[X][Interlude] Take the opportunity to talk more with Miss Artesia and other Zeon Republic personnel. Both as a curiosity and networking in case you need to seek an alternate employer later.
You really want to talk to the people on the Zeon ship. Not for any singular reason either. Thankfully, enough people share the same desire that you easily arrange for a shuttle to bring you and some others to the Astraia.
"I've never heard that name before," You wonder aloud to the others as the shuttle pulls into the Astraia's hangar, "Where's it from?"
"That's the name of Sayla's mother." Amuro answers, "She died when Sayla was just a young girl."
That's awful. You can't imagine losing your mother… if it's anything like how you lost Kaylen, it would be hard to go on.
"Amuro, you call her Sayla," Eris speaks up from her seat, "I know that's the name she went by during the One Year War, but why don't you call her by her real name since she's revealed her identity to everyone?"
Amuro smiles a little as the shuttle lands, "I call her that because, well, she'll always be Sayla to me. Sort of like how Char was always Char. I never called him Quattro when we were alone, at any rate."
"Oooh, I have a Quattro T-Shirt!" Sicilia says as she unbuckles herself, "Quattro Bajeena is a funny name!"
Amuro looks at her oddly, "Well, I guess… as long as you don't have a Quattro pillow."
You're pretty sure he looks at you when he says that.
"Oh, you mean kind of like how Big Sister has a pillow of you, Amuro?" Sicilia asks, digging your grave even deeper. Blushing from ear to toe, you rapidly take off the seat restraints and leave the shuttle as fast as possible.
"I need to thank you for your help earlier, inside Axis." Artesia nurses a cup of tea as the two of you sit in the Astraia's Mess Hall. They're between meals, so the room is relatively empty, "I was in a bit of trouble. The ReBawoo isn't exactly meant for close quarters combat in an enclosed space."
"Don't worry about it, I'm just glad I could help!" You grin, sipping some juice that the kitchen staff gave you, "You're an amazing Pilot, by the way! Almost as good as Amuro!"
"Almost as good as Amuro, huh?" She smiles wistfully as she stares off into the distance, "You wouldn't say that if you knew what my first sortie in the Gundam was like. Truthfully, most of my combat experience from the One Year War was from flying a Core Booster. I'm more comfortable flying craft like that than a true Mobile Suit."
Huh, that must be why you see her fly her ReBawoo in Attacker/Nutter mode so often.
"But you're a Newtype, right?" You ask, "Doesn't that give you any sort of advantage when piloting?"
She shakes her head, "It's true that we have enhanced intuition and heightened special awareness, but when it comes to things like knowing how to pilot a Mobile Suit, that can only come with practice. Even Amuro was a rookie once, and he would have been dead if the Gundam hadn't been so over-engineered so as to be nearly impervious to Zaku IIs."
"I see." You nod in understanding, "So even Captain Amuro was a beginner back then…"
Come to think of it, you remember hearing from your history lessons that Amuro became the Gundam Pilot by chance when his colony came under attack by the Red Comet (that's what documentaries and such say anyways), but you never heard too much about Sayla… or rather, Artesia. You know that she was a member of the White Base crew, and eventually became a Core Booster Pilot… come to think of it, why? Wasn't she a member of the bridge crew? Why become a Pilot and put herself in more danger?
You ask her as much, and her gaze becomes distant.
"…Well, you know who my family was." She says with a bittersweet smile, "I couldn't really say that I had nothing to do with the war. Just managing Comms on White Base was enough for me at first, but seeing how hard everyone else fought… it didn't feel right not giving it my all as well. I wanted to do more."
You nod, remembering that film you watched back on the Bellerophon, "I think I get it. It's because you were in a position to do something, so you had to, right? Responsibility goes hand in hand with power and all that."
She laughs quietly with a self-deprecating cringe, "I don't know if I would say that. Just like Amuro, I wasn't that great when I first climbed into the cockpit. I wasn't even that good when I was first assigned to fly a Core Booster. Lieutenant Sleggar was a much better Pilot than me. No, my decision to become a Pilot had nothing to do with what you're talking about. It was more like… personal responsibility."
