Chapter Eleven: The Golden Age Is Over
It's not really a conscious decision. You don't weigh the pros and cons. You're so far beyond that it's not even funny. It's more like watching yourself, like moving in a dream.

The instinctive joy on her face as she sees you hurts. It's like a dagger being driven right between your ribs. Somehow hurts less than the way your name dies on her lips, as she double-takes at the sight of you. Rangy, sick, shaven and scarred. An escaped lab-rat.

"Meg? O-oh God, you're not meant to be out of quarantine yet are you?" She covers her mouth with a gloved hand. She doesn't know. Fuck, they haven't told her yet. "How'd you- nevermind, I'll get someone! Don't worry, everything's going to be alright!"

You want to laugh. You want to cry. You want to do both. Instead you just stretch out your hand, stumble forward like a zombie. "Lakshmi..."

"Hey don't move alright? Find somewhere to sit down- do you need water?" Lakshmi holds up one hand, half-turning back to her friends. Beckoning. "Han, get some water or something! And call someone, he needs medical attention!"

"Lakshmi, don't-" Get closer you just have to get closer

"Get away from him, Lakshmi." The monkey-man isn't smiling any more. He's striding forward, one hand behind his back. Eyes fixed unblinkingly on you. No, no this isn't right. You just have to get to Lakshmi then everything'll be okay.

"Meg, you need to lie down." Lakshmi holds up her hands, warding you away. "You're sick and you need to let us help you-"

please

"Cover your eyes right now!" the voice in your ear orders. You flinch. You shut your eyes. Your right hand stays outstretched but your left comes up, forearm shielding your eyes.

It's still not enough.

Every single sunstrip on the ceiling overloads at once. The underground cavern is consumed in a white-hot inferno. You hear the screams as unsuspecting onlookers are seared to blindness. You hear the glass shatter all at once. Hot shards rain down like burning, edged hail. You hunch over, cry out as they get fouled up in the folds of your hoodie. Biting, searing. And then darkness. Near-absolute darkness. The only hint of illumination is the ghostly glow of the ocean beyond the window, and even that isn't enough for your eyes. The people must be blind, so blind you could be an inch from them and they'd have no way of knowing.

You reach out to Lakshmi. Your shaking hand snags hers.

cold, clumsy metal

You snatch your hand away.

A mace swipes down through the space between you and Lakshmi. A telescoping shaft and thick, heavy, segmented head that crackles with electricity. The man with the monkey's tail has his eyes shut, focusing on nothing. Nostrils flaring as he catches your scent. Ears twitching as he hears your breath. Lunging for you. You throw yourself back with a cry. The sparking mace sweeps over your head, trailing bright arcs.

"Move you miserable cunt! Or do you want to be a lab-rat for the rest of your life!?" Ichiban shouts into your ear.

The man with the monkey's tail doesn't give you the chance. He holds the mace in two hands, bringing it down on you like a knife. Your hands wrap around his. The ball of steel and lightning stops an inch short of your face, searing your eyes with the light of the plasma, filling your nose with the stink of ozone. You gag on it. You can't breathe. He's too strong for you. Is it going to kill you, or just knock you unconscious? You have to get up you have to get away.

Your muscles bulge obscenely. Shift beneath the skin. You rip the mace free of the man's grip and smash it across his chin.

He goes down with a scream of pain. The mace springs from your grip. It's dead weight now. You have to run. You have to move. You roll over, scramble on all fours like an animal. Rise to a hunched sprint and move. Ichiban's voice is in your ear, a deadly-serious bark now. Turn left here, go straight here, climb here, cross the street and run. You leave the more open space behind, plunge into a hallway lit by emergency lights. You look over your shoulder.

The hallway packed tight with men, shoulder to shoulder, several ranks deep. Men in helmets, faceplates, armour. Dark skeins of artificial muscle fibre and uniform 'CSC' shields. And at the head of them, the man who 'protected' Lakshmi from you. You don't look any harder. You just face forward and keep running.

"There's a surface-access lift just up ahead. I'm unlocking it but it's only going to be for a second and it's going straight up so move!"

Security doors opening around you, barely in time for you to race through. Closing behind you again, not quickly enough to stop your pursuers. Slowly, almost one by one, the stragglers in the 'CSC' force are picked off by the shutting bulkheads. Flagging men in all-encompassing armour vanish behind steel shutters. The man with the monkey tail keeps pace. Gains on you. Gaining too quickly.

A glass-doored lift opens ahead, the light above flashing green. You dive through, hit the floor hard. Land in a heap on your back.

The doors shut in the man's face. He slams into it hard enough to shake the frame, the whole lift car. You see him through the glass, fangs bared, chin and jaw seared black and scarlet by the wound you gave him. His fist slams into the glass. It buckles inward, cracks spreading out like a spiderweb. But it's too late. The car rises, and all that pursues you is a roar of helpless anger. You rise towards the surface.

Leaving Lakshmi behind.

You draw your knees up to your chest. You lower your face into your hands. You don't even cry. You don't have any tears. You just feel... hollow. So lost that you don't even know what thought to have next. Lights roll past you as the lift ascends the access shaft. You shiver. You hug yourself tight. Compress yourself into a little ball. Try to return some small measure of warmth.

The lift stops. You shakily climb to your feet, move out into a short corridor. A door, light shining around the edges. You tug your hood up over your head and burst through.

And stumble out into a street.

All around you crowds are gathering, a murmur of low-grade shock in the air. Everyone has their phones out, filming or taking pictures, only to smack and shake their phones in confusion when they refuse to work. Every street light is flashing madly, red and yellow and green and back again. Gridlock traffic, bumper-to-bumper or crumpled fenders. People climbing out of their cars, shouting at each other, demanding insurance information. The electronic billboards are going haywire, the screens showing everything from porn to unreleased movies to Australian politicians caught red-handed in corruption. Over the top of it all is a pair of Japanese characters, strobing madly. It's the heart of Sydney, and Ichiban's hacked it all.

"I know my hacks are a work of art but now's not the time to stand around admiring it!" the voice of the man responsible blares in your ear again. "Move! Don't stop for anything or anyone!"

Faces pass. The crowd presses in. You can't breathe. You have to shove people out of the way, make space, make room for air. Ignore the complaints. How can these people be so calm? How can they treat this as just some weird oddity? Don't they know what's really happening? Don't they know what's right under their feet? Don't they know that there's a monster among them?

The people aren't people any more. They're reflections of the life you used to have. You're on the other side of the mirror, pounding weakly on the glass, screaming to be let back in. It's like the world's in monochrome, sight and sound dulled. You hit the side of a stopped car, crawl blindly over the top of it, ignore the driver's shouts of indignation. Plunge into the crowd on the other side of the street. The veil's pulled back from your eyes. Your whole life's been filled with secret watchers. They used to be protecting you. Now?

You bump into a man. He scowls at you as you pass. He could be a robot like Rob. He could turn, crush your throat, rip you in two. You crash into a woman, make her drop her shopping bags. She could be a creature like Ms. Jenkins, could grow that organic plate and come lunging at you. Men in suits and sunglasses look at you as you pass. Were they always there? Are you imagining things? Are you still dreaming. God please let you still be dreaming. The city you used to know so well is as frightening as a nightmare. Alien.

You pass a movie theatre. You see a small boy and his sister coming out with their parents, chattering excitedly about the movie they saw. You see a long-suffering mother emerging from a shopping centre, her son and daughter laden with full shopping bags. You see a man at a street stall, asking if credit's okay, before awkwardly digging out his wallet to look for bills small enough. You see a small boy getting into a car by the curb, a sleek limo with a woman driving. He looks at you. You stretch out your hand. The car drives away.

"C'mon man homestretch." The buzzing in your ear. "Just take a left here and-"

You scoop the earpiece out of your hoodie and throw it on the ground. The plastic shatters, chips and circuits spraying. Whatever he was going to say dies on the ground. You see the bay up ahead, see the birds wheeling overhead and the guard rail that looks up over the water. You see the fish and chips shop you'd go to whenever you were in the area, first went to so long ago. You see four shapes standing silhouetted against the water, looking out across it. You're close. You can almost reach it. You know you can reach it. Your arms pump, your legs beat the ground. Your lungs are sticking and aching, your heart is burning in your chest. You can't breathe but you can make it, you know you can. Run, reach, grasp it before it-

turns to smoke.

