Legends Never Die (Ahistorical/CKIII Gamer)

Berserker
Grimar was the second eldest of Horrik's five sons, born to him across three wives and other concubines. Growing up, I heard of them from my father and brothers, who did meet them. That they were likable. Good men. Strong fighters and so on. However, only Thorfinn had remained in Alabu for any length of time. Horrik sent his children out to be fostered elsewhere. With who, I didn't know, but in hindsight, what he was doing was rather obvious. His daughters were all married for alliances, and his sons were fostered with allies.

Horrik had been preparing to seize the throne of Denmark for many years. Which made Grimar's presence here so odd. Shouldn't he be leading his army against King Godfrey? A thousand men was more than enough to turn the tide of the battle for the crown. Yet, he was here. My mind raced with possibilities as we stood across from one another, Grimar flanked by three men. His housecarls and Hird, I assume.

Was the war already over? Was Horrik king? Was Grimar uninterested in aiding his father? Or was King Charlemagne such a great threat that Horrik sent his son and a thousand men to combat him while still being at war? I didn't know. I felt completely out of the loop because I had been outrunning news for months now.

The Saxon command looked between us uncertainly, but not without surprise. I imagine that he was told to expect this response. "I have heard of the blood feud between your families-"

"His father carved out the eye of my eldest brother," Grimar interjected, his voice cold. To that, I smiled at him. "His family are outlaws. Skalgamors. I would be in my right to have you killed here and now."

"Feel free to try to take that right, you goat-fucking lack-wit," I returned, making his housecarls stiffen at the blatant insult. "Your brother murdered mine. An eye is the very least I will take from him." I expected more of a reaction from Grimar. More anger. The insult was one worthy of a Holmgang, especially between enemies. So, I continued, hoping to provoke a challenge. "Your family is full of dickless cowards. You wear armor and a sword, but you'd be better off wearing skirts hiked up to your knees and bending over for any real man that passed you by."

The Saxon commander looked like he would rather be anywhere else rather than where he stood while Grimar's hird were turning a furious red. I wasn't speaking about their families, but they were taking offense on Grimar's behalf. Yet, Grimar himself watched me coldly, his lips thinning at the insults any real man would draw steel over. He was retraining himself.

I hated him for it. "Well? What say you? Or is that mouth of yours only good for sucking men?" I challenged him, my hate leaking into my tone while my axe shaft splintered to pieces at my belt. The head fell to the ground and I ripped the shaft out of my belt, challenging him with my eyes.

"I say that you're a child that thinks he knows what it is to be a man. A shame that your dog father died before he had a chance to teach you manners," Grimar returned, his voice deadly as a winter chill. Whereas my blood felt like it was boiling in my veins, it seemed that his had frozen solid. "I expected so much better from the tales. You challenge me when I outnumber you so greatly?"

He did outnumber me. Up to five to one.

"Have all thousand of them stand before you, then. I don't need my army to strike you down, you gutless coward. I'll kill every single one of you. The only thing that will change is how many times I have to swing," I shot back. I wanted to kill him. I wanted him to die screaming. Grimar's eyes narrowed at that, but it was his Hird that reacted more. A man with light brown hair and a long beard threw his head back and laughed loudly.

"A whelp of a dog barks the loudest. Just like your brother, Wolf-Kissed. He thought himself a man when he fought beside your father, but the moment he felt the kiss of steel, he wept in fear. He cowered and begged to live, shitting himself all the while. The gods must have laughed at such a coward. I know I sure did," he snarled back at me. Good. That was good.

"That insult is worth a Holmgang," I snapped at him.

"Aye, it is, whelp," the man returned.

"Here. Now. No shields," I told him and, despite the anger in his face, I saw something resembling doubt enter his eyes. He thought that I was all bark. How eager I was made him doubt. He looked to Grimar, who offered a curt nod in response.

The man I challenged offered a curt nod as well. "Agreed. Draw the square that you'll die in," he spat at me. I gestured to Thorkell to draw the square and he took his axe and started dragging it across the ground. He didn't make a large one. It was hardly five paces to the side and forward. However, the action alone was enough to draw the attention of men that had been watching the insults and they were gathering to see the fight.

I took out my remaining axe and tossed it onto the ground as he took out his own axe. "To the death. No yielding," I told him as I looked at Grimar, whose expression seemed to be made of stone.

"Agreed, whelp. I am Magni-," Magni began, but I cut him off with a scoff.

"I don't care," I told him bluntly. "What reason do I have to learn the name of a corpse?" I added, clenching my hands into fists. He would get no respect from me. He was a member of a Hird belonging to my enemy's son. While I had no quarrel with him, I wanted him dead. Him being an ally was more than enough for me to declare him my enemy. Rage flowed through my veins as it was decided that the Saxon Commander would take the role of judge.

He looked between us -- down at myself, who was a head and shoulders shorter than the bear of a man. He had his doubts. He would soon lose them. "Begin," The Saxon decided and Magni immediately lashed out with his axe in a downward swing, directly at the nape of my neck with a snarl on his face.

I caught the haft of the axe, stopping it cold in its tracks and I gave Magni just enough time to understand that fact. With a harsh yank, I tore the axe out of his grip, making him cry out as the flesh was torn from his hands. With a Power Attack, I slammed my heel onto his knee and bent it backward with a harsh tear sound. Magni immediately dropped to the ground, sputtering as he tried to swallow his shouts of agony and the crowd around us were both horrified and cheering in equal measures.

The chants of my name or Wolf-Kissed fell on deaf ears, no more than a distant echo to the thundering of my heartbeat. My head started to feel light once again, a feeling that I only felt once before when I came across the raiders at my family's farm. Only this time, it didn't feel like my spirit had left my body. Instead, as I grabbed Magni by the head, my fingers clawing at his skull and forcing him to look at me, it instead felt like I had been possessed by a foul spirit.

"Say it again!" I roared at Magni, my skin flushed red as I started to squeeze his head between my palms. "Say it again!" I screamed, slamming his head into the dirt, sending up a small splash of mud. "SAY IT!"

I hated him. Completely. Utterly. And I hated him only because he was connected to Horrik's bloodline. Magni managed to let out a pained cry that was silenced by my enraged wordless roar in his face, hate ripping itself from my throat as I squeezed down on his head. The bone near his eyes cracked first, and when they did, the rest of the skull followed not a second later. Blood and brain splashed on my face, my hands clapping together as blood flowed between my fingers.

It wasn't enough. It wouldn't ever be enough. What I felt for this man was but a mere fraction of the hate I carried for Horrik and Thorfinn. I almost feared the day that I exacted my vengeance upon them because I knew, no matter how clever I might be, I could not devise a torment that they so richly deserved.

My chest heaved as I stood up, my gaze going to Grimar, who seemed disquieted by the loss of his man. "Call your men! I'll duel them all! I'll slaughter every single one of them to get to you, Grimar!" I roared at the top of my lungs, my rage echoing throughout the fortress, heard by every man. Grimar bristled at that, his eyes narrowing into slits, but he wasn't so eager to challenge me. Even to avenge his man. "Face me! FACE ME, YOU COWARD!"

Grimar licked his lips, still calm as I began to pace back and forth, feeling like an animal trapped in a cage as I walked the length of the square. Magni's blood soaked the mud and darkened it while his body twitched in death. "I came here to fulfill a bargain made between my father and King Widukind. A promise of aid against the Franks and their corpse god. Perhaps our aid is undeeded?" He questioned and I saw the Saxon commander stiffen at that. Alarmed.

I was about to agree. The war meant nothing to me in this moment. I couldn't care less if King Charlemagne came here and killed everyone with his own two hands. All I cared about was Grimar. Getting my hands on him and making him scream. However, I felt a hand on my shoulder. Before I could smack it away, Thorkell leaned down.

"You've shamed him in front of his army. We should use his men to break the siege. You can always kill him after, Siegfried," Thorkell advised and I hated the advice. I hated him for giving it because it made sense. This shame was not something that Grimar would easily be able to swallow, and word would spread. Just as word would spread of my deeds throughout his army.

Ripping my shoulder out of his grasp, I continued pacing. "You sniveling coward. Are you so attached to your life that you would bargain with the Christians? Fine. It is no matter to me. You are a corpse, Grimar. A corpse with a heartbeat only because I haven't killed you yet. You will not live to see the end of this war." I spat at him before spitting on his boots. Perhaps it wasn't wise to admit all of that, but there was no point in keeping it a secret.

We were both going to try to kill one another. That was fact. Nothing could change that. It was only a question of who would make the first and final attempt.

"I'm glad to have the approval of a yapping dog," Grimar returned, trying to salvage what was left of his reputation before turning away.

The Saxon commander looked worried, "Wolf-Kissed, if I have to choose between the two of you, I would pick you. But we need the men that he brought. We don't have the numbers to break the siege otherwise."

I scoffed, my blood starting to cool. Now, questions started to breach through the red haze that had descended upon my mind. What was Grimar doing here? He said his father was fulfilling a promise. Could Horrik really spare a thousand men so easily? "What is he doing here?" I questioned, my voice gruff as Thorkell passed me a rag to wipe down my face and hands. "Is the war in Denmark over?"

"Not to my knowledge, Wolf-Kissed. It was still going last I heard a few weeks ago, just that both sides were going to wait for spring before committing to battle. Then a week ago, King Widukind sent a raven with a message to expect an army to come to the fortress. Any time anyone asks, we all get the same response -- Grimar's here to fulfill his father's end of the bargain."

To that, I grunted, very unhappy with the news. To my knowledge, there hadn't been a bargain between Horrik and King Widukind initially. But I think I could guess what that bargain was -- in exchange for breaking the siege at Frankfurt, King Widukind would either do something… or not do something. Possibly, in the initial days of spring, he could lead his Saxon army up north to help Horrik become king. Or, possibly, it was in exchange for not aiding King Godfrey in any capacity from joining his army to offering refuge. It had to be something big for Horrik to commit his armies so late in the year while already at war.

"King Widukind plays a dangerous game," I decided, muttering under my breath, feeling the foul spirit leave me. And in its absence, I felt strangely exhausted even if the battle had been an easy one.

The Saxon commander nodded, "Aye, allying with a snake like Horrik…" the Saxon agreed, but it sounded like he was saying that because he knew he was my enemy.

That wasn't at all what I meant.

King Widukind was playing a very dangerous game with me.



Our men were kept separate from the Norse army, but it was only for a night before we set out early in the morning to make our way to Frankfurt. As we marched, my men were bringing me bits and pieces of news about what was going on in Denmark. The news was that there wasn't a whole lot of actual news. There hadn't been a single pitched battle as of yet, but there was a great deal of raiding each other's territories.

King Godfrey's realm had suffered a tremendous blow when near a third of his jarls decided to declare independence from both him and Horrik. Some had consolidated underneath a man named Ulfljot Geirolfsson, but most chose to become independent Jarls like Horrik. Horrik, on the other hand, seemed to be consolidating heavily in preparation for the battles to come next spring. Most people seemed to put the odds in Horrik's favor of becoming King of Denmark, but with the exodus of Jarls, that title carried less weight than it once did.

They also brought me news about myself. Horrik had spread lies about me and my family. That my father had been acting as a spy for King Sigfred for many years. That my father had never been a friend to Horrik or his family. That he had planned to betray Horrik to King Sigfred in exchange for becoming the Jarl of Alabu. Thorfinn was honored for fighting a shadow war against my family, but when my father lost his temper, the ploy was revealed.

The lies churned in my stomach and my fingers twitched to tear Grimar limb from limb as penance for the lies spread about my father. He had been a friend to Horrik for many years and his reward for it was treachery and murder.

There was also a lack of news. Horrik had no member of my family and the search for them had ended some weeks ago. To that end, no one seemed to know where my family was, and I chose to believe that was a good sign. They were laying low and in hiding. They weren't branded and so long as they traveled far enough that no one was looking for them, then I had no reason to worry that they would be found.

Rumors about me were also circulating. The stories existed well in advance from tales of the battles I fought with Horrik, but some of them were starting to take a life of their own. One even claimed that I had slain a dragon. I wished that I had, but in my travels, I had yet to see such a majestic beast. There were even some that were a suggestion that I was a descendant of Thor because of my hair and eyes. It was a laughable one, and most people treated it as such.

Still, the rumors swirled around. They were not kind to Grimar. Many were calling him a coward under their breath while boldly proclaiming that if I uttered such words to them, they would make me swallow them. It was too early to tell what would be the lasting damage to his reputation or mine, but it mattered little since he would be dying soon enough. Beyond that, the only thing of interest was the fact that there were many that wondered if I was recruiting -- not because of faith or desire to aid me, but because they heard I was a great raider.

All the same, we continued on to Frankfurt early in the morning. Sigiburg was left with only fifty men to maintain a presence in the fortress while everyone else marched with us. The same for Eresburg when we passed it along our way, giving us another two hundred men. In total, we marched with an army of three thousand strong according to the Saxon commander, whose name I learned was Gerwig. It took several days to reach Frankfurt because of the painfully slow march, the entire army hardly moving each day.

But, after days, our scouts gave word that we had arrived at Frankfurt. And that things had changed a great deal since the last time that I was here.

The Franks were besieging Frankfurt, so it was a familiar sight to me, but what was different from the Saxons were the fortifications. Trees had been cut down to make a protective ring going around the besiegers facing Frankfurt, protecting them from arrows and stones. However, facing outward was another set of fortifications. Earthworks around the city gave the Franks a small slope to fight on while the ditch was filled with stakes. According to the scouts, the same was true all around the city.

It seemed the general was well aware of the plan and had known it long in advance. Running them off became far more difficult. Especially at the gates, which more fortifications were built around. In the space between the walls were burnt-out ladders and wood plank walls to protect some people in prior assaults on the walls.

It was an unwelcome sight, but it wasn't as unwelcome as the news we received upon arrival.

"The Franks have reinforcements!" Authun, one of my scouts, announced. "They've crossed the Rhine. It's too late to cut them off."

"We could do battle with the reinforcements before they link up. How many do they number?" Gerwig voiced an idea, looking between me and Grimar. No words had been exchanged between us since the Holmgang. I knew he was looking to kill me as much as I was looking to kill him. And there were few places better than in battle. It was just a question of how many men he was willing to let die to fail to kill me.

"Two thousand," Authun answered, catching my attention and my eye. He offered a subtle nod to me, confirming my unspoken question. Two thousand matched up rather perfectly with the number of men that had been chasing us around Francia. It seemed our hunters had figured out our destination.

"Five thousand in total," Grimar voiced the number out loud with a note of distaste. "The Franks truly are limitless. I expected we would have killed every single one of them by now."

I scoffed. "We," I interjected, not looking at him. I said nothing else, but my point was made. He wasn't included in that we. He just got here. I had been killing all of those Franks. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw his jaw tighten. He wanted to lash out, but I gave him good reason not to. "Counting the men in the city, we number four thousand. Or we did when I left Frankfurt." I leaned forward in my saddle, trying to envision the battle in my mind.

The fortifications posed a greater danger than the incoming reinforcements. The slight difference in elevation would be devastating in effect and the stakes would greatly slow us down. The one advantage would be that the besieging force wouldn't be able to completely focus on us. Not when they were technically being flanked or hit by a sally out from the Saxons inside.

"What say you, Wolf-Kissed?" Gerwig questioned, looking at me. Grimar visibly scowled at that, clearly unhappy with the Saxon looking to me instead of him.

"Authun, how far out are they?" I questioned, looking at my scout. In response, he offered a small shrug.

"Not long. I'd imagine they'd be running here. A few hours, I'd say," Authun answered. Not very long indeed because it would take at least an hour to make out own preparations for so many men. Meaning that we would have up to an hour or two to route the besieging army. Not very likely, in my experience. Ambushes passed very quickly. More often than not, the battle was over by the time it began. A fortified position against an enemy that were just barely outnumbered? One that likely knew they had reinforcements on the way?

The battle wouldn't be a short one.

"I say we attack at the main gate and push the Franks back. With speed, we can take the fortifications and use them on their reinforcements, but we must move quickly," I decided. Because if we failed to move fast enough then we would be getting hit in the behind or sides from another two thousand men. A bad position. But, possibly, we could retreat into the city if things became dire.

"As you say, Wolf-Kissed. I'll give the orders to my men."



The sacrifices were made to Tyr, asking for his blessing before this battle that so much hinged on. I chose to sacrifice my horse, the one that I had rode for a season now. It was a worthy sacrifice and I thought that Tyr would smile kindly upon it. Beyond that, after a quick rest after a long day of marching, our battle line formed up and the Franks were responding in kind. They hid behind their fortifications. The Saxons could be seen on the walls, gathering in towers as they started taking shots at the Franks from above any chance they had.

The battle plan was simple. No cleverness to be found because it was too great of a risk. We focused all of our men at a single point, intent on breaking through. From there, if we got in fast enough, we could fight the Franks within these fortifications while using them against the reinforcements. However, because of the nature of the fortifications and the siege itself, the Franks wouldn't be able to concentrate their forces so easily.

My two hundred and fifty men stood on the left side of the Saxons, who was between us and the rest of the Norse warriors. Off in the distance, I heard a shout. "Shield wall!" It sounded like Grimar, the command echoing out and it was accompanied by the sound of shields overlapping. The Saxons did the same, bringing their shields up in preparation for the hail of arrows we would be walking into.

"Shield wall!" I echoed the command, my warriors to do the same. It had been some time since I participated in a battle like this. My men were far more used to ambushes at this point. "Thorkell, Hallsetin -- we use the Norse and Saxons as shields until my mark. Then we charge," I informed them, earning a nod from Thorkell and Hallsetin, my two foremost commanders. "Getting through the fortifications is going to hurt, but I imagine getting hit from behind will hurt more."

"Aye. I imagine so," Thorkell agreed a second before a horn blew in a long blast. The signal to charge. I stood at the front of the warriors and because of it, I saw how uneven the approach was as the Norse surged forward first, leaving the Saxons behind by a half beat. Lastly were my warriors, who trailed behind them both by two beats. The sounds of war cries echoed out through the air, matched only by the sounds of feet hitting the ground.

The Franks let loose a volley of arrows that rained down upon us as we charged, making men cry out as arrows slipped between the gaps in the shield wall or struck them in the legs. They fell, and if the arrows didn't kill them, then getting trampled by their fellows did. More arrows fell from the sky in a near constant volley as we crossed the field. At the same time, the Saxons began to fire down upon the Franks. I saw that the effect was minimal because the Franks had long since prepared for this battle, but I did see some enemy soldiers fall.

But, by far, more Saxons and Norsemen fell to the Franks. Most arrows thudded into the planks of shields, feathering them with up to a dozen arrows. I glanced over my shoulder at Thorkell and Hallstein. "Pick up the pace! I'll clear the way ahead," I told them, earning cheers from the men as I began to pick up the pace myself, pulling ahead of the Saxons… then the Norsemen.

My axes appeared in my hands as I sprinted forward, my legs pumping. A few arrows sailed towards me, but I easily sidestepped them without losing any of my speed. The pit filled with stakes was rapidly approaching, as were the line of Saxons all wielding spears to keep any that tried to climp forward at bay. Once I was in range, I choked up on my axes before I flung both of them directly into the Franks, catching two of them in the face just as I leaped up, jumping over the entire ditch.

My hands went for my seaxs at my belt, drawing them as my feet touched the other side of the ditch, I darted forward into the thick of the Franks that were completely unprepared for the sudden assault. The spears were worse than useless to fend me off -- they were a weakness. Franks closed in around me, lashing out with their weapons, but I was already too close. My seaxs lashed out, catching Frank warriors in weak points -- gaps between their armor, or places that weren't covered at all.

In no time at all, I found myself covered in blood that dripped down my blades, over my fingers, and down my wrists. Each movement sent droplets of it flying as I tried to carve a line through the Franks with the time that I had. Which wasn't much because my warriors soon reached the ditch and they were forced to shift around the spikes to avoid being impaled on them. Though, that didn't stop a few from falling to them, pushed forward by the men behind him. Or being feathered with arrows or struck down with spears.

