A fairly short interlude this time. Just a bunch of snapshots. I dearly hope everyone likes it.
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Interlude 3
Some Other Summer Vacations
Solle Hill
Arkenvale, Apaloft
There is, in Wendy's approximation, no need to ask about the fresh bruise on Penelope's face. In this regard, Wendy is fortunate; her parents are harsh but supportive, and her little corner of Arkenvale is fairly supportive of the community. But one does not come from the rougher parts of any city without being surrounded by miserable families, dysfunctional parents, and broken children.
"It doesn't really
feel different coming home, you know?" Penelope murmurs, lying down on the hill of grass, her eyelids protecting her eyes from the morning sun. "Just...same shit, different day."
"Well," Wendy offers with a shrug, sitting up where her squadmate is lying down, "my
friends have been giving me a bit of shit."
"What for?"
Wendy's voice takes on a sarcastic, dramatic lilt as she mimics her "friends". "'
Ooh, Wendy can read
letters now, the fancy-pants little cunt.' And whatnot."
Penelope snorts. "Did you punch them?"
Wendy smirks and - in her most smarty-pants voice - remarks, "I find the threat of violence to be more useful than its application."
Penelope rolls her eyes but otherwise says nothing. An adult couple pass by, their clothing suggesting that they hailed from a merchant family or perhaps minor aristocracy; as they do so, they cast looks of mild surprise at the two girls lounging on the incline of green grass. They are not the first to do so; although Solle Hill is hardly the sole domain of the privileged, although no one has attempted to shoo them away from the spot, it is evident - even at a passing glance at its frequenters and trappings - that this is not a popular haunt wherein people of lower socioeconomic means would usually find themselves spending their spare time. Seeing Penelope glare smugly back at the two passerbys, Wendy can't help but think that it was for this reason that her squadmate chose this place to meet up this morning.
Unprompted, Penelope suddenly asks, "You think Trudy's faring any better?"
Wendy gives Penelope a glance for a moment - the latter is being unusually subdued todayd - before responding, "Oh, you know. She'll go back to her village and be the wonder of her neighbors for months. Then she'll return to Faulkren, too early to help her family with the harvest. You know how it is."
"Mm," Penelope intones. Her heart doesn't seem into it, nor does it seem like she's actually giving Wendy her undivided attention.
To her credit, Wendy actually gives Penelope a moment before asking, "Are you okay?"
Penelope opens her eyes and blinks at Wendy in mild but fraught confusion. "Why wouldn't I be?"
Wendy gives Penelope another moment before shrugging. "It's nothing, then."
Grunting, Penelope closes her eyes again, as if satisfied that Wendy got the message. But a long, silent minute passes, awkwardly providing a void in their conversation. Eventually, Penelope sighs, and Wendy is caught a little off-guard by how surprisingly
brittle it sounds. "I mean," Penelope exhaoles, "things haven't changed. It took my mother three days to get drunk and be a bitch. Nothing's really changed in the year that I've left."
"Mm," Wendy grunts, her tone sounding indifferent, but she places a sympathetic hand on Penelope's shoulder. Girls like them don't go for hugs; it's unseemly, even if she feels painful tugs on her heartstrings at what her friends gets to look forward to when she goes home. Wendy has only heard this story a million times, but it's always hard to get used to it. Wendy wonders if one day she'll grow old, and hearing about girls being beaten by their parents will be a part of life she'll become completely indifferent to.
"I guess it was the same as well," snorts Penelope, "but my mom never whupped me unless there was reason, I guess."
"There's
always a reason," Wendy murmurs. "I guess I'm just kind of surprised you let her."
"It's stupid," Penelope mutters after several contemplative seconds have passed, closing her eyes. Then she repeats, "It's stupid. She yells at me and raises a fist, and everything over the last year goes out the window, and I'm a snot-nosed little bitch again. For days and days." She gives another shaky exhale. "It could've been worse, I guess. Mom was..." she pauses for a long moment, licking her lips, before continuing, "...she really fell apart when dad left. Compared to now..." she gives a small little laugh and her voice is tiny as she concludes, "...well."
