[X] Sugar Song Bitter Step (was messed up)
Someone rubbec your back as you kept to yourself in a made up corner in the field. Head in your knees, arms over your head, you tried to hide your embarasmment over how utterly
awful things had gone. You knew you probably would be out of tune but that, that took the cake. You just wanted to bury yourself in a hole and never come out till knowledge of your very being was lost to the sands of time.
"You're being overly dramatic you know?"
*whimper*
They don't get it, Lupin at least doesn't knows how you utterly destroyed that song but the others do.
"..."
"Refusing to talk won't change a thing."
"..."
You didn't want to hear your own voice after that. Maybe you were overreacting, but you were allowed a bit of self-pity after that, right?
"I've seen worse than that, and you can only improve. At least the others are no longer wary of you."
"Becuase they're too busy laughing their asses off."
"Language. And I'l admit, they may be still laughing... but they will stop soon,
right, girls?"
The laughing diminished a bit but you could still hear some chuckles here and there.
"C'mon, cheer up, we all mess up once or twice."
... yeah she was right. Can't dwell on self pity and embarassment. "... I know it's an excuse but... that was the first time I ever tried to sing..."
"Really? Didn't you said being a bard was your thing?" That wasn't sarcasm. That was a genuine question.
"Well, I can play the music just fine. I just... never tried singing before... I didn't knew it would turn out that way." Out o tune, out of pitch, out of rhythm, and on top of all that the fact that your voice came out like through a filter in a single bored tone. If you had actual cheekcs they would be red like a tomato, or worse.
...
The rubbing of your back stopped and you felt a pair of hands on your cheeks. They lifted you head up and you were met with a warm motherly smile.
"Trying new things can be scary, and you may mess up multiple times... but you're really brave you know. Taking that first step is sometimes tha hardest thing to do. What if I do wrong, what if I fall, what will they say, will they mock me? leave me? ignore me? Being able to try despite those thoughts is quite frankly, something amazing."
Melody then sat in front of you, a hand to her heart. "I used o be scared of other so much. I barely left my room you know. I always thought people would talk behind my back, would laugh at me, that they would say nothing but lies and it would be better to not get hurt..." She then looks at you in the eyes, warm oozing from them. Her eyes looked older than those of many others you've seen.
"I didn't pick Melody as my name just on a whim you know. I love music, I love listening to it, to the instruments, to the voices of others, and I love to sing. I was afraid of letting others known, so I closed myself off in my own world. I stopped seeking new things, staying in the same place. My world became dull soon enough. As overly dramatic as it sounds, music was what saved me. One single song spoke to me so deeply, it pireced right through. It resonated with me, and it made me want to express myself so badly. Eventually I gave in and sang again, sang that song and dared to talk with the person who made it. It was scary, not only that time but every single other time that I wanted to talk to them. Sometimes it still is. But.."
She takes a breath and holds your hands with her own.
"... I tried, hard as it was. I dared to hope for something good, and was lucky to get it. I'm lucky, I know that, and I know others may not be, but it's still worth trying! Talking with others, clashing with them, laughing with them, opening up your world and expanding it. You clash, you change, and your world's horizon grow. I may be rambling by now, but I wanted to tell you that what you did was brave and amazing, and that you shouldn't let it stop you from trying a second tine, or more than that."
She sits down a bit and looks at the girls, who seemed to have stopped paying attention to you and her. Only now you notice the faint light covering both of you in a small dome.
"I haven't said any of this to the others. I'm sorry for rambling about myself there, but seeing you like this made me want to encourage you and one thing led to the other. Before I knew it I was pouring my heart out. I was supposed to cheer you up, not cheer myself up..."
You couldn't relaly say anything. She had trusted you, a complete stranger, with something that has been on her mind for who knows how long. You didn't think you deserved to be the one here, listening to her. You aren't her friend or even know her, but perhaps that's the very reason why she said thse things. Sometimes, talking to a complete stranger is way easier than talking to close ones.
...
"... if it makes you feel better then feel free to ramble as much as you want. I can listen, and I won't judge. You said I was brave for something so little as trying to sing, but what you did was way bigger than that."
"Still it must be weird to have a complete stranger vent her heart out to you."
"Maybe, but if it helps you then I'll gladly listen. You may be a stranger, but if I can I want to help. It's weird but I've always been that way, caring too much even for those I barely know."
You two sat there in silence for a while. It wasn't awkward, just two people having a silent understanding.
"... I love music too you know." Is how you start. "The feelings and stories that you can express through it. Sometimes the melodies seem to take you to a whole different world, a whole new place, filled with adventure and wonders. It's silly but I love thinking about it, a song can take me to so many places... and to people as well I guess. I... never thought about that last bit. What you said, about opening your world and clashing. I never thought about it before. I was okay with being by myself, just the things I liked, going my way with the flow of things day in and out. I tried to change and be more active, have more initiative, and it worked for a while, but sometimes I think I may have regressed. And I'm the one rambling now..."
...
"Guess we both needed someone to listen to us. And you know, it's never too late to try to take another step fowards. Maybe try a different road to the same place, look at different things. You can even try singing some more."
"Heh, don't thi-"
...
...
"... maybe... if I feel brave enough. And am alone when trying."
"You'll never get better that way, but hey, baby steps. Just like a certain song. You take a simple melody, give it so words, harmony, and sing..."
"..."
La la la la laaa~
La la la la laaa~
La la la laa, la. La la la laa...
Laa, laa, laa, laa.
La la la la, la la la la.
