SayakaQuest Thread 10: Glory To The Death

[x] Feel less like garbage. (30%)

You stare at the ground after she lets the hug loose. "...Let's just go home, okay?"
She couldn't say much else.
"...okay." You weakly reply.
She loves you, but she still couldn't defend you.
[x] Go home.
You didn't deserve it.
You hold her hand and trail behind her. Your thoughts are muddled and cloudy. You're not crying, but that's only because you know that it'd hurt Kyouko even more. After all of the shit that happened today, she didn't need that, too.
She deserves better. She's trying for you, but she deserves better.
Your grip on her hand tightens.

"Sayaka..." She frowns. "Come on, okay?"

[x] Check soul gem.

[CORRUPTION: 313/1000]​

It's not dangerous. You don't need to fix it right now. You don't need to waste her stockpile more than you already have.
You put lives in danger, and you waste grief seeds. It's no wonder you keep dying in every single timeline.
You reach the apartment. Kyouko's still holding your hand.
You should have just stayed that way.
[OPTION SELECT]

[] Go inside.

[] Talk to Kyouko.

[] Write-in what to do.
 
[x] Feel less like garbage. (30%)
You stare at the ground after she lets the hug loose. "...Let's just go home, okay?"
She couldn't say much else.
"...okay." You weakly reply.
She loves you, but she still couldn't defend you.
[x] Go home.
You didn't deserve it.
You hold her hand and trail behind her. Your thoughts are muddled and cloudy. You're not crying, but that's only because you know that it'd hurt Kyouko even more. After all of the shit that happened today, she didn't need that, too.
She deserves better. She's trying for you, but she deserves better.
Your grip on her hand tightens.

"Sayaka..." She frowns. "Come on, okay?"

[x] Check soul gem.

[CORRUPTION: 313/1000]​

It's not dangerous. You don't need to fix it right now. You don't need to waste her stockpile more than you already have.
You put lives in danger, and you waste grief seeds. It's no wonder you keep dying in every single timeline.
You reach the apartment. Kyouko's still holding your hand.
You should have just stayed that way.


Sayaka is full of sunshine and rainbows, eh?
 
SHUT UP INVISITEXT.

[x] Go inside.
-[x] Prepare to give an explanation on what happened on Sukuyo's home to Mom, if she's still there.

We owe and explanation after all. Also, with all things said, talking to kyouko further is not going to help... for now.

...

Is okay to feel like you want to give a hug to the blueberry? 'Cause I'm feeling like wanting to do this right now... dat self-beating. :(
 
it's getting really annoying now.

SUDDENLY, SAYAKA FELT BETTER ABOUT HERSELF. SHE GAVE KYOUKO A NICE HUG AND NEVER FELT BAD ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE EITHER. SHE WENT TO SCHOOL AND DID THINGS.

MURDER? THE FUCK IS THAT?! NOBODY WILL EVER FEEL BAD ABOUT KILLING EVER.

OH MAN OH MAN, SAYAKA NEVER FELT BAD ABOUT KILLING ANYBODY EVER AGAIN. Are you retarded?
 
can't we just beat the damn guilt complex out of her already, it's getting really annoying now.

SUDDENLY, SAYAKA FELT BETTER ABOUT HERSELF. SHE GAVE KYOUKO A NICE HUG AND NEVER FELT BAD ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE EITHER. SHE WENT TO SCHOOL AND DID THINGS.

MURDER? THE FUCK IS THAT?! NOBODY WILL EVER FEEL BAD ABOUT KILLING EVER.

OH MAN OH MAN, SAYAKA NEVER FELT BAD ABOUT KILLING ANYBODY EVER AGAIN. Are you retarded?

 
SUDDENLY, SAYAKA FELT BETTER ABOUT HERSELF. SHE GAVE KYOUKO A NICE HUG AND NEVER FELT BAD ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE EITHER. SHE WENT TO SCHOOL AND DID THINGS.

MURDER? THE FUCK IS THAT?! NOBODY WILL EVER FEEL BAD ABOUT KILLING EVER.

OH MAN OH MAN, SAYAKA NEVER FELT BAD ABOUT KILLING ANYBODY EVER AGAIN. Are you retarded?

And then she killed everyone. The end.
 
...fuck. I'm honestly stumped on what to do now. Sayaka really needs professional help at this point and she can't get it.

[x] EtchedSteel


I got nothing.
 
SUDDENLY, SAYAKA FELT BETTER ABOUT HERSELF. SHE GAVE KYOUKO A NICE HUG AND NEVER FELT BAD ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE EITHER. SHE WENT TO SCHOOL AND DID THINGS.

MURDER? THE FUCK IS THAT?! NOBODY WILL EVER FEEL BAD ABOUT KILLING EVER.

OH MAN OH MAN, SAYAKA NEVER FELT BAD ABOUT KILLING ANYBODY EVER AGAIN. Are you retarded?
:oops: I didn't mean instantaneous. ;_;
 
[X] Etched Steel.

I do kind of agree with Omegastar. A character utterly refusing to see themselves in even a semi-positive light, especially when we feel an emotional investment in that character as players, is aggravating. Something being realistic does not make it any less annoying, just as something being annoying does not necessarily mean we immediately decry it. So, ah...can we not jump down people's throats for being annoyed at something that is annoying?

Your comment was extremely aggressively worded though, Omega. Might I suggest a little more discretion in future? Keep in mind that Sayaka is very likely clinically depressed by this point. That shit doesn't just go away.
 
It's Sayaka Miki. Refusing to see herself in a semi-positive light's pretty core to the character- even pre-contract. Feelings of worthlessness over hesitating to contract for Kyousuke and doubt over her own motivations, etc etc.

Also *wince* at the invisitext.
 
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The day Sayaka starts feeling better about herself like that is the day madoka wishes for her to be happy and so Sayaka gets Kirika'd / Grey'd depending on severity.
 
*Looks at Omega's post*
You know, Omega, calling a depressed person's actions "annoying" isn't exactly an acceptable way of-

*Looks at Moid's post*
... That isn't cool either.

*Looks at invistext*
Really? World of intelligence-based insults and you choose that?
 
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Just gonna lay it out once and for all. People complaining about "ooooooooh how bad Sayaka's cryyyyyyyyyyying" or "How daaaaaaaare she feel bad about things that are fucking traumatizing. Oh nooooooo" is one of the most fucking irritating things that I have read, will read, and have been forced to read. This kind of shit has been recurring since thread 5, and while Sayaka's suffering may be annoying to some people, the fucking whining is annoying to me. And a bit frustrating, because, fuck, maybe it does drag the pace down a bit.

Doesn't mean I'm going to do something as stupid as fuck over the characterization because it's annoy-
I do kind of agree with Omegastar. A character utterly refusing to see themselves in even a semi-positive light, especially when we feel an emotional investment in that character as players, is aggravating. Something being realistic does not make it any less annoying, just as something being annoying does not necessarily mean we immediately decry it. So, ah...can we not jump down people's throats for being annoyed at something that is annoying?

*Looks at Omega's post*
You know, Omega, calling a depressed person's actions "annoying" isn't exactly an acceptable way of-
*Looks at Moid's post*
... That isn't cool either.
*Looks at invistext*
Really? World of intelligence-based insults and you choose that?
Are you people fucking trying to piss me off today? Also, your formatting is godawful. Fix that shit.
 
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