You trip. You fall. The ground rushes up to meet you. Your brain rattles in your skull. Your bones shudder. You sprawl on the cold tiles. Bleeding. Weak. Lying sprawled on your side, a fallen ragdoll. You crane your neck, look back. Men in black suits, advancing in a loose line. Coming for you. Of course they are. Of course they wouldn't let you go. Their hands are in their pockets, in their blazers. You're going back in the box. And you're never, ever, getting out. Even now the tears don't come. You just squeeze your eyes shut and gently lower your head to the ground. Wait.

"Where the fuck'd he go?"

"I don't know, he was here just- never mind, he'll be back. We just have to keep a lookout, wait for more orders."

"Shit, we knew he was capable of Reality Deviance like this."

"We didn't have time to get specialized equipment, either! Now stow the complaints and keep looking!"

You crack your eyes open. It seems so absurd. You want to call out to them. Call them stupid. You're right here. Can't they see you? But they can't. They're standing right over you, one step from being right on top of you. But they can't see you. The three men's heads are on a swivel. The middle one curses, gestures. They turn as one and walk away.

hssssk. hssssk.

You turn your head.

There's a boy standing in front of the railing. Small, can't be more than ten or maybe twelve. A grey hoodie like yours, jeans like yours, faded and worn and washed too many times. Wearing thin. But he's wearing something underneath. Dark grey gloves with ashen-white undersides vanishing up under his sleeves, dark grey boots or socks or something in-between. Half-rigid, half-fabric. And his face is completely hidden by a gas mask. Heavy black rubber, circular filters, eyepieces that shine as if opaque. Looming from within the hood. You only know it's a boy because he speaks to you.

"Where you've gone, they can't follow." He raises one gloved hand and pushes your hood back, resting it on your shaved head almost delicately. "Sleep."

Your eyelids turn to lead. You collapse, too heavy to rise, too heavy to breathe. You don't have the strength to fight it even if you wanted to. Your eyes close. You drift away.

***

Your chariot draws into the courtyard, the horses huffing and blowing with effort. Carrying extra weight. But the ropes lashed to the frame hold firm, the horses don't tire. You imagine that the palace tiles must be far more pleasant to your 'passenger' than the road-dirt he's been suffocating in for the past hours. But either way, his suffering is soon to end. You tug on the reins, urging the horses to slow. They canter, trot, and finally stop level with the stairs to the palace. Your father is already descending, long-since told of your arrival. He takes the steps slowly, unconcerned. Absent-mindedly stroking his moustache.

"And what is it you've brought for me today, my son?"

You leap down from your chariot, draping the reins over the side of the housing. "A great gift, father!" You round the chariot, following the now-slack ropes. Back to the bound and inert golden figure lying by the wheels, in its shadow. You crouch beside your four-armed captive, winding your fingers through his hair and yanking him upright. Turn his face to your father that he might recognise him. His eyelids flutter. Your father pauses mid-stroke.

"The king of heaven himself, eh?" He chuckles. "And here I thought you would pace yourself."

"I longed to see the bite of his thunderbolts for myself," you reply with a grin. "I found them wanting."

He laughs. "I could expect nothing less!" He puts his hands on his hips, cocking his head as he looks down at you. "What do you intend to do with him now?"

"Well..." You glance at the unconscious god. Look back up at your father. "I wished to consult you. What to do with a prize such as him, well, I could scarcely make that decision without consulting my lord and father, could I?"

He waves his hand dismissively. "It was your triumph! Your spoils. Do with him as you wish, for it is your right."

You look at the storm-god again, and grin wickedly. "Then he dies today. I have no need of ransom and I see no pleasure in just letting him go."

Your father smiles and nods in approval. Standing back to let you do as you please. You straighten, reach into your chariot to retrieve your bow and a single arrow. One is all you need. You nock it on the string as you stride away a good distance. You turn, draw, sight down the shaft. Aim for the god's heart.

Another appears in your way.

"Please," says the creator, the face closest to you meeting your gaze. Four arms raised in a silent plea for peace. "Though your victory was fair, the world cannot survive without its god of the skies. Spare him, and I will offer you a boon."

You unbend your bow, a slight smile playing about your lips. "Very well then. Give me immortality."

The four-faced head shakes. "I cannot grant that request. The laws of nature are clear. But I will do what I can; until your worship of Prathyangira is disturbed, you shall never be defeated in battle. But be warned. He who will eventually cause such disturbance will be the one to kill you."

You scoff. "Show me the man who can best Meghanada, even without your boon, and I will show you a dead one."

The creator's four-faced head shakes yet again. " 'Meghanada' is not a name suited to one such as you, whose thunder has eclipsed even the god of storms. I name you before all witnesses as his conqueror; Indrajit."


***

You awaken in another unfamiliar room with a start. Hand on your aching head. Other hand on your aching chest. Your shaved scalp brings back your memories unbidden. The fear, the chaos, the sickening dread. You sit up, groaning. Blinking blearily. You look down.

You've been stripped to the waist. And on your chest, just off-centre to the left, is a rampant lion. Stylised from swirls of scarlet and gold, sharper than any tattoo, surrounded by a circle of strange sigils. It feels warm to the touch. Thrumming in time with your heartbeat.

You swing your legs over the side of your bed. A small single, you don't catch any more details. You're far more concerned by what greets you as you stumble out of the nondescript little room you woke up in and out into the greater space.

It's like an art deco museum gone to seed. Round-edged building-fronts rising high to meet the vaulted ceiling. Gilded columns fusing into every available surface, seashell curves wherever there could be a corner. There's some kind of sigil emblazoned across the floor, far too chipped and faded for you to have any chance of identifying it. Much like everything else, really. Faded, neglected, coming apart at the seams. You're soon distracted, however, by the massive bronze airlock door occupying the entirety of one wall. It looks like something out of a soft science nightmare, surrounded by bare sparking electrical coils and giant tubes of shimmering fluid. Something like a brass squid in the centre of the door, its cepholopodian limbs twisted and twined around the various knobs and dials and protrusions on the door. The entire contraption is framed by two almost comically normal ladders up into god-knows-where.

And in its shadow is... well it looks kind of like some kind of faux-futuristic drydock. There's a large, rectangular, sunken space in the shadow of the gargantuan airlock. All the landing lights are on, casting an almost flame-orange glow and cross the place. By the side of the 'harbour' are a couple more doorways leading to what you can only assume a more bedrooms. Because there are three people in the grand hall with you.

One of them seems roughly your age, or maybe older. Stripped to the waist as well but for the black gloves on his hands. He's pale, dark-haired, maybe dark-eyed too. You can't tell much from this distance. What you can tell is that he's inked up quite thoroughly, and you spy familiar swirls of scarlet and gold over his heart. He hasn't noticed you, nor plans to. He's busy running laps of the 'harbour', stopping every now and then for pushups.

Closer sits two couches, both occupied. The furthest by a girl, surprisingly enough. Or, well, a woman. Teenage? You don't know what the proper term is. All you know is she looks like one of Lakshmi's friends, all dolled up in makeup and jewellery and a thousand-dollar dress, her hair expensively curled and styled. One bracelet-wearing arm draped over her eyes as she snoozes, prone, feet up on the opposite armrest. The closer couch is occupied by the boy you saw before, gas mask and all. Quietly thumbing through a book. You start towards him

"H-"

"I brought you here, this is your new home, the other half of the team is in a meeting right now and once they get back they'll answer all your questions and explain things better than I could," the boy in the gas mask rattles off, as if rehearsed, not looking up from his book.

"Th-?"

"You're welcome."

You blink. The boy still doesn't look up. You don't know what to think.

[ ] Try the boy in the gas mask again. Sure he doesn't seem to want to be bothered with questions about where you are and what you're doing, but maybe at least you can find out a little more about him? He certainly cuts a strange figure.
[ ] Try the girl on the couch. She seems to be napping, but this is important. Like it or not she's the most familiar-looking person around right now, and might be your best chance at getting some answers. Maybe she's in the same boat as you? Similar, at least?
[ ] Try the guy working out. He's got the same tattoo as you, so that's a conversation-starter at least. Maybe he knows what's going on. And, more importantly, is wiling to tell you.
 
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Chapter Twelve: Orientation
[X] Try the guy working out. He's got the same tattoo as you, so that's a conversation-starter at least. Maybe he knows what's going on. And, more importantly, is wiling to tell you.

You open your mouth to thank the kid again, then pause half-way, close it, and just nod.

He seems satisfied.

