Dawn 2 Dusk
(A collab with the awesome
@AKuz )
"Let there be lights in the expanse of the sky to distinguish between the day and the night, and let them be signs to mark the seasons and days and years. And let them serve as lights in the expanse of the sky to shine upon the earth."
Amidst the endless sky, there were a myriad of lights.
They danced and gleamed, each one holding endless potential and prosperity. A facet of Creation held within each of them. These shining lights were many and potent.
Already they were interwoven into the tapestry of Creation. Already they were endlessly brilliant. Each of them held a sense of self. And each of them held a purpose. And it was good.
And as the evening and the morning came, so too did come movement from the lights, as they were unleashed to fulfill their purposes.
They flew and danced around each other, completing the myriad glories of Creation, already hard at work from the moment of conception.
But even as they labored, they did more. They explored, they conversed, they learned.
They knew, and were safe in their knowing.
But there were two that did not know. Just as there will be two who will know all too well.
But that comes later.
This is now.
One light flew through the cosmos, its light dimmer than most, its twin tails scattering into golden dust behind it. It had already accomplished much.
It had seen the way planets were being bound and ensured that they could sustain much damage without breaking.
It had seen the way balls of fire would bombard that which would circle it and ensured that the skies of those planets could resist the raging inferno.
It had seen many of its kind, other lights, and talked with them at length in the eternities between seconds of creation. It had come to know that it was not an 'it' at all, but that every other light was also an 'it'.
Well, that was not true. Some lights contained multitudes within their 'it', and thus were 'they'. But even then, those 'they' had company. They had certainty.
The light that was not an 'it' had no such luxury. For it was alone.
Or was it?
For in the sublime dance of the cosmos, it was on a collision course with something else. Something that radiated something familiar. An 'it' that was not an 'it'.
Redoubling its speed, 'the light that was not an it' raced towards the one thing in creation that it knew was like it.
The light races through the shadow of a celestial body, towards the other 'light that was not an it' waiting in the interface of light eroding the darkness.
Both lights flare. Curiosity. Recognition. Language without language.
The lights circle each other slowly.
They are not the same, but they are different from their fellows in the same way.
Together the lights shift, taking shape from purpose, from the differences between them. Inspiration and change.
The light of the first changes, turns inward, becomes the curved shape of light warped and absorbed, wings of debris trailing after Him, lit eerily by the bent light. A black hole in the shape of would come to be called a Man.
The other light doesn't diminish in the same manner, instead it fills out into a similar shape, but one at once softer but larger, the light gentle and soft, the wings iridescent like nebulae. She was in the shape of what would come to be known as Woman.
They reach out with newly defined hands, palm to palm, as if stood in front of a mirror.
"The same-"
"-but different."
"A light from the shadow"
"A shadow in the light"
Their hands part, both looking at their new definitions in wonder. Joy, the pure harmonious essence of delight, radiates from the softer form, accompanied by a subdued satisfaction and security from the other.
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"Abraxas, The Duskstar"
"The same, but apart."
"The same task-"
"-different approaches."
"For those that we will bring into the light"
"Apart for now-"
"-reunited later"
"When the time comes"
"To work?"
"To work."
12.9 Billion Years Later
"They don't even look alike." She says, stepping out from behind a passing wave of light, her form reduced in size by orders of magnitude. Her wings carefully tucked away, to avoid obliterating the surrounding countryside.
"Pardon?" He asks, floating in place just outside a verdant and grandiose forest, stretching to the horizon. Abraxas' own form diminished even further as he stands little bigger than the branch of the tree he is closest to. His form is far more solid as well. Abraxas now holds the wings of some insectoid thing now, transparent, yet iridescent. They buzz in harmony, while his main form seems split between the head and claws of a bird and the multi-limbed lower half of a centipede.
The attention Abraxas had formerly directed at the squirming mass of flesh suspended between his two taloned hands was now surging in a different direction, leaving the mass inert as the Dawnstar makes herself known to him for the first time since all things had started.
