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I never found out quite how long I was out. To be completely frank, I never expected to wake back up. Or if I did, it would be by the golden throne feeling very silly.
Instead, I woke up to pain and smoke.
I jerked up and a large hand pushed me back down, I went for it to twist a finger back. Or tried to at least, most I managed was to slap his hand with my left hand.
"Easy, sir," a voice said and he pushed me down firmly, "You lost a lot of blood. If you sit up now, you'll risk passing out again."
I blinked, trying to clear my eyes as I frowned up at him before the face clicked with a name, "...Miller...."
"Private Tim Miller, sir," He agreed and reached for a waterbottle, holding it to my lips, "Drink. Water."
I drank before I looked at my arm, the uniform had the sleeve ripped off and I had bandages tied around my upper arm, "How bad is it?"
"Not a medicaid," He said and shrugged, sitting back and taking a sip from the water himself, "But you caught some shrapnel to the upper arm. Lost a bunch of blood. Not sure what damage it did, but I think the bone is okay. Did what I could."
I flexed my hand. Nothing. Tried to move my arm. It kind of twitched. My arm didn't hurt, which wasn't exactly a good sign. In fact, I couldn't feel a lot of anything on it below the shoulder.
"Anyone else?" I asked before I could stop myself. Everyone else was dead, I knew that much.
He shook his head, leaning back against the tree, "Managed to haul you out. Nobody else made it."
I nodded, staring up at the blue sky through the trees. It was day. Close to mid day from the position of the sun.
Groaning, I worked to sit up. I felt a bit faint, but at least I didn't pass out, "We need to move. We're some thirty kilometers from the frontline. If we move now, we might be able to meet up with friendly forces by tonight."
Miller shook his head, "No chance of that, sir," he said, "Not in your condition and not through the forests. That's at least a two day march and that's if we don't have to dodge enemy patrols."
He was right. I knew he was right.
I nodded and scooted back, leaning against a tree, "You weren't always a tanker, were you?"
He shook his head, "Been since basic. But before I joined the PDF, I was a hunter. Used to live some two hundred klicks from here actually. Me and my musket knew these forests well. Grew up with it."
Nodding again, I rubbed my right upper arm, feeling the bandage before I forced myself to my feet, my hand against the tree before I felt for my laspistol. In my holster.
Good man, Miller.
Ah, fuck, my head was killing me. Where is… my helmet is missing. At least I still had my carapace chest armor.
When I didn't fall over or pass out, I looked at him, "We need to move."
He looked at me for a long movement before he nodded, "As you say," he said and climbed to his feet, picking up his lascarbine before looking around, pointing towards the left, "That way, sir."
"Your area, you lead."
He nodded and looked around before he motioned forward and I followed him deeper into the forest. It was slow going, thick wild forest and undergrowth forced us to take detours that felt every couple of meters.
I kept trying to move my right arm, but it mostly just swung uselessly there. I could move my fingers slightly and my wrist a tiny bit, but that's as far as it went.
And I didn't have any feeling below the shoulder.
Whatever shrapnel hit me had to have hit a nerve or something. Which back in my time would have been catastrophic, but nowadays is simply annoying. It could be repaired. But I didn't have time!
Besides, considering it could get me killed, it could be just as catastrophic now.
I looked up to see Miller a dozen meters ahead and beyond a fallen tree trunk. Damn, the locals could really move. But I guess it helps if you are north of two meters tall.
I moved to vault over the fallen tree trunk and next I knew, I was laying on the ground as my hand slipped and the trunk and then the ground reached up to smack me for daring to resist the pull of gravity.
Ow. Neither my side nor my head appreciated that. At least my arm didn't hurt.
"You okay, sir?" Miller asked and picked me up. Literally. He grabbed me by my upper arms and lifted me to my feet.
I guess that's what happens when you lift tank shells for a living.
"...Yes, thank you," I said, "It's just my bloody arm."
"Let's try this," he said and pulled for more bandage from his medkit and started to tie it up in a sling and wrapped a couple of loops around my chest armor to keep it against me, "This might help."
I tried it, "Good idea," I agreed as I leaned back against the fallen tree, "...I'm sorry about your crew."
He was silent for a moment before he nodded, "Is war," he finally answered, rubbing his eyes with a pair of large fingers, "...To be honest, we didn't think we'd last as long as we did. When we realized we were stuck behind the lines… we thought we were fucked. We almost were, it's why we risked going into town when we found you, sir. Almost out of supplies."
I nodded.
"At least you brought us something we lost weeks ago," he continued, "Hope, sir. A mission."
I took a deep breath and nodded once before standing up, "A mission we still have," I said and felt around with my left hand to pull the map from my pocket before unfolding it. Or trying at least.
Miller took it and unfolded it before holding it so we could both see.
"Okay," I said as I looked at it, "I saw this when I studied it before," I said before I pointed at a spot, "It was a backup plan I had if everything hit the fan, but it seems like it has. Can you get us here?"
"The lake, sir?"
"The lake," I agreed, "It's in the middle between the lines, or at least we're when this map was drawn. Both sides are going to be watching it, but it's too small to warrant any kind of water transports… and I think we have a much better chance going across it at night than trying to sneak over. If we get close enough, my combead might be able to cut through the interference, but it has to be really close. Couple of dozen meters at best."
He slowly nodded, "Might get there… two days or so," he agreed before he frowned, "Think you can swim that far with a busted arm, sir? It's almost a kilometer across."