You turn away and begin awkwardly sidling toward the girl on the couch. It's basic social instinct, more-or-less. You're normal, and she seems normal. Well, more normal than the others, at least. More normal than your surroundings, certainly. If not for the people and architecture around her, she could be any one of the kids at your school. She could be any teenage girl, sleeping off a night out in a dress too expensive for their age. She could be one of Lakshmi's friends.

The thought catches your foot mid-step, and you find yourself thinking that it'd be rude to wake her up for an interrogation. Besides, you might not have that much in common after all.

Your shuffling trajectory casually twists toward the guy instead. You've both got weird tattoos. You're both about the same age, probably. You're both conscious. You both have a Y-chromosome. Look at all these shared experiences! Clearly, this is a tale as old as time. You'll be best goddamn friends in moments.

"So... hi."

You catch his attention with masterful icebreaker, and gesture toward the lion rampant (armed et langued gules) on your chest.

"Meghanada. I'm guessing this is one of yours?"

"Huh?"

The guy stops, arms swinging a little as his momentum bleeds away. You get a pretty damn good look at him at this distance, and what you see isn't as reassuring as what you saw from afar. You thought he was just kinda on the pale side, like most white kids who don't do most of their exercise outside. Boy were you wrong. He's not just pale - he looks sickly. His skin has an unhealthy pallor, near-bloodless and ashen. Tinged grey you're pretty sure. It makes his tattoos stand out all the more harshly, jet-black lines slashing through the pale canvas. He's covered in a glistening sheen of sweat from his workout, making the ink seem like streaks of oil in the light. His hands must be swimming in the stuff in those thick black gloves. Why's he wearing them? It's not like he's working with weights or anything. His well-toned chest rises and falls as he catches his breath. The seal over his heart is a riot of colour by comparison to the rest of him, clashing like a Kindie sticker on a corpse.

Your gaze travels up. The tattoos stop abruptly below his jaw, almost reluctantly. He's clean-shaven, his features lean. He looks like he lost a dangerous amount of weight at some point in his life and putting on all that muscle mass still hasn't quite wiped away the marks. His hair is short and shaggy, black as his tattoos. The eyes that peer down at you are amber. You think that's still a natural eye colour, right?

"The this," you repeat, indicating your identical seal. "It's yours?"

"... no?" He glances over your shoulder. "Look just talk to Thirteen he'll-"

"No, Nathan," the kid in the gas mask - presumably Thirteen - pipes up from across the room.

"Fine. Odette can you-"

"Fuck off I'm tired," the woman on the couch says without even opening her eyes.

Nathan sighs, long and loud. His fixes his gaze back on you. Regards you silently for a moment, clearly hoping you'll just say 'sorry' and go away. But like it or not, he's the only lifeline you've got. So you stand there, meeting his gaze, until he sighs once more and relents.

"No."

You wait for further elaboration. You wait a while. Nathan just holds your gaze, waiting patiently for the moment you give up and go bother someone else.

"... okay," you say eventually. "Do you know what it is then?"

"Yeah."

"So what is it?"

"Ask Cipher."

You furrow your your brow and hold your hands up to your face, lips forming a tight 'O' as you silently stretch out the first syllable of 'what!?'. Nathan shoots you another glance, amber eyes flicking over your hands.

"Nice nails," he says in the exact same tone.

Your head bobs back at the sheer randomness of the comment. You snatch your hands away from your temples, hold them in front of you and curl your fingers over your palm to inspect them. Last you checked the beds had been so bruised it looked like you'd tried to get in a fistfight with a concrete wall. Well... you kind of did but that's beside the point. You figured the nails were about to fall off or something, expose the bruised flesh. Instead they've been dyed. They've turned completely pitch-black, like you spent an hour after getting out of bed going over them with polish. They're too long, too. You'd never let them get this long normally. They're all wearing away at the corners, going sharp. You curl your hands into fists, changed nails digging painfully into your palms.

"What the fuck's your problem, man!?" you snap. "I don't know where I am or what's going on or what's going to happen to me or what's already happened to me and I just ask you a couple simple fucking questions and you go ahead and be all fucking snippy with me!?"

Your outburst kind of runs out of steam at the end of that huge run-on sentence. Leaves you breathless, self-consciously panting for breath. You see Nathan's jaw tighten.

" 'scuse me for giving you a fucking compliment," he grunts.

"You... oh."

You feel stupid now. Very, very stupid. You slowly let your hands drop to your sides, slack. Nathan turns away from you, scowling. Hopping from foot to foot as he does some stretches, limbering up for his next round of cardio. He's Done with you now. Whatever 'in' you had with him is safely burned along with the meagre little footbridge you saw. Mostly because you thought you saw a spider on it and threw a white phosphorous grenade at it.

But then two more unburned bridges come floating down the river or something oh no the metaphor's completely fallen apart.

Two men approach across the grand hall. You didn't see or hear them coming earlier, absorbed as you were in your 'conversation' with Nathan. You think you heard something about a meeting? Yeah they probably came from the meeting. One of them you're only pretty sure is a man because of his frame. Everything else is hidden. Your first thought is that he looks like a retro Darth Vader. Your second thought is admonishment at such a trite first thought but honestly it's fairly accurate. He towers over you, easily six-foot or over, and is completely encased in some kind of suit. It looks kind of like how someone from the sixties would've imagined a diving suit-space suit fusion would look in fifty years. You're not quite sure if the main material is rugged fabric or some kind of leather or what, but it definitely seems reinforced on the inside and out. Everywhere you look you can see pipelike metal struts dipping in and out. Everywhere you look you can see these little... vents? Ports? He sounds as heavy as he looks, and his breathing's no quieter than Thirteen's. It's not unhealthy exactly, not the laboured wheeze of someone more machine than man barely kept from the brink of death. But it rasps through the filters of his vintage gas mask all the same. Twin pools of bloody red light stare down at you.

"Morning," he says in an almost accent-less baritone. It's only when he keeps talking that you manage to pin it down as British. "You'd be the new arrival, then. We were hoping to see you sooner, but the meeting ran a little over time. My name is Ma Jiayi."

"And you've already made a friend, I see."

The second voice belongs to the man in the wheelchair beside Jiayi. It's quite the wheelchair - no simple steel frame and no-frills seat for this man. It looks like a padded leather armchair retrofitted with brass wheels, the foot-rests elegantly worked and shaped around the loafered feet contained within. The man in the seat looks like the very quintessence of a professor. He has the lean frame of an academic, his dress shirt and vest practically clinging to him. His slacks hang down over legs that don't twitch an inch. He leans forward slightly in his chair, the leather upholstery creaking softly. Laces his fingers together in front of his mouth. You see a tan-line on the third finger of his left hand. His hair is short, black and a little spiky - it appears the only comb he's ever known has been his own fingers. His glasses are modern, black-framed things rather than something to complete the lowkey steampunk cosplay. The eyes that stare through them are dark and serious. Perceptive. There are lines in his clean-shaven face, he's going a bit grey at the temples - he could be anywhere between mid-late forties and one of those fifty-year-olds that ages like fine wine.

"Meghanada Dane," he says. "The contractor forwarded us his information on you. I apologise for the state of things. Times have been... shall we say 'tough' in recent history."

"So what's going on?" Nathan asks.

"The Dame Commander would like our new recruit appraised of the state of things around here," the man in the wheelchair replies. "Seems he's already found the perfect guide."

"Radley come on-" Nathan starts to protest.

"Dr. St. Augustine," the man in the wheelchair corrects him firmly. "That doctorate is a hundred years old, it deserves your respect."

You blink. He must be talking about the doctorate itself, like the uh... no that doesn't make sense, who ever heard of a medical institution only a hundred years old getting particularly respected? But it's got to be something like that, right? After all the only alternative is that Dr. St. Augustine is... at least a hundred years old with one weird trick that makes dermatologists hate him.

"Mr. - do you mind if I just call you 'Meghanada'?" St. Augustine says, unaware of how your mind reels.

"Oh, uh, sure," you mumble.

"Meghanada, I'm aware you're full of questions right now," he goes on. "The contractor's report was..." -he grimaces briefly- "...unhelpful as usual, but it was easy enough to glean how difficult this transition has been for you. Which is why Nathan here is going to show you to Cipher's quarters, where he will do his best to explain things."

"Why?" you ask.

St. Augustine spreads his arms. "He's a defector from the Union. Seen both sides of the fence. Grew up like you did... more or less. If anyone's qualified to give you the lay of the land, it's him."

