2.1
I spent the next three and a half weeks grinding levels. Hard. Most people from what I could determine had fallen into a bit of a rhythm: wake up, eat breakfast, hunt, return, eat lunch, sell off what they had looted, go hunt some more, return and finally sleep only to repeat the entire sequence again the next day.
I didn't do that. Couldn't. Every time I tried to sleep I saw that same scene again: Heathcliff and I standing in a valley, him walking away and me silently watching him leave with a knife in my hands. Other people might experience some variation on that. Maybe Heathcliff condemns them for something they did; maybe they kill Heathcliff; maybe they kill themselves. Not me. I didn't experience any of that - just Heathcliff walking away and a feeling of distance that slowly grew between the two of us.
Even so, it kept me up at night. In an attempt to forget about it, I threw myself into ensuring that the First-Floor Boss died as soon as possible. To that end, where most people might put in eight to ten hours in the fields around the first starting city, I tried to put in fourteen. It wasn't hard; while the game attempted to model hunger, it wasn't like eating was actually a critical necessity for my continued function. Sure my stomach would feel empty as the days passed by, but even as the third week in this prison dawned, the system still refused to force any kind of pain onto me in reprisal for my actions.
Between that and a willingness to discard some of the trash loot I might otherwise have sold, it wasn't hard to enter the fields at dawn and stay out until twilight darkened the skies. Still, I was better than that. I could do more. While trying to hunt in full darkness could be dangerous without the Night Vision skill, experience wasn't the only thing that determined how strong you could be in this world: skills mattered too.
Thus, after the sun set, I'd change out my skills from One Handed Shortswords and Searching to something that I could exercise in the safety of the city; Acrobatics most of the time and Sprint, though I tried to make room for Hiding as well. Then, I'd turn over control to my passenger and try to catch some sleep as my virtual body went through the motions without need for true rest.
Honestly though? It didn't work too well. While my flesh had no capacity to feel fatigue, it could still feel the sensation of movement and the pressures of high speed maneuvers. You ever try to sleep while belted into a bungee cord or a slingshot harness that was in motion?
Yeah. Same principal.
Altogether, between my activities during the day and my attempt to popularize nocturnal parkour, I think I managed to grab something like four hours of real sleep a night. At least, until yesterday that is. Yesterday I took the entire day off and made sure to get at least twelve hours of shut eye come hell or high water; because word on the street? We had finally discovered the location of the Floor Boss, and the meeting for how we were going to go about killing it was set for this afternoon in Tolbana.
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The City of Tolbana, as the prompt called it when I walked through the southern gate, was more of a shopping center than a real city. Boasting a collection of buildings only two hundred meters in diameter, it wouldn't be a lie to say I had been in larger
refugee camps before. Admittedly, none of those camps had, had windmills spinning above the tents, I noted as I passed beside one of the large, four story structures.
In the lore Kayaba had created for this world, Tolbana was a city of bread bakers; theoretically, these windmills ground the grain from the surrounding fields, while the Inns that dotted the city baked it into bread for the various tourists that came to the town.
Personally though? That was a load of bullshit.
The only thing coming out of these windmills was a faint BGM that projected the sound of rocks scraping against one another, and while I felt little more than contempt for the moment of artificiality Kayaba had imposed on the world he had spilt blood to create, even I had to reluctantly admit that the bread the inns sold lived up to the hype.
That more than anything, was why I was here at two P.M. - two hours before the meeting to discuss the Floor Boss was actually scheduled to start.
My stomach gave a loud growl at the thought.
Soon, I responded silently, unsure for a moment whether I was speaking to my passenger or myself.
If I had one regret over the past day of enforced bed rest and physical indulgence, it was the renewed attention it made me pay to my hunger. Not eating; never drinking; rarely sleeping - it gave an altered perspective to everything, a kind of intense focus that let one calmly discard extraneous thoughts, so as to concentrate on the situation at hand.
Was this what monks felt like, I wondered for a moment as I walked down the streets of Tolbana? Was I beginning to approach enlightenment?
