It passes like a cloud. It's like it never even happened to her, as she apologizes and awkwardly begins to whistle. The sound cuts through the silence- only it's not really a silence, there's the hum of machinery throughout the library anyway. You watch her mouth, curious as to how Allie's doing that. Some of the guards did, but you could never see them through the thick glass, and besides, the men in the black suits told off any whistlers they caught. And smilers. Come to think of it, the suits just liked to yell at you, at the guards, at pretty much everyone. Only the doctors in the white coats got a pass.
"Hey, Charlie?"
How do you whistle, anyway? It just looks like you pucker your lips and start blowing. You blow a breath out of your lips, but you don't make any sound. "Charlie, are you trying to whistle?" Allie interrupts you. She looks like she's holding back a chuckle.
"No." Your cheeks heat up.
"You totally were." She draws the last word out, a shit eating grin plastered all over her face. You glare at her. "But no, if you're just blowing air out, it's not gonna work. You have to get your lips wet and press your tongue up to your front teeth. Like this." She whistles out a tune, sharp and rising. It gets an old man the next table over to shush her. "Oops," she said sheepishly. "You wanna get some air?"
You're wheeling yourself out of the library, Allie walking by your side later. "Can we go up to the roof?"
"Eh, sure, why not," she replied. "I feel a bit hot, anyway."
You look at her. There were beads of sweat on her forehead. Weird. "It's like-" what was the month? The year? "-fifty degrees outside. How are you hot?"
"I've been working out," she shrugs. "My physical rehab is going well. In fact, I think I'm in better condition than I came in."
"Congratulations."
The elevator opens. She steps out in front of you, turning to face you as you go out of the box. "Sorry, am I talking too much for you?" You continue forward as she speaks. "It's like, wow, you're pretty silent for like a long time."
You proceed to demonstrate this for her. She zips her mouth, smiling as you… not open the door and see clear blue sky, because you're on wheels and there's a staircase that blocks your way to the roof. Stupid leg. You felt yourself tilt backwards, then up as Allie pushes you without even a grunt. "Told ya," she said as she opened the door.
"Cool," you repeated, wheeling yourself to the edge of the roof, covered by a chain link fence. Allie joins you. Red car. Blue car. White car. Black car. The lot under you looks like a broken up tile floor with the gray backing showing in each missing piece. You closed your eyes. The coffins are still there, sitting like they're waiting for something. Another coffin on squeaky wheels pulls into the lot. The veins are still there, slowly and placidly pumping blood, coiled like vines across the roof. And the heart has to be behind you.
You open your eyes. Nothing you want to see there.
"You know, Ulmer traded his beater for an actually good car- looked like a Plymouth? when he told the nurses to pull life support," Allie notes out of nowhere. She pointed at a ruby red muscle car.
The wind ruffles your hair, tossing your bangs into your eyes. "It feels like everyone's talking about him. What even was his name?"
"Pressley, I think," Allie replied, leaning against the railing until you worry that she might drop over the wall. Splat. "How's the leg, by the by?"
You look down and raise your left leg, wrapped in a navy blue cast. "Doesn't hurt. That's good, right?" It's the gut that ached. She nodded.
The wind curled through your hair.
You could get used to this. The silence, the openness, everything. "Whelp," Allie announced, glancing down at a watch, "Seinfeld is on air. You wanna come with?"
"It's that TV show, right?" She nods. You are torn between the open air and the promise of something new and tantalizing for a moment, before casting one last look over the horizon and down at the parking lot. "Yeah, I'm down. Can you give me a hand?" You, with Allie's help, roll down the staircase, feeling every jolt marching up your spine.
"Okay, I don't get it," you said as the TV belted out another can of fake studio laughter. One of the guards had mentioned to you that all that laughter came from one long-dead show- something about Lucy? That had rattled you. It was like listening to dead people, a legion of dusty skeletons hooting and cheering as they ate moldy popcorn full of roaches. "It's just jerks being jerks to another. It's not funny, it's uncomfortable."
Allie munched on a potato chip, offering you the bag. You wave her off. "You've never listened in on anyone?"
"No." Well, you did, but after a while they figured out that you were and then had everyone shut up when they were near your room.
"Well, that'd explain it. Half the fun," Allie explained as the final laugh track rolled and the credit theme began blaring, "is watching their lives." You stare at her. She blinks. "Okay, that was a little bit creepy," she admitted.
"Just a little bit, yeah," you agreed, looking out the window and into the setting sun. You supposed that it was similar to how you, when you thought that nobody was monitering you through the two-way-mirror, you crept up to the door and sometimes the windows to catch a snippit of something. Well, you chalked that up to boredom, not being creepy. "Right. I guess I'll be leaving, then." You start to wheel yourself out of the three bed room, the other inhabitants off… what were they doing? Question for another day.
"Good night. Don't let the ghost that lives in the hallway like, two doors down nibble your bones or something."
You stop and turn around to squint at Allie. "Are you messing with me?"
"Yeah, probably," she admitted. "Bit of a hospital legend- lotsa staff breaking down there."
[X]- Do the normal thing and go to sleep. Ghosts don't exist, or at least you haven't seen one. Yet. And fiddle with the weird smoke thing.
[X]- Hahaha who's gonna tell you not? Poke whatever that lives in that hallway if you can find it.