knew the moment, even though she wanted to ignore it. The moment that would bridge the two.

"What are you even thinking? Lettin' a girl play," an older boy yelled, and in her memories he was a giant, two or three years older, and far heavier. It had run to fat in the meantime and he'd stopped playing ball quite as much, but the dark-eyed boy with a dusting of whiskers on his face glared at her. It was a rather less impressive sandlot than the one of her memories, smelling of dust and of course trash.

It was a familiar sort of smell, and she knew she was holding a bat.

"She," the older boy said, pointing at Zipporah for some reason, as Miriam stepped back, "Will just get hurt and cry and whine."

Miriam gritted her teeth, but let out a breath. "From here, we should be able to find it, right?"

"Yes," Jack said, glancing around. Only two figures seemed distinct. Those of course were Abe and the other boy. She knew this memory. Abe had tackled the other boy and a big fight had started, but he'd won it, and then he'd looked at her and given one of those goofy, broken-toothed smiles of his and they'd played ball anyways.

So it was a memory that ended well, but this...this felt like all of the misery of it but none of the payoff. Humiliation. But it ended in some minor triumph.

And thus, it would link to humiliation that would end in a larger triumph. That was the idea, at least, but the memory was still raw in her head, even after all of these years. Raw and a little pained, she remembered. She'd bit her lip the whole time until she'd almost drawn blood, staring down the bully, but unable to really act.

Because she was a girl, and because if she attacked him, not only would she probably lose (she eschewed violence when possible and hadn't learned how to fight well, if at all) but...what would it prove? Nothing at all, she had known even then, and yet she'd almost attacked him anyways.

"What, ain't going to say anything?" he asked, turning to face Jack, as if he were her. "Not gonna--"

"Quit it," Abe said, loudly, the then-eight year old boy stepping forward even as Miriam focused on the humiliation and on the church…

And then they were standing right in front of the large, impressive woman and her two henchmen.

"What can you learn from this?" Zipporah asked, staring at them as they startled and raised their hands, chanting in...High Speech, actually.

Miriam blinked, looking around as her father cowered. "Can you read their minds to--"

"No," Jack said, waving a hand almost casually. One of the two men, the taller one, clutched his head and collapsed, "Their thoughts are about what you'd expect. Literally. It's what you expect them to think. Hatred, mocking...the feelings you projected onto them."

"Who are you?" Valkyrie asked, "I shall destroy you! Are you Jack, the Dancing Shadow that is--"

"That is supposedly my enemy?" Jack finished, sighing. "Your picture of her is what you know of her from me. But...that is her," Jack said, glancing around the empty, dark church for a moment. "That is her seeming, at least. It appears to be her." He sighed, "And appearance is all we can base this on. I'll have to talk to Valkyrie then."

"So, I can't know anything I didn't before?" Miriam asked, "I couldn't look at her with the sight, or--"

"It wouldn't show anything. Still, this is interesting." Jack shook his head, like a dog at a bone, and gestured. "Take us away."

"You won't get away! Magic is…" Valkyrie began, but Miriam was already shifting, already feeling her way out of the scene, running for the door with Jack at her back, and then through the door to…

Stand in the dugout. People were praying for baseball, and she was watching them, but from a different angle.

*****

It was like a play where the actors were dedicated to fulfilling their scripts. Unlike the other memories, where things had gotten confused, here they doggedly followed the steps, one after another. No matter what she did, and Jack watched as she tried fighting back against the police, or rallying the baseball players, it always ended the same. It was as if the memory was hardened and impossible to gainsay,a nd so she ran through it again and again from different angles. Entered different scenes.

She confronted the rioters who were burning books and men, and they merely took her to the school. If she was passive, it happened anyways, if she was active, if she fought back and asserted herself, it happened even faster. And once she was there, in front of them, mocking her, she couldn't bring herself to fail. She couldn't bring herself to allow it to go wrong.

She couldn't submit, not even then and there, and the more she ran through it, for almost an hour, the more she saw the truth.

This wasn't it. This wasn't what she felt, and her memories were paltry things compared to the reality. To what she'd seen. "This is nothing," Miriam finally said.

And the words hurt, because...because it should be something. It should be meaningful. Instead, the memory didn't matter, the memory was...important, yes, a sign that it had happened, but no more than that.

"Yes," Jack said, quietly, his voice almost sad, "You're right."

"I want to see myself, then," Miriam concluded, after a moment of thinking it through. If who she was had something to do with the Awakening, then understanding that was far better than digging through memories that wouldn't change, that didn't matter. At the very least, the memory of her Awakening lacked the power to drive her, to push her forward.

"Well, then look for it," Zipporah said. "What are you trying to call up?"

"God," Miriam said quietly, closing her eyes and trying to imagine it. She didn't know where she'd be without her faith, and so it should be easy to draw towards her, shouldn't it?

"God? You mean your belief in Him?" Jack asked, his voice a drawl, "Well, I'll tell you if I see…"

Miriam had to think now. This was a realm of thoughts, after all. A place where there was only her own mind and God. Always god, everywhere, even in places that didn't exist. But it eluded her for a little, it made her struggle to find it, struggle to understand it.

And then she was standing in front of a glowing mirror.

"Ah," Jack said, looking around.

Tendrils of white flowed from the mirror, touching the tile floors which seemed to have been painted like...a story.

Daniel in the Lion's Den, she thought, stepping back to admire them and then looking back at the mirror.

It was glowing, and she reached a hand forward, using the other to shield her eyes as she touched it. The mirror didn't show herself, but instead, behind her...not Jack and Zipporah at all. Instead, what it showed was an angel. A being of gears and twisted feathers, floating right behind her. Almost horrifying, in fact.

She turned, and saw nothing, and yet she knew it was there. She knew that this room held something.

She glanced back at the mirror and pressed her fingers down, as she felt something shift beneath her feet.

"It is I," a voice said, female but far older than that which she was used to, and yet also more delicate. Lacking age and yet...lacking youth as well. "And you are you. God has granted you this, yes? Then you believe in it. But can a man serve two masters?"

"Not unless the two are one," Miriam muttered to herself, as the mirror seemed to grow.

"Then two must be one," the voice said, "Because that which is like that moment cannot be evil. All the world might assail that moment, but it's a truth that cannot be denied, isn't it?"

But it wasn't really a question, and she nodded. "I knew all that," she said.

"Of course you did. I have faith that you always knew that, and yet you sought me out. Your own belief, for what reason?"

"Because I wanted to know myself," Miriam admitted.

"And you believe. Is that so surprising? You believe, and that means magic must be part of that. He's hiding things from you, you know?"

Miriam turned to look at Jack, who was raising his hands, standing in the corner as he did. The room was vast, and so he was almost a speck, actually, as she squinted over at him. "I know, of course he is."

"And yet you trust him and feel that all will be well," the female voice said. Above her head, there was the flutter of wings, but she didn't have to look...and yet she wanted to look. She glanced upwards, and high above there were clouds, and upon them rested...a something.