With a snort of mirth, I discarded the thought, just as I discarded the odd looks some of the pedestrians sent toward me for the sudden noise. Regardless, after the third day of fasting, it had made level grinding even easier and I was not looking forward to fighting my way back to that state of mind following the boss fight.
In the mean time, I had renewed my love of good food and planned to indulge it at a small tavern off the main thoroughfare of Tolbana called, The East Wind. Practically a small bakery, I had briefly stopped by the restaurant on my way back to the starting city at the beginning of my vacation, and while my hunger might be twisting my recollections of the food, I wouldn't mind fact checking this particular piece of trivia.
Apparently, others wouldn't either. It was busy when I walked into The East Wind, and although it was already past the normal lunch hour rush, I couldn't find a table if I tried. And I did. Twice.
With nothing else for it, I approached a lanky haired man sitting alone in the corner. Long limbed, with faded black hair, he seemed the quiet sort - the kind of man who would rather roll with a blow, than stand up and give one back. I didn't think he'd mind if I took up a chair, so I walked over and gestured at the seat across from him, "You mind if I sit down?"
He glanced up in surprise at the question and though he hesitated, he quickly motioned for me to join him, "Uh...no, please, go ahead."
I took a seat and double tapped the table in front of me; by the time my finger had left the surface for the second time a window had appeared listing not only the various choices this particular inn could offer, but the prices they would cost as well. I paged over and selected a pair of donuts; it was a little late in the day for them to be honest, but as everything arrived as fresh as if it had been made moments before, I decided it would be a reasonable choice.
I didn't have long to wait before my food arrived. Why would I? As both the waitress and the cook were merely simulations in Sword Art Online, any form of delay would be nothing more than an artificially induced wait-time on Kayaba's part. Still, even as the food arrived piping hot in seconds, I couldn't help but think that Kayaba could bare to treat his world a bit more seriously.
The waitress set my pair of donuts before me and I dug in. They were good, I'd give Kayaba that much; I don't know who he got to do the testing for the taste engine, but they must have enjoyed their job.
After a minute or two of silence in which I continued to eat my way through the two pastries, my dinner partner hesitantly spoke up, "...So uhh, are you also here for the First-Floor Boss meeting that's been scheduled?"
I looked up from my food.
The man across from me didn't seem anything special gear-wise from what I could tell, but as with the Endbringers I had a feeling numbers were going to tell during the fight with the Floor Boss, more than anything.
"Yes," I replied as I put down my fork and knife, "It's a little early to say for sure, but I'm cautiously optimistic about our chances."
"Really?" The man looked down for a moment at his hands, "Most of the people I've talked to have grown a little hopeless after three weeks with no communication from the other side."
He trailed off and I felt my mood start to deflate. It's true that it was unfortunate that the local tinkers hadn't managed to crack Kayaba's protections yet, but to be honest I wasn't surprised. Most tinkers had problems applying their abilities outside of their specializations - for there to be one around that could not only match Kayaba's coding, but beat it as well within his sphere of influence...
Well, it seemed unlikely to say the least.
I looked across the table at his dejected posture and decided to try to keep things positive, "In the end, all that means is we have to save ourselves," I told him. "The first step to that is putting together a group to confront the First-Floor Boss."
He gave a wry chuckle at that and looked up, "Let me guess, the second step is confronting the Second-Floor Boss?"
I nodded seriously, "And then the Third, the Fourth and the Fifth - all the way up to the top floor."
"And then we win," he finished with a bittersweet smile on his face.
"...No," I disagreed after a moments thought, "then we confront Kayaba at his most desperate - having killed his guardians and whatever traps or tricks he laid in our way."
He was silent for a moment. Then, "That is the single most depressing thing I've heard in almost a month."
I didn't reply. I just turned back to my donuts and continued eating, though they had grown cold during the course of the conversation. "Still," he continued after a moment, "I think I admire that kind of confidence."
