Chapter Four
It was a simple looking green dress. It had no frills, nothing fancy, no motifs drawn on it. It was however the most beautiful thing in the world in Ashelyn's eyes. The sheer amount of happiness that the young teen radiated was blinding. Her fingers touched it carefully, as if afraid of ripping it apart.
She had to try it, just in case there were some last adjustments to be made.
The old lady fussed ever so slightly at my sight, but then calmed down when I gave her a gentle smile, and offered a hand in moving some heavy stuff around if she could just make some little discount to Ashelyn's dress.
When Ashelyn stepped out of another small room where she had changed, she looked breathtaking. It wasn't because of the dress, or her natural beauty. It was merely because of the happiness she had within her. The smile was full, and it wasn't the sexy-villain or the sultry witch one. It was a honest, pure smile. She made a small turn on herself, watching as if mesmerized the folds of the dress move.
"Oh, thank you, thank you," she said excitedly. "It's perfect." She clutched her hands to her chest. "It's the most perfect dress!"
I finished moving a heavy crate of tailoring supplies from the top of a shelf all the way down to the ground, pried it open, and then began settling the supplies inside where they were more easy to reach for the old lady in question.
There was little else I could do for the tailor, but it was enough to bring the price down, low enough that Ashelyn still had some Lien left after paying for the service.
"You didn't have to do that," Ashelyn whispered as we stepped out into the street, her dress carefully folded to avoid creasing and placed in a small, nice packaging. "I had enough money."
"I just wanted to be sure you'd have your dress," I answered awkwardly.
"Thank you," she said, a beaming smile on her face as she planted a gentle kiss on the side of my cheek. "I can't wait for tonight-" we came to a halt by the kitchen's backyard, and she froze. She looked ahead of her, at the kitchen's window where a figure was moving within. Hastily, she handed her package to me, "Please keep it safe," she whispered. "I'll come back when it's clear."
And then she hurried inside, while I remained beyond the garden, hidden behind a tree.
I could barely see a figure, but I definitely could hear the screaming that ensued.
"Ashelyn! You had me come down here to get you! I rang the bell for tea, stupid girl! And when I ring the bell, I expect you to answer it!" the screams continued for a while, and since I couldn't hear Ashelyn's replies, it was pretty clear that she was whispering, or perhaps just remaining silent.
I waited, patiently, as time ticked on and on.
My back pressed against the tree, I held my breath as my heart drummed fiercely.
It felt like an hour. It was more likely just half an hour. When Ashelyn came back, she had my sword in her hands.
"I-It's better if you go now," she said. She pressed the Lien she had saved into my hand. "I'll always be thankful for what you did for me." She took the dress in her arms, cradling it firmly.
"I understand," I muttered back, clutching the sword in my hand. "I'll-I'll come by the fair tomorrow," I said in the end. "Save me a dance?"
Ashelyn blinked at that, and then she laughed like an angel, "I will."
She stepped back inside the kitchen, and I walked my way towards the village proper. Finding a place to sleep for the night and some food into my belly wasn't difficult. I had expected worse. I had expected jeering, or insults, but the people were neither evil nor good. And a young man offering to help gather the apples from an orchard in exchange for some warm dinner and a spot in the barn for the night was more than welcomed.
My back and my hands hurt by the end of the day, but I had gathered enough to warrant a warm soup with a piece of hard bread on the side, and a comfy corner of hay with a plaid in case the night got chilly.
My body was sore, my soul was torn.
Sleep came, and it was dreamless. I was thankful for that, because I wouldn't have survived the nightmares.
The next morning, my eyes snapped open to the cry of a peculiarly angry rooster.
I stood up before the farmer could come shake me awake, and got my face washed in the water of a bucket. I took a deep breath and then began my silent vigil. There were three moments I had to keep my eyes on. The day, the departure for the fair, and the fair itself.
Those were the three times in which Ashelyn's family might attempt something. Thus, I found myself a comfortable spot in the dirt by the back of Ashelyn's garden, hidden from view behind a tree, and watched patiently the bustling activity in the kitchen.
The small village was eagerly preparing for the dance, and as I stared into the kitchen, every now and then I'd catch a glimpse of Ashelyn with a smile on her face. She was truly the happiest right there and then.
My stomach twisted.
Nothing happened during the morning. My stomach had learned to stop complaining about me lacking lunch, and as the day left the place to the afternoon, and then the evening, I finally saw movement in the kitchen.
"But you said I could go!" it was Ashelyn's voice, and for the first time, it was loud enough that I could hear it.
"If all the tasks for the day are done, Ashelyn, you stupid girl," another voice sneered, two more cruel voices joining the chorus with laughter. "And you still haven't finished washing all the pots for the day."
"They're filthy!" someone else snickered.
"Like you are!" the other voice added.
I tightened the grip on my sword.
Not yet. The important thing was the dress. The dress had to remain whole.
"We will be going ahead, so feel free to join us, once all tasks are completed!" and with another cruel bout of laughter, truly worthy of evil antagonists that didn't have any remarkable qualities, I heard their voice diminish until I was relatively sure they had left the premises.