"Huh," Jack said quietly.

"I do." Miriam turned towards Jack, and that's when he heard a clicking sound, echoing throughout the huge halls.

"Oh...her," the female voice said after a moment, sounding exasperated and annoyed. "She's shown up."

From above, she heard it. First it was a clicking sound, and then it was joined by what seemed like the flutter of wings writ large, and then something came into view. It was painted a dozen colors, where the grey metal didn't just show through, and she realized it seemed similar to something she'd seen.

A young girl, perhaps eight, who looked like her younger sister, was pedaling hard as the wings flapped on the flying machine. Not the airplane, but the flying machine. It was an impossible device, as impossible as Da Vinci's dreams, but she steered it carefully, her tiny little arms stretching out to grip the wings in order to move the whole thing as she landed and flopped out, racing over towards Jack.

"You're a person!" she yelled, her voice high-pitched and childish as she leapt on top of him and began climbing him. "Where's your bag? Do you have a magic carpet? How does the bag work?"

"I...am a person. And this is your...curiosity. Yes, of course," Jack said, and then he started laughing, "I guess I'm used to seeing it buried underneath...everything else."

Not that she didn't sometimes get excited, but it was true that Miriam had never attempted to climb her uncle like he was a mountain...except the one time she had, but that was called playing around. This was more as if the little girl...Miriam's curiosity, apparently, was trying to explore him.

Because he was there, she thought, thinking of the article Jack had shared with her last year about the man who kept on trying to climb the tallest mountain in the world.

"So, so! So? Well?" she asked.

"There's a lot of questions, and I really should--"

"C'mon."

Zipporah chuckled, and Jack was smiling, while Miriam felt a little embarrassed. "Why are you here?" she asked, trying not to sound too mean.

After all, her curiosity was a part of her...and also appeared like a little girl, and so the last thing she wanted was for the girl, dressed in her Sunday best, to cry.

"Well, because I was curious and you were curious and I was thinking and thinking and thinking about Sara and why dogs pant so much, though I actually know the answer to that it was in a book somewhere, and then I was thinking about the nature of calculus, but…"

"Sara, honey?" Jack asked, his voice surprisingly sweet, and even patient.

"She's wrong or something! Follow me, follow me and look--"

"Ah, and of course you...just be safe," the female voice from the mirror said.

Miriam, frowning and uncertain, followed the chirping, blabbering girl, who kept on switching subjects as quickly as she got on them.

They reappeared...in a school, two years earlier. But it was oddly blurry, this middle school, and Jack turned to Miriam. "Miriam, focus on remembering this scene, whatever it is?"

She nodded, and on her second try she managed to...oh.

She didn't even have to see the scene play out to know what it meant, and suddenly a lot clicked out.

"Baseball is stupid," Sara said to a boy, as Miriam sat farther back in the class, looking over her textbook. Two years earlier, she'd been just as studious as now, and she hadn't really been paying attention, but…

"Hey, don't knock it till--"

"Really stupid," Sara whined. "Why don't we talk about something actually interesting."

Miriam was gaping at this Sara. This wasn't the Sara she knew. The one who kept on trying to talk to her about baseball all the time and knew all about the teams.

"What is it, Miriam?" Jack asked.

"Sara...loves baseball," Miriam said, quietly. "Or...does now. Could she be faking it, or--"

"Or or or," Curiosity said, babbling fast, "I dunno! That's why I wanna figure it out. I'm super excited to look. So let's peek in her mind! It's not an invasion of privacy when it's so interesting."

Which was a type of logic that...wasn't.

"You should at least check it out," Zipporah said.

"I can do that," Jack said, "Though you're aware that it's probably not anything. But...focus on the memories you share. Or, actually...allow me."

"Man, what about boy," the dream Sara said, not paying them any mind, even though all of them were standing in the classroom, right nearby.

The air shimmered and the scene fell away, and then before them was what looked like a long bridge made of light. Light and floating material that looked like what cloud-fluff might be, when imagined by someone who didn't understand the water cycle. Miriam frowned, looking at it. Something seemed off, and when Jack took a step forward, he halted.

"Oh. Oh. That's not good."

"What is it? What is it?" Curiosity asked.

Miriam moved over to her, trying not to show her own interest.

"You're trying not to curse, that's cute, Uncle," Zipporah said.

"Well, there's some sort of barrier here. Sealing the mind off from the entry of others. There could be all sorts of explanations, from the entirely mundane or even beneficial, to the rather...less so. A person might seal off their own mind, or the mind of someone they care for, in order to prevent someone from...well, sneaking in and finding things out or worse. Or they might use it to prevent…"

He trailed off, as Miriam stared at the bridge that he was apparently unable to step on. "What can do that? Just Mages?"

"Not quite. There are rumors that some strange beings of fate can do it, as can a number of other even stranger creatures. And within the Astral, both Incubi, dream parasites as it were, and Astral Demons can probably do the same. On top of Mages."

"Incubi?" Miriam asked, remembering the myths behind them. The not-very-believable myths that might now be true for all she knew.

"Dream beings, perhaps related to Demons, it's not entirely clear. Some are non-hostile, but they reside only in the Oneiros and the dreams it creates," Jack said, waving his hand, "Demons, on the other hand, come from the Temeros. Either of them might do this, and I'll have to look, so give me a moment. Please don't look too closely as well, you might muddle this and…"

He trailed off, staring at the spell. Miriam glanced at it, not focusing her sight, but paying enough attention that she was able to see it. It was like a...wall. That was all. A dark, unseen wall that blocked out the light of the bridge entirely. And when she switched from her mage sight, it was gone as if it had never been.

Seconds passed, and Curiosity was just staring straight at the bridge, and Zipporah looked nervous. She waited, and waited, and half a minute later Jack said, "Well, so it is Mage make, trying to figure out more...a classic spell of perfecting the mind."

Which meant nothing to her.

"But...oh, that's clever. That's...oh. Oh." He paused, taking a step back, "It has magic to hide any hint of it from both sides. Probably more to keep people from being able to see anything back on earth. And as strong as this is, and as complex...it'd take a Master in mind to be able to do this...well, maybe not in theory, but this was done by a master, and it really shows. This isn't the sort of thing you just set up for no reason, and there's no way this fifteen year old girl is a Master in the Mind Arcana without me having heard of her. No offense meant."

Miriam didn't understand how offense could possibly be taken. She was young, and so was Sara…

Who...had had something done to them. The mere thought of it made her nervous and sick. "So, did someone do something to her mind?"

"It could still be positive or beneficial, but this is a lot of time and effort placed for…" Jack trailed off, biting his lip.

He then gestured to Zipporah. "Get Miriam a bat. Just in case."

"Are you one to order me around?" Zipporah asked, hands on her hips.

"I am right now," Jack said. "I am going to break this barrier, and then we're going to walk right through and see what we find." He took his hip flask out and paused, letting out a breath and closing his eyes as he began to step forward. Then he paused, and tensed his muscles, fingers twitching as Zipporah disappeared, returning a second later as Miriam watched his strange display.