In the end, the gap that I carved out was a small one, but it was enough for some of my men to get through the ditch with little difficulty. When they did, they stood on the fortifications, forcing the Franks to abandon their bows and spears in favor of picking up other weapons to face them. On the other side of the earthworks was a long and wide trench that was flanked by wood shields. In no time at all, the dirt began to turn into mud as we were forced to fight down the trench. I was aware of my surroundings, and I could see how my men were pushing the Franks back, but there was a point when the two densely packed bodies were just grinding against each other with nonexistent progress.

The Franks were getting the worse of it all the same as far as I could see, leading the charge to get as many of our men inside the trench as possible before it was too late. My men managed to get inside of the trench, but there were still many Norse and Saxons that failed to get inside so easily. The Franks were fighting hard, and in the trench, the bodies rapidly became an obstacle themselves.

I paid it no mind at all until I heard a loud blast of a horn off in the distance. My head jerked up at the sound, knowing that it wasn't one of ours. It couldn't have been a few hours already. The battle had hardly begun in earnest. Meaning if it hadn't come from us… then…

My attention was stolen from the battle as I crawled back up the earthwork to stand on top of it to see the source of the horn blowing. With some luck, the person that did made no secret that it was them.

Off in the distance, I saw the reinforcements that were streaming out of the woods, all of them on horseback. Leading the charge was the hornblower, and they cut an imposing figure. They didn't wear a scale hauberk, but instead wore an odd type of metal plate armor in places while a pure white cloak clasped with gold fluttered behind them. A helmet obscured their face, but I did see that braid of… blondish-red… pinkish hair escaped the end of the helm.

Pointed at our army was a long spear that was painted white and gold with the Christian cross painted onto it. My stomach clenched at the sight of hundreds, a thousand even, of cavalry raced forward directly toward the Norse and Saxon warriors. There was no warning that I could give as only a handful of warriors noticed the threat at all. And by the time they did, it was already far too late.

Father had warned me of the dangers of Frankish cavalry before… but when the Franks slammed into the back of our army…

I realized he had completely undersold how devastating that charge could be.

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Good raider, not so good a soldier. You don't risk an envelopment like that when the scout comes back and says the enemy is less than a half-day - full day if they have significant cavalry.

A charge like that, into unprepared backs of formations, can easily roll a dozen ranks without slowing down. In all likelihood, that's a loss for the Norse/Saxons right there.

So is Seigfried going to run, get captured? Probably not killed, since OP's not likely to end the story here.
 
Traps
The charge was absolutely devastating. There was simply no other word that could hope to convey the effect that the cavalry charge had on the unprepared back of the army. Spears broke as they tore through men like an axe through cloth, shattering into splinters while the horses knocked men over and trampled them under a tide of hooves. Some horsemen weren't so lucky. The wall of people proved to be too thick in some places, either halting the charge or flipping a horse over and sending the rider flying.

The air became filled with the panicked screams of men and the death cries of horses as their bodies broke. Still, the Franks carved deep lines into the army, leaving devastation and death in their wake. At the very tip of the charge was the warrior in the odd looking plate armor and white cloak, his spear darting out swiftly, and with each thrust, he seemed to find the neck of a warrior, allowing his charge to maintain some momentum. However, even as his white mount became red from blood, I could see that the devastating charge quickly lost momentum.

The initial impact was deadly, but the deeper they went into the army, the more their horses got bogged down. Franks were pulled off of their horses, or the horses fell to blades. It was an incredible thing to witness. All of the damage came from the impact and I could see the ripple effects through the army as it tried to figure out what just hit them, but for as much damage as they had inflicted the cavalry had no staying power. While the charge was by far deadlier for our army, the Franks didn't emerge unscathed as the tip of the charge began to turn around to escape the Saxon lines.

"Archers!" I shouted, seeing the cavalry pull out in quick order. The ones in the back ranks pulled out first, some lingered to help their allies, but some were sacrificed when they were too deep inside our army. "Aim for their horses!" I shouted, knowing what was about to come next. They were going to deliver another charge. However, I didn't see any infantry with them, meaning that the cavalry was alone for now. They rode ahead hard in order to get here before we could rout the besiegers or hide behind their fortifications. Clever of them, but very bad for us.

My men echoed the orders and I soon was joined by a dozen of my archers on top of the earthworks while I picked up a bow and arrow from the hands of a dead Frank. My mind was racing while the Franks were gathering themselves back up, forming ranks outside of our warriors' reach. As for our army, the unexpected charge had been deadly. Worse, it had been confusing. I could hear shouts in Germanic and Norse that we were completely surrounded. Some were calling for us to flee and that the battle was already lost.

From where I stood, the latter couldn't be more untrue, but I imagine things looked very different on the ground. There were calls to form a shield wall or to stand together, but they were fleeting things. Many men had been killed in the charge and more were expected to die in another, worse, they had been hit from behind where our warriors thought they might be safe. The army wasn't breaking yet, but I could feel it. They were close.

"Thorkell! Hallstein!" I shouted, taking command of my men. I had to. Grimar and Gerwig were failing to react to the charge. At this rate, the next one was going to be even more damaging than the first one. "The Saxons are going to take another charge! We need to be there so the men don't lose heart, and kill as many Franks as we can!" I shouted over the sounds of utter chaos. Something I had learned over the past few months -- men took heart from the men around them. If they were afraid, then everyone would be afraid. However, if they saw men holding strong and fighting back, then the opposite happened. They would take heart, hold strong and fight back.

The Saxons didn't seem to have that in them. Nor did the Norse warriors under Grimar's command. My men wouldn't be enough to hold together the entire army, or block the charge, but what we could do was inflict enough damage on the Franks to make sure they lacked the strength for a third charge.

"Form up! Form up!" Thorkell shouted back, hearing me, but I didn't hear anything from Hallstein. My men started to clamor over the earthworks and back into the ditch, letting their places be taken by warriors that were desperately trying to get behind the fortifications. That desperation had good use, I saw, because progress surged in taking the earthworks. Men fought for their lives, not just to break the siege.

At that same moment, the Frank cavalry began to charge again. Slinging my bow, I notched an arrow as the dozen archers at my side did the same. There was no spoken command, but when I let loose my first arrow, they did the same. They sailed over the head of our army, heading directly toward the Franks. About half of the arrows missed, but the half that did strike true all toppled the horsemen. Their horses collapsed, acting as an obstacle for those behind them.

The man in the white cloak managed to evade an arrow, still leading the charge that was picking up speed. I released another arrow and with the closing distance, all of our arrows struck true, taking down another dozen horsemen along with a few others that failed to get out of the way. Notching a final arrow, I took aim at the tip of the charge, giving my Projectile Prediction a good enough lead before letting the arrow fly a half second before the charge impacted the Saxons that were putting up a pitiful defense.

The arrow struck true, catching the stark white horse now dyed red in the forehead, and instantly it began to collapse. As the head hit the ground and the Saxon shield wall, the back legs came up and the horse rider went down, vanishing in the tide of bodies. The damage that we did wasn't enough to blunt the charge and the Saxons and Norse were still hit hard. The Franks slammed into them, the shield wall breaking like splinters as the Franks charged into the army. The effects were just as devastating as they had been the first time. This time, the panic was really starting to settle in.

There were some men at the sides that started to break off from the main army. The only thing that kept them in the fight was the fact that the Franks, the ones that weren't already committed to battle, were getting out of the trenches to flank around. Not many of them, telling me that the Saxons inside Frankfurt were committed to the battle, but enough to prevent them from quitting the battle entirely. My men were marching ahead, easily marked in the sea of bodies because they were pushing their way forward instead of moving away.

"Keep firing!" I instructed my archers as they steadily picked off horsemen one by one. The horses needed to go. Without them, the cavalry were just men, and men died easily. As I spoke, I tossed my bow and arrow to the side before going to rejoin my men. I could do more damage as an archer in this case, but it wouldn't mean anything. Not if the entire army was routed. I alone couldn't stop a charge, but if people saw me fighting, they might think that they had a chance.

My archers did as I instructed, firing arrow after arrow as I followed the path that Thorkell had taken. All the while, I shouted, "Are you not ashamed to bend so easily?" I shouted in Germanic, then in Norse. "To run and hide in the face of the enemy? Where is your spine?! Or are you only capable of fighting Christians behind walls?" I shouted as I pushed forward, grabbing a man that was starting to push past me and shoving him back. "The gods have offered us a challenge! To see if we are worthy! You disappoint them with this shameful display!"

My words were lost in a sea of voice, but they were heard by some. Some seemed ashamed of themselves, but most continued past me, either not hearing me or pretending that they didn't. Of the few that were ashamed, fewer managed to gather their courage to stop their fleeing and start pushing back at the crowd of men all racing to get behind the walls of Frankfurt. It wasn't much, I wouldn't even call it enough, but it was something.

Taking in a deep breath of air that tasted of blood, I heard the sounds of combat that were growing. As I shoved another man out of my way, I saw the source of it.

The warrior with the white cloak and spear had survived the fall, I noticed, and the white cloak was nowhere to be seen. Neither was their helmet, I noticed, which brought me up short.

A woman. I think. Strawberry pink hair was tied off in a braid, a beardless face… The fact that she was a woman was the least alarming thing about her. She was surrounded by corpses, and even as I recoiled at the sight of her, she killed another two men in the space of a breath. One she speared through the throat and with a flick of her wrist, she ripped it out at an angle, sharply spinning the blade, before plunging it into another man's thigh.

My hesitation already proved too costly. A roar escaped me as I threw myself forward, launching myself over a veritable wall of corpses that she had made. A mistake, in hindsight, because as I surged forward, her gaze darted to me. Blood was flicked away from her spear, sending a splash of it out, before I suddenly found the tip of it racing directly toward my heart. Unbreakable Guard saved me, but it was the closest thing to real danger I had experienced since the gods gave me the blessing. My seax skirted off the leaf shaped spearhead, and almost as soon as I blocked the spear, I found another thrust aimed at my throat.

Leaning my head out of the way, I batted the spear to the side to find that her face was every bit as surprised as mine. "Only one other person ever managed to block my spear twice," she informed, settling in a wide stance. She seemed young. Late teens to early twenties. The metal plates that she wore were framed by blackened leather that had ringmail woven into it. "You must be Siegfried."

"I am," I confirmed, narrowing my eyes at her. She had been fast. A type of speed that I hadn't seen in anyone else. "You?"

"I am Astolfo! One of King Charlemagne's faithful and reliable Paladins," Astolfo greeted me, a wide smile on her face, sounding almost friendly despite the chaos that surrounded us. "I've been chasing you for ages! Should'a known you'd end up finding me. I thought you were supposed to be like twelve feet tall? You're just an itty bitty baby," Astolfo remarked, sounding a bit alarmed by that fact.

My eyes narrowed at the insult. And at the reveal that she had been the one hunting me. A Paladin. I had heard of them. Some had uttered that Charlemagne's Paladins would be my downfall and deliver retribution upon me for my deeds. I thought nothing of it, to be honest. Charlemagne and his Paladins were men -- and a woman -- so I just had to kill them. Simple.

Only it didn't seem so simple anymore.

"I didn't come here to talk," I told her, my grip tightening on my seaxes. She had the range advantage. It could have been mitigated, but people were giving her a wide berth because of how easily she killed. Much in the same way that people did with me. People only attacked as a mob when they felt like they had a chance of winning with numbers. Take that away, and they'd give way and bend as easily as grass did to a summer breeze.

"What a coincidence. Neither did I!" She announced before we both moved as one. Her spear moved faster than a serpent's tongue, I found, because in the span of a single step, I found myself fending off two separate thrusts -- one low at my foot, and the second at my throat. Both were batted to the side, or diverted with the edge of a seax. By the time I took another step, I had fended off four more thrusts.

She was fast. My eyes hadn't deceived me. I've never seen speed like that before. Standing my ground, Unbreakable Guard was the only thing that saved me from being struck dead a dozen times over as her speed increased, the tip of her spear becoming little more than a blur of movement and if it wasn't for her hands moving, I might have never had guessed where the tip of the spear was going.

I couldn't win like this, I realized. It was a foreign thought. An unfamiliar one. It was almost like a smack to the face. I was a very, very long way from being the boy that couldn't beat his brothers in a fight. Killing men had almost become easy. I was stronger, faster, and deadlier. It was only natural that I could kill them before they had a chance, and even when they did, I could overwhelm them. This was different. This was…

"You're like me," I realized, blocking the spear. A plan formed in the back of my mind, seeing the grooves that were being hacked into the shaft of the spear. "You see them too. The windows from the gods." Part of me was excited. I never thought that I would come across another that could communicate with the gods like I did. However, that excitement quickly turned into confusion because Astolfo looked at me like she had no idea what I was talking about.

"See what?" She questioned, her brow furrowing as she looked at me. "God has never spoken to me. If he was going to speak to anyone, it would be King Charlemagne, his ultimate servant." She continued, making me frown. I didn't understand. If the gods didn't speak to her, then how could she move this swiftly? What could it be if not a boon from the gods? Did the Christian God give out gifts as well? I…

I didn't understand. It was the same, yet different.

No. It didn't matter. It didn't change what I had to do.

Astolfo sensed the change in me because the friendly smirk vanished and I found myself under a renewed assault. The tip of the spear flickered out like a whip, vanishing and reappearing rapidly, targeting every gap in my armor with deadly accuracy. With it, we fell into a deadly dance of me trying to close the distance between us and she maintained it with deft ease. Her footing was sure, and she seemed keenly aware of everything around her as she stepped between bodies and fighters.

My seaxes cut a notch in the unusually hard shaft, carving away slivers of it with each block. Half the time, I missed the mark, but she threw so many thrusts, it hardly mattered. A bead of sweat rolled down my forehead, my arms beginning to burn with effort -- one block was a little slow, sending sparks to dance upon my skin. Wincing, I nearly missed a thrust at my throat but I found my pace again a beat later.

Despite it, a slight smile began to tug at the edges of my lips. I didn't understand what Astolfo was if she was not honored by the gods like I was, but that didn't matter. The battle was unlike anything I could think of. The closest thing I could compare it to was getting ambushed by Fenrir. This was a battle. A contest of wills and ability that I found precious few challengers in the past year. This was glorious in the eyes of men and the eyes of the gods, and I found myself enjoying it, despite the chaos around us.

Then enraged when I saw a warrior attacking Astolfo from behind, creeping forward. There was murder in his eyes. Hate. I didn't doubt that he had suffered a loss to Astolfo -- a friend, a brother, a father. I didn't know. And, in that moment, I didn't care. "Don't you dare," I snarled out, flipping the blade to my fingers before throwing it with all of my strength at the man. The blade flew over Astolfo's shoulder, who moved out of the way before it had even left my fingers, and it slammed into the intruder's forehead with enough force that it knocked him on his ass.

Astolfo looked at me with wide eyes, seemingly surprised by my actions. Enough so that she paused the attack, letting me grab an axe from one of the warriors she had killed. "You do have a strange sense of honor," she acknowledged, letting me get used to the weight of my new axe. "I thought as much when I heard about Cologne. But you sacked every church you've come across since."

"You should not hoard such treasures in your churches then," I told her, giving as blunt advice as I could. I hoped they would not heed it. Raiding their churches was very profitable.

"That's not how that works, but I'll pass the message along-" Astolfo started, only to be interrupted by the sound of the blaring of a horn. Three blasts. One of our signals. We broke through the fortifications and retreated into Frankfurt. A signal that I hoped we would have to use. As far as I could tell, that meant that the battle had gone rather poorly for us. Very poorly. The men around us reacted to the signal with swiftness, all but abandoning the battle the moment that they heard the signal to rush through the gates. The only ones that lingered were my men.

I locked eyes with Astolfo for a long moment, noting that her eye color was an odd one. Dark blue that almost seemed purple in the right light. She took a step back, a friendly smile back on her face. "I'll be seeing you, Seig! Bye!" She said, giving me a wave as she began to retreat, reaching out to a horseman and getting pulled up onto the horse as the Franks retreated. The entire ending was sudden, I thought. So sudden that my mind couldn't help but race at what just happened.

The Franks weren't quitting the battle, meaning that I did have little time to linger, else I would find myself locked out of the city. I took a step back, turning away from the Paladin.

Why did it feel like the Franks wanted us in the city?



The battle was a poor one, I learned. A very poor one. It was possibly the first battle that I had ever lost, in hindsight. The charges at the back had been devastating, and attacking the fortifications had been costly. Worse, our wounded were relatively few. That was because the gate had been closed on many of them -- some of which could have survived their injuries, but they were on the wrong side of the door.

But the losses didn't just come from the dead. I hadn't seen it personally, but near five hundred Norse and Saxons had broken off from the army to flee into the wilderness. I imagined that they would be ridden down in the coming days. In addition to the losses that we had suffered, we entered Frankfurt with a third of the number that we had set out with. Two thousand men was still an army, but compared to the losses that the Franks suffered, it was difficult to say anything but that we lost the battle overall.

As much as I looked forward to reuniting with Morrigan and Jill, as soon as I took stock of my own losses -- eight men with twelve wounded to various degrees of severity -- I was asked to attend a meeting with King Widukind. Still bloodied, I was flanked by Thorkell and Hallstein, the latter handing me a damp cloth that had already scrubbed some blood clean. While I cleaned my face up, I took a moment to note the differences since I was last in Frankfurt.

A number of buildings didn't seem cared for because there was no one to live in them. The Saxons had an army of five thousand behind the walls, but that was a small population for such a city. Most of Frankfurt simply hadn't seen any use in a season. Beyond that, it almost looked the same. "We need to work on our communication during battle," I decided, handing the bloodied rag back to Hallstein with a look, making the older man wince.

"Aye. The boys' blood got up," Hallstein acknowledged without making excuses. "Got too used to fighting Franks unawares, methinks. When they fought back, it pissed some of the lads right off."

A problem in itself. Now that we were back here, we needed to get used to fighting battles. That, and I needed to get used to the idea that we wouldn't have complete autonomy anymore. While winter was at the door, come spring, I imagine we would have plenty of time to relearn how to fight as a part of a larger battle. I grunted while Thorkell thumped Hallstein on the shoulder, conveying that he agreed. I didn't know much about Hallstein -- or Thorkell, really -- but he was a reliable commander, I've found. One that rarely made the same mistake twice.

Our escort brought us to an unfamiliar building in a part of the city that seemed to have seen a lot more use in the past months. The buildings in the area were of a finer make, which explained why. The building we were led into was called a villa, I think. I hadn't seen one before, but I recalled Horrick had spent some time in one to recover from an infected injury. It was made of a whitish-colored stone and the floor was made of stone slabs instead of dirt. I looked around at the interior, noting the fine furniture and lavish decorations -- many, I suspected, had been looted from other villas.

It was when we arrived at the center of the building to find a courtyard that the villa was framed around, I saw King Widukind. He seemed tired, I thought. There were dark bags under his eyes, and at his temples, there was a bare hint of gray. King Widukind wasn't a young man by any means, but it struck me that he was graying about a decade too early. The table of the city had been placed in the courtyard and it had been expanded considerably, detailing not only the city, but the surrounding area. Complete with the fortifications the Franks made around Frankfurt.

Standing next to him was the Saxon Commander, Gerwig. As well as Grimar. Both were bloodied and looked tired.

"Wolf-Kissed," King Widukind greeted me, offering a small nod in my direction. "It's good to see you again. Tales have long since reached us of your efforts within Francia. I wished we could have welcomed you with a proper celebration," he offered, his tone unfailingly polite, but my eyes were on Grimar.