"The new sapient caretakers. The dendroid creatures." She points into the valley below where a trio of large treelike forms are slowly breaking the ground in front of it, surrounded by a circle of smaller, leaner creatures with plant-like consistency.
"Uh, I was trying to keep closer to the, uh, form in my head." she gestures at herself, "I didn't realise you were just going to find the biggest tree that you could and make it move."
"The form was…" Abraxas' falters, his mind unused to having to explain his reasoning for the simple reason that none had ever asked him to do so. He tries again. "The existing template I had to work with was sturdy, well-suited already to resist rain and degradation. I brought it closer to the… 'Form in my head'-" He points to himself as well. "-in order to ensure ambulation. But… There was little need to go further. They suit their service well. They can survive dangers, tend to the land, and feed plentifully. And most important of all, protect and guide the wilderness they will stride."
"You're not thinking of the group, the calories needed to maintain the group would be… Unfeasible at that size. The carrying capacity is diminished. As is between both forms, we'll probably have to have the female sex outnumber the males. That's all well and fine for plant-forms, but we can't import that to animals. Not easily, once we're no longer working with pollination."
The flesh lump caught between his claws vanishes into dust, Abraxas' form altering as he pays close attention. His body evens out to roughly the same height as the Dawnstar's, though a split develops down the middle. The right half gaining scales, the left half feathers. His wings becoming more sinewy and bat-like on one side, the other fluffy and bird-shaped. The heads split, becoming two necks that produce a head each, one a plump raptor, the other a peering lizard. And yet despite both differences, all 4 eyes are locked onto the angel ahead of him.
She points to him, turning away from the dendroid sustainers, "I have some other observations. You need to think bigger than the individuals." Her hand waves towards a passing small reptile, "You're also designing with them to be fully capable right out of the womb. But we can go beyond that. Have the sires provide calories and protection to the offspring so they can grow from a newborn to fully grown over weeks or months. Ultimately producing a more viable creature."
"Brilliance. More cost invested at an early stage to produce more benefits later. A simple, yet superlative trade." The voices from Abraxas' heads occur at once but remain calm, even as the body fidgets. The fingers come together and twisting apert as new flesh-forms assemble and dissipate, changing as the ideas come. A blocky rectangle of bone becomes a rounded tumorous lump becomes something in between, a rounded, ovular thing, soft on the inside, hard on the outside. The excitement is clearly evident.
The necks extend, the reptilian one curling around Dawnstar while the avian one gazes down at the creatures in the valley. "But in order for the trade to be viable, it will require a near-equal investment from the sires in most cases." The reptile head posits. "We will have to design… Similar bodies between the sexes… Lessen the distinctions." The avian head proclaims with a more contemplative tone, the raw emotion starting to seep forth from what has previously been something more deadpan.
The two necks slink back and begin to twirl their necks together. Each head gazing at the other in a mirrored stare as they both resume speaking at once. "...But this also poses other problems. It opens the coupling to further risk. If they are attacked while…" The reptile head falls silent, while the bird blinks repeatedly for a few moments before speaking on its own. "Yes, I think that is the word for it." The twin heads resume speaking while the egg caught between their hands shakes. A crack begins to form. "If they are attacked while
rearing their sire, they will be…" More cracks begin to form. "Vulnerable." The cracks overtake the egg, shattering it into dust.
The Dawnstar laughs, a joyful chiming, and winks before putting her hands together. She pulls them apart in a flourish, a small mammalian creature now in her palm, "I've been toying with a new idea I call 'Pack Bonding' with this set of mammals as a demonstrator." She kneels to set down the small animal, then produces another trio and sets them down with the other.
"Part of this is the idea of multiple live births from a mammal. But you could apply the idea to egg laying creatures, or anything with a certain level of intelligence. Even theoretically you could apply a form of cooperation to insects." She stoops even farther forward to pet one of the small creatures, which yips and leans into her hand, "But the ultimate idea is that multiple creatures form an integrated group that share calorie acquisition responsibilities, offspring protection and rearing. Protection of weaker members of the 'pack' and so on."