Then...she saw it shift. A hole was being made for it. And the shadows around him were dancing madly, with such force that she realized that the spell had to be very powerful. He had said that the person who did this was a Master, but if he'd gotten around it in a matter of under a minute, did that make him a Master as well?

"What am I supposed to do with this?" Miriam asked.

"One moment," Jack said, walking over to her and tapping her on the shoulder.

She felt briefly sick as the images entered her head. In fact, she almost threw up at the image of her standing guard holding the baseball bat, and then swinging it downward, her body moving quickly to follow up on the attack, and…

Her Uncle spasmed for a moment in front of her, and said, "A little knowledge for a little while. Hopefully it's enough for the moment."

"It...it's not the sort of thing I want to know."

She knew how to hurt people now. How to take a baseball bat and hurt people rather badly. She knew to swing fast to get them down and then--

"But just in case. I have a gun in my bag, too. It could be dangerous. Either way, shall we go? Zipporah and your Curiosity can't go with you."

"Aww," Curiosity said, running over to hug Miriam's leg. Miriam put her hand on her...self's head.

"I'll see you around," Miriam said, holding the bat uncertainly. She knew what to do with it, and she understood that he must be worried, but...she assumed that perhaps the Oneiros of other people weren't quite this friendly, or quite this safe.

She followed him along the golden path of the bridge, the skies seeming to shift even as they walked. As if above a storm was brewing, the light grew stronger and stronger as they walked. It wasn't a trivial amount of time. A dozen minutes, maybe more, and the whole time she had those memories in her head. Knowledge that no girl...no, no person in a just world, should have. She clutched her bat tight and the light surrounded her, almost blinding her.

And then they were in a small bedroom. Not all that different from hers, but...also quite different. There were marks on the wall, with what looked like fingernails digging deep into them, and others that looked more strongly drawn on, gouged out from the wall in pencil. Strange symbols, that seemed tinged with red.

The room had a single small bed, and Jack walked right up to it and turned it over. Underneath it was…

She could smell the blood, rich and disgusting, on the knife, and she could see the way it was seeping from the...diary.

She glanced around, at the bookshelves, and she stepped towards one, opening it up.

'No no no no no no' one read, again and again, filling every single page, written in what looked like cursive.

"Oh," Jack said quietly, glancing through the diary as he did. "Oh."

The door was open, and this small room felt claustrophobic, every element of it warped. And there was no light coming from the window, she thought, opening another book.

Baseball facts. Dry, simple, listed over and over again. Printed at first, but as she flipped through the writing grew more and more erratic, and then tinged in red, and then it started to repeat itself, running over and over the same details, the same at-bats, the same names again and again.

Miriam's stomach churned again as she looked out the window...it was barred. Barred and locked and chains were drawn up over it, with strange symbols on them that didn't feel like High Speech...but didn't feel as if they could be anything else.

Her arms itched, nervous and afraid and worried. Someone did something to her friend...or the person she'd thought was her friend. She was very uncertain as she looked at Jack, who gestured towards her for a moment and then stepped out onto the banister, looking down at…

It was an empty house. That's what struck her. Her own 'church' was full of representatives of her current emotions. This house was about the size of hers, but had only tables, chairs and…

There, in a corner, were two dogs. Large, black hounds, but with strange, bulging veins of gold, green, and silver, that all seemed to lead to the top of their heads, and from there to their snouts.

"I've hidden ourselves from their minds, they shouldn't--"

One of the dogs perked up and began sniffing the air. Jack tensed, but then it settled down. He reached into his bag and pulled out a gun. It was a pearl-handled revolver, almost pretty for all that it was a deadly weapon that left her heart racing at the sight of it. Fear, though also excitement.

"What are those?" Miriam asked.

"I don't know. Yet. But they're not native to here. In some way, at least." He stepped forward. "I'm going to kill them, and then we'll see from there. Come with me and stay close. If they're guard-dogs, there might be more here." His voice was surprisingly calm and self-assured considering how dangerous this was.

Her own hands were trembling, her thoughts turning over and over everything she'd done with Sara before. Had it been...had someone.

She didn't know what was going on, but down she went. The stairs creaked, but the dogs didn't look up as they went down. Her heart was hammering out a beat, and she reached the bottom.

"Mage Armor really would be helpful for you right now," Jack said, "But…"

Mage Armor?

"Alright, line up the shot," Jack muttered, "No need to worry." His shadows were dancing though, carefully wrapping themselves in him. And he carefully sighted down the barrel, and shot.

Guns in movies didn't almost deafen you to be next to them, especially when they were tiny little guns that shouldn't do anything even close to that. She swung out at the second dog, missing and hitting the floor as it leapt up, sniffing the air. Jack grabbed her arm and, while she was still panicking about what was going on, dragged her away as the dogs leapt where they had been, yet didn't follow. Confused.

He fired again, and Miriam watched as the bullet hurtled itself into the body of the already wounded dog, which yelped as Miriam backed away, horrified at the blood. Jack fired again, and this time the other dog seemed to scent something, because they both sprang forward, right at her!

Jack leapt in the way, firing for a fourth time as the dogs bit at him. Bit at him, because for some reason, somehow, he dodged just barely out of the way, yet it was enough as he kept on moving. One dog almost got past him, except he swept around, ducking as a dog leapt at him to tackle and bite him.

Miriam took another step back, watching as wounded hound bit wildly and blindly at its target...which was its fellow that Jack had carefully led him to.

Blood flowed, and her heart was hammering as she swung down, hitting the pair of dogs with a single blow.

They screamed, and one raised its head, about to howl--

"Quiet! Sit! Stay!" Jack commanded, his voice seeming to radiate authority as shadows seemed to reach up and catch the dogs where they stood. He stepped forward and fired again.

Miriam almost threw up as a dog's brains littered the floor, and then he took out his knife. She looked away, horrified, and backed up into a wall as she heard the squelching sounds, the cutting sounds, the whimper of the dog as it died.

And when she looked again, he had opened up its stomach and was peering at it closely, hand stuck deep in its belly as if he were taking a Haruspex or some other arcane and...questionable act.

"Damn," he muttered, almost a minute later. "Damn." He stood up, soaked in blood, with dripped from his hand and looked at Miriam. "It was necessary, and now I know a lot more about...what's going on. It's worse than I could have imagined."

What...what were those hounds. He had to have been using his Mage Sight to look at them, and that made her afraid. That meant it was something more than just terrifying hounds. They'd seemed to go straight for her, but why? How had they seem past the...or was it just a good nose?

She couldn't tell. The fight had gone by so fast that it hadn't made sense, and now all she could smell was blood and entrails. These things weren't real, but looking at all of that blood, it was hard to think that way.

Hard not to think that they'd just killed dogs, that this was…

This was messed up.

What does Jack decide to do?

