Chapter 14 - Living up to others expectations
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Chapter 14 - Living up to others expectations
Chapter 14 - Living up to others expectations
Alright, all I had to think here. I was powerless, couldn't even move a cat at the moment, couldn't stop repeating myself, and luckily had nothing to distract me from maintaining the illusion of being asleep by maintaining a facade of sleep. I decided it was high time to drop the emotions as well, they wouldn't do me any good until I had to act human. Which I hopefully wouldn't, because if the universe acted around Geralt anything at all like it did around him in game, then he would leave after examining me and finding a few odd things, and then come back to try and confront me or something. I was clearly a side quest or something at most. " Contract: Man in Silver." Or something. For now I should just sit here.... and listen.
"And he hasn't moved?" Geralt finished asking the woman. I didn't hear anything, but I assume she nodded yes, because Geralt continued to speak. " You can leave now. It might be better if you do. Need to confirm something for myself."
What? No, Geralt, no! That's what the Government Agent says before he uses one of the aliens probes on it! Don't lock yourself in this room with me!
"O' course, Sir Witcher." The Woman said. No, curse you woman! I can hear you closing the door, don't you da- and it's closed. Of course. Brilliant.
Well, my breathing hasn't changed. Eyes are still closed. At the same time, I still can't feel or use any of my limbs. So I supposed the situation hadn't changed yet. I just had to see what he wanted with me or my cloak, and... ok, his footsteps made it sound like he was next to me. Scratch that, he actually was next to me, I could feel it. Was he looking at my face? Trying to figure out if I was awake or not? I wondered if-
"Silver Robes. Matches the descriptions...."
-oh my god he was talking out loud wasn't he. He was leaning over the bed now, towards my feet and where my clothing was.
"Feels like Silk, but not quite. Odd. Completely clean, can't even tell how it was made... but they say he fell into the mud. It certainly hasn't been cleaned..."
Feeling my Robes, apparently. I mean, really? That wasn't just a thing the game did? He actually talked out loud when investigating things?
"Definitely not a Wraith or a Ghost. Not some kind of Vampire either. I couldn't explain you otherwise." He said, and judging by the purring, petting the cat sitting on my chest. I would call him a traitor if he had ever been on my side. Anyway, I feel like the rule of three is going to apply here; some third reaction. Though whatever Geralt thought of me, it certainly sounded... odd. But not out of line for what I expected him to think of me.
"Oh. Well then."
That…. That didn't sound good. What had he seen? I hadn't felt him move or check anything.
"I don't quite think I know what you are anymore."
What did that even mean? C'mon Geralt, give me more than that before you leave.
"I know you're awake, by the way."
Or maybe don't and hurry up. I'll just continue as I was then.
The cat chooses this moment to stand up, walk up to me, and slap me with its paw. I unfortunately can't deny the physical movement of my eyes opening in response.
"Ow." I monotone. Let's see, throw my mask of emotions back on… 'Hope I didn't keep you holding your breath?" nope, that's far too sarcastic. And sounds like a pick up line. "Can't help it if I'm lazy, now can I?" Na, that... that was just bad. I needed to be intimidating and maybe a bit more confident and less narcissistic. I mean, I wanted to know what he had seen, but… oh wait, seen. He had viewed me with his Witcher Sense, hadn't he? Now I was legitimately concerned over what he had seen.
Now, back to figuring out what to say. He's just standing there, one eyebrow raised, the other on the hilt of his Silver sword – or at least I assume its silver. I didn't know what he thought I was and I certainly didn't remember which sword was which, though it was probably the one he had his hand on the hilt of. Speaking of, how did he remove it from his back? He pulled it up, and that meant it was actually physically impossible for him to take it out of its place on his back, or even to put it there. He couldnt do it easily, at least, and to do it in one smooth motion would end up cutting his neck or something. Even if he could do it because of reasons summarizable as "Magic" or "Magic Witcher Genetics", it didnt seem very practical -
Geralt just coughed awkwardly and the cat just walked next to my face. My time Dilation doesn't work right now, right. I'm not thinking in one-onehundreth the time I normally do but as a normal person, meaning I've been silent for several minutes. Ok, I can recover this.
"Hello Geralt of Rivia." Bad. Very Bad! Don't let him know I know him! " Can I ask how you knew I was awake?" Dammit no why was I saying these things I was saying?
"Only if I ask why you know my name." He said. I swear to god I could see his lips curling into a smile out of amusement, but regardless of that, I didn't want to do anything to make his opinion of me change from what it was now to "Kill it with Fire and Blade.".
"Your reputation precedes you. You've spent a very long time doing a great many good deeds for countless people, regardless of your price." I respond, slowly measuring each word. Nothing suspicious? Actually no shit that was super incriminating and made it sound like I was following him.
