Intermission 2.1
- Location
- Germany
Intermission 2.1
You know, some people say writing was easy. Just put some words about what you think on paper, or digital document, and boom, writing done.
In theory, they were right. Writing was easy.
However, the multiverse did not only function on theory.
I tried.
Keyboard in front of me, a normal keyboard, since I was more used to that.
My eyes were glued on the screen, in front of me the document. Dialogue was already written.
But those damn descriptions in between didn't want to come out.
No, they would be coming out usually. It was rather easy once I got going.
Once I got going, that was.
If only, I didn't touch the mouse and moved it around, clicking on the internet browser (or whatever the hell it was called in the UFO) to switch tabs.
Moments later, I let out a deep, suffering and frustrated groan.
Why the hell did I switch tabs again on the browser?
I know there was nothing and would be nothing, considering I did this the last twenty seconds non-stop!
Alright, click back on the document and do not touch the frigging mouse, Sid.
With that in mind, I bit my lip, fighting against the urge to search for distractions.
It would be more impressive if I didn't do that routine the last hour.
Apparently, Chrome began to notice that whatever I was doing was weird and looked up from her book as she was sitting on the couch.
Something about Carl Gustav Jung. I think it was Jung's Map of the Soul.
"What are you doing?" She asked in a quiet tone.
My body turned around a bit too quickly, eager to take the distraction.
Still, I tapped my chin for a moment, thinking about how to phrase it.
What was I doing?
It's been one week since we left the GoH-Verse and all of a sudden, I felt the urge to do something else besides training, eating and whatever the internet sucked me into.
Which meant for me, writing.
"Oh, just...diary I guess?" I asked more than said. I shrugged, when I glanced back at the screen.
Yeah, I just began to write down whatever came to mind, which meant my first day in another universe.
So theoretically, it was a diary.
I nodded to myself, arms crossed and eyes closed.
Good deduction, Sid. Have a mental cookie.
Opening them again, I saw Chrome raise her eyebrow at me.
Right, we were still in a conversation.
"Keep track of our journey, so to say," I said casually, waving my hand a bit as a gesture. It wasn't a big deal and it was pretty self explanatory.
"Is it fun?" She asked, as she put her book down.
I put my chin on the back of my spin chair, humming in thought as I swung left and right in a lazy manner.
"Kind of? I mean, it isn't as bad as pulling entire human beings and universes out of my ass, but it's still hard to put it into words sometimes." I chuckled dryly and averted my gaze from Chrome. "Also, the common drive of a writer to do anything but writing."
The girl blinked and tilted her head when we looked at each other.
"Is that why you stood up repeatedly from your chair, only to sit back down?" She asked, minor amusement in her voice.
I hung my head low, causing her to giggle.
"Yes." Taking a deep breath, I then smiled softly at what I've written so far. "Still, it's a hobby like to do. Kills time as well."
Chrome made a "hm" noise, before silence fell back into the space ship, with me typing some descriptions in, feeling a new drive to do this now.
Huh, if this went on, I might get done with this before dinner-
"Do you think I should keep one too?"
Hearing her quiet voice, I turn around again after a small pause. Raising an eyebrow, I looked at her face.
She stared back, innocently.
An honest question, to which I never believed I had to deliver an answer.
I decided to shrug.
"Sure, if you want to." Tapping my chin, it did interest me how she would write a diary. "Helps to keep past events in mind and might show what you thought in the past. You don't even have to use the computer, you can write on paper. I just do it on here because I am more used to it."
The girl nodded and I returned my attention back to the document, believing she didn't say anything more.
Though I did slow down my writing when I hear her shuffle around behind me, before I hear the old, familiar sound of a pencil against paper.
My mouth thinned slowly over time, the more I heard the writing. At the same time, my pace became slower and slower, until my fingers stopped moving.
…
I was too curious.
Carefully standing up from my seat, I turned around to walk towards her.
But right after I took my first step, the teenager looked up and stared at me, pen still in hand as she leaned over her notebook.