I looked back up to see the dark haired man was fiddling with his dish, his eyes focused on the almost empty plate before him, "Most people refuse to talk about it - their life outside I mean, but I don't think it will come as a surprise if I say that I was never the most social of people."
He looked up at me, "You look American so I don't know if you know the term, but do you know what a 'shut-in' is?"
His words confused me. I mean, they were a little self-evident weren't they? "So you didn't get out much?"
"I didn't get out at all," he corrected me bleakly and my mind turned to Dragon, whom many people had taken to be agoraphobic, before her existence as an A.I. had come to light. "I worked from home, when I could bare to work at all, and in my spare time I would do things like this."
He gestured around us at the inn and all the people eating in it, "I'd play MMOs; pretend to be the knight that went around helping people and defeating monsters."
He gave a harsh laugh, "I was pathetic. That's why when Kayaba finished his tutorial I didn't stay in the starting city like some of the others. I couldn't bear it - to hide away in a virtual house, inside a virtual world..."
"It'd almost be better to kill yourself," I finished for him and he flinched as if struck.
I didn't want to say it; didn't even want to think about it...but I could relate to that. Long ago, before Scion and the Wards - before even the Undersiders, I too had been facing something like that. A question: of whether it'd be better to go out and try to help people, though it might mean my death, or to ignore what had happened to me and simply continue on in the same rut I'd found myself.
I'd chosen the former and it almost led to Lung burning me to death on some forgotten rooftop.
Still, it looked like the man in front of me had made a similar choice.
"So," I asked, confused. "What's the problem? You're here aren't you; you're in Tolbana the day of the First-Floor Boss meeting."
Even when he had been describing his life, even when he had called himself pathetic, he'd looked me in the eye; now, he glanced away, "...I'm not going to the meeting."
The words didn't ring, not in that tavern crowded to the point of overflowing.
I felt like they should have anyway.
"That's why...that's why I said I respected you earlier," he continued, his eyes fixed on the more enthusiastic patrons around us. "You're not worried about it at all, are you? The fear of death; of never making it out of here; of ever saying the wrong thing to the wrong person at the wrong time. You just set your mind on something and then you go do it..." he trailed off quietly, almost as if he was talking to himself.
I paused.
In that moment, I could have lied to him. Told him I
was afraid I'd die when I assaulted the First-Floor Boss - that I
was worried I'd never get back to Earth Bet or Earth Gimel or where ever it was Rachel, Imp and Lisa were staying. But I decided not to, because after taking a moment to think about it, I realized that I
wasn't afraid of any of those things.
Maybe it was after being forced to confront the sheer overwhelming might of Leviathan or the despair the Slaughterhouse 9 could inflict upon their victims, but somewhere along the road I'd traveled since becoming a cape I'd lost that fear, that hesitation. There were too many fights where that split second of doubt would have meant losing - meant failing in whatever goal I'd set for myself to allow it to persist.
So it didn't anymore.
I couldn't lie to him, I decided as I stared at the hopelessness painted on his face. Not over something this important. Not if he wasn't alone in these fears. He wanted to know how I did it? I told him the truth. I told him the truth, so that he might tell others.
I told him what he needed to hear.
"If there's one lesson life has taught me, it's that there's no such thing as an unbeatable opponent," I began, my voice almost flat as I tried to impress upon him the veracity of what I was saying. "It's not because somewhere out there, there's some hero who's stronger or faster or better," I continued, "but because being unbeatable means one thing and one thing only."
"Winning," I told him, as I looked him in the eyes, "Winning again. And again. And again."
I thought of Lung and of Jack Slash; of Siberian and Behemoth and even Scion.
"But we both know the secret," I finished quietly, "Everyone loses eventually."
I thought of Contessa and that grove of trees. Like that, the last of my good mood disappeared.