That was when I stepped forward, reaching for the kitchen's back door as the evening started to leave the place to the star-filled night.
I knocked on the door, eliciting a surprised gasp from within. A pot rattled, and then the door of the kitchen opened. There were the traces of tears along Ashelyn's cheeks. Her eyes were red, and puffy.
"Ashelyn," I said with a small smile. "Do you need a hand?"
She quietly looked behind her, to where a lot of pots and pans were waiting to be scrubbed clean. Then, she gave me an awkward smile. "I-I was thinking of leaving them for later, Shade."
I smiled at that. "Then, I'll wait for you, if you'll have me for the first dance."
Ashelyn's small bout of laughter was a broken, raucous sob. It was followed by a tearful nod of her head as she closed the door in front of my face.
I plopped my back against the door, and crossed my arms over my chest. When she stepped out, wearing her green dress and no makeup, she still looked as breathtaking as that very morning.
I smiled as I extended a hand palm upwards towards her. "Shall we attend the ball, my fair lady?"
Ashelyn giggled, before taking my hand with hers, "We shall," she added, a wistful smile on her face.
Maybe I had already changed things. By keeping the dress hidden, it hadn't been found, and it hadn't been torn. I couldn't relax yet however. Even as we walked through the village streets, people gathering for the fair at the center of the square and some music getting played on cheap guitars and makeshift drums, I kept my eyes open.
This could go south very quickly.
The sword by my hip drew some glances, but not that many. We were in the middle of the sticks anyway, and a blade by one's side was better than none whatsoever. Once we reached the square's borders, we quietly got in a free dancing spot. It was a slightly fast, yet still easy to follow, village dance. The men would tap their feet against the ground, clap their hands in rhythm, and the women would twirl on themselves.
I fumbled a bit through some of the motions, but they were easy to memorize after a while, and repeated themselves a lot. Ashelyn looked happy about it. She was clearly the center of everyone's attention.
Then, as the first dance came to an end, someone came by.
He looked like a charming young man, with a nice blond hair and a bright white smile. Seriously, the prince charming was real? Where the hell had he been then? Yes, perhaps I had changed things already.
"Can I have a dance?" he asked, and bowed to Ashelyn who widened her eyes before tentatively accepting it. I gave her a grin and a thumb-up, and as I watched her dance once more, I knew she'd be happy.
I sighed in relief.
I glanced around. I was looking for something to drink, since I had been parched since the morning. The well wasn't that far, and the dance would last a few good minutes. I could just grab some water from the well and then return. It would be just a few seconds.
A few seconds, and something might happen. I'd keep my thirst with me.
I didn't want to kick myself in the head over a bucket of water.
I kept my eyes fixed on Ashelyn's form, my fists clenched.
"I was of the impression that village fairs were a time of happiness," a smooth voice spoke from my side. My breathing hitched. I turned to gaze at a womanly figure, sitting there with a wooden cup filled with wine in hand. "You do not look happy." The woman in question had hazel hair, and dark brown eyes. She wore a nice, evening dress that shimmered softly.
Fear clutched my heart.
"You look positively afraid," she added next, staring into my eyes. "Why is that?"
"You-You came out of nowhere," I muttered back, my heart threatening to burst in my chest. My eyes back on the dance floor. Where was Ashelyn? "I-I have a friend I need to protect-" she wasn't on the dance square any longer.
No. No-no-no.
"Your anger is palpable," the woman murmured. "Would you like to know where they went? You may still be in time to save her from her fate."
I looked at her, "Who are you?"
"A friend," she added with a smile that said anything but friendship was on the table. "I was passing by," she added, "And I saw someone look miserable, so how could I not intervene to help? I saw where they went, and you'd better hurry rather than tarry with the likes of me."
"Where did they go?" I asked next.
"Now, I never said I would tell you for free," the woman said, amused. "I will help you, if you will help me."
I blinked at that. "I-I'm just a kid."
"Perhaps," the woman acquiesced, "But I can see in your eyes something that isn't childish at all," she smiled as she said that, "you want revenge, so hateful you are-why, it is a surprise no Grimm has come for this quaint little village yet."
"Whatever you want, I'll give it to you," I said. "Just-I need to know where Ashelyn is."
The woman chuckled. "I do so enjoy a man who knows the right words to say." She smiled the next, "They headed for the forest, there is a stream nearby, I think."
I nearly jumped off the bench I had been sitting on, when the firm grip of the woman clasped my wrist and the hold itself was like a steel vice. "Remember what you promised me, boy," she spoke. "Because I will make sure you never forget it."
"You have my word," I muttered frantically, "But please let me go."
She let go of my wrist and I dashed off. There was a forest and there was a stream. I knew there was a small bridge with water passing underneath it on one side of the village, so from there I just had to go down following the coast until I found or heard what I was looking for.
They hadn't gone far, thankfully.
The jiving screams and the cruel taunts were what led me to the scene of my greatest failure, however.