The two of us froze in mid motion.
We blinked at each other.
Then, I awkwardly cleared my throat.
"Can...I see what you wrote so far?" I asked, straightening up in order not to look like I was frozen in mid walk.
Chrome blinked for a moment, before nodding with hesitation.
Sitting down next to her on the couch, I leaned over what she wrote.
With Ken and Chikusa, we met Obsidian Noir.
I call him Sid. Later.
We talked.
Training and socialising.
Go to meet Kyoko Sasagawa and Hana Kurokawa.
Sid informs them about mafia. Drink tea.
Girls decide to learn. Happy.
Leave. Get scared by Kawahira, old being of Earth.
Gives credit card.
Later buy clothes. Didn't want girly ones, got comfortable ones.
Went back to school.
I blinked at the first page.
"Huh."
"What?" Chrome asked innocently at my intellectual response.
I slowly nodded with a deep breath, trying to find words to describe what I was seeing.
"It's...very simple," I said in a careful tone.
However, my friend either knew me well enough or heard the underlying tone of her lack of skill, because she frowned slightly.
"Shouldn't I stick to facts?"
I scratched my neck, wondering how to phrase it.
She wasn't exactly wrong, but…
I slowly gestured with my right hand, making a spin motion with it.
"Well, yeah. But in my personal opinion, adding some flair would be more fun," I explained in a patient tone.
Chrome only tilted her head.
"Flair?"
"Descriptions, personal comments, synonyms. All that," I counted, while wiggling my hands towards her, imagining the words getting released from my fingers.
Don't ask me why I did that, I always did when counting stuff.
Luckily, she ignored that little quirk of mine, instead focusing intensely on my words.
After a small pause of silence she bit her lips with hesitation.
"Can...you teach me?"
I grimaced slightly, but when she lowered her head, I quickly spoke up.
"I would like to, don't worry!" She lightened up and looked back up. I sighed in relief at seeing her happy.
Then however, I grimaced again.
"But...teaching writing...Not sure how to do that." I crossed my arms and my forehead wrinkled in thought. "Just keep writing and try to get a feel for it? Oh, and read a lot are the only tips I can give."
"Oh..." Chrome said quietly, her head down like a sad puppy again.
Goddang it.
"I can review it if you want to, giving some pointers if I can," I quickly said with an attempt to sound cheerful. For a moment, Chrome only stared at me. Then she smiled softly.
"That would be nice, Sid." Then she glanced at the computer screen and pointed towards it while tilting her head at me. "I can do the same, if you want to."
I shrugged.
She would need reading practice anyway.
With that decision done, the girl walked over to the computer, while I went through her pages.
I wasn't sure how much time went by, but considering I managed to rewrite the entirety of her whole first "arc" so to say (more like writing enough notes of tips and the like to fill the same amount of pages), it must have taken a long time.
Hell, even with the short, report like writing, I could see read some personal opinion out of it.
Like the reason she decided to go with me.
It was eye widening and warmed my heart.
I was right with my previous assumption she came with me for purpose.
But there was more.
Said I would still go with him.
Reasoning.
Lord Mukuro dead. Important to me.
Possibility of organs from other illusionists likely.
Still wouldn't change decision.
Sid is a friend. He needs me. Saw loneliness.
Just like Lord Mukuro saw loneliness in me.
Him giving me organs is not a big reason.
Friends should stick together.
Can find new purpose together, until Lord Mukuro returns.
Maybe can speak to him on even terms then.
I stared at the segment longer than I should.
And Chrome was okay with that. She knew I would read this and didn't think it was a big deal.
Covering my mouth, I suppressed the urge to cry.
I did her a disservice. And to our friendship.
She was way too good for me.
Letting out a shaky breath, I determined to be worthy for her care. Calming down, I wrote some tips next to the page.
Just when I started however, my friend decided to speak up all of a sudden.
"You are a good writer."
I turned to her, as she stared at the screen with an unreadable expression.