"Just get Odette to do it," Nathan grumbles. "All she does is lounge around pining for daddy's mansion anyway."

"I heard that, Causer!" the girl's voice pipes up angrily from the couch behind you. Nathan looks like he doesn't even know the meaning of the word 'contrition'.

"My boy..." St. Augustine claps his hands back together again. "This isn't a democracy. Just do it."

Jiayi tilts his head and makes a delicate 'off you go' gesture. Nathan scowls and looks over his shoulder at you, his mood somehow souring even further. He inclines his head and sets off at a brisk pace. You have to double-time it to catch up with him. He stoops at a black bundle as he crosses the great hall, unfurls it and flaps it open. A long, black leather trench coat. He shrugs it on, bare chest still exposed. He moves quickly enough that the tails flutter impressively behind him.

The place is an art deco nightmare maze. There's nowhere you can look, nowhere you can turn, where you don't see decay. Half-rotted wood panelling, crumbling masonry, tarnished gilding, cracked glass. Brassy automatons shaped like bipedal crustaceans sunk to their knees, dusty and rusted solid like statues. Everywhere a new twist and turn, stairs leading up, stairs leading down, even lifts. The fuck is this place? Sometimes you swear you hear more than two sets of footprints.

Quick, break the ice, try and show him there's no hard feelings.

"Heh, gotten any paranormal investigators in to check for hauntings?" you ask in your best impression of light-heartedness.

"Mhm. Nothing they can do about it."

Silence. Just your footsteps, his, and what you swear is a third set.

"R-really?" You fucking hate that you don't know if that's a joke any more.

"Yes. Don't wander around after dark. You'll regret it. And speaking of the dark..."

Nathan leads you out into a large, circular room. The two of you stand on a (once-)elegantly-worked walkway stretching right around the perimeter - you're pretty sure it's sunken and slanted a few degrees. Dominating the centre of the chamber is an immense reactor. Granted you don't know what a reactor looks like, and you doubt any normal reactor looks like that, but you know what you see. It looks like one gargantuan Tesla coil made up of dozens upon dozens upon dozens of smaller ones, the air heavy with the stink of ozone as massive bolts of lightning crawl up and down the pillar like fat snakes of light. There are spinning dials and gauges, hissing gouts of steam and ticking clockwork. It seems to be leaning on a dozen huge metal rod, its regular support structure long since deteriorated to uselessness. The rods stand out, lacking the brassy sheen of the rest of the contraption. They're like pearlescent steel or something. They feel... different. And beneath the contraption lies a roiling, burning vat of light. You don't know how else to describe the liquid. It's like someone skimmed the iridescent surface off a million puddles of oil and poured them all into a bronze caldera. It's as warm as the noon sun.

"This is the uh..." Nathan gestures. "Catalytic... Plant. Let's go with that. Keeps us powered, keeps us safe. Don't fuck with it. Don't go past it, either."

"Why?"

He points. You look. Across the chamber, past the reactor, you see more corridors. More hallways, splitting and forking, leading off into parts unknown. Off into the unmapped reaches of this weird old museum. But the light doesn't reach there. None of the bulbs even flicker. There's nothing but gloom, lit only by the occasional extra-bright spark from the reactor. The shadows aren't idle. The longer you look, the more you see. There's shapes. Your mind can't just be playing tricks on you. They keep vanishing whenever the light touches them but you know you saw them. Standing. Watching. Waiting-

Nathan smacks you on the shoulder. You jolt and turn. He's grimacing at you. You glance back at the dark. The shapes your mind conjured up are gone. It's just stupid shadows.

"Don't fuck around alone, after dark, past this point, or any combination of the three. Got it?"

"Got it."

"Good. Now go bother Cipher."

He indicates the path. A short hallway branching off from the reactor chamber leading to a relatively unassuming door. Glass-paned, the writing chipped and faded away. The surface is bubbled, nothing but vague smears passing through. You step forward, glance back. Nathan hasn't budged. He stays by the reactor railing and impatiently shoos you forward. You purse your lips and keep walking. Breathe. In and out. Answers are coming. You turn the knob and step inside.

You think it was a laboratory space once. Still is, kind of, if not in spirit. The vaulted ceiling and furnishings bring to mind images of Doctor Frankenstein shocking corpses, marvelling at how the electricity galvanises the inert muscle through dead nerves. But someone's gone and filled it with computers. Server stacks, monitors, PC towers, laptops, like your image of a hacker-cave come to life. You think you see a kitchenette off in the corner complete with minifridge and microwave. Music's playing - how'd you not hear it through the door? There's a big flatscreen TV too, paused on some movie or another, the couch before it empty but for an empty bowl with some dried melted cheese and chip dust clinging to the sides. You take a few steps forward into the strange little den of modernity.

"Hey."

You jump back with a start. The man just seems to loom out of nowhere. You could've sworn the room was empty when you came in. Yet here he stands before you, plain as day. 'Plain' being the operative word. Compared to everyone else you've met it's surreal how mundane he looks. He's about your age, maybe a year or two older. On the rangy side, must be one of those hyperactive metabolism guys that has to mainline protein powder to put on any sort of mass. He's like a scarecrow in a Metallica T-shirt and tracks, a thin grey hoodie draped over his bony shoulders. His feet are bare, toes peeking out beneath the hems of his pants. He's slouched, or hunched, his hands tucked in his pockets. His dark hair is past jaw-length, half-heartedly raked back behind his ears. His canted eyes are bruised hollows, bloodshot, like he hasn't slept in days.

"You're... Cipher?" you ask.

"Mhm." He glances around. "Sorry. Don't get company. Nowhere for us to sit."

There's the couch of course, but he probably thinks that'd be as weirdly informal and casual as you do.

"They um... St. Augustine, he said you'd tell me what's going on?" you venture.

"Yeah." He takes one hand out of his pocket, scratching the back of his neck. "Meghanada Dane. Born July 14th 2000, registered as a home birth with your twin sister Lakshmi. Mother's name unknown, kept completely off the grid. Holiday house you said in your statement she lived in doesn't see activity for about fifty weeks in a year. Father's name is Patrick Dane, Syndicate Enforcer promoted to a cushy Re-Org job because he couldn't take field work any more after the Week of Nightmares. Common enough, called the Week of Nightmares for a reason. One kid a troublemaker, one kid a saint. One kid fast-tracked for the Syndicate's Enforcer big-leagues, the other locked up in Cerberus to be a tissue farm for rakshasa-derived combat homunculi-"

"Yeah I got it," you say testily. "I meant the other stuff."

"... oh." Cipher looks like you just slapped him. "Sorry. I lose track sometimes, sifting through all the data. Find it easier to just get it all out and not worry about picking and choosing."

"How about I pick and choose for you?" you ask.

He scratches the back of his ankle with one foot. "Yeah. Sounds good."

... shit what do you choose? You've got a million questions and non-infinite time.

"The Union's deal-?" you start.

"Yeah was gonna..." he trails off, gesturing vaguely. "Include that. Know that's one of the important parts. The Union, the Traditions, the Ascension War, us. Meant more like... particular stuff. Stuff relevant to you right now."

[ ] Ask about monsters. You've seen werewolves now - there's no other word for those Pentex freaks that killed Rob and Ms. Jenkins. Dad mentioned something about an ancient bioweapon gone berserk. What's been hiding in the corners of the world you thought you knew all this time?
[ ] Ask about Pentex. You have the broad strokes, but they're extremely broad strokes. What is Pentex, exactly? Why does it oppose the Union? What does it want?
[ ] Ask about the things that live in the... 'Umbra' you think it was called? Things that aren't meant to survive on Earth for long. Ask about rakshasa.
[ ] Ask about Australia. If this is what the world is really like - monsters and mages and megacorps - then what does that say about Australia? How much have you missed about your country back when you were just like everybody else?
 
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Chapter Thirteen: Secret History
"Australia," you say.

"I know of it."

You grimace. Cipher gives you a blank look.

"Apparently I don't know the first fucking thing about what's going on in my own home so I'd appreciate a rundown," you continue.

"S'kind of a broad question."

"Then elaborate. I've got time."

" 'kay. Back in 1210-"

"Don't you think that's a bit far back?" you interject, suddenly worried that you're going to have to listen to Cipher's barely-awake mumbles for several hours. He just looks at you. Or through you, rather.

"Ascension War backstory's important," he says with a shrug.

"Okay. Uh. Go on then."

