Exiting the bedroom, you see Madoka sitting on a cushion, sipping some tea. Her eyes were downcast, staring longingly into the glass table's reflection. Her finger tapped the cup, as if she was waiting for some poor news regarding your fate. With a heavy heart, you venture over and sit down across from your sister.
"Sorry about that." You apologize as Mami walks past you to return to the kitchen. "Mami and I had some stuff to talk about."
"Oh, uh, I understand." Madoka says, breaking from her trance. "But, Momo, are you sure you should be moving around like that? You should be in bed."
"Well, I don't have any deep cuts or anything."
You look down, examining your body. Aside from a white shirt, sweatpants, and a few bandages, there was nothing amiss. Madoka probably dressed you when you were brought to Mami's place. It was yet another thing you were grateful for. She made arrangements to stay the night, brought the overnight bag, dressed your wounds.
"I'm not sure what I would do without you." You say, smiling.
"Huh?" Madoka stares.
"You took care of everything while I was out." You say. "Definitely saved me an earful from the folks."
"Well, we had to tell Mama and Papa where we were."
"I guess, but you got clothes from the house, dressed my wounds. That deserves praise at least, right?"
Madoka averts her gaze. "No, I didn't do anything. If anyone deserves praise, it's Sayaka, Mami and Miss Midori."
"Can't you take at least a little credit." You sigh. "Who was beside me when I woke up?"
"Me, but…"
"I just want to say that I appreciate everything you did." You lean back, taking in a deep breath. "Seeing your face when I woke up was enough to let me know that everything was going to be alright."
"Momo…"
"What?" Your face flushes a deep red. "I said something embarrassing, didn't I? Wait, I totally did. I just sounded like a sappy K-drama."
Madoka laughs.
"I'm slowly becoming a middle-aged woman." You rest your head on the table. "Not like this."
"Miss Kaname! Don't put your head on the table!" Mami yells from the kitchen. How did she know?
"Sorry!" You say, sitting at attention.
"Momo got reprimanded." Madoka says.
"Not the first time. I forgot to take my shoes off earlier today."
"Oh, you came here to see the other Momo earlier. That's right."
"Yeah. We didn't exactly hang out like you'd think. I had a bunch of questions about magical girl stuff." You sit back. It was hard to believe that this was all happening in a single day. Two days before your birthday, no less.
"Magical girls…" Madoka pauses. "Why didn't you tell me, Momo?"
"I didn't want you to worry, so…" You cast your gaze down. "But that didn't work out like I wanted."
Madoka shook her head. "No, it didn't."
"I'm sorry about keeping this from you. I didn't intend for any of this to happen. Things just got out of control… way too fast, way too soon."
Madoka closes her eyes and clutches her chest. "I want to say that it's okay, but… I don't like that you lied to me."
"That makes two of us."
"I'm serious."
"I didn't say that you weren't."
"I was really worried. What would've happened if you didn't come back?"
"I don't know." You click your tongue. "But if I died, I know I would be missed. I
know that. I'm not stupid. Or, well, maybe I am, but I didn't have much of a choice."
"You didn't?"
"If I didn't do what I did, Sayaka would've definitely made a contract." You scratch your head. "So, I stopped her… kind of. She didn't have any reason to throw her life away."
"Does becoming a magical girl mean giving up your life?"
From the way that Mami and Kyouko talked, it certainly seemed like it. But, at that moment, you weren't thinking about becoming a magical girl. You were only concerned with saving those in front of you. It's just that desire ended up being answered with the power you were bestowed.
"I don't know. I asked Mami the same question, and she said there were good parts and bad."
"Sounds like Mama with her job."
"Yeah, it really does… except you don't get paid." You sigh.
"Momo." Madoka hesitates, her brow furrowed. "If this was your first fight as a magical girl, then I don't know what to do. I was thinking that I could make a contract to fight alongside you."
"Hey, listen, remember the conversation we had. I don't know how my contract differs." You try to ease her worries. While there were a lot of unknowns, it was best to be a little optimistic. "I might not have to fight at all."
"That's wishful thinking, Miss Kaname." Mami enters the room, unfastening her apron as she sets it on a hook. Kyubey sits on her shoulder, licking his paw.
"It is?" You narrow your eyes. "So, I'm basically stuck."
"Well, I wouldn't say 'stuck'. It is true that the terms of your contract may be different, especially since you weren't granted a wish." Mami sits down next to Madoka. "We'll have to see."
There were too many unknowns for you to even make a decision. The other Madoka hasn't spoken to you since you woke up. Reaching out to her was something you would have to try later.
"
Your situation is certainly unique." Kyubey leaps down from Mami's shoulder, landing on the cushion next to you.
"I gathered that much." You say. "So, what do you think, Kyubey?"
"
From what I have observed so far, your body doesn't handle magical energy in the same way as other magical girls."
"What do you mean?"
"
How did it feel to use magic, Momoka?"
"I was constantly in pain. It felt like I was burning up."
"
Ah, I see. Your body is likely rejecting the magic of your Soul Gem."
"Rejecting?" Mami crosses her arms. "Is that possible?"
"
A similar phenomenon has been observed in the past." Kyubey flicks his tail. "
If the power granted by a wish is rejected by a magical girl, their magic could be lost. While I don't know of any such cases resulting in physical harm, it's not outside of the realm of possibility."
Something about that explanation didn't seem right. The older Madoka referred to the Soul Gem as an 'orphan', as if it was a living thing. The memories that resonate with you from inside of the Soul Gem was enough to know that was true. If the Soul Gem was alive, then what,
exactly, was a Soul Gem?
Given the name, it should be obvious.
Another soul.
Your soul.
"So, because of the wish made to get the Soul Gem, my magic is causing me pain?" You ask.
"
That's one theory. It's incomplete, and requires further observation before making any critical conclusions."
"You seem a little excited, Kyubey." Mami says with a smile.
"
What? No, of course not. It's simply an issue that warrants looking into." He leaps up onto Madoka's lap. She pets his head. "
Madoka, have you considered my offer?"
"Um, I have, but I'll have to say no. I don't want to cause any trouble for Momo and Mami."
"
Ah, that's too bad. I understand. If you ever change your mind, I'll be here."
"Thank you." Madoka picks Kyubey up.
You breathe out a sigh of relief. "Well, that's good. But, wait, does that mean I can't use magic at all?"
"
Not necessarily. If your body acclimates to the use of magic, it should be possible to fight as any other magical girl would."
"So that means…"
"
The more you use your Soul Gem, the easier it will be to fight."
"Right." You look at Mami.
"That actually leads into what I wanted to talk about." Mami stands up. "I was thinking that I could teach you how to use magic."
"I'd like that." You nod. "Even if it's just an excuse to come over and hang out."
"Miss Kaname." Mami narrows her eyes. "This is serious."
"Yeah, yeah, I know." You wave a hand.
"Mami!" Momo screams from the kitchen. "I think I messed up!"
"I'm coming! I'm sorry, excuse me for a moment." Mami dashes back into the kitchen in a panic.
"Hope the apartment doesn't burn down." You mumble.
"That's mean, Momo."
"Hey, just making an observation."
Madoka seems like she's doing well now. You weren't sure how long the refusal to contract would take hold, but at the very least, your mind was now more at ease. With Mami handling things with Momo, you would probably just get in the way. Midori had to be around here somewhere, and there was the girl that, against all odds, managed to be rescued. With that in mind, you …
[_] … go find Midori. She has to be around here somewhere.
[_] … go see the girl you rescued. She's likely in Mami's room, if she's resting.
[_] … relax with Madoka. It's been kind of a rough day.
[_] … Write-in