Mother Ninnian watched as the crippled boy limped across the hall. He was almost pretty, she thought, if it weren't for the permanent squint his missing eye gave him, the terrible limp on his stubby leg, and the cold wrath that filled his delicate features. The dagger in his hand was only secondary to that, she knew the boy was well bloodied, but she could get her hands on the sacred sword in an instant, and he'd be surprised how well an old lady could fight when her life was on the line.
"There is," Ninnian said, her voice harsh, as it would be when speaking to a misbehaving novice. "On your part, Sir Bedwyr. Go back to bed."
"No." Bedwyr took another hobbling step forward.
Ninnian watched him carefully. She wasn't fooled, she could tell Bedwyr was well used to his disability, the limp was a feint, he could fight well enough. "Control your man, Vivian," she told the young woman before her.
"Oh I don't think I can," Vivian said cheerfully, "he is most willful, especially when he believes me threatened."
Vivian, Ninnian decided, was a rather irritating little creature. She wished she hadn't set down the whip. "Well you aren't, we had come to an understanding, hadn't we?"
Bedwyr proved to be no blood-hungry berserk. He stopped short, half-way down the altar. He looked at Vivian. "What is she talking about?"
"It seems Mother Superior has forgiven me for my indiscretion, she wishes to propose to me a mission." Vivian smiled. "No doubt as she is more willing to risk me than one of her Sisters."
"Moreso because your sect is better suited for espionage and combat," Ninnian said with a sniff. "At present, anyway. I wouldn't trust half the girls here to handle a minor attack from Chaos slave-creatures."
"Such isn't your duty, you aren't soldiers." Bedwyr finally lowered his dagger, still scowling. "Neither is Vivian."
"Oh she is worse than a soldier, or a knight for that matter," Ninnian stepped away from the still kneeling mutant, resisting the urge to glare at her. Satisfying as that would be, Bedwyr struck her as the kind of knight who was decidedly protective of the women who shared his bed. Up close, she was struck by how young he was. He wasn't even twenty yet, she thought.
Behind Bedwyr were two other people. Sir Palamedes, a black man in well-worn armor, unarmed thank the God-Emperor, but with a pensive expression on his face that suggested he recognized the uncomfortable energy of the situation. The other was one of her Sisters, wearing nothing of her uniform but her underclothes. No doubt the victim of Vivian's trickery.
Ninnian tried to recall what she had heard of Sir Bedwyr's warband. They were said to be a most eclectic bunch. A reformed mutant berserk, a member of a house unknown to both loyalist and heretic, a soldier-fanatic of a priest who'd rejected the cassock in favor of the warhammer, and a revolving cast of ragged guerilla fighters who served the undead King Vercingetorix.
Sir Bedwyr had led these warriors at a very young age, won several key battles, and most impressively to Ninnian, kept them from murdering each other. Bedwyr was no King, but he was a warleader of some charisma and talent. In short, useful. He'd be admirable if his allegiance wasn't so murky.
"What do you know of the Chaos Lord called Bluebeard?" Ninnian asked.
Bedwyr laughed. "I know that is what cowards who fear speaking the enemy's name call him."
"Arrogant boy, to speak a name is to give it power. Bluebeard is dangerous in very much that regard, his true name shall not be spoken in this holy place!"
"If you insist." Bedwyr walked past her, to stand closer to Vivian. Despite his limp, he had the arrogant way about him of a veteran knight. "Bluebeard is indeed a name I know him by. The Prince of Chaos. I have a particular grudge against him. King Pellinore is in this very temple. I suspect you know what hurt him, unless you fear to speak of that particular detail."
"Bluebeard ambushed him dishonorably," Ninnian said stiffly. "So you have sworn vengeance on him."
"I have," Bedwyr replied. He was beside Vivian now, helping her rise to her feet. He grimaced. "I tried, of course, but he has the backing of powerful magics, the weight of Chaos itself. Sevenblessed, they call him."
"Five by virtue, two by treachery," Vivian said. She shrugged. "But power they still grant."
"Here is the secret that cannot leave this hall." The risk of this was galling. "You can tell King Arthur, but he is the only one who can know." She looked. Palamedes was lurking near the back of the pews, close enough to hear. "Do you trust him?" she asked Bedwyr. "Is he loyal?"
"Of course he is," Bedwyr said immediately.
Ninnian shot Palamedes a glare, the knight giving her an abashed look in return. That was comforting, in a way, it was clear the man wasn't entirely comfortable with being here. A traitor would do his best to look eager.