I chuckled awkwardly, shrugging it off.
"Eh, could be better."
"Do all artists say that about their own work?" She asked and spun around to me with a raised eyebrow.
"Pretty sure we do," I said with a wry smile, then noticed how she stared at me with a...melancholy expression, I guess.
My smile wavered.
"Something wrong?" I tried to ask casually, but her face worried me.
Especially since she only stared at me in silence.
I raised my eyebrow.
Was she gonna say anything or-
"You aren't a bad person."
I froze.
She read the killing part.
Her words had no ill intent. She sounded like she believed it, her soft words meant to reassure me.
After what felt like an eternity, I chuckled weakly.
"Oh, read that part, huh?" I leaned forward and folded my hands with a wry smile. "People normally don't feel indifferent at killing."
"It reads more like you enjoy it on first glance," she muttered, but at seeing my wince, she quickly shook her head. "But you know it's bad. So you aren't bad."
"Eh, it's complicated," I said in a quiet tone, before letting out a dry laugh.
I shouldn't argue with her. She only wanted to cheer me up.
But, I couldn't let something slide I believed was wrong.
"Let's say I have low self esteem and killing is an effective, but morally monstrous way to proof myself. Still bad." I let out a deep sigh and stared at the floor with a frown. "Really need to distance myself from that."
"I can try to keep you to the ground."
Her words made me look up in surprise, just in time to see her smile.
I couldn't help but smile back
"That would be nice. Don't wanna go murderhobo," I joked, but against my expectations, she looked at me with a serious, determined expression.
"You won't. Again, you are a good person." Something like a sad smile appeared on her face "I didn't feel anything at killing either and you don't think I am a bad person, right?
I nodded slowly with a stunned face.
"Right...thanks."
Chrome nodded back, satisfied with the result, before spinning back to the screen.
I however, only stared at her back, with a pitying expression.
She had way too much confidence in me.
There was no way we wouldn't kill more people on this journey.
And she was not the same level as me.
All I could do was prevent her from ever falling down on that level.
You know, some people say writing was easy. Just put some words about what you think on paper, or digital document, and boom, writing done.
In theory, they were right. Writing was easy.
However, the multiverse did not only function on theory.
I tried.
Keyboard in front of me, a normal keyboard, since I was more used to that.
My eyes were glued on the screen, in front of me the document. Dialogue was already written.
But those damn descriptions in between didn't want to come out.
No, they would be coming out usually. It was rather easy once I got going.
Once I got going, that was.
If only, I didn't touch the mouse and moved it around, clicking on the internet browser (or whatever the hell it was called in the UFO) to switch tabs.
Moments later, I let out a deep, suffering and frustrated groan.
Why the hell did I switch tabs again on the browser?
I know there was nothing and would be nothing, considering I did this the last twenty seconds non-stop!
Alright, click back on the document and do not touch the frigging mouse, Sid.
With that in mind, I bit my lip, fighting against the urge to search for distractions.
It would be more impressive if I didn't do that routine the last hour.
Apparently, Chrome began to notice that whatever I was doing was weird and looked up from her book as she was sitting on the couch.
Something about Carl Gustav Jung. I think it was Jung's Map of the Soul.
"What are you doing?" She asked in a quiet tone.
My body turned around a bit too quickly, eager to take the distraction.
Still, I tapped my chin for a moment, thinking about how to phrase it.
What was I doing?
It's been one week since we left the GoH-Verse and all of a sudden, I felt the urge to do something else besides training, eating and whatever the internet sucked me into.
Which meant for me, writing.
"Oh, just...diary I guess?" I asked more than said. I shrugged, when I glanced back at the screen.
Yeah, I just began to write down whatever came to mind, which meant my first day in another universe.
So theoretically, it was a diary.
I nodded to myself, arms crossed and eyes closed.
Good deduction, Sid. Have a mental cookie.
Opening them again, I saw Chrome raise her eyebrow at me.
Right, we were still in a conversation.