[] Press on, even more carefully, to find further confirmation of the problem, and see what can be done about it.
[] Call in his Cabal. It will take time, and if the enemy Mage comes back...but once they're there, five or six experienced Mages should be able to handle it.
[] Retreat, there's too much danger to Miriam. And then tell the authorities. This is something they can handle, though the more time that passes, the more chances there are that the breach will be discovered, and something will be done to, or with, Sara.

What does Miriam do?

[] Demand that Jack tell her what's going on.
[] Ask politely what's going on.
[] Trust that if she needs to know, he'll tell her.
[] Examine the other Hound using Mage Sight, see if she can't figure it out on her own.
[] Write-in.

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Resolve+Wits=4 sux

Calm: Resolve+Composure=4 sux

Have Faith: 2 (Presence)+3 (Preacher's Daughter)=Failure

Keep On Looking?: Willpower roll=3 sux

Have Faith 2: 1 sux

Curiosity?: 4 (Int)+4 (School)=8 dice=5 sux

Something a Little odd: 2 (Manipulation)+3 (Willpower)+1 (Distant...friendship?)=2 sux

Going to See The Sara...but!

It is time for the scrutiny of Jack, then!

Scrutinizing Time!:

Opacity is...5, Jesus, that's a fucking tricky thing. 15 sux to unravel.

Scrutiny First:

1: Gnosis+Mind=???=4 sux, Opacity still 5
2: 2 sux, Opacity Reduced to 4
3: 1 sux, Opacity still 4
4: 4 sux, Opacity reduced to 3
5: 4 sux, Opacity reduced to 2

Revelation:

Gnosis+Mind-2 (Opacity)=2 sux

Gain Information about it: ...it is the result of a Mage.

It is a weeks old seal.

It's Mind...but with a twist of Prime veiling that makes it all but impossible to notice on the human side, maybe?

More Scrutiny:

6: 4 sux, Opacity reduced to 1
7: 3 sux, Opacity gone.


Mind 3: cast by Mind 5, one Reach spent for advanced Potency, one for advanced Duration.

-6 to all spells to dispel or break it.

Jack--Constructing a spell...risk Paradox because why not? Spend tons for Potency, and tons for duration.

As a Rote:

1 Reach for sensory
1 for advanced duration
1 for advanced potency
Use Fate to make it selective in who 'breaks' the seal.
1 Reach for Instant.

+2 for High speech, +2 for Mudras, use of a dedicated tool +1 (and -2 for paradox, of which there is a chance)

-6 for Potency to defeat it
-2 for advancing it to last a day

Gnosis+Prime (2)+6-8=2 success

Paradox Roll: 1 (Sleeper witness by default)-2=Chance die

He's gonna contain it: 5 dice (Wisdom)=Failure, better hope it doesn't succeed

Chance die=1, dramatic failure...which on a paradox roll is actually a great thing.

Gain Skill--

1 Reach above max spent on duration

-2 (Potency to 2)
-2 (Duration up one tick)

Roll=2 sux

Paradox roll=??? dice=2 sux
Contain it: 5 dice=3 sux, it's contained.

Contested: ??? vs. Mind Spell

0 sux (bad luck) vs. 1 sux (less bad luck)

#2: 1 sux (less bad luck, but still below average) vs. 4 sux (Very good luck)


Spell--Enhance Skill 2

success, no chance of paradox.

Attack: 3 (Dexterity)+3 (Fired A Gun Once Or Twice+2)+3 (Aiming)-0 (No defense because it's a surprise round)=2 sux+1L=3L

Sniff Out take 3: 2 vs. 4, still failed.

Miriam Attacks: 3 (Strength)+2 (Batter Up)-4 (Defense)=Failure

Dogs Milling about, confused.

Jack Shoots Again: 3 (Dex)+3 (Fired a Gun…)-0 (Still no defense)=3 sux+1L=Dog badly hurt

Sniff out #4: Failure

Miriam Attacks: Failure

Jack Shoots: 2 sux+1L=3L (4/7 agg track)

Sniff out #5: 3 vs 0, finally break through, headed right towards Miriam for whatever reason.

Jack throws himself in the way.

Dog Attack: 4 (Power)+1 (Rank)-7 (Defense with Space Armor)=Chance die=Failure

Dog Attack #2, Still Jack in the way: critical failure, scratches his own guy (3/7 Agg and 7/7)

Miriam Attacks Dog: 5-4=Failure

Jack Shoots: 6-4-1 (Chaos and up close)=1 sux+1L=1/7 agg.

Dog Attack Take 2, Jack Dodges, which does leave Miriam open, but...failure, and he spends a mana, and almost-dead Dog deals 5L to unharmed dog. Thanks, Space magic.

Dog #2 attack: 5-2 (Dex bringing down defense)=3 dice=Failure

Miriam Attack: 1 sux+2 Bashing=3 Bashing, now at 2/7 (with two of those filled up with lethal).

Dog's Howl?: Jack interrupt with Psychic domination, "Quiet! Sit"

Jack Shoots: 1 sux, one dog dead.

Miriam shaking and backing off

Jack Finishes the Job.

A/N: So! Uh. Surprise.
 
Page 15: Sara's Mission
Page 15: Sara's Mission

Jack wasn't talking. He was watching, thinking, she could see the concentration, and knew that in theory she could walk up while he was distracted. The truth was, though, she didn't think he was really ever distracted, not if his powers could do as much as she suspected. So she was aware he was watching, and a part of her wanted to cringe from anything that seemed as if it would be defying his will.

Not because she was suddenly unwilling to do as she willed, but because for all that he'd given her a lot of choices, it was easy to realize when she was in over her head. And if this didn't count as it, then nothing did. She lacked experience, and her hands were trembling as she approached the other dog and looked at it.

Mind and...Fate, but she couldn't tell what the fate did. Couldn't guess at it, except that something about it, in her sight, felt as if it was…

She saw colors, and they felt familiar. Her hand ached, pain that seemed to come from nowhere and exist for nothing at all, as she shook her head and tried to pay attention. The dog had those strange veins, and they seemed to be related to its mission, to its nature.

Things in the Astral Realm were often veiled symbols, she had to guess. Miriam took a breath and kept on looking, feeling tired and annoyed as she concentrated on the details. It was hard to define what she was doing, it was as if she was staring into a ball of yarn, and she kept on following its functions.

It was...remade. It was a thing that had been changed from another thing to be what it was. It...hunted. It sought something related to…

Miriam had an inkling, remembered how it had gone straight for her. Or at least, how it had seemed to focus on her. Fate, a type of magic she had little of, and yet was bound up in her very nature?

This time, she suddenly realized, looking at the veins on its head, was designed to represent something larger. Somehow it allowed...Sara to do what it did, in some sense. Just as Miriam realized her Goetia represented something about herself, these repurposed entities represented something about Sara.

Something about Sara that someone else had made. That someone else had shaped. Her hands were trembling as she looked down at the creature. Something that hunted. And something that felt...it felt like magic, but also wrong. Or rather, almost too right. Too natural, too...personal, and yet she could not see a single sign of the nimbus of whoever did it in the way she could see her Uncle's when he cast a spell.