La la la la laa, la laa, lalalaaa~
The melody repeated, once, twice, before you found yourself singing that same tune. A single melody, a single harnomy. You wanted to accompany it with music, little as it could be. So you did
A single piano melody, you heard long ago
La la la la laaa~
La la la la laaa~
La la la laa, la... la la la laa...
Laa laa laa laa
La la la la la la la la
La la la la laaa, la laa, lalalaaa~
Two voices became one, and sang...
La la la la laaa~
La la la la laa~
La la la laa, la... la la la laaa~
Laa laa laa laa
la la la la la la la la
la la la la laa, la laa, lalalaa~
Once the melody stopped, so did you both. Despite of what you were, you passed an arm through your eyes, rising your visor first. Your eyes became slightly wet, and you breathed, in and out.
"Hey... no crying until the end."
"Shut up... that was the end I had the right..."
"Amazing that we both knew that melody. Where did you hear it before?"
"Long ago, as a kid. Despite how I look and everything I ain't from around here... Maybe I'll tell you, some other time."
"I'd be willing to listen."
You both kept silent for a bit longer. Funny how a mess of a song and a simple little melody brough two strangers together...
...
...
...
After a while you both got up and walked back to the others. Lupin was trying to hum the melody you sang, failing to remember how it went. You'd be sure to teach them later. That melody was something prescious, and you felt the need to share it with others. Melody seemed to be the same if your guess was right.
You may have touble with her name later on now that you think about it.
When you got there the other girls surprisingly didn't snicker or laugh at you.
"That was terrible you know." They didn't hold back their words though.
"Yeah yeah... I have to practice. Maybe try something small next time."
"I'm not sure I want a next time."
"That was more rude than neccesary Ruby. But yeaaahh... maybe try to practice next time."
"Yeah I know."
"Anyways, I'm sorry for being so rude before. I was being cautious you see..."
"I get it, no worries. I would probably do the same in your situation."
"Thanks. It was nice meeting you Miss Angel, though I'm afraid we have to go now, compromises. Hope we meet again, goodbye." After saying that Reina dissapeared in a flash of light.
"Wait, is it that late already!? Ahhh what are we waiting for then!! Let's go! Ah yeah, bye bye Angel!" Veronica did the same.
"Hana thought it was fun, thanks for singing Miss Bunny! Bye-bye!!!" So did Hana...
"Sorry if I seemed rude, catch ya later Miss Angel."
They all left before you could correct them. You hung your head low after that. "... I'm not a girl though, how am I gonna fix this..."
"You could leave it to me."
As it turns out, Melody was still here, somehow you forgot that.
"Ehhh, yeah so, I'm actually a guy so..."
"Don't make a big deal of it, I assume Hana just, well, assumed and everyone did the same. I'll just tell them that they got that wrong."
You kind f expected a different reaction to you reealing that but she didn't pay it much mind.
"By the way... I wouldn't mind meeting again with you. It was nice humming together, and, well... I wouldn't mind doing it again... also I want to thank you properly for listening to me back there."
Meeting again... you weren't sure about that but being fair, it was nice. You did say you were gonn sing again too, and were kinda hoping to ask her for bits of help. So sure, why not.
"... It's fine, no need to worry about that. Though... how would we meet again? I'll admit that it was fun, and I would like some pointers for singing next time..."
"Well you did say you're not from here, but I don't want to force you to meet face to face... how about... no that wouldn't work... mmmm..." She fidgets in place a bit, a finger on her mouth, eyes closed thinking hard. Being honest, you doubt you'll have much problem actually meeting her. You are used to dealing with kids and young adults up to college thanks to your shop.
"... if you're fine with it, I would like to know a bit more about you. I mean, you seem nice but talking with a complete stranger is still weird. Let's tell each other about ourselves a bit first, that way we can see how to meet again better."
"... well I don't mind, but shouldn't you be with the other girls?"
"Not really. We're friends but I'm the older of them, being in college and all. Sure we kind of meet for things like magical girl bussiness, but we don't hang out much in our out of costume personas..." Huh, you thought they were all of the same age zone, but given how some of them were talking it seems as if there
are age gaps between them. Her being somewhat around your age also helps you ease you nerves.
"Anyways! Why don't we try that? Getting to know each other a bit here."
"Well, sure then, I guess. I guess I'll start since I'l talking already hehe..."
And so you exchanged some basic information as you talked, sitting down in the grass. Lupin had fallen asleep on your lap somehow, which Melody found funny. You simply talked about a few things, like likes and dislikes, as well as talking about singing. Overall, you had a pleasant chat and agreed to try and meet again a week later, on this place.
You didn't really told each other about your lives back home, but that's fine.
[Find a reason to sing: 1/10]
The sky was orange by the time you both were done talking.
"It sure got late here." Says Melody, or Lily, as she looks at the sky. It was still blue but the sun was starting to move towards the sea, it's light betting more orange in tone. "It was nice meeting you Angel. See you soon."
You said your goodbyes and then she dissapeared in a flash of light. This day was quite something. Question was, what to do now?
[] Go back to the village, walk around there and see if anyone actually lives there.
[] Head back to your other house, and back home. You have to think about Lupin and where they'll go as well.
Hey there. So... rolls were pretty low so, singing was a disaster. I skipped the whole mess but it happened. If any of you have played Yakuza 0 you may think of that for reference.
Also, I didn't intend on this being this long. At first it was just gonna be a bit of cheering up with Melody thanks to messing up so bad, but the words pretty much cme out on their own and by the time I realized it I had written these big paragraphs. Well, that happens.
Anyways if you guys have any questions or something, just asks!