The dark depths, the purple, the eyes, the tentacles with eyes on them, the feeling of something scraping against the inside of my skull….
Yeah, this is definitely some void bullshit.
Before I could even get a grasp on my surroundings, or what the hell the other me said, I heard something.
"Well, well," a voice slithered into my head like the smoothest oily velvet, "what do we have here?"
In front of me emerged a great, big…thing. It was fleshy, covered in eyes, and its appearance did not match the voice I heard in my head. Just looking at it hurt my eyes and made my head feel like it was being crushed by some invisible pressure.
It was an Old God….
N'Zoth…..
I don't know how I knew that, or why that was the first thing to pop into my head, but I knew it to be true.
"Yeah, uh sorry for…uh…intruding, I'll just be on my way now," I twisted and flailed about trying to 'move' away from the entity, after a decidedly awkward length of time, I conceded defeat and turned sheepishly back to the abomination. "Maybe you could, uh, help me out?"
"Intrude?" it laughed, energy coiling around me. "You can hardly intrude when I was the one to welcome you into my dark abyss. And what better time than when you just shed that mortal coil. An event for which I have waited a frustrating length of time."
"You…invited me?" That's not terrifying. "Like me? Specifically me?"
"Of course," it answered as if it were obvious, the tendrils coiling and writhing about like they were some fleshy cage. "Though I do understand the hesitation."
You do?
"After all, we left on such distasteful terms."
We what?
"But I will concede that, perhaps, I bear some responsibility for what occurred during our last meeting."
What meeting?
"Though I will hold that if you hadn't angered me as you did, I wouldn't have reacted in such a way."
Before?
"No reaction? No recognition…hmm," a tendril covered in eyes passed by my head, trying to search for something. "Oh my, it appears the damage I caused was more severe than I realized."
Damage? When would we have ever met?
Is it talking about that other me?
But then if it was, why wouldn't it just come out and say 'my plans to corrupt you have failed, now gaze upon my true form!' and all that jazz.
Does that mean-
PAIN
Oily shadows slithered across my vision.
Sharp pain danced across my skin like knives
Cutting.
Slicing.
Flaying.
Down to the very bone.
Oily shadows enveloped me, bit by bit.
Monstrous howls and gurgling laughter-
"Fuck!" I swore, gripping my head. The hell was that? Why did it feel like an ice pick tore through my skull?
"Oh my mistake, you do remember," everytime it spoke I felt like I was going to have a damn migraine! "Or at least your essence does."
"The fuck did you do to me!?" I demand, desperately looking for a way out of the fleshy cage. My attempts to 'swim' out only resulted in me flailing about in place. "What do you want!?"
"What do I want? What a curious choice of words," the cage moved, dragging me closer to a massive set of eyes. "All I want is for you to simply show me the way."
"The way? The way to what?"
"To your home, of course."
"M-My home?" The way that was phrased, it felt like it was implying something very different then what it sounded like. "Aren't you going to…like…kill me or something. Isn't that what Old Gods do?"
"Kill you?" it laughed. "Why would I do that? What good would that do? No, I have no intention of killing you. You shall stay, a guest, until you are whole once more and we can make the trip together."
Whole?
"Only then will I finally escape this borderless prison and follow you-"
A flash of purple light balefully glowed across the area, the tendrils wrenched out of alignment writhing in pain.
"Finally," that voice. My voice, it's voice, called out behind me. The doppelganger 'floated' towards me. It didn't have any shape or form, but for some reason I could tell it was the video thing. Its form pulsed with energy, shooing the 'cage' away. "Like a needle in a haystack I swear to fucking god…."
"Wait," Wasn't this thing just an interpretation of that thing? I quickly glance between the two. "But I thought you were-"
But if that's the case…what the hell was it?
"Oh what is this?" it turned its gaze upon my doppelganger. Hundreds of blazing amber eyes stared it down, the replica glaring at the old god.
"We're leaving, come on," it ignored the old god, grabbing onto me and pulling me from the voidborn's grasp. More pulses of light beat back the pawing tentacles as they tried to grab me.
"Yet again you surprise me. I'm amazed something so torn and broken can reconstitute itself as a separate entity? Or is itseparate?"
"W-wait where are you-"
"Body, real life," the copy quipped. "Gotta head out now while it's still empty."
"Empty!?"
"Yeah, empty. Trust me, it's way easier than trying to take over one with a soul already there."
"How do you even know that-"
"Ah Yes! Now I understand!" the lovecraftian creature laughed at some realization. "You grafted back onto the greater whole. But I wonder if you are a parasite or a tumor?"
The copy didn't answer, simply grabbing me, and pulling me away to the laughter of N'Zoth.
