Chapter 10: Wherever You Are
Crusader Jerome
Subsisting on Supplication
- Location
- My home away from Rome
A month and a day later, I return with a new chapter. It's a little shorter than I would like, but my beta and I felt that keeping just what's here was the right decision. I hope to have the next chapter out in two weeks, maybe, to compensate.
Oh, and I graduated from college last weekend. There's that.
Beta'd by @no., the very model of a modern major general.
Brigitte rushed through the tunnels, retracing her steps. Okay, status. Location of the Lost Logia, obtained. Demolition tools, unavailable at the moment. Allies, questionable. I really don't want to deal with Doctor Scaglietti again...Yuuno might help, but he still hasn't made up his mind...
She checked the position of Yuuno's beacon on her map. Now that she was outside the mana distortion zone, she could accurately track the rest of the party. The quickest route was...actually, taking a slight detour will be better, if only to decrease the probability of my path being traced later. At the rates that we're moving, I can meet up with them in the chamber with all the side paths. Maybe I can get through without crawling this time. Then just slip through here, and...aha! There they are. The cleared tunnels led directly to this chamber, so it was unsurprising to find the rest of the group here already. Now, nonchalance on three, two...
"Oh, there you guys are! I was looking for you." Brigitte scrambled down a short slope, skidding on loose stones. She came to a stop in front of them. "I didn't think it would take quite this--"
"What were you thinking?" Madeleine snapped.
Brigitte froze. Oh...I didn't plan what to tell her. A knot tightened in her stomach. She hadn't planned for this reaction from the older girl.
"I expected better from you." Madeleine's eyelids fluttered despite having nothing to wipe away, a sign that she was trying, and failing, to keep her temper. "I really don't understand it. Were you just impatient? I didn't think you were the type. You didn't strike me as thoughtless, either. What excuse do you have for disobeying the regulations and separating from the group?"
Brigitte glanced at Yuuno, but he shook his head minutely, keeping silent.
Madeleine stalked over to Brigitte and glared down at her. "Look at me." Brigitte turned her head away. "Look at me!" Madeleine shouted. Brigitte flinched and obeyed. Madeleine's expression softened, but only a little. "Brigitte, did you take the wrong path on purpose?" The girl hesitated, but finally gave a weak nod. "And why did you do that?"
"Because I wanted to see what the unexcavated parts looked like," Brigitte mumbled. "I didn't intend to get lost. Besides, Yuuno and I have a tracker just in case."
Madeleine frowned. "If you wanted to see the untouched area, you could have asked. This is going to make it difficult to trust you in the future. I hope you realize that."
Brigitte looked down. "Yeah."
"And you're not sorry."
Brigitte sighed. "No, I'm not."
Madeleine's breath hissed between her clenched teeth. She turned to Yuuno. "Don't you have anything to say to her?" With a thoughtful air, Yuuno looked at her, Brigitte, and Laurent in turn. The little boy was visibly uncomfortable, fidgeting in place. Brigitte felt much the same about the situation.
"Not here," Yuuno said at last. "I'll speak with her when we've returned." He turned away and began to walk back the way they had come. "It's about time to leave if we want to be in time for dinner. Henri shouldn't have to cook his own food." He paused. "Also, Madeleine, try to be a little less exuberant with your driving. I would prefer to keep my appetite, if possible."
In silence, they followed him, Madeleine going last, holding Laurent's hand. Brigitte glanced back at the older girl as they re-entered the polished tunnel. The signs of anger on Madeleine's face had faded away into disappointment.
Brigitte couldn't decide which expression made her feel worse.
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The study door opened quietly, and a teenage boy slipped in. "Hey, 'Gitta! Good to see you! How have you been?"
The little girl crossed her arms indignantly. "That is not my name, Laurent."
He laughed and ruffled her hair. She squeaked and tried to push his hand away, but it was too late. "Lighten up, cousin. Don't be so formal all the time."
"Well, maybe you could stop being such a tease."
He laughed again. "Nope. You should join me instead of complaining about it. I heard the Psychology Association is going to add teasing to their official list of love languages."
