Chapter 9 - Consideration
Nobody's Memories
Chapter 9 - Consideration

Ok, I apparently had some form of personalized time dilation, proven and not fully tested. I could work with this.

...I had personal Time Dilation. Who was I kidding? This was amazing. It also went a long way to explain several things about my speed - I had tested my limits, and while my strength's output was amazingly high, it wasn't able to account for how fast I had been able to move whenever I had thought what was my mind had sped up. Not just that, but while my enhanced perception had kicked in, I had noticed little… discrepancies, in how I affected things. I hadn't given them much thought, but it did explain a large number of things. The way my feet would kick up dirt, how objects would retain their momentum once they left my hands and not for long after, why exactly I hit so hard that Monsters were apparently affected by my fists the same as a normal creature might be, yet everything else had particularly… 'messy'… consequences…

Point being, it certainly provided plenty of explanations for the many tiny things that had been adding up I previously simply attributed to my nature as a Nobody. But as I had already mentioned, it was so far untested.

For the most part.

Watching several cats realign a crossbow, its front draped over their backs to keep it steady as another cat brought the fourth bolt over in its mouth, I had no regrets. It had taken two hours of training, reverse psychology, and catnip, but eventually I had taught them how to use a crossbow as a team.

…Also, treats, such as seasoned and cooked chicken offerings every few tries until they got it right.

Could I have come up with an easier, quicker solution for how to test my Time Dilation? Yes.

Could I have done so in a way that didn't involve sharp yet mostly harmless projectiles flying at me repeatedly? The answer is also yes.

But the question I really have to ask here is would it have been as entertaining? No, no it wouldn't. And in the end, wasn't that all that mattered?

Well, it wasn't, but to a probably immortal and eternally bored Nobody attempting to fill his every waking moment it was. Speaking of, I should probably see if I can sleep at all…

I might be sleeping a lot, on that note. Yet I digress, because I decided to test exactly how much fine control I had over my time dilation, and perhaps find some kind of dilation limit or form of time limit. So far… no upper limits. For example, when I had taken the time to describe the cats loading the crossbow, I easily could've described the exact processes through which they had done it, they way their fur currently looked and was moving, maybe even found each and every bug hiding in it. Not entirely because of the time dilation, which was…. Almost absurd by this point, a rock I had thrown into the air barely moving by now, and to such a degree I had to remind myself it was still there.

Relative to the slowly, slowly moving cats, to whom time had to have moved barely a few seconds, I had spent ten minutes running about testing the effects of my time dilation without them so much as reacting or batting an eye. Oh wait, one did now. Ah well, fun's fun.

Now, my grip on my personal time dilation required concentration. Like rummaging around through my skull and gripping a single section of it tightly, but not quite so tightly that it hurt, I had to make an effort to control things to any significant degree. My concentration could probably be broken by a lucky hit, spell I was unaware of, or some other method of dealing with pesky speedsters and time manipulators, but irregardless, I had yet to discover the upper limit.

I planned on changing that now.

Tightening the squeezing sensation's strength, from just above that of a newborn child grasping my thumb to a toddler's, time slows more. Its formerly sluggish pace seems to lack all movement now, acquiring the quality's one expects from a cloud on a windless day. The tightness increases… more… and mor-

Why did everything ring with the sound of shattered glass, panicked meowing, and a gigantic ?

Oh, everything also looked as though I had stared at the sun for several hours. Funner! I certainly hoped this wouldn't happen every time my time dilation was broken. I... gah, it was an hassle to even move! Every muscle ached and burned, refusing to work. I was stumbling about, standing still and yet my body tilting to and fro out in an attempt to make itself work properly. I rather imagined this is what being drunk while hungover would look like after being bashed on the back of your head.

Oh, this had better not happen every time my time dilation was broken, because I was screwed if it was. This was the equivalent of a long, long stun in any of the games, the kind that a player would gladly take advantage of. Granted, it had been only a few seconds, but they were painful, painful seconds where all of my senses were warped and distorted a lo-

Thrak!

Stumbling back, I almost cry out in surprise affected by the crossbow bolt that simply bounces off my head; there no pain,yet simple force combined with my lack of balance damn near made me fall over just from the impact. Splinters fly as I manage to shake the few noticeable effects off, control returning to my body, the noises fading, only a few splotches of darkness left in my ayes. Well, not all of the noise. Though not as loud, or distorted, there were still plenty of confused and panicking cats, meowing in concern. The crossbow had been dropped, and an untrained cat was playing around with a crossbow bolt in much the same

Or maybe they were just hungry again. They were cats, and therefore cared less about everything not relevant to their continual survival than I did as a Nobody. I was giving both options 50/50 odds.

Choosing to glare at them, tossing more chicken I had pre-prepared to the pack of adorable,tiny murder beasts humanity had thought themselves foolish enough to tame, it was high time to do with my now somewhat- clearly defined powers what all Spacebattlers did.

Try to abuse the fuck out of them. After all, even if only doing so only changed my chances of victory against an equal or greater for by a single percentile, it was worth it. For example - my time dilation was, if I were to judge by how it always accelerated my awareness at the first hint of danger, always active to some degree, however minor. The only exception I could think of would be when I had been 'stunned' earlier, my forceful attempts at pushing my abilities too far 'breaking' themselves. It had been... subtle, but noticeable. Like the difference between being drenched on a rainy day and the ozone-filled air right before a thunderstorm hits.

Perhaps not the most accurate description, but still.

The fact that time sped up- that being my only indication of trouble in the first place - could mean several things. It could be that my already amazingly powerful skill was in fact broken, predicting danger before it happened and slowing time in response. The Spider-Sense on drugs, basically. It could also just as easily work off of my subconscious, recognizing something odd or dangerous and slowing time before my conscious mind could register it. It might even casually slow time in unnoticeable degrees to check if something is a danger before doing so more liberally. The issue on top of that was that the time dilation wasn't just passive; and that therefore my mind therefore was coming to too many different conclusions with too few answers. Why was it not just passive, but controllable? Was it two separate skills that intertwined for some odd reason? The fact it was controllable - if a little focus breaking - by applying mental pressure in this odd, indescribable way didn't help either.

Kneeling down to reach a cat that had come over begging for more food before dropping down to sit cross legged, I knew I had to find out. More fan that, I had to figure out its exact limits. Was it one-way time dilation, only capable of acceleration? Would my ability to control it ever surpass its current limits? It... huh...there was so much happening in my mind. How had it taken me so long to notice it? Was I just not capable of comprehending it? I had just reached out towards the part of my mind that controlled my time dilation, and then just stretched a bit... further... their were others things to grasp, big blobs of energy and odd mental strings just waiting to be pulled.

I admit I was vaguely aware to the many, many weird things currently going on in my head. I had stumbled into a few of them while trying to figure out how to access the Corridors of Darkness, not really taking note of them at the time. They were easy to forget, naturally slick against my memory, even as I tenuously touched them. Poke, poke poke. What a smart idea, Solstice, poke the strange powers in your mind. Would I have discovered them anyway, had I not been trying to extend the power of my time dilation? Simply reached up and grabbed one, hoping for the best or seeking a specific effect? Perhaps one of them was my weapon; I had to assume it was likely all Higher Nobody's had one. Unless, of course, they had been forged by an organization member... a possibility I couldn't discount...

Yet any of these strange mental connections and odd energies could be it. Like this one, for example - it seems different from the rest. Large and well defined, yes, but oh so empty. A hole just waiting to be filled, perhaps.A worthy test; then. What could go wrong? It was half mental muscle, half energy as well - marking it as far more different than the rest. I simply had to reach out ,grasp it and shake it awake, commanding it to work without understanding why-

-and then the cat sitting in my lap vanished.

Hm.

Ok, not touching that power again. Point to you, Murphy. I had so few solutions, and so many questions. All I really wanted right now was-

Hm. There's that word again. Want. Need.

"I've used it more than enough." I muse aloud, sighing a bit under my breath. "But... what do I want?"

An excellent question... and one I needed an answer to.

"Hehehe.... there's that word again." I chuckle, the laugh a bit dead.

-0-0-0-

Power List
Personalized Time Dilation
  • Seem to be always active to some degree, however minor
  • Only exception being when powers are 'broken'.
  • No upper limit to time dilation, nor any time limit
  • Actual limit seems to be arbitrary, and mentally imposed.
  • Strong hits capable of 'breaking' time dilation, stunning me for a notable period of time
  • Based on my strong tendency to procrastinate anything and everything until the literal last second?
  • Test if time dilation is only capable of accelerating my perception.
  • Stop referring to it as both slowing and acceleration!

What do I want?
  • ???
 
Chapter 10 - Reconsideration
Nobody's Memories
Chapter 10 - Reconsideration

"What do I want?"

It was an Interesting question. An important one too. Most of all... one I might not have an answer to. Because frankly put, I've been operating almost entirely off of instinct before now. Sure, I didn't want to be bored, but that was it. My one motivation, and not an important one or even one could really affect me, because frankly put the Boredom had no real consequences to simply ignoring it. I could've sat on the middle of that rock in the lane's until I simply faded away, as Nobody's were referenced to, or until I had simply been come across by someone.

So, I had another question to ask myself. Why had I moved? What had provided me motivation to care about my boredom? I could've just bounced rocks against each other for an eternity to keep me entertained, not try to go world hopping.

Do I even know the answer to that?

I... don't think I do. But... maybe... just maybe... the same reason that I've been acting as though I can feel. As though I matter to the world, despite being a Nobody. It.... makes the emptiness inside hurt less. That coldness where my heart should be, where nothing beats. Unzipping the long cloak, placing my hand over my chest, I can't help but think... no matter how false a thought it is.... that perhaps the coldness isn't just metaphorical, that even my skin feels cold to the touch.

Or perhaps I simply have no real sensation of touch, regardless of my Robe's silken touch.

It serves as another reminder of that coldness I've been ignoring, that I've been acting as I might've in life to ignore. Certainly, it helped, and even more so once I stopped acknowledging how fake everything was once every other 5 minutes. But now I was acknowledging it, and it served as a reminder of exactly how little I mattered. I could certainly tell that it was so, no matter what. When Nobody's had talked about not existing, about how they didn't really matter, how horrible the emptiness was - I hadn't understood it, not even when I had awoken. I had considered the emptiness before, but not in depth, tried to ignore it from the start. I had even thought about it when the Darkness had failed to whisper to me in the lanes between, when I could scarcely notice the light.

I could understand now. I could see it clear as day, even through the lenses of a half-dozen different odd ways of seeing the world.

But... no, it wasn't any of that which had made me move, was it? There was something more to it, even if that statement didn't make any sense when applied to a Nobody.

I remembered. Most Nobody's did, in some form or the other, but Higher Nobody's, the one's who retained their bodies completely? We remembered everything, or so I had concluded. It's what had led me, almost immediately after waking up, to try and act like I might've if I could feel. The Memories of who I used to be. A scathingly sarcastic teenaged boy, who enjoyed joking around to the point every other sentence he said was a joke in some form or the other, a fan of fantasy and sci-fi, who had the tendency to procrastinate against literally anything that didn't motivate or interest him until the literal last minute. That was on top of being motivated to do weird or random crap simply because of boredom. Combined with a bundle of no longer relevant issues that I could no longer be affected by, and that I didn't particularly care to waste time going into.

That was the type of person I was trying to act like, and almost certainly some kind of caricature of right now. That person is the reason I had moved.

I remembered being him. I remembered the types of things he would do in this situation.

Was that it? The fact that I remembered having not just emotions but of all the little things, but memories of caring about them in the first place? That I was trying to copy those as well? Perhaps...

