February 25, 2011
Brockton Bay, MA
11:49am
The "Sad Girls Table", as Stacie jokingly called it, was… kinda nice, actually. For an hour, I could relax, let my hair down (so to speak), talk to other girls about my life, hear about theirs. That's something I really didn't miss about Winslow.
"Taylor-chan?" asks Reina as I sit down. "Was that your Stagea in the parking lot?"
"Yeah, it is," I nod. "And you know you can just call me Taylor, right? You don't have to stand on ceremony with us or anything, Reina."
Reina blushes a little. "I… I know, Taylor. It's not easy to break that habit. You're allowed to drive?"
I lean back a little, smiling. "Yep, I got the last restriction on my license lifted yesterday; it's pretty great. It's not usually the case though, normally you have to be sixteen to drive on your own…"
"Isn't it eighteen in Japan?" asks Stacie from across the table.
Reina nods at that. "And that's just to get your provisional permit. It's not full driving privileges. I lived in Shinjuku, so all I could have was a scooter. It's not like the countryside where they are a bit more lenient." She sighs, idly twirling the ends of her hair with her fingers. "I wish I could get a car."
Diana leans in, smirking. "Ask Taylor to take you for a ride sometime! That's what I'd do."
"I haven't even broken it in yet… sure, what the hell… Reina, would you like me to demonstrate my car sometime?" I blush a little. God, I'm such a dork when it counts.
Reina beams. "I'd… yeah. I'd like that!"
"Do you say that to all the girls, Taylor?" Stacie's chuckling at her enthusiasm.
I affect a shrug, some good old fashioned nonchalance. "Just the cute ones."
Diana and… Madison, for some reason, are both blushing furiously, now. Goddammit. I glance up, seeing Stella and Amelia chatting as they walk over.
I didn't catch what Amelia asked her, but it must've been big, because Stella is still ranting as she sits down. "…Dean is not my therapist. Dean is not remotely qualified to be a therapist, let alone mine. I have a therapist at the BBQ and they're really awesome and kinda cute, and I attend weekly sessions with them. They're great, and they're ex-PRT. Like, they totally get it. Dean is the opposite of that in almost every conceivable way. So yeah, I wish he'd stop trying to be in therapist mode all the fucking time. It's fucking exhausting!"
Amelia nods at that. "I'm exhausted and all I did was listen to that."
Madison asks the obvious question. "Wait, that Dean? The one that made an ass of himself in front of Stacie and Taylor?"
Stella groans. "Yeah, that one."
I make a face, which Stella snorts at. "Do you hang out with him or something?"
"Not really? It's work bullshit. He's a co-worker of mine. He's taken it upon himself to be the shift therapist. Or shift wet blanket, if you ask me." Stella frowns. "I know I'm not the sunniest girl out there, but I wish he'd stop trying to get me to cheer up all the time. I have feelings too, even if he can't see that sometimes."
I lean forward. "Where
do you work, Stella?"
Stella genuinely looks flustered. "Um, uh…
nowhereyouveheardof…" She suddenly brightens and looks pointedly at Diana. "Hey, are you two still doing that concert thing, Diana?"
Diana smiles at that, already reaching into her backpack. "Oh, yeah! We totally are. I've got tickets. We're playing at Doomhaus, back to back with some death-metal band."
I shrug. "Brockton Metal City. They're a DMC cover band, but they don't quite have the theatrics down." I grimace, remembering their last show. "And last time they played, they couldn't pronounce Japanese worth a shit. Especially when they sing."
Stella snorts. "They can't be that bad."
Reina shakes her head. "My cousin is the drummer, and they practice at my house, in the garage below my room. They are that bad. They sound worse than... how do you say... a 12-year-old trying to sound tough."
Diana leans forward. "They don't even have a President!"
I shrug. "That's actually one point in their favor. If you can't be original, at least be entertaining. They don't really get why DMC was so awesome, but it doesn't stop them from trying. I think they'll be great once they get it."
Diana, meanwhile, passes tickets to Madison, Stella, Reina and Stacie. "Amelia? You want a ticket?"