Not for the first time, Wendy wonders about Penelope's attitudes towards the enfranchisement of the commons. About just how much these people - these people who get can't read and can't count and get drunk and beat their children and leave broken families behind - should have any hold on the reins of power. That they shouldn't make any decisions of import until they've managed some level of self-improvement that doesn't just involve laughing at literate girls and beating children.
What she says instead is: "You shouldn't let her keep doing that to you."
Penelope opens her eyes again and sits up, pushing herself up with her arms against the grass, and as she does so - as Wendy suddenly notices the fresh, bloodied calluses on her squadmate's knuckles - Penelope gives a bittersweet smile, full of triumph and smugness and guilt and resignation, replying, "I didn't."
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Ravenhill Manor
Arcaster, Lindholm
"No," snaps Viscountess-Consort Ravenhill in the study of her family's manor. "I don't understand why you want to
stay."
For her part, Sieglinde Corrina Ravenhill sounds entirely calm as she reasons, "Faulkren is an entirely functional academy with excellent instructors and an equally excellent pool of apprentices. I see no point in changing my circumstances now."
Sighing in exasperation, Sieglinde's mother turns beseechingly to her husband, murmuring, "Dear, please talk some sense into her."
Seated behind her desk, the night sky outside the window framing her lean, gaunt figure, Viscountess Ravenhill sighs and mutters, "Your mother feels that Llyneyth would have much more to offer you. If nothing else, the most renowned of Caldran mercenaries teach there."
"None of whom actually
trained at Llyneyth," Sieglinde points out, looking at both her parents intermittently. "Does it surprise you that the same instructors who gained so much hard-earned experience on the battlefield also happen to
not be the mercenaries who trained at Llyneyth and were thus held back from any battlefield of consequence because they were more
politically important?"
Burying her face into her hands, the viscountess-consort wails, "Why do you hate this country so much?"
"I don't
hate this country," Sieglinde murmurs, trying to sound placating despite knowing that this is hardly the first time her mother has tried to guilt-trip her. "I'm trying to make it
better. I'm trying to make it more than just a country known for its bull-headed neutrality and its Caldran mercenaries. Is that too much to ask?"
"If you want change in the confederacy," Viscountess Ravenhill offers in a measured tone, "all the more reason to be in Llyneyth. You need
allies in the future, at Council during the political season. You can't do this by yourself."
"Except I'd learn nothing from sheltered, pampered squadmates and other apprentices." Sieglinde fixes a steady look at her father, and although Viscountess Ravenhill always knew her daughter is special - that she's wise beyond her years and intelligent beyond measure and more mature than her peers - she can't help but feel like Sieglinde has suddenly become an adult. "I
like my squad." The daughter pauses. "Well, except
Zabanya, but she's an acceptable fixture at this point."
"There's a reason why Elizabeth Irivich Zabanya couldn't get accepted at Llyneyth," says Viscountess-Consort Ravenhill coldly.
Sieglinde casts a critical look at her mother. "Is that what you really think happened?"
"That's
enough," snaps the aristocratic, gaunt viscountess. And just like that, the bickering comes to a close. Tiredly, she turns to her daughter and, in a tired voice, asks, "I assume there's little we can do to dissuade you."
Sieglinde is gracious enough to grant this a moment of serious thought before answering, "I'd like to think I'm being entirely reasonable in my decision."
Viscountess Ravenhill locks look with her daughter for a long moment, ignoring the pleading looks from her wife. Finally, after a long moment, she sighs in resigned acceptance. "Very well. It's late. You should get some rest."
"
Dear!" the mother gasps, but she remains ignored.
"Thank you," Sieglinde bows, as is expected of someone of her station to her parents. "Father. Mother."
Viscountess-Consort Ravenhill, fuming as she is, at least has the grace to wait until her daughter has walked out of the study and closed the door behind her before turning on her husband. "Are you just
giving up?" she demands.
"She's not just a child anymore," Viscountess Ravenhill groans, burying her own face in her hands in exhaustion. "We need to respect her decision."
"We
need," insists the wife, "as responsible parents, to correct her decisions when she's obviously making the wrong one!"
But the viscountess fixes a tired look at her wife. "Do you remember the last time Sieglinde said she
liked anyone?" She waits for a moment for an answer, watching her suddenly silent wife, before providing her own: "I don't. I don't remember my daughter doing anything else but sit in a room, isolated from her peers, silently reading a book, just like that Zabanya girl."
A long moment passes before the viscountess-consort whispers, "She's going to sit in your seat one day. She'll be viscountess, she needs
allies."
"Yes," Viscountess Ravenhill acknowledges. "But I don't think she'll find them in the girls at Llyneyth."
Grimacing, her wife promises. "She'll regret it."
"Maybe. I can't say. But she won't be happy at Llyneyth. As her father, I just want her to have a modicum of happiness, fleeting though it may be, with girls she actually considers her friends." She looks imploringly at her wife with a soft, resigned smile. "Is that too much to ask?"
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Rural Outskirts
Arkenvale, Apaloft
"Ashlyn!" declares Lucille Lorraine Celestia happily as she finds the peasant girl seated at her usual solitary rock overlooking her family's flock of sheep. "We're here to play!"
Although she rolls her eyes, the smile Ashlyn offers upon seeing Lucille and Melanie is at least a little sentimental. "Don't you have more important things to do, you Celestia?" she demands with mock gravity. "Like staying in your manor and actually decide on policy for Apaloft?"
"Are you kidding?" snorts the Celestia in question. "My family never lets me near the important stuff."
Politely, Melanie Aster - having arrived with her lady - offers a nervous smile and a slight bow of her head to Ashlyn as she says, "G-Good day."
Snorting, Ashlyn mutters, "I'm sure that's why they sic you on her."
Blushing, Melanie demands, "Wh-What do you mean?"
Ignoring the aseri, the human turns to the elf and drones, "Please don't ride on the sheep again. It has never ended well for you."
Lucille sticks her tongue out. "I make no promises."
Lazily, after some time horsing around - which may or may not have involved sheep - the three eventually find themselves lying in a circle on the grass, watching the idyllic Apaloftian clouds float across the sky on a typical sunny day. It is just as if they were back in more innocent times, when they were children once again, up to their usual mischief that they can no longer condone given their respective stations in life.
"What has it been," asks Lucille fondly in reminiscence, "nine years?"
Ashlyn makes a rude sounds. "Since you got my ass whooped?"
"Look," grouses Lucille, not for the first time, "there is no way your parents spanked you harder than the dirt was doing to your feet. I was thinking more about your feet than your butt, alright?"
"I'm sure, I'm sure," Ashlyn snorts, but it at least sounds a little affectionate, if not grateful.
"I-It's been a long time," offers Melanie, trying to inject more uncomplicated positivity into an otherwise amicable conversation using harsh wording.
Smirking, the human looks over at her aseri counterpart and notes, "I used to hate you."
Not so surprisingly, Melanie smiles wistfully as she replies, "I know."
Grinning, Lucille remarks, "A peasant, a merchant, and a highborn walk into a bar..."
"Oh, shut up," Ashlyn snorts.
"
Ashlyn!" Melanie protests, sounding mildly scandalized.
"Look," the peasant girl rolls her eyes, "it's going to end with 'what's this, some kind of joke'."
Melanie pouts a little as she mutters, "
Mean."
"By the Spring," exhales Lucille, closing her eyes in bittersweet bliss, "I wish everyday could be like this. I don't want to go back."
"Go back wh-where?"
"Yes," Lucille remarks, her smirk all too clear in her tone.
"One of these days, you'll have to stop whining," Ashlyn drawls. "You'll
have to go back to Faulkren. And your family. You know it."
Lucille sounds a little glum as she replies, "I know."
"Then stop complaining about things that can't be changed."
"Lady Celestia can c-complain sometimes," Melanie murmurs.
"And you're too soft on '
Lady Celestia'," scowls Ashlyn.
"She's right," Lucille sighs before Melanie has a chance to offer an impassioned objection. "You should be a bit strict with me, at least. Like all of my tutors up until the point they gave up."
Melanie is quiet for a while. She's hardly a stranger to Lucille's self-deprecation, but it never gets any easier. "I think you're f-fine the way you are, milady," she finally says.
With a bittersweet laugh, Lucille remarks, "You'd be alone in that."
"I certainly don't," Ashlyn offers, but there's something about her tone and voice that makes her statement less critical than it is an affectionate comment for someone who has been her friend for so many years, socioeconomic class be damned. Whatever else, she will always remember how this highborn girl - one whom Ashlyn distrusted so much at first - ignored the fact that she's a peasant girl and offered her boots.
Yes, that led directly to Ashlyn having her ass "whupped", but that is neither here nor there. Lucille comes with crippling flaws, but Ashlyn knows she'll be forever grateful, regardless of the hijinks the Celestia gets up to.
She is, in fact, getting up to her hijinks now as she sits up and grins at the flock of sheep grazing peacefully on the Apaloftian plains. "Come on," she declares, "let's ride some sheep again so I can get scolded for getting mud on my dress."
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Marienberg Manor
Frevalle, Apaloft
It's a relatively cool reception that Wilhelmina Adelaide Marienberg receives in the afternoon upon returning to her ancestral home, in the scheme of things, though not for any lack of love the household bears for her.
"Good day, milady," comes the pleasant voice of Marigold, head of staff since Wilhelmina was too young to remember. The aging servant gives a dutiful curtsy, the line of maids and other servants standing outside the manor following suit. It's a sturdy, two-story structure with ivy growing along the walls, sitting sedately in the center of the bustling town of Frevalle. Noise from the street behind Wilhelmina can still plainly be heard.
"Hello, Marigold," Wilhelmina says, nodding politely in return as she disembarks from her wagon.
"I trust your trip was uneventful?"
"For the most part. We had to take a detour to avoid trouble with a chimera." Wilhelmina turns to fix a mildly displeased look on the wagon driver with whom she'd made the trip. "We
decided to simply leave the matter to the guard."
The driver gives her a grin that is only mildly repentant. The detour wasn't Wilhelmina's idea; with the amount of time it had taken, she might as well have simply helped the guard kill the beast.
"A wise decision, milady," Marigold says, a knowing glint in her eye as she eyes the elven heiress. "Won't you come aside? We can have a meal and a hot bath prepared for you shortly."
There is no family to greet her, of course. Her mother is long dead, the late viscountess-consort reduced to a face in the portrait over the hearth, a ghostly presence imbued in the now-dated Elsparian sensibilities of the manor's decor. Her mother was visiting with family, attending the birth of her youngest sister's first child in Elspar when the Huntress' War broke out. The last letter the family ever received from her was a happy one. Wilhelmina's cousin had been born without complications, both mother and child healthy.
Wilhelmina's father still keeps that letter in her desk, the paper aged and crumpled from too many readings. Viscountess Marienberg herself is in Elspar herself now, with the army. Wilhelmina will see her at Stengard for the political season, she knows, along with many other friends and acquaintances, but for now, it's going to be a lazy two months in the sturdy slate manor with only the servants for company.
There are worse fates.
"My year was quiet, milady," Lilith chirps, giving Wilhelmina one of her usual shy smiles, before returning to dusting. It's late now. The maid had been prepared to wait for her lady to finish with the sitting room before conducting the chore, but Wilhelmina, who had simply been sitting with a cup of tea, preferred that she stay. "There
was that bad accident at the mill, four months back. I think I wrote to you about it?"
"You did," Wilhelmina agrees, taking a sip from her cup, watching Lilith work from the far side of the room. "I assume that you offered the healers your aid?"
The maid pauses at this, body stretched out partway through a dusting motion, aseri ears drooping a little with embarrassment. "Well, um...yes," she says, fidgeting a little with the duster. "I mean...I'm not a
real healer, or...or..."
"Or a real mage, yes, you tell me that often, after you've done something amazing." Wilhelmina's tone is dry, and could be taken for harsh, Lilith knows her well enough to recognize the teasing for what it is.
"All the workers are fine now," Lilith confirms, heat rising in her cheeks as she goes back to her task at hand. "Hm...other news? Um..." she falls silent and simply works for a moment. Her dark, white-tipped tail swishes back and forth the way it always does when she's lost in thought. "Well!" Lilith says, rallying, "Tess left right after you left for Faulkren. Nothing bad! She married a farmer out in the countryside. The girl we
replaced her with, though, that took a bit of adjustment. She's nice enough to talk to, but it's not exactly..."
Wilhelmina isn't tuning her out to be mean or negligent, but she realizes that she isn't really listening to the content of Lilith's half-nervous, cheerful chatter, peppered as it is with the familiar names of the household staff. Instead, Wilhelmina is just enjoying the sound of her voice after so long away, the energetic swishing of her tail as she putters around the room, the way she gets up on a stool
and stands on tiptoes in order to reach the top shelf, without even pausing for breath in her talk. It's alright, she decides; Lilith is most likely talking to fill the silence, to hide her anxiety over the bloody attack Wilhelmina survived not very long ago. In a sense, coming home to the same manor, the same lack-of-family and the same Lilith is a relief so soon after that.
On the other hand, an unwelcome thought stirs in the back of her head. A memory of another maid - a human, not an aseri - bleeding on the floor while two young healers gave everything they had to try and save her, even though it was plainly far too late. Azalea thinks she's heartless, Wilhelmina knows. For being able to coldly let go of that dying girl. For urging Azalea and Vesna to do the same. But, for all her calm at the time, Wilhelmina finds herself not unaffected by that experience now, watching her own maid happy and alive and
without a sucking stab-wound in her chest.
Lilith is very pretty. Wilhelmina had noticed this right away, of course, a thirteen-year-old girl given a maid two years her senior. It isn't as though Wilhelmina has never thought about her. For most of that time, though, it was only idle thoughts, nothing serious or with intention behind it. And as she's gotten older, as the way she'd noticed the servant girl had changed, there had been a lingering sense that the aseri - who had been fussy as an elder sister in the early years - was somehow out of bounds. Her father certainly would not have approved. But her father is very far away now, it seems. And that age difference, once a vast and unimpeachable gulf, doesn't feel like so much anymore.
Setting her tea down on the end-table, Wilhelmina finds herself standing up from her comfortable chair by the unlit hearth, not sure at first what she intends to do. "...Milady?" Lilith asks, ears perked quizzically. "Is there something you nee...?"
Her voice cuts off into an adorable squeak as Wilhelmina closes the distance between them and finally claims Lilith's mouth with hers. After a moment of tension, she feels the shorter aseri melting into her, the feather-duster falling to the floor with a clatter as small hands grip the front of Wilhelmina's jacket.
"Yes," Wilhelmina says, finally breaking off, lips curving up into an almost self-satisfied smirk in spite of her shortness of breath, "there was."
For a little while at least, in the privacy of the little study filled with reminders of her late mother, the aseri doesn't fret, or pull away. Or protest that what they've just done isn't proper, could hurt Wilhelmina's reputation, could lead to Lilith being fired if Viscountess Marienberg ever found out. Instead, face flushed crimson, Lilith stares up at Wilhelmina with wide, green eyes, gasping quietly from surprise and exertion. Then she closes them, burying her head against Wilhelmina's shoulder, all the tension leaving her narrow shoulders, accompanied by a single, tiny mewl. One of her ears, black as her tail and silky soft, tickles gently against Wilhelmina's jaw.
This was not, Wilhelmina decides there and then, a mistake.
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The section with Ashlyn, Lucille, and Melanie is in reference to an omake I've half-written, which I don't want to reveal until at least year two or three. Please look forward to it~