The Cat agreed by slowly shaking its head in shame.
"Fair enough." Geralt nods. "I knew you were awake the second you cracked one of your eyes open to see who was coming into the room, and left it open a bit too long."
Goddamnit sudden lack of and dependence upon time powers.
"…Fair enough." I say instead of that other thing that I definitely shouldn't say. Okay, nothing too bad so far. "So, was you speaking aloud just a show? Or a force of habit?" I instead say.
"Was you pretending to sleep when we came into the room just a show, or was it a force of habit?" He retorts. I forgot how badly and quickly the man could burn you... and it was both actually, for me at least, which applying that logic to him...
...No, it made sense. I mean, he probably didn't actually speak aloud to himself, and thought my sleeping was purely an act, but... eh.
"There were also questions in there. Addressed to you." Geralt adds.
"...I'll answer them, if you answer some of mine."
"Of course."
Alright, I could work with this.
" Who, and What, are you, for starters? Why did you come to Oxenfurt?" He began.
I could no longer work with this.
...Honesty was the best policy?
"To answer your second question first. I came here to finally leave the cave I live in and interact with people and sell crap, and maybe to find a few specific individuals."
...Too honest? Geralts brows had crossed. He looked quite concerned, but he was nodding now. "...I can accept that. My first question?"
I fidget a bit, unsure of how to answer this. It's... eh.
"I'm just another Nobody." I finally say. Yes, I can feel my mysteriousness and crypticism rising.
"I'm inclined to disagree."
"Oh really?"
"You certainly seem like a Somebody to me." Geralt says. "And I'm very curious in what you are."
"...There is no real answer beyond what I gave you. Just another Nobody who will live, die, and be forgotten. You can call me Solstice, if you wish." Because Etiquette.
"Well then, Solstice. Ask your question." Geralt says.
"Only one?"
"I'm not accepting 'Nobody' as an answer. That your question?"
"...Fair enough, and no, it isn't. Why are you so interested in me? I can think of several reasons, but..." I try to sound hesitant, human. I think I succeed. His reaction seems to indicate I have.
"I have been following your trail for quite some time. You pop up at a village, horrify them and make offers, and then leave. Several villages have been completely destroyed after you visit them. They call you a wraith, a demon, a hundred other things. I wouldn't be interested in you if it weren't for one thing." Geralt begins, pointing towards my clothes, which I really needed to work on referring to in a consistent manner. "They're made of something that I don't recognize, no matter how much it resembles an expensive import from some far off land, and when they move they glimmer like quicksilver and liquid. Frankly put, you match everything I'm looking for in a person - or, as you want to be known, a Nobody - who has set half of two kingdoms into a panic, in the War time. And you're very distinctly not human, because I found the carnage you left in your wake. Whatever you are, you are very dangerous, and apparently can't stop attracting monsters."
"And?"
"And you're not what I expected. You look like a concussed kid."
"Oh, why thank you. What, did you expect the Wild Hunt?"
"Yes."
"...Oh."
This exchange had grown to be uncomfortable, hadn't it?
He looked at me.
I looked at him.
"So, what does this mean for me?"
He draws his sword.
I think "Oh Shit" meaning I say oh shit. I try to move, but fail, instead flopping like a worm because apparently my spine works but nothing else does. And.... Geralt isnt attacking? Oh, he just drew his sword, and I missed my chance to over analyze how he draws it. Dang.
" It means, you can't be left alone, and certainly not in the city. You're a kid, meaning I can't feel justified or even reasonably kill you. Not without good reason."
Oh, Protagonists with strong moral grounds. How I love thee. Mainly for not killing me where I stand.
"So, I'm going to make a deal." He continues, apparently unconcerned by my flopping. The Cat is still next to me and very amused, to which I tell it Fuck You. As though it were psychic is slaps me with its paw again.
That or it's just a playful cat, but I have a Witcher to worry about here.
"You can come with me, until I figure out what to do with you, and how to do it safely for everyone involved. Most importantly, I care about getting you to leave the city, before more Monsters come to the gates. I get my answers, you get… Human Contact? A place to sell your wares? Whichever it is you prioritize."
"Or?"
"You die by my hands, for refusing to act in the greater good to save others when you otherwise couldn't." Geralt says, placing his sword against my throat. I stop trying to wiggle away. Well, while I would love to call his bluff - which he almost certainly is, and this seems incredibly out of character for him anyway - I would much rather go on living right now, and ... oh, I can move my Pinkie now! I don't know which Pinkie I can move. Great.
"....Well, you drive a hard bargain, but I clearly think we know what deal I'm going to take." I say. Hm, I wonder why I can speak when I can't feel the rest of m- no, worry about that later Solstice.
Sheaving his sword onto his back again, dammit I missed it again how is he so quick, he nods. "A reasonable decision." He holds out his hand. "Care to shake on it?"