Amelia looks conflicted for a bit, glancing at Stella sheepishly. "Um… I'm supposed to go on this… double date thing. With Vicky and her stupid boyfriend. I'm not sure I want to stand her up, but…"
Stella grins at her. "This'll be way more fun. And frankly I need to hang out more. It's an all-ages show, and a pretty cool venue. We can go out to eat later, if you like."
Amelia processes what Stella's saying, and blushes bright red. "Um… in that case, uh… Sure!"
Reina and Madison are about to high-five each other, but Stella glares at the two. They settle for giggling together. Diana smirks at them, and Reina looks a little baffled and amused at the same time.
We all chat for a few minutes longer, and then the bell rings.
As we head to the second floor, Diana stops me. She looks really, really nervous. "Hey, so my moms are working really late. You want to sleep over tonight, so we can rehearse early? You've never been to my place before, and I know it's really presumptuous of me, but…"
…Well, Dad's out of town for tonight. Dockworkers regional meeting in Boston, I think he said. "Sure. Should I bring food?"
She giggles, her nervousness banished. "Well, if you want to, I'd kill for some pizza."
I smile. "Sure. Marcire's? They've got a deal going."
Diana nods, then glances at her phone and curses. "Sorry, gotta go!" She practically darts up the stairs. I frown and check my own… oh fuck!
A few hours later, the final bell rings, and I head out of Arcadia - or try to. I'm almost out of the main hallway, after school, when Madison grabs my arm and asks me to talk to her in private about… stuff. After a couple moments of trying to subtly ask her if it's
cape stuff and imply that maybe my car would be better for sensitive talks, I give up and let her steer me into an empty classroom.
I decide to speak up first. "Okay, what's up, and why couldn't we talk about it in my car?"
Madison nervously kneads her hands. "Mom and Dad got a call from the PRT. They want to talk to me about everything I've been doing. I met the Wards and it went badly, and then I blew up that parking lot chasing after Circus, and now… oh god, I'm in so much trouble. So. Much. The Director wants to personally debrief me! Tomorrow! That can't be good!" She makes a strangled, panicky noise.
That's really, really, not good. Let's keep the exploding girl calm here. "Okay?"
"I can't stand it, Taylor, I'm too nervous! I'm bouncing off the walls. Literally, last night. Bouncing." I can tell; Madison is practically squirming with energy.
I shrug, nonchalantly. "It's just the PRT, you learn to deal with them."
"You don't understand!" Madison's hissing at me, now. "They could make or break my entire future. And I hit one of their Wards!"
Okay, that's worrying, but not too much. "Was it Shadow Stalker? She probably deserved it."
"No, I… how'd you know?" She looks at me, confused. Some of her nervousness seems to dissipate.
I chuckle darkly. "Miss Edgelord has a bit of a rep. You're shocked, I can tell."
Madison leans against the wall, grumbling. "It's unspoken rules… stuff. I can't talk about it too much."
I sit on one of the nearby tables, shrugging off my backpack. "And that's why I'd prefer to talk in the car. Short of cape shit, my car has no listening devices. Who knows, at this place?"
Madison's sullen, as she replies. "It's neutral territory."
I shake my head. "Not really. It's a school, and it's an open secret that practically all the Wards go here, on top of New Wave and some Empire 88 prospective cape they haven't run down yet. Next time you get a chance,
please ask Kat to give you some basic tradecraft lessons. I'm still amateur hour at that shit and I know better than to talk here for anything really important."
Madison's face falls. "Should we, uh…"
"Not really; you already blurted out the sensitive stuff." I sigh, toying with the end of my braid. "Look, if you were really in deep shit, you wouldn't get a polite phone call. You'd get the jackboot and confoam treatment, and they'd ask their questions in a remote cell."
Madison shudders. "So it won't be that bad?"
I shake my head. "Director Piggot isn't the nicest ever, but she's pretty reasonable. Harsh when you screw up, but reasonable."
She sighs. "If you say so."
I get up and join her on the wall, putting my arm around her. She smiles and leans a little closer. "You'll be fine. I've had to do it before - we got called on the carpet once, when Shadow Stalker started sniffing around the warehouse."
"How'd that go?"