But no, that wasn't quite it, was it? I ... couldn't place my fingers on it. What exactly was it that had made me move? There was... something more, I could tell. Something that I could recall the Nobody's of Organization XIII Caring for, or perhaps it was the fact that I had wondered about this exact thing while playing through the second game.

Morality.

In a general sense, I never saw any of the Organizations members who didn't have hearts in some way or the other, maybe?, act as though they had them. Some of them, the one's who didn't care about their emotions or who had been terrible people as humans? Believable. But Axel? The others, who we admittedly knew nothing of in life? They didn't even try to think of them. This was understandable, yet confusing to me now, yet simply confusing when I had played the game. I knew some of those characters were probably 'good' people, yet they didn't act like it. They, like me, couldn't care for their morals, or if they broke them. In the very least they had never acted upon them, and admittedly I hadn't done so either beyond targeting bandits instead of anyone I came across.

Yet it was their failure to even think of their morals, in combination with their wish to end the emptiness inside of them by gaining hearts from Kingdom Hearts (no matter how much of a lie that was on Xemnas's part.), that used to confuse me. They wanted their humanity - but wouldn't gaining their humanity horrify them because of their actions? If I were to suddenly be able to truly take my morals into account, would I be utterly terrified of the fact I now had a triple digit kill count?

...how contradictory of me. Hmph, though perhaps that was one of the reasons why the Organization Member's in Chain of Memories had been plotting against Xemnas? It certainly wouldn't be the only reason considering how most of them acted.

Though perhaps I am simply overthinking things, making issues needlessly complicated and nonsensical even if I'm totally wrong.

Their morals might not have been remembered, or acted on. I certainly hadn't been trying to do so. But a part of me remembered what I might've done if I had suddenly gained powers. Sitting around, doing nothing? That would be almost despicable to the me who used to be.

Yet aside from that, I hadn't done anything. And these realizations? They really hadn't helped me answer my question, though it had certainly made me reconsider my actions thus far and look closer at the why's of them. So I was going to ask myself the big question once more, and not let myself get away with not answering it.

"What. Do. I. Want?"

Up until now, I had been running off instinct. In life, I hadn't wanted to be bored and had done random crap, and had been acting in much the same way. I wasn't even sure why I was in this world. Their were pragmatic reasons I could tell myself, like power testing, or its relative safety, or my familiarity with the franchise. Yet I wasn't even sure those were why I was here, or valid reasons. I had plans, yes, but were they good plans? Worthwhile plans? Did I want to try to regain my heart, a absolutely near impossible thing for a Nobody?

"What. Do. I. Want?!"

I wanted to try to be me, or at least as close to myself as I could be. To ignore this cold pain. Gaining a heart wasn't pragmatic, or attainable for now. Besides, what I though I knew of it meant I would simply regain it by being in the presence of others. Try to hold myself to my morals, even if I didn't care about them? Mostly useless, and I would do so by simply continuing to try to be me. Certainly, I would be doing that. I would also be trying to care for my boredom. Yet that was still, in some way or the other, not directly answering my question.

"What. Do. I. Want?!?"

I sigh as I stand up. Unnecessary, but even if I stopped trying to be emotional, I'm not going to let that stop me now.

"I... want to help people. I want... to make myself proud."

"..."

"No, that's not quite right either. I... I want to make myself proud. Honor the 'man' I once was." I continue to murmur, standing and stretching. That.... was correct. I couldn't think of anything closer to the truth, of anything better to do."Yes, that sounds right. Now then, how long have I been sitting and thinking..." Placing my arms behind my head, leaning back and using my elbows as a headrest, I stand up, opening a door to just outside the caverns. Stepping outside, there is but a single observation to make.

"...Why is it the middle of the night?!"

And that thought is that I need a clock. Hmph. Wonder where all the cats are?

Well, I suppose it was time to put my plans for the future into action... providing I make a few edits to them...
 
Chapter 11 - It isn't a dastardly plot!
Nobody's Memories
Chapter 11 - It isn't a dastardly plot!
"Sometimes, I make bad choices. No one could argue against that statement, and though I had always regretted making them (up until I completely forgot I made them), I could count on one hand the number of times I would ever want to change or fix my mistakes. Mostly because they were exceptionally large mistakes, but the point still stands. It was a part of human nature to make them, to be driven by your emotions. To let them drive your choices."

"As established, that wasn't exactly something I could do more than pretend to be capable of."

'As established, it was also very, very stupid of me to keep bringing it up."

"But regardless, I feel fairly confident that my current plan isn't a bad one. Granted, I had made changes to it several times, mostly after my little 'revelation', but it would be more than enough to get me started. now, my plan is a simple one, yet one I could easily mess up. It had been easy enough to start on as well, and despite waiting an arbitrary amount of time to act upon my plan, the time had been needed."

"Now, what exactly is my plan?"

"Well, to explain that, I needed to go back in time a bit. When I had also found the map of the Continent in some Bandit's den, it had been in last camp I had deigned to clear for the night. I'm sure you remember it. Rather than decide to simply send it all through a gateway back to the Lootcave, I had decided to go through everything there and then shove it all into a pile. That same night that I found a quit excellent mahogany table, which isn't even remotely important, but I did lay the map out on it when I first found it. Relevant, I say!'

" So there I was, happy to finally have a map in some form of more than the local countryside, pulling out my journal and comparing all my notes of this and that to what was there so far when I realized exactly how close the old windmill the Bandits had been camped out in was to a city. Barely a day's walk, and juuuuuuust far enough away from the main road that they would be overlooked by guards but they themselves wouldn't have inconvenienced themselves in their attempts to get to the road in the first place. Well, a day's walk for me with my time dilation Bullshit, a day and a half on horseback. They even had this little note detailing their plan to try and make anyone who came to investigate think that there were several different gangs coming at different times to this one spot off near a crossroads instead of just them."

"Now, broaching away from these bandits unfortunate enough to be incapable of hiding themselves to me, and back to my plan! By that point I had obviously figured out exactly how terrifying I look. I make an effort to keep my impeccably unstainable robes dry of blood and gore now, but for the first few days, not really. Eventually, even after cleaning it, I had decided to figure out why everyone kept running from me. It took me exactly five seconds until I realized exactly how terrifying I looked to random villagers and farmers who spent their life never seeing a monster up until their untimely demise, and who were quoted as 'Not getting out of the sun at noon to avoid the heat, but the Noonwraiths.', tended to not be very reasonable when I attempted to tempt them out of their homes for good reason."

"They're raised on folklore, superstition, legend, and stories of some poor, random Sod getting violently torn apart and eaten alive by monsters. Why should they trust a man soaked in bloody or pristine robes screaming at the top of his lungs and followed by cats? So then, logical conclusion, I'm close to a city full of more educated, reasonable folk. For a Medieval Deathworld, that is. Last I checked scholars still thought that the Earth was the center of the universe. I was at my wit's end with the people of white orchard and even the surviving area, and just as they were at mine, I was at their far more terrified end. I figured that the folk living in city's would be far more reasonable than them, especially if I actually took my hood off. Of course, you might be wondering why I could take to simply walking around and taking my hood off when I walked into villages. See, that might help on my return trips to some of them, but with the reputation I presumably have now, it wouldn't help. Turns out I can be a bit thick-headed at times without my emotions to guide me."

"Hey now, stop hitting me in the face with your tail. It isn't funny. Yes, I get that you're getting impatient. I wouldn't need to do this if you would just tell me where the rest of you and all of my crossbows went. You can stop meowing, I'll shut up now!"

"..."

Munch, Munch, Munch...

"....Satisfied? Good."

"Now, where was I - ah yes, my cloak. See, I'm not entirely comfortable showing my face for some reason. I'm more than willing to do so if it makes me seem far more approachable, and perpetrates me from any nasty rumors flying about of a silver-cloaked wraith, because thats what every village seems intent on calling me. Now, while I was close to Oxenfurt, and could get there fairly quick, I still wasn't exactly the most trustworthy of figures. A lone young man dressed in silver and completely unarmed showing up at the gates of a small city? Perhaps acceptable. In the middle of a war, in one of the most war-torn lands? Never."

"So, I had a plan. I would keep on moving towards Oxenford, yes, but I would do so at the same pace I had been exploring everything else at in a fairly wide radius. In fact, nothing would change on that front, and I would reach the city in a fair amount of time. That arbitrary little number I set myself was my time limit, just to motivate myself a bit. I do so need that... Anyway, this is where my plan started to come together."

Munch,Munch,Munch

"It was easy enough to find several wagons, each mostly intact. I cannibalized their parts, started to store them in that fairly large room I sealed off, used bits and bobs to put them all together again and make a fairly nice wagon. You would be surprised how often and for how long carts are left on the side of the road after being attacked by monsters or looted by bandits. The horses, though... not so often. It took far more effort to find one, and tame it. He's also in the room with the cart, and as far as I can tell he was tamed and ran wild after some monster attack, because he was far too easy to tame. Responded to whistles and such as well. I had spent a fair while figuring those out. Those are two parts of step one complete."

"I'm assuming the noise of me loading useless junk I'm going to never have a use for onto the cart is what drew you back into the lair, hm? I still cant figure out how you guys unblocked your tunnel."

Munch, Munch, Burp!

"....of course, I'm ashamed to have assumed anything else."

"Now, just yesterday is when I finally explored far enough to see the city itself. Once I pry myself away from you, or more accurately, once you let me stop petting you-"

Mrow!

"- I'm going to finish loading everything onto the cart. Yet you see, my plan's first phase is not a three part plan."

Mrow?

"No, it is a ... four? Five? However many parts you feel it should be defined as plan! Because my main goal here, in this world, is not just to get acquainted with my powers and generally speaking, being me. No,its also to try and gain some weapons of decent worth that wont break simply from a combination of my strength and lack of skill! Also, weapons training! So, how to go about this? Why, building up a reputation as a trader, of course! I will proceed to move on to Novigrad after establishing myself in Oxford, where I can use everything earned during my time in Oxford - where from in-game experience I can state no smiths of decent skill exist, though there are certainly opportunities enough for me to find a teacher to bestow upon me the art of the blade. It's what the city is renowned for - its academies and scholars. Perhaps, regardless of how long I spend in either of those cities, I can place a notice on a noticeboard to draw attention to myself. How exactly do those work? I'm assuming I can just slap a piece of paper on them and move on. Bah, me and my lack of medieval-aged common sense...."

"So then, once I move on from Oxenford - perhaps being lucky enough to meet the Bloody Baron's daughter - and finish up in Novigrad, what am I to do? Why, visit the Bloody Baron himself and slap some bloody sense into the man! When he's not drunk, he's an actually good father and leader! Of course, thats something that happens depressingly low frequency, but regardless. Once I do that, what am I to do? Why, pay the dear old Ladies of the Woods - or as I call them, the Crones-of-DIE NOW! - a visit. The thought of them knowing of me, which they almost certainly must considering the monster's that attack me on day one which still haven't made a reappearance. My current thoughts on the matter are the Ladies are hoarding them, or they've naturally decided to make an army."

"But the most important thing to remember in all of this, my dear tabby cat? I may be monologging my plans to you. I may be sitting in a swivel chair I was surprised to find existed in this World. And I may have been petting you the entire time. Yet we must retain plausible deniability, so if anyone asks - this is not a dastardly plot!"

Mrowowow! Owowowowow!
 
Chapter 12 - "All as plan - Damnit!"
Nobody's Memories
Chapter 12 - "All as plan- Damnit!"