That hunted, if she had to guess, for people like hers.

Her knees didn't give out, but there was a sort of weight on her as she stood up, glancing over at her Uncle. He was tense, none of the playfulness or laxness that she was used to on his face. Nor even intensity. It was more as if he had wiped it all out and replaced it with worry.

That, more than anything, terrified her. Miriam walked back towards him as he said, "We need reinforcements, if we're going to deal with this."

"Do you know what this is?" she asked, not expecting an answer, necessarily.

And for a long time, as he touched the bodies briefly and they seemed to disappear to her vision, he didn't answer. Even the smell was gone, she thought, as she followed him up the stairs, and he opened a gateway of light.

"I...hope that I don't," Jack said. "But I know who will know for sure."

She followed him, and soon they were standing back in what she assumed was her mind. It was a plain field, and he walked towards the edge of it and whistled. She could see the magic...something that flew off when he did, his shadows moving everywhere, until at last it was done and he walked back. "It might be a while."

"I can wait," Miriam said, not asking what it was. Not sure that knowing would help her sleep at night.

So she closed her eyes and tried not to think. After her experience trying to and succeeding at getting into her own head, it was easier than she thought. Still, she got impatient as the time wore on, but then she heard something, a sort of whistling sound.

And then when she opened her eyes, a white man in his fifties stood there, dressed in a rumpled suit, holding a briefcase. He was tall, his hair grey and cropped short, his face clean and his eyes almost so dark she couldn't believe it. He looked strangely at her for a moment.

"You're almost late, Civitas."

"I'll have you know I'm right on...time."

Another person appeared right next to him, at the very moment he said it, dressed in a blue robe that seemed as if it might be a bath robe of some kind. He was short, and had pockmarked skin, but he too was white, and his dark hair was frazzled and greasy. He looked around and said, "So."

"So, you arrive. Aerie, Civitas, this is...call her Ruth for the moment."

"Pleased to meet you. Your...Shadow tells me that you've read some philosophy. It'd be pretty interesting to go back and forth with you on that," he said with a grin, speaking in a way that...there was the feeling again. As if he didn't see her skin, or didn't care about it, and she shouldn't care, but it indicated something. Told her something.

"Oh?" Miriam asked, "I'm pleased to meet both of you."

She gave a curtsy, albeit a slightly clumsy one, and Jack offered a hand to shake...a bloody hand.

"Well, will you be when I tell you that God's probably a spirit of understanding that rests in all hearts and in the Oneiros of the worthy?" he asked, "Or what if I say that instead he is a she, or does not exist, or--"

"I am aware of different beliefs," Miriam said. "Shadow has introduced me to things he claims to believe that I have debated in the past, only for him to disclaim them."

"Ah, that is…"

A shiver ran down her spine, and a third figure appeared, on the other side of the plain. He carried what looked like multiple large bags, laden down with them, though he was a huge man, probably capable of hauling much more than that. He was also a negro, with a broad, flat face and short hair. She'd seen people like him, in terms of musculature, working at the stockyards, and yet he walked with an odd grace that belied the feeling of cold that washed over her as he approached.

Then she realized...it was his magic.

"Hone," he said, his voice quiet. "I have the weapons. Gear up."

He opened out of the bags, and pulled out several rifles, pistols...quite a big from one bag, and each of them somehow looking cold even from a distance. Dancing with some sort of magic. Another bag held what looked like whistles, helmets, and jackets. "All of the equipment I could get."

"Where is Coniunctio?" Civitas asked, his voice seeming to whistle as he did. Clear as a bell, too, with authority behind it.

"Preparing."

"Of course," Aerie said, rolling his eyes, "And that means that Wat is…"

"Here," a man said, and another negro, this one short and wiry, stepped out from seemingly nowhere. He was dressed differently though. Long pants and a shirt were the most normal things about him. There were strange bangles on his arms that seemed to draw the eyes, he had earrings on, against all…

It was not normal, certainly, the necklace he had on seemed to be made of bone, teeth, and strange, fossilized chunks of rock, and he was carrying what looked to be a jar of some kind, which had a fire in it.

"Was getting a little cleansing fire," he said.

"Always a good idea," the next man to show up out of nowhere said, this one short and currently dressed in...armor. A cuirass clashed rather horribly with the suit he wore beneath, but the man, his skin almost too pale to be normal, seemed not to notice. "We may have to fight for the mind of this troubled soul. A battle worth fighting, always. A battle worth winning as well," he said, walking over to pick up a helmet, and then...a shotgun. And then he dug further down and drew out a knife, and a baton, which he slipped under his armor.

"And that makes six," Jack said, waving his hand. "All, this is Ruth. She'll be tagging along, at least for the moment."

"We won't embarrass you," Aerie said, jovially, "Unless it's fun."

"Close enough," Jack said, "To introduce them more formally. This is Civitas, leader of our Cabal, an Acanthus with the Mysterium, such as that is important. The philosopher is Aerie, a Mysterium and our local specialist in Prime magic."

Aerie nodded.

"Wat is a Thyrsus, and a member of the Uprising," Jack said.

"A pleasure," Wat said, nodding a little absently, mind clearly on other things.

"Connie, as anyone sane calls him," Jack said, "Is an Adamantine Arrow and a Mastigos, just like you and I are. He's also a psychologist."

Miriam, who had never met a member of any of the so-far named orders, took it all in, noting it in her head. In fact, noting it in another part of her mind that she split off for just that purpose, aware of how strange that was, in its own way.

"Huh," Hone said, frowning.

"And that is Hone, our newest member. He is part of the Silver Ladder, and is our Moros.

"I assume, Shadow, that she has no talents towards combat?" Coniunctio asked.

"No, sir," she said, feeling a little intimidated and out of place around all of this weaponry. And she could feel their...nimbuses.

Hone, a chill and a sense of coldness, Coniunctio's strange gleam, the whistling sound behind Civitas...and Aerie's, she realized, was the way the breeze seemed to pick up around him. And Wat? She couldn't tell, actually, except that he looked strange to her in a way she couldn't quite place.

All of it together was pretty overwhelming.

"Don't worry. Stick behind us and we'll handle it," Civitas said, "We should build up the spells we want to use here, since in the mind of a sleeper, it will be quite a bit more difficult."

Miriam watched with confusion and dismay. Most of the spells she couldn't have begun to understand, and rather more importantly, she didn't have the time and focus as people drew out knives and pendants and what looked like a hand mirror and...she lost track of it all. Each way she glanced, someone else was doing a strange ritual, or gesturing, or…

Shifting their body this way or that, or tapping their finger in a beat, and finally after what felt like forever but couldn't have been more than a minute, they began striding towards the glowing bridge.

And Miriam fell in behind them.

******

They moved with a purpose, guns at the ready, most of them. Only Aerie wasn't currently holding the large pistol he'd selected, and that was because he had his hand held forward, as if he was going to ward off a blow. They all seemed to seethe with magic.