Cipher half-turns and takes his hand out of his pocket, waving it half-heartedly. Every screen in the room responds in unison, linked somehow. You wander past him, scan them as he speaks. Text scrolls across the screens, files and documents, pdfs unearthed from some corner of the net or another all with some kind of big fat [TOP SECRET] or [REDACTED] or [FOR EYES ONLY] marker at their head. The TV is easiest to read. You come to a stop beside the couch, leaning on it with one hand.

"Used to be there were just mages. 'Just' meaning there were a hundred different variants on any given faith structure but like... y'know the whole 'your god doesn't exist' thing? That kinda thinking's more recent than you'd think. Used to be back in the old days you'd just say 'your god's shitty'. Nobody really denied their existence, just believed theirs was better. Things were competitive, even destructive, but not in the same way. You weren't retroactively erasing them from the history books."

"So it's a religious thing?" you ask.

Cipher's bloodshot eyes stare into yours. Your brow furrows as you give him a concerned look. "... nah?" he says at last. "Mean, in a metaphorical sense kinda. If you think of the Council of Mystic Traditions as a bunch of pagan sects and the Order as the Church coming in to say they were actually all worshipping Satan all along then burning them. Metaphorically."

"Metaphorically," you say somewhat dubiously. "You mentioned the Order. Order of Reason? Dad mentioned them I think."

Cipher nods. "Y'know Hermetics, named after Hermes Trismegistus? Nevermind, not important. All you really need to know is the Order of Hermes are probably closest to whatever you think of first when you think 'Mage'. And back in 1210 their brand new subsidiary the Craftmasons went rogue and took out one of their favourite chantries at Mistridge. First time anyone had the idea to fight magic with a gun. Cannons, I mean."

"Then what?" you ask. "I mean... what I saw under Sydney was one thing, but this was eight hundred years ago. How did some guys with first-gen gunpowder artillery wipe out magic?"

"You're asking two different questions, man." Cipher shrugs slightly. "How'd the Craftmasons take down Mistridge? With everything they had. Primium-barrelled cannons. Knights in magic-cancelling armour. Every mercenary group within riding distance that was insane enough or greedy enough to take the contract. And a shitload of peasants with hoes and clubs and tin pots for helmets who were just sick of being treated like worms. Most of the Sleepers died. Accurate casualty rates were never taken but it was a lot. But even back then mages weren't gods. They got tired and worn out and they made mistakes. They dulled themselves grinding through all the meat, and the knights decapitated the lot of them and demolished the place with cannonfire. If it's any consolation, these days they'd just use homunculi for the human wave tactics," he adds with a tone that you think is supposed to be ironic. You don't find it funny. You just think of Ms. Jenkins.

"And then second question?" you ask, eager to dispel the image in your mind.

Cipher shrugs again. "Nobody gave a shit. Why would they? Was just a Hermetic civil war to them. They didn't know the Craftmasons weren't gonna stop at just one chantry. And for ages it seemed like it had ended there. Then they captured the White Tower."

An old medieval illustration flashes on the TV. It's not the most realistic depiction of things but you get the gist well enough. A woman in black robes has her hands raised, various arcane designs hovering in the air before her. Desperately repelling a volley of gunfire from some distinctly anachronistic arquebusiers while a small cannon is primed and aimed at her. Death of Yoassmy of Brittany, c. 1325 (reconstruction from archive) it reads.

"That's when they organised properly. Put all their ducks in a row and rebranded themselves the Order of Reason." The TV rapidly flicks through old pictures, official documents and census data from the fourteenth century. Synced with his speech, far too quick for you to read. "Artificers, Gabrielites, Celestial Masters, High Guild, Solificati, Cosian Circle and Void Seekers. And Craftmasons at the top. Various mage groups play catch-up about a century and a half later to be the 'Council of Mystic Traditions' and rip the White Tower back down again in 1745. 'Last alliance of men and elves' sort of deal."

A painting appears on the screen to match his words. He wasn't kidding. It looks like something out of the latest summer blockbuster, hundreds of millions in CGI on the screen. Bolts of lightning flying in every direction, fireballs and cannonballs, a boiling mass of fighting men and women in the shadow of the tower as dragons circle the highest levels, bright gouts of flame splashing across the white stones. The Battle of White Tower, c. 1745 (reconstruction from archive).

"You should hear some people talk about it. It was apocalyptic shit. They had armies from five continents, Akashics punching clockwork mechs in half, Chakravanti teleporting in to assassinate officers, Cronos Seers accelerating time around the Hermetics so they could throw fireballs faster, Dreamspeakers pulling things out of the Umbra and dropping them on the Order's lines - and the monsters, man, don't forget about the monsters. Dragons and trolls and fairies, fuck, even vampires and werewolves and some of the Fae joined up because they might not have given a shit about humanity but they sure as hell gave a shit about themselves and that's exactly what the Order was threatening."

More pictures, flashing past too quickly to check the sources, in every medium you can think of and besides. A woman with a shaved head in simple robes standing firm before the barrel of a cannon, redirecting the burning ball it just fired right back into the gunners. An Indian man wielding two short blades driving them home beneath the arm of a clockwork behemoth as the Caucasian man in robes on its other side freezes the other arm with a chilling spray from his hands. A shape shrouded in black mist - it's only due to the masterful dynamism of the composition, and its blood-dripping claws, that you can tell the sixteen mutilated men falling behind it are its handiwork.

"So... how come they're in power then?" you ask.

"It didn't matter," he replies, one corner of his mouth upturned ruefully. "It never does."

"Why? Did they have another headquarters, a secret one?"

Cipher sort-of laughs. "Yeah, kinda. Society. The Industrial Revoluton started like fifteen years later."

"... oh."

"Yeah. Ripping down the White Tower didn't mean jack shit. Order were fighting a completely different war, hearts and minds stuff. Industry got stronger and stronger, Order's influence expanded. They were in deep with all the big players in town, got to influence policy. Prince Albert came along and gave them brand name recognition and a tagline. One World, One Truth, One Order. Forward the Union."

"Sounds like our slogan," you say, uncertain of how else to contribute.

"Exactly," Cipher replies. You nearly groan. He keeps going. "Thing you need to know about the Union is they like to cut people loose when they don't toe the line. Solificati, Craftmasons... then they came for the Electrodyne Engineers. It was an ultimatum sort of thing. See they had this concept called Luminiferous Ether."

"That was how they tried to explain wave-based light propagating through empty space, right?" you ask.

"... yeah, actually." Cipher blinks.

You scratch the back of your neck. "Dad wanted me to get educated."

"Syndicate always pays for the best. Anyway." He gestures at the screen. Vintage blueprints flash across, notes scribbled excitedly in the margins. Artist's renditions of the finished products. The retro future. The World Of Tomorrow as imagined in the pipe-dreams of the 1900s. It eventually settles on a picture of Nikola Tesla. " 'kay so he's not... strictly speaking critical to what happened but he's a good sort of overall..." Cipher gesticulates in the general direction of the screen "Situation."

"Yeah, I think I get it," you say. "He had the idea for wi-fi before anyone else did, right? Or at least something like that. I know I remember something about wirelessly transmitting free electricity to everyone on the planet through some kind of atmospheric medium. Marconi only barely beat him to the first wireless transmission because his patron fucked him on the funding. Then he went crazy and started talking about death rays and shit before he died."

"Classic Etherite."

"But why? If the Union's about technological advancement and killing magic or whatever why not help people like him?" you ask.

"Because the Union needs just that. Union." Cipher gestures, and the screen starts scrolling through more scientific documents. You see a mention of the Michelson-Morley experiment. "The Conventions were all meant to be branches of the same core. Just departments, answering to Control. Futurists like Tesla, the concept of Ether..." he shrugs "Kinda half-half between people thinking the ideas were dangerous or just stupid wastes of time. It didn't fit with the majority so Control told the Electrodynes to burn everything and start from scratch. Things is, their type hate letting go of their ideas. And they especially hate being told what to do by the guys with the purse strings. So they split. Dr. St. Augustine could tell you more if you want a personal view."

"... wait so this was-?"

"1904 or so, anyway," Cipher forges on as if the idea isn't absurd in the slightest. "See now we get into the really bad shit. The Czar Vargo shit. See he was an Etherite's Etherite and way back at the turn of the century he made it clear that he wasn't a big fan of people like him having to invent weapons for the Syndicate to sell to the Sleepers. So he left, and nobody saw him for a while. Then in 1914 he came back with a fuckload of Ether Cruisers, manpower and other materiel, parked himself above Paris, and said he was taking over the world."