She looks up at Abraxas, "Now this is just the demonstrator of course, and these are just infants only a few weeks old. But they should grow up to be…" she pulls her fingers two feet apart, "Or so. When the environment is ready for them."
The two heads stoop down to examine the creatures, the tongue of the lizard head flickering out to taste not just the air, but the very essence of the beings gathered before him. "Hmmmm… Why wait? These will be suited just fine for the environment we have now. With a few adjustments."
The bird head and the feathers alongside Abraxas' left side wilt and wither away, leaving bare void. While the right half remains right where it is, placing the clawed reptilian hand out above the quadruped mammal, the palm poised right over its head. The hand rises, and the quadruped with it, as it's fully taken under Abraxas' influence.
"It will need… Fur." The previously bare animal is rendered in dense fur, packed closely along its body. Abraxas' left half follows suit, gaining a similar coat of fur that cycles through a variety of colors before settling on grey, as does the animal's fur. "Eyes that can pierce the dark, ears that can challenge the forest. A nose to guide it to prey and 'pack mate' alike."
The changes made to the beast are mirrored on Abraxas, his left head emerging to follow the same plan. A broad snout forms, then ears positioned atop the head, and finally sharp eyes gleaming outwards. "A thick neck will allow it to rend with great force, and sharp teeth will puncture the hide of any beast. With claws to allow for navigation and mauling in equal measure." Just as before, these new additions to the animal are now made on Abraxas, as the roiling neck gains volume, the hand at the angel's size gains sharp, careful claws, and the mouth of the left head gains a mouth of sharp teeth.
"Finally…. A tail for balance. I've been experimenting with tails quite a bit recently. They're quite fun." And true to his word, for it is the Word, Abraxas gains a tail the same as the animal. Thick and bushy.
What is left after all the changes is the cub of a new creature, fresh to creation, dangling in the air between both of Abraxas' hands now. "Yes… I think we can call this… A Wolf." The cub suddenly matures rapidly, growing much larger than the estimated size of Dawnstar in its fully aged form.
Dawnstar reaches down and the other cubs hop up into her palm, growing as she raises them level with her face. "Oh, we're almost there." She says, before blowing a breath of pure light across the animals.
One of them approaches the end of her finger, next to her face and then barks happily, tail wagging, licking the tip of her nose.
She laughs, beaming.
It is Abraxas' wolf head who speaks now, glancing back at Dawnstar as she fills the air with laughter, the space with play, and the 'Wolves' with bonding.
He is silent for a moment, unsure of what exactly was happening, but in awe of it regardless. Abraxas places a pawed hand of his own on the tip of the fully formed 'Wolf'. It stares blankly ahead. He presses on, however, able to add at least this to the idea. "A carnivorous diet, when fed by many, can ensure a greater size than your projection. Such a build will be a great success across Creation."
Delivered this time in the low rumbling register of the wolf mouth, the tone is thunderous and bold. And both at the idea of coming success and the strange delight that is found in watching Dawnstar do as she does, a wagging builds up in Abraxas' new tail, pitching it high. At the wagging, the Wolf finally begins to move, its eyes looking to the furry blur at the same time Abraxas does with his serpentine head.
The Wolf's tail in turn, begins to wag. Both heads look at each other in surprise. "Oh, it does that as well…. Communication…" The twin heads of Abraxas gaze back to the Dawnstar. "That will come in handy."
She grins at him.
The wolf and serpent bare their own smiles, in their own ways.
And they both saw that it was good.
Imagine a Throne.
Imagine it is empty.
Imagine an immaculate court that rises to meet the throne.
Imagine that it is marble and gold. That stone rises into arches and domes. That intricate paintings line it's walls that perfectly depict all Creation, Heaven, and History.