She glared at him. "You're making that up. Nobody shows affection by teasing except you."
He cleared a spot on her desk and sat down, letting his legs dangle. "I wouldn't be so sure about that. I've seen your mom and dad tease each other on multiple occasions. I mean, it's a good way to prove you have a sense of humor. People are always going to do silly things, right? If you can't laugh about it, what's the point? Besides, if you're serious all the time, people won't like taking your advice as much."
She leaned back in her cushioned chair. "So I should be funny if I want people to listen to me."
"Yes," he replied, completely serious.
"This is not actually just another joke?"
"Hey, I take my psychology studies very seriously, you know. Understanding how people tick is the first key to being a good leader."
She frowned. "I thought that was your decision-making skills."
He leaned closer to her. "Well, you can't make good decisions if you don't know how to predict what your sailors will do, right? Right?"
She pushed his head away. "For your information, I was working before you came in. Please stop distracting me."
He slipped off the desk and examined some of the papers she had out. "What's this? Your homework from school?"
She scowled. "No, this is the mathematics from Daddy and Uncle Henri's new project. I'm using it as practice for calculating quaternions in my head."
Snerk.
She whipped her head around. "What?" she demanded.
"Sorry, you just said mathematics and Daddy in the same sentence. It's like, you talk like a kid and not like a kid at the same time."
"Ugh!" She squirmed out of her chair and pushed her cousin toward the door. "Get out! You are not helping anything!"
"Well, I thought it was funny." Still smiling, he let himself be evicted from the room. Still fuming, she slammed the door after him.
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When they returned to the cabin, Brigitte and Yuuno sat on their bunks, both avoiding eye contact. Brigitte felt a lecture brewing, but she had no way to prepare--this situation was a completely new experience, and she had no idea what Yuuno might say.
After a while, he raised his head and looked intently at her. "What did you think would happen?"
Brigitte didn't have an answer to that.
With no answer forthcoming, Yuuno continued, "I'll give you my analysis; you can tell me if I'm wrong. You rushed off at the first opportunity without thinking your actions through. This seems to be habitual with you, jumping into things and dealing with consequences only when you can't avoid them any longer." He sighed deeply, then fixed her with a harder look than she had seen on him before. "Both of us have been holding back from the other. We tried a limited partnership, and since it isn't working, I'm going to stop holding back what I really think. I hope you can do the same."
Brigitte's throat felt suddenly dry. "I can't promise anything."
Yuuno sat up straighter and crossed his arms. "Unfortunate, but we passed the stage for bargains and promises long ago. Just listen for now. It's clear that you only intended to work with me as long as it was convenient; I suspect you allowed me to come with you so I wouldn't involve the Administration Bureau, for reasons you never explained." He sighed. "I must admit, I'm at a loss there, given that the containment of dangerous Lost Logia is the explicit reason for the Bureau's existence."
Brigitte scoffed. "And how has containment worked as a strategy, pray tell?"
Yuuno raised an eyebrow. "Much better than you seem to think. The number of known extant Lost Logia too powerful to be safely sealed can be counted on one hand."
"That's not my point," Brigitte growled. "It's what people do with it after it's sealed that counts. Nobody outright destroys a Lost Logia unless it's a hive of self-replicating murder robots or something. It's always, 'oh, we sealed this dangerous thing, now let's study it so we can replicate the dangerous bits in a controlled fashion.' That kind of thinking is stupid and gets people killed."
"That is a gross oversimplification--"
Brigitte cut him off. "No, listen. I agree with you, you can count the Lost Logia on the level of the Book of Darkness on one hand. I know I'm making a straw man argument. But can you blame me? Do you know what all this research into Lost Logia produces? Weapons! What do weapons do? Kill people!" she shouted, punctuating each sentence with an angrier gesture. "The TSAB is military, and every time it picks up a new toy, that just invites escalation from all the petty crime rings mooching off their tech. I don't want anything to do with the organization that let Project Fate and the Combat Cyborg fiasco go on right under their noses--" and suddenly Yuuno was right in her face.