"Ah that expression, that defiance, pray tell what do you think you are, little fragment?" The tendrils stopped reaching out. "Oh well. Go and collect yourself little Outsider, I shall be waiting with baited breath for our next meeting, perhaps even in the flesh."
The roaring laughter faded away as I was spirited away to 'somewhere'.
I was quiet for a time, trying to process what the hell I had just experienced.
"Well, you did better than I thought you would," it commented as we sped through whatever this was. All I could tell was that it was colorless and featureless. "I'll be honest, I was half expecting you to have pissed squidward off somehow before I could get back to you."
It grumbled to itself, muttering under its breath something I couldn't catch.
"Also, remember that just because you have a new body, that doesn't mean your mind just forgets the feeling of being jacked into magical heroin central. So when you get up I'd find a nice place to crash, because you will crash, since you're basically going to be running on empty for a few hours at the-"
"W-ho are you? What are you?" I finally stutter out.
"I've told you, I'm you," it sighed, realizing the explanation would not satisfy me. "Look long story short, you're the winner of the coin toss and got to keep lionshare of what constitutes a person."
"But what are you!?" that didn't answer anything at all!
"Isn't it obvious?" even without a form, I could feel it give a melancholic grin. "I'm the loser."
Before it could elaborate further, every sensation came back to me all at once….
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I gasped for air, going into a coughing fit as something ashy coated my lungs.
Turning over, I heaved out all the dust and grime that must have gathered in my lungs while I was…wherever I was. Death (again)? Purgatory? Near death?
I coughed and retched, painfully aware of how dry my throat was and how much ash coated me.
How long…was I out?
It was almost as dark as night, but that was just from the ash clouds hanging in the sky.
I had to get up.
I had to figure out what happened..
I had to-
Only then did I realize I had helped myself up by bracing my arm against the wall. The arm that…
I gripped my shoulder in a panic, only to find it connected to my arm.
My arm was…fine?
And…I didn't have any clothes on.
Wonderful. Just…wonderful.
I mean, good that I was alive, but….still…
Thankfully, there seemed to be nothing around I had to preserve my dignity from. Just corpses and ash.
My head ached, making it hard for me to focus.
Taking in my surroundings, I couldn't help but notice how noxious the ambient area was; like being near poison. It made my head split apart in pain and my stomach turned with what little was in it.
The Well…Arthas…Kel'Thuzad…
The Well was corrupted.
I didn't even need to see the bile like color it took to know that. Simply being in its presence was enough to make me feel ill.
It was corrupted.
And then…
I winced, cradling the arm I had thought I lost.
I looked out across to the city, smoldering fires still raging across its dark visage.
If the Well was allowed to remain, this corruption would spread through the ley lines, across all of Quel'Thalas. The entire nation would rot from the inside out.
I can't let that happen.
Especially since I'm the reason it's already like this…
My muscles ached and my head throbbed with pain. Every movement felt like a challenge, even before I registered how hard it was to breathe in this place with all the ash and soot.
A quick look around the area showed that all the glyphs to destroy it were still there. Not intact, but more than enough were at least passable to stop the well from leaking this poison across the lands of Quel'Thalas.
But first, I needed to find something to wear. While I was hardly close to an armory or storage room, there were bodies all around me.
Ugh…I can't believe what I was doing. It just felt wrong to loot the dead, moreso when they were fighting beside me recently.
At least I didn't have to look far for… an outfit. A woman was dead right beside me, and about my size.
I examined her, trying to see what was salvageable. A broken blade, some torn but still usable armor, The head was far too 'ruined' to see any definitive features beyond a bloody mess of blonde hair, and she was missing an arm.
Yet as I looked, something morbid clicked in me.
Wearing armor that I wore…
Missing an arm…
A broken sword…
I don't know what force possessed me, perhaps morbid curiosity, or a desire to prove myself wrong, but my hand pushed aside the ruined chest piece to check the body's breast pocket. I expected (hoped) to find nothing, yet pulled out a small envelope. Caked in blood, but clearly bearing the royal seal.
The exact same place I kept…
I kept…
I…
I turned my head, a lone pale eye gazed up at me and I took in…my face and…
The revelation before me made me vomit what little was in my belly.
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When I was done being…ill, and hyperventilating, I stripped…the body.
I stripped…
I stripped my… body and put on whatever was still salvageable. I ignored the disgusting sensations of blood…of my blood and fastened what I could in place. The chest piece had a tear running down the mid section and the arm portion was…no longer there, but I made it work.
Almost as if it were already fitted for me…
I could feel myself on the verge of dry heaving again as I strapped everything into place. Everything (back) in place, I lit the body on fire and buried all the existential dread this experience imprinted onto me.
Ignoring the sudden onset of vertigo, a strange reaction for such a simple spell, I turned my attention to what I should have done from the start: the Sunwell.