"Hm," I grunted in response, my gaze flickering to King Widukind for a moment and I could see he knew exactly what my issue was. "One of King Charlemagne's Paladins led the cavalry. Astolfo. She has been blessed by their God, I think. She is a Raven-Feeder with her spear." There was an expression of mild alarm on King Widukind's face at the news, possibly because I was saying it. "I couldn't kill her."

"That… is troubling news," King Widukind admitted, sounding like he meant it. "It is something that we will have to factor into our plans, but, for now, we must focus on the task at hand. Today went poorly for us, but we have the advantage. The walls mean they are unlikely to attempt an assault and winter is upon us. While we shall remain warm and well fed in the coming months, the Franks will be forced to sit outside of our walls." King Widukind started, gesturing to the Franks in the model.

Meaning that, for now, the battles were done. We would winter in Frankfurt. King Widukind continued, "The reinforcements will only strain their supply lines for they must keep a considerable amount of men here to prevent us from simply leaving. We wait here, gather our strength, and when spring arrives, we crush the Franks." Nothing that I hadn't already expected so far.

"What of the rebellion?" I questioned, crossing my arms over my chest. A rebellion I was supposed to help foster by weakening King Charlemagne's supporters. Based on the slight grimace that King Widukind wore, he didn't have good news.

"You may have done your job too well, Wolf-Kissed," he told me. "You've weakened his supporters, this is true, but others have drifted closer to him out of fear of a common enemy," he told me, earning a deep frown. I hadn't expected that. "At the same time, it has also drawn some to us. There are those that remember the old ways in this kingdom. They have sought me out and offered their assistance. A rebellion is still possible, it would just require that you sack fewer cities, Wolf-Kissed." The remark was greeted with a few chuckles -- neither Grimar nor I joined in.

That was a complication that I hadn't foreseen. I couldn't claim that I regretted my actions, but I did see that they had unforeseen consequences. "These allies that approached you -- can they do anything?"

"Agitate. None are willing to commit troops to our cause, but they can weaken Charlemagne in his courts. Whisper doubts and inflame tensions. That, and offer information. It was one of them that smuggled a message to me about the fleet that King Charlemagne gathered to transport the reinforcements." He said, giving me a small nod, as if to tell me that it was nothing to be concerned with.

My eyes narrowed. "Fleet?" I questioned, making King Widukind blink at my tone.

"The fleet that the reinforcements were transported on. I was told that it was an army some five thousand strong," King Widukind informed, making me tilt my head while my pulse started to quicken. It felt like we were talking past each other. It felt like…

"The reinforcements we just faced?" I questioned and there was a small amount of growing alarm in King Widukind's face. "Those were men that had been pursuing my raiders for the past season. They didn't come from a fleet. What fleet are you talking about?" I questioned, as it started to click together and sink in. They thought that the army we just faced was an entirely separate army. They didn't know the numbers like I did. They didn't have to dodge them like I did.

Meaning that the fleet King Widukind was talking about was something else entirely. An additional five thousand men were being transported up here. An entire second army that matched our numbers. We were facing two armies with a combined number of nearly ten thousand. My stomach clenched at the thought and the tension became palpable as even Grimar began to look nervous as a great miscalculation was just revealed.

We were stuck in Frankfurt for the winter. And there was an entire second army roaming Saxony completely unopposed.

I could only imagine what we would see when Spring came.

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Hooray for Astolfo! Long may he awaken strange feelings in his enemies!
Astolfo is a woman. The paragraph describing her and the main character states it outright, she isnt a typical effeminate anime Bishounen. I suspect Charlemagne is a Gamer as well and his Paladins are his Party. I wonder when or if Siegfried will ever discover that feature. He'll be kicking himself if he does. It could have empowered his family enough to survive.
 
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Astolfo is a woman. The paragraph describing her and the main character states it outright, she isnt a typical effeminate anime Bishounen. I suspect Charlemagne is a Gamer as well and his Paladins are his Party. I wonder when or if Siegfried will ever discover that feature. He'll be kicking himself if he does. It could have empowered his family enough to survive.
This is all from the MC's point of view, we don't know whether astolfo is a boy or a girl.
 
Astolfo is a woman. The paragraph describing her and the main character states it outright, she isnt a typical effeminate anime Bishounen. I suspect Charlemagne is a Gamer as well and his Paladins are his Party. I wonder when or if Siegfried will ever discover that feature. He'll be kicking himself if he does. It could have empowered his family enough to survive.
I can't tell if you're joking or not. Astolfo, in the anime community, is infamous for being an androgynous man. And the paragraph is from Siegfried's POV and he just met Astolfo in the middle of a battlefield. Also Ideas Guy had confirmed that Siegfried would be the only Gamer throughout the story.
 
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I can't tell if you're joking or not. Astolfo in the anime community is infamous for being an androgynous man. And the paragraph is from Siegfried's POV and he just met Astolfo in the middle of a battlefield. Also Ideas Guy had confirmed that Siegfried would be the only Gamer throughout the story.
I knew nothing of an anime in this era of history. Astolfo is described as a woman in the chapter and acted as though she were a Gamer Party Member. I assumed she was an ahistorical original character. Nor did I see the author's post on the Gamer.
 
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Reunions
The meeting concluded not long after the reveal that we were dealing with an entirely separate Frankish Army. King Widukind acted composed, but there was an edge of franticness in his actions that betrayed how flatfooted he was caught. How off guard all of us were taken. We were sworn to secrecy before he would 'allow' us to leave to avoid panicking the troops, and any reservations that I felt about the lies of omission were reassured by Thorkell voicing his agreement to the plan.

We were quickly ushered out by King Widukind, who needed time to plan our next move, but I had to wonder if there was a next move we could make. Now that I had seen the awesome power of cavalry firsthand, the fact that the Franks outnumbered us two to one seemed to be the lesser of our concerns. It didn't help matters that I was still groping for understanding when it came to Astolfo -- what she was and what it meant. As well as the possibility that there were twelve of her serving under King Charlemagne.

"Wolf-Kissed," I heard Grimar speak up, an edge of distaste in his voice as he stopped me cold. I looked over my shoulder at him to see that he was pinning a cold gaze in my direction, and he received a colder one in return. "We have our… differences, I will admit, but now is not the time to let bad blood cloud our judgment. We need to discuss what we shall do."

"I don't see what there is to discuss," I shot back, my tone curt and hateful. He wouldn't live to see spring. I wouldn't let him. How fucking dare he speak to me…

"We have plenty," Grimar returned, his voice just as curt. "I hold you in as much contempt as you hold me. You kidnapped my sister, Wolf-Kissed. That is something I will not forgive. But there is a time for vengeance and a time for wisdom. It is time to be wise. I still possess eight hundred men. You, two hundred. A considerable fighting force should we join forces. Temporarily." He added, sounding every bit as disgusted with the idea as I felt.

However, my attention caught on something he said. "I kidnapped your sister?" I questioned, bristling at the accusation. In response to the disbelief in my tone, Grimar snarled at me. The most emotion that I had seen on his face.

"Don't play a fool, Wolf-Kissed. You are young. Not an idiot. Nor should you take me as one. Your witch woman, I know of her. You had her use magics on my sister to get her to betray her family. Then you stole her in the dead of night," he growled at me. My lips peeled back, matching his snarl as we stood in the open road, having just barely left the villa.

"I couldn't have done anything considering your brother poisoned me," I snapped at him, a hand going to my axe. I ached to bury it inside of him. I still recalled my promise -- to do everything I did to Kjell, one of my sister's betrothed, to every member of Horrik's family. To gouge out his eyes, cut off his nose, ears, and balls. To take his hands and feet. The only thing I would leave him would be his tongue so he could beg for death.

"A wise measure. I acknowledge your power, Wolf-Kissed. I have no hope in besting you in battle," He admitted without shame, confessing that he would use a coward's weapon on me since no blade would work. Practical, I suppose. But I couldn't say I cared for the admission at all. Even if it would no longer work on me after taking Iron Stomach. "But I am not here to discuss what our families have done to each other. Nor what we shall do to each other for I have just as much claim to vengeance as you do. I am here to discuss what we shall do about the Franks."

He had a claim to vengeance against me? What a bad fucking joke. "As I said, we have nothing to discuss, Grimar."

"You are allowing your feelings to cloud your judgment," he rebuked, a hand going to his own axe before he caught the action and stopped it before he could complete it. He was right. I wasn't so lost in the haze of hate that I couldn't see that he was right. However, I was just lost enough in that haze that I didn't care how right he was.

I wanted to hurt him. In any way that I could. I just wanted him to suffer. I didn't care what he had to say, I didn't care how right he was, and I didn't care what would be best or worse. I hated him. Grinding my teeth together, I felt Thorkell and Hallstein's eyes turn to me. I know that they had their own thoughts, and they weren't party to my revenge. Then an idea struck me, "Fine," I snapped at him, turning around. "Follow me and you can see your sister," I told him, thinking that the truth would be a good dagger in the heart if I couldn't put an actual dagger in it.

"She's here? You brought her here?" Grimar bit the words out, his own hird glowering at me, but I didn't care as I marched through the streets, showing them my back. "You-" He started, only to cut himself off with a low growl as he stomped behind me, following in my tracks. I could feel his seething glare at my back, and I wished I could turn around to return it. He really was a fool. I brought her here because the city was a lot safer than getting chased throughout Francia.

We traveled in silence as I headed to the villa that Morrigan and Jill had claimed. A good number of my men were nearby, both acting as guards, and looking for a place to stay. The villa wasn't as nice as the one that King Widukind resided in, but it was clearly meant for nobility. Pushing open the heavy set double doors, I saw that if there had been any wealth decorating the veritable palace, it likely had been moved over to the villa of King Widukind. All the same, it was a fine building.

Even the longhouses or feasting halls couldn't compare.

As we entered the hall, a door flung open almost as soon as we crossed the threshold. Jill seemed ever slightly so different from the last time I saw her some months ago, even if there wasn't any apparent cause for it. Her hair was perhaps a bit longer, but beyond that, she should seem almost identical. She just wasn't for some odd reason. "Seigfried-" she started to greet me, a smile playing at the edges of her lips, only for it to drop off entirely. "Grimar?"

"Jill," Grimar breathed, brushing past me, and his tone was so relieved that it gave me pause. I thought he might try to hurt her or be angry. I was ready to kill him for it. But, instead, he strode forward and, to my shock, Jill rushed forward and greeted him with a hug. The two embraced for a long moment, leaving me watching them as my guts started to tie themselves into knots.

Jill has only spoken ill of Thorfinn, I recalled. She spoke of the indifference of her father. But she had said nothing about her brothers and sisters beyond acknowledging that I was going to kill them one day. That she could never return to them because she betrayed her kin in helping me. Because of it, I never thought she would greet one of her brothers so warmly. Nor would she be welcomed so warmly.

I didn't lament because of their bond. I lamented because I knew what it meant.

I was still going to kill him. And I suspected that Jill would have far greater difficulty accepting that than she thought she would.

"Are you okay? Have you been treated well?" Grimar questioned, breaking the hug and taking a step back, tilting his head to keep an eye on me. Jill looked overwhelmed as she looked up at her brother, her mouth opening and closing, as if she wasn't sure what she should say.

"I'm well, brother," Jill managed to say, her gaze flickering to me for answers on what was going on. "Seigfried has treated me well and with kindness. I… what are you doing here? A-are you here to take me back?" She questioned, taking a step away from Grimar, and based on his posture, he was both surprised and tense at the question. If I had to guess, he was here to bring her back to Horrik.

"I-" Grimar started before he stopped himself, openly glancing at me with narrowed eyes. "I'm here for several reasons. Our father brokered a deal with King Widukind. In exchange for our aide in his war, he will not support Godfrey in any way. The plunder we take will be used to pay the mercenaries that fight for us… and I came here for vengeance against the man who stole a member of my family." He said, a grimness in his tone while his lips were pressed together.

"Seigfried didn't steal me, Grimar. I… left with him. Because of Thorfinn," Jill managed weakly, her voice echoing in the stone walls despite how softly she spoke. "He bragged about killing another of my betrothed."

I saw it. Grimar hadn't believed it. Not until it came out of Jill's mouth. He hadn't believed that Thorfinn really tried to kill me and that she had willingly come with me. I'm uncertain exactly what he believed, but it wasn't the truth. "I see," he uttered, his voice tightly controlled as he looked at me.

"I would like an apology for your false accusations," I told him, my voice harsh to my own ears. His nostrils flared in response, telling me that I wouldn't be getting one. Not an earnest one, at any rate.

"Siegfried," Jill spoke up, looking between us, fear and uncertainty in her eyes. She wanted me to be kinder. I could tell.

I didn't have it in me. "I meant what I told you, Jill. You are the only member of your family I can forgive. The rest of you owe my family a blood debt and I will take every drop that I am owed," I told her outright, making it as perfectly clear as I could. There would be no mercy from me. She could not beseech me into forgiving her brother or making an exception. Because of that, Jill wilted and Grimar frowned deeply at me, angered on her behalf.

"Wolf-Kissed…" he bit the words out, his tone colored by anger. Then he sighed harshly. "What do you intend to do about the Franks?" He questioned, abruptly changing the subject because he knew there was no point in discussing the matter of vengeance further. I could see the thoughts in his head churning. I suspected that he was going to try to steal Jill away.

Jill was a free woman. She could go with Grimar if she wished. I wouldn't stop her, but if she went back to that family, any forgiveness she received would be rescinded. She would die. The only difference would be that I would give her a quick death compared to the rest of her kin.

I said nothing and Grimar took that as an opportunity to continue, "The Saxons have lost this war. They can't hope to do anything against such a force." He was ready to tuck tail and run. It wasn't surprising, really. Mostly because I didn't think he was wrong about the Saxons losing. I struggled to imagine how King Widukind hoped to win. All the damage we had dealt thus far hadn't been enough. King Charlemagne refused to be defeated, and he had a far deeper reserve of resources to pull from. "I must think of my home. It is possible that Charlemagne intends to conquer Denmark next."

I recalled my brief meeting with the Frank King. That, I admitted to myself, did seem like a possibility. Ten thousand men was more than enough to crush the Saxons, and he had an opportunity in Denmark because of the succession war. Still, I said nothing, wanting to know exactly what Grimar was getting at.

He regarded me coldly, "I suggest a joint raid between our forces come spring. We leave King Widukind to do as he likes and draw the ire of the Franks. Meanwhile, we head into Francia to sack one of their cities. I understand you attacked many, but you had to keep the looting quick and light. We shall divide the spoils between the two of us."

He wanted to work together. "No," I refused, not even considering it.

"I heard you were a great leader for one so young. How disappointing that you can only lash out like a child," Grimar snapped at me, his own patience reaching its limits. "We do not have to like one another. This plan benefits us both."

"I don't need wealth. I can get it easily enough on my own," I refuted, growling at him. "I can't stomach the thought of working with you. Traitor blood runs through you. My father was your father's friend for many years and your father allowed my brothers to be killed by Thorfinn!" I snarled at him, and I felt a pang of regret as I uttered the words because Jill paled, her face going bloodless.

In response, Grimar laughed harshly. "Your father a faithful friend?! Did you never consider your own name? Why would you be named after an enemy of my father?" He demanded, his voice thundering through the hall. My heart pounded in my chest because I had wondered that.

"I am named for the hero Siegfried, who slew the dragon Fafnir," I retorted and Grimar sneered.

"Then you would be named Sigurd. Your father was a traitor. He worked for King Sigfred. As a proof of his loyalty, he named one of his sons after him -- you. All in the hopes that he would become Jarl after he betrayed my father and usurped his city," Grimar snapped at me. I opened my mouth to shout something back -- what, I didn't know -- but what stopped me was Tell Spotter wasn't activated. He wasn't lying. That didn't mean he was telling the truth, but it did mean, to Grimar's knowledge, he wasn't lying.

I had thought it odd when I met King Sigfred. That odd look that King Sigfred had aimed at my father. How much of the kindness he showed me was convincing me to join him or was it because he thought I was already on his side? Not to mention the little lies between the two that I had noticed -- the lie about the coin pouch, that Horrik was having my father watched… did he do so for all of his subjects? Or was it because he had reason to watch my father? My family? Was that the reason he allowed the raids on our farms?

"Grimar, enough!" Jill exclaimed, catching her brother by surprise. "You both have just fought in battle. Your tempers are short. Both of you should rest before…" she trailed off, as if she didn't want to give us the idea. Too late for that. Both of us already thought of it.

Grimar worked his jaw, "Aye. You speak wisdom, Jill. I shall come again on the morrow," Grimar stated, looking to Jill with the clear expectation that she would join him. In response, Jill looked at me. She wanted me to tell her that she should stay.

I couldn't. I wasn't that I didn't want to. I did. But this was something she had to decide for herself. She was the one that had to decide if she was going to stay with me, or return to her family. She was the one that would have to live with the consequences of either choice -- either she would stay with me and understand that I would be killing the rest of her family, or she could return to them in hopes of forgiveness and hope to get a clean death at my hands. I couldn't influence her either way.

Because, if I did, I would never know what she would have chosen on her own. And I would never trust her because of it.

"Don't bother, Grimar. I have nothing to say to a corpse," I refuted, my gaze going to Jill. "This is your choice, Jill. It is only your choice," I told her, not soaring her feelings, and she seemed to wilt because of a clear direction. Grimar glared at me for my stubbornness. Perhaps he was a better leader because he could put his personal feelings aside, but I couldn't. Not in this. He could offer me nothing that would make it worth it.

"I'll… stay here, Grimar," Jill voiced, flinching ever so slightly when Grimar turned his glare to her. Only instead of pure anger, it was intermixed with confusion.

I thought he would react more, but Grimar was proving to be rather restrained. Instead of lashing out, he simply offered a curt nod, "Very well, sister." He decided, marching forward and past me. Thorkell and Hallstein caught my look and followed him out of the building to make sure that he stayed out. I wondered what they thought of this mess because they said nothing during it. Swallowing a sigh, I looked to Jill to see that she was gathering herself.

She chose to stay. I wouldn't forget that. "This… wasn't what I thought our reunion would look like, I didn't expect one of my brothers to be here." Jill admitted to me as I approached.

"Neither did I," I admitted. The very last thing I expected was to encounter a son of Horrik.

"Grimar isn't Thorfinn," Jill offered, though I didn't ask. "He was always gone because Horrik sent him away. But, when I did see him, he was always kind to me," she continued, searching my eyes for a hope of mercy, and she found none. "He protected me. As much as he could," she added in a low mutter.

I didn't want to hear about any redeeming features of someone I hated, I decided. I preferred it when they were pure evil. When there was nothing redeemable about them. "Jill, I won't blame you if you want to go back to your family. Or if this is harder for you than you thought it would be. But it doesn't change anything for me. I am going to kill him, Jill. It's your decision if that is something you can live with," I told her, making her look away.

I felt tired, I decided. The defeat was demoralizing, and this hadn't helped. Jill had nothing to say in response. "I'm going to wash the day away. It's not a decision you have to make now. Or one you should make lightly. But it is your decision," I told her, walking past her in hopes of finding a tub in this villa. If a Jarl could have one, then surely a Frankish noble would have one as well.

In my wake, there was silence.



A sigh escaped me as I sunk deeply into a tub of steaming water. The villa contained a small lake of water to bathe in. I wasn't entirely sure how it worked. I just knew that when I asked around about taking a bath, I was guided into this room and found hot water being pumped into it as servants boiled the water somewhere and the hot water was then pushed into the small lake.

My gaze drifted to everything around me -- the so-called bathhouse was decorated. There were old and faded murals on the walls of a race of men wearing red plumes, and women standing in shells. I didn't understand it either, but it was interesting to look at. And it was a welcomed distraction. My thoughts were torn on what direction they should go in -- what Jill would do weighed heavily on my mind. The war with the Franks seemed almost hopeless at this point, so it was a very real question of what we could do. It was also a question of what the Franks were doing while we were trapped in Frankfurt, both by an army, and by winter.