Artesia refocuses on you as she asks, "What about you, Cybele? Why did you climb into that Gundam? Why did you choose to fight?"
A thousand reasons fly through your head, it's hard to pick any one of them! What about-?
"My brother was out there fighting, what was I supposed to do? Run away?"
"You could have." She points out, "You could have flown that Mobile Suit in any direction. But instead of heading to safety, you flew towards the enemy. You killed another Human."
It's true. You did do that. You didn't have to.
"…It was kill or be killed," you reply, much less sure of yourself than before, "I didn't have the luxury of choice then, and I wanted to save my family."
"The crisis is past. You've had more than enough opportunities to walk away. So, again," Artesia leans back a bit, gaze piercing into you, "Why are you still fighting, Cybele?"
You're… not entirely sure. Why didn't you just walk away when the Bellerophon landed at Von Braun? The decision to stay certainly hasn't helped your life expectancy.
However, there is one thing…
"…That Federation Newtype." You finally answer, knuckles white as you grip the glass, "The one who killed my brother. I have to make him pay."
You don't know what you expected to see on her face, but she just looks… so sad. So profoundly sad that it gives you pause.
"I see." She nods, "I think… you would have liked Casval, if you ever met him."
"Casval? You mean the Red Comet?" You suppress a grimace, "Sorry, Miss Artesia, I don't think I could ever get along with Char Aznable."
Her response is immediate and firm.
"I'm not talking about Char." She reaches across the table to take your hand, "I mean Casval. My brother."
Her grip is firm as she continues, "Cybele, I won't say that anger or vengeance is wrong. That's what kept my brother going when we were children, it's why we survived. But keep it with you for too long, and it'll destroy you. It'll consume you from the inside out."
You frown a bit, "You know, Lieutenant Riddhe told me something similar. I get why he talked to me, but what made you want to tell me that?"
Artesia looks to the side contemplatively, "I suppose I see someone familiar in you. I just don't want for you to end up like they did. You feel… similar."
Well, this really derailed from what you wanted to talk to her about, but maybe you can segue into that? It won't be pretty, but…
"So, maybe you could help me?" You change subjects with all the elegance of an overloaded Gaw, "It sounds like you know what you're talking about. If I was with the Republic instead of Londo Bell, then maybe-?"
"Absolutely not." Artesia shuts you down instantly, "Don't misunderstand. I do want to help you, but even if you joined us, I wouldn't be able to help you in the way that you need it. Stay with Bright. You'll be in good hands."
She stands, offering you a comforting smile, "However, I wouldn't mind continuing to work with you, Cybele Naese. If things change, then I'd gladly let you join my side."
Warship Astraia-Camilla's Quarters
"So, you spoke with Lady Artesia?" Camilla asks with a casual smile as she savors a scoop of ice cream, "Was it a productive meeting?"
"Mmhm," you nod, handing your cup of mango sorbet to Sicilia, who's already polished off her own ice cream cone, "We talked about a lot of things. It must be nice to work for her."
Camilla nods, "Yes, I respect her greatly. After all, she is the daughter of the father of Zeon. She carries his ideals well."
"I see…" You lean back, relaxing a bit, "So, Camilla, if I may call you that, you're one of Sicilia's sisters? You mentioned something about me being her Master, what did you mean by that?"
"You don't know?" She asks, puzzled, "I would have thought it obvious. You know that we are clones, yes? We may have differing personalities, but we are all the same in that we serve a Master. Once, we served Master Glemy, but after he was murdered, we were cast astray. We wandered without purpose. I and many of my fellow sisters realized that we needed someone to give us direction and leadership. Together, we found one, and we follow their cause."
"Ah, so Artesia is your Master?" You ask, but contrary to your expectations, Camilla shakes her head.
"No, Lady Artesia is not our Master. However, we have been instructed to protect and serve her. So until our Master tells us otherwise, that is what we shall do."
… Huh. Weird.
"Sister," Camilla looks at Sicilia, "Who is your Master? It is Cybele, correct?"
Sicilia stops her ravenous consumption of ice cream to think for a moment, before nodding.
"Cybele is my Big Sis."