"It has to do with their lost Saint, Trephine," Vivian whispered to her lover.
"We know where she is." Ninnian clenched her fists. "Years ago, we prayed in a great ritual to the God-Emperor. He heard our prayers from beyond the great storm. Saint Trephine came into being within the body of a Sister."
"I never heard of this ritual, or the result, from anyone," Bedwyr said.
"Of course you haven't. We intended to keep it hidden for just the right moment." It both was and wasn't a lie, but Bedwyr didn't need to know the complex agonies behind the matter. "Suffice to say, the ritual prayer was a success. The Saint would well save us from ourselves."
"I don't doubt you were going for Celestine." Bedwyr looked up toward the great depiction of the Battle Saint. "Scourge and purge."
"Until it is done. Yet battle is not the only way this war shall be won. Guidance and healing will be required as well. Does your King Arthur understand this? Does he worship the true God of the cosmos?"
Bedwyr's single eye glared at her. "He does. Of course he does."
"Understand, boy, there are options aside from the God-Emperor. They seem pleasing, but they are just as much heresy as Chaos. If King Arthur proves false, the holy fires will consume him as powerfully as if he was on the path to the Warp."
'King Arthur," Bedwyr said coldly, "is utterly loyal to the Code Chivalric. An edict of the Code is to always quest to the point of death to save a maiden from the clutches of evil. He is no heretic."
Ninnian made a note that Bedwyr hadn't answered the meat of her question. No matter, that could be discovered and handled at a later date. "My order is willing to back King Arthur. So long as he accepts certain provisions and a quest. Saint Trephine is in the hands of Bluebeard, Prince of Chaos. She is the source of his seventh blessing, a secret to his power. You, King Arthur, and Vivian of the Damsels shall vow to rescue her, once he unites all."
The brash young knight laughed. "That is a simple thing, I think." Ninnian saw Vivian give her lover a look that was a touch exasperated, before it melted into bemused resignation. "I, at least, vow. I intend to kill Bluebeard or Conomor or Vortimer or whatever fool name he shall be called by. Saving a woman in the process? That is fair and fine."
"If Sir Bedwyr vows, so shall I," Vivian said, a shade reluctantly.
"Do I need to as well?" Palamedes suddenly asked. "Truth be told, I'm not so sure how this accepting a quest is supposed to go. Sir Bedwyr is my commander, so what he vows to do, I should as well, but am I supposed to do that formally?"
"We will set something formal up shortly," Ninnian said briskly. "For now, Sir Bedwyr, you still need bed rest. Return to your room, and take your silly woman with you."
"Fine," Bedwyr said gruffly. He took Vivian by the arm.
Her Sister nudged Ninnian, looking at Vivian rather darkly.
"Oh yes, please have her return the uniform to my Sister."
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Vivian, wrapped in Palamedes' cloak to attempt to disguise her nudity, squirmed with some embarrassment as she and Bedwyr walked back to his room, arm in arm. Bedwyr didn't feel as comforting as he usually did. He was stiff and cold and seemed still angry.
"Beddie?" She asked after a moment.
He sighed. "You went behind my back, you know. A lot could have gone very wrong, and these people could have reacted very differently. Mother Ninnian wants something from you and from me, but what if she had simply decided to kill us? We are surrounded, and they have much leverage."
Vivian scowled. "If the Imperial Cult proves to be an enemy pretending to be a friend, we have to know. I was only trying to gather information on what this sect is doing. Information that benefits King Arthur and Avalon as a whole." She pulled away from him. "You have your duties, and I have mine."
"I understand that!" Bedwyr let out a shuddering breath.
"Would you have refused the quest? Refused to swear by it?" Vivian glared at him. "It will involve you going into the Chaoslands and fighting a man who has managed to gain blessings from seven divinities. Do you think that doesn't make me worried?"
Bedwyr shrugged. "Was going to kill Vortimer anyway. Of course we will be entering the Chaoslands to wage war and save those good folk that remain. A Saint is just a bit more."
"What I'm saying is, we will all be in danger, very shortly. From enemies, which is far worse from being in danger from allies. Mother Ninnian and Lady Nimue have been squabbling for decades, but it hasn't gotten to the point of violence just yet. Sisterly regard, perhaps. Chaos, however, will not hesitate to kill you, kill us. That's dangerous. This wasn't, or at least it wasn't very dangerous." She managed a smile. "At worst, I would have been spanked."
Bedwyr smiled back. "Right now, I think I wouldn't mind spanking you a little."
Vivian felt a flush spring to her face. "Oh very well, I think I can allow that."