You blink. Cipher waits patiently for you to ask the question that's obviously on your mind.

"... so World War 1 was actually-" you start.

"It wasn't 'actually' anything," he corrects you quickly.

"But then how does that make sense? If the Union's this all-encompassing shadow government-"

"It's departments," he reminds you. Every country's a different department. Sometimes the right hand doesn't know what the left is doing 'til it's too late. Sometimes the Sleepers just randomly do shit nobody was expecting and everyone has to scramble to clean up the mess. But anyway, Czar Vargo."

"Took over the world?" you prompt him dubiously.

"Tried to, anyway. The Union fought him in Paris, badly depleted a lot of their forces. They say they eventually beat him so badly he had to run away into the Umbra with his tail between his legs. Trads say he was too disgusted by the loss of life to keep fighting and gave up all on his own. Either way, they stretched their shadow government muscles and started massaging history back into line so nobody would ever remember that time a guy's personal space-fleet dropped out of etherspace to take over the world." Cipher flexes two fingers. You see a heavily redacted report involving the destruction of 'materials in need of censorship' dated around late July of 1914.

"Then what? More of the same?"

"Kinda. Like I said, it's not always secret puppetmasters pulling the strings." A black-and-white photo of Hitler proudly standing before a teeming crowd at a 1939 rally. "Sometimes the people who deserve it least are in just the right place at just the right time with just the right resources and will to make their vision a reality. Everybody split down national lines, again. But in the end everyone realises that the... things drawn to Hitler like flies to a mass grave aren't worth ideological purity."

Another black-and-white photo. A shape with its back to you, you can't tell the gender. You can tell they're wearing some kind of druidic garb, a gnarled wooden staff leaning over one shoulder. Fallen to its knees, hunched over. Despair as plain as if you could see their face. A man in a suit stands beside them, one hand on their shoulder. Beneath them, below the hill they stand on, is a camp surrounded in barbed wire. Cipher laughs ruefully.

"Bet everyone felt pretty good about themselves after that. Everyone loves fighting Nazis, right? They're monsters. They're unambiguous. Problem is, once they were beaten, nothing was left to hold everyone together."

He's silent for a time. You tear your eyes away from the screen. His face is showing the most emotion you've seen since you came in. Lip curled in disgust.

"Anyone who thought the Union was gonna learn anything from World War 2 couldn't have been more wrong."

Another slide in the impromptu show. A world map, the countries' respective flags spread across the USA and USSR.

"The Cold War. A war fought with ideology while everyone sat in the basements terrified of the world ending. It was a testbed. Capitalism vs Communism. When Capitalism won, the greater Union left the Communists to come crawling back. And then there was the Pogrom."

It takes you a second. One second until what 'pogrom' means clicks in your head. "... right after World War 2-?"

"It wasn't the same. Not to them." There's bile and anger in Cipher's voice but it's understated, muted somehow. It isn't reaching his face. He just keeps staring through you, barely blinking. "They thought they were doing a public service. Ridding the world of hidden threats by butchering everything magical."

"What? Why!?" You blink rapidly. That werewolf. You saw a werewolf with the Union. For that matter, you saw werewolves period. "How do you make the leap from industrial revolution to genocide?"

"And I thought you paid attention in class."

You scowl hard at Cipher. He doesn't seem to notice.

"Dunno what the theory's called these days but at the time it was the Theory of the Conjunction of the Spheres. Thinking was - is - that everything you'd call a 'magical creature' is actually an alien. ExtraDimensional Entity, whatever. Point is that at some point or another back in the murk of history, thin patches in the veil between our reality and the Umbra intersected. They slipped through and set up shop. So to them, hunting down a bunyip and putting a .30-06 between its eyes is about as immoral as killing a wild rabbit. Tradition conservation tactics are quaint at best, dangerous at worst."

You think about the monster that killed Ms. Jenkins and Rob. "... fine, I can buy that. Dragons always get knights coming after them whatever. What about people? Did they really round up and kill all the mages they could find? How could they justify that?"

"Y'know sorcerers in the Lovecraft stories?" Cipher doesn't so much as blink but the screen still shifts. It displays a disturbingly realistic render of a magic circle in the middle of a dark forest, hooded figures clustered around beneath a yawning rip in the sky through which something peers through.

'The air opened up and something reached through and just... handed you over. Set you down beside Lakshmi and left. We never saw it again.'

"That's not... real is it?" you ask, worry creeping into your voice.

"Wha-?" Cipher glances over his shoulder. "No, no, just books... well-"

"Come on!"

"In principle! That's what I was getting to!" Cipher kneads his forehead. "The point is. The Union believes that every time a mage 'casts a spell', they're using atavistic brain functions to channel cosmic energy through the Umbra. They're not making something out of nothing, they're pulling it through. And every time they do, they make the holes they do it through a bit wider. Wider means more... things coming through. Bad things. Things the Void Engineers spend a lot of tax dollars shooting while it's still in space where it can't hurt anybody."

"They really believe that?" you ask, somewhat incredulously. " 'Cosmic energy' is more believable than magic?"

"I dunno, man. Makes the most sense with their frame of reference. Mean, look at you. If you're not an alien then what are you?"

You don't say anything. Cipher's lips part slightly as, slowly, as he realises what he actually said.

"... sorry," he mumbles.

"It's fine," you say insincerely.

" 'kay. So uh," Cipher turns this way and that, as if physically searching for a lifeline out of the pit of awkward. "Where was I going with...? Oh, yeah, Australia. Thing you gotta realise is, like... fight's over, heh. Union won the Ascension War in all the way it matters. Pogrom isn't official policy anymore but if you're a Trad you still have to run and hide like a rat. 'specially if you know just how much you're being watched every second of every day. Like me."

"Which is...?" you press.

"Virtual Adept. Our crew did IT for the Union until the Cold War. By the time the Berlin Wall fell we were sick of the political backstabbing and shitflinging. Saw the writing on the wall. Stayed any longer, the Union were gonna come for our core belief too." He pauses, quickly continuing as you open your mouth to ask for clarification. "Simulation Theory. Everything's just virtual reality we can learn to manipulate if we just learn the code."

"Like the Matrix?"

He gives you the hollowest stare yet.

"... okay nevermind."

"Point is that things are different here, y'know?" Cipher makes a vague gesture to illustrate his point. The screens respond, showing maps of Australia, the latest headlines, polling data. "Civilisation's just clinging to the coast, restricted to a few isolated pockets in the interior. So much weird shit lives here. So much that can't be explained. And no matter how hard we try and catch up with the first world we're nowhere near as close as we'd like. The Union's hold here is... lighter, I guess. Most people feel like if any war can be won, it's here. If anything can actually change, it's here."

"Do you?" you ask.

"No."

You wait for elaboration. He doesn't give any. The screens slowly turn off again, one by one, rebooting to show nondescript scrolling text. Computerised white noise. You start to wonder if Cipher licks his eyes instead of blinking, like a lizard.

"What about... this group, then?" you ask, gesturing in a vaguely collective manner. "Where am I? Why am I here? What's with this tattoo? Why'd that Nathan guy have one too?"

He scratches his scalp through his mop of hair. "Dame-Commander's job to explain that stuff. She told me she'd be over about now, so I'm just gonna go to the bathroom."

"... thanks for sharing?" you say as the strange man turns and shuffles away. You watch him go regardless, slightly suspicious of him pulling a vanishing act to go with the sudden appearance when you first walked in. But he goes inside just like he said, closing the door behind him. No noises, thankfully. You take a long, slow, deep breath. You're about ready to wake up in your room and find out it was all a horrible dream now. You turn to check the door you came in through. It's half-open. Nathan's leaning through, one hand on the knob, the other frantically beckoning you. He's hissing something to you, but you don't get enough time to figure out what it is. You can probably guess what, though. Because a moment later a woman barges through the doorway, physically shouldering him out of the way, and strides up to you. You fight down the instinct to shrink back with all your might, even as she looms larger and larger.

She's tall, easily your height or a bit taller. Broad to match. You suppose some of her imposing figure might be owed to her coat. It's not some black leather number from the 90s like Nathan's. It's got epaulettes, proper gold buttons down the lapel. Gold and scarlet, just like the seal over your heart. If she has a matching hat, she's not wearing it right now. Her hair is the colour of steel, pulled back into a tight bun, but her face isn't the right age. Her eyes are the same colour as her hair, steely, not lost a bit of their light. From the lines on her face she looks closer to 40 than 80. But then again, maybe the scar is throwing off your estimates. It's old, healed up as best as could be hoped, but it's still obvious. It's a massive discolouring thing that dominates the left side of her face completely, a blotchy burn that almost left her completely two-faced.