"We should be hidden. We need to get confirmation on their nature," Civitas said, as he glanced around the same room she'd seen before. "This is…"

"I think I know what this is," Coniunctio said, his voice low, almost a growl. "I wish I didn't."

Miriam bit her tongue as they walked downstairs, and then Coniunctio paused at the door and said, "To the hunt."

"The...hunt?" Jack asked, repeating Miriam's own thought.

"Yes, that's where we'll find it."

"Makes sense," Aerie said, with a shrug. "Just be ready for a fight, if this really is something as bad as it looks."

******

They walked through the door and reappeared in what seemed like a baseball park. Except it was run down. Bushes were everywhere, right up to the bases and past them at places, the lines were drawn wobbly, and the sand and dust seemed to have been turned into mud by the rain that was drizzling down.

But what caught her eyes, amid flashes of lightning, was a woman in the sky, wings where her arms should be, ending in strange talons, entirely naked and howling. Her skin was grey like a stone, and her eyes glowed red.

She was flying above a small group.

Three or four dogs, similar to the ones that Jack had killed, and then six other figures. She recognized one as a teacher at her school, a plump white woman, and another as...Sara's father. A third was her mother, and one of the others was an adult as well.

"We can't find any more," Sara's mother said, not that it was probably her, because something seemed off. "Ma'am, her mind, there's not resistance."

"Then why the clouds?" the sixth figure demanded…

Sara was pretty, and shorter than Miriam, and the hair and height were clearly Sara's, as were some of her facial features, but her skin was dark, in a far, far too familiar shade, and her hair itself, besides the color, brown, was done in the same simple style that MIriam wore. It was like looking at some strange fusion of herself and Sara, and that more than anything decided it for her.

"W-what about the boss's orders? Back off on the girl. Switch over. This is just," one of the 'teachers' said.

Miriam had met the teacher, and if she was a Mage, Miriam would probably have known. Plus something just seemed off about the figures.

"Capture one," Coniunctio ordered, and she followed behind the group as they moved closer.

The hounds sniffed the air, but didn't seem to notice anything.

They didn't speak, and so Miriam didn't understand how they had such good timing. Or how they did it all without a single spell. Well, a single spell beyond whatever they had loaded themselves up with before arriving here.

Jack fired a shot at the strange harpie-like creature in the air at the same moment as all of the hounds were downed by one person after another.

The six human-like figures turned, shocked, but by then a blast of a shotgun took one at the knees, who collapsed in a bleeding heap as another took a pistol shot to the head and went down.

It wasn't really a fight, she realized, feeling sick, as the second to last of the six figures went down, and Wat reached out his hand, the same strange feeling of energy briefly flaring, the feeling that made no sense to her.

The girl who looked like her and didn't look like her collapsed, and already Civitas had advanced forward. "Oh, huh."

Meanwhile, Coniunctio walked over to one of the corpses, as the girl tried and failed to wriggle away.

Miriam felt almost sad, watching her writhe in the muck and mud, but...what they were talking about, it was hard to read it except that this...this was all a ruse. A ruse using a helpless, innocent person.

It made her sick.

"Yes," Coniunctio said, finally, "This is them."

"Them?" Jack asked, then glanced over at Miriam. "Perhaps we should--"

"She should know," Aerie said, frowning. From what I can see, this is all about her, or...became about her, whatever it is."

"Once the hounds locked on," Coniunctio. "The Thread-Shearers are a dangerous and forbidden legacy, left-handed and hated among the Diamond Orders, and...suspected even among the Seers that originated them. There's a lot of history I could tell you--"

Miriam raised her hand, very carefully.

Aerie started grinning.

"Yes?" Coniunctio asked, not sounding annoyed. He really did come off a little like a teacher, despite the armor he was wearing and the fact that he'd just handled a gun with startling skill.

"What is a Legacy, if I may ask?" Miriam said, looking nervously at the carnage before her. Blood everywhere, dead women and men, all in a matter of moments. Never any danger at all to her, and yet it only made her feel worse. She didn't want to be violent, violence wasn't...it wasn't.

Her hands were shaking, her voice, despite the formal words, quivering.

"Oh, right, I didn't tell you. It's sort of a specialization, would be one way to put it. Another way to put it is that it's a way of narrowing your soul, of changing the way you can do magic. And as the name suggests...they're made and then passed down. I myself am a member of a Legacy called the Bene Ashmedai[1]."

"So, the person who did this...has special magic to do this?" Miriam asked.

"Yes. To...steal the strong fates of people. Destinies, as some call them," Coniunctio said quietly, "The power this has is vast, and can be used to strengthen one's magical prowess, to power spells, to shift the very world or give yourself that glorious fate and doom. So the first Thread-Shearers stole people's destinies. When ripped away, the person does not lack a connection to the strands of fate...instead it is as if the connection is entirely inert. The world, and in fact themselves deep down, knows they now have no future, that they are extras in the cast of life, their existence without meaning. It's…"

"You shouldn't," Jack began, his voice angry. It was quivering too, and she realized why.He could read their minds, probably, see what his cabalmate would have said, and it scared him. Disgusted him. She was the target, she had a destiny, a fate that she was moving towards, and if Sara was going after her, and related to this group, then what might have happened was what he was describing. "Do not talk of that. Not now." And what Uncle, what...person would want to hear about that happening to someone they loved. Miriam could not quite grasp what it would do, but she could imagine it, could fill in the blanks with dark fears, and it made her queasy. Made her quiver with fear and...and.

His voice was harsh, and Coniunctio nodded, "I apologize. But the point is that this method was obvious. One who has used it shows up to any Mage with the sight to see it, and is hard to hide. So they learned to use another as a proxy vessel, to process it. Infesting a person's mind with Goetia, either created or transformed, and an eater entity that devours destinies. In order for it to work, they have to align well with their target, which...usually from what I've read of them, they create 'vessels' that can search out many targets."

Civitas shook his head, "If that's true, then the damage done to her mind. Actual supernal magic being held in it...and to her soul too, I would guess?"

"Yes. That too. I...it would be a test of all of the skills I have spent my entire Awakened life honing in order to help her emerge intact, but...Ruth, it is a battle I can undertake."

"Align?" Miriam asked, "Like...interests, hobbies?"

"Yes. Or a symbolic link," Coniunctio said, "It takes time to form, except in the most specific of circumstances. It means that there are powerful Goetia here, serving a foreign Mage that tried to use this poor girl as a bloodhound and harvester."

And it was at that point that Miriam ran over to the nearest bush and threw up. She didn't even know that this was possible, since this was a dream body, but she could smell it. Smell it and that triggered more.

Someone had taken Sara and made her into...made her like. Like Miriam. In order to get her close to Miriam, in order to...from the way he made it sound, in order to destroy everything she was and would be, all for power.

All for whatever cheap power a 'destiny' would be used for. Her hands were shaking, as she stood up, torn between fury and terror.

"So what do we do next?" Aerie asked.

"Kill?" Hone suggested. "Take out enough and--"

"That is a theory," Civitas said.