/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\
I left the inn not long after. I didn't want to be there anymore; it was bringing up too many unpleasant memories on what was supposed to be a happy occasion. We were going to fight the very first Floor Boss, I tried to remind myself. The first major obstacle standing in our way - not because I trusted Kayaba's word, that he'd free us if we cleared his game - but because this was our first real opportunity to come together and stand defiant against our circumstances.
This was our Behemoth. Our Sao Paulo. When the heroes of this world would put aside their differences to stand united against a common threat.
I kept reminding myself of that as I walked down the street to the center of town.
The time was three-ten when I finally reached the square, and though there was still another fifty minutes to the start of the meeting, I could already see some people had started to gather together. I leaned against a nearby tree. There weren't many yet, only sixteen from what I could see, but I had hope that, that number would grow as four o'clock grew closer.
The minutes passed. The time remaining to the meeting fell, even as the number of participants increased; however, as the seconds fell away, so did my heart. The bell of a nearby tower let out four loud chimes, and as I looked around I counted only forty five people in attendance.
I expected at least a hundred, minimum.
With a resigned sigh I entered the small amphitheater we would be using for the meeting. Old and made of rough yellow stone, it was a half circle, dug into the earth at the center of the square and looked like something a town would throw up for their local college theater company. Originally, it had appeared serviceable if a bit cramped, but now that the meeting was underway I noticed that we didn't even fill up the first four rows.
I took a seat on the third step near a large, heavily built, black man with a two handed ax; we shared a nod as I sat down and turned our shared attention to the center where a teen with blue hair had stepped forward to take the stage.
"Greetings everyone," he began with a cheerful declaration, " before we start, I'd like to take a moment to thank you all for coming to this, the First-Floor Boss meeting. It has been a trying ordeal the last month and I'm proud to see so many people stepping forward in this time of great difficulty."
There were a few cheers to this as the young man smiled up at his audience, "That said, let me introduce myself, my name is Diabel and as of two days ago I was part of the party that finally discovered the location of the First-Floor Boss."
"It is as we expected," he continued growing serious, "on the twentieth floor of the tower to the north of here, there is a pair of immense doors leading to a large hallway. While we had only stepped in for a moment, we still had time to notice the beast at the end of the hall: it's name was Illfang the Kobold Lord and it had four health bars."
Four bars.
In this world that Kayaba had created there were three kinds of bosses: the first were field bosses who roamed the Floor and possessed not one, but two health bars. The second were dungeon bosses who resided at the end of deep, multi-floored caverns and towers; these had three health bars to denote their strength. The third type were the Floor Bosses, the guardians to the next level of Aincrad. As far as anyone knew, only Floor Bosses had four health bars.
"Once we had left the room, we immediately spread word of this discovery. Allowing two days for dissemination of the news, we have called this meeting to discuss our overall strategy for tomorrow when we make the attempt to proceed to the Second Floor," Diabel finished.
There was a moment of silence, then a loud cry came from the top of the steps, "Hold on a second there."
I turned around to look at the second speaker and beheld a man in his early twenties with a head of messy, dark red hair. He took the stairs three at a time as he climbed down and with a small shout, leapt onto the stage beside Diabel. "My name's, Kibaou," he introduced himself, "and before we get to that there's something I have to say."
He pointed out toward everyone sitting on the steps of the amphitheater, "In this group, there's definitely five or even ten people that need to get down and apologize."
Diabel frowned slightly at this, even as mutters broke out from the people around me. "Why is that," the blue haired swordsman questioned, tolerance and restrained annoyance coloring his voice, "I have a hard time believing that you've been insulted by a quarter of the people here."
I didn't, I thought to myself, as I watched Kibaou's angry countenance. If the red haired man approached every meeting with this kind of hostility, I wouldn't be surprised if half crowd possessed some degree of antipathy for him.
Kibaou shook his head though, "No, not to me," he vehemently disagreed, "they need to apologize to the two thousand players who have died up till now!"
"Those guys...," Kibaou continued weakly for a moment, grief tinting his voice, "those guys just left us all to die. Even though they knew what pitfalls to avoid and what opportunities to grab, they abandoned us in the starting city. They ran off at first opportunity, all so they could grab the rare drops and the prime hunting grounds," Kibaou accused, his words echoing about the stage.