So, upon closer examination, actually guiding a horse was hard when you had no prior experience. Sure, I had tried to ride the brown, dusty, not remotely noteworthy stallion of unknown breed earlier. I had even proved it to be a horse born and raised to pull carts, showing it mine and having it guide me more than I guided it in harnessing it the wagon once it had realized what my confused, fumbled attempts at getting it to do so were. Getting it into the corridors of Darkness? A bit of mental scaring the time I brought it into the caverns, and then some shaking once I had it take the carriage out and onto the road. Nothing too big. I could train it to ignore it, I'm sure. If it's mane suddenly turned silver and its eyes gold, however, I was killing it quick and painlessly. If it turned into an heartless, however, I was hoping that I could both figure out how to control it and that it was horse-shaped.

Or that maybe, just maybe, it produced a Horse Nobody. Experiments for another day, I supposed. Foremost amongst them why the horde of cat's that tended to follow me didn't seem to be affected...

Later date, Solstice. Later date.

Back to my point, though. I had no experience, yes, but steering a horse? Harder than one might expect. Sure, I got the basics ,or so I hoped. Hold it straight, tug this way to make it go that way, and vice versa. Make this-

kR-cRACK!

-Motion to make it go faster, yep... Tug back to make him rear down... there we are, slowed to a reasonable pace. Just above a canter. Time's like this made me wish I had ever thought to ask a friend who had been far, far too into horses about them. She'd even owned one. But y'know, hindsight is 50/50. Now I could just kick back, stretch my feet out onto this little railboard that the driver's feet is usually meant to go between, and relax. First, though, I need to check that everything is in order. Let's see... hood is down? Yep. My hair is free, free to do absolutely nothing in the wind! The cat? Sitting amongst a pile of neatly organized junk I planned on selling. Now, let's see, what else do I need to help with the illusion.... My Glasses? I'd seen glasses in the Witcher, weird and probably accurate things that proved my own pair were far too well-made for this world. They would need to go, and sure, my vision would take a massive dive-

Where are my glasses?

...

Did I.... really take almost two weeks to realize I didn't have or need my glasses? I... I had even taken note of the fact I could see further than humanly possible! Multiple times! Was I- oh god trees.

Yanking the reins back in a panic, getting shoved and jostled out of my seat because of my poor choices in how to sit, I tried to stop the horse, who had casually been about to trot his way right off the road and the ledge 5 way from the turn we needed to take to arrive to the city, and to his own imminent death. All because I had been sitting in the driver's seat, blinking in shocked revelation.

....Now reassessing my Horses Intelligence...

...Now reassessing my intelligence yet again...

Ok, let's assess the situation. The horse is ...nope, apparently the horse is too fat for me to see. Let's take a moment to quickly lean to the side here and get a better view, let's see... one, two, almost three but not quite steps away from his and the cart's doom. Yay. Alright, now how stupid was the horse?

Clod

....stupid enough to take another step forward. Well then, I clearly needed a new horse. Alright, let's see. How do I fix his problem? The horse couldn't turn around without sending the cart toppling off the ledge and into the tiny valley below, nor could it back up. I certainly could get out of my seat and pull the cart back, but beyond that, I saw no imminent solution. I could take my time with it too, provid-

Clop!

Of course the horse takes another step forward. Does it have no goddamned self-preservation instincts? Why the hell had it run from the Caravan I had found it near in the first place? It's just staring off into the distance now, and I can physically see the ledge crumbling now, ready to break under the weight of the horse's hooves. Well then, I have come up with a name for my horse. From this moment on, Horse, I christen thee Dumb Fuck.

Enjoy your name, for it is well earned. Now to stop you from - seriously, is he taking another step forward? Not having that. Clenching the mental strings within my mind, I force myself to accelerate; and it is important for me to note that it all that my time dilation is. I certainly had the tendency to refer to everything else as slowing, as though that were what my power was doing; slowing everything around me. Yet as my own mind was quick to remind me whenever I used my power, that wasn't the case.

For example, when unfastening Dumb Fuck from the wagon, the many ropes and other various things I had no idea what to call that secured him tight were not being returned to a normal movespeed; they were being sped up to be equal to me. When picking up Dumb Fuck by grasping the middle of his chest and over my shoulder, he didn't suddenly stop being affected by some world-wide time-slowing affect; he was simply accelerated to exist at the same speed as me. Not only that, but his kicking was really, really annoying. And now that I've placed him down, removing my hands from him, he's almost instantly slowed down to exist at the same insanely slow comparative rate of thought.

Attention driven away from Dumb Fuck, I turn to the wagon. While it had been moving slowly 'downhill' and off the cliff a few moments earlier, its movement was now nearly nonexistent; I could probably sprint to Oxenfurt's gates and back and it wouldn't have fallen off yet. Regardless of that fact, I locked my hands onto the underside of the cart's behind, effortlessly pulling the cart back and swinging it around to properly face the road as though it were a shopping cart.

Walking back around to DF, whose name was now abbreviated for my personal dignity in the presence of others and not for the horses, I grab the harness, and once more win the struggle to get him hooked into the harness. Honestly, this entire escapade felt as thought it was taking months to finish, with entire too many overexaggerated noises for my tastes. More evidence of my personal time being slown down, or DF being a pain in the ass? Probably both. Honestly, just kidnapping a random wild horse and strapping him onto the wagon might make things go faster. I could just slit DF's throat and be done with it all, if it weren't for...

....for....

...no, I had no good reason not to do that. Why the hell hadn't I? When had I put this knife to DF's throat?
-0-0-0-​

"Wow, that was easier than expected." I said, kicking DF's corpse into a trench. The Wild Horse had already proven to be a much easier companion. And I had, at most, lost something like a minute to my schedule. Everything was going exactly.as.planned. Nope, nothing could go wrong here.
-0-0-0-​
Horses are dicks
  • How do I know?
  • Horse One, dubbed Dumb Fuck, less intelligent than a Lemming.
  • Horse Two, dubbed Actual Lemming, ran off a cliff.
  • Horse Three, The Rock. Ran into the path of a falling rock.
  • Horse Four, Wolf Chow. Guess. Just Guess.
  • Horse Five, DoOA. He died of Old Age without warning.
  • Horses 6 through 19, randomly attacked me.
  • Horses 20 - ???, I don't even know anymore.
  • Final Horse, cooperating and beaten slightly bloody.
  • Conclusion, Horses hate Nobodies. Also I caused the local extinction of Wild Horses.
  • Second Conclusion, I've recently gained excellent targets for practicing being sad and/or angry at. Coming along nicely.
  • Third Conclusion, everything is definitely still going as planned. By some definition of planned.
  • Fourth Conclusion, Denial isn't exclusively dependent upon emotion.

-0-0-0-​

"Where're yer papers?" Asked the Guard who had finished his investigation of my wagon. His accent was gruff and voice gruff, and I'll be honest, I had almost forgotten what other humans sounded like. It appeared that even when I couldn't be made to feel lonely, I was still a Social Creature at hear- at mind. He sounded a bit congested as well, and peering down his mouth, that was one slimy gullet. His fellow guards were looking healthier but no less tired, having just stepped off the back of my wagon. One or two paid only a cursory glance at my horse before glancing away.

Now then, what had that one guard said? Sounded important.

"What?"

"I said, Whr're yer papers?" I didn't even know what his accent was but it was atrocious…​

"…Papers?" I said, leaning down to my feat and acting like I was looking for these 'Papers'. Papers, papers, papers… oh, right, THOSE papers. That you needed to get into the city, and that I didn't remember how to get in game. Was it from that one guy in the fort? That dude by the river? Maybe I shouldn't be interfering with the Canon game, I'm sure there were other ways to get papers…​
In the mean time… "…I don't have any?"

The Guard looked at me with a very rude expression and cracked his knuckles

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First Conversation as a Nobody
  • Would embarrass me if I had emotions
  • Quickly devolved from me asking where and how to do this and that and taking notes in my journal to him shouting
  • And then to threats of seizing my property and of a violent removal
  • I mean, he's still doing it!
  • Seriously, what is with him!
"I SAID, GET OFF THE BLOODY BRIDGE YOU LUNATIC!" The guard shouted again, moving to shove my journal away from me as I wrote. I snapped it shut and put it back in my cloak before his grubby mits could get "THEY'RE THREE WAGONS BEHIND YA! i TRUIED BEIN' CIVIL AN' NOW I'M DONE!" I mean, seriously, dude is just mispronouncing words now. " WE'RE GIVEN YA TO THE COUNT O' 10! an' NO, ya CANNOT just steal papers after murdering someone!"

"ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT, I'm moving! I'M SORRY I HAVE NO FILTER!" I call back. Just one last thing... I clench down, hard, on that part of my head that controls time. I push as hard as I can, to the point where it was about to break like it had last time. I then hop off the cart, observing a world so still I can't see anything moving, and explore the entire city, completely ignoring everyone's privacy as I search for a private place large enough to hold my cart. Finding a dozen different locations, I eventually return to the spot I deem best, and nod in approval, before returning to my cart and assuming the same position I had been in before. Now all I had to do was return time to its normal state, get away from the guards, and open up a gate to the spot, and I was in. I release the mounting pressure all at once, and...

"▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇!"

....well, I'm blind and deaf now. Sight is comparable to if I had stared into the sun for my entire life and somehow hadn't burn out my retinas, ears ringing like I had stood next to a nuke and my ears somehow hadn't destroyed themselves from the noise...oh, and my body feels like its on fire as well! This can't end well. But everything was still going as - OH who was I Bloody kidding everything had fallen of the rails so far the train landed on the moon. And I believe I'm loosing consciousness? The... Black in my eyes... is growing... Yes, I think.... I'm tired....
 
Chapter 13 - Butcher of Blaviken
Nobody's Memories
Chapter 13 - Butcher of Blaviken
I dream.
Darkness

There is no light here
A platform in the dark
My.... Heart?
it's gone, broken, a shell.
There are eyes now
Hissing at me
They come up to me.
The hissing is louder
They are bright and yellow
My heart is here
They bore into me
They know I'm still here.


And like that, I wake up. My head hurts, worse than it did the first time my control over time had been broken, and trying to clamp down on it, to adjust it in the slightest.... it hurts. A lot. Black spots and ringing in my ears hurts. I wince, and decide it is a very bad idea to do that again. The pain made the urge to touch the other sections of my mind so, so much worse. I was thankfully not literally painfully aware of them, but I had more important things to consider. What had that dream been? Also, where was I? I had fallen unconscious, and couldn't alter time in the slightest, at least willingly, meaning I was in a potentially very, very bad spot. Let's see....

First off, I am shirtless. My robes are neatly folded and hung from the border of the bed, by my feet, meaning I'm in a bed. And.... ya, I think I don't want to know what my situation is underneath this blanket. Also, there's a blanket! A very astute observation considering I had realized I was in a bed. Not the nicest blanket, pretty dang scratchy, but I can live with that. I think I'm in some sort of healers hut, or hospital, or whatever the medieval-aged Witcher-verse equivalent was; there were other beds of a similar nature, one to my left and one to my right; a bookshelf, a table between each bed, a nice looking window that sunlight was filtering through...

So, the situation looked fairly good. No need to panic and plan my escape. I had no idea where my stuff was, but judging by the view from the window, I was in a city - probably Oxenfurt. I had been right outside of it whenever whatever had gone wrong had, well, gone wrong after all. There were no people around, at least none that hadn't been trained as some sort of ninja that were completely evading my vision. Considering the setting, I could scratch that off the list of possibilities.

So, I was alone. Just myself, my thoughts, my attempts at emotion, and the background noises of a busy city. No cats, no overreacting guards, no bandits for me to slaughter.

"Mrow?"