"Keep track of our journey, so to say," I said casually, waving my hand a bit as a gesture. It wasn't a big deal and it was pretty self explanatory.
"Is it fun?" She asked, as she put her book down.
I put my chin on the back of my spin chair, humming in thought as I swung left and right in a lazy manner.
"Kind of? I mean, it isn't as bad as pulling entire human beings and universes out of my ass, but it's still hard to put it into words sometimes." I chuckled dryly and averted my gaze from Chrome. "Also, the common drive of a writer to do anything but writing."
The girl blinked and tilted her head when we looked at each other.
"Is that why you stood up repeatedly from your chair, only to sit back down?" She asked, minor amusement in her voice.
I hung my head low, causing her to giggle.
"Yes." Taking a deep breath, I then smiled softly at what I've written so far. "Still, it's a hobby like to do. Kills time as well."
Chrome made a "hm" noise, before silence fell back into the space ship, with me typing some descriptions in, feeling a new drive to do this now.
Huh, if this went on, I might get done with this before dinner-
"Do you think I should keep one too?"
Hearing her quiet voice, I turn around again after a small pause. Raising an eyebrow, I looked at her face.
She stared back, innocently.
An honest question, to which I never believed I had to deliver an answer.
I decided to shrug.
"Sure, if you want to." Tapping my chin, it did interest me how she would write a diary. "Helps to keep past events in mind and might show what you thought in the past. You don't even have to use the computer, you can write on paper. I just do it on here because I am more used to it."
The girl nodded and I returned my attention back to the document, believing she didn't say anything more.
Though I did slow down my writing when I hear her shuffle around behind me, before I hear the old, familiar sound of a pencil against paper.
My mouth thinned slowly over time, the more I heard the writing. At the same time, my pace became slower and slower, until my fingers stopped moving.
…
I was too curious.
Carefully standing up from my seat, I turned around to walk towards her.
But right after I took my first step, the teenager looked up and stared at me, pen still in hand as she leaned over her notebook.
The two of us froze in mid motion.
We blinked at each other.
Then, I awkwardly cleared my throat.
"Can...I see what you wrote so far?" I asked, straightening up in order not to look like I was frozen in mid walk.
Chrome blinked for a moment, before nodding with hesitation.
Sitting down next to her on the couch, I leaned over what she wrote.
With Ken and Chikusa, we met Obsidian Noir.
I call him Sid. Later.
We talked.
Training and socialising.
Go to meet Kyoko Sasagawa and Hana Kurokawa.
Sid informs them about mafia. Drink tea.
Girls decide to learn. Happy.
Leave. Get scared by Kawahira, old being of Earth.
Gives credit card.
Later buy clothes. Didn't want girly ones, got comfortable ones.
Went back to school.
I blinked at the first page.
"Huh."
"What?" Chrome asked innocently at my intellectual response.
I slowly nodded with a deep breath, trying to find words to describe what I was seeing.
"It's...very simple," I said in a careful tone.
However, my friend either knew me well enough or heard the underlying tone of her lack of skill, because she frowned slightly.
"Shouldn't I stick to facts?"
I scratched my neck, wondering how to phrase it.
She wasn't exactly wrong, but…
I slowly gestured with my right hand, making a spin motion with it.
"Well, yeah. But in my personal opinion, adding some flair would be more fun," I explained in a patient tone.
Chrome only tilted her head.
"Flair?"
"Descriptions, personal comments, synonyms. All that," I counted, while wiggling my hands towards her, imagining the words getting released from my fingers.
Don't ask me why I did that, I always did when counting stuff.
Luckily, she ignored that little quirk of mine, instead focusing intensely on my words.
After a small pause of silence she bit her lips with hesitation.
"Can...you teach me?"
I grimaced slightly, but when she lowered her head, I quickly spoke up.
"I would like to, don't worry!" She lightened up and looked back up. I sighed in relief at seeing her happy.
Then however, I grimaced again.