"Kibaou-san," Diabel began hesitantly, "those people you're talking about, are you referring to the original beta testers?"
Kibaou nodded his head, "Guys like that...people who'd leave you to die and not even have the decency to face up to it openly: there'd definitely be a few here, looking to cash in on the boss fight."
As much as Kibaou pissed me off, bursting onto stage like that right before a dangerous fight, I had to admit...he had something of a point.
I'd seen them myself at the end of Kayaba's tutorial: beta testers, people who had read about the game, the one's who had researched it intensely - they all left in a wave to take advantage of their knowledge, not a single one paying any mind to the thousands they left without direction in that city. Hell, I was also guilty. I may not have known anything about Sword Art Online, but that didn't mean I couldn't have tried to organize things, get what people I could working toward a common goal or even tried to grab a few when Heathcliff had mentioned the Field Boss.
But I didn't.
I thought only of myself and how I could benefit - I may have done it so I could later do something to
actually help those people, but it didn't change the fact that I'd left them just as alone at the start as the people Kibaou was openly condemning.
And that was the problem. Those people he was condemning? They weren't admirable. They weren't the Dragons and the Golems of the world. They were the villains. Like I had been. Like I still was in a lot of ways. But they
had shown up, and even if they'd leave me to die alone in a ditch somewhere on the Second Floor, today they'd fight beside me, because a Floor Boss was bigger than our own petty indignation.
It was a lesson I was going to have to teach Kibaou, before he fucked things up for all of us.
"That's why we should make those players fork over all those rare items they stock piled, before we fight the Floor Boss," Kibaou shouted out to shocked cries from his audience, "how else can we trust them to have our back in there?"
The large man at my side frowned to himself and appeared to be about to say something to that.
I beat him to the punch.
"Kibaou," I began quietly during an open moment, "do us all a favor and shut the fuck up."
Everyone fell silent and turned to look at me, "If you want to pick a fight with the beta testers, then do it on your own time. They're here to fight the Floor Boss with us
today. If it's a choice between you or five of them, I'd rather have them."
There was some awkward muttering over that. Kibaou heard it as well and jumped off the stage to stalk up to me.
A few people quickly moved out of his way as he climbed the two steps between us, "This is the kind of shit I was talking about. Arguing for them like that, you're one of them too aren't you - you'd practically have to be with gear like that."
I didn't look down at myself, but I could see it. The pauldrons. The heavy looking breastplate. Most people here weren't in anything much more impressive than their shirt - even Diabel, part of the group who had found the boss in the first place, didn't have anything that stood out, besides a small white shield belted to his back. Even if it wasn't true, that didn't mean it was an accusation I could fight.
So I didn't.
"Don't be petulant," I told him, my voice cold. "You talk about apologies, but all I hear when you open your mouth is 'I want your stuff.'"
My passenger moved my hand, my fingers paging seamlessly through option menus; I glanced down as I finished speaking to see it had checked a box, while I had been busy talking. I frowned, but agreed. It'd serve.
I switched the screen to universal transparency and turned it Kibaou's way, he started at what he saw and glanced up as a chime sounded. There before his eyes, a box had been checked: Items Drop on Death. The chime had been the sound to the start of a duel; beneath the Yes/No option on the menu that had opened before him were the terms: it read To Defeat.
In our case, it should read To Death.
"Hold on a sec now," Diabel interrupted with a worried shout, stepping between us, "what is this?"
"You know what it is," I told him flatly with a turn of my head. I looked back to where Kibaou was glaring at me and frowning worriedly in equal measure, "You have a problem with what the beta testers' did? Fine. Ok. This is your chance. Take it now, or don't and shut up, I don't care which."
I looked Kibaou in the eyes. Bitch would have taken this chance. Bitch
had taken this chance, and I had lived despite it. I did it then. If I had to, I'd do it now.