Above all else, Astolfo was a concern. She had been fast. So very fast. She was a great slayer of men with her spear. In addition to that, she hadn't seemed injured from getting thrown by her horse after I killed it. Was that a blessing from her God? She claimed to not know what I spoke of, and I didn't know what to think of that at all. Did Astolfo not see messages from her God? Did she not receive quests?

If not, then what was it? What kind of blessing did she receive? How alike were we? How different were we?

I didn't expect to encounter anyone like me, I could admit to myself in silence, sitting alone in a steaming lake. It wasn't an expectation that I alone had the attention of the gods, but now that I encountered someone of similar ability, I realized that I… never expected to. I wasn't prepared for it. Especially when the person in question was a Christian. I didn't believe in the Christian God, but I was forced to accept that he did exist. Unless Loki was playing a grand trick, but surely the other Aesir would punish him for aiding a race of men that sought the destruction of our ways.

Was the Christian God a different breed of god? Such as the Aesir and the Vanir? Then why was there only God? Was this God a liar, claiming all credit for the existence of his race of men? Or was he truly that powerful? It was a discomforting thought, I decided.

I was broken from my thoughts by the sound of a door opening, the hinges squeaking as they did so, followed by the sounds of footsteps. Looking over and sinking deeper into the murky waters, I saw who entered. Morrigan. Like Jill, little about her had changed in the past months. Her golden colored eyes were still sharp, her dark hair was still tied up -- the only real changes were the amount of jewelry she was wearing. There was the golden necklace that my father had gifted the wise woman, and now there were baubles hanging from her wrists, clasps on her arms, and rings on her fingers.

She was wearing a ransoms worth of gold. "Siegfried. Rather rude of you to ignore those that have been waiting oh so patiently for your return," Morrigan remarked as I made my way to the edge of the small lake. Her gaze scoured me as she looked down, searching for signs of injuries. While I had hardly emerged without a scratch in the past few months, the scratches I did receive were just that -- scratches. "Especially when they have good news. The ransom was paid in full and dear Ageric was able to keep his leg."

That was good news, I thought. An additional fifty pounds of gold and precious stones.

Morrigan began to hike up her skirts, revealing pale flesh of her legs. I found myself looking away, even if I wasn't entirely sure why. It wasn't the first time I had seen her legs, but this time… I don't know. It felt like I saw something that I shouldn't. I heard Morrigan chuckle before she sat down on the edge of the lake. "I trust that your venture was plentiful."

I nodded, "Provided that the Franks don't find where we buried the horde -- three hundred pounds of gold, twelve hundred pounds of silver, and fifty pounds of precious gems were buried. We brought back only a fraction of it with us," I told her, and I saw the hunger in Morrigan's eyes.

"T'is not often that I am proven wrong," Morrigan acknowledged before she reached out to me. "Come here. Your hair is in most desperate need of a combing. Did you bathe even once?" She questioned, producing a fine-toothed comb she had prepared. I hesitated, venturing closer to her and allowing her to place my head in between her knees. The comb found knots almost as soon as she started to feed it through my hair.

"We were being hunted the entire time, so wash days were rare," I admitted, wincing as she was anything but tender as she attacked the knots in my red hair. "And I'm not certain that I was correct. The Franks fielded another army in Saxony. All signs point to the war being lost," I admitted, making Morrigan pause.

"What shall be done, then?" She asked as she attacked the knots in my hair. It wasn't anything at all like Mother used to do. Then again, she also never allowed me to neglect my hair this much. "Will we surrender? Bend the knee to the Christian lords and their dead god?" The Christian God was less dead than I thought he was.

It was a good question. One that I wished I had an answer to. "I don't think so," I voiced, staring ahead as I let the warm water soothe the aches of months of hard riding and battles, along with the bitterness of defeat. "King Widukind doesn't strike me as the type to surrender so easily. And it can't be denied that we've done damage to King Charlemagne. It's just a question of whether it is enough to establish a peace."

To that, Morrigan scoffed, "This Charlemagne fellow does not strike me as the type to accept a peace of any kind. I imagine your attacks simply gave him ample reason to want us all dead." Morrigan voiced, and that was a very real possibility. I had humiliated King Charlemagne by raiding Francia. Enough so that I had given Francia a common enemy, unfortunately.

In response, I grunted, leaning my head a bit when Morrigan nearly broke the comb or tore a lock of hair right out of my head. "Jill's brother thinks there will be no point in fighting further. It's an opinion I think a lot are going to have."

"I heard as much," Morrigan responded, sounding unsurprised. "T'is a cruel choice she has before her. I do not envy her to make it." That sounded dangerously close to empathy from her. Something that I didn't expect from Morrigan of all people.

"Have you been getting along?" I asked, almost dreading the answer.

"Well enough. I still believe her to be an empty-headed girl, but she isn't completely intolerable. In small enough doses," Morrigan allowed.

I was silent for a moment, imagining myself put in such a position. It made me feel guilty for putting Jill in it. "What would you do?" I questioned, earning a bark of laughter from Morrigan. It was a rich sound but it carried an edge of bitterness.

"T'is a most easy choice for me," Morrigan responded, working the last of the knots out of my hair. I found that it was longer than I remembered. It had always brushed the back of my neck, as I was a freeman, but now it drifted down to my back. Mother would say it was time for me to start growing it out long now that I was a man. My gaze went to my armband. One that I had received from Horrik that had been meant to be a gift to his youngest son, who would be around my age. "Jill will have to decide this for herself. T'is not an easy choice, but her course has already been set. Even if she returns, she shan't be welcomed by her kin. She knows this."

I grunted at that, knowing it was true, but I would have preferred it to be because Jill wanted to stay. Morrigan took that as a sign to continue speaking. "At your suggestion, the men have been making inroads with the Norse warriors. I imagine a number of them would be willing to follow you, if only because of your wealth. When spring comes, we will have a decision to face, I imagine. I heard Grimar's offer."

I scoffed, unhappy to even consider it. "I'm going to kill him," I told her, earning a chuckle from Morrigan.

"Naturally. But would it not be prudent to use him before then?" She questioned, and I knew the suggestion was born of greed. Morrigan liked her baubles. "One final raid before the Saxons are defeated would be a worthy endeavor." My scowl deepened as she pitched the idea because I could see the sense behind it. It was a worthy suggestion and it wasn't a poor plan. However, the mere thought of working with Grimar made my blood boil.

"We don't know the Saxons will be defeated yet," I argued mostly for the sake of arguing. She seemed to know it because she lightly pushed my head forward, telling me that she knew I was just being stubborn.

"Don't we?" She questioned and I could hear her rolling her eyes. "Unless you can deal with the army outside of the walls, who are undoubtedly digging beneath our feet to spring up in the center of the city, then do the same with the other army that is out marauding through Saxony completely unopposed, then there is only one way this can end. I do wish it weren't so, but t'is time to face facts. The Saxons have lost."

Digging beneath our feet. That was likely true. It would be more time-consuming, but they had the men and the time to pull it off. Then again… so did we.

"I don't know about the latter," I voiced, a plan coming together in my head. "But I do think we can do something about the former."

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Yule
Despite the siege, it was decided by King Widukind that we would celebrate Yule to honor the gods, as thanks for the victories we had enjoyed so far. While we couldn't make wreaths, we had everything else we needed to celebrate -- animals to sacrifice, and Yule logs that were carved out of buildings that had been torn down. The decision wasn't just to honor the gods, I suspected, as I overlooked Frankfurt from one of the watchtowers. I wasn't sure who spoke of it, but word had spread about the second Frank army, though how many they numbered ranged from five hundred to fifty thousand.

The Saxons were worried about their families and the people they left behind to fight. The Norsemen were worried that they had attached themselves to a dying cause that had no hope of success. While it would be a harsh drain on our foodstuffs for the siege, Yule was the decision of the Saxon King. To take everyone's minds off of what laid beyond the walls for a short twelve days. It was probably the correct decision, because in the weeks since winter came in earnest, there had been a great deal of tension within Frankfurt.

Surrounding the city, and within it, was a layer of pure white snow and frost. As if the snow was trying to smother the evidence of the siege -- the ladders and rams that had been destroyed and left to rest for weeks, signs of the battle to enter Frankfurt, and the fortifications around us. Even with the tension,there were some mornings that seemed peaceful. It was for that reason I frequented the top of the watchtower and thanks to the cold, more often than not, I was left alone.

I had a number of things to take up my time despite the siege. One of those pastimes turned out to be wood carving. What Lays Within turned out to be a very interesting gift from the gods. When I picked up a hunk of wood and a whittling knife, I felt an itch to take it to the log. It was as if I could see what was within, a shape that the log could be and yearned to become. All I had to do was carve away the excess to reveal it. Which is what I found myself doing with a great deal of my free time. Currently, I was carving offerings to Odin -- Hugin and Munin were first, the two raven were side by side. Then were his wolves Geri and Freki.

Lastly, I was working on his eight legged horse Sleipnir. Who was proving very difficult and tedious to carve. All the same, despite how delicate some parts of the wood were proving to be, I slowly carved away at the wood to reveal the shape it wanted to take. At least until I heard the whistling of an arrow just before it slammed into the stone next to me. One of the Franks had just taken a shot. Something they often did when I was working on my carvings.

They thought me exposed.

Letting out a small sigh, I set Sleipnir down along with my carving knife, before picking up my bow and arrow. Nocking an arrow, I crossed the watchtower to see the Franks in their fortifications. Smoke drifted up from several places, and tents were placed over the top of the trench to catch the snow and ward off the cold. I shook my head -- I didn't understand how they could need a fire to stay warm. This was a very mild winter.

I was greeted by another arrow the moment I revealed myself, Projectile Prediction warning me of it before it struck, so I simply leaned out of the way of the arrow. Spotting the two men that thought themselves clever, I pulled back my drawstring before releasing the arrow. It struck true, catching one of them in the eye before he could duck behind the fortifications. That earned some panicked shouts from the other. I knew from experience that he would crawl away, hiding behind the wood logs that protected him. Some had been burnt when I tried to set them on fire with no luck.

Shaking my head again, I walked back to my stool on the side of the watchtower that faced Frankfurt. Sparing a glance at the city, I saw that it had suffered some radical changes since the siege began. Axes had been taken to the buildings that weren't being used, the wood being turned into barricades and obstacles. Among other things. A good portion of the city was completely unmade, with more on its way thanks to our labors.

As I sat down, the door swung open to reveal Thorkell. He wore a dime blue tunic and a pair of jerkin trousers, similarly unbothered by the cold. He greeted me with a smile and held up a small keg, "Guess what the lads found? Mead. Finally something to drink other than that grape juice," he said, earning a smile from me as he kicked the door closed behind him.

"I'd take cover behind a stone wall. The Franks have been getting bored," I told him, catching a drinking horn and accepting a cup of ale. Bringing it to my lips, I let the honey sweetened mead wash down my throat with a content sigh. I didn't share Thorkell's distaste for wine, but if I had to pick between the two, then the choice was clear.

"They aren't the only ones," he remarked, sitting across from me with his back against the stone wall facing the Franks. "I hate sieges."

I know. "We're just wintering here, Thorkell. You have my word. As soon as the frost breaks, we'll be leaving Frankfurt in force." I reassured him, still recalling my promise. Our position felt like I was pushing the promise to the point of breaking, however, but there was little to be done. Even if we forced the Franks to break the siege, we wouldn't be able to leave. Even in this mild winter.

"Aye, I know," Thorkell agreed, having accepted my arguments before. Still, it didn't mean he had to like them. "It's just going to be a long wait. Progress is going well enough. King Widukind thinks we're ahead of schedule despite the hardness of the ground." That was good news. Very good news. When I offered the plan to King Widukind, he seemed doubtful of it. But it seemed like it could be possible. It probably helped that many men were alleviating their boredom with the labor they undertook with the promise of gold and honor.

I resumed carving Sleipnir, "Thorkell… why do you hate sieges so much?" I asked him, and Thorkell didn't seem surprised by the question, even if he did take a long gulp of his mead before answering. He had spoken at length -- often -- about how much he hated them. The sickness. The boredom. The long days of nothing during the summer and the longer cold nights in winter. But he never said why he hated such things with such passion.

He let out a sigh after finishing off his cup of mead before helping himself to another, "I wasted eight months of my life in one," he admitted after a long moment, his tone unusually heavy. "I was a younger man. Not much older than you are now. I came from a poor family and as soon as anyone would take me, I joined up with a band of mercenaries in search of glory and wealth." I paused my carving to listen to his tale, surprised by it to some degree. I didn't expect it to be an old hatred.

"One of the first jobs we took was to sail off to a city down the Dnipro River as part of an army. I didn't even care enough to learn the name of who we were fighting for. Just that they had gold and offered glory. Glory is in short supply during a siege, I learned. And gold can only be counted on if you win. Which we didn't. Half the army ended up shitting themselves to death. Nasty way to go, that is. The defenders sallied out and ran us off after eight months of sitting on our thumbs, waiting for them to get hungry enough to surrender." Thorkell scratched at his cheek as he recalled the memories, a slight frown tugging at his lips.

"I was in a band of a hundred men and two ships. We barely had enough men to row one of them back. And when I arrived home empty-handed, I learned that my family had been slain," he told me, making me go very still. "Our farm was on the border with the Swedes. Raids were common enough in the area, but… ten, fifteen years ago, they heated up to a border dispute. Was a short war about it before Jarl Asger lost the lands to the Swedes. For a time. I think either he or his son's took them back not that long ago."

I was silent as I listened to his tale, unable to help but draw comparisons to my own. It was a common enough story, I knew. But it was startling to hear it come from a trusted friend who had had it far worse than I did. I couldn't imagine what I would have done if I came home to find my entire family dead. "Did you take vengeance? I can help you in this-" I started, willing to start adding names of men who must die to my list.

But Thorkell waved me off, "I already took it, Siegfried. Caught some of the men that did the raid. Others died in battle. Ended up joining with every enemy that Jarl Bjarke fought against. Ended up killing him too. The blood debt was paid," he reassured me. And I think that was how Thorkell was so well known. It sounded like he fought for a wide number of people that shared a common enemy against the Jarl. It also became clear why he hated sieges so greatly -- they accomplished nothing, and while he accomplished nothing, his family perished.

"Good," I told him, meaning it. Then I paused for a moment, considering a question I wasn't sure I wanted the answer to. All the same, I forced myself to ask it. "Did it help?" I asked him, my lips thinning as I waited for the answer.

"Before I took my vengeance, I was haunted every night by nightmares. Of my family. My father, mother, and my sisters haunted me. Blaming me for not being there. And after I paid the blood debt in full? I've slept soundly ever since. Their spirits are at rest. So, yes. It helped a great deal," Thorkell reassured me. Good. That was good.

I couldn't wait for the day that I could finally be free of this anger. And the guilt I carried for not being there. It was fate. There was nothing I could do to stop it, but that didn't make not being there any easier.

"If I might offer some advice -- think about what comes after your vengeance. That was something I failed to do. I fought recklessly for many years, aimlessly. It's nothing short of the will of the gods that I didn't end up dead in some pointless battle here or there. You want Horrik to become King so you can take the crown from him, yes? Then that'll mean you'll end up as King of Denmark." Thorkell advised and there was a truth in his words that I pondered while taking another sip of mead. "I don't know the first thing about being King, so I can't offer any advice there. But it's worth thinking about at least"

I was saved from having to answer by a red projection lining up with my throat. Leaning out of the way of it, the arrow bounced off the stone behind me a few seconds later. Thorkell seemed a bit alarmed, but otherwise unconcerned when I let out an annoyed sigh as I got up again and picked up my bow. "If I do become King, then King Charlemagne would be the biggest threat to my rule," I ventured, uncertain if I even wanted to be King. From the little I saw of it, it didn't seem like a pleasant job.

I found the archer that nearly killed me with blind luck and fired an arrow at him, catching him in the hand that he carelessly had peeking over the wood logs as he bent down to speak to his companions. More screaming filled the air before I fired another shot when a man peaked up a bit too slowly and caught an arrow in the eye.

"Aye, probably," Thorkell acknowledged. "Or you could end up fighting him for the crown. If I were him, I'd head up north to Denmark with my armies as payback for the ruckus we've caused." That was the general consensus. Which did make it a very real concern for me. I had faith that Horrik and Thorfinn would die at my hands, but the norns could have other ideas. It was possible that they would die at the hands of Charlemagne, leaving my vengeance unfulfilled.

Meaning I had all the more reason to defeat Charlemagne here. It was only a question of whether it was possible or not. King Widukind's plan hadn't worked out, and even if we did deal with the besieging army, there was another one we would have to contend with. As I thought it all through, I fired three arrows that managed to kill three men that had tried to fire back at me. After a long minute, no one else tried. Today. I'm guessing that someone would muster their courage by tomorrow.

"How many Franks have you killed out here alone?" Thorkell asked me, standing up.

I shrugged, lowering my bow, "Fifty, maybe? I haven't been keeping count," I admitted. I had initially hoped to deal great amounts of damage from the watchtower, but the fortifications that protected the Franks were too high. I only got a clear shot when they were shooting at me.

"Surprised that they haven't wisened up," Thorkell remarked, grabbing the half empty keg of mead as we started to head back down into Frankfurt itself. I left the bow in the watchtower but grabbed my Sleipnir carving and knife. I thought much the same.

"I imagine that they want me dead most of all," I remarked, earning a warm sounding chuckle from Thorkell as we descended. Leaving the watchtower, I got a ground eye view of the city. Several buildings were torn down and picked apart. The wood was being sorted by length and usability while construction materials were either salvaged or scraped down to be remade. The labor continued even as snow gently fell from the sky, another building being picked down to the frame while the wood was carted off elsewhere.

Off in the distance, I did hear the sounds of hammering, telling me that things were well underway. I had no idea if my plan would work, but I did think it was the best chance that we were going to have to win. The real danger was the other Frank army. Defeating the besiegers meant little if we were so bloodied that we couldn't beat them.

Thorkell ended up getting drawn away as we walked through the town, greeted warmly by a number of men while I continued on. Something that I had swiftly noticed was that there was an odd tension in the air whenever I tried to insert myself into festivities. A tension that I only saw when King Widukind did the same thing -- it was as if everyone suddenly became aware of themselves and what they said, and that awareness made the festivities less enjoyable. For that reason, I made my way back to the villa. To prepare.

Tonight would be the first night of Yule, after all.

However, what I didn't expect was to see a familiar face.

"Otto?" I blurted, nearly tripping over my own two feet when I saw the priest walking down a road, heading to the church with a basket full of food. He was the very last person that I ever thought I'd see here. In Frankfurt. While it was occupied by an army. Otto seemed surprised to see me as well, but far less so, and he seemed pleased. "What are you doing here?" I blurted, glancing around as if to make sure no one else saw him.

This was not a good place for a Christian to be. Especially not now.

"Siegfried. Good evening," Otto returned, seeming to find my shock amusing. "Did you not know I chose to remain in the city?" He asked and I most certainly did not. No one said anything about it to me.

"Why would you do such a thing, Otto? This will be your death," I told him, honestly shocked that he hadn't been killed already. Maybe there was more power to the Christian God than I expected, because it really could only be divine intervention to explain why he wasn't beheaded by an angry Saxon or Norseman. "I- I can get you over the walls with some rope-" I started, only to bite my tongue.

I'm not sure if I should do that, I realized. I'm sure that the Franks could hear the construction happening, but I sincerely doubted that they knew what we were doing. If Otto got over the walls, then he could tell them. But, if he stayed in the city, I couldn't see this ending well for him. The opposite, really. I only saw it ending in pain and blood for the priest.

Otto offered a small smile in response, "Thank you for the offer, Siegfried, but I am where I wish to be. The faithful within these walls still require a shepard," he stated. The thralls, he meant. The laborers, servants, and pleasure slaves. I didn't think there were many. Maybe a hundred or so across the board. "I refuse to leave this place when there are Christian souls that are in need of guidance, as well as souls that can be saved." He gestured for me to walk with him and it felt like I was walking him to his execution.