"You," she says. "Who are you?"

Whether it's one thing or another, the question takes you off-guard. You have to actually think about it. If nothing else, because you don't know how she'd take the obvious answer.

[ ] Meghanada Dane.
[ ] Indrajit.
[ ] I don't know.
[ ] Whatever you need me to be.
 
Chapter Fourteen: Dis-Orientation

"Meghanaaada?" You find yourself drawing out the name, voice pitching higher as though asking a question. Searching her face for some reaction like you're watching a rope bridge for signs of fraying. "Meghanada." You conclude, like putting your foot down. "Meghanada Dane."

Still nothing. ...seriously, what does she even want from you? Some kind of New Age Spirit Name bullshit? Are you supposed to pick a codename like this is the X-Men? Nathan got away with "Nathan", for fuck's sake. You're not going to start calling yourself Meghanada X, thanks.

Gloved fingers cup your chin and with a twitch of her wrist she tips your head back. Your first instinct is to splutter in protest, your second is to try and squirm right the hell away from the handsy lady, the third is to bite your fucking tongue and stop both because you can feel it. Feel the strength in her grip. She's applying the barest bit of pressure and it feels like your jaw's caught in an industrial vice. Like if she put more effort in than not at all she'd shatter your bones like so much spun sugar. She tilts you from side to side. Your skull limply flopping atop your spine as you're yanked up on tiptoes. Cold iron eyes search your face. Your features. Her gaze doesn't meet yours. You don't think she particularly cares.

With one gloved finger she pushes up the corner of your lip. Her hands are cold, even through the fabric, and you shiver. Gasp and gurgle wetly.

"Hng."

You can see Nathan over her shoulder, arms crossed over his chest. Trying to seem stoic and even as can be. Only half-succeeding because you can still see the flinch as she manhandles you, see the way he does his best to bury the awkward cringe. She touches her fingertip to the edge of your canines. Testing the sharpness. Feeling the piercing point. She makes a pensive, neutral noise and releases you. You back away, beating as hasty retreat out of easy grab range. Trying not to whine like an injured dog. She doesn't bother coming after you she just stands within the doorway instead; hands clasped behind her back, feet shoulder width apart. The ocean could crash against her and she'd just cut it in half with that pose. A mountain could fall from the sky and it'd shatter over that posture.

It's weird, a childhood of ambient stranger-danger ads and omnipresent police but you've never really been afraid of an adult. Anxious and uncomfortable and afraid of being punished sure. Jiayi and St. Augustine put you on edge and Dad was...was your dad. You might have mistrusted them or dismissed them or resented them but you were never afraid they'd hurt you. You were never afraid of them.

You think you're afraid of her.

"Technically speaking your full name is Sir Meghanada Dane of the Knights of St. George and you are to be afforded all titles and dues appropriate to your station." She's looking down at you, down her nose. Pinning you in place with the sheer force of her attention alone. This isn't shitty highschool superiority, this is as far removed from David as David is from the moon, you can feel the weight. Feel your skin itch and crawl. "Practically speaking the old rites have not been observed for quite some time, and the Knights no longer have any lands or dues to disperse. A shame: tradition gives meaning. Tradition gives structure. Without it we are nothing. Without it you are nothing."

You open your mouth to retort and she just...effortlessly talks over you. The words stilling, choking in the back of your throat.

"Your name no longer matters Meghanada Dane, you are no one. Your life no longer matters, it is not even your own. Debts to the Knights may only be settled through penitent service. Something so simple as your father's wealth will not suffice."

"M-my father?" Your voice shakes and cracks; puberty come again. Your hand rises to your throat. Black nails digging into tanned flesh as you swallow.

"Ichiban was, is, one of ours. The work he did drew upon our crucial resources. Your father assumed that it was a simple matter of payment," the corner of her mouth quirks up in the ghost of a smile, it has not a trace of warmth within it, "ah the Syndicate. Reducing everything to a function of gold and treasure. No, Mr. Dane I am afraid there is only one way to discharge your debt to us."

"Service?'

"Yes," she says. You fidget, wishing you could fade back into the mess of wires and screens. You were really asking. "You do as I say, you do as ordered, and we will keep you safe. From Pentex, from the Union, and from the many, many enemies young Mages incur. Disobey?"

She doesn't shrug but you can hear it in her words. Hear it in the way the question lingers. There's a tingling on your chest. A pins and needles stippling that deepens, sharpens, into heat. Skin shrinking. Swarmed with biting ants. You cry out, hand flying to your chest as the seal glows golden through the material of your shirt. And then just like that it stops. Cuts out. One moment lustrous light is spilling through your fingers and the next your shirt's cool. Your chest fine. You tug down your collar, panting as you peer for it. Searching wildly for the burns your body insists must be there.

"I claim the balance from your flesh and blood. Do you understand?"

"Y-yes ma-"

"Dame-Commander."

"Yes Dame-Commander." The words tumble from your lips. Ugly and ungainly, your tongue shaping clumsy syllables. Palm cradling your pectoral you bob your head. Inclining it in a stiff, robotic bow. Your brain churning. Thoughts a maelstrom stirred to intensity. It's hard to concentrate. The world is swaying beneath you.

"Good. Causer will be responsible for your care. You will be called when needed."
And then...she's gone. And you're alone, drenched in sweat and panting.

Nathan steps through the door to fill the empty space the Dame Commander's exit, as abrupt as her entrance, left. He starts to reach out to you. His fingers curl back into a fist with a creak of leather and he stops halfway, hand bobbing as he reconsiders. It falls to his side, slapping the right side of his coat.

"Sorry," he says. "She's kind of intense."

"Yeah what was..." You paw at your chest, still trying to prove to yourself that the searing pain you felt over your heart was real. "What happened to me?"

"Thought she'd explain it herself but I guess she fobbed it off to me," Nathan says with a sigh. "You're stuck here, same as the rest of us. The Seal-" he taps his own chest "-is a leash. With a bomb in it. If any of us go off the reservation, Dame-Commander just..."

He snaps his fingers and makes an explosion noise. You dig your sharpened nails into your chest through your shirt, as if about to rip the tattoo off skin and all.

"Why!?"

" 'cause we're all too dangerous to just let run free," he says. "Like she said. Penitent service. We play nice and we get protected instead of killed."

"All?" you repeat. You flash back to all the others. A preteen reading a book, a dolled-up girl your age just napping, a guy in a wheelchair and... okay the massive guy in the suit you can buy, but all the others? As dangerous as... as you? "What did they do?"

Nathan shakes his head. "Look, just, bit of advice. Stay in your own lane. Do what I say when I say so the Dame-Commander doesn't take both our heads off. Nobody wants to talk about why they're here, nobody wants to share and talk about their feelings. Good news is this place was built to house a fuck-of-a-lot more people than us so you'll have plenty of space to stay out of everyone's way. Got it?"

"Got it," you mumble.

"Alright," he says. "Now let's get to work."

***

He's right. The place - Asheklon, it's properly called - is stupidly huge to only be housing the nine of you. You get a room all to yourself, not that you have anything left to fill it with. Just you and the clothes on your back. At least it's nice enough. Old, dusty, a few cracks in the walls, but overall it feels like a nice hotel room. Almost familiar. You don't spend long making yourself at home.

Nathan puts you through your paces immediately. You're a knight now, as absurd as the prospect seems. A knight whose job description will soon involve killing things as bad as you or worse. Any hope you had of your extensive archery training being 'enough' fitness are immediately dashed as he orders you to do a hundred laps of the docks with ten pushups between each lap. And he counts your pushups for you, only when he thinks you've done a 'proper' one. Ten such laps in, he tells you to stop. You collapse face-down on the floor in a puddle of sweat and sigh in relief.

He comes up with a solution. You're all lopsided from archery only training your right arm. You have to keep going, but now your pushups have to be left-handed only. Your audience offers no sympathy.

"H-howcome..." you wheeze "they aren't... working out?"

"One, because they aren't physical fighters. Two, because they've been a lot longer than you. And three, shut up and start running before I add ten more laps."