No, never mind, there was apparently a cat in here. It had just hopped up onto the bed. A tortoiseshell, I think? I may be a cat person, but that didn't mean I knew jack about cat bree- aaaaaaand it had just sat on my chest. I think it's smirking at me and i quite clearly wants me to pet it. The door was closed, how had it even gotten in here? Well ,sorry I'm not sorry little buddy, I'm going to have to remove you from the premises of my body.

Except I can't. Because most of my strength came from Time bullshit, and I can't currently feel my arms. Or move them. Muscle Fatigue? Did I even HAVE muscles?

"Well sorry, but it looks like I both can't get you off me and can't pet you buddy." I murmur to the cat. Now it's looking at my rudely, how great. Well, I suppose I'll have to lean back and rest my full weight on the pillow for now and.... well, isn't this an uncomfortable sensation. Well, maybe not Uncomfortable, just odd. A feather pillow. How oddly Coherent I was today. I was thinking with a constant narrative and everything! I supposed that thinking and acting in a constantly shifting frame of reference as far as time was concerned didn't lend itself to consistency. Nor did my tendency to fake emotions properly. Or inability to read others. Or my general thought process. Or.... y'know, I think I wasn't going to find out how deep that rabbit hole went today.

The cat's ears twitch and perk up as it looks towards the door. I follow its gaze, and can hear voices.

"... freakiest of things. One moment the guards said he was fine, if a bit deranged, and the next he collapsed where he sat. Looked as though he had been struck by lightning, and there was noise enough to seem like he was. Some of 'em swear up and down it seemed as though time itself slowed when it happened. Have ya talked to the guards yet?"

"Some of them. Anyone else I should try to find?"

They sounded muffled, and far off, but the voices were clearly growing closer. One male, one female, though I couldn't clearly tell yet. One of them sounded... oddly familiar. I closed my eyes and began to act as though I was still asleep.

"Ye could ask them for the other merchants names. They were behind 'im, after all. Beyond that, I don't know. Whole thing sounds might odd to me, and not like the sort of thing to be handed over to you instead of someone more trustworthy. Was it a Witches curse? Ye should know, considerin' who ya are.."

"The whole of this scenario is odd. And I don't blame you for feeling like I'm under qualified, considering the city's recent... views. Tell me again what he looks like?"

Yes, the male voice was sounding distinctly... familiar. Gruff. And this conversation.... it sounded oddly like a video games dialog.

"He was wearin' this silver robe, a big old hood oh its back, and has this pale skin. Smooth as a baby's bottom, and I should know. Had to take off his robes myself, an' he had this odd material as some sort of underwear, same as his robes. I found that book ya were looking through earlier in a pocket fold when I went and folded his cloak."

Oh thank god that was one question answered. I missed something the male had said, though his voice was sounding very, very familiar now. Sounded as though they had stopped right outside my door.

" - and last we checked, he was still out like a light. Has been for a week, and he's spat up all the food and water we've tried given him, but he's not changed at all."

"I see."

Wait a second.

"If I may ask, Sir Witcher -"

I knew why I knew that voice. I cracked one of my open a bit.

" - Why have ye taken such an interest in him? I thought yer kind didn't take part in anythin' without offer of coin."

"Well." Geralt of Rivia said, opening the door.

"I've taken a personal interest. And so have many, many others."

Geralt closed the door behind him as he entered the room, an elderly woman standing beside him. He had two swords strapped to his back, one silver and one steel, and was wearing an odd mixture of blue clothing and chain mail. He possessed a pleasant beard, and form his neck proudly hung an amulet shaped like a snarling wolf head.

Oh yes. There was no denying it now.

The Butcher of Blaviken, The White Wolf, and a dozen other titles had just entered a closed room with me when I was very distinctly not human.

When I was weakened.

And when he had just expressed interest in me.

Shit.
 
Chapter 14 - Living up to others expectations
Nobody's Memories
Chapter 14 - Living up to others expectations

Alright, all I had to think here. I was powerless, couldn't even move a cat at the moment, couldn't stop repeating myself, and luckily had nothing to distract me from maintaining the illusion of being asleep by maintaining a facade of sleep. I decided it was high time to drop the emotions as well, they wouldn't do me any good until I had to act human. Which I hopefully wouldn't, because if the universe acted around Geralt anything at all like it did around him in game, then he would leave after examining me and finding a few odd things, and then come back to try and confront me or something. I was clearly a side quest or something at most. " Contract: Man in Silver." Or something. For now I should just sit here.... and listen.

"And he hasn't moved?" Geralt finished asking the woman. I didn't hear anything, but I assume she nodded yes, because Geralt continued to speak. " You can leave now. It might be better if you do. Need to confirm something for myself."

What? No, Geralt, no! That's what the Government Agent says before he uses one of the aliens probes on it! Don't lock yourself in this room with me!

"O' course, Sir Witcher." The Woman said. No, curse you woman! I can hear you closing the door, don't you da- and it's closed. Of course. Brilliant.

Well, my breathing hasn't changed. Eyes are still closed. At the same time, I still can't feel or use any of my limbs. So I supposed the situation hadn't changed yet. I just had to see what he wanted with me or my cloak, and... ok, his footsteps made it sound like he was next to me. Scratch that, he actually was next to me, I could feel it. Was he looking at my face? Trying to figure out if I was awake or not? I wondered if-

"Silver Robes. Matches the descriptions...."

-oh my god he was talking out loud wasn't he. He was leaning over the bed now, towards my feet and where my clothing was.

"Feels like Silk, but not quite. Odd. Completely clean, can't even tell how it was made... but they say he fell into the mud. It certainly hasn't been cleaned..."

Feeling my Robes, apparently. I mean, really? That wasn't just a thing the game did? He actually talked out loud when investigating things?

"Definitely not a Wraith or a Ghost. Not some kind of Vampire either. I couldn't explain you otherwise." He said, and judging by the purring, petting the cat sitting on my chest. I would call him a traitor if he had ever been on my side. Anyway, I feel like the rule of three is going to apply here; some third reaction. Though whatever Geralt thought of me, it certainly sounded... odd. But not out of line for what I expected him to think of me.

"Oh. Well then."

That…. That didn't sound good. What had he seen? I hadn't felt him move or check anything.

"I don't quite think I know what you are anymore."

What did that even mean? C'mon Geralt, give me more than that before you leave.

"I know you're awake, by the way."

Or maybe don't and hurry up. I'll just continue as I was then.

The cat chooses this moment to stand up, walk up to me, and slap me with its paw. I unfortunately can't deny the physical movement of my eyes opening in response.

"Ow." I monotone. Let's see, throw my mask of emotions back on… 'Hope I didn't keep you holding your breath?" nope, that's far too sarcastic. And sounds like a pick up line. "Can't help it if I'm lazy, now can I?" Na, that... that was just bad. I needed to be intimidating and maybe a bit more confident and less narcissistic. I mean, I wanted to know what he had seen, but… oh wait, seen. He had viewed me with his Witcher Sense, hadn't he? Now I was legitimately concerned over what he had seen.

Now, back to figuring out what to say. He's just standing there, one eyebrow raised, the other on the hilt of his Silver sword – or at least I assume its silver. I didn't know what he thought I was and I certainly didn't remember which sword was which, though it was probably the one he had his hand on the hilt of. Speaking of, how did he remove it from his back? He pulled it up, and that meant it was actually physically impossible for him to take it out of its place on his back, or even to put it there. He couldnt do it easily, at least, and to do it in one smooth motion would end up cutting his neck or something. Even if he could do it because of reasons summarizable as "Magic" or "Magic Witcher Genetics", it didnt seem very practical -

Geralt just coughed awkwardly and the cat just walked next to my face. My time Dilation doesn't work right now, right. I'm not thinking in one-onehundreth the time I normally do but as a normal person, meaning I've been silent for several minutes. Ok, I can recover this.

"Hello Geralt of Rivia." Bad. Very Bad! Don't let him know I know him! " Can I ask how you knew I was awake?" Dammit no why was I saying these things I was saying?

"Only if I ask why you know my name." He said. I swear to god I could see his lips curling into a smile out of amusement, but regardless of that, I didn't want to do anything to make his opinion of me change from what it was now to "Kill it with Fire and Blade.".

"Your reputation precedes you. You've spent a very long time doing a great many good deeds for countless people, regardless of your price." I respond, slowly measuring each word. Nothing suspicious? Actually no shit that was super incriminating and made it sound like I was following him.

The Cat agreed by slowly shaking its head in shame.

"Fair enough." Geralt nods. "I knew you were awake the second you cracked one of your eyes open to see who was coming into the room, and left it open a bit too long."

Goddamnit sudden lack of and dependence upon time powers.

"…Fair enough." I say instead of that other thing that I definitely shouldn't say. Okay, nothing too bad so far. "So, was you speaking aloud just a show? Or a force of habit?" I instead say.

"Was you pretending to sleep when we came into the room just a show, or was it a force of habit?" He retorts. I forgot how badly and quickly the man could burn you... and it was both actually, for me at least, which applying that logic to him...

...No, it made sense. I mean, he probably didn't actually speak aloud to himself, and thought my sleeping was purely an act, but... eh.

"There were also questions in there. Addressed to you." Geralt adds.

"...I'll answer them, if you answer some of mine."

"Of course."

Alright, I could work with this.

" Who, and What, are you, for starters? Why did you come to Oxenfurt?" He began.

I could no longer work with this.

...Honesty was the best policy?

"To answer your second question first. I came here to finally leave the cave I live in and interact with people and sell crap, and maybe to find a few specific individuals."

...Too honest? Geralts brows had crossed. He looked quite concerned, but he was nodding now. "...I can accept that. My first question?"

I fidget a bit, unsure of how to answer this. It's... eh.

"I'm just another Nobody." I finally say. Yes, I can feel my mysteriousness and crypticism rising.

"I'm inclined to disagree."

"Oh really?"

"You certainly seem like a Somebody to me." Geralt says. "And I'm very curious in what you are."

"...There is no real answer beyond what I gave you. Just another Nobody who will live, die, and be forgotten. You can call me Solstice, if you wish." Because Etiquette.

"Well then, Solstice. Ask your question." Geralt says.

"Only one?"

"I'm not accepting 'Nobody' as an answer. That your question?"

"...Fair enough, and no, it isn't. Why are you so interested in me? I can think of several reasons, but..." I try to sound hesitant, human. I think I succeed. His reaction seems to indicate I have.

"I have been following your trail for quite some time. You pop up at a village, horrify them and make offers, and then leave. Several villages have been completely destroyed after you visit them. They call you a wraith, a demon, a hundred other things. I wouldn't be interested in you if it weren't for one thing." Geralt begins, pointing towards my clothes, which I really needed to work on referring to in a consistent manner. "They're made of something that I don't recognize, no matter how much it resembles an expensive import from some far off land, and when they move they glimmer like quicksilver and liquid. Frankly put, you match everything I'm looking for in a person - or, as you want to be known, a Nobody - who has set half of two kingdoms into a panic, in the War time. And you're very distinctly not human, because I found the carnage you left in your wake. Whatever you are, you are very dangerous, and apparently can't stop attracting monsters."

"And?"

"And you're not what I expected. You look like a concussed kid."

"Oh, why thank you. What, did you expect the Wild Hunt?"

"Yes."

"...Oh."

This exchange had grown to be uncomfortable, hadn't it?

He looked at me.

I looked at him.

"So, what does this mean for me?"

He draws his sword.

I think "Oh Shit" meaning I say oh shit. I try to move, but fail, instead flopping like a worm because apparently my spine works but nothing else does. And.... Geralt isnt attacking? Oh, he just drew his sword, and I missed my chance to over analyze how he draws it. Dang.