"How do you know about Project Fate?" Brigitte flinched back, opened her mouth, and belatedly realized what she had just said. "Or should I say, what do you know about Project Fate?" demanded Yuuno, tension building in his formerly expressionless features. Brigitte slid to the side, scrambling to her feet, and backed away. Slowly, evenly, Yuuno followed her, his eyes locked with hers.
She wanted to look away, but she couldn't. "Don't...don't look at me like that."
His hand slammed into the wall near her head. "Start talking."
"I..." Words wouldn't come. Her tightened throat felt about to choke her. She wanted to scream, to run, anything to get him to stop looking at me like I'm a criminal!
Her body glowed teal. A teleportation circle flashed under Yuuno's feet, and he had only time to look surprised before vanishing.
That won't hold, she thought, her analytical side struggling with her emotions. He'll be back here in a few seconds. Almost on autopilot, Brigitte tapped Calliope's bracelet form and let herself fall into a very familiar routine--teleport tag.
Part of her wanted to fall down and cry. The other part said no, focus on the calculations. One mistake could cost her the game, and the stakes had never been quite this high.
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Yuuno materialized in the desert outside the city. He looked around in the low light, frowning. Brigitte's--the girl's--teleport chain had led here, but her magic signature was missing. A decoy! The last link in the chain was fake, unless her concealment skills were higher than he thought...worrying about that would waste time. He concentrated on his previous location.
...
He opened his eyes. He could still sense the spent mana from her teleport, but not her directly. He rose into the air to get a better look at the surroundings. This area held scattered rocks and brush, what might have been an oasis in the past being slowly overtaken by sand.
"I know you're here," he called. "Don't bother hiding. Even if I can't find you now, I know what you're after, and I've already called in backup from the Administration Bureau." He paused, but no answer came.
A vital scan revealed the presence of several small animals, but nothing of the girl. Had her head start allowed her to escape completely? Yuuno grimaced, then turned and flew at top speed back toward the city. He had to contact Chrono while enough time remained for communication to matter.
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From under a rock, a ferret dragging a bracelet wiggled out of an abandoned hopokk den, shuddering. In a shower of teal sparks, it transformed into a human girl, who promptly collapsed and burst into tears.
Oh, and I graduated from college last weekend. There's that.
Beta'd by @no., the very model of a modern major general.
Chapter 10: Wherever You Are
Brigitte rushed through the tunnels, retracing her steps. Okay, status. Location of the Lost Logia, obtained. Demolition tools, unavailable at the moment. Allies, questionable. I really don't want to deal with Doctor Scaglietti again...Yuuno might help, but he still hasn't made up his mind...
She checked the position of Yuuno's beacon on her map. Now that she was outside the mana distortion zone, she could accurately track the rest of the party. The quickest route was...actually, taking a slight detour will be better, if only to decrease the probability of my path being traced later. At the rates that we're moving, I can meet up with them in the chamber with all the side paths. Maybe I can get through without crawling this time. Then just slip through here, and...aha! There they are. The cleared tunnels led directly to this chamber, so it was unsurprising to find the rest of the group here already. Now, nonchalance on three, two...
"Oh, there you guys are! I was looking for you." Brigitte scrambled down a short slope, skidding on loose stones. She came to a stop in front of them. "I didn't think it would take quite this--"
"What were you thinking?" Madeleine snapped.
Brigitte froze. Oh...I didn't plan what to tell her. A knot tightened in her stomach. She hadn't planned for this reaction from the older girl.
"I expected better from you." Madeleine's eyelids fluttered despite having nothing to wipe away, a sign that she was trying, and failing, to keep her temper. "I really don't understand it. Were you just impatient? I didn't think you were the type. You didn't strike me as thoughtless, either. What excuse do you have for disobeying the regulations and separating from the group?"
Brigitte glanced at Yuuno, but he shook his head minutely, keeping silent.
Madeleine stalked over to Brigitte and glared down at her. "Look at me." Brigitte turned her head away. "Look at me!" Madeleine shouted. Brigitte flinched and obeyed. Madeleine's expression softened, but only a little. "Brigitte, did you take the wrong path on purpose?" The girl hesitated, but finally gave a weak nod. "And why did you do that?"