"You're going to die," I repeated as bluntly as I could, trying to drive the message home.

Otto laughed, "A death in service is a good death, I think." He returned, a very alarming lack of fear in his voice. It was… different, I decided. The other priests that I had encountered had such conviction in the powers and magics of the cross, but that conviction was born of fear. Instead, Otto carried himself with a quiet confidence. Almost as if he were a warrior that fought a thousand battles off to fight a thousand and one. It wasn't that he thought that his God would stop him from being killed.

It was that he didn't care. No. Perhaps that wasn't right. It was that he accepted that death was a very real outcome to his actions and he wasn't flinching away from the cost.

"A death that could be avoided, Otto," I told him as I found him leading me to the church.

"There's more to life than living, Siegfried. I believe I am meant to be here. For there is good to be done. So, I shall remain until my death or the liberation of Frankfurt," Otto returned, that quiet confidence shining in his tone as he opened the church to reveal people. His flock, I imagine. An odd thirty people, men and women, who looked upon Otto with warmth while casting venomous looks at me when they thought I couldn't see. But, even as he said it, I felt the former was far more likely than the latter.

I watched as Otto began to give out loafs of bread, breaking them apart with his hands. The people took it greedily, but Otto said nothing. As soon as they took the bread, muttering a thank you, they walked to the far side of the church to get away from me. So, I don't think it was their usual reaction to getting free food. Food that I had no idea how Otto got since everything should be rationed outside of the feast for Yule.

"You should avoid going out for the next several days, Otto. All of you Christians," I told him as he approached with the last sliver of bread. He broke it into two pieces, one slightly larger than the other. He offered me the larger piece, but I shook my head, refusing the offer. "There will be many sacrifices. You should take care not to be one of them."

"Your holiday, Yule," Otto voiced, sounding like it wasn't the first time he received the warning. "It… practices human sacrifices," there was condemnation in his tone that he was trying very hard to keep out, but it slipped through anyway. He took a seat on a small wooden stool as he nibbled on the bread.

"Not usually," I answered. It depended on how desperately people wanted the favor of the gods. "Only when we feel we are in dire need of the gods' attention, and I believe now would qualify." People, even thralls, were considered too valuable to sacrifice lightly in the village of my birth. Other places could afford to do it more frequently, I had heard. But, in the small farming community I grew up in, I had never seen it and I had ended up mostly skipping Yule last year because I was working on the farm.

Otto shook his head, "A terrible thing. I can't understand your ways. There are times when I almost start to believe that you see the light of God in different shades than Christians do. Then there are times when I believe that your gods must be the Devil in disguise," he admitted to me, and I bristled at his tone before reminding myself he meant well.

"Our gods are not yours," I said with conviction, knowing it to be true now. "Our ways are not yours. Those that are sacrificed are honored for they will have the attention of the gods, and they will be welcomed into their halls for their stout hearts and faith." There were precious few that were willing to part with their lives out of faith for the gods. Most people were too attached to their own lives.

"Martyrdom," Otto said, and I took a moment to place the germanic word before nodding.

"Close enough, I think," I agreed. "I will do what I can to protect you while you are here, Otto. I just ask you not make it difficult for me," I requested, earning a chuckle from Otto.

"You do me a kindness, Lord Siegfried," Otto responded, sounding thankful for it. I didn't particularly care for the Christians within these walls, but I did find myself respecting Otto. I never would have thought he had such courage when I first captured him. He had leaned on his cross like a crutch and a source of comfort. Now he had the strength and the faith to stand on his own two feet. A very dangerous thing to do when he was surrounded by 'pagans' that would want him dead because they could not kill the Christians outside of our walls.

"I can't promise you your life, Otto. But I will do what I can," I told him, standing up when I heard a horn blowing for the celebrations to begin.

"My lord, that is all any of us can do."



There was no building large enough to house everyone for Yule, so we didn't celebrate it within a single building. In something of a field that had been opened up after several dismantled buildings, a large bonfire was built that was before an altar for the sacrifices and rites. The night came quickly despite it being so early in the day, revealing the stars above as the skies were clear of clouds. I stood in a place of honor along with King Widukind. And Grimar.

A steady drum beat echoed through the air as the festivities began. From my position, I saw Morrigan approaching. Her face was smeared with white lime, her lips and eyes smudged with soot while bits of bone and colored beads were woven into her hair. In her hands was a large wooden bowl while the rest of the procession either carried or led animals to where they would be sacrificed.

The hymns were sung loudly as the first of the animals were brought forward and placed on the alter. Chickens were beheaded, and their blood drained from them. Next were pigs, goats, and a singular cow. All of them had their throat slit and the blood drained from them as the previous animals were handed off to join the stew that was being made so we could partake in their flesh. However, unlike back in Alabu, once the bowls were filled, men were led forward. They were smeared in pigment and the drumbeat got louder.

The first laid himself down on the alter and Morrigan took her place behind it, "Odin! Thor! Tyr! It is to you, who we offer this sacrifice!" She announced, bringing the sacrificial knife down and a cross the man's neck. His blood flowed out, dripping into the bowls by several channels carved into the wood. As he died, he was removed from the alter and another took his place. "Frigg! Freyja! Freyr! To you, we dedicate this sacrifice!"

The final man was brought to the alter and again, Morrigan cut open his throat as he died soundlessly. Or if he made a sound, then it was lost in the chanting and drumbeat that echoed through the air. She finished offering the last man to the gods, "To you Njord! Idun! Baldr! We dedicate this sacrifice!" A great cheer went up as the last man was sacrificed. Painted women and men grabbed the bowls filled with blood and grabbed wickers to dip them in it before they began to move through the army, flicking sacred blood on warriors.

Morrigan approached us, a wicker dipped in blood. There was a slight smile tugging at the edges of her lips as she flicked blood across my face. Instead of moving on, as she likely should have, she flicked blood across the Yule log I had in my hands. The first that would be tossed into the bonfire. Then she leaned in, "Carve a wish upon it."

I blinked at the advice, not sure what she meant. So, she clarified, "It's a tradition. In my homeland. Carve a wish upon the log before throwing it into the fire. It will make sure that the gods will hear that wish," she told me. I had never heard of that before. Probably because most people didn't know how to spell. However, one thing stood out to me.

Homeland. Along with a tradition I had never heard of. I always thought that Morrigan had been born in Denmark, like I was. But I wasn't so sure about that anymore.

I looked down at the piece of wood for a moment, wondering what I would even write upon it. What wish did I have in my heart? That I wanted to win the war? For my family to be safe? For the deaths of Horrik and his bloodline? What wish did I hope the gods to hear? Morrigan moved on before I had a chance to ask any questions further, though I did notice that she hardly sent a few drops in the face of Grimar before moving down the line until the entire army would be blessed with the blood of the sacrificed.

It was as I looked at Grimar, who scowled at Morrigan as she moved on, that I knew what I wanted. I took out my carving knife and carved the runes into the surface of the Yule log. With my wish carved, I stepped forward towards the bonfire that was roaring to life, washing the clearing in light.

I threw the log into the fire, sending up a cloud of sparks up before I reached into my pockets, revealing the carvings I made. "I offer you these, Odin," I told the All-Father, looking at the carvings. I suppose, given they were my first attempts, they couldn't be considered that bad. They were still of poor craftsmanship. I hoped the All-Father didn't mind. I tossed them into the fire where their surface started to blacken, becoming fuel for the fire that would burn for twelve days and nights.

Then I looked up into the sky, seeing the sparks raise up and fade away.

I knew exactly what I wanted.

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Traps and Plots
"It looks like disease," I observed from my position on the watchtower, looking out at the Franks that were hurrying their dead to a large grave. Next to me, King Widukind stood, most of his body protected by the stone rampart, but standing next to him was a warrior that had his shield raised. Just in case someone tried to assassinate the Saxon King. Well outside of the effective range for the average archer, I saw a trail of soldiers that were carrying bodies to the large hole that was being dug. It was slow going -- the cold made the ground tough, almost like stone.

"How many have fallen?" King Widukind asked me, his gaze on the Franks as they toiled.

"I've seen them bring out near a hundred bodies," I told him, catching his attention. "There may be more still in the trenches, but I can't say from here," I admitted. I had come up to this tower most days to practice my carving, hoping to earn Crafting experience. The rest of my time was spent working on the plan to defeat the Franks, or getting lessons from Otto. I now spoke Frankish as well as any Frank, and I was as fluent as I could be in Latin. Meaning, altogether, I spoke Norse, Germanic, Frankish, and Latin.

"A hundred dead won't turn the tides of a battle," King Widukind uttered, and I could see his mind racing. That was likely true. I wasn't certain how much a hundred men would matter in a battle of thousands. The Franks, to my knowledge, matched our numbers. However, they simply weren't attacking. Meaning, that if we wanted to leave, then we needed to attack them and they were well prepared for such a thing. Or so they thought.

"Perhaps, but if a hundred more are ill?" I questioned, offering a small shrug of my shoulders. Thorkell had spoken at length about sieges and their terrors. How sickness spread through the densely packed men like a foul spirit, making men puke and shit themselves until they died. It seemed like a terrible way to die. For the most part, we had avoided such things because of how spread out people were in the city. Though, we had lost some to a pox.

To prevent the spread and save those that were ill, we made offerings to the gods and they must have heard us, because most had recovered.

King Widukind was silent, simply placing a hand on the rampart and a ring on his finger tapping against the stone. "Spring is almost upon us," King Widukind observed. There was still frost and snow, but the bitter chill of winter was no more. Each day, it was getting warmer and soon, the snow would recede and be replaced with fields of grass. "It is earlier than what we planned, but we are ready." He continued, speaking to himself. "The only danger is a cold snap."

Sometimes winter deceived men. I had experienced it once when I was much younger -- young enough that I didn't really understand the danger until now. Back on my family's farm, a winter had ended early -- the weather had quickly warmed up, the snow vanished, and spring came early. Many farmers -- including my father -- had decided to sow the fields because of it. Only for the trick to be revealed weeks later when the cold returned in full force, killing the crops before they could sprout.

I never made the connection before, I realized as I stared out at the Franks. But it had been that same year that my eldest brother had fallen ill and died.

"Our stores have held out," I voiced. We wintered in Frankfurt in comfort. The animals were all slaughtered as the winter progressed, and while many did not get to eat as much they would like, even with our rationings no one went hungry. Because of that, our food stores were lower than anyone would like, but we had enough to feed the army for another two months. Longer if we stretched it thin.

King Widukind made a noise of acknowledgment, "Your witch's charms worked wonders to keep the rats out." His finger continued tapping, "We have the food for a march. It'll slow us down, but even if there is a cold snap, we could see it through. If there isn't, then we would have an early start to this year of war."

"Is it worth the risk?" I asked him, wanting an answer so my men could prepare. To that, I was answered with more silence before King Widukind looked at me, his gaze measuring. His finger stopped tapping and as I met his gaze, I saw that the Saxon King had visibly aged over the winter. More wrinkles gathered around his eyes, his brow had frowning lines, and the spots of gray at his temples had grown larger while spots of white appeared in his beard. It seemed like he had aged a decade instead of wintered in relative comfort.

"How many men can you call to your banner? The real number, please," King Widukind requested, stopping me from uttering a lie. He gave me a tired smile when he saw it. "I'm not deaf or blind, Wolf-Kissed. I know of your feud with Grimar."

"Which you ignored when you invited him," I retorted, an edge in my tone that made King Widukind's smile fall.

"I did," he admitted without shame or hesitation. "Because it was more convenient for me to do so. Horrik is a snake, but he's a man with cunning. He offered me something that I could not resist, even if it earned me your ire -- men. You are a raven-feeder, that is true. But you alone can't keep thousands men at bay. And that is what I needed to win this war."

I worked my jaw at that -- part of me was indignant and angry at him for so blatantly admitting it. That he knew it would anger me and he did it all the same. Another part of me respected his honesty, because I already knew the truth and he hadn't tried to lie about it. Another part tried to see it from his position, but that was something I struggled to do. "In exchange for what?" I asked him, suspecting the answer.

My head.

"He would give me a thousand men for a year in exchange for three things -- I do not come to the aid of King Godfred, at the end of the year, I release the men to attack him from behind… and that I ensure that you die during the war." He told me and, very suddenly, the soldier next to King Widukind seemed extremely nervous.

I narrowed my eyes, "You sent me into Francia unsupported." To raid. I never forgot what Thorkell said -- dead mercenaries didn't need to be paid. I thought that's what it was, but it could have been part of a larger plot to have me killed using the Frankish army.

"Because you did not need support," King Widukind said, and I searched his face. He didn't have a tell, but that didn't mean it was the whole truth. His gaze was steadfast and even. "The norns intend to tell quite a story with you. I doubt that they intend to cut your life short by having you fall to a stray arrow." Meaning that he wasn't trying to get me killed, merely putting me in dangerous situations because he expected me to survive them and inflict heavy damage on the Franks. Which I did, proving him right.

"So, I ask you, Siegfried -- how many men can you muster?" He asked me, and I saw what he was really asking. How many men had I stolen from Grimar over the course of the winter?

"Between eight and five hundred," I answered with honesty. "The mercenaries see their fortune fighting for me. Men that have families back in Denmark have proven resistant." I had taken a full fourth of Grimar's army. The three hundred difference came from the men that I had recruiting amongst the Norse while I was raiding in Francia.

King Widukind acknowledged that with a nod, "I will not oppose you if you challenge Grimar to a duel, but I do ask that you wait to do so. At least until we have broken the siege. With his death, we will lose a portion of the army and I intend to use them to the best of my ability." His gaze grew heavy and a frown rugged at his lips, "They will be honored with a position in the vanguard. Their losses will be heavy. When you make your challenge, he will not outnumber you two to one."

I told Grimar that he would not live to see the end of winter. And it was not yet Spring.

"Agreed," I decided, making the deal. My heart was cold to the men that would be lost. For their families that would mourn them. I had no pity or remorse in my heart -- they chose to fight with a man that I had a blood feud with. They picked their side. And for it, they would die.

"Begin the preparations. The time for war is once more upon us."



"We are to hide away with the women and children, are we?" Morrigan asked, her tone scornful as the army made preparations for battle. Frankfurt saw a hustle and bustle that it had missed since we took the town over. A hand was on her cocked hip, and she had a dangerous tilt to her head -- after months of living with her in relative close quarters, I knew that stance. And even if I didn't, it seemed dangerously similar to the poses struck by mother and Ida when my father was a few choice words away from an argument.

"Do… you wish to fight?" I asked Morrigan, trying to picture her with a spear in hand. I think she would be good with one, but I struggled to see her as a shieldmaiden. Shieldmaidens fought together and cooperation was… not Morrigan's strong suit. Her golden eyes narrowed at me, almost taking my words as a challenge, but I wasn't entirely certain why.

"I wish to be of use," Morrigan decided, crossing her arms over her chest, making the gold bands clink together. "I am not content to watch on from the sidelines because if this plan of yours does not work, it will be my neck on the line." Her gaze went to a balcony that overlooked the city of Frankfurt. It was almost unrecognizable from when we had first arrived. More than half of the buildings had been destroyed, salvaging what wood and nails that we could.

In their place were barricades and fortifications. It wasn't quite a palisade, but it wasn't that far off either. The fortifications were focused at the gates with fallback points, paths cleared out for speed and all of these paths led to a single point at the heart of the city. Earthworks were put in place -- mounds of displaced dirt and stone were put up to help secure the fortifications. All of which were currently hiding under a layer of white snow that soon enough would be dyed red.

"What do you have in mind?" I decided to ask, thinking that it was safer than having to guess. Morrigan offered a slight smile at that, one that was sharp enough to cut.

"To be proactive," Morrigan answered without pause. "We secure what is ours first and foremost. There are other ways out of the city. When the battle begins, I and Jill shall make our escape instead of waiting in line with everyone else." Ah. She didn't want to help with the battle, but to help herself. That made more sense. "Do not look at me so. T'is a simple matter of practicality. What is ours must come first. I understand you feel some level of loyalty to King Widukind, but do not be blinded by it."

My lips curled into a frown, "You think he intends to betray us?"

"No. He seeks to use you. As he has throughout this war. He will put you in impossible positions as often as he can because it benefits him to do so. You are a weapon to be wielded against his enemies -- we benefit as well, true, but the more you succeed, the more danger you shall face. Until one day, it will be too much and you will fail. Perhaps you may not lose your life, but not dying isn't the same as winning." Morrigan stepped closer, her voice low and her eyes almost glowing with intensity.

Her words echoed some of my own thoughts. As wells as the most obvious example -- King Widukind used Grimar and his men. The moment that their value decreased to him, he didn't hesitate to offer Grimar to me.

"In this battle, where are you?" Morrigan questioned and I worked my jaw for a moment.

"The rearguard," I answered, making her point for her.

"The last to leave," Morrigan noted, her eyes narrowing. "The reason why traits such as loyalty and compassion are valued is that they make fools pliable to the ambitions of the cunning and ruthless. And have no doubt, Siegfried, King Widukind is cunning and ruthless. Aid him for as long as it benefits, but never, ever, dare to believe that he has your best interests in mind."

Morrigan had always made her opinion known. She desired to leave Frankfurt -- Saxony -- and continue onto Miklagard. She felt that we gained all that we could from working with King Widukind. I disagreed. In the short term, she was correct. We gained much and we were risking it by staying. However, in the long view… King Charlemagne needed to be curtailed. He needed to be stopped. Otherwise, he very well might continue up to Denmark, killing every pagan that he saw.

And once the Frankish aggression was stopped and King Widukind could rein in peace…

I would have an ally when I returned for the Danish throne.

"You're right," I decided, nodding to her. "Make the preparations. I'll give you some of my men to help," I told her and Morrigan offered a rare smile.

"Good. You see reason," Morrigan said with what sounded like genuine relief. I think that she expected me to dig my heels in more. I opened my mouth to respond, only to be interrupted by the sound of the door opening, revealing Jill. She seemed a bit startled the moment that her eyes landed on me, freezing in place as if she were about to step back and retreat from the room.

Things had not been well between me and Jill. In a fit of irony, things between Jill and Morrigan were far better. There was no arguing or shouting of any kind, but it felt like a gulf had opened up between us, or that a huge insurmountable wall had been built. Our interactions were stilted, and I knew for a fact that she took efforts to avoid me. Morrigan, however, seemed thoroughly unsurprised by the interruption.

"T'is fortunate timing, Jill. Siegfried here is off to war yet again. Undoubtedly, the fool will insist on putting himself in excessive danger simply because nothing has managed to kill him yet." Morrigan remarked, earning a frown from me. "If there is anything to be said between you, t'is the time. For who knows what the morrow brings?" She questioned and… given the number of fortunes I had heard her give to my men, that was probably the very last thing you wanted to hear from someone who claimed they could see the threads of Fate.

That thought was pushed to the side in favor of focusing on something alarming. Was Morrigan… trying to play peacekeeper? Was she sick?

My gaze slid to Jill to see her looking at Morrigan with a very dull expression, unimpressed with the rather transparent attempt at manipulation. When her gaze flickered back to me, I saw Jill swallow thickly before she stepped forward, her hands clasped in front of her. "Siegfried…" She started, saying my name with confidence before trailing off, her expression tightening.

If I had to use a word to describe Jill, the word meek came to mind. She was shy for the most part -- when she wasn't arguing with Morrigan -- and soft spoken. She didn't seem like someone that could handle pressure very well. Yet, as she stared at me, I saw a steel in her eyes that I had seen only once before. Though I had been drunk and poisoned at the time, so I didn't recall it well. How she gazed at me now, I could easily believe that she could confront a room full of warriors and a brother that had terrorized her.