"Well…"
[Five Months Ago]
I'd never seen Rachel this pissed. "Hey! You! Come out here, you fucking Batman reject! Why'd you kick my cat?!"
The flickering form dropped down. "It wouldn't stop following me." She leveled a compact crossbow at us, as Rachel's powers continued enhancing her pack. "Now back off, asshole, and I'll forget this happened."
I glanced at Kat, keeping my wrench ready. I wasn't sure it'd do me any good, but it was better than nothing.
Kat looked angry. "This isn't your patrol route, kid. Buzz off."
"Don't call me that!"
Instead of replying, Kat put their shotgun away, pulling out a taser instead. "I said buzz off. I know you're still in the shit with the cape cops. I'm willing to let this go if you are, but if not..." They shrugged disdainfully. "I'm sure your handler will tell you to mind your business around my workshop. We're rogues. We're not bothering anybody. And the cats are following you because they're patrolling."
The vigilante paused, then pressed the side of her neck with her free hand. "Triumph, I'm busy! What? No, I'm still on my route. Okay, okay. Look, there was a cat following me. Like, stalking me. Yeah, one of Queen's cats. No, but it was suspicious. What? Fine. Shit. Yeah, the mechanic one was waving a gun at me, but she put it away. Didn't want to shoot a hero, I guess. Fine, 'they' put it away. Alright already. I'll link up with the kid." She looks at us. "You're free to go, don't cause trouble, blah blah blah."
Kat lowered their taser, wary, while the local cats parted to let her out. It isn't until she flew away with her phasing trick that we relaxed and headed back to the warehouse.
—*—
"So yeah. We've run into her before."
"And how'd that debrief go?"
"She got her personal pay docked, no patrols for a month. She broke the rules, so…"
Madison frowns. "That's good. I guess. So…"
I smile and jiggle her shoulder. "You'll be fine. Trust me. Yeah, you screwed up. Shit happens, and they can't exactly afford to turn away heroes. The same thing that protected Shadow Stalker will protect you."
Madison looks a bit happier, at least. "Okay… okay. That helps. Thanks, Taylor!" She hugs me and runs out the door. I chuckle a bit, and head for my car. I need to go home first, get some clothes and my sequencer disks, and hit Marcire's for some pizza before I head over to Diana's.
Two hours later, with my dad placated, an overnight bag in the back, and a hot pizza in the front, my GPS app dings. Yep, this is Diana's house. As much as we hang out together at the warehouse, I don't think I've been to her place more than a few times, and even then only to pick her up or drop her off. I don't think I've ever been inside. Getting out, I grab my backpack from the rear hatch, then close it and go for the pizza. I'm almost to the door when it opens, revealing Diana, this time in sweatpants, socks and a tank top.
Diana beams at me, clearly excited. "Taylor! I wasn't sure you'd actually come by!"
"Yep. Just as I promised." I grin at her, motioning with the box. "A little help?"
She giggles, taking the pizza, then gestures me inside as she walks over to the kitchen to set them down. "Hm… half supreme meat-lovers... for Taylor, I guess, and… half pineapple, ham and jalapeño? For me? Wow. How'd you guess?"
I put the rest of the food down, selecting a can of root beer. "Easy. You only ask for it every time Kat orders pizza."
She nods. "Still. I know you think it's gross…"
I shrug, wobbling my hand. "Weird, not gross. I spent a year in Japan as a little kid. After that, well… nothing's all that strange anymore, food-wise? I just don't like it."
"Oh. Figures." She brightens somewhat. "I've got something to take care of upstairs."
I smile, making a shooing motion with my free hand. "I can take care of myself, you know."
Diana shrugs, then runs up the stairs. Meanwhile, I decide to take a look around. Her living room looks more or less like I'd expect - an old Hi-Vision plasma screen in one corner with speakers, complete with converter, a cable box and some game consoles and random media players. There's also a comfortable and worn-looking brown suede couch, some wooden thrift-store coffee table with several controllers, DVDs, and an old W-Max tape, and a blanket and a lumpy blue jacket with hi-vis stripes draped over a battered recliner. A semi-hidden security camera, more speakers and a couple of bookshelves round out the room. There's some pictures mounted on one of the walls, and I take a look at them. Yep, there's Diana's moms, and a few pictures of Diana herself. A couple are her as a baby and a toddler, and there's a few more that look more recent, like from her tween years. There's quite a few of those, but none in between. Those wedding pictures look really cute, though.