" It means, you can't be left alone, and certainly not in the city. You're a kid, meaning I can't feel justified or even reasonably kill you. Not without good reason."

Oh, Protagonists with strong moral grounds. How I love thee. Mainly for not killing me where I stand.

"So, I'm going to make a deal." He continues, apparently unconcerned by my flopping. The Cat is still next to me and very amused, to which I tell it Fuck You. As though it were psychic is slaps me with its paw again.

That or it's just a playful cat, but I have a Witcher to worry about here.

"You can come with me, until I figure out what to do with you, and how to do it safely for everyone involved. Most importantly, I care about getting you to leave the city, before more Monsters come to the gates. I get my answers, you get… Human Contact? A place to sell your wares? Whichever it is you prioritize."

"Or?"

"You die by my hands, for refusing to act in the greater good to save others when you otherwise couldn't." Geralt says, placing his sword against my throat. I stop trying to wiggle away. Well, while I would love to call his bluff - which he almost certainly is, and this seems incredibly out of character for him anyway - I would much rather go on living right now, and ... oh, I can move my Pinkie now! I don't know which Pinkie I can move. Great.

"....Well, you drive a hard bargain, but I clearly think we know what deal I'm going to take." I say. Hm, I wonder why I can speak when I can't feel the rest of m- no, worry about that later Solstice.

Sheaving his sword onto his back again, dammit I missed it again how is he so quick, he nods. "A reasonable decision." He holds out his hand. "Care to shake on it?"

I stare at the hand. I don't think he would mock me, but...

Does he not know?

"Geralt?"

"Yes?"

"I can't move my body right now."

"Oh."

A glorious beginning to a relationship based on violence. Clearly.

The Cat slapped me again, and I fell out of the bed, having wiggled too close to the edge.

My dignity is dead, isn't it?
 
Chapter 15 - A Boring yet Exciting Timeskip [Kind Of]
Nobody's Memories
Chapter 15 - A Boring yet Exciting Timeskip [Kind Of]

Geralt apparently wasn't willing to risk the city's safety longer than he needed to after I had agreed to come with him. Unfortunately for him, I still couldn't move my spine or use my powers, and I was unwilling to touch anything in my head until I wasn't struck down with miscellaneous ills and confined to a bed. At the end of the first day, I had finally regained the ability to move my fingers. We talked once more, and decided that we would give me a week to recover, and then ride out. I did not look forward to encountering more horses.

He watched me closely for that week, of course. Except for when he didn't, and went off with some contract to fulfill, and new wounds and scratches on his body that would heal within the day. Irregardless, as my body recovered from the apparent flagrant overuse of my powers, he questioned me. He was curious, of course, about why I had collapsed; the best explanation I could offer was an attempt on my life. He asked much more obvious questions as well, the kind I expected him to have asked during our first conversation - Where had I gotten my 'merchandise', what could I do, could I fight, did I have any enemies, why did monsters follow me - anything he needed to better evaluate me as a threat or as a person. I was mostly honest, even when he brought up my interests and I had to try to explain as best I could my hobbies in context. And, of course, the question of exactly what I was. Whatever it was Geralt could see me as, or see around me, or however his Witcher Sense worked, he was totally convinced that I wasn't entirely human. He had his theories, but wanted me to tell him.

My answer never changed. "Just another nobody." I would say.

I asked my own questions too, of course. Not many, but just enough about him that I could be justified in the use of my meta knowledge on his life and to seem as though I was validating wild stories and rumors, or flagrant exaggerations from whichever history book he had made his way into that definitely existed. I also asked enough to figure out what had happened to my stuff. My wagon, cart, whatever – I didn't even pretend to care about its actual name – had been taken by the city, and aside from a "small" tax fee taken from my stock due to keeping it somewhere out of the way and where it wouldn't be stolen, and also due to my stay here, even if I hadn't actually taken up any resources other than a bed. My horse was being kept in an Inns stable, which was… joy. Yay. At least this one was cooperative, and hopefully wouldn't cause another local mass extinction of horses by refusing to cooperate when the week was up.

Sometime near the end of the week, when I could move around but not so much as stop a cat from beating me in a contest of strength – something which happened far too frequently for my tastes – I asked him what he had done to my journal. He tossed it to me, which then knocked me over and onto my ass because yes, I was that much of a pushover right now. He couldn't read it, something I was glad for but yet oddly confused by. After all, they wrote in English, and I wrote in large, blocky text to avoid the issue I usually provoked when writing of no one being able to read whatever it was I had wrote, including me. When I tentatively preached the subject, Geralt looked at my for a moment before pulling a book from the shelf, showing it to me.

I then realized it was another language. Same alphabet, different language being perceived as English. I hoped there wasn't a limitation there.

This, of course, prompted more questions from Geralt concerning my native tongue, and alphabet. I couldn't give him a reasonable explanation, because as one might expect, I wasn't willing to open the can of worms that the cosmic truths I could dish out about the world would bring. We did, however, finally address the issue of the monsters which followed me and apparently would repeatedly raze villages to the ground. To be fair, I was surprised by this fact. I had never revisited the villages or towns I had gone to after leaving behind offerings and the day I would return, and what with the lack of constant monster attacks after the first day, I had assumed it wouldn't be so large a problem as it had apparently become. I had even slowed time down and gone hunting for anything that might be stalking me at a distance several times, only finding your usually monster population doing fuck all besides providing free body horror shows.

Speaking of, Horror. An emotion I was glad I couldn't feel on this world, and should probably be concerned by how I can barrel muster any fake empathy for those who evoke it.

On the final day, I could finally move every limb without issue, and pick up t he cat by the scruff of its neck rather than have it shove me off the bed despite my feeble protests yet again. I swear it stood on its hind legs and crossed its arms for a moment after I dropped it though… ah well. I wasn't at the peak of my strength, but it was enough. My Time Dilation hadn't returned either, though I did swear that on occasion things seemed to slow down around me. I still hadn't touched any of the other building or stable pools of energy. I could also still make Gateways to the Corridors of Darkness, so I had an escape if need be. I didn't plan on it.

It was right after I had gotten dressed, finally pulling on my cloak once more, that Geralt walked into the room, boots bloodied and sporting fresh wounds. I decided to cover up the fact I had basically just been acting like a moron because the robes felt like a part of me by asking him exactly how many contracts and job offers he had been getting to be going out almost every day and coming back twelve hours later.

He said none, and that he had been dealing with larger monsters that were apparently drawn to me and brave or uncaring enough to come closer to the city's gates.

I said oh.

He said we were moving out today, and I nodded before thinking back in retrospect to the past week. Geralt just asked me when I was going to stop standing here, and I think I'm just going to keep doing this for the moment.

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" ...And you rode here on that?" Geralt asked, watching me attempt to get my horse too cooperate. It was refusing, apparently feeling a bit vengeful over the whole many beatings thing, which I didn't feel like repeating in Geralts presence. He was currently gently stroking Roach, his truly intimidating Horse's snout. Roach was looking at me rudely. I was convinced this would ultimately only end well.

"...Yep." I say, finally succeeding in getting the saddle on the horse. I suspected Geralt would step in if I took too long.

"....Does she have a name? He asked, having just fed Roach an apple.

"He's a She?" I look at him, 'surprised'. I didn't know, so that makes it easier. I do wonder if my view on life is negatively affecting my progress to becoming a person, what with how I've recently been viewing emotion. "Nah, no name, I stopped after horse 50 or so, and by then they were getting pretty forgettable anyway."

Geralt stares. He had apparently forgotten to ask about my past horses.

"Not long till I'm ready to go." I say. "Shouldn't take that much longer."

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It then took 7 hours.

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Three days later, we rode over the top of the hill, I resisting my horses efforts to kick me off of it and Geralt riding a bit further ahead before stopping. It was a pleasant, very tense three days in which I had nearly figured out his exact plan, and I had decided to blame the Crones for all my monster issues. Because Fuck the crones, and we were quickly growing close to them anyway. But I digress.

"You know the drill." Geralt murmured. I looked up from where I was fiddling with my saddle to see a village in the distance, obscured by woods and mist. I nod and reluctantly pull my hood off. It felt right when it was up and unnatural when it was off, but we had - in a startling burst of common sense - went and said no, it was not smart to ride into civilized places with my magical and unsettling face obscuring hood up.

"You ride ahead and see if it is safe for me to follow, or if we even need to visit, yes." I say. He nods, and like that, rides off towards the village on Roach.

Now... how to settle my bor-

This is when my horse bucked me off. Yes, my dignity was very dead, my time dilation was expressing itself in the bare minimum, but I was still forevermore going to be bored.
 
Chapter 16 - Being Stalked
Nobody's Memories
Chapter 16 - Being Stalked

I'll be honest, I didn't have it in me to move after the horse kicked me off of it and just stood there, lost in some sort of smug horse-based self satisfaction. One might even say I lacked the heart to. Regardless, I was just fine laying there on the dirt road either way, tampering with my mind, figuring how far I could tighten that feeling in the back of my mind before everything hurt again, or I risked breaking it.

The answer was not very far. Time barely slowed before I needed to stop slowing things down, and I could only hold it for 10 minutes – 10 minutes to myself that was. But again, it was much better than being powerless. I wasn't anywhere near my full strength, being only roughly human and far less impressive than Geralt, and while I was still stupidly durable – I had forced Geralt to test exactly how much force it took to hurt me without any time dilation to make things hurt less, and the answer was "A lot of force falling from a great height, a very heavy rock, and a crapton of magic".

That had been an interesting morning.

I also didn't remove myself from the ground because pondering didn't require me to exert any physical effort and I was a procrastinator.

For the past 10 days, I had been trying to figure out why my Time Dilation had been broken so spectacularly. I had tested it before, after all, and broken it by simply overexerting it. The effects then had just been disturbingly similar to if I was a boss who had been stunned, so that the player would stand a fair chance against him. The Symptoms had been the same, too - muscle fatigue, a loss of feeling in my limbs, disorientation, ringing in my ears, black spots... the fact I knew my breaking point was why I had known to push that far in the first place. Had it been how I disengaged it? The time I spent pushing myself that far? Because several hours spent slowing down time to the point where I couldn't tell if it had stopped or not while constantly moving had probably put a hellish amount of strain on my body.

But regardless, I was just retreading old ground now aaaaaaand bored. I couldn't shuffle through my cart, I had put it back into the loot cave... no cats to abuse me.... well then. I finally sit up, ignoring the horse still silently gloating next to me, and instead look towards the village. It looks oddly.... Victorian, especially considering what these places were normally like. Might be a town, now that I think about it. Whichever one was bigger, that's what this place was - wooden shacks, log cabins, even a few brick buildings, a wooden wall with a gate thatched roofs of course, but also tiled roofs. Vines crawled up and down the walls and the roofs of almost all the buildings, and all of this was built partially hidden by the woods, which grew thicker and thicker the further back they went. It was also, unfortunately, quite foggy. It provided a creepy, chilling atmosphere, the kind one would expect from any horror movie building suspense. Ordinarily, such connections and observations might be ignored, especially since I could no longer be bothered by such things.

But this was the kind of world where that atmosphere meant "Super-Murder-Monster is HERE", and was a direct result of it trying to eat your face off. So... y'know. Sure, it could just be a foggy day - it was, the entire field was fogged up for miles, and there was a river close by - but was I willing to take that chance? Nope.

It just meant I had to be incredibly vigilante, therefore staving off my boredom. For example, I can see Geralt a few minutes ride ahead of me now, almost at the village's entrance. He was mostly a big, black blob, but...