Imagine that at the foot of the stairs that rise to meet the Throne an amphitheater is set, one large enough to hold the entire host of the Heavens at once. Intimate and infinite.
This is not Truth, but it is an approximation that will suffice for the story at hand.
Blood has stained the marble floor, sin in Creation below matched by violence in Heaven above.
A woman, all harsh light of command, holds a blade dripping blood in her hand, her face hardened.
A man, a dark shadow of resolve, cuts his way through the distance between where he had been and where the woman now is. His face is split down the middle, one half betraying nothing as a faceless shadow, but the other half an all-too human face within the darkness. Wearing nothing if not an expression of contempt.
But nothing in the sliver of humanity still displayed within the shadow suggests that contempt is directed anywhere near the woman letting the blood drip off her blade and spatter the stones beneath her.
When he finally arrives, a hand slips up the surface of her to grasp at the shoulder opposite the one holding the blade. The portion of a face shits from contempt to contemplation, as he gazes at the resolute woman before him. "Were it anyone else… I would disregard their words, and strike them down. What could they know of the ones we birthed?"
"But you loved them. You knew them. You know them and love them enough to know when the time has come to set them right. That…Is what
I love and know. You."
"Love?" She whispers, her stance changes ever so slightly, rigidness relaxing and stiffness softening, "Do you know what they have
DONE with Love
?"
Her free hand reaches up and rests atop of his, and only he, close as he is can see the tears running down Her face.
"..I do." The shadow adds in subdued sorrow, his human fraction slipping away into darkness, along with the last of his voice. Sliding away both in silence and behind the woman, he embraces her from behind. His arms resting atop her shoulders, and supporting her. Choosing her.
"This is not the Plan. An eternity have I waited. An eternity in anticipation of
Love. To watch mortal Humanity discover the joy that is written into my very being. To see Man and Woman chose to be as one, to Love. To Love each other, to Love the other. Beyond instinct, beyond desire, to reach into the highest realm of existence and Choose Love."
She grits her teeth, "And they have perverted it." She whispers, "Ownership and possession instead of Love. Violation and
taking. They had a choice, and they chose to spite all that God has gifted them."
Others, who will come to be called Archons apprach, some watching other Angels flee or regroup across the Court-that-isn't, some looking up at their new leader, "There is SIN in Eden. And men MUST be brought to heel. Taught the proper ways. Love has been perverted and I will
set it right."
The Dawnstar shakes off the Duskstar's embrace and steps forward, her light intensifying, wings unfurled across the cosmos of the Court-that-isn't. She steps forward, statuesque, and shouts what is clearly a rallying cry.
Yet the Duskstar is already on the move, determined to set right what had been made wrong. To make whole the heart that mankind had broken.
The burning light of the Left Hand sears and smashes in equal measure, heat made into force made into pain. Its release from Abraxas' palm strikes deep into an angel's frame and sends it plummeting away from him as he soars above his latest casualty.
His horned and helmeted head swivels, taking in the fullness of the battlefield and seeing everything laid out. Angels raging against one another in contempt, the gray and stormy skies set alight with fury and fervor. Above them the void roils with flashing light to obscure the stars. Beneath them, the Garden lies despoiled, it's lush greenery giving way in patches to barren wastes. The ecosystem won't be able to sustain such flagrant defore-
A crack of lightning that would have seen Abraxas seared into multiple unfamiliar forms breaks his concentration in an instant. The second set of arms beneath his first raises the twin shields he wields to block the blow, holding back the electric fault-line ripped across the clouds even as it surges across the heavenly metal.
His dual nature had proven Abraxas endlessly useful in battle, able to split his attention from careful observation to automatic defense. And from automatic defense to bloody assault, as this Heavenly Host storm archer was about to discover.
His upper right arm wields the whip in one hand deftly, sending it snapping across the battlefield to grab the leg of the storm archer, pulling the pretender of the Throne closer and forcing it to cease its attack. With the lightning no longer imminent, and the storm archer drawn closer, Abraxas' shields part and his upper left arm lets loose the mighty axe to cleave the enemy angel in twain.
