I don't know how it really happened, but it became routine. Life, that is. There was no point that I could point at and say 'This! This was when things became routine'.
Oh, how I wished there was.
But the simple truth was that things had changed.
I was no longer bullied at school. I had captured Madison as someone who I found myself hanging out with. I had the grudging respect of Sophia, or was that concerned fear... More than that, I had Emma admit that what she had done was wrong, and that she was strong, that she didn't need to bully me any more.
In a sense, I had won.
But it was not a complete victory.
That story, written long ago by me as I yielded to the dictates and practicality of horrible story telling. It still sang to me. Urging me onwards.
To escalate.
To seize complete victory over the
mean girl. And yet, to do so... that would require that I be the aggressor for once. To strike at someone who knew not what awaited her. Could I do such a thing?
I had stated once upon a time, before witnesses even, that I considered the matter over and done as long as no further attention was directed at me since I had received an apology. Certainly, that was the spirit of what I said.
But sweet 'innocent' little Emma hadn't apologized, had she?
A point I had to admit to myself. But was it worth it? That was a question I had to ask myself from where I sat on the school roof, nibbling on pieces of my meat pie.
A part of me declared that
yes, it was worth it while another part of me disagreed and wanted a new story. A new narrative where I was no longer entangled with Emma's story since she no longer wanted to play with after spreading her wings.
Now that she was 'strong'.
Now that she could channel essence into charms.
Now that she knew how to crudely say
no! to physics and be cool.
I would need to think on this when my school ended for the day, perhaps talk things over with Madison, Lisa and Dinah. Maybe Alec if he wasn't busy being a voyeur and feeling out our bodies as we did stuff in the lair or near it. Certainly, one might have to invent new words for what he did exactly... but voyeur was close enough for me with how he caressed our senses, sitting there watching, hearing and feeling we did.
Alec was a complete voyeur. But when you got down to it, so was I. My range was shorter than his, but I compensated by the staggering amount of minds I could connect to and command. After all, when one's limitation isn't a matter of how many one could control but an area... that made all the difference.
I had compared notes with Alec once, it was from there that I mastered tapping into the senses of my goblins. It was also, sadly, the start of when he had asked to be allowed to connect to me to see things differently.
My agreement and consent had surprised him, but in a way... it was fine as I had yet to expand my senses while he was connected to me.
As I ate my lunch, my eyes slipped closed. And our senses expanded.
Insect by insect.
Creepy crawlies that lived within the very ceilings, walls and floors that humanity erected to separate themselves from nature. It would surprise people just how much life could be found in any given building.
And I was the queen of all of them. More, I was them and they were me.
Slowly influence grew, spreading outwards, downwards and upwards in a sphere of absolute control, perfect sublime blending. From the earthworms as they squirmed in the earth chewing at their surrounding, to the ants as they harvested food, fed their queen and guarded their future, to the bee drones, or the scavenger cockroaches as they lurked in the kitchens and pipes, while the hunter wasps flew beneath the warm sun amidst green leaves... I was all of them and they were me.
I breathed in before releasing my breath.
This was what I was.
I was so much than just a single human, I was a countless swarm. And that was just my power, I had yet to shape reality. That lay uneasily beneath the touch of my thoughts.
My swarm felt the vibration before I heard it.
A low howl that rumbled, sounding like a ravenous wolf hunting. An unending vibration that deepened in pitch and volume as it cycled ever upwards before reverting to the higher pitch, fading volume. It was soon followed by an identical noise but not in sync, before another two followed suit until they were an incessant sound that echoed across the city.
It was a sensation that I could feel more with my body and the bodies of my insect selves than hear it. And yet, it was loud enough that none could mistake it. I could sense the outcries of the students in the school, that sudden pause by the adults, teachers and otherwise, as they took in the meaning of the siren.
They were air raid sirens, and their clarion call reached to the lizard part of the human brain, crying out [Danger! Run! Seek shelter!]. They warned of bombs in the event of a war or an S class threat that endangered the city; such as a cape like me no longer playing around or an Endbringer.
And since I was the only one in Brockton Bay who might merit such treatment and I wasn't doing anything that might attract attention, nor was there any obvious signs of explosions...
That could only mean one thing.
An Endbringer.
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Goblin Queen | An ending is also a beginning
Worm / Exalted
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The darkness drops again but now I know
That twenty centuries of stony sleep
Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?
- Yeats