"Because I wanted to see what the unexcavated parts looked like," Brigitte mumbled. "I didn't intend to get lost. Besides, Yuuno and I have a tracker just in case."
Madeleine frowned. "If you wanted to see the untouched area, you could have asked. This is going to make it difficult to trust you in the future. I hope you realize that."
Brigitte looked down. "Yeah."
"And you're not sorry."
Brigitte sighed. "No, I'm not."
Madeleine's breath hissed between her clenched teeth. She turned to Yuuno. "Don't you have anything to say to her?" With a thoughtful air, Yuuno looked at her, Brigitte, and Laurent in turn. The little boy was visibly uncomfortable, fidgeting in place. Brigitte felt much the same about the situation.
"Not here," Yuuno said at last. "I'll speak with her when we've returned." He turned away and began to walk back the way they had come. "It's about time to leave if we want to be in time for dinner. Henri shouldn't have to cook his own food." He paused. "Also, Madeleine, try to be a little less exuberant with your driving. I would prefer to keep my appetite, if possible."
In silence, they followed him, Madeleine going last, holding Laurent's hand. Brigitte glanced back at the older girl as they re-entered the polished tunnel. The signs of anger on Madeleine's face had faded away into disappointment.
Brigitte couldn't decide which expression made her feel worse.
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The study door opened quietly, and a teenage boy slipped in. "Hey, 'Gitta! Good to see you! How have you been?"
The little girl crossed her arms indignantly. "That is not my name, Laurent."
He laughed and ruffled her hair. She squeaked and tried to push his hand away, but it was too late. "Lighten up, cousin. Don't be so formal all the time."
"Well, maybe you could stop being such a tease."
He laughed again. "Nope. You should join me instead of complaining about it. I heard the Psychology Association is going to add teasing to their official list of love languages."
She glared at him. "You're making that up. Nobody shows affection by teasing except you."
He cleared a spot on her desk and sat down, letting his legs dangle. "I wouldn't be so sure about that. I've seen your mom and dad tease each other on multiple occasions. I mean, it's a good way to prove you have a sense of humor. People are always going to do silly things, right? If you can't laugh about it, what's the point? Besides, if you're serious all the time, people won't like taking your advice as much."
She leaned back in her cushioned chair. "So I should be funny if I want people to listen to me."
"Yes," he replied, completely serious.
"This is not actually just another joke?"
"Hey, I take my psychology studies very seriously, you know. Understanding how people tick is the first key to being a good leader."
She frowned. "I thought that was your decision-making skills."
He leaned closer to her. "Well, you can't make good decisions if you don't know how to predict what your sailors will do, right? Right?"
She pushed his head away. "For your information, I was working before you came in. Please stop distracting me."
He slipped off the desk and examined some of the papers she had out. "What's this? Your homework from school?"
She scowled. "No, this is the mathematics from Daddy and Uncle Henri's new project. I'm using it as practice for calculating quaternions in my head."
Snerk.
She whipped her head around. "What?" she demanded.
"Sorry, you just said mathematics and Daddy in the same sentence. It's like, you talk like a kid and not like a kid at the same time."
"Ugh!" She squirmed out of her chair and pushed her cousin toward the door. "Get out! You are not helping anything!"
"Well, I thought it was funny." Still smiling, he let himself be evicted from the room. Still fuming, she slammed the door after him.
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When they returned to the cabin, Brigitte and Yuuno sat on their bunks, both avoiding eye contact. Brigitte felt a lecture brewing, but she had no way to prepare--this situation was a completely new experience, and she had no idea what Yuuno might say.
After a while, he raised his head and looked intently at her. "What did you think would happen?"
Brigitte didn't have an answer to that.
With no answer forthcoming, Yuuno continued, "I'll give you my analysis; you can tell me if I'm wrong. You rushed off at the first opportunity without thinking your actions through. This seems to be habitual with you, jumping into things and dealing with consequences only when you can't avoid them any longer." He sighed deeply, then fixed her with a harder look than she had seen on him before. "Both of us have been holding back from the other. We tried a limited partnership, and since it isn't working, I'm going to stop holding back what I really think. I hope you can do the same."