"We have to free her true self," Wat said, "It must be locked away…"

"What about the memories, perhaps she had a buried memory of what Mage did it? What Seer monster--"

What happens next:

[] "Hone has the right of it," Jack said, sounding very reluctant, "We should destroy as many of the entities as possible. Chop off the arms, and the head will be weaker."
[] "If the authorities come and ask who did it, having an answer could be...useful," Civitas said, "Heads are going to roll, and my best guess is--" "Seer heads," Wat said, with a growl of satisfaction.
[] "As long as the Eater is still around, then no matter how compromised the operation is, it could still be resumed, and there must be a prison," Coniunctio began. "A prison that can be broken out of," Wat continued.
[] "I...wait. Is there." Miriam held up a hand. "I'm the target, and there's nothing I can do to help out. I...it might not be best if I stay here. If me going back would endanger the operation, I can go along, but--" "That's...surprisingly clear thinking," Coniunctio said, with a warm smile, "It might be for the best. The things you'll see…" Had already made her sick, and she had a feeling that seeing it in person would be worse. And if she couldn't contribute. "Jack," Civitas said, "Escort her back to her own dream, and then return here, as soon as you can."
*****

[1] @Broken25, Best Legacy or Best Legacy?

Mage Sight:

2 dice (+1 Mana)=1 sux+2=2 sux

Opacity reduced to 1.

2 dice=Failure

Risk it?: +Destiny for rote=1 sux

Willpower at 3/6
Destiny at 2/4

Mystery...sorta uncovered? There's something related to Fate that feels as if it's...latched onto you somehow. More importantly, it seems to be some kind of mental construct made...no, warped, with Mind. Unknown signature nimbus. These have been in place, in one way or another, for months, and seem to be used to direct her mind to do something things. To seek out and get close to [Insert Fate information that Miriam can't learn], and...it seemed to be somehow tied to.

There was a feeling:...okay, since this is the roll-play I'll just say what Miriam won't even begin to understand. This was an Attainment that made it.

The hounds themselves are thus strange goetic entities of some kind that have something to do with Fate...and for some reason went right after Miriam. She has...thoughts on that.

Intelligence-1 (No knowledge)=2 sux. Thoughtful thoughts.

Miriam+Aerie: 1 sux

Second Mind: 0 sux, 2 sux

The 'Fight': Honestly, with the bonuses they've stacked from what I've been able to figure out they can do...I'm going to call this down-and-dirty.

10 vs. 5=3 vs. 2 sux

10 vs. 7=3 vs 2 sux

10 vs. 1=7 vs 1 sux

Civitas Examination:

Examine the bird-thing: 5 (Gnosis)+4 (Mind)=9 dice=2 sux

Scrutinize again: 1 sux

Opacity to 2

Scrutinize #3: 1 sux
Scrutinize #4: 2 sux, Opacity solved.

Coniunctio examines dead figures:

Scrutinize: 4 (Gnosis)+5 (Mind)=4 sux

Opacity to 2
Scrutinize #2: 7 sux...uh, that's solved.

Very solved.

Composure (2)-What the fuck (10)=Failure, crit fail

A/N: So yeah. Destiny-eaters. Fun!
 
Page 16: The Prison of the Self, Part 1
Page 16: The Prison of the Self, Part 1

Miriam knelt there, trying not to smell the vomit, trying not to listen to their deliberations. This was war, or if it wasn't war, it was violence on a scale she was not only not used to, not only hated, but could not contribute to even if she wanted.

She should turn around. She should leave.

Miriam was not a girl who deluded herself, at least she didn't think of herself as someone who did. She was honest, even with herself, and so the moment she stood up, she knew that she was going on not because she was brave, but because she was afraid. Afraid of failing, afraid of...afraid of what had been done to her.

Sara.

Miriam rose, shakily, as they made their decision, aware that she should be turning around and demanding to leave. Because there was nothing she could do, not really. At best she'd be dead weight, at worst she'd be an active burden. She wasn't ready for this, and she wasn't going to be able to contribute...and yet she was too scared to admit it.

What was she doing here? Sara was being controlled, being harmed, and there was nothing she could do to fix it. The rain poured down, and she felt soaked, cold, as she wiped off her mouth and glanced over at the cabal.

They moved and acted with an efficiency that she almost admired, despite the horrific violence. Blood everywhere, soaking into the damp ground, as the rain washed it away.

More violence in under a minute than she'd seen in her entire life. It made her want to hide somewhere, because was this what was expected of a Mage? If it was, then she knew that she wouldn't make any sort of good Mage. The idea of doing what they were doing, even when it wasn't 'really' to people…

"I suppose you're right," Jack said, glancing over at Miriam. She could almost see the way he was looking at her with his dark, thoughtful eyes. Encouraging her to just say the truth that everyone here knew.

No. She would...she'd figure out a way through this.

"Stick close," Coniunctio said, glancing at her, his voice soft, careful, "We'll handle this. Don't make yourself a target."

"Yeah," Wat said, "Once we free her goetia, that should shake things up.

"Ideally," Hone muttered, with a shrug, "How strong is this Eater?"

"Strong enough that it couldn't be created," Coniunctio said, frowning as he considered it. He looked like a professor considering a difficult point, more than a hardened warrior. "At least not by any Awakened short of an Archmaster, unless it was given time to mature slowly, grow in strength in the wild. But that would be a mistake."

"And a Master would not make that sort of mistake," Civitas said, the older man's word seemingly enough that the matter was decided. And it was true that his words seemed to have a sort of authority in them that couldn't be easily ignored.

She moved behind them, carefully, rain drenching her hair for a while, and then the sun baking it, as they moved from 'bubble' to bubble. A memory of a sunny day in the park was next, empty of enemies, with only a faint, confused figure or two there.

"No dream actors," Jack said, "Even they're dragged off, and they don't matter."

"From here, we should--" Wat said, then glanced over at Civitas, who strode forward across the field and reached a hand out.

Then, they were in a house. The house they were in before, and yet not it.

"No," a figure said. He paced the scene, in front of the six, eyes shifting from one to the other. It was Sara's father, tall and balding, his skin pasty, what hair he had left slicked down by sweat. "It's for the best. I'm sure you agree. You have to see. God would have--"

He paused, shaking his head, "The priest says that it'll--"

He paused, and bit his lip. Behind he was another of the hounds, stalking his steps. "You just have to keep thinking the right thoughts. That's what needs to be done. That's what you have to do. Just keep thinking right thoughts. It'll all turn out--"

The blast of a shotgun ripped through the air. Guns were so loud, so very loud, and Miriam covered her ears as another shot went through the hound.

"I wonder if her father is really involved," Aerie said, frowning and tapping his chin, "Could just be a representation of authority or something--"

"Something like this? Either he's involved or he's been tampered with not to notice," Wat said, glancing dispassionately at the corpses on the ground. Miriam looked around at the dining area. The ground seemed covered in broken plates and torn up utensils, the table overturned, and the father had been pacing in front of a chair, behind which the group had stood, never even realizing, somehow, that they weren't his targets.

