Chapter Sixty-Three
I glanced up at the sky.
"How fast can magic make me fly?" I asked.
Salem turned thoughtful. "Flying would be best done with Dust, or with another method that doesn't require magic."
I was looking up at the sky from the highest tower of the castle. Because I was there, Salem was close by. She was content with just sitting with her hands in her lap, gazing at the sky or at my progress in controlling my magic.
"Why?" I asked.
"Magic is...magic is like the water from within a well," Salem mused. "If nurtured with care, and deep and plentiful enough, then it will allow for the greatest of feats. However..." she grimaced. "It is finite. Though the one you possess appears to be strong, and vast, as befitting any descendant of mine, it has a limit."
I furrowed my brows. "Really?"
Salem nodded. "Once, in the era of the Gods, the...let us say Magical Well, would replenish by virtue of the God of Destruction. Without him, it is a delicate act."
"But I don't feel like I have a limit," I muttered.
Salem chuckled at that. "There are always limits, and you would do best to learn what yours are, before you are burned by attempting to surpass them."
"Can it happen?" I asked. "Being burned by...I don't know, excessive magic?"
"Once the spell departs, once it acquires physical shape and form...then it is no different from a fire, or a column of water," Salem remarked.
I frowned. "But what if it doesn't? Like, making a fire armor or something like that-"
Salem chuckled. "It is possible, but considerably more advanced." Her eyes glanced at mine. "To have managed such a feat without instruction..." she beamed, and it felt like the most honest of smiles he had ever made, "I think the only thing that has no limit is my pride in your achievements."
I winced at that. "I...I don't even know if you're being honest, or if you're just buttering me up."
Salem grimaced, and then glanced away. "I admit...considering my past behavior, yours is a normal feeling to have." Her fingers tightened together. "It has been so long since I last felt something different from regret, or anger...and I admit I do not know how to deal with it."
"One step at the time?" I muttered as I crouched down in front of her. "It's...it's going to take time. But-but here's the deal. I'll be honest. I'll be upfront. Some things...some things I really don't like. Killing people, making them suffer-I understand protecting oneself. I understand wanting what's best for one's family, but it doesn't need to come through hurting others."
"You think Ozma will allow it?" Salem hissed. "He needs to be stopped."
"He needs to be stopped from doing what?" I retorted, calmly. "Come here? He won't. He won't go anywhere you are, Grandma. He knows you can't be defeated. And I'm not saying..." I sighed. "I'm not saying I don't understand what your points are, but it's just something I don't want to do. Maybe one day, you'll have some grandsons or granddaughters that think like you. They'll be free to make their choices on the matter, but-but I don't want to set the world on fire just so I can sit atop its ashes and proclaim myself a King or a God of nothing but despair."
"I wonder," Salem muttered, "If Cinder told you to do it, would you?"
"I will do everything I can to protect her," I answered. "If she wants to rule the world...I won't agree to it, but I won't stop her, and if she wants my help, I will give it to her."
"Even then?" Salem muttered, "Even if she asked you to do despicable things? You would still do it?"
I took a small breath. "The woman I love, grandmother, I love because of who she is. If given the choice, I know, I truly know, that she will never ask of me something I cannot, or do not want to, do."
"I see," Salem sighed. "Really, what a pity." She shook her head. "You could have the whole world. You would just have to ask me."
"But I don't want the whole world," I retorted. "I want my wife to be happy, and my family to be happy too," I added with a small smile. "What..." I swallowed, "What would make you happy, grandma? Something that doesn't have to do with ruling the world as Gods or killing people, that is. There has to be something else you love doing."
"Something I love doing?" Salem turned thoughtful. "There's...there's little I love left in this world."
She glanced at the sky. "I feel...I feel like there's only one path left for the likes of me, and it's one of revenge."
I sighed, and then sat down, my legs crossed. "Why?"
Salem blinked at that. "Why?" her voice threatened to crack. "Because it's what I deserve. After all the injustice I suffered through, I want revenge! The spite of the Gods, the hate I feel for the likes of their creations, Ozma's actions...my daughters," she whispered, "How can you ask me why I think revenge is the only answer?"
"Because..." I turned thoughtful. "The Gods kind of shot themselves in the balls already?"
"What...what kind of crass image is that?" Salem retorted, eyes half-narrow. "What are you implying?"
I cleared my throat, "The God of life is a big bag of shit!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. "His brother's even worse! He should go get fucked!"
Salem looked at me, eyes wide, "Have you gone mad?"
"Grandma, the Gods are gone from their precious world," I pointed out. "Isn't that already one victory on your side?"
"I admit, that might be so, but-"
"Also, the humans didn't ask to be born, and neither did the Faunus. You shouldn't fault them for something which isn't their fault. I understand you feel they're like a mockery of what once was humanity, but-then the blame would belong to the Gods, not to them. And the Gods have already been dealt with," I earnestly continued.
"Perhaps," Salem mumbled. "Even so-"
"Also, while Grandpa sounds like a really horrible person...maybe he was misguided? Maybe he wasn't, but what if he was? And if he truly was...maybe he's hurting just as much as you are?" I swallowed.