In the background, I hear a muffled thump from upstairs, and some cursing. I wander over to the stairs, and yell up. "You okay?"
More cursing, and some stuff rattling around. Finally, I hear a door opening, and seconds later, Diana's head pops out from behind the divider. "Yeah! I, uh, stuck myself wrong."
"Stuck yourself?"
"Yeah, I have to stick myself every week for my meds. Normally my mom does it for me, but you don't see her around tonight, do you?" She sighs. "Mind if I finish up? I'm okay, I just, you know. Fucked it up. Held my breath."
I nod dumbly. "Sure. Sure."
She sheepishly tosses off a thanks and heads back into the bathroom. I end up heading back to the living room, where I clear some space for the pizza box, then grab some plates from the kitchen. Upstairs, I can hear her bustling about - first in what I think is the bathroom, then her room. Soon enough, she heads down, a set of DVD cases in her hand. They're obvious bootlegs, but Diana doesn't seem to care. She puts them on the table, grabbing a slice of pizza and plating it.
"What are those?" I ask, pointing to the DVDs.
Diana takes a bite of her pizza slice and smiles. "So, I thought we'd watch a magical girl show."
"Uh… sure. I haven't watched one in a really long time." I frown, trying to remember. Some show with two girls that had to hold hands to transform, back in 2006. The name slips my mind. Futuriwa something Heart? I don't remember. I do remember liking it, though.
Diana finishes off the slice while I was lost in thought. "That's okay. This one should be pretty easy to follow. We're not going to watch the entire thing - there's forty-nine episodes - but we should be able to finish the first cour? The… first twelve or so episodes. If you'd like, we can pick it up later sometime."
I nod, grab my own slice and settle in, as Diana gets up and puts the first DVD into the player.
—*—
"…Just because I was… trying to help you change…" Oh my god, Erika looks so dejected, even after she ran off Tsubomi.
"That was your fault, Erika."
"Momo…"
"You speak before you think. That's a bad habit, you know?"
Diana titters at me, and I stifle a giggle.
Erika rounds on her, frustrated. "It has nothing to do with you," she grumbles. "Just leave me alone!"
"You sure aren't honest with yourself," Momo replies, smugly.
Diana smirks. "That's so a 'you' thing, though, Taylor."
I grumble good-naturedly under my breath. "It's true, but you shouldn't say it."
—*—
Tsubomi exclaims, glancing down frantically at her dress,"W-what the heck is this costume?"
I couldn't help it; we both laughed, though I was a bit more redfaced.
The fairy, at least, is thrilled. "Amazing! You really are a PreCure!"
The episode ends soon after, Tsubomi having named herself Cure Blossom. As the credits roll, Diana smiles at me, a question on her face. "Was it like that for you, Taylor?"
I shrug, waving my hand at the screen. "Nope, no animal mascot. It was a little bit of a letdown, honestly. And I carried myself with a little more dignity than that."
Diana smirks. "Just a little?"
"Just a little," I reply firmly. "I was more freaked out than I let on, though."
—*—
I wave at the screen smugly. "I'm calling it right now. Every girl's gay for Itsuki."
Diana just sputters. "It's episode six! How'd you figure that one out?!"
"Oh come on, it's obvious!"
"I… how!?" Diana's surprised, but oddly pleased.
—*—
I frown. I could've sworn I'd watched this before.
"So when are the white and black Cures showing up?" I ask, casually.
Diana snorts root beer up her nose. After frantically pausing the episode and cleaning herself up, she responds, coughing. "Wrong series." She blows her nose. "That's '
Futari wa Pretty Cure'. This is a later one, Heartcatch. If I'd known… yeah, we'd have watched that instead. When did you watch it?"
"When I was ten? Aunt Ryouko had the DVDs, so I binged them when I wasn't doing schoolwork. So now you know, I guess."
She giggles. "So that's why Reina says you sound like a bratty pre-teen when you talk to her in Japanese."