"Hard to tell," Jack said, "Parents? I mean, they can miss a lot. This should be close, from here."

"Next one," Civitas said.

He walked towards the entrance to the kitchen.

"Let's see what they have cooking," Aerie muttered.

*****

It was a hotel. A large one, in fact, but a strange one. It stood at three stories, towering over them, but each and every window was barred, and the hotel itself was washed out, black and white like a movie.

They strode forward towards the entrance, and the inside was no more colorful than the outside. The wallpaper, which showed flowers, was washed out, and the help desk, with the bell and the woman sitting behind it, was without color. This was splendor, she thought, still shaking a little, looking at the expensive decoration, without beauty.

The woman barely had time to look up before a rifle rang out. It hit her in the side, and she stumbled back, her body shifting, seeming to blend in with the darkness of the wooden table, as wings sprouted from her back.

Whtie wings, and a black body, shifting as quickly as possible as the being let out a scream, loud enough to wake the very dead, and flew towards the stairs.

A second shot just barely missed, as the wings flapped once, almost blowing Miriam over as it hurled up the stairs.

"Damn," Jack said. "She was stronger than the rest."

"Some kind of leader," Civitas said with a nod, "We should move, and fast."

At least she could keep up as they raced up the stairs, their steps echoing as they reached a carpeted hallway. Door after door after door lined both sides of the hallway, and she had no idea why they picked the one that they did, seemingly at random.

Hone slammed into the door and it crumpled around him. Didn't give way, just...crumbled, and Miriam could feel the chill from here. Magic, yet more magic, as a girlish voice yelped and…

Again, she saw...someone like her. In this case, it was a bizarre being indeed. It looked like her if she was white...but not with any features different, with the same hair. Just her, with pale, pasty white face, almost too white to be real, and Sara's eyes staring out back at her, kicking and screaming as she was dragged away.

"Get in," Jack said, quietly. "There's a bad. If anyone comes in, attack them or scream. We'll be back soon. We need to free her natures."

Miriam nodded, stepping into the hotel room. Except it looked more like an office, in this case. The window was barred, but the washed out plant sitting next to the bars made it feel as if it was a choice, as if she wanted it barred.

The desk, it reminded her of her father's, though really it might have been any businessman's, and she set the bat down as she sat in the chair, taking a breath and closing her eyes, trying to think.

But behind her eyelids she saw death and war alone. She shuddered, trying to find peace, trying to relax, but it wasn't coming. She was in the center of a mind, a useless target, and outside she heard a shout, and screams.

It was ongoing.

"Surrender!" a voice called, female and yet oddly deep, "And God shall permit you easy death!"

Miriam looked around, but it didn't seem to be coming from inside the room, despite how close it sounded.

Outside, she saw what looked like large, vast white wings, stretching across the space, and something glowing in the center. It looked like...shards of a mirror.

The wings flapped closer, towards the entrance, before they recoiled suddenly, a loud bang filling the air.

It'd been shot.

She almost missed the sound of the door opening. Almost.

She spun around, clutching the bat tight in her grip, as an old woman walked towards her, holding what looked to be a pair of scissors. She had dark skin, and was wrinkled, withered and shorter than her, but with glowing eyes. "I wonder, I wonder what your insides look like!"

The woman's voice was a rasp, barely audible, and yet it seemed to carry as she moved forward. "Ohhh, sooo curious, sooooo…"

The woman leapt.

******

The memories were fake, but they were there. Miriam lashed out, and found that the other woman dodged, surprisingly fast, slipping off to the side and stabbing at her. She stumbled out of the way, swinging the bat down again, and the fight began in earnest.

What was it like to be in a fight? Miriam hadn't really known before today, and the answer mostly was that it was confusing and exhausting. This strange old woman was faster than her, and yet her blows seemed almost feeble. She moved as if she was young, but struck as if she were old.

Yet, that was far less of a grace than she thought, because each bare touch with the knife seemed to lead to fresh pain. Miriam was athletic, she was used to a little pain, but the knife barely touching her skin made it scream with agony, and she got only a single brutal, unnerving blow in.

Fights were long. And fights were exhausting. Her arms hurt, and yet the older woman was slowing as they kicked and clawed and stabbed and, indeed, swung at each other.

A slash from that woman's knife sent her sprawling, pain consuming her every thought, but not enough to keep her from lashing out when the woman went in for the kill.

Hard.

The old woman stumbled back, dazed, and Miriam rose, trying to ignore the bleeding or the way she couldn't hear anything at all above the race of her heartbeat.

She was crying, her hands shaking, her sense of touch and hearing gone, her vision blurry with blood from a wound on her head.

And the woman across from her wasn't in much better condition.

If she died here, what did it mean?

Miriam choked back a gasp and darted forward, only for the woman to suddenly stiffen and run for the door, flinging it open.

Which let in the smoke.

And it was then that Miriam could finally smell it. Smoke. Fire down below, if the sound of the roaring flames was any indication. And other roars, and shouts and screams on the lower floor. The creature was taking off down the hall, as fast as it could limp, and she realized that this room was probably no longer safe.

If anywhere was safe.

What does Miriam do? There are no good choices, only worse ones now.

[] Stay in the room, like she was told. Surely they'll come for her, if she's in danger...then again, whatever that was was certainly danger.
[] Chase after it! It's wounded! Finish it off!
[] Go up. The fire is down below, so getting to the roof at least gets one farther away from the fire and whatever fight is going on down below.
[] Get down and go for an exit. Here is the last place she wants to be.

******

Gaoler's Dodge: Failure

Dodge 2: sux

[A LOT of redacted rolls about the fight below, TLDR: Something gets past them because of its quasi-sympathetic connection to Miriam]

The Fight--Miriam versus False Vice (Curiosity)

Miriam comes out swinging: 3 (Strength)+2 (Batter Up)-4 (Defense)=1 dice=Failure

Curiosity Attacks: 2 (Power)+1 (Rank)-2 (Defense)=1 dice=Failure

Miriam Attacks: 1 dice=Failure

Curiosity: Failure

Miriam Uses WP: 4 dice=...failure

WP 2/6

Curiosity Attacks: 0 sux, Miriam: 0 sux, Curiosity: 0 sux, Miriam: 0 sux

Curiosity: 0 sux, Miriam: 0 sux

Curiosity (3 more attacks until…): 1 sux, 2L damage

Miriam at 6/8, Lethal.

Miriam attacks: 1 sux+2 B=

Curiosity at 3/6, bashing track

Curiosity attacks (2 more): 2 sux+1L=3L

Miriam at 4/9

MIriam Attacks: Failure

Curiosity attacks: failure…

Miriam Attacks: 1 sux+2 B

Filled up on bashing, on to lethal

Curiosity (Exhausted): Chance die=Failure

Miriam: Failure

Time Roll: 1 sux

Curiosity, Miriam: Fail a lot here, until time runs out for the fight.

A/N: Ah, the glories of combat.
 
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