Priming the glyph array was easy, since it was already primed to be used, but getting out was an issue. Not because there was anything in front of me or even stopping me. No, the place was empty as the crypt it was.
No, it was hard to get out because I just felt so…weak. Lethargic even.
Like every step took extra effort. Even raising my arms and channeling mana was enough to get me huffing like I had just run a marathon. I shivered as cold sweat ran down my face as I struggled to just exit the building.
In my rush to get out of the 'blast radius' I stumbled my way down the stairs. So many fucking stairs…
With my head still aching from whatever the hell that oversized squid did and whatever it took for me to 'come back' it was clear I was going to be out of it for a while.
I'm pretty sure I know why. It would be ridiculous if someone could just rise from the dead, in a whole new body, and not be severely weakened by the experience. Everything else, the difficulty in using magic, the lightheadedness, that would probably go away when I finally got some rest.
But in my musings and self pitying, I heard a whistling whine behind me.
Not even a second after I turned to see a pillar of light emerging from the Well I was thrown back by a gust of wind. I fell even further down, landing square on my back. I coughed as all the air was slammed out of my lungs.
While I tried to get my breath back, I realized the light I saw from the Well was more like a pillar piercing through the building into the ashy skies above.
As it radiated towards the heavens above, I could feel the ambient 'corruption' in the air burn itself away. Like walking through smog only to be able to finally breath fresh air. My nausea slowly vanished, though all the other aches and pains remained.
At least I did something right…
Yet as I had a chance to bask in the small victory, a pair of figures loomed over me.
Slouching, pointed ears, three fingered, with tusks.
Trolls….
Armed trolls…
"Looks like we gotta live one here," I heard one of them comment. He poked me with his foot as if to check I was alive.
"Think she's worth something?" the other questioned, kneeling down to look at me. "Cute nuff at least."
"She looks sick and stringy," the first countered. "No one would risk catching whatever the dead left here."
"You probably be right," the troll stood up, arching his crude ax above my head. "Such a waste."
Of for fucks sake…
In the blink of an eye, a whining arrow penetrated the throat of the troll holding the ax. He didn't have time to react, dropping the crude weapon as he fell over clutching the shaft buried in his jugular.
I hissed as it clipped my cheek hitting the ground beside me.
"Nim! Damn it-" the other did not last much longer, an arrow lodging itself in his chest before a second went through his head. The troll collapsed, gurgling something under his breath as he hit the ground.
With that situation seemingly solving itself, I had just enough energy left in me to roll ever so slightly to the side to try and catch a glimpse of whoever that was. It turned out to be unnecessary as they raced over to me.
It was an elven woman. She was battered, bruised, bloodied, ranger armor caked in gore and grime, with her bow at the ready. Her eyes quickly darted around, checking for other trolls, before looking down to me. The edge in them softened when she saw the state I was in.
"Healer!" she called as she knelt down. The ranger sat me upright as a brilliant glowing warmth washed over my body that soothed all the aches and pains. When I tried to readjust myself, a firm hand held me in place. "Take it easy, you're safe now."
That voice…
"I-" my first words were silenced by a coughing fit, leftover dust in the back of my dry throat.
"Don't talk, here," she held a canteen to my lips, I greedily drank down the lukewarm water."Better?"
I didn't say anything, simply nodding as I drained the canteen to the last drop.
"Good," putting it away, she started to pull me to my feet. "I'm sorry, I know this is sudden and you've been through a lot, but we need to move. I also have questions about that light, but they can wait. Talwe?"
"I got her, my Lady," barely on my feet, I was 'handed off' to another. Given she was wearing robes, it was clear she wasn't a ranger.
"Vynsen cover them, Talthan with me," only when the first woman started giving orders did I realize how many others were with her. "We'll take the mage back to the Terrace with the other wounded and wait for Nathaos's troops to arrive."
"Where there's one troll, there are bound to be more," another voice quipped.
"All the more reason to get back as soon as possible."
"Of course, General."
General?
"S-Sylvanas?" The raspy name slipped through my lips without a thought. That's right, I did save her didn't I.
"I am," the ranger nodded, and I finally realized why this woman was so familiar. Her wounds had healed, or were healed, since the last time I saw her. I'm actually surprised she's even walking considering the state I last saw her in.
"At least I did…something right…" I mused, not that any one life is inherently worth more than all the rest that were lost. But I'll take all the victories I can right now.
"What do you mean-," now it was her turn to look at me, then realization flashed across her face. "Wait, I know you. You're-"
Exhaustion finally caught up to me before I could hear the rest of it. My legs buckled as the blackness I'd been holding at bay at the edge of my vision, triumphantly rushed in.
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AN: Well this is very embarrassing for me. Not the chapter, I'm actually quite happy with how it turned out, but forgetting I had an SV account to post on.
Ooof. Very much my bad.