I stare at the hand. I don't think he would mock me, but...
Does he not know?
"Geralt?"
"Yes?"
"I can't move my body right now."
"Oh."
A glorious beginning to a relationship based on violence. Clearly.
The Cat slapped me again, and I fell out of the bed, having wiggled too close to the edge.
My dignity is dead, isn't it?
"And he hasn't moved?" Geralt finished asking the woman. I didn't hear anything, but I assume she nodded yes, because Geralt continued to speak. " You can leave now. It might be better if you do. Need to confirm something for myself."
What? No, Geralt, no! That's what the Government Agent says before he uses one of the aliens probes on it! Don't lock yourself in this room with me!
"O' course, Sir Witcher." The Woman said. No, curse you woman! I can hear you closing the door, don't you da- and it's closed. Of course. Brilliant.
Well, my breathing hasn't changed. Eyes are still closed. At the same time, I still can't feel or use any of my limbs. So I supposed the situation hadn't changed yet. I just had to see what he wanted with me or my cloak, and... ok, his footsteps made it sound like he was next to me. Scratch that, he actually was next to me, I could feel it. Was he looking at my face? Trying to figure out if I was awake or not? I wondered if-
"Silver Robes. Matches the descriptions...."
-oh my god he was talking out loud wasn't he. He was leaning over the bed now, towards my feet and where my clothing was.
"Feels like Silk, but not quite. Odd. Completely clean, can't even tell how it was made... but they say he fell into the mud. It certainly hasn't been cleaned..."
Feeling my Robes, apparently. I mean, really? That wasn't just a thing the game did? He actually talked out loud when investigating things?
"Definitely not a Wraith or a Ghost. Not some kind of Vampire either. I couldn't explain you otherwise." He said, and judging by the purring, petting the cat sitting on my chest. I would call him a traitor if he had ever been on my side. Anyway, I feel like the rule of three is going to apply here; some third reaction. Though whatever Geralt thought of me, it certainly sounded... odd. But not out of line for what I expected him to think of me.
"Oh. Well then."
That…. That didn't sound good. What had he seen? I hadn't felt him move or check anything.
"I don't quite think I know what you are anymore."
What did that even mean? C'mon Geralt, give me more than that before you leave.
"I know you're awake, by the way."
Or maybe don't and hurry up. I'll just continue as I was then.
The cat chooses this moment to stand up, walk up to me, and slap me with its paw. I unfortunately can't deny the physical movement of my eyes opening in response.
"Ow." I monotone. Let's see, throw my mask of emotions back on… 'Hope I didn't keep you holding your breath?" nope, that's far too sarcastic. And sounds like a pick up line. "Can't help it if I'm lazy, now can I?" Na, that... that was just bad. I needed to be intimidating and maybe a bit more confident and less narcissistic. I mean, I wanted to know what he had seen, but… oh wait, seen. He had viewed me with his Witcher Sense, hadn't he? Now I was legitimately concerned over what he had seen.
Now, back to figuring out what to say. He's just standing there, one eyebrow raised, the other on the hilt of his Silver sword – or at least I assume its silver. I didn't know what he thought I was and I certainly didn't remember which sword was which, though it was probably the one he had his hand on the hilt of. Speaking of, how did he remove it from his back? He pulled it up, and that meant it was actually physically impossible for him to take it out of its place on his back, or even to put it there. He couldnt do it easily, at least, and to do it in one smooth motion would end up cutting his neck or something. Even if he could do it because of reasons summarizable as "Magic" or "Magic Witcher Genetics", it didnt seem very practical -
Geralt just coughed awkwardly and the cat just walked next to my face. My time Dilation doesn't work right now, right. I'm not thinking in one-onehundreth the time I normally do but as a normal person, meaning I've been silent for several minutes. Ok, I can recover this.
"Hello Geralt of Rivia." Bad. Very Bad! Don't let him know I know him! " Can I ask how you knew I was awake?" Dammit no why was I saying these things I was saying?
"Only if I ask why you know my name." He said. I swear to god I could see his lips curling into a smile out of amusement, but regardless of that, I didn't want to do anything to make his opinion of me change from what it was now to "Kill it with Fire and Blade.".
"Your reputation precedes you. You've spent a very long time doing a great many good deeds for countless people, regardless of your price." I respond, slowly measuring each word. Nothing suspicious? Actually no shit that was super incriminating and made it sound like I was following him.
The Cat agreed by slowly shaking its head in shame.
"Fair enough." Geralt nods. "I knew you were awake the second you cracked one of your eyes open to see who was coming into the room, and left it open a bit too long."
Goddamnit sudden lack of and dependence upon time powers.
"…Fair enough." I say instead of that other thing that I definitely shouldn't say. Okay, nothing too bad so far. "So, was you speaking aloud just a show? Or a force of habit?" I instead say.