"But...teaching writing...Not sure how to do that." I crossed my arms and my forehead wrinkled in thought. "Just keep writing and try to get a feel for it? Oh, and read a lot are the only tips I can give."
"Oh..." Chrome said quietly, her head down like a sad puppy again.
Goddang it.
"I can review it if you want to, giving some pointers if I can," I quickly said with an attempt to sound cheerful. For a moment, Chrome only stared at me. Then she smiled softly.
"That would be nice, Sid." Then she glanced at the computer screen and pointed towards it while tilting her head at me. "I can do the same, if you want to."
I shrugged.
She would need reading practice anyway.
With that decision done, the girl walked over to the computer, while I went through her pages.
I wasn't sure how much time went by, but considering I managed to rewrite the entirety of her whole first "arc" so to say (more like writing enough notes of tips and the like to fill the same amount of pages), it must have taken a long time.
Hell, even with the short, report like writing, I could see read some personal opinion out of it.
Like the reason she decided to go with me.
It was eye widening and warmed my heart.
I was right with my previous assumption she came with me for purpose.
But there was more.
Said I would still go with him.
Reasoning.
Lord Mukuro dead. Important to me.
Possibility of organs from other illusionists likely.
Still wouldn't change decision.
Sid is a friend. He needs me. Saw loneliness.
Just like Lord Mukuro saw loneliness in me.
Him giving me organs is not a big reason.
Friends should stick together.
Can find new purpose together, until Lord Mukuro returns.
Maybe can speak to him on even terms then.
I stared at the segment longer than I should.
And Chrome was okay with that. She knew I would read this and didn't think it was a big deal.
Covering my mouth, I suppressed the urge to cry.
I did her a disservice. And to our friendship.
She was way too good for me.
Letting out a shaky breath, I determined to be worthy for her care. Calming down, I wrote some tips next to the page.
Just when I started however, my friend decided to speak up all of a sudden.
"You are a good writer."
I turned to her, as she stared at the screen with an unreadable expression.
I chuckled awkwardly, shrugging it off.
"Eh, could be better."
"Do all artists say that about their own work?" She asked and spun around to me with a raised eyebrow.
"Pretty sure we do," I said with a wry smile, then noticed how she stared at me with a...melancholy expression, I guess.
My smile wavered.
"Something wrong?" I tried to ask casually, but her face worried me.
Especially since she only stared at me in silence.
I raised my eyebrow.
Was she gonna say anything or-
"You aren't a bad person."
I froze.
She read the killing part.
Her words had no ill intent. She sounded like she believed it, her soft words meant to reassure me.
After what felt like an eternity, I chuckled weakly.
"Oh, read that part, huh?" I leaned forward and folded my hands with a wry smile. "People normally don't feel indifferent at killing."
"It reads more like you enjoy it on first glance," she muttered, but at seeing my wince, she quickly shook her head. "But you know it's bad. So you aren't bad."
"Eh, it's complicated," I said in a quiet tone, before letting out a dry laugh.
I shouldn't argue with her. She only wanted to cheer me up.
But, I couldn't let something slide I believed was wrong.
"Let's say I have low self esteem and killing is an effective, but morally monstrous way to proof myself. Still bad." I let out a deep sigh and stared at the floor with a frown. "Really need to distance myself from that."
"I can try to keep you to the ground."
Her words made me look up in surprise, just in time to see her smile.
I couldn't help but smile back
"That would be nice. Don't wanna go murderhobo," I joked, but against my expectations, she looked at me with a serious, determined expression.
"You won't. Again, you are a good person." Something like a sad smile appeared on her face "I didn't feel anything at killing either and you don't think I am a bad person, right?
I nodded slowly with a stunned face.
"Right...thanks."
Chrome nodded back, satisfied with the result, before spinning back to the screen.
I however, only stared at her back, with a pitying expression.
She had way too much confidence in me.
There was no way we wouldn't kill more people on this journey.
And she was not the same level as me.
All I could do was prevent her from ever falling down on that level.