I should have kept a stronger eye on her. I should have known. There weren't just prince charming in the world. There were also cruel fake-princes, meant to lie, cheat, and get things from people with the use of cruelty and frauds.
"Rip her dress to tatters!" a woman's voice hissed.
Why did people have to be so cookie-cut evil? Cut your losses. For fuck's sake, cut your losses.
"Enough!" I snarled as I came into the edge of the clearing, the stream gurgling nearby. There were two girls, both wearing beautiful embroidered dresses and cheering on two equally charming boys as they apparently had begun ripping Ashelyn's dress into tatters.
The boys stopped, and then looked at me. "Ah!" one of them laughed, "The pipsqueak with a sword!"
"Shade!" Ashelyn cried out, tears in her eyes. "I-"
"You think he knows how to use it?" the other snickered. Both were in their twenties, at the very least. They looked fit. They looked arrogant.
I wasn't looking at their faces anymore.
I couldn't see their faces, even if I tried.
My right hand gripped the blade by my side. I couldn't even think of them as humans any longer.
No.
No-it wasn't-
This wasn't-they weren't White Fang-they weren't the masked monsters that-
I unsheathed the sword and held it in front of me. "Leave her," I hissed out. "Or die."
It had to be my eyes. It had to be the glare. It had to be the hoarse, croaked whisper that swore that I would do it if they didn't. It probably was the sword. When faced with someone with a sword, the best solution is to just cut your losses.
"Let's go," the one that had been the Charming Prince said, "Not worth it any more."
They left for the village once more, my eyes on their retreating backs. Then, I turned my attention to where Ashelyn was standing on her knees, holding what remained of her dress up, her tears rolling down her cheeks as her whole body trembled from sobs she could barely hold back.
"Ashelyn," I whispered as I drew closer, kneeling by her side, "I'm so sorry-I-I lost sight of you and-"
Her arms engulfed my neck as she cried into my shoulder, my eyes wide before I returned the desperate hug. Her grip tightened as her tears began to dry. "I-" she croaked out, "I want them-"
I held her gently, my free hand not holding the sword caressing her hair.
"I want them to pay for what they did," she hissed into my ear. "I want them to suffer like I did," she gasped for air, "they-they will never be punished unless we do it ourselves."
"Ashelyn-"
"Would you like that?" the woman of the bench, the one person I dreaded and made my heart feel like ice, appeared from the side of the forest. Her eyes were now glowing a slight red color. The iris was black, and yet the eyes glowed. Her skin was starting to turn unnaturally pale. Her fingers were clasped together as she slowly advanced towards us. "I was merely passing by," she added in an amused tone, "who would have thought that I could find such incredible determination," she spoke gently, amiably, like any good-willing aunt would to their favorite nephew, or niece. "Such righteous desire for justice."
That's a lie, Salem. You know it. I know it. We're both dead meat. We're both going to die.
She came to a halt near us. The hand holding my sword was trembling. She looked at me, a smile on her lips. "Now take those thoughts away," she said, freezing my veins with the barest of hints of what she could do. "I am beyond you."
I had no doubts about that.
My hand let go of my sword within seconds, automatically. My body did it on reflex, and the tip pierced the ground.
Salem's attention turned to Ashelyn next. "So, young woman," she spoke, "Think of me...as a fairy godmother," she added with a smile on her face. "Come to show you how the world truly is. And how the kindness you have so much held within you gave you nothing back. Do you want them to pay, Ashelyn?"
Her left hand moved gently upwards, and the tattered green dress fixed itself up.
It also changed color.
It became red.
It became red like the furious anger that simmered within her frame.
Ashelyn's right hand clasped mine, tightly.
Till the very end, I hoped she would not say it. I wouldn't be able to stop either of them. I wouldn't be able to save anyone. I was literally going to die if I did anything other than remain quiet. Salem was standing in front of us. She could just as easily pulverize me as she could kill or chop Ashelyn's head off.
"Yes," Ashelyn said. "Please."
Salem laughed, "So polite," she added with an amused smirk on her face. "Very well."
The screaming.
The fire.
Ashelyn's house, burning up in flames.
"Shade," Ashelyn whispered hoarsely, her hand firmly clenched around mine as I had followed along, in utter silence, something dying within me that very day. "I don't want to be Ashelyn anymore."
I watched the roof of the house cave in. I watched it fall down. I watched the broken pieces of wood burn as Grimm rampaged through the village, the cries dying out to be replaced only by the victorious howls of the monsters of Remnant having triumphed once more.
"Call me Cinder," she added, her grip as tight as she could make it. "It's all that remains of me. Cinders."
"Poetic," Salem's voice came from behind us. Her eyes fixed on us both. Beowolves came to a halt behind her, growling and showing their teeth. Yet, they did not attack. "Now come with me," she added, a large shadow blotting the sky as a Nevermore landed nearby.
Unless you prefer to die.
That last part was left unspoken.
This wasn't how I planned my life on going.
This wasn't how I could have conceivably planned on it going.
I-I didn't want to be the baddy...
...but there was a time and a place for everything, and this wasn't it.