...he was moving awfully slow compared to Roach's normal canter. And the mist.... it was oddly runny, wispy, advancing much more slowly than it had been earlier. My horse... no, I just couldn't tell, she was standing there with the dumbest, goofiest face imaginable on a horse. Regardless, it appeared my passive Time Dilation was working again. The question here was why; what danger had it judged me to be in? Lets see here...

... nothing hiding in the village to ambush Geralt, at least not blatantly; nothing behind or above and about to pounce; no vibrations beneath my feet... The woods? Right to left, let's see here...

...Aaaaand that's a big blurry vaguely human shape watching me from the woods. It looks at me, as though it somehow noticed it had caught by attention, and its gone in a moment, so fast I can't even see it move, or even where it went. Whatever it was, it was very, very fast... and very dangerous. I take note that the fog is moving normally again and looks towards Geralt, who has ridden into town by now, hopping off of roach and guiding him towards what is probably an Inn. I look back at where whatever had been watching us had been, and measure waiting for Geralt to return against following whatever it had been now.

I'm at the edge of the woods where it was a minute later.

This was so, so very stupid and I knew it. But I wouldn't engage whatever this thing was, not yet. I just wanted to pick up its trail before it went cold. I could at least point Geralt in the right direction with his Witcher Sense later, because god knew that it was infinitely more effective at tracking people than I was. Magic Gene Therapy bullshit, it was.

Lets start with obvious things. First off, footprints, or at least some sign of bushes and other plants being crushed under foot or shoved aside. Whatever I had seen, it was large, and had to leave behind some sign it had been here. Second off, torn branches that indicate where whatever it might've been broke limbs off trees by sheer virtue of size; third off, realize that I don't know what I'm doing and that neither of those things were here. No imprints of any degree in the fresh dirt, no brambles crushed or depressed, no signs in the trees that whatever it had been was ever here.

Clearly a good sign. A large, intelligent, humanoid creature that moved fast enough I couldn't follow it with my currently meager time dilation, so stealthy I couldn't find any sign that it had been standing here, and dangerous enough that it set off my passive time dilation simply by watching me.

A leaf chose this moment to very delicately, and much more slowly than it should have, fall into my path of vision. I did not know why, nor did I care why it had fallen. A very gentle breach, lighter than it should have been and lasting longer as well, kicked up. It felt as though something was breathing down my neck. There are Crows, sitting in the trees, suddenly cawing, the noise prolonged and drawn out.

And the mist was once more wispy, advancing at a rate just slow enough to let me know something was wrong once more.

I looked, and found nothing.

I ran.
 
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Chapter 17 - Watchers in the Mist

There were things, moving in the mist. Dark, blurry shapes, visible out of the corner of my eyes, moving barely fast enough for me to notice, but just fast enough. Fading in and out of my vision, as far ahead as I could see. Or perhaps they were just shapes in the fog, a mind trying to find anything it could. Ill defined, I had no idea how many there might be, how far they truly were.

The branches in the trees would rustle. Leaves might fall. A twig may break. A Bush may rustle. And the feeling of being watched may fall upon me. But I saw nothing, and could never dismiss the noises as simple flora and fauna. After all, there were Crows in the trees, silently watching and taking flight to places unknown.

Yet so far, nothing had slowed. Not my pace, not time, and certainly not whatever might be following me. I was not disturbed, not perturbed, not placed off guard by anything that tried to mess with my mind; I would have my warning, and I would have a weapon to fight with. But despite that, my breath was heavy, my body not yet recovered from when I had been struck down; the Fog seeping into my lungs, feeling much heavier than it should, seeming to weigh me down as I moved.

I was not yet jumping at shadows, expecting them to be whatever played with me, finally revealing itself; and it might be a long while yet. I could exhibit paranoid behavior, but not be driven to true paranoia; but I expected myself to have some limit. And I was truly being played with here.

I had no idea exactly how long I had been running. My internal clock was reliable, but only good if I attempted to pay attention to it; if the timer I set ticking in myself wasn't shoved aside, thrown to the floor and off the table of my mind, Because when I was being watched by something hiding behind every shadow, and expecting it to come any moment, it could not be trusted. But even still, I had been fleeing for a half hour now, and came no closer to the village. Its gate rose in the distance, roofs poking out from beyond that, hidden by the pearly white fog and obscured by distance, sitting exactly as far away as it had before I tried to abscond from the mist.

Changing my course to head out of the woods and to my horse didn't change a thing, either; I could walk and run for as long as I wanted, but the hills would grow no closer, the mist no deeper. Any way I walked, no matter what I tried – no matter how many trees marked, how loud I called for help, to be noticed by Geralt – nothing changed, and yet everything seemed to change.

My mind was being played with.

And I did not like that one bit. It meant I couldn't trust my senses, couldn't trust where I put my feet in front of me, and couldn't know if the next noise I heard from out in the mist was real or not. I could have run a mile by now and I wouldn't have noticed the difference. It meant that, when I could no longer run, NO longer keep moving as I had, my body tired... I stopped. And looked behind me. There was nothing, just more briefly seen shadows and shapes at the tiniest edge of my vision, so indistinct and non descriptive that I almost didn't believe they were there before they were gone.. I should've expected it , really. Like whatever was going on here would simply allow me to confront it directly. I couldn't be that lucky, to actually get into a fight after so long, even if I had to do so weaponless and almost powerless. And so I set my internal clock ticking, a steady beat in the back of my mind, ever present as events proceed around me.

So instead, I sat. The Crows began to caw again, calling for more of them to come and sit in the branches. I waited, the fog moving normally, and the breeze that felt as though something were breathing down my neck picking up again, gently blowing the leaves. A few of the crows fly off their spots on the branches, to land around me. Their heads are turns and hung so that they may stare at me, their eyes red and beady, some well kept and some mangier than a mutt left to die. They make odd noises with their beaks, a rasping instead of a crowing that sounds like an old woman trying to recall how to speak, because she forgot how to long ago. Their numbers grow as more and more leave the trees, and as they do the cawing grows quieter and the rasping louder, less like an old woman and more like some ancient thing trying to speak because it has long forgotten how. Eventually those on the ground outnumber those in the trees, their rasping seeming less and less distinctive, their eyes odd red tint all staring at me. The shapes at the edge of my vision grow closer, the shapes that I now realize the creatures must not realize I can see darting across my field of vision growing faster and more frequent; and yet still nothing comes to try and claim my head from my shoulders, my flesh from my bone, my heart from where it should be but is not.

A few of the Crows land on me, now; on my shoulders or my legs. I am almost willing to give up, to finally open a Gateway to the Corridors of Darkness to seek escape, no longer concern myself with what might come next. I can feel the Crows ancient voice drone on, the silent thrumming of my mind move slowly onward, and the shapes move but do nothing; yet they grow closer, grow louder, grow more coherent...

And so I am just almost willing.

The noises in the mist stopped some time ago, or so I note. Before I set my clock to beat, but after I had stopped moving. The little detail seemed relevant, considering everything move now, yet save for the intentionally made noises the forest was deathly still. Once more the wind began, warm and soft on my neck,much warmer than before; as though some creature was bearing down on me, ready to finally pounce. I felt as though the voice of the crows, older than I could ever hope to be and born in some place where the eldest living things had long since been preserved in stone, and the primordial spirit of nature itself lived on, finally had a message to give me. A question.

The voices seemed to slow, their words chosen slowly and carefully. The wind seems no less warm, simply less fierce in its intensity. And the shapes growing ever closer had grown ever harder to find, almost upon me.

Tick

Why are you here?
The voice whispered into the deepest recess of my mind. Why have you come?

Tock.


I had no answer to give.

Tick.

Help me
It murmurs into the space where my heart once was. An interloper is upon you.

Tock.


I did not understand. The voices did.

Tick

We are tired, child.
The voice utters, and my body trembles We cannot deal with the Thing in our woods.

Tock


I listened, and so too did I listen to the noise in my head. And so I understood, but perhaps not what was intended to be learned. I had finally understood the crows whispering for the past 24 seconds.

6 had passed

Tick.

There were no more shapes darting around in front of me, or hiding just at the edge of my vision. The fog was moving much slower than it had moments earlier, when I had thought the rasping had slowed.

Ti-

Claws, too many of them for me to count, tore at me from the fog; pale and greasy, unhealthy and lean; they swiped with long, dirty, nails. Fists swung down at my head as though they intended to hammer me, and the ravens sat and stared. I fell, a Gateway finally opened underneath my feet; and so all of the attacks missed as I sunk into the edges of the Realm of Darkness, Ravens accompanying me as fog slowly seeped through into a realm where light was never meant to touch; I could see naught but blurry shapes already vanishing through the still opened gate. The noise of the chant-like rasp still echoed around me, but were muffled; as though I was listening to it while submerged.

The fog recoiled, as though it were alive; taking the shape of grasping hands and open palms, of tendrils and screaming faces, retreating back to where it came. The Ravens followed, slowly cawing, no longer rasping; some of the ravens that had fallen through, or been sitting on me, also dissolved into a fine mist which shriveled and burst, dispersing into a very thin pea-like sheen. The Gateway closed itself, leaving me submerged in the darkness, surrounded by a thin yet all encompassing fog, free to finally see what shape that the Corridors had shaped themselves into.

An endless, twisted, leafless forest stretched before me, both above and below; the ground both where it should be and sitting where the sky should exist. The branches are twisted and gnarled, reaching as far and wide as they can, intertwining with the branches of trees that hung opposite of them; and etched onto every free surface were symbols and runes, written languages dead, alive, and yet to be made. Every trees roots were uprooted, standing free and naked to air and still written; and from whichever floor they sprung there grew not one single blade of grass.

As I sunk further, fast now that I was no longer in any sort of danger from attackers still unknown, the roots below sprung up, revealing a patch of very, very dark space; a void as empty as I could ever know. The roots rose like they had minds of their own, seizing me; I did not struggle, and so they quickly lower themselves back into place, putting me into the hole that they once more covered.

-ck.

And so I emerged from a Gateway back into the world in the same second that I entered it, spat out by a glowing black vortex at the same speed I had fallen into it.

I took a moment to gain my bearings, and saw that I was now standing before the front gates of the village, its gate as open and ever and the fog thankfully much lower. A glance towards the hills revealed Geralt had not yet returned, and that my horse was still just standing there. Judging by the lack of screaming and panicked voices, none of the townsfolk had noticed me; though this seemed like a sleepy place.

I hoped it wasn't a dead place as I set off to find Geralt.

I had gained two Catty followers. Both of them were Tabbies, and currently sitting on the table me and Geralt were sitting at, located just outside an Inn Geralt had lodged rooms in. Confirmation of many different things; that he thought it was safe for us to stay in town, that he believed something was wrong enough for him to be here, or that my presence didn't matter. I considered myself lucky to have found him so quickly, though I had yet to brief him on my encounter. We sat in the shade one of many large trees in this place, of which this town possessed many; enough that it was covered in a perpetual shade, both day and night. Luckily, the fog here was almost nonexistent; and where it was, it barely rose to ones foot. I sipped a cup of tea, though calling it such was generous, and listened to Geralt speak.

"This town... Solstice, does it feel wrong to you? Off, in the slightest of ways?" Geralt asked. Ah, so he was testing me. Seeing what I could gleam of the situation. I took a moment to sit the cup of tea down, and to watch the townsfolk go about their business. People talking and gossiping, a man driving a wagon towards his store, children playing in the streets. The shade that covered the whole town, the fog silently seeping into the roads, a Crow watching us and perched upon a low hanging branch.