Here came the last part, the most difficult one.
"And as for...for your daughters, Grandma..." I whispered, "You do realize...you could have just let them leave, and recovered them later? You could have...you could have asked Ozma to fight you away from them, and he would have agreed?"
Salem's eyes widened as angry red veins started to spread from within her. "You fell in the pool of the Grimm-you didn't die, but-but it changed you, Grandma. If you think about it, you blame yourself as much as you blame Ozma, but you shouldn't blame yourself, and you shouldn't hate yourself, or Ozma either-because in the end, if the God of Destruction hadn't left a pool, and if the God of Life hadn't made you immortal...then none of this would have happened!" I hastily scrambled back as Salem screamed in incoherent rage, and then discovered just how quickly I could fly off the tower with magic.
The answer was...incredibly fast.
The top of the tower blew off.
"Anger management lessons!" I yelled as I landed on the sandy ground and rolled out of the way of a set of lightning bolts. "I'm gifting you coupons for anger management lessons, grandma!"
A column of fire spread from the tip of Salem's hands, the flames a bright blue light. They poured down towards me, but I was already dashing away, leaving behind a trail of sand turned to glass chunks. I wasn't going to fight Salem; I was going to just most valiantly run around the castle, hoping it would be enough to-
I jumped up in the air, avoiding the desert itself as it turned into maws of earth and rock.
"Grandma!" I yelled, "Grandmaaaaa!"
"Shut. Up!" Salem snarled, a literal bolt of lightning forming in her palm. "Do you think I'll allow your lack of respect!?"
"Isn't-isn't that what family's all about!?" I yelled right back, slamming a hand in front of me, a wall of air deflecting the lightning bolt off in the sky. "If I'm not allowed to call you out on things I think are stupid, then who's gonna!?"
"You cannot understand my pain!" Salem screamed, the ground below her feet bubbling now, hissing as magma started to rise from the depths of the earth.
"All that I understand is that it's been thousand of years!" I snarled right back. "You've given it back in spades, all of that pain, haven't you!? Wars! Deaths! Murders! If you feel justified in harming others, then you must justify others when they attempt to harm you!" I slammed both of my hands on the ground and with a swell of effort, a geyser of water poured out from the depths of the desert, twisting in a column of water that I directed in her direction.
The magma met the water in a sizzling explosion, steam rising up as I took a deep breath from the momentary respite.
"You're just a child, thinking the world is a better place than it truly is," Salem hissed, walking through the mist with her fists clenched.
"I'm no child, and I know the world's a shitty place," I growled right back, walking towards her. "That's why-it's up to us to be the best thing ever in the world. 'Cause the world ain't gonna provide it. We have to be the good we wish to see in the world, grandma."
I halted right in front of her, arms crossed in front of my chest. "And you need anger management classes."
"Foolishness is not something you took from me," Salem growled right back, eyes narrow. "It must be in Ozma's blood, specks of it rearing their ugly head up-"
"Ahem," I coughed, "Previous words? Flew right over your head?"
"You play a dangerous game," Salem hissed.
"And you've lost it the moment you allowed me to talk to you as an equal, grandma," I retorted with a small chuckle soon escaping my lips. "Don't you understand?" I added, "I'm not saying you aren't justified in your wrath, but I'm saying you've had the wrong target all along. If you want to kill the Gods...I'm all for it. Maybe we'll win this time around. Or, perhaps, we can just spite them by keeping the Relics separated. They'll never return to this world that way, Grandma. You've won already. Can't you see it? You've won! So why...why do you insist on wielding the sword?"
Salem bared her teeth, and then winced, looking away. "It is-It is all I have ever known how to wield," she muttered in the end.
Very gently, my arms engulfed her in a tight hug. "Then..." I mumbled, "How about we try to let go of it, grandma?"
Salem did not say a word.
Her arms carefully moved, as if afraid to break my spine in half, and she returned the hug a moment later.
"There is something that needs doing," Salem said after a short while, letting go of the hug. "One of the Relics needs to be acquired for safekeeping," she eyed me. "I will renounce all hostilities, maybe even get the Grimm to stop attacking humans-but a Relic must be in my hands, so I can make sure it's hidden from Ozma and his ilk forever."
I gave her a small nod. "Understood."
Then, I winced as realization dawned on me. "There is one Relic that's currently out in the open, isn't there?"
Salem chuckled. "The Grimm will not obey you, but they will obey me."
I arched my eyebrows.
"We'll do this together," she continued. "You are ready, after all."
"Then, we stop fighting," I said, eyeing her carefully.
"Very well," Salem mused. "Child rearing is, after all, a practice that takes much time and concentration. I am sure Cinder will be grateful for my aid during those trying times."
I blinked at that.
Uh-Well-That was...
Cinder, hopefully, would have better plans on it than me.
I wasn't going to do anything unless she okayed it, after all.
Marriage was a two-way street...
...though whether it was uphill or downhill, why, that was always up for debate.