I facepalm. "Now you know my dark secret. I learned Japanese from a magical girl anime for pre-teens and Osakan dockworkers."
Diana just smirks at me, nodding.
—*—
We lay back, cuddling a bit, a little tired and definitely stuffed. After all, between the two of us we demolished an entire pizza. The ending of episode 12 was still playing on her TV.
Diana's nestled up to me on the couch, obviously content. "So that's Heartcatch Pretty Cure. What do you think so far, Taylor?"
I smile. "It's pretty good, yeah. I'm feeling really… nostalgic, though."
Diana nods. "Sorry. Should've figured mom stuff would, you know… come up."
I shrug. "It's alright. It's a good memory. God knows I don't have a lot of those." After all, watching your mom's, well, spirit die, like Mari's mom in Evangelion? Yeah, that proved rather scarring for twelve-year-old me.
She yawns and gets up. "Well. It's about my bedtime. It's like, eleven."
I groan. "Ah, shit, and we need to get to the warehouse by nine."
"Yep." She lifts my overnight bag over her shoulder, heading up the stairs. Halfway up, she stops. "Taylor! You coming?"
I mentally shake myself, then walk up the stairs behind Diana. She walks into one of the rooms, and I hear a thump. Following her, I look inside, and…
Damn. The first thing I notice is how clean it is. It's not like my room's dirty or anything, but the only sign that it might be inhabited by somebody is the neat array of Jolt battery cans next to one of her monitors, and a pocky packet. All her furniture's painted in pastels, with a patterned rug, a rainbow flag, a Sailor Moon poster and a Vogelchevalier wall scroll tying it together. She's got several computers and three monitors around her desk-workbench thing, which have stuffed animals on top. The big 'Intergraph' monitor has a half-dozen of them by itself. There's a good bit of fan noise, and I can see her favorite guitar on its stand near the closet. There's also some bookshelves, half filled with books and half with games, DVDs and beta tapes. There's what looks like an audio rack, but it's filled with computer stuff with lots of blinking lights. Finally there's a fairly large bed, decorated in pastels and absolutely covered in pillows.
Diana turns around, smiling. "So! This is my room. Sorry I couldn't get the air bed out. It's, uh… it's got a hole in it."
"So where do I sleep?" I ask.
Diana looks down, embarrassed, hand on head. "Well… yeah, I didn't think this through. I can sleep on the floor, or something."
I shrug. "It's okay, we'll share the bed, there's enough room." After Diana finishes sputtering, we get ready for bed. I get under the covers, then she turns out the light and gets in herself.
A few minutes later, Diana turns to me. "Taylor?"
"Yeah?"
She sounds nervous. "Are you… still with Charlotte?"
I somehow keep my composure. I try to not think about it. "No… she… found somebody else. It… wasn't going to work out. She lives in Brooklyn, I live here. We're not… long-distance relationship people." I sigh heavily. I mean… she can't come back. The Empire's in the terror business, after all, and their hate week scared away her family.
It's not fair. She gave me hope after my mom went nuts and Emma disappeared. She gave me friends, my love of synths, my first kiss, my first… everything, really. I wouldn't be half the girl I was without her. Then those bonehead pigfuckers go and riot and ruin everything for us. They did that to a lot of people, yeah. I can't help but take it personally, though.
"So you're… single?"
"I… I mean, technically, I guess? But I don't know if a relationship with anyone is in the cards right now." Truth is, I haven't thought about it, much. I have some crushes on other girls, but… I don't know. Would it work out?
"Oh." She sounds a little disappointed, as she turns over, her back facing me. "…good night, Taylor."
"G'night." I yawn.
As I close my eyes, Diana starts mumbling. I only catch the last bit of it as sleep overcomes her. "…should I tell her?"
I sigh, and let sleep take me. Whatever she wants to tell me… it can wait.
AN: So I passed my finals for Winter term, and I'm about to start the next term. Here's hoping I get the chance to do another chapter before April ends.
Some of you have been wanting Diana to be a bit more fleshed out... well, here's your wish.
Thanks to
@TheWonko for betaing this, and M.Q. for helping me workshop Diana's background.