"...Definitely." I respond, turning back to face him. He nods.

"Tell me, what can you tell about the people? How they act?" Geralt murmurs, quiet so as to not be overheard. Yes, what can I tell him? The people seemed quite normal to me. I can't see or sense any degree of fear or weariness, of excitement over some new piece of gossip involving some persons death, can't spot them doing or feeling much of anything, to be honest. In fact, everybody within my pitiful range of heart-sensing abilities felt... dull. Muted. Their actions seemed pointless, as though they were going through the motions; and I had a distinct feeling that if I were to look one of them in the eyes, they would be glassy and glazed.

"They're acting like they were just that... Actors on some stage. Going through their day step by step, not even paying us any attention, because we aren't part of that play. We aren't even a part of the audience, sitting in the seats." I murmur back just as quietly, keeping an eye on the Crow. It hadn't blinked once, nor made a noise, since I had watched it land on its branch.

"I think I know what we're dealing with." Geralt whispers. He moves to stand, but I motion for him to sit back down. "Geralt. I haven't had a chance to tell you yet, but I was attacked earlier. It's why I followed you in." I tell him. I speak up, but not loud enough to be overhead. No reaction from the crow. A look of concern comes over Geralts face at this news, and he sits himself back down.

"Tell me everything." He says. And so I do, in a low, hushed tone, occasionally answering his questions. Of the fog that seemed to be alive, of the whispers from the Crows, of the claws, of the things just outside my vision, and of how no matter how far I ran or how fast I moved, the town never drew any nearer. He frowns as I speak, and it only deepens as I answer his questions. Eventually, as quietly and subtly as I could, I gestured towards the Crow that has been watching us. His eyes follow, and he nods in understanding.

A person walks by, and we grow quiet. I pick up one of the cats and begin to stroke it, and yet all of us watch the woman until she turns a corner.

"...What are we dealing with, Geralt?" I ask.

"It sounds like you had an encounter with a Foglet." Geralt says, taping a finger as he thinks. It is almost certainly a trick of my eyes, but I swear the fog moves in response to the name. And it is one I recognize; I had encountered them when playing the game. I had only encountered them once; however...

"Are Foglets capable of that much? I thought they weren't nearly so deadly, just Necrophages who could become fog, and generate it. Not much more, not much else." I say. It certainly fits, but...

"Some are." Geralt says. "The oldest, the wisest, the cleverest... they can make illusions, and not just tricks of the mind. Solid, tangible things. Things that can hurt.But certainly not as much as you say you dealt with, not like you encountered..." He trails off.

"What are we dealing with, then?" I want to beg, but don't. He'll tell me with time, and nothing was adding up.

"A Leshen." Geralt utters. The Crow caws for the first time, startling Geralt, and we both stare at it. I take a moment to examine what I know of Leshens. Tall, Shaman-esque figures... skulls masks... wolves.... and...

Ah.

"I don't quite understand." I inquire, stealing Geralt's attention away from the crow. "I understand maybe believing so due to the Crows. And their voice. But is it enough to discount that a particularly old Foglet is involved?"

Geralt takes one look at me, his expression contemplative. He glances at the crow one, at the streets, and then back to me one last time. "Did you ever go to the center of town?" He asks. I shake my head no. "It's better to show you." He mutters, standing up. I put the cat down, and follow him as he leads me through town. Behind us we hear the Caw of a crow and the rustling of branches, and don't need to look behind us to know that the bird is gone.

I take the time as I follow Geralt towards the towns center to examine the people. To note that they're moving like puppets, limp and emotionless or stiff and mechanical; confirmed that when I gazed into a mans eyes, I found they were glazed over. That people would, on occasion, do odd things and just keep repeating actions regardless of if they served a purpose or if their task was done. Such as the woman carrying empty water pails as she walked back and forth.

I hear rustling in the trees ahead, and Geralt has slowed; I turn my attention upward, towards the trees, and watch three crows flutter down to perch themselves on a piece of wood, laying in a particularly shadowy spot of town and surroudned by massive trees.

"This is why I believe its a Leshen." Geralt says. And then I realize what the three crows have landed on, occasionally cawing at us and staring with an unwavering gaze.

A bloody shrine, taking the form of a scarecrow like body wearing a deer's skull strapped to a wooden cross, covered in guts and vines, lays at the towns center; and at its feet are skulls and flowers, belonging to every species local to the area, and some that were not. The smell of blood and rot hit me, and I realized the blood was recent; dripping down off the shrine. I follow its gaze and realize where the smell of Rot is coming from as I see the freshly kill mans carcass.

"Oh." I say.

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I apologize for not posting this yesterday; for those who didn't read my above post, I fell asleep while finishing it up. And for those starved for action... it's coming. Next Chapter. Any comments on how decent or horribly I botched trying to write horror are thanked.
 
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Chapter 18 - "WHY AM I THE BAIT?!"

The room is quiet. There is no fog seeping through the cracks, no Ravens staring through the window; and no listeners to spy upon us and listen in upon me and Geralt. Partly because both I and Geralt have keen ears, mine simply sharpened and his superhuman; but also because the Inn was empty, and its rooms dusty. Even ours was, and its beds were made and had gone without use in for a period of time long yet unknown.

There was also the fact that the Innkeeper, a dusty-haired man with a well-trimmed beard, wasn't in any better a state of mind than the rest of the town. He simply stood by his bar, nodding every now and then, cleaning the same exact spotless glass with a worn down rag. He wasn't moving anytime soon.

The trip to the room had been equally as uneventful as our current stay in this room after I had been shown the shrine; it had not disturbed me, which was perhaps the worst part of the entire experience. It hadn't occurred to me until now, but all I had taken it as was a sign that Yes, a Leshen or something similar was involved. As par for the course in this world, an inevitable part of existing here and not moving on to the next world yet. Which, yes, it was inevitable that I would encounter something as fucked up as that; because in retrospect, I already had. I essentially was one of those very fucked up things, considering how gruesomely and emotionlessly I had effortlessly butchered hundreds of bandits by this point. It was the lack of feeling in my heart, that coldness that I had chosen to acknowledge once more, that was … well, not disturbing. It would imply I had felt something. Just… distinctly… something, that made my emptiness yearn.

But here I was, complaining to myself when I couldn't be annoyed, splayed out across a bed and thinking about non-relevant things instead of the town, its inhabitants, and how their reactions might be useful and might imply about the Leshen. I didn't suppose I had anything better to do, though, considering Geralt was sitting cross-legged on his bed and meditating, trying to come up with some sort of combat plan.

He had been taking so long I was almost tempted to try and speed up time rather than slow it, if it weren't for how most of my experiments with Time Dilation had ended recently. Hint, it involved personal pain and crippling my combat capabilities. Ah, how I missed you acknowledgement that I was a nobody and Denial of the fact via a mask of emotions I was slowly getting better at upholding. I could even do sentimental now! And excitement! Back on the Mask that was only halfway off goes.

Is Geralt still siting there? He is? Well, time to break the silence.

"Geralt, I posses a few concerns." And thus is the silence of 3 hours broken.

"Yes?" Geralt cracks an eye open to look at me.

"Well, beyond the fact that you're concerned over whatever we're dealing with here, and that it clearly posses abnormal powers or desires regardless of whatever it may be, I must express concern over my weapon. Namely, the fact that I don't have a weapon on my person right now, and that it isn't silver." I tell him. It wasnt exactly my fault that no merchant or bandits I ran across had a Silver Sword on them. He opens both eyes, and stares at me. He is clearly contemplating something, and I feel like he realized something about me, but I don't know what. That, however, is in between his contemplation. Eventually, he comes to a decision, reaching towards a bag at the foot of the bed and shuffling through it. Oh, really? What was he going to give me, a dagg-

...He just pulled a sword out of a bag that literally couldn't physically hold it. I... WHAT? How did h- That's outright not a thing in setting! I mean, sure, I could fit way too many swords in my inventory before being overburdened -

My train of though it interrupted by said impossible being thrown into my face while my brain failed to compute. What a nice sheave I note.

"That should do. Not the best, but solid and reliable." He said. I nodded to him, mentally putting the bag aside, and pull out the blade. It gleams from the meager light shining into the room, creating a reflection that covers most of the ceiling; I turn it to inspect its shape, and find it to be almost identical to Geralts Silver sword. I turn to him, and find him cleaning a much larger, nastier blade than the one I had seen him wearing earlier, which appeared identical to the one I now held. The much nastier blade he was cleaning was almost certainly Silver.

Well then. Ignoring that.

I hold my new blade gently, and bend it; letting go, it flexes back and forth. That's... good, though I have no real idea how good. Final test...

Thrak!

My sword is now lodged into the bed frame. Yay. I mean, it didn't break, so I know I can use it without it breaking now! So that's good enough. Takes a bit of effort to remove it, but whatever. It wasn't like the Inn's owner would mind, or even notice, the new very deep slash in his bed's frame.

"So Geralt, what now?" I ask, sheaving the blade and trying to figure out

"We wait. I hope you weren't bored, because we're going to be waiting here a while. I have a plan." I note Geralt has put away his other sword somewhere I can't see and is polishing another. It isn't the one he was wearing earlier either, but instead a much large, nastier sword; a green cleaver adorned with a skull on its hilt that looks like it was made to cut you in two. His Steel Sword, I hope.

"How long?" I ask, walking to look out the window. The Sun isn't visible, but its light is, tinging the sky Orange and Yellow as it sets.

"Midnight." I stop putting the sword into my cloak and turn to look at him. He looks like he wants to add something.

I am already slamming my head against the door.


"Geralt." I say as we walk into the forest. "This doesn't seem like the smartest of plans, especially considering you haven't informed me of the plan, and that we have followers." I say, gesturing to the Crows in the trees around us. In fact, it seemed less than intelligent, all things considered. He had asked me to show him where I had seen the large, human figure watching us, and so I had agreed; the moon bright and full above us in a dark and cloudy night's sky and shining through the trees, we waded through the mist as it grew thicker and higher than it had earlier.

"I know." Geralt said, examining the ground. "Footprints... a day old, very light. Large and clawed..." He trails off under his breath, sniffing the air a bit. The Fog grows a bit thicker, the light illuminating it, making it shine a bright white, as though it were chalk dust under a spotlight. The trees are barely visible after a certain distance, turning into dark outlines and eventually fading from view altogether. A horribly croaking that sounds more like scratching comes from the trees, where I last heard the Ravens land. Apparently smelling something, Geralt sets off at a rapid pace deeper into the woods.

The clouds in the sky, never a good sign, move to cover the Moon; there is a crack, and rain begins to fall. It is quick, unnatural, and yet light.

"Nothing you say will convince me that walking into this is a good idea, Geralt." I follow him, keeping quiet. Though I'm not sure if I truly saw it, I could have sworn I saw something moving in the distance, just beyond what I could normally see. "So just try me." I pull my hood up now, the rain growing heavier, thunder in the distance crackling louder.

"We need to know what we're facing." Geralt says, walking further and deeper into the woods. Past where I had presumably reached earlier. "If it is a Leshen, one old as we may think, then our job here will be very difficult. I don't believe that most of my usual methods are valid here. Finding the center of the woods, its deepest, darkest grove, may go a long way to helping us. And if it is a Foglet, then we simply need to make it come to us instead of have us come to it. We won't find it, and if we do, it will not be in favorable conditions." He tries to explain his reasoning, and I nod, though the number of shapes at the barest edge of my vision have grown in number. Geralt stops for a moment, and I hear him sniff the air once more.

"The trail's gone cold." He says, turning to face me.