"I've made my peace," Jill told me, walking forward, her tone firm but grim with an edge of sorrow. I knew what she spoke of, watching her approach. "I betrayed my family," she stated in no uncertain terms, a fact that she shied away from every time it was brought up. "I don't know if I regret it or not," she admitted and I stiffened ever so slightly.

"I don't regret saving you, but I… do lament what it cost," Jill clarified, seeing my expression. "But it has cost me and what's done is done. This is the path I chose, and I am determined to see it through. With you, Siegfried," she told me, stating her feelings outright. I couldn't say that it's what I wanted to hear per se -- but what I wanted was completely impossible. I couldn't deny that her choosing to help me had cost her something.

Still, "I'm glad, Jill." I told her and I saw a tension ease out of Jill, almost as if she was expecting rejection. "I-" I started, only to be interrupted by a horn blast that made my attention snap to the balcony. The signal. The sound would carry over the walls, alerting the Franks to what was happening. It's what we wanted. Glancing back at Jill, I saw that her expression was dismayed.

Reaching out, I lightly took her hand and gave it a small squeeze, "I'll be back soon enough, and we can discuss everything then. I promise," I told her, earning a small squeeze of my hand back as she nodded.

"Then I will await your return," she decided, sounding like she wanted to say a great deal more but understood that there wasn't the time for it. Battle was calling. "May the gods favor you, Siegfried. So you can return home," Jill added, giving my hand one final squeeze.

Home.

Casting a meaningful look at Morrigan, I nodded before I made my exit to the villa that we had wintered in. I steeled my mind and my heart for the battle to come and when I headed onto the streets, I saw that they were in a flurry of activity. The horn gave the signal that we would be fighting, but to prove it, we were giving battle, people were marching up to the walls. For the first time in a season, they were manned and the Saxons were battering their shields while calling out challenges to the Franks.

I ignored the noise while I marched to my starting position in front of the gate. At the mouth of the gate were fortifications that almost mirrored the ones that the Franks built. Around the gate, in a U formation, was a trench that was filled with sharpened sticks. That trench led up to an earth wall that was braced against a palisade. One part of the fortification was left deliberately weaker than the other parts and the hope was that the Franks would recognize that weakness.

King Widukind's plan was meticulous. The goal wasn't to relieve the siege, not really. We hadn't heard anything about the other Frankish army that had been marched up at the tail end of autumn. As of right now, the Frankish armies were separated, but they wouldn't remain so forever. We couldn't hope to defeat an army of ten thousand, if not more. However, fighting two fights of five thousand each?

That was possible, but only if we absolutely crushed the Frankish army here. It wasn't enough to just break the siege. We needed to slaughter the enemy while taking as few losses as possible to ensure that we had enough strength to continue fighting. It was for that reason that the Franks would be allowed to enter the city instead of us fighting from the walls, where it was safe.

The plan was crafted to deal as much damage as possible to the Franks. How well it would work remained to be seen. Which was part of why I was in the rearguard, so to speak, to ensure that the army had enough time to withdraw.

"It's going to be a long day," Thorkell remarked, scratching at his beard as he stood next to me, an axe braced against his shoulder.

"Aye, it is," I agreed, feeling a heavy weight on my shoulders as I rested a hand on an axe at my belt while I carried a bow in the other. My archers were arranged around the gate, allowing complete coverage. Each had three quivers each with orders to withdraw from their position the moment that they ran out. "I've never fought a defensive battle before," I remarked, hearing another horn blow.

"It's a nice change from being on the offensive. Get to hide behind a wall, for one," Thorkell remarked while a cheer went up that nearly downed out the sound of a horn blasting two more times. The signal that the Franks were giving battle and making their own preparations. "Not sure how you're going to like it, though. Part of the reason why you win is that you carve a line through the enemy, breaking their formation, and exposing the poor bastards that weren't in the fight."

I hummed in response, acknowledging the point. I've heard as much before. It was a big departure to how I normally fought -- I couldn't break the enemy by destroying their formation. Instead, I had to be an impenetrable wall that the enemy broke themselves on. King Widukind walked me through what was expected and I was as prepared as I could be.

It was sometime later that I heard the first sounds of combat -- the shouting of warriors and the thrums of bowstrings, letting arrows loose. The walls became alive with activity as the Saxons taunted the Franks, calling them every foul name under the sun, and beckoning them to attack. It was some time later that the Franks managed to reach the walls, climbing up on ladders or making the front gate buck as a ram slammed into it.

Runners came and went, telling me what was going on because coordination was key in this battle. The Franks were making light attacks on the walls, mostly to spread our forces out while they concentrated on the gates. A clever tactic, but one that wasn't entirely unexpected. And, so far, the attacks on the walls had been repelled fairly easily with the Franks unable to get a foothold yet.

I stood where I was, a knot of tension between my shoulder blades as I watched the wood gate buck again and again and again. Each time, the wood splintered a bit more. All the while, I waited for the sound of a horn blast to alert me to the next step of the plan. It came not long after. A sharp note ringing through the air, telling the Saxons on the walls to begin abandoning their positions. They moved down into the city, at their own designated positions. It was calm and organized, allowing the Franks to gain a foothold on the walls.

Near the same time, the wood gate in front of me suffered a fatal crack, bending inward before with a final heave, the gate swung open. My bow was up and as the very first Frankish soldier entered the city, I put an arrow in his throat. His body was trampled under a tide of Franks, and if they were surprised to see the fortifications, they couldn't show it. The Franks outside of the city were pushing them forward toward us and they had to move or they would be crushed.

My archers let loose a stream of arrows, feathering the men that entered the city. Their protective gambesons did little to stop the arrows and one by one, they fell forward. The dirt in front of us was already becoming a thick muck as so many people rushed towards us, mixing with the blood. In no time at all, the Franks were pushing into the trench and climbing up on the earthworks to get to us.

The arrows ran out almost too quickly, I found as I picked up a spear that had been placed beforehand, tipping the point down and skewering a man in the chest with a broad leaf-shaped tip. All across the wall, my men were doing the same -- stabbing down at the Franks that were trying to surmount the fortifications.The air became heavy with the scent of blood -- a familiar smell at this point -- and the sounds of war. I kept a close eye on the weak point in the fortifications, watching as the Franks realized they were having more success there and started pressing it.

Making a decision, I brought a horn that was hanging around my neck to my lips and blew out the signal -- two short blows and one long one. A signal to my men and the messengers that were running and back and forth. In response, my men started to abandon their positions even though we could have held out a bit longer. Some withdrew with more grace than others, and my lips thinned when I saw a man fall to a stab in the back because he simply turned around to flee.

But, for the most part, they were able to withdraw and run down the paths that were laid out for them for a quick exit. The Franks started to clamor over the earthwall, throwing themselves over to secure it. They chose to help those behind them rather than choosing to chase us, giving my men the time they needed to get to the next set of fortifications.

Grabbing the rope that was tossed over the side, I climbed up the earthworks and in the distance, I heard more horns blowing. Same pattern as mine. So far, our retreat was more or less in sync. As a warrior pulled the rope so that the Franks couldn't use it, I brought the horn to my lips -- Two long blows, meaning that we were at the second position. The fight for the walls was mostly won by the Franks as the Saxons withdrew from them.

The Saxons that were on the walls were now behind the dirt and wood fortifications. It might have seemed like a harsh downgrade, but the positioning was deadly as it meant we could bring our numbers down on the Franks while they couldn't do the same to us. Throughout Frankfurt, I heard sounds of fighting. None of the Franks on the walls had bows and arrows, so they resorted to throwing down their spears. One even threw a boot. They were bottlenecked and guided, forced down paths of least resistance to engage in prepared positions.

Ahead of me, the Franks continued towards us, crawling over the fortifications like ants. At the position where I now stood, deeper inside of Frankfurt and away from the walls, there were five quivers at my feet. I wasted no time nocking an arrow and letting it loose. In response, the Franks raised their shields, choosing to march in a formation, but it mattered little. My men and I were marksmen. I could see their trajectories, each one lining up shots that would kill. One by one, the Franks dropped and their formation splintered under their slow advance, now sensing the trap that they were already in.

I heard a horn blast when I was barely more than three quivers in. I paused and my stomach clenched when I heard two more long blasts following it. That meant that another group had retreated to the third position already. Meaning that we were out of sync. We had bled the Franks at this position, but nowhere near as badly as we had intended to. This fortification didn't possess a weakness. It was here that we were meant to hold them for a time.

"Damn it," I cursed, bringing the horn to my lips and blowing. My men seemed confused by it, but they obeyed all the same. The Franks hadn't even managed to make it up the earthwall before we were moving on, heading to the final position. The first two were meant to engage the Franks, draw them in and make them commit while bleeding them all the way. Now, we headed to where we would fight it out.

The last part of the earthworks were the most expansive by far. A large defensive ring that was focused on a single point. It wasn't anywhere near large enough to house the thousands of men that we possessed, not even close. However, it didn't need to house that many. Only a thousand or so.

As I took up my final position, I looked within the defensive ring that was set up near the city center to see the opening that had been dug out. Over the winter, tunnels were made for this day. Each one was precisely measured out by King Widuking himself. They went in a number of directions, but what was important was the fact that they not only went underneath the stone walls of Frankfurt, but they went behind the enemy lines.

While their focus was on the city, thousands of men finished off the tunnels to attack the Franks from the rear, flooding their fortifications. I had no way to know how the fighting was progressing outside of the city, but based on how I was seeing men pour through the tunnel entrance, it seemed to be going well.

The rearguard settled in. I notched an arrow, firing at the Franks that were completely oblivious as to what was happening. For a third time, the Franks rushed to meet us, feathered by arrows for every step that they took. My jaw clenched when I saw more of the arrows missed than not, telling me that I had gone over the 5% archers for my warriors. All the same, as more Franks started to stream forward, hundreds upon hundreds of them, it mattered little because of how densely packed they were.

They struck the fortifications with almost thunderous force, clamoring at the palisade that was erected and trying to climb up, only to be rebuffed by spears and arrows. There were more of them than I would like, I thought, seeing the pathways that we traveled filling up with men that were baying for our blood. I fired arrow after arrow, killing man after man, but it hardly seemed to make a dent in their numbers for they were so tightly packed that the bodies refused to fall.

Over the scent of blood in the air, I smelled smoke. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the dancing of flames as a building was set on fire, thick black smoke billowing upward. I couldn't tell if that had been us or the Franks. It didn't matter. Thorkell was at my side, stabbing down with his spear before he looked at me, "How much longer?" He asked me, a tightness in his eyes.

I glanced over my shoulder to see that men were still pouring into the entrance…

And just in time to see them panic. My throat started to close when I felt a shifting under my feet, a slight vibration that seemed out of place and not a second later, a huge plum of dust erupted from the entrance to the tunnels and my stomach started to do flips within me. Even before I heard someone scream it, I knew what that meant.

We were trapped in Frankfurt with an army of Franks.

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It was foreshadowed, yes. Everyone he trusts and several peoplehe doesn't have warned him to expect betrayal.

I'm curious how he gets out of this.
 
I disagree. I think the story is building toward a change in approach for Siegfried. He has spent this whole war getting punished for being honorable and forthright. He notably just learned Frankish and Latin, Otto is presumably still in the city and not at all mentioned during this plan which was destined to fail.

I think he's going to try and cut a deal with the Franks, or decieve them. Either way will be a change of pace.
 
Blood Debts
Was this intentional? It was my first thought as the plum of dust drifted upwards, the tunnel completely collapsing as far as I could tell. My mind raced, a thousand different thoughts running through my brain as I gazed at the collapsed tunnel, my jaw was slack with shock and I was frozen with indecision. Perhaps it was arrogant to assume that someone was willing to kill upward of a thousand men just to kill me, but it sure felt like an assassination attempt. Grimar? King Widukind?

King Widukind didn't make sense. I knew he wanted to use me and he wouldn't waste men like this in an assassination attempt. Not when he was in the middle of a war in which he was already outnumbered at the start. Grimar seemed more likely but I'm not sure how he would have managed this. He was the first one through the tunnel, a deadly position to be in. Had the tunnel just collapsed because people weren't careful when they ran through it? Did the last of the work digging the tunnel out make it collapse?

"Siegfried!" Thorkell shouted at me, an arrow thumping into a wood post next to him, a stark reminder that our retreat wasn't just cut off. It was cut off and we were surrounded by Franks. My gaze snapped to him to see that his expression was stern, but desperation shone in his eyes. He understood how dangerous our position was even better than I did. And he was looking to me for guidance.

"I-" I started, looking out at the Franks to see that they were incoming. Our position was well fortified but we were already feeling the full weight of the Franks that were coming to bear on the palisades. The collapse of our retreat sent a shockwave in the morale of our men and I saw that they were openly wearing expressions of despair and fear even as they fought. The only reason why they weren't running was that there was nowhere to run.

I had never been in this position before, I realized. A position where a single wrong move would lead me to absolute destruction. I was trapped and there was no way out. We were completely surrounded, the Franks were on the verge of overwhelming us, and… I didn't know what to do. Fear shot cool chills down my spine because I didn't know what to do. I was the one that wanted to look around and ask what should be done but I found everyone elses eyes on me. I-

Quest: Escape from Frankfurt
Bonus Objective: Escape with more than 50% of your men
Reward: 1 Boon perk.


My heart was pounding at my ribs, completely frozen with indecision, the pressure mounting on my shoulders as hundreds of lives hinged on the next decision that I made. I could feel everything that I had been working for and possessed slipping through my fingers like grains of sand. Just as everything looked to be its bleakest, the gods answered a prayer that I hadn't even known that I gave. They gave me a quest that possessed the answer.

"We break through," I spoke, a sense of confidence and certainty in my voice that I didn't feel. My grip tightened on my weapons, I forced myself to control my breathing but I could do nothing about my pounding heart that was about to burst through my chest. "We aren't fighting all of the Franks. We push through at a single point and make for the exit."

Thorkell's lips thinned at that, glancing at the Franks that were pressing down on us from every side now. We hadn't bled them anywhere near enough before falling back to this position. Some of the Franks would be fighting outside of the city but the bulk of their army was inside of Frankfurt if that part of the plan had gone smoothly. "It won't work," Thorkell voiced, an odd note in his voice that I hadn't heard before.

Reluctant acceptance.

"It will if some of the men cover our retreat," I voiced, knowing what I was saying. It was as good as killing them myself. Anyone that stayed behind, with these numbers, were going to be killed. I didn't know if even I could withstand such an onslaught. I fought better than most but it wouldn't even matter. They just had to swarm me until I collapsed under the weight of their numbers. In response, Thorkell's eyes hardened but I could see that he saw the merit from the god given plan. Even if he didn't like it.

"The men are fighting now because they have no choice. Staying and fighting when an exit opens up is a tall order, Siegfried," Thorkell told me, his voice low and grim. He was right about that.

There wasn't a choice.

"You lead the men out of the city, Thorkell. I'll stay behind and guard the rear," I instructed, the indecision bleeding away from me. I knew what I had to do now. I had perks that would make a defensive battle stronger, but they wouldn't magically win the battle for us. What it would do was make us last long enough to cover the retreat. After that, we could try to make a run for it but… I doubted that anyone would make it. I harbored doubts that I could make it. "Hug the wall and focus on a single path. Push through and don't stop."

There was no time for elaborate plans or even dramatic speeches. The battle was already well underway. I couldn't shout louder than the screams of war -- of rage and death or the clashing of arms. There was no way I could collect volunteers to see who was willing to stay and who wasn't. There was no right way to do this. There was only the smart way.

"Gods be with you, Siegfried. You aren't destined to die here so make sure you don't," Thorkell stated, accepting the order. He saw that it was the only way to get out. Even if it meant we were sacrificing men to do it.

"I'll see you soon enough, Thorkell," I swore to him, clasping an offered forearm before I stepped away from the man to follow through on my end. The plan was overwhelmingly simple, so much so that it didn't even require words to convey. I could feel everyone's eyes on me when they weren't fighting, expecting me to save them all or salvage the situation. It was a crushing weight to know that I couldn't. Not for all of them.

Because they were looking at me, they would see what I did. The actions that I took. And those actions were to take a position at the front of the main entryway where I started killing. The men beside me took heart that I was standing with them, regardless if they were clueless on if there was a plan or not. They simply assumed that there was one and they were included into it.

It felt like a betrayal, I thought to myself, stabbing down at a Frank, catching him in the throat with a leaf-shaped spear. Blood spurted out with force and as soon as the blade struck true, I brought my arms back to stab back down again. The very worst kind of betrayal. The words wanted to leave my lips, the truth wanted to come out because I could feel it. The moment I took a position at the front, the men around me fought harder. They fought with confidence. They fought that way because they thought I would deliver them from this mess.

And I wasn't going to. I condemned them to die. As sure enough as if I had swung the axe myself, everyone that I was fighting beside was going to die before the day was out. I could feel it. The only balm that my soul could find in this mess was that I was at least fighting beside them, but that too was tainted by the fact that I was using that faith in my abilities -- that I was favored by the gods -- to trick them into staying.

With me at the head, some orders did go out. Our soldiers started to dig in, rebuffing the Franks that fought to clamor up our walls, thinking that this was where we would make our escape. The Franks, on the other hand, fought for blood. I could see it in their eyes as they fought to climb up the ramparts, grasping at the spears when they stabbed down, trying to rip them out of our hands and take us over the edge. They came into the city expecting an easy victory. Then they encountered our barricades and how we bled them.

More than that, while I heard nothing, I suspected that the Frank general had given the order to retreat into the city to protect them from the army that emerged from the tunnels. Meaning that we were a threat that had to be eliminated so they could safely retreat. Funny how that turned out.

Some of the Franks got creative -- throwing flaming logs and oil soaked rags at the palisade in hope of starting a fire. They had some success, but even as parts of the palisade began to burn, our people fought on in a desperate melee, doing as much damage as we could while they slowly whittled down our defenses. "Hold the line!" I shouted at the top of my lungs, the familiar feeling of blood spraying across my face when a Frank lunged at me with a dirk in hand, his head flying free as his body fell back.

Even as I said the words, I knew it was impossible. Off to my left, I saw a burnt chunk of wood snap under the pressure, the Franks eagerly ripping it down to flood into our fortifications. I cursed under my breath, sweat and blood dripping down my face as I was forced to reposition myself to plug up the hole. It wouldn't win the battle, I was forced to remind myself, pushing through men that were desperately fighting. Hands reached out to touch me as I did, as if I offered divine protection.

In hindsight, that's probably what gave me away when I felt something slam into my upper back. I jerked forward, glancing down to see an arrow sticking out just below my collarbone. I blinked at it, more confused than anything. How did I not see it- oh. It hit me in the back and punched its way through to the front. My head whipped around to see the archer that did it -- a man standing on a burning building with a bow in hand. Even as our eyes met, I saw he was going to notch another arrow, intent on killing me.

I beat him to it. I lacked a bow, but flipping my axe so I could grab the butt of it, I lined up the Projectile Prediction, and flung it like I was cracking a whip. It flew through the air, crossing the distance in a quick second, and slammed into the man's forehead deep enough the edge was likely touching the back of his skull. His corpse fell to the side, his body breaking through the fragile roofing and his corpse fell into the flames that consumed the building.

I couldn't see a prediction of a projectiles path if it was shot from behind me. That was a dangerous weakness that I had never really considered.

"You," I said, grabbing a man and turning my back to him. "Break this," I instructed, grabbing hold of the tip of the arrow. There was a small pause before I felt him grab onto the shaft of the arrow and there was a flash of pain when he snapped it. Then the wound began to throb when I ripped the arrow out. It hurt, but I wasn't having any trouble breathing, so my lungs were fine. I think. In any case, I couldn't let the wound slow me down.

"Anything else, Wolf-Kissed?" The man asked me, and there was awe in his tone. My gaze went down to the weapon he had in his hand.

"Your axe," I said, holding out a hand and he was all too eager to give it to me. I tested its weight to find that it was a good axe. Blade was sharp and the balance was good.

