Interlude: Forgotten Dragon
So for reasons definitely not related Civilization V, I did not work on the update today.
So....have this instead.
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"You have to accept they're dead Togashi-san."
I glance over at Toshiro. The far too pretty Crane, (I'm straight not blind) didn't show the depression that hung in his soul, but I could feel it, it was one I understood too well. That feeling that you failed, that you weren't there when you should have been.
"Kakita-san, if you accepted it, you would be back with your wife as well." I say.
"We have to reinforce given the relief hasn't fully come yet."
Liar, he and I were both staying yes, but neither of us out of concern for the small relief squad that was sent four days ago. They were a tough bunch, and forewarned of the Sagonites, they'd be fine.
I take the small bottle at my waist putting it to my lips, feeling the liquor burn down my throat.
Ah that's the stuff, Lady Sake the only woman who never let me down, the only woman I hadn't let down.
Shinsei that's depressing.
"Even so, you have a pretty wife waiting for you at home don't you?" I ask.
Toshiro retorts.
"And you have meditations and whatever it is Togashi do."
I can never resist the urge to be flippant.
"Handstands mostly"
"Huh?" Toshiro asks, confused.
A confusing answer to a confused question brings me such joy.
"Meditate while doing handstands."
Toshiro looks me up and down.
"...Riiight. Still you're staying for the same reason I am."
I take another sip, there's not really an answer to that now is there.
We both stay for our comrades, me because Yukiko and Sora are the only people in this damned world I care about at this point.
Him because he owes Megumi-san some debt, or he thinks he does. Regardless, we stay because neither of us ready to admit they're dead, no matter how we tell each other they are dead.
With a shrug, I respond.
"I suppose I am...you know death is a journey, maybe I'm just watching to see if they're passing by."
Toshiro leans against the support post beside me.
"...I'll watch with you, pass the sake."
"...I don't--"
I try to deny it. (Only partly because I didn't want to give it up, mostly because well appearances and all that)
Toshiro gives me the same look, you give a student caught stealing rice cakes.
"I was a good magistrate. You are the worst monk I've ever met Togashi-san, but I don't think that's any of my business, now pass the sake."
I hand over the bottle. He drinks and coughs.
"Yeah I forgot to get shochu on the way out of the city my bad." I say in fake apology.
Teach you to steal my liquor.
Toshiro rolls his eyes and hands it back to me.
So we wait on the watch tower, knowing that they're dead, but somehow, still not ready to give up hope.
I really should know better, I really should.
So....have this instead.
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"You have to accept they're dead Togashi-san."
I glance over at Toshiro. The far too pretty Crane, (I'm straight not blind) didn't show the depression that hung in his soul, but I could feel it, it was one I understood too well. That feeling that you failed, that you weren't there when you should have been.
"Kakita-san, if you accepted it, you would be back with your wife as well." I say.
"We have to reinforce given the relief hasn't fully come yet."
Liar, he and I were both staying yes, but neither of us out of concern for the small relief squad that was sent four days ago. They were a tough bunch, and forewarned of the Sagonites, they'd be fine.
I take the small bottle at my waist putting it to my lips, feeling the liquor burn down my throat.
Ah that's the stuff, Lady Sake the only woman who never let me down, the only woman I hadn't let down.
Shinsei that's depressing.
"Even so, you have a pretty wife waiting for you at home don't you?" I ask.
Toshiro retorts.
"And you have meditations and whatever it is Togashi do."
I can never resist the urge to be flippant.
"Handstands mostly"
"Huh?" Toshiro asks, confused.
A confusing answer to a confused question brings me such joy.
"Meditate while doing handstands."
Toshiro looks me up and down.
"...Riiight. Still you're staying for the same reason I am."
I take another sip, there's not really an answer to that now is there.
We both stay for our comrades, me because Yukiko and Sora are the only people in this damned world I care about at this point.
Him because he owes Megumi-san some debt, or he thinks he does. Regardless, we stay because neither of us ready to admit they're dead, no matter how we tell each other they are dead.
With a shrug, I respond.
"I suppose I am...you know death is a journey, maybe I'm just watching to see if they're passing by."
Toshiro leans against the support post beside me.
"...I'll watch with you, pass the sake."
"...I don't--"
I try to deny it. (Only partly because I didn't want to give it up, mostly because well appearances and all that)
Toshiro gives me the same look, you give a student caught stealing rice cakes.
"I was a good magistrate. You are the worst monk I've ever met Togashi-san, but I don't think that's any of my business, now pass the sake."
I hand over the bottle. He drinks and coughs.
"Yeah I forgot to get shochu on the way out of the city my bad." I say in fake apology.
Teach you to steal my liquor.
Toshiro rolls his eyes and hands it back to me.
So we wait on the watch tower, knowing that they're dead, but somehow, still not ready to give up hope.
I really should know better, I really should.