I waited for Kibaou to make his choice.
With an oath harsher than any he had spoken previously, he clicked yes.
/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\
Sixty seconds until I killed someone.
The moment Kibaou click yes two things had happened. The first was that a large banner had appeared above our heads. It read DUEL in large white capital letters and beneath that it showed a picture of our faces next to our names and a red VS symbol between them. Beneath that was a timer, that had started counting down.
The second thing that happened, was that everyone at the First-Floor Boss meeting decided to collectively lose their shit.
"Kibaou, the hell do you think you're doing," Diabel shouted worriedly as around us people fled or drew closer as suited their temperaments.
"Quick! Quick! Cancel it!" I heard someone franticly cry, even as another replied, "It can't be canceled! Not once both players have clicked yes!"
Lucky. I thought almost idly to myself as I marked his face in my mind, if he had said that a few minutes sooner, it might have been
him Kibaou accused of being a beta tester. That or a murderer.
Fifty seconds to go.
I made my way to the stage of the amphitheater.
Kibaou followed, pushing the blue haired teen away, "Get off me Diabel; I should have done this sooner." "No games. No bullshit," he continued, "Just this. Me, a beta tester and my blade."
He took a stance maybe five paces away and drew his sword.
Forty seconds.
By now most of our audience had settled themselves in their seats; maybe half had left, but I could hear shouting in the distance and I'd guess that some of them had only done so, so as to quickly spread the news. Some were already trickling back in, though admittedly they might be entirely new bystanders who had simply been close by. Couldn't tell.
The rest had filled the first two rows of seats. Looking around, I noticed that the beta tester who had shouted earlier was busy chatting rapidly with a cloaked figure who seemed to be simultaneously fending him off, composing a message and replying to a girl on the young man's other side.
Thirty seconds
"Hey. Do you regret it," Kibaou began, "All those people you helped kill. Do you even feel bad at all?"
No, I thought darkly to myself as I remembered an entirely different group of people. Not even a little bit.
Twenty seconds.
Someone started to cry in the background, only to be drowned out by the pounding of feet. I don't know where these people came from, but they practically ran down the steps of the amphitheater to fill up the nearby seats. Three rows. Four. Five. Where were you during the boss meeting, I thought to myself?
Ten seconds.
I drew my knife, judged the distance and felt my passenger bend my knees a little as I settled into a stance that was taught to me by Grue and improved upon by the Protectorate.
The clock hit zero.
Kibaou charged a sword skill with a cry. My knife moved as he crossed the distance between us. A shout when we met. A gasp. The sound of glass shattering met our ears as my left hand parted from my arm at the wrist, where I had caught his blade against my bracer. It was joined by a second crushed chime as Kibaou fell to the ground behind me and shattered.
A white box appeared above our heads. Their were three lines of text. It read
Winner:
Khepri vs Kibaou
Time: 00:02.
/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\
For a moment, no one said anything.
For a minute, no one
still said anything. They just sat there watching as the last of the particle effects of Kibaou's death faded in the air and I fiddled with my menu, unticking the box that my passenger had clicked at the start of all of this.
Diabel slowly approached me, his eyes a little unfocused and his bearing tense. He opened his mouth, but nothing came out.
I looked over. "We should get back to the First-Floor Boss meeting, now that the argument's been resolved," I said.
There. That seemed suitably neutral and equanimous.
"I...," Diabel paused for a moment, then cleared his throat. His eyes regained their focus and some of his previous vigor seemed to return. He took a stern stance, "I think it would be best if you left," he finished quietly.
I looked at Diabel doing everything he could to keep from glaring at me. I looked at the crowd where maybe one in ten would meet my gaze.
This wasn't going to work, I was reluctantly forced to concede.
I turned and left.
A plan was quickly forming in my head as I walked away, and already I was certain of the message I would shortly send to Heathcliff.
'I want you to help me kill a Floor Boss' seemed most suitable.
I hoped Heathcliff would appreciate the irony.