"It's an honor, Wolf-Kissed! We'll either win the day or sup with the gods tonight!" The man laughed, following me into the breach to see that the Franks were making a desperate push into our position, trying to overrun it, only to be greeted by me as I arrived. My wound throbbed with pain with each swing of my axes, the blood that soaked my tunic wasn't solely the blood of my enemies. And despite the injury, I found myself fighting harder, or perhaps it was because of it that it was taking more out of me.

All the same, with each swing of my axes, I felled a man. If the initial blow didn't kill him, then he would die crushed underneath a veritable wall of bodies that fell on top of him when I plugged the gap with corpses of Franks. It was as I was standing on top of them that I saw it -- Thorkell gave the signal. En masse, a number of men began to push out of our fortifications, momentarily confusing our allies, until I shouted at the top of my lungs. "Hold strong! We have to cover their retreat!" I shouted the words I knew would condemn hundreds of brave men to their deaths.

Because we had to keep the Franks eyes on us. If they brought the full weight of their numbers on those escaping, without the palisades, they would be slowed and grinded away until they were nothing. My shouts carried to those that were around me, convincing them to stay and fight, but those on the fringes were quick to join Thorkell in a retreat.

Still, all the same, a great many men stayed behind. Hundreds. I didn't even have time to count, but I could eyeball them from where I stood -- around seven hundred were pushing out and leaving behind three hundred to fight with me.

With death hanging over their heads, Thorkell's warriors made a quick escape, pushing through the Franks with sheer weight of numbers. The smoke and fire obscured the action because I didn't see the Franks responding to the breakout. Before long, they pushed out, vanishing from eyesight, and I was forced to hope that they were making their escape. Which left me and three hundred brave warriors fighting to the last man. Our defenses were thinned considerably, and it felt like I was bouncing between holes in the line, pushing the Franks back as we were slowly whittled away.

The sun started to make an arc across the sky, which was the only passage of time that I could see. My lungs burned with effort, my muscles ached, and my stomach felt like it was consuming itself with hunger. Worst of all was the throbbing wound that burned as if someone was pressing a red hot iron to my flesh. I still fought on, giving it my all to take as many Franks as I possibly could, an odd desperate hope that they would just give up in the face of so many slain men. But they seemed to fight with the same kind of desperation that we faced.

Then I saw it. As I wiped blood from my eyes, standing on top a mountain of corpses, off in the distance I saw it. It was almost as if my gaze had been drawn to it because of how completely and utterly out of place it was.

It was Jill. She was standing on a familiar balcony, waving a blue flag that stood against the smoke and dull colors. There was a desperate expression on her face, waving the flag with such force I thought her arms would fly off, desperate to be noticed.

How did she- did she sneak back into- no. No, this was a message. She was…

There was another way out, I realized. I'm not sure where it was, but my guess was that there was a secret tunnel in the villa. We could escape. We just had to get to the villa, get through the secret tunnel, and ideally collapse it behind us.

"Men!" I shouted, looking at the defenders. I didn't know how long we had been fighting, but it was long enough to sap their strength. I saw it on their faces -- they knew that they weren't getting out and some faced that fact with much more grace than others. "Follow me! We're leaving!" I shouted, igniting a spark of hope in them and despite how utterly weary I was, I led the charge. The men scrambled behind me and pushed me forward, leaving me to act as the tip of the spear to push through the Franks. Who seemed wholly unprepared for us to leave the fortifications that we had defended with such zeal.

Everything became a blur of action. My head begun to feel light as more of my life blood seeped out of me. My fighting was starting to get sloppy, I realized when I took a slash that I should have been able to block across my forearm. All the same, I pushed through the Franks, the men desperately pushing me onward even as they were whittled down and exhausted.

The very last thing that I expected was to be greeted by Norse warriors attacking the Franks from behind as we neared the villa. Jill brought warriors with her. They blocked off a street, pushing back the Franks to meet us, and I managed to carve a line to them. They turned the villa into a rough fortress, welcoming us in. To my shame, I felt like I was going to collapse the moment I stepped through the doorway. I might have if it wasn't for Jill crossing the distance and propping me up with a hug, making my wounds sting.

"What are you doing here, Jill?" I asked her, idly realizing that I ruined her dress with blood.

"I couldn't leave you," she told me, her voice firm and concern shone in her eyes. I don't think she had ever seen me like this, I realized. Completely soaked with blood and utterly exhausted. It must be shocking to witness because the warriors within the villa were looking at me with wide eyes and slacked jaws.

"We have to leave this place," I told her. Part of me wanted to scold her for putting herself in danger. That part of me was completely overshadowed by sheer gratitude. Without her, I don't think any of us would have made it out of that position.

"There's a secret tunnel in the cellar," Jill informed me as she led me to it. The men were limping behind me while the fresher warriors barred the doors to slow the Franks that were now battering them down. "Morigan found it. She said that you would be brave enough to stay behind until you were the last man," she told me and her voice was the only thing I could really focus on at the moment, my feet feeling clumsy.

A chuckle escaped me. "I'm betting that she used different words," I remarked.

"It's what she meant," Jill conceded, bringing me to the cellar and I saw a passageway that had been hidden behind a shelf of kegs. Then men followed us down, and I swallowed the shame of being the first through the tunnel. I should be the last one leaving, but I didn't even have the strength to argue against the fact. "The battle outside was won. The Franks were pushed into the city."

"Astolfo?" I questioned, swallowing the taste of copper. I expected to see her during the battle, but she was nowhere to be seen. I thought she might be on the other side of the wall, but Jill shook her head.

"She wasn't here," Jill informed me, and that was alarming, but it was a distant concern.

As I limped through the tunnel, I asked a question that burned in my throat. "Your brother. Did he do this?" I asked Jill, any doubts about her loyalty were gone like most in the face of the morning sun. I saw her face pinch as she half carried me through a stone tunnel supported by wood beams that seemed ancient.

Jill didn't answer for a smalloment, "I don't know, Siegfried. I don't think so -- he's claimed to be innocent, but… I don't know," she confessed, and that was enough for me.

Before we even reached the end of the tunnel, my vision began to dim. The very last thing I heard was Jill calling out my name.



Quest Succeeded!
Reward: 1 Boon
Bonus Objective Failed: 56% of army failed to escape.


I opened my eyes to find that they felt like they were covered in sand, making me regret the action immediately. A small groan escaped me as I became aware of the rest of my body -- everything hurt in a way that I hadn't experienced in some time. Every muscle felt like it was pulled, my wounds throbbed with pain, and there was a bone deep exhaustion that cut through it all like a knife.

I failed the bonus objective, I realized, making my lips thin. Succeeding the quest was good, but I would have preferred if I hadn't lost half of the men under my command. Some five hundred and sixty men. A very painful blow.

Despite wanting nothing more than to close my eyes and sleep, I forced my body to move and it fought to disobey the commands to sit up. I saw that I was in a tent. My tent, I realized. The furs were warm against the chill in the air, so I decided to take them with me. My clothes were gone, my flesh scrubbed of blood and my injuries bandaged. Pushing the tent flap to the side, I saw fresh snow on the ground and King Widukind's tent.

My feet were calloused enough that walking on the snow that crunched underfoot only brought a small wince. Ignoring the looks that I got from the soldiers that were milling around, I approached the tent and pushed the flap open to see that it was empty.

"Wolf-Kissed?" I heard a man speak up in Germanic, making me glance over my shoulder to see a Saxon with a long beard looking at me with an expression of apprehension.

"Where is King Widukind?" I questioned, my voice coming out as a growl mostly because of how raw my throat felt.

The soldier opened his mouth, paused, before he grimaced. "It… would be best to show you, my lord," he told me, his expression and voice grim. That made me uneasy, but I offered a curt nod and followed the man through the camp. My strength was slowly returning to me, making me more aware of the tension within the sizable camp. We were in a forest, so we had to be camped outside of Frankfurt. However, as I looked around, I saw anger.

This didn't feel like an army that just won a victory.

People were so lost in their anger that they hardly noticed me as I passed, absorbed in whatever they were doing or their conversations. Those that did notice me looked immensely relieved that I was up and running. I returned their greetings with a nod as I continued to silently follow the soldier.

I smelled it before I saw it. The stench of death and blood. I tried to brace myself for what I was going to see -- I was no stranger to death anymore… but there was no preparing me for what I saw as we walked around a bend some distance away from the camp.

It has once been a grove. A richly decorated one and at the center was a large tree. A very large one. So large that it stood a head and shoulders taller than any tree around it and it would take a dozen of me to wrap my arms around it. It was an incredible sight, but the reason I would never be able to forget the sight wasn't because of the grand tree so great it could be a seedling of Yggdrasil.

Around the base of the tree were severed heads. They were thrown in a great pile at the base of the tree, completely enveloping the base of it and stacked higher than most buildings stood tall. In the groves, which should house offerings to the gods and sacred altars were instead corpses that were piled even higher. All of them stripped naked, showing signs of being beaten and decay, before they were beheaded. My stomach churned at the sight, my jaw dropping as I saw the bodies of children in the pile.

"W-What is this?!" I gasped, feeling bile race up my throat but I swallowed it down, my eyes flickering around as if there was an answer to this atrocity.

"This is what the Franks were up to while we were in Frankfort," the Saxon answered, hard in his voice, walking down to the grove where there were people working on dismantling the piles. That's when I realized something deeply horrifying -- the piles were originally bigger. I swallowed down more bile, passing by a number of people with somber faces as they tried to figure out whose head belonged to what body so they could be burned intact. So that their spirits could be appeased.

I found King Widukind standing in the grove, directly before the tree, and staring at the piles of heads. He barely reacted when the Saxon approached. "My King, the Wolf-Kissed has awoken and he is here." The Saxon said with a bow before stepping back.

There was a breath of silence before King Widukind spoke, "Thank you. Seigfried, stand with me please." He said, gesturing to his side, his voice unlike anything that I had ever heard. I didn't think it was possible to have a silent scream of rage between every word yet sound so calm.

I stood beside him, the image before me seared into my memory. "How many?" I asked him in a low voice and I heard a soft sign come from the King.

"... We don't know," He answered, closing his eyes in pain. "But we have counted three thousand so far. Yet we are not half way through," he informed me. I stilled at the number, realizing that thousands had been butchered in a sacred place. Morrigan. I needed to speak to Morrigan -- perhaps she knew of a magic ritual that could cleanse this place and put the dead to rest. "The army I was mustering outside of Frankfurt is all here. Two thousand of them are here, but the rest… the rest are villagers and townsfolk, dragged here to be butchered. To send a message. To break us."

I glanced at the Saxon King, his expression serene. "Has it?" I asked him, understanding what was said. Saxony had suffered a major defeat -- the loss of two thousand men was going to be felt most keenly by us. The surrounding area had been depopulated. It would take generations for this place to recover, if it ever did. We gave up Frankfurt, and lost at least five hundred men in the process. King Widukind's plan hadn't worked because I proved too effective at raiding.

I don't think I could blame anyone for wanting to surrender.

King Widukind paused for a long minute, silent and still for so long that I thought he wasn't going to answer. "Almost," he confessed. "I considered going to King Charlemagne and offering myself to end the hostilities. The only reason I didn't is that I realized that it wouldn't. We have proven too troublesome. He will break Saxony now, putting as many of us to the sword as he can to make room for his Christians." He voiced, his tone strangled with emotion.

"Then we fight," I decided.

King Widukind nodded slowly, "Then we fight. You did well getting out of the city, Siegfried. I suspect we will need your strength in the coming days," He said, reaching out and placing a hand on my shoulder before he turned around and walked away, an impossible burden on his shoulders. I watched him go for a moment before I turned around to look back at the tree, feeling the scale of what was done wash over me. I knew King Charlemagne hated us, but it was a very different thing to witness the manifestation of that hate.

He'd kill us all if he could, I realized.

I was only broken out of my thoughts when I heard the sound of footsteps approaching from behind. I wasn't overly surprised when I saw Grimar out of the corner of my eye, coming to a stop next to me. Both of us stared at the tree and the butchery. The Saxons were not our people, but they were close enough. They did not deserve this.

"It wasn't me," Grimar told me, his voice flat. "I want you dead, Wolf-Kissed, but not enough to kill a thousand good men with you. You're the only one that has to die," Grimar told me, not looking at me as he spoke.

Strangely enough, I believed him. It was excessive for an assassination attempt.

"Will you stay and fight?" I asked him, my voice decidedly even.

Grimar was silent for a moment, but I saw him nod. "Aye, I will. This… this must be answered in blood and steel. The dead will never find peace otherwise."

"Your family owes me a blood debt, and I will have it paid in full. But… if you'll fight, I will hold off on killing you until the war is won." I told him -- the vengeance in my heart rebelled at the idea, but it was drowned out by anger. Anger at King Charlemagne.

Grimar worked his jaw for a moment, clearly annoyed at the insulation that any blood debt was owed. However, all the same, he nodded again. "Aye. I won't try to kill you until the war is won. Or we are defeated," he said, spitting in his palm and presenting it to me.

I looked up at the man, the son of my enemy…

I spat in my palm and shook his hand all the same.

...

I'm actually surprised how many people assumed that Widukind had betrayed Seig. It would be the equivalent of killing the golden goose, but I guess I threw up a red herring without meaning to. My experience in the construction sector kind of shone through because tunnels are stupidly unstable. Even when you're digging through stone, it's downright easy for the entire thing to come crashing down. So, I figured people would just assume that having thousands of people sprinting through the tunnel caused it to collapse.

On another note, the massacre that took place in this chapter was inspired by a historical event -- the Massacre of Verden. In which King Charlemagne massacred five thousand men at Verden to break the Saxon spirits and punishment for their ongoing rebellion. This version was worse on account of the fact that the Saxons have been getting some licks in. Seig rampaged through the country, sacking every church he comes across, and the Saxons managed to take a major city. Charlemagne has been taking some serious Ls for the first time in his life and this was payback.

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Well they're out of the city which is good as that was the plan but at the same time they've lost the city that they paid so much blood to capture. The Frankish army inside is probably near decimated and their morale has to be damn near rock bottom despite their 'victory' in retaking the Frankfort.
 
I can't believe that Charlemagne spilled the blood of 4000 Saxon men.
It was closer to 4500.

To quote Lord Acton: "Power tends to corrupt and absolute power corrupts absolutely. Great men are almost always bad men, even when they exercise influence and not authority; still more when you superadd the tendency of the certainty of corruption by authority."

Charlemagne was great for Christians.
 
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The Nature of Vengeance
Morrigan slapped me. Hard. I couldn't even say that I saw the blow coming either, because one moment, I was standing in front of the great tree, watching as the bodies were removed and coming to terms with what I had just agreed to. Then I I heard the furious crunching of snow and by the time I thought to look over, I was greeted by Morrigan's palm as it struck me with enough force that I nearly toppled over. Still unsteady from my injuries my injuries, I staggered a step, the harsh sound ringing out jarringly in the quiet and somber grove.

Morrigan's expression was twisted into a furious snarl, her hand clenching into a fist that trembled with white knuckles, huffs of fog escaping her nostrils as she glared at me with golden eyes that were filled to the absolute brim with fury. "Fool!" She shouted as I rubbed my tenderized cheek. That hurt. "You damned fool!" I thought she might take another swing, but instead she stomped away from me in a huff. I watched her back, still rubbing my cheek, seeing the restraint that she was displaying because her posture told me that she wanted nothing more than to slap me again.

"Ha!" I heard someone bark a laugh, and to my relief, when I made to shoot a glare at whoever did laugh, it was Thorkell. One of the first things that I noticed was that he also hadn't escaped unscathed. There was a bandage on his face, over one eye. Still, he wore an easy smile as he approached, the loss in vision seemingly not bothering him any. "That's a fine woman right there. The good ones always know when to smack some sense into their men," he continued as he approached, reaching out a hand and we clasped firearms. "Glad to see you're in one piece, Seig."

I was glad to be in one. "Are you?" I asked him, my gaze lingering on his eye patch, but Thorkell waved me off.

"I still have the eye," Thorkell confirmed. "Took a blade to the white of it, but it's too early to tell if I'll get to see through it. It's a small price to pay. We were lucky to leave that city at all." He remarked, looking me over for any obvious signs of injury. I had a number of nicks and cuts, some worse than others, but they had been stitched or burned close. The worst was the arrow I took, but beyond the pain I felt when I moved my arm, I seemed to be whole.

Still, the potential loss of an eye was no small thing, even if Thorkell accepted the injury with grace. It was a reminder that while we managed to escape, we did not manage it whole. Five hundred men had been lost when the tunnels collapsed. That was another setback for me as much as it was King Widukind. "I don't suppose you know what sense she was trying to knock into me?"

"Probably that you shouldn't have stayed behind to fight with the rearguard," Thorkell told me, sounding like he agreed with her, but at the same time, didn't. "She was pretty distraught when she learned you stayed behind. Just don't tell her that I said that. She'd end up smacking some sense into me too." To that, I let out a huff and a smile tugged at my lips. I could see that. She'd make Thorkell kneel down before she did it too.

"I won't say a word. And I didn't have a choice," I told him, seeing Thorkell nod slowly.

He scratched at the edge of his bandage that was held in place with a strip of cloth for a moment. "I don't know about no choice," Thorkell remarked. "Doing what Morrigan wanted would've been the smarter call. She's not wrong there. But I can't say that I wouldn't be disappointed if you did cut and run," he continued, his gaze going to the great tree. The seedling of Yggdrasil. "That's probably not really fair to say. Favored by the gods or not, you are just one man."

Am I? I wondered, looking at the piles of heads. My faith in the gods was… shaken. No, that wasn't right. I still believed in the gods. I knew them. They spoke to me. But in the past year… "I always thought that being favored by the gods meant nothing bad would happen to me," I admitted to Thorkell, who gave me a surprised look. "I thought it meant that… everything would always be okay. No matter what."

It would mean that my family would always be healthy and happy. It would mean that life's hardships would make themselves known on occasion, but they would slide off of us without any lasting impact. That it would mean that I would win. Always. In everything, simply because the gods chose me. They favored me. Honored me.

"I don't think the gods favor works like that anymore," I admitted to Thorkell.

"You think the gods collapsed the tunnel?" He asked me and I hesitated to nod.

I pursed my lips, "I think they allowed it to collapse." I don't think the gods weakened the supports with their own hands, deliberately trying to kill me. But I did think that they had the opportunity to ensure that the supports held until we all could evacuate. And instead of giving us that time, they allowed them to collapse. They weren't working against me with their actions, they were simply allowing things to happen with their inaction. "Perhaps it was a test," I allowed, hoping that the gods would talk to me now.

Here, in the sacred grove, however desecrated it might be… I wish they would make their intentions known.

"I think you passed their test," Thorkell voiced his opinion, his tone unusually firm. "You held strong. You had every chance to leave, but you didn't. You fought until the bitter end, and only made your escape when you could take the rest with you. That's what people are going to say- that's what they are saying. You proved your valor to the gods that day, Siegfried. More than any other man in the world," He told me, looking at me and I felt my skin start to flush as he heaped praise onto me. Thorkell's faith in me wasn't a secret, but it was a first for me to receive such naked praise.

"I hope so," I admitted. I didn't know what the gods wanted, but they couldn't be displeased with me, could they?

"Are we staying to fight?" Thorkell questioned after a moment and I offered a small nod.

My lips thinned, "They deserve vengeance." I told him, not making any excuses.

To my relief, Thorkell nodded. "Aye, they do. Good. The smart thing would be to cut our losses now, but… I would have asked to stay. If only to bloody the bastards that did this. They mocked the gods." A sigh escaped him -- something that I noticed everyone was doing. The air of melancholy was only matched by the air of anger over the camp -- we expected to leave Frankfurt victorious and to continue our conquest, only to be bloodied as we left the city and greeted by butchery. "Still, feels to me that the war is a done deal now."