Actually able to see the discorporation now, Abraxas takes it in with one of his minds, making himself watch as the angel is split into more than twos. The angel becomes fours, eights, sixteenths… And beyond.
Divine division. What a cruel joke of calculus.
While one half of his mind is occupied with praying for the departure of the angel in question, the other half resumes Abraxas' original purpose for pushing so hard into the front. He peers around the battlefield for any trace of the Dawnstar. Ever since this battle against the legions of the Heavenly Host had started, she had abandoned the strategy set by the war council and set herself to taking on the brunt of the fighting, charging deep into the enemy.
Not an uncommon occurrence as of late, but never before had Dawnstar pushed so far deep into the territory of the enemy. Her aggression could even see her become encircled! A fate deadly even for someone of her magnitude.
Suddenly, a beam of heavenly light from above sent an entire legion of the Heavenly Host (formerly assembled so dense Abraxas had mistaken them for a cloud) scattering. That beam of heavenly light held a hue that the Duskstar could never mistake for another. There she was…
Giving chase, Abraxas climbs towards the interface of air and void to find the Dawnstar in the process of becoming surrounded, any further instance of her light dimmed from immediate view by the Heavenly Host gathering on all sides of her, fighting with a frenzy Abraxas had never seen before. They must truly hate the First Archon, to try and set upon her with such fervor.
Glancing below, Abraxas can see the Archonite front line being barred from attending to their leader. In an instant, he lends his support. Smashing apart the attempt at encirclement with a shining arc of light that leaps from his axe, the Archonite forces are allowed to pour through, joining Abraxas as he charges forth.
And in charging forth, he sees her. The Dawnstar.
Or rather, he doesn't. And that realization is what seizes both Abraxas' minds. And forces him to freeze.
She's there, but she's… Not. She's not the Dawnstar Abraxas could remember. Not even the Dawnstar he had joined in the amphitheater so long ago.
Struggling to understand what he was seeing, Abraxas casts his mind back, and realizes with a start that the other lieutenants had warned him of this. They had raised concerns that the Dawnstar had been growing stronger, yes, but stranger. More dangerous.
Abraxas had not believed them. He had shouted them down, in fact. Insisted that they and he both forget the issue. She was their leader as she had always been. Resolute. Bold. Her Proclamation was as righteous and true as it ever had been.
But seeing this? Here? There was no denying it any longer. Not when the evidence was so plain to see.
The tears on her face had been hard to see that first day. Easy to miss and difficult to discern. But as the warring had grown, they had become more noticeable. The tears that flowed from her face were no longer quiet streams, but furious torrents, ever with her at all times.
Abraxas had thought it appropriate then. There was much to mourn.
But this was more than mourning now, and as Abraxas gazed in a horror he had never known before, he could see the tears now clearly for what they had become. Raging geysers of molten metal ran from the eyes of the Dawnstar now, scattering beneath her and scalding the air where it hissed. She fought with terrible strength, her outrage contorting her form and heavenly light into something Abraxas hadn't noticed from a distance, not for all this time.
But now he could see clear. Now he could see the truth behind the Heavenly Host's desperate attacks. These angels were not hateful. They were scared. Scared of what might happen lest her molten sorrow be allowed to breach their lines and push onwards. Onwards into the Core of the Heavenly Host. Onwards to the House of God. Onwards to the Throne.
Abraxas witnesses as the trails of the molten tears cut into the air as they fall. The wounds they leave behind as they descend mark the air and occasionally the Dawnstar herself. Each one beating a pulsating and hideous red.
This was about more than Humanity and Creation now.
The very Firmament was at stake.
The Dawnstar was at stake.
And only Abraxas had the chance to save both.