"Was you pretending to sleep when we came into the room just a show, or was it a force of habit?" He retorts. I forgot how badly and quickly the man could burn you... and it was both actually, for me at least, which applying that logic to him...
...No, it made sense. I mean, he probably didn't actually speak aloud to himself, and thought my sleeping was purely an act, but... eh.
"There were also questions in there. Addressed to you." Geralt adds.
"...I'll answer them, if you answer some of mine."
"Of course."
Alright, I could work with this.
" Who, and What, are you, for starters? Why did you come to Oxenfurt?" He began.
I could no longer work with this.
...Honesty was the best policy?
"To answer your second question first. I came here to finally leave the cave I live in and interact with people and sell crap, and maybe to find a few specific individuals."
...Too honest? Geralts brows had crossed. He looked quite concerned, but he was nodding now. "...I can accept that. My first question?"
I fidget a bit, unsure of how to answer this. It's... eh.
"I'm just another Nobody." I finally say. Yes, I can feel my mysteriousness and crypticism rising.
"I'm inclined to disagree."
"Oh really?"
"You certainly seem like a Somebody to me." Geralt says. "And I'm very curious in what you are."
"...There is no real answer beyond what I gave you. Just another Nobody who will live, die, and be forgotten. You can call me Solstice, if you wish." Because Etiquette.
"Well then, Solstice. Ask your question." Geralt says.
"Only one?"
"I'm not accepting 'Nobody' as an answer. That your question?"
"...Fair enough, and no, it isn't. Why are you so interested in me? I can think of several reasons, but..." I try to sound hesitant, human. I think I succeed. His reaction seems to indicate I have.
"I have been following your trail for quite some time. You pop up at a village, horrify them and make offers, and then leave. Several villages have been completely destroyed after you visit them. They call you a wraith, a demon, a hundred other things. I wouldn't be interested in you if it weren't for one thing." Geralt begins, pointing towards my clothes, which I really needed to work on referring to in a consistent manner. "They're made of something that I don't recognize, no matter how much it resembles an expensive import from some far off land, and when they move they glimmer like quicksilver and liquid. Frankly put, you match everything I'm looking for in a person - or, as you want to be known, a Nobody - who has set half of two kingdoms into a panic, in the War time. And you're very distinctly not human, because I found the carnage you left in your wake. Whatever you are, you are very dangerous, and apparently can't stop attracting monsters."
"And?"
"And you're not what I expected. You look like a concussed kid."
"Oh, why thank you. What, did you expect the Wild Hunt?"
"Yes."
"...Oh."
This exchange had grown to be uncomfortable, hadn't it?
He looked at me.
I looked at him.
"So, what does this mean for me?"
He draws his sword.
I think "Oh Shit" meaning I say oh shit. I try to move, but fail, instead flopping like a worm because apparently my spine works but nothing else does. And.... Geralt isnt attacking? Oh, he just drew his sword, and I missed my chance to over analyze how he draws it. Dang.
" It means, you can't be left alone, and certainly not in the city. You're a kid, meaning I can't feel justified or even reasonably kill you. Not without good reason."
Oh, Protagonists with strong moral grounds. How I love thee. Mainly for not killing me where I stand.
"So, I'm going to make a deal." He continues, apparently unconcerned by my flopping. The Cat is still next to me and very amused, to which I tell it Fuck You. As though it were psychic is slaps me with its paw again.
That or it's just a playful cat, but I have a Witcher to worry about here.
"You can come with me, until I figure out what to do with you, and how to do it safely for everyone involved. Most importantly, I care about getting you to leave the city, before more Monsters come to the gates. I get my answers, you get… Human Contact? A place to sell your wares? Whichever it is you prioritize."
"Or?"
"You die by my hands, for refusing to act in the greater good to save others when you otherwise couldn't." Geralt says, placing his sword against my throat. I stop trying to wiggle away. Well, while I would love to call his bluff - which he almost certainly is, and this seems incredibly out of character for him anyway - I would much rather go on living right now, and ... oh, I can move my Pinkie now! I don't know which Pinkie I can move. Great.
"....Well, you drive a hard bargain, but I clearly think we know what deal I'm going to take." I say. Hm, I wonder why I can speak when I can't feel the rest of m- no, worry about that later Solstice.
Sheaving his sword onto his back again, dammit I missed it again how is he so quick, he nods. "A reasonable decision." He holds out his hand. "Care to shake on it?"
I stare at the hand. I don't think he would mock me, but...
Does he not know?
"Geralt?"
"Yes?"
"I can't move my body right now."
"Oh."
A glorious beginning to a relationship based on violence. Clearly.
The Cat slapped me again, and I fell out of the bed, having wiggled too close to the edge.
My dignity is dead, isn't it?