Hey, wait a second, Sicilia is just your adoptive little sister! You're not her Master or whatever, that makes it sound like she's your slave or something!
"Whoa, hold on Sicilia, I'm not your Master, just your Big Sister, right?"
She just looks at you with uncomprehending eyes, and as she stays silent Camilla's frown grows.
"…Cybele," She stands, "May I have a word with you? Alone."
Camilla placates Sicilia with some chocolate bars before sending her out in the hall to wait. After the door shuts behind her, the older Ple sits back down and fixes you with a discerning stare.
"Where did you find her?" She asks immediately, "Something isn't right about her. She's not like us."
"Uh, she was in a lab in Cascadia." You answer, and launch into a long explanation of how and where you found Sicilia. You provide every detail you can recall and Camilla keeps grilling you until she's sure that you've told her everything.
Afterwards, she sits in silence, worry creasing her brow.
"…I thought that Sicilia was from my immediate sisters… but that might not be the case."
Her immediate sisters? You have no idea what she means by that, and tell her as much.
She begins to explain slowly, "My sisters and I were born during the One Year War, towards the end. We grew up on Axis, and were trained to become Pilots for Neo Zeon. I can tell you exactly the kind of training we each went through, but if Sicilia's…. 'batch', so to speak, underwent different conditioning, then she may have different needs."
"…You're talking about her like she's from a Mobile Suit production run or something," You say, a sense of unease settling in your gut, "She's a person."
There's a sadness in Camilla's eyes as she answers you, "The scientists who raised us considered us as little more than weapons. Accepting that we were more than that was… hard. However, it could have been worse. When we were young, Haman Karn advocated that we be treated with more kindness and care. Without her, we would be little more than mindless soldiers. Sicilia clearly underwent different treatment, which could be potentially more… intense."
"But she's clearly a little girl," You insist, "I mean, yeah, sometimes she acts a bit weird, but even so-!"
"Have you considered that she needs help?" Camilla cuts you off, "Help that you might not be able to provide?"
"…What are you saying?"
"Give her to us." She says, "I can bring her to our sisters. Together, we can help her heal from what was done to her."
Give… up Sicilia?
The answer to that is obvious.
"No." You refuse, "Sicilia stays with me."
"I cannot force the issue, but please understand. I only want what's best for her. No offense intended, but you cannot possibly understand what sort of things she's been through. It would be in her best interests to join her sisters."
"What's best for her," you stress, "would be to stay with the person she's most comfortable with. That person is me. I rescued her. She thinks of me as family, and at this point the feeling is mutual. Whatever her issues are, we'll work through them together."
"Is that your final answer?" She asks, and you nod.
She stares into your eyes, and you hers. In silence, the both of you take measure of each other's convictions.
Camilla is the first to break eye contact.
"If that is truly how you feel, then perhaps you can help her." She nods, conceding the argument, "Just know that if you fail her, we will all hold you to account."
"I won't fail." You counter without pause, "Count on that. I won't lose Sicilia, not after I already lost-!"
The words catch in your throat. You… You can't think about it. You don't want to think about it. Push it down, bury the grief, you won't let it pull you under again. This despair can't claim you until that Blue Hound is dead. What is the use of tears now?
Camilla regards you quietly for a while, before nodding, "Very well. We will leave her in your care. Just know that our offer remains open."
You'll keep that in mind. But you won't lose her.
You won't lose anyone ever again.
[X][Ahava] Start drafting repair and refit plans with Rhea. You want the firepower this thing will bring to the table.
"You sure you don't want to put in an order for a Mobile Armor from Anaheim?" Rhea asks as she pores over the schematics of the Ahava, "I mean, I can get this thing working, no question about it, but… you do know that it was a prototype, right? And not a final one either."
"And?" You shrug, staring out at the eviscerated red MA occupying the Bellerophon's central hangar, "What does that mean?"
"It means that even if I can restore it to spec, the specs were bad." She explains, slightly irritated, "You want the Ahava operational, I can get it operational. Hell, I'll redesign it so that the main gun doesn't blow itself to bits when firing at full power. I'll give it fully functional Funnels. I can reinforce the I-Field generator so that the first impact from physical munitions won't knock it out. But as far as I can tell, the Ahava was primarily designed to test out a precursor to Psychoframe in a Mobile Armor. To start off with, the Proto-Psychoframe in the cockpit-?"