"So Geralt, how do we draw... whatever it is, out?" I say, making an opened-armed sweeping gesture with my hands. "This is a big forest. I doubt we can find this things grove,or however a Leshen works, if a Witcher hasn't killed it by now. And though whatever it is may be stalking us, or watching us, I don't think it'll come so openly with two of us clearly armed." I say. I doubt it within my mind, however, because of the things I can see just beyond my sight once more, dashing from tree to tree and drawing nearer much faster than before.

"One of us." Geralt corrects, and I acknowledge that as truth. I had placed my new sword within my Coat's folds, and out of sight. "Even then, Geralt. There are two of us, and you are a Witcher." I glance up, and peak at the moon, very few slivers of light shining through the trees, though their canopy is lighter here, a sort of clearing in the woods. I had to squint, in some poor effort to keep water from getting into my eyes, but even I could tell this wouldn't be the kind of weather that tipped a battlefield to our favor.

"Perhaps we should…" I begin to say as I look back to Geralt, only to realize Geralt isn't there, and that I am now alone. I then realized he had been answering all of my questions at once by telling me "One of us.".

"Real funny, Geralt! Ha ha ha!" I mock-laughed, staring at the shapes. They had grown… much, much closer. Far faster than earlier. I heard rustling in the trees, and looked up to see a Crow flutter down, to land in front of me. It appeared it wasn't being waterlogged, but still puffed up, smelling rancid now that it was soaked. It sat there, staring at me with its head cocked and one eye facing me. More and more fluttered down from the trees and through the canopy, surrounding me. Within moments, they were of the same number as they had been when last I was lost in the woods.

Lightning flashed somewhere in the distance, illuminating the woods and creating shadows and silhouettes.

The Ravens remained silent. All I could hear was their wings fluttering, thunder crackling, and the rain dropping.

"Seriously though, Geralt!" I say, raising my voice. "WHY AM I THE BAIT?!?" I yell, knowing why. They knew me. They thought I was vulnerable. And I had escaped them before. I couldn't quite describe what I was as unhappy, but it was what I was.

The shapes drew nearer, and the crows began to rasp. I heard them, and they began to sound like a voice that wasn't truly a voice, sleepy and old and ragged; but it seemed as though it had finally remembered how to speak without a struggle.

The Interloper and it's kin The voices etch into my mind as one. Dispose of them.

That was… concerning.

We will not be deposed. My body tells me, a message from it. They are already upon you.

And with that, the Murder of Crows takes off as one, shrieking. I check the corner of my eye, and see that they are right. Shapes, blurry and undefined, prowl towards me; there are three of them, no longer hiding, no longer just outside of my visions range. They move slowly, crawling towards me on all fours and possessing an arched back, like canines. It appears I, in fact, make excellent bait, and that there was indeed Foglets, or at least simple Necrophages, involved.

I reach towards the folds of my Coat, where I placed the silver sword; prepared to draw it as they draw near. I must wonder why they, whatever they actually are, are acting so straightforward; are they frustrated with my escape from our last encounter? Where was Geralt? And why were they moving so sl-

My thoughts are interrupted when a burst of lightning illuminates the forest, for a brief moment, but a moment longer than it should have. There is a very, very large shadow of a bony, hunched over creature behind me. The realization that my Time Dilation had activated hit me.

"Son of a-"

And like that, I am punched very, very hard and far, tumbling and rolling as dirt is kicked up around me, eventually coming to a stop after crashing into a tree, splinters flying like shrapnel and the tree probably being ruined. I have barely a moment to remove the sword from my Coat before whatever had attacked me was upon me again, appearing in front of me with its fists clenched together as it swung down to attempt to crush me. I clench down in the back of my mind as I jump away from its claws and the ruined tree, now able to view whatever had been attacking me as though it was moving normally and simply very fast, rather than too fast for me to see.

It is indeed a Foglet; a very, very big Foglet, that towered over me. Its flesh was greener than the leaves on the trees, its face was shrunken and shriveled, resembling a goblin hags; and its bones were exposed to the world, as were its tiny guts and organs, pulsing and beating away in whatever type of Exoskeleton it had developed. I adopt a ready stance as it glares at me, sword held ready. I glance behind it, and can see the silhouettes of three other Foglets, as large as I am with bones sticking from their flesh, as they turned towards us. And above one of them was Geralt's outline, falling towards the Foglet below him with his sword ready to pierce one of its skull as he landed upon it.

Good to see I hadn't been abandoned. I could trust Geralt with those three very large and nasty Foglets while I fought this one off for now. I turned my gaze back to it, aaaaaaaand where did it go?

The Moon is no longer covered by the clouds, illuminating the thick fog; the raindrops are falling ever so slowly yet thickly, almost making a sort of curtain. I back away, searching the woods for my foe, but find nothing; I try to speed up my time dilation, but cannot; anything more pains me. It seems that this is the best I can manage right now. At the edge of my vision, to my left and my right, are two shapes; they leap at me, and I jump backwards, allowing the two Foglets to crash into each other, collapsing into... mist? Illusions, then. Geralt had mentioned them.

It appeared this would be a very defensive battle. This thought was confirmed by the Foglet that reared up behind me, claws ready to slash as me.

I slashed at it first, cleaving it in half. Where I cut the body turned to wisp-like tendrils and then dissolved into fog, leaving me open for the actual Foglet now attacking me from what had been my front moments ago, its claws restricting me as it bore into me with its full strength, attempting to pull me apart and slice me in two at the same time; I didn't cry out, too busy attempting to keep the mental hold on my time dilation from snapping. I could feel the claws digging into me, actually hurting me, as were the fists; the sheer brute force was more than enough to hurt me. I gripped my sword tighter, feeling it warp and twist; but with all the strength I had to offer. I jabbed it into the hand of the Foglet holding me, causing it to shriek in pain and toss me away. I crashed through tree after tree, breaking most of them in half and simply uprooting others with the force I had been thrown with.

Standing up from the small pile of trees I had created, bloodied and battered, soaked and splintered, I decide that this is indeed a very, very old Foglet. It was nothing like its in-game counterpart, and I had rarely seen anything that massive in game either. And to make everything so much easier for it, the fog had grown thicker and deeper yet again, and I can no longer see further than five feet in front of me. It showed no signs of stopping, either. This situation just kept getting worse and worse, didn't it?

A claw swipes out at me from the mist; I swing at it, and sparks fly as they meet. So does another claw, and another, and another; faster, and faster, and faster. I try to meet each of them, sparks flying and illuminating that they come from nowhere, but my blade is bent now; I duck the next claw to come and kick at the next, swinging in a wide arc, trying to hit the Foglet, if it could be hit at all. Nothing connects, and instead of the kick aimed at the latest claw simply being deflected off and serving to stall for time; I feel the claw grasp around my leg; The Foglet is there now, a hideous grin on its face as it holds me up like a rag doll before smashing me into the ground. It smashes me repeatedly as I struggle to escape, mud flying past my face as I make a deeper and deeper hole in the ground. I have to struggle to keep my focus from snapping, because if I do, there will be no saving me. I make a desperate swipe at its hand as it holds me, the only part of it close enough to hit; I see blood fly as it drops me into a hole that hadn't been there a moment before.

It walks backwards, fading into the fog, as I stand; one of my legs trembles a bit, and I cry out in pain as I collapse, struggling to sit myself upright using my one good leg. I eventually find the strength to stand up, using the already ruined sword as a crutch and support. Not like it could get any more ruined.

A Crow it sitting on the branch of the tree I was sitting under, and had been slammed into the roots of several times.

Are you truly so weak, Child? It asks. It sounds like every time my father disapproved of my actions, drilled into my soul. If you cannot defeat the Interloper yourself, follow me.

And like that, the raven hops off its branch, flying away and out of sight. I look for the Foglet, and seeing nothing, follow the Crow. Though I have lost sight of it, there is nothing to stop me from running in its general direction; and just when I believe it to be gone, my chance at whatever was being offered lost, it let out a cry. I am still headed this way, it wanted to say. Come, child.

Unfortunately, I feel a presence behind me, and am already swinging at the Foglet; as it jabs at my chest with its massive hand; my already crumpled sword folds up breaks in half as the two connect, igniting in sparks once more, and illuminating its face. Its eyes are like cold, bottomless coals, large and unblinking.

I swing at it with my horrendously bent out of shape half of a sword before it can move again, making it grab for my hands; I respond by poking it in its eyes. It hisses at me and stumbles backwards as the Crow lets out another noise, and I begin to run. I ignore the pain in my legs and just focus on keeping my time dilation from breaking. That's how the next long, long period of time progresses; the Foglet chasing me, trying to kill me or get some sort of petty vengeance on me, attacking me from as many directions as possible as often as possible as it tried to disorient me, followed by me barely repelling it and sending it back into the fog, ignoring how it felt like my leg had been slowly gnawed off by lions as I my Time Dilation refused to break. I undoubtedly got lost and backtracked numerous times, but the Crow would soon set me back on track.

Regardless, I knew one thing changed. Several, really. The trees were getting older, large, thicker; and not just that, they were growing more densely packed. The air itself felt older, the scent of the woods more primordial, the lightning fiercer and rain harder. Eventually, the fog began to lessen; and eventually, it faded enough that I could see. It did not help, not when my foe could materialize from the fog itself, but I could now see in front of me; and ahead, the trees were thicker than ever before. The Foglet rose out of the mist once more, ready to attack, to try and end this once and for all. It's breath was run ragged, its small lungs beating and beating more and more. I lashed out at its lungs, intending to ruin them, to break them; it swipes at me, and I have finally lost my sword, whatever was left of it after the chase now stuck in the palm of the Foglet.

The Foglet no longer cares, and tries to take my head off. I am launched forward, closer to the raven, impacting against a tree with an ear shattering boom. It creaks, and begins to fall, The Crow flying away and I following it. The Foglet is slower now, its newfound injury hindering it and yet the Foglet is unwilling to stop to remove it.

The trees that were larger than ever before were in front of me, with little to no space between them. The largest of the gaps was barely large enough for me to slide myself into, and so, I did; falling into a hollow where the fog barely rose to my feet. It appeared that i was in a hollow, choked full of weeds and vines and overgrown plants I didn't recognize, protected by the ring of trees. The differences in the woods I had noticed earlier weren't just more noticeable here, but tangible; the air felt as old as time itself, charged with ozone as though Lightning had struck the spot I now stood; the air was quit literately Primordial in appearance, an experience that failed words.

The Crow was standing on the ground in front of me. Staring.

The Foglet was suddenly in front of me, hatred in its eyes as it lashed out at me, ready to finally end everything once and for all.

The second it appeared, it was as thought every plant came to life, lashing out at it like an eldritch horror, pulling it away from me and holding it in place as it roared and cried out in pain. I attempted to fade away, to transform into fog and escape, but solidified the moment it tried. A hand as large as my body grabbed it by the head, plucking it from its prison and crushing it into a fine red mist, before the plants leaped up and began to devour every single drop of blood,bone, and flesh that wasn't being held tight within the hand.. I followed the hand to the arm, to the body, and finally to the head.

I saw a gigantic deer's skull.

It was standing where the Crow had moments before, feeding the rest of the Foglet's remains to the plants in the clearing.

Your companion finished his fight long ago, and is searching for you. The Leshen told me. There wasn't one part or aspect of me that didn't feel it, and the void in my heart felt colder than ever before as I realized how empty I truly was, regardless of how I acted. You have much to learn, little Nobody. You will go unharmed. Now sleep again as I will shortly, for you will be returned to him. Visit me again one day, if you would; you kind always made for excellent company.

I listened. I understood. And So, I let go... and drifted.... away....
 
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