I didn't think he was wrong there. "I think it depends on how people respond when they learn of this," I voiced my opinion. This was sickening. I didn't even know how to describe it. It was enough to make me make peace, however temporary, with a son of Horrik. I could only imagine the response from the people that lost loved ones today. Some might be cowed by the slaughter, I didn't doubt that. Others…

No matter what, one thing was certain. King Charlemagne had incurred a vast blood debt.

"It just depends on if people are more scared than angry," I added, finding myself letting out a sigh as the future weighed heavily on me. Thorkell grunted in response. I expected that there would be at least one more battle regardless. The warriors here wanted blood. The people of Saxony, however… this war completely hinged on their response. Would they take up arms? Or would they bow their heads?

"I'd rest up, Seigfried," Thorkell said after a moment. "King Widukind is a clever one. No one will know that better than him, and the best way to thumb the scales in our favor is to spread the news with word of a victory. Getting out of the city isn't enough. People are going to want to hear of reprisals to feel emboldened." He remarked, and I nodded, feeling cold and weak. A victory that I knew I would have a role to play in.

Wishing Thorkell well, I gave the piles of heads a lingering glance before turning away and making my way back to my tent. I understood the eyes that were on me far better now. I did my best to appear strong, but it did feel a bit silly considering that I wore nothing but a blanket that just barely warded off the bitter chill. And not dressing before I left the tent became something I soon found that I regretted when I passed through the center of the camp.

"Stop this! Stop this madness!" I heard a familiar voice cry out in Germanic. The sheer amount of fear and anger in the voice made it all but unrecognizable to me, so I was surprised when I looked over to see that it was Otto. I nearly missed a step, seeing the priest's eyes wide with fear even as he wielded a stick to ward off the men that surrounded him. Something that earned jeers and laughs all around as a good dozen men rapidly grew in number when others noticed the scene like I did. "Get back! Get back!" He shouted, taking a wild swing at a warrior, who stepped out of the way as Otto stepped on the hem of his robe, pulling his entire body down into the filthy snow.

One made to hit him, but he was shoved off. "He is Wolf-Kissed's thrall. Only put hands on him if you're willing to lose them," a warrior advised as I made my way to the scene.

"He's making a mess. Wolf-Kissed should discipline his slaves better," The one that raised a foot to kick Otto remarked but he lowered his foot all the same, letting Otto scramble to his feet, wielding the chunk of fire wood like a club. I had never seen Otto like this- no, that wasn't true. I saw him like this only when I first raided that church when we met for the first time.

The men at the back took notice of me, parting ways for me, and the action spurred others to do the same. As the crowd made way for me, I saw what was actually going on. The warriors weren't surrounding Otto, they were surrounding a beheading. A man knelt at a stump, his hands tied behind his back, who was weeping as he muttered prayers so quickly it was like he was trying to say them all at once. Another man kept him still, but his gaze was fixed on a third man that was laid out in the snow, blood dripping from his temple.

The scene became clear enough. The men were going to behead some man, Otto interfered by knocking one out, and he was making a scene to prevent anyone from finishing the job.

Otto's expression was one of complete desperation, "Seigfried! You must stop this madness!" He all but begged, the wood falling from his hands as he fell to his knees. "They intend to murder this man!" He exclaimed, clutching a wooden cross with enough force that I'm surprised that it didn't break. "They've already murdered a dozen others- I couldn't stop them. I couldn't even take their place!" I was taken back by the tears that welled in his eyes, and I looked at the man who was holding the man down.

No one understood a word because Otto was speaking in Frankish.

"You- why are you killing this man?" I asked him, gesturing at the Frank that he had kneeling in front of him.

His expression darkened, "It is a sacrifice, Wolf-Kissed. I lost a sister to the Franks -- we found her body not an hour ago. He needs to die to appease her spirit- I will not have any blood of mine wandering this earth for eternity," The man exclaimed and I found myself agreeing with him. I wouldn't ever deny a man the right to avenge his family or to appease their spirits. Any disagreement I had with the scene faded away, which made it very difficult to meet Otto's eyes because I could see it. He had faith.

He completely believed that I would stop this.

All the same, I met Otto's gaze. "It is a revenge killing, Otto. The man lost kin," I told him, trying to ignore how deeply uncomfortable it was to see Otto's expression crumple with the bitterest of disappointment.

"How can this be vengeance?! This man was captured during the battle outside of Frankfurt! He couldn't have been here!" Otto exclaimed, shouting and going red in the face. "This is simply murder! My heart weeps for the dead, Seigfried. Christian and Pagan alike! I will pray for the souls for everyone that was lost- until my dying day, if I must! But this… this will do nothing but spill more blood." His voice was borderline hysterical, but there was a burning intensity in his gaze.

My lips thinned. "You're a good man, Otto," I told him, voicing my thoughts about him for the first time. No. He wasn't just a good man. I think he could even be a great man. He wasn't strong or a warrior, but I couldn't deny that he was brave and his heart was good. "But you do not know our ways."

His expression wilted, seeing that he wasn't getting through to me. "Don't I?" He shot back, his lips pressed into a thin line while his knuckles were white around his cross. "You want blood to be spilled. You crave vengeance, but do you not see what that… that atrocity was?" He shouted, and I felt a stirring if anger in my chest at that, my nostrils flaring as my gaze narrowed into a glare.

"It is not the same thing," I snapped at him and it was his turn to look indignant.

"It is! Do you really think I felt any different after you raided my church? Slaughtered my flock?!" He all but roared at me with a surprising amount of force. "How do you think we Christians felt every time you razed a church, killing the faithful that only wanted to hide within? For what? Earthly gains? Silver and gold?!" He berated me, making me clench my jaw to swallow a retort.

He didn't understand our way, but I couldn't deny that he had a point. The scale of the butchery couldn't even be compared, but images in my mind flashed of the churches I razed. The people that fled within, who wouldn't surrender or never had a chance to, were then killed as we raided the church for everything of value. I didn't really regret that.

I had no stomach for cowards. For people that were meant to fight but instead hid themselves away, abandoning others to their fate. Such cowards were hardly men at all. They were creatures at best. I never went out of my way to slaughter them, but I would never feel remorse for any fate that fell upon them.

But would King Charlemagne and his people see that? Would they see the cowardice of their people? Or would they see it as the butchery of people that were hiding in a church, praying to their God for salvation? Would they feel the same anger that we felt?

Which forced me to consider something very discomforting -- was this a reprisal for the raids that I did?

Was this my fault?

"You may be right, Otto," I admitted to him in Frankish, speaking in the language so no other would know the truth. I saw hope in his eyes that died a dog's death because he saw my expression before I nodded to someone behind him. "But what he did must have an answer. Until King Charlemagne is greeted by the headsman's axe, the spirits must be appeased in other ways." Otto's expression grew horrified, rounding to the scene behind him just as the man I spoke to earlier raised his axe high and brought it down on the neck of the praying man, who had been held in place by someone else.

The sound that left Otto barely sounded human, and it was completely drowned out by the sound of cheering. Otto sagged, lowering his head as he prayed for the departed man. It didn't feel good, I decided, looking at Otto. The spirits and the gods demanded blood, but it didn't feel good to hurt Otto like this. To disappoint him like this, even if there wasn't a choice.

"Otto," I spoke up, making him look back at me with red tinted eyes. "Take your flock -- the people you protected in Frankfurt, and leave this place. That is all I can do to protect you."

I could see it. He wasn't going to take the offer. He wasn't going to abandon a single Christian soul that we had in our possession. I respected him that much more for it, but he was acting undeniably foolish. "Save who you can save, Otto. The warriors… in the end, they chose to be a part of the fight. The citizens did not. Save them because you can't protect anyone dead." His expression was defiant for a long moment, and I could practically see him dig his heels in, but my words resonated with him. He knew that they were the truth.

"It's not right, Seigfried," he told me, raising to his feet but it looked like an incredible burden had been placed on his shoulders, physically weighing him down. "This… this is not right."

I didn't agree with that. Not completely. "It is our way. And I suspect it is your way as well," I told him a truth that he didn't want to hear. He closed his eyes for a long second, still clutching his cross, but he nodded all the same.

"As you say," he agreed, not at all sounding happy about it. "As you say."



There was no goodbye between me and Otto, though I did get word that he left with those that he could. Along with a few extra people that hadn't been a part of his flock, but I'm pretty sure that I was the only one that noticed. It was a poor departure, but an expected one. I couldn't have seen him off even if I wanted to, because not long after the conversation was done I found myself crawling into my bed and utterly exhausted with the day.

It felt like the cold was sapping my strength, leaving me to bundle up on my bed of furs. Yet, exhausted as I felt, my mind felt busy. So many thoughts churned in my head -- about the war, our escape, what would happen next, to what I could have said to Otto that might have convinced him to depart on better terms. It was rather annoying because I wanted nothing more than to close my eyes and rest.

All the same, I couldn't. And it was only after a long failed attempt to sleep that something occurred to me.

My rewards from the gods.

Prowess
Cleave --
With cleave, cutting through has never been easier. Enemies will have 10% less resistance to cutting attacks.
Second Wind -- Pushed to the absolute brink of the users endurance, merely taking a deep breath will restore a measure of it back. Can only be used once per long rest.

Tactics
Drill Instructor
-- Increases experience gained by troops through training. Increases Discipline gained through training and decreases discipline lost over time.
Ambusher -- A fair fight is for fools and it has never been easier to avoid one. Increases the effectiveness of ambush tactics and increases concealment for troops.​

I didn't know what to pick, I realized. For either domain. Cleave sounded a great deal like Power Strike, which would make the act of killing easier. However, the bone-deep exhaustion made Second Wind very appealing. It was something that I needed to think about because of Astolfo and people like her. Charlemagne's Paladins. I was a great killer of men, but my duel with Astolfo taught me that I wasn't the only great killer, nor could I hope to best anyone in battle.

That being said, out of all of my battles, I only encountered one foe that could fight me on equal footing. It was that thought that tempted me into choosing Second Wind over Cleave, even if I felt torn between the two. Second Wind would simply see more use than Cleave because I already had Power Strike. I was already a deadly killer, and Cleave would only make me more deadly to people that I could kill with ease.

For tactics, it was an interesting choice because Drill Instructor appeared again. I hadn't picked it before, but it seemed like the gods were pushing it even though I was more tempted to pick Ambusher. My time raiding taught me how effective ambushes were against the enemy -- but… perhaps that was the point of the choice they presented before me. Ambushes were effective, but they weren't glorious battle.

Was it a test? My lips thinned, indecisive for a long few minutes as I looked between the choices with blurry eyes. To see if I cared more about winning than glory? I'm not sure that I didn't. Glory came easily to me and winning seemed far more difficult to achieve, especially now.

However, I chose Drill Instructor. Not because of what I thought or what the gods wanted, but because of what Otto said. His words rang in my head like a bell. He didn't understand our ways, and he was a fool for claiming to understand what he didn't, but I couldn't deny what he said struck a cord with me. Simply because he voiced my own thoughts from when I went out on my first raid.

I hadn't cared for how it had been done. And when I began to raid as a leader, I did nothing to change how things were done simply because it was easier not to and it no longer bothered me as it once did. Drill Instructor… that was a way to change things. To make them how I desired them. I wasn't even sure how I would change things, only that something would and Drill Instructor was the gift that would make it easier for me.

Boons
Map --
The mapping function will be enabled, automatically recording everything within a one-mile radius including; terrain, elevation, rivers, urban development, and forests.
True Vision -- A secondary sight that marks things of importance with gold. True Vision acts independently of user knowledge, allowing user to find items, things, or trails of note without knowing why they are important.​

I nearly picked Map out of reflex the moment that I saw it. That sounded incredible. A map of everything within a mile around me? In addition to reports from my scouts, that was a very powerful combination. Knowing the terrain in battle was half of the battle. During the start of the war, it had only been saved by the fact that when we split our armies that we fought on a hill and then a forest that prevented us from being crushed by the Franks.

However, True Vision sounded… magical. Otherworldly. Map would undoubtedly be more useful during the war, but True Vision would be more useful in everything else. I didn't know what to pick. It seem the choices were just getting more difficult-

"Seigfried?" I heard Morrigan from behind the tent flap speak up, breaking my thoughts away from the decision. "Are you awake?" She questioned, a rare note of hesitation in her voice that told me that she almost wished that I was. And if I had been, her voice was so soft I doubt it would have woken me up.

I hesitated to answer -- the slap hurt. All the same, though, I answered her, "I am."

The flap was opened, revealing her. And Jill, who stood behind her, but Jill didn't enter when Morrigan dropped the tent flap, approaching me. Her lips were pressed into a thin line, her hands grabbing her skirts and clenching them into tight fists while her golden eyes were narrowed into a glare. I should have pretended to be asleep, I decided. Because she looked like she was about ready to tenderize the other cheek.

"You-" Morrigan began, coming to a stop by my bed, taking a seat by my bed on a stool. "I demand-" she started, and I could hear the emotion in her voice. It wasn't anger, despite my fears. Her eyes narrowed at me, trying to convey a message that struggled to leave her lips. "Turn around- face the tent wall," she instructed, her tone making it clear that it wasn't a request.

Mad or not, I did trust Morrigan so I did as bayed. "You're upset with me," I remarked, and I heard her scoff along with the sound of rustling fabric. I dared to steal a glance over my shoulder to find that Morrigan was still seated on the stool, just with her back facing me. What was even going on here? And what had her so tense?

"I am," Morrigan agreed, not hesitating for a moment to confirm that. "You-" she started before an aggressive and frustrated sigh escaped her before she fell silent. I waited for her to continue for a few seconds, but those seconds turned into a minute. Then two, then three. It had to be a full ten minutes later before Morrigan finally made to speak, breaking the heavy silence that had fallen between us. Something that I didn't dare do. "My mother. She isn't my true mother," she told me, making me sputter at the unexpected confession.

That… wasn't as much of a shock, though. The Wise Woman was old -- very old. I could have believed her to be Morrigan's grandmother far easier than I could believe her to be her mother.

"I don't come from your land. I come from an island called Ireland, to the east of Denmark," Morrigan confessed, starting a tale that I didn't expect to ever hear. "My mother -- my true mother -- raised me in seclusion as we followed the old ways, away from the Christians. But I… I was a young girl. A young and foolish girl. I watched villages from the outskirts, never understanding why I couldn't walk among them. My mother forbade it, but t'was not reason enough for me." Morrigan's voice was heavy with emotion, her body tense like she was about to jump up and run before she finished the story.

It was for that reason, I said nothing in response. "I decided to brave the village. Simply to see what it was like. At first, it seemed wondrous, but appearances are often deceiving, I soon learned. My eyes marked me as something other. Something dangerous. No sooner than I entered the village, I found myself chased out of it, running back home to my mother. T'was such a foolish thing to do. For I simply led the mob nipping at my heels to where we laid our heads to rest." A small sigh escaped Morrigan, this one sounding exhausted.

"They didn't catch me that day," She continued. "In my ignorance, I chose to never tell my mother what transpired. I thought it to be a grand secret and I feared her anger for disobedience. Because of my fear, that winter… it was a poor year. The harvest was poor, a sickness spread through the livestock, and a pack of wolves plagued the village. T'was our fault, the villagers concluded. Retribution for chasing me out of the village. T'was retribution of their own, they desired." Morrigan paused, waiting for me to say something.

I said nothing because I knew that if I did, Morrigan wouldn't complete her tale. "My mother awoke me when the mob arrived, swearing vengeance for a deed we did not commit. Could not. I for my lack of ability and my mother for her ignorance of the event. My mother… she made a prayer. As well as a sacrifice. She took a knife to her own breast, carved out her heart… and with her final breath, made a prayer to her mother. Flemeth -- the one you know as the Wise Woman."

My blood ran cold at that. She offered her heart not to the gods, but to Flemeth. That was… telling.

"I escaped the hut and fled into the forest and it was there I was greeted by a raven. It bade me to follow it, and I did. T'was not a matter of faith. Not really. I held no true belief in the gods then, only echoed my mother's lessons. The raven took me across a narrow sea to Francia. Then through Saxony, until I finally arrived at that hut. Flemeth was there and she welcomed me as if she expected me." Morrigan's voice grew grim. "She took me in, raising me as one of her daughters as she did with my mother before me. I arrived barely a season before you did."

I felt like she was skipping over a great deal. Crossing a sea? Traveling through Francia, Saxony, then Denmark with nothing but a bird as guidance? That… sounded like a harrowing journey for a young girl. And from the sound of it, she found little warmth when she arrived.

"Why… are you telling me this, Morrigan?" I asked her, breaking my silence, compelled to ask the question.

Morrigan let out a wet sounding scoff, still refusing to look in my direction with her back facing to me. To avoid appearing vulnerable, I realized. "T'is because you remind me of my mother. My true mother. For we could have gotten away. We could have fled together. It was my mistake that brought the village down upon us, but it was her decision that led to her death. She didn't think to run. Her first instinct was to sacrifice herself to beg for Flemeth's help." She paused, an edge entering her voice, "For all your ability, you nearly died. You nearly died for men who do not matter. You nearly threw it all away -- your vengeance, your family, and your life for the sake of people you don't know. Who mean nothing to you. I'm angry with you because you've mistaken courage with foolishness."

I didn't agree with her, but I did see why she came to that conclusion. "Just because I don't know them doesn't mean they don't matter, Morrigan."

"Untrue," Morrigan retorted, still not looking at me. "It makes them worthless. Their only potential worth is their loyalty. Few people in the world, for as long as mankind has walked Midgard, have ever truly mattered. Those men you nearly died for should have offered their lives for the privilege of protecting you. Because you matter. To m- the gods." Her perception was completely skewed, I realized.

Morrigan didn't care about people outside of a select few. And based on how she nearly misspoke, I was one of those few. But I had underestimated how blatant that disregard was -- in her mind, those three hundred men that I fought with existed only to serve as a shield to protect me. That I should have abandoned them the moment it was convenient because they had no value or reason to exist beyond to serve me.

"I won't promise that it won't happen again, Morrigan. Because it probably will. But I will always come back. That, I can promise you," I offered her, knowing even that wasn't a promise that I should be making.

Morrigan let out a bitter chuckle, "The gods favoring you is no excuse to be a lackwit." She genuinely couldn't understand it, I saw.

"Then I suppose I'll need you to do my thinking for me," I told her. I wouldn't ever bend to Morrigan's beliefs, but I knew that she'd challenge me on mine. And beliefs were worthless without being tested. If I couldn't provide an answer to her words, then it meant I was acting foolish.

There was a small lapse in silence between us, Morrigan offering no response or reaction. This time, it was I who broke it. "Your- Flemeth," I voiced the name for the Wise Woman. "Is she dead?" I asked her and I was unsurprised when Morrigan slowly shook her head.

"She simply vanished one day," Morrigan admitted. "One day, she was there in the hut and when I returned, she was gone. I know not where she went or her intentions. I waited for some time, thinking she would return, but she never did. After a week, I decided to approach you to repay what I was owed." She voiced, her words not matching her tone. Not in the slightest.

How much of Morrigan approaching me because of what I could offer her… was really her not wanting to be alone?

And what went unsaid was heard by me. Flemeth was still out there.

"You require rest, and I shall allow you to have it," Morrigan spoke, standing up abruptly, still not looking at me as she headed to the tent flap. "I will change your bandage when you wake-"

"Morrigan," I interjected, just as she was about to leave. "Thank you. For your concern."

She paused, glancing over her shoulder at me and I saw why she refused to face me. Morrigan's expressions ranged from a scowl to a haughty smirk. Now, however, she wore an expression of surprise and embarrassment. "I- I am merely securing my investment in you," Morrigan spat the words without any real heat. "It would inconvenience me if you get yourself killed!" With a huff, she stormed out of my tent and despite her words, I found myself chuckling.

Laying back, I closed my eyes and as I did, I knew exactly which boon from the gods to take.

True Sight.

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