You have no way to tell the time without the sun or a clock, and your body is crying with so much pain that it could be a thousand years for all you know. But at last, mercifully, Nathan lets you get up. He doesn't help you up or anything, no, he watches you drag your own crippled self to your feet and just walks off expecting you to follow. You do, at the speed of a zombie.

He shows you to the dining area. It must have looked like a million dollars back in its prime, all wood panelling and leather upholstery and golden chandeliers. Now everything's covered in dust but for a few scattered tables and the counter, behind which a brassy humanoid figure stands. Nathan strides casually up to it so you follow, trying not to gawp at everything.

"I'll have the seafood platter with hollandaise sauce," he says.

"Excellent choice, sir!" the blank-faced robot's voice comes from speakers hidden beneath its jaw.

Nathan turns to you. "You can order whatever you want, place is stocked to outlast a nuclear war and feed about a hundred times more people. You should try the bison steak."

"... aren't bison endangered?" you ask, like that's really the most crucial question you could be asking at this point.

"Weren't when this place got built. And I think the one they have in the kitchens is immortal."

You just... very pointedly don't ask anything else and ask for chicken schnitzel instead.

"Excellent choice, sir!" the robot says with the exact same inflection. "Take a seat and your orders will be brought to you forthwith!"

You make to move away, but Nathan stops you with a gesture. You wait in silence, but not for long. In record time a pair of plates laden high with steaming, fresh food pop up on the counter through pneumatic tubes. The robot holds them up and just freezes, waiting patiently for some kind of signal. Nathan pries the plates free of its bronze grip and inclines his head towards one of the less-dusty tables.

"Waiter bot broke down," he says. "Self-serve only."

"Have a great day!"

"Shut up."

"Okie-dokie!"

You sit down with a groan of blissful relief, taking your weight off your tired limbs. You're in love with your food from the first bite. The exquisitely-prepared and sauced schnitzel makes your tongue positively tingle at the taste of all these flavours. And it's real food, after what they were feeding you in that underground prison. You downright scarf it down, sharpened predator's teeth slicing through the meat like butter. The whole thing's in your stomach in under a minute, not a sound out of you the whole time but chewing and swallowing. You feel almost satisfied. Like it was missing just one thing.

"Someone's hungry," Nathan remarks, eating some calimari. He's still got his gloves on.

"Yeah," you mumble, self-conscious all of a sudden.

"Well, you better enjoy it," he says. "Once I'm done you're going again."

You deflate.

***

There's a part of you that likes it. Nathan's a hideously cruel taskmaster, waking you up at what feels like five in the morning and working you to the bone the rest of the day. Reminds you of Corps Camp almost, at least the bit before you got sent home. Almost normal by comparison to everything else that's happened since you turned 18. Your mind can drift off, away from your aching and sweat-soaked body, and think about nothing in particular. You can shut out anything but your own painful, laboured breathing. The burn in your lungs and muscles.

The others rotate in and out, wandering around Ashkelon as it pleases them. Odette you mostly see moving from what must be her room to the dining room and back again. Thirteen tends to sprawl out on the couch, more reading his book than watching you suffer. You catch a few half-heard bits of conversation between St. Augustine and Nathan, you think it's about him pushing you too hard. Ma Jiayi offers his arm to you like a vertical bar at one point. It doesn't budge so much as a degree while you splutter and die trying to do fifty pull-ups. The giant man in the antiquated power armour tries giving you a few technique pointers before Nathan tells him to let you do it on your own. He just pats Nathan on the head with his other shovel-like hand.

"If... if I'm a mage..." you puff between gulps of water, sitting on the edge of the docks on a rare break. "When does... magic... come into it?"

"You're wasting break-time," Nathan says as if he hadn't even heard the question.

"Come on!" you snap, throwing down your empty bottle. It bounces off the floor with a plastic 'thunk'. "I have no idea where I am and barely any idea what's going on! The least you can do is answer me!"

"If you're waiting for a Hogwarts class you're gonna be waiting a long time," Nathan says while he stretches, as if ignoring your outburst. "Anyone who thinks learning 'magic' is as easy as learning the right shit-Latin word and the right way to jerk off the air is an idiot or a Hermetic. But I'm repeating myself." He lets his arms drop, gloved hands resting in his lap. "Feel your left arm."

"O... kay?" You oblige, squeezing your left bicep. It- huh. You squeeze again, just to be sure. There's no way that can be right. Last you can remember it was soft. Now it feels like your archery arm.

"Every mage is a freak," Nathan says. "And we're the freaks of the freaks here. Learning 'magic' is learning what kind of freak you are." He indicates the rest of you - you took your shirt off so you wouldn't soak it in sweat in five minutes. "You just put on about half a kilo of muscle in four days. And you haven't missed a day yet so clearly you haven't pulled or torn anything despite my best efforts."

"So, what?" You make a helpless, questioning sort of gesture. "What does that mean to me?"

Nathan shrugs. "I'unno. I heard you were already supposed to know what your deal was."

Rakshama

"... got an inkling I guess," you mumble. Then, raising your voice a little. "But I still don't know what I'm supposed to do with that."

"That's fine. That's why you're coming on the cleanup mission on Sunday."

" 'Cleanup'?" you repeat. "What, um... what's being 'cleaned up' exactly?"

***

"Vampires."

Most of the gang's all here, assembled by the docks. You, in your Sunday best of a hoodie and jeans - hood self-consciously drawn up to hide your surgery-scarred and shaved head. Nathan, dressed like a complete asshole as is his custom, gloves and long coat but no shirt. Thirteen, dressed in the only thing you ever see him wearing - does he ever take it off? And Odette, dressed like she's going out in yet another set of clothes. You don't think she's worn the same thing twice the whole week you've been here. Your own clothes don't seem to sit right, but maybe that's because someone else has been buying them and throwing them into your room.

"Sabbat, to be precise," Ma Jiayi goes on. He stands in front of your little group, St. Augustine parked by his side in his wheelchair. "We've received word of of their presence growing in Auburn, under the guise of more gang violence. Intel is that they've been infiltrating the local immigrant population via the Islamic Community Centre. Building up their forces for an attack they can just blame on racial tensions."

And Australia's oldest Hindu temple is in Auburn, you think to yourself. That's a factoid absolutely nobody but yourself gives a shit about, so you keep it to yourself.

"Our job's simple. We go in, we find their nest, and clean them out. Kill every last one. Even simpler, it's sanctioned by both sides. There isn't a cop in the state that's going to respond to any reports of disturbances while we work."

You hesitantly raise your hand. You keep your eyes focused on Ma Jiayi and try to shut out what you know are some annoyed looks.

"Yes?" he asks mildly.

"I don't understand," you say hesitantly. "I... I only just got away from the Union. I thought they were at war with... people like us. Why are they helping?"

"Because the Knights of St. George aren't affiliated with either side of the Ascension War in any official capacity," he explains patiently. "No one knows we took you in, and no one's going to look into it unless we give them a reason. And nobody likes vampires. Trust me, this is like yardwork for us."

"Okay," you say, and let him get back to it.

"It's a simple mission, but that's no excuse to get careless," says Ma Jiayi. "Above all we're supposed to be making sure our new recruit can keep up and work with a team. I'll be coming along, but unless you call in something you can't handle I'm staying in the car."

You think to ask how a giant in antique power armour can blend in sitting in an old ute in a Sydney suburb, but you don't want to interrupt again so you stay quiet.

"Nathan, Dame-Commander made Meghanada your trainee so you're going."

"Suits me just fine."

"And Odette, Thirteen already had to go topside bringing Meghanada here in the first place so it's your turn for fieldwork."

Odette lets out a heavy, long-suffering sigh but she doesn't protest either. She just puts a hand on her hip and nods. "I'll need to get all my gear together."

Dr. St. Augustine leans over in his wheelchair and murmurs something to Jiayi. The bigger man leans down a little, and nods. He straightens. "Ten minutes to get anything you need and make ready to move out. Meghanada, we'll take care of your gear on-site. The rest of you, chop-chop."

He turns and strides away, his footfalls heavy and measured. St. Augustine's chair motors along beside him, only just keeping pace. Your two new 'teammates', and the kid in the gas mask, seem to just be milling around for now. It seems they aren't feeling the crunch too much. Fellow 'Knights' and you barely know the first thing about them. This might be your only chance for a while to actually talk to them. But what do you say? What should you say? Should you just shut up and let them get a move on?

[ ] Talk to Nathan. If he's the one the Dame-Commander put in charge of you, you should probably get to know him better.
[ ