Part 12: A Normal Life
Winning Vote:
- [] Talk to John
- [] Icarus's Power
- [] Check Out the Gotham Orphanage Records
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[] Talk to John: He still seems shaken; maybe you could help him make sense of it all.
John and you sat perched on the roof of the school, the late afternoon sun casting long shadows over Gotham's skyline. The distant hum of the city buzzed beneath you—ships gliding in and out of the port, their silhouettes dark against the shimmering water. John's eyes were fixed on the horizon, but his hands betrayed him, trembling as he clasped them tightly together. You sat beside him, close enough to offer comfort but unsure how to bridge the silence. Words felt insufficient, and yet, silence felt like failure.
Finally, he spoke, his voice low and distant, as if he were addressing the city more than you. "Do you believe in destiny?"
You blinked at the sudden question, turning your gaze from the harbor to him. "Not particularly," you replied cautiously, your brow furrowing.
He exhaled, his breath heavy with frustration. "Then what
do you believe in?"
You tilted your head, considering his question. "I believe in people," you said softly. "That in the end, they'll choose to be their better angels, rather than the monsters we all carry inside."
John let out a dry, humorless laugh, shaking his head. "That's a terrible thing to believe in. People aren't like that. They never are. And this—" he gestured out toward the sprawl of Gotham, its jagged skyline and ever-present haze—"this city? Why would anyone want to be good here? Gotham eats good people alive."
Your scowl deepened, not in anger but in determination. "Ye of little faith," you said, leaning forward slightly. "Why would someone who sees nothing but evil ever choose to see good? Think about it—say God flips a coin, and it lands scarred side up. He knows what that coin means, all the pain and suffering it brings. But He still decides to make the universe anyway. Not because of the evil that comes with it, but because of the
good that might rise despite it. The heroes who will stand against the darkness, even when they know they can't win."
John's gaze snapped to you, his expression both incredulous and bitter. "That's a terrible God," he muttered. "Sounds like the same one who made Gotham. Some things are too important to leave to chance."
You smiled faintly, though it didn't quite reach your eyes. "Then what if you rig the game?" you asked. Your voice was calm but carried a quiet intensity, as if daring him to imagine it. "What if Good is destined to fight and lose every time? Always outmatched, always overshadowed. But in those fleeting victories, those cracks in the darkness, Evil can never truly win."
John stared at you for a long moment, his hands finally still. His lips pressed into a thin line, as though he were weighing your words against the weight of his own despair. The city loomed around you, harsh and indifferent, but in that moment, it felt like the roof was its own tiny world—one where the battle between hope and cynicism was being fought in the space between two friends.
"Then tell me," he said, his voice trembling with a vulnerability he rarely showed. "Why would you stay with me… when I'm not strong enough?"
You looked at him, his shoulders hunched under the weight of his self-doubt, his eyes avoiding yours as though he feared the answer would confirm his worst fears. You let the silence hang for a moment, not to cause him pain but to gather the right words, ones that might pierce the darkness swirling in his mind.
"Because," you began softly, your tone steady and sure, "why would a friend abandon someone who's weak, especially when they have the potential to be strong?"
He flinched as if your words struck a chord he didn't want to admit. You leaned forward slightly, trying to meet his gaze, but he kept staring at the ground.
"Strength isn't something you're born with, John," you continued, your voice growing firmer. "It's not something you just
have. It's built—through struggle, through pain, and yeah, sometimes through failure. And it's not just built alone. Sometimes, you need someone else to remind you of what you're capable of, to believe in you when you can't believe in yourself."
He finally looked up at you, his eyes filled with a mix of disbelief and something that might have been hope.
"You think I'm just sticking around because it's easy?" you asked, a hint of a smile tugging at the corner of your lips. "You think I don't see what you see? The flaws, the fear, the mess? I see all of it, John. And I
still see the strength you don't. That's why I'm here. Not because you're perfect, but because you
can be better. Because you're worth it."
John swallowed hard, his throat bobbing as he struggled to find a response. The weight of your words seemed to settle over him, not as a burden but as a lifeline.
"So don't ask me why I stay," you added, your tone softer now. "Ask yourself why you think you don't deserve it. Because until you can answer that, I'll be right here—reminding you that you do."
And you saw a blue butterfly… slowly come out from you, and then land on his hand.
"I am thou, thou art I.
Through the chains of despair and the crucible of destruction, you shall rise stronger.
With the Chariot Arcana as your guide, you shall discover the keys to salvation and the clarity of purpose.
Let resolve drive you forward, and let your will carve a path through the darkness.
The journey is yours to command—unyielding, unstoppable, victorious."
Reward: Jonathan Crane has formed a social link with you… and may soon, through his own tribulations, join you on your journey.
Your power Grows… though in what way, you do not understand.
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[]Icarus's Power: The presence in your mind feels like it's hiding something. Maybe by meditating or testing your limits you can force it to reveal more, and use more.
You sat down on the cold tile floor, staring into the cracked mirror in the dim bathroom. The fluorescent light flickered above, casting shadows that seemed alive. At first, all you saw was your own reflection, but as your eyes adjusted, the shimmering silhouette appeared—a presence just out of reach, hovering like an unspoken threat.
"I want to talk," you said, your voice steady despite the unease crawling under your skin.
"Then talk," the figure replied, his voice smooth and taunting. Icarus grinned, his silhouette rippling like heat waves. "Why don't you make things easy and just accept what's coming?"
"What's coming?" you asked, your jaw tightening.
"Change," Icarus said, his smile widening. "Destruction. Rebirth. Not just for Gotham—but for so much more." The air around you grew heavy, and you could feel the phantom heat of flames licking at your back, burning but not consuming. His voice carried a challenge. "What's the matter? Afraid?"
You met his gaze—or at least the impression of it—through the shimmering haze. "No," you said firmly, though your hands trembled slightly. "At least, not yet. Because I want to understand. I need to know what I'm doing. What… am I?"
Icarus laughed softly, a sound like smoldering embers cracking. "You are a Fool," he said, his tone dripping with amusement. "The Fool—the one who walks blindly into the unknown and changes everything. Though I must admit, it's ironic… given how different you are."
"Different how?" you pressed, leaning closer to the mirror, though the heat made it almost unbearable.
"You think I know? Even after everything?" he said, his grin sharpening into something darker.
"What do you mean?" you demanded, frustration bubbling beneath the surface.
Icarus chuckled again, the sound more ominous this time. "I'm not the one who cheated death and clawed his way here," he said, his voice dropping to a whisper that felt louder than any shout.
The words hit you like a blow. "What does that—"
"You'll find out soon enough, my friend," Icarus interrupted, his smile returning, but it was no longer warm or mocking. It was cold and foreboding. "And when you do… you'll wish you hadn't."
The shimmering silhouette began to fade, leaving behind the faint scent of ash and a lingering sense of dread. The mirror reflected only your own face now, pale and wide-eyed, staring back at you as the words echoed in your mind.
Reward: You talked to Icarus… and you realize he dosen't know… but you think once you do know what you are… you might become more powerful than you could possibly imagine.
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[] Check Out the Gotham Orphanage Records: Rumors say the orphanage keeps secrets about its kids. Maybe your file holds answers about who or what you really are?
The Matron had done an exceptional job of making her office as unwelcoming as possible. The locked door, the constant patrols, and her hawk-like vigilance kept most people at bay. But you knew better. Her office wasn't just a fortress—it was also the repository of the files you needed.
The only problem? Getting there required a climb up the building's treacherous exterior, and climbing wasn't exactly your strong suit.
Thankfully, you had an ace up your sleeve.
"Really? You're calling on me now?" The voice of Icarus echoed in your mind, dripping with mockery.
"Better than falling to my death," you replied, your tone sharper than you intended.
"Well then," Icarus mused, a smirk audible in his words, "how do you want to do this?"
"Can't you just fly?" you asked, exasperated.
"Oh, I can fly," he replied with a theatrical flair, "to a
certain point. But, as I'm sure you remember, I flew a bit too close to the sun once… and, well, here we are."
Wonderful. "Why are you so hostile?"
"Why wouldn't I be?" he shot back. "To a stranger, no less."
You paused at that, clenching your fists. He had a point, as annoying as it was. "Then how about this," you said after a moment, "we do this together. You'll learn more about me in the process, and I'll learn more about you."
Icarus chuckled darkly. "Learn about you?
I am you, remember? That's what being a Persona is. I'm your other self, your shadow made manifest. I already know everything about you."
"Then why," you hissed, gritting your teeth, "are you such a douche?"
His laughter erupted in your mind, mocking and relentless. "Because deep down, beneath that shining exterior of helpfulness and happiness, there's a bitter little boy who resents the world for every wrong done to him."
His words hit like a slap, but you refused to let them linger. "I may be bitter," you admitted, lifting your chin, "but I refuse to let it defeat me. I'm stronger than that."
The air around you shifted, and suddenly, the phantom wings on your back ignited, the heat searing but not unbearable.
"Good," Icarus growled, his voice a low rumble now, filled with challenge and approval. "Now, let me know how you
feel!"
You gritted your teeth, your voice trembling with raw emotion. "I want to be better. Not to prove anything to the world, not to show I'm different… but because I am different. I don't want to be just another orphan who ends up a criminal, a scoundrel, or a dead kid in some alley. I want to be someone. Someone who matters."
"Just," Icarus began.
"Like," you continued.
"Me," the two of you finished in unison.
As the words echoed in your mind, the searing heat of Icarus' wings intensified, blazing behind you like twin suns. But you didn't flinch. You didn't falter. Instead, you smiled, feeling the flames surge with a newfound purpose as they lifted you off the floor.
The sensation was exhilarating, like you were a bird that had just remembered how to fly. The room blurred beneath you as you ascended, the fire and wax of Icarus' wings trailing behind, falling away in molten rivulets that cooled into flakes of ash before hitting the ground like snow.
"Now you understand," Icarus said, his voice quieter, more resolute. "The power you hold. And why I am… who I am. You're starting to see why I'm angry."
The flight was swift and surreal, a silent ride on currents of heat and light. The outside world passed by in a haze, the fire painting streaks of gold and red in the night air. Then, with a sharp dive, you landed softly on the windowsill of the Matron's office.
The wings flickered and faded, their embers dissolving into the darkness. You stood there for a moment, steadying your breathing, and pushed the window open. The office was quiet, eerily so, the faint smell of dust and old paper filling your lungs as you stepped inside.
It didn't take long to find the files—they were right there on the Matron's desk, carelessly left unlocked. Who would ever think someone could get in here?
Your hands trembled as you flipped through the papers, searching for your name. And then you found it. The words stared back at you, stark and unfeeling, the truth unraveling with every sentence you read.
Adam Romero
Age: 8
Status: Soon to be sent to Maroni
There will be use for the boy. He is smart and loyal to a fault, with a habit of being a good Samaritan. He will be instrumental in creating sympathy for the Maroni family when Carmine Falcone strikes at him. It has already been agreed that others in the smuggling ring will be used, but he will be the one who faces the bullets. Maroni's own Wayne… a shield to protect his organization and gain sympathy from the press and the city.
Date Adopted: XX/XXXX
The words hit like a punch to the gut, knocking the air from your lungs. You staggered back a step, clutching the file as your vision blurred. It wasn't just a betrayal—it was a death sentence. They didn't see you as a person, as a child. You were a tool, a pawn in their game of crime and power.
"They were going to use me," you whispered, your voice shaking. "Like a puppet. Like… nothing."
"Now you see," Icarus said softly in your mind. His tone was no longer mocking, but grim. "Now you understand why I burn. Why I rage. This city eats the innocent and spits them out. And you—"
"I won't let them," you interrupted your voice firm despite the tears brimming in your eyes. "They don't get to decide who I am. I do."
For a moment, there was silence between you and Icarus, the weight of the truth settling over you both. Then, with a steadying breath, you folded the file and tucked it under your arm.
The battle wasn't over. It had only just begun. And for the first time, you felt the fire inside you wasn't just Icarus'—it was yours.
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You have 2 weeks to stop this plot and save your own life.
But how?
What do you do?:
[]Talk to John: Maybe John has an idea. He's smart.
[]Go to the Velvet Room: Maybe Margret will understand what you have seen and can help you.
[]Find Bolluck: Maybe you can talk to Detective Bullock, and make sure you can… maybe get saved by him, and the GCPD… as much of a long shot as that could be.
[]Disapear: Whats the point of fighting when all you would do was delay the inevitable… you just need to… not be here anymore. Maybe… you just need to disappear.
AN: enjoy.