She crosses it out on the paper schematics she has on the table.
"Gone! I'll be installing a regular AE Biosensor. I couldn't even fix the original if I tried. Also, we need more verniers!"
Rhea starts frantically marking locations where she can add more thrusters.
"Additional propellant tanks! Backup I-Field Generator! Missile pods! Mounting points so you can add additional weaponry! Reinforced docking points so you can use it as a Sub-flight System! Let's revamp the Movable Frame too! This baby is going to need to fold up to fit in the hangar once all is said and done!"
Her hand is a blur, and you slowly back out of the room.
Yeah, she's got this… You think.
The rest of the journey home is a blur of after-action reports, briefings, and team meetings. Perhaps you could have spent more time going over the battle with your team, but honestly your mind is elsewhere.
Londenion-Noah Bright's Office
You will forever cherish the memory of Commander Bright staring slack-jawed in disbelief as Amuro Ray stands in the doorway to his office.
"Hey, Bright." Amuro waves in amusement, although you notice he's a bit tense, "Long time no see, apparently. How have you been?"
It takes a few seconds for him to respond, "I, uh, great. Good. You're… You're back."
"We found Captain Ray in Axis." Captain Nouri explains, "Specifically, Ensign Naese was the one who found him. I thought that he should be the one to explain his situation to you."
She hands the awestruck Commander of Londo Bell a folder, "All the details are in my report. Also, Prime Minister Deikun would like to speak with you when you have the time. She said she would come in person, but she has business to take care of first."
"I, of course." Bright nods, still in shock, "Thank you, Captain Nouri. Ensign Naese. And… Amuro…"
Amuro smirks at Captain Nouri, "Sorry, Sarina, could you give Bright and I some privacy? I need to catch up with my old friend."
"Of course, Captain Ray," She salutes him before turning to you, "Ensign. Let's go."
The door shuts behind you, sealing the two men in.
Inside the room, unbeknownst to you, Amuro crosses his arms and gives Bright a withering stare.
"So, Bright," the White Meteor smiles with a thin veneer of tranquility, "What's this I hear about a gift shop?"
The walls seem to close in around Bright as he struggles to come up with a response.
"Well?" Amuro asks, "What do you have to say for yourself?"
Bright finally finds the words, but they sound weak, "In… In my defense… I…"
Londo Bell needed revenue, merchandising out Amuro's image raked in money. Bright didn't want to be indebted to giant corporations like with how the AEUG became puppets of the elite. He was a practical man, and although it pained him to sell out Amuro like that, it had been necessary. Or so he told himself at the time.
But really, revenue from Amuro merchandise was a pittance next to Londo Bell's other forms of financial backing. Really, he didn't have to license out Amuro at all. The extra money was nice, but…
The truth was…
"In my defense," he swallows, throat dry, "I never thought that I'd suffer the consequences of my actions."
Amuro nods as he pulls off his gloves, "…Yeah, I thought it might be something like that."
Later, Bright's secretary was sent to fetch a bag of ice for the man's cheek.
Two days pass before new orders come in. You spend that time…
(Ranked Voting, top two votes win)
[] Amuro Ray, Artesia Deikun, and Bright Noah all in one place? You have to see what is going to happen, and Eris is of the same mind.
[] Attempting to procure Funnels of some sort from Londo Bell's arsenal. Having experienced the glory of Bits, you refuse to go back to an existence devoid of All-Range Attacks.
[] Sicilia is technically entitled to fly her own Mobile Suit, as a member of Cascadia Team. Maybe you should see what Londo Bell can spare?
[] Psychoframe. It's what's driving this conflict. You need to learn more about it and, if possible, procure some of your own.
[] Hold a Memorial Service for Kaylen. He deserves one.
[] Take Sicilia to see Dr. Bidan. You did promise to help your Little Sis.
[] Try and spend time with your mother. Emphasis on the "try".
[] The Woundwort is haunted.
-[] Attempt an Exorcism.
-[] Commune with the Ghost.