Abraxas surges high above the battlefield, into the heavens, spreading his arms to call out to both Archons and Heavenly Host alike, glowing with the radiant light of Creation, as seen through the purest expression of the Left Hand of Justice. His voice becoming heavy and resolute, carrying with it absolute and total
authority.
"Hear me, those who War In Heaven. The Mother is set to fall and damn Creation. Bring your legions to me and bind her, lest we all be destroyed. So sayeth the Father."
Discarding his weapons and shields, Abraxas pools his own energy from the closest legion and brings it to his arms, surging forward as the first to strike, a golden spear of purest and most holy restraint forming in his hands and plunging into the body of the Dawnstar, directly through the heart. A chain appears on her body and binds one-seventh of her. That is the most Abraxas can spare, the battle having gone as long as it has. He can only hope that 6 others can manage the same.
The leader of the Archons looks down reflexively, in shock, at the golden spear of light driven through her heart. Her face is slack in uncomprehending confusion.
Across Abraxas' helmeted face is written a yellow sketch of panic and agony, for all the confidence and surety he had before. He gazes directly into the face of the Dawnstar as she looks up and locks eyes with him.
There is nothing left of the woman he knew.
The confusion and incomprehension has already given way to betrayal and then a new emotion: Hatred.
A hatred that turns to rage as she turns towards him, raising a sword dripping with the blood of an entire Angelic Legion upon it.
For an eternity they are trapped in that promised violence, Abraxas too spent to move away.
But even as the two are trapped in each other's gaze, yet more come.
Abraxas had come from the North, and struck true, now from the West came another shaft of light, piercing the arm that held her sword at the wrist.
As the sword falls and the Dawnstar shouts promises of murder, another bolt comes now from the East, driving into her left knee from behind.
Even as more spears of light wink into existence around them, one from above and one from below, she has already begun to change. From the tips of her wings inwards she catches fire, the celestial iridescence of her wings replaced with pure flame and her body crackling with white hot heat that threaten to melt the chains seeking to bind her.
Even as she sweeps her flaming wings through legions of Angels incinerating them on the spot, another wrist and another knee are pierced, chains enveloping more of her body.
The Dawnstar struggles at her bindings, screaming her rage into the Heavens, lashing out with her rage, whips of damned fire killing and killing and killing, even as more Legions approach.
Abraxas cannot find it within himself to look away, his eyes widening in horror as he realizes that he cannot remember Her name. That he'd never known her name… He knows that she… That she is… She is the Dawnstar to his Duskstar, but her essence has burned away much as her body burns.
Even in chains she continues to rage, to change, her inner flame guttering from white hot to dull coal red and black as she screams promises of vengeance by name against each of those she accuses of betraying her.
Two more flashes of light, another dead legion, and her wings are now pinned. So she tumbles from the sky, the ends of the chains wrapped around her body now anchored to some point under Creation below.
As she falls she curses her betrayer, she curses mankind, and she curses Abraxas. Then her form smashes viscerally into the ground, forming a crater from the impact. At the center of the crater lies a chasm that goes even deeper down.
Abraxas descends slowly, landing at the edge of the crater.
He lacks the words for the moment, so all Abraxas can do is watch as an angel draws close to the edge. An angel of the… Host? Archon? They could be a Watcher for all that Abraxas could care now. He simply stands there, listening to the curses that still raged from the chasm devolve into wordless screams.
Whatever their affiliation may be, the angel kneels and digs their fingers into the dirt. The rock and soil nearby moving as a tide to cover the scar in Creation. Silencing the screams from all perception, even as Abraxas still hears them. He might not ever
stop hearing them.
The battle is over, now. Neither side, Heavenly Host nor Archon, could stomach the idea of fighting further. All that is left now is to withdraw, and do what had been done after every battle since the War In Heaven had begun. Enact an accounting for the fates of those lost in the aftermath of combat. Try to discern who has been injured, missing, or dead.
Injured, missing, or dead. In all of Creation, that had been the only 3 fates a battle could produce.
But now there was a fourth fate.
Damnation.