Brigitte's throat felt suddenly dry. "I can't promise anything."
Yuuno sat up straighter and crossed his arms. "Unfortunate, but we passed the stage for bargains and promises long ago. Just listen for now. It's clear that you only intended to work with me as long as it was convenient; I suspect you allowed me to come with you so I wouldn't involve the Administration Bureau, for reasons you never explained." He sighed. "I must admit, I'm at a loss there, given that the containment of dangerous Lost Logia is the explicit reason for the Bureau's existence."
Brigitte scoffed. "And how has containment worked as a strategy, pray tell?"
Yuuno raised an eyebrow. "Much better than you seem to think. The number of known extant Lost Logia too powerful to be safely sealed can be counted on one hand."
"That's not my point," Brigitte growled. "It's what people do with it after it's sealed that counts. Nobody outright destroys a Lost Logia unless it's a hive of self-replicating murder robots or something. It's always, 'oh, we sealed this dangerous thing, now let's study it so we can replicate the dangerous bits in a controlled fashion.' That kind of thinking is stupid and gets people killed."
"That is a gross oversimplification--"
Brigitte cut him off. "No, listen. I agree with you, you can count the Lost Logia on the level of the Book of Darkness on one hand. I know I'm making a straw man argument. But can you blame me? Do you know what all this research into Lost Logia produces? Weapons! What do weapons do? Kill people!" she shouted, punctuating each sentence with an angrier gesture. "The TSAB is military, and every time it picks up a new toy, that just invites escalation from all the petty crime rings mooching off their tech. I don't want anything to do with the organization that let Project Fate and the Combat Cyborg fiasco go on right under their noses--" and suddenly Yuuno was right in her face.
"How do you know about Project Fate?" Brigitte flinched back, opened her mouth, and belatedly realized what she had just said. "Or should I say, what do you know about Project Fate?" demanded Yuuno, tension building in his formerly expressionless features. Brigitte slid to the side, scrambling to her feet, and backed away. Slowly, evenly, Yuuno followed her, his eyes locked with hers.
She wanted to look away, but she couldn't. "Don't...don't look at me like that."
His hand slammed into the wall near her head. "Start talking."
"I..." Words wouldn't come. Her tightened throat felt about to choke her. She wanted to scream, to run, anything to get him to stop looking at me like I'm a criminal!
Her body glowed teal. A teleportation circle flashed under Yuuno's feet, and he had only time to look surprised before vanishing.
That won't hold, she thought, her analytical side struggling with her emotions. He'll be back here in a few seconds. Almost on autopilot, Brigitte tapped Calliope's bracelet form and let herself fall into a very familiar routine--teleport tag.
Part of her wanted to fall down and cry. The other part said no, focus on the calculations. One mistake could cost her the game, and the stakes had never been quite this high.
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Yuuno materialized in the desert outside the city. He looked around in the low light, frowning. Brigitte's--the girl's--teleport chain had led here, but her magic signature was missing. A decoy! The last link in the chain was fake, unless her concealment skills were higher than he thought...worrying about that would waste time. He concentrated on his previous location.
...
He opened his eyes. He could still sense the spent mana from her teleport, but not her directly. He rose into the air to get a better look at the surroundings. This area held scattered rocks and brush, what might have been an oasis in the past being slowly overtaken by sand.
"I know you're here," he called. "Don't bother hiding. Even if I can't find you now, I know what you're after, and I've already called in backup from the Administration Bureau." He paused, but no answer came.
A vital scan revealed the presence of several small animals, but nothing of the girl. Had her head start allowed her to escape completely? Yuuno grimaced, then turned and flew at top speed back toward the city. He had to contact Chrono while enough time remained for communication to matter.
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From under a rock, a ferret dragging a bracelet wiggled out of an abandoned hopokk den, shuddering. In a shower of teal sparks, it transformed into a human girl, who promptly collapsed and burst into tears.
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