"I don't see that we have a lot of choices. So I guess we'll find out."
Instead, I woke up to pain and smoke.
I jerked up and a large hand pushed me back down, I went for it to twist a finger back. Or tried to at least, most I managed was to slap his hand with my left hand.
"Easy, sir," a voice said and he pushed me down firmly, "You lost a lot of blood. If you sit up now, you'll risk passing out again."
I blinked, trying to clear my eyes as I frowned up at him before the face clicked with a name, "...Miller...."
"Private Tim Miller, sir," He agreed and reached for a waterbottle, holding it to my lips, "Drink. Water."
I drank before I looked at my arm, the uniform had the sleeve ripped off and I had bandages tied around my upper arm, "How bad is it?"
"Not a medicaid," He said and shrugged, sitting back and taking a sip from the water himself, "But you caught some shrapnel to the upper arm. Lost a bunch of blood. Not sure what damage it did, but I think the bone is okay. Did what I could."
I flexed my hand. Nothing. Tried to move my arm. It kind of twitched. My arm didn't hurt, which wasn't exactly a good sign. In fact, I couldn't feel a lot of anything on it below the shoulder.
"Anyone else?" I asked before I could stop myself. Everyone else was dead, I knew that much.
He shook his head, leaning back against the tree, "Managed to haul you out. Nobody else made it."
I nodded, staring up at the blue sky through the trees. It was day. Close to mid day from the position of the sun.
Groaning, I worked to sit up. I felt a bit faint, but at least I didn't pass out, "We need to move. We're some thirty kilometers from the frontline. If we move now, we might be able to meet up with friendly forces by tonight."
Miller shook his head, "No chance of that, sir," he said, "Not in your condition and not through the forests. That's at least a two day march and that's if we don't have to dodge enemy patrols."
He was right. I knew he was right.
I nodded and scooted back, leaning against a tree, "You weren't always a tanker, were you?"
He shook his head, "Been since basic. But before I joined the PDF, I was a hunter. Used to live some two hundred klicks from here actually. Me and my musket knew these forests well. Grew up with it."
Nodding again, I rubbed my right upper arm, feeling the bandage before I forced myself to my feet, my hand against the tree before I felt for my laspistol. In my holster.
Good man, Miller.
Ah, fuck, my head was killing me. Where is… my helmet is missing. At least I still had my carapace chest armor.
When I didn't fall over or pass out, I looked at him, "We need to move."
He looked at me for a long movement before he nodded, "As you say," he said and climbed to his feet, picking up his lascarbine before looking around, pointing towards the left, "That way, sir."
"Your area, you lead."
He nodded and looked around before he motioned forward and I followed him deeper into the forest. It was slow going, thick wild forest and undergrowth forced us to take detours that felt every couple of meters.
I kept trying to move my right arm, but it mostly just swung uselessly there. I could move my fingers slightly and my wrist a tiny bit, but that's as far as it went.
And I didn't have any feeling below the shoulder.
Whatever shrapnel hit me had to have hit a nerve or something. Which back in my time would have been catastrophic, but nowadays is simply annoying. It could be repaired. But I didn't have time!
Besides, considering it could get me killed, it could be just as catastrophic now.
I looked up to see Miller a dozen meters ahead and beyond a fallen tree trunk. Damn, the locals could really move. But I guess it helps if you are north of two meters tall.
I moved to vault over the fallen tree trunk and next I knew, I was laying on the ground as my hand slipped and the trunk and then the ground reached up to smack me for daring to resist the pull of gravity.
Ow. Neither my side nor my head appreciated that. At least my arm didn't hurt.
"You okay, sir?" Miller asked and picked me up. Literally. He grabbed me by my upper arms and lifted me to my feet.
I guess that's what happens when you lift tank shells for a living.
"...Yes, thank you," I said, "It's just my bloody arm."
"Let's try this," he said and pulled for more bandage from his medkit and started to tie it up in a sling and wrapped a couple of loops around my chest armor to keep it against me, "This might help."
I tried it, "Good idea," I agreed as I leaned back against the fallen tree, "...I'm sorry about your crew."
He was silent for a moment before he nodded, "Is war," he finally answered, rubbing his eyes with a pair of large fingers, "...To be honest, we didn't think we'd last as long as we did. When we realized we were stuck behind the lines… we thought we were fucked. We almost were, it's why we risked going into town when we found you, sir. Almost out of supplies."
I nodded.
"At least you brought us something we lost weeks ago," he continued, "Hope, sir. A mission."
I took a deep breath and nodded once before standing up, "A mission we still have," I said and felt around with my left hand to pull the map from my pocket before unfolding it. Or trying at least.
Miller took it and unfolded it before holding it so we could both see.
"Okay," I said as I looked at it, "I saw this when I studied it before," I said before I pointed at a spot, "It was a backup plan I had if everything hit the fan, but it seems like it has. Can you get us here?"
"The lake, sir?"
"The lake," I agreed, "It's in the middle between the lines, or at least we're when this map was drawn. Both sides are going to be watching it, but it's too small to warrant any kind of water transports… and I think we have a much better chance going across it at night than trying to sneak over. If we get close enough, my combead might be able to cut through the interference, but it has to be really close. Couple of dozen meters at best."
He slowly nodded, "Might get there… two days or so," he agreed before he frowned, "Think you can swim that far with a busted arm, sir? It's almost a kilometer across."
"I don't see that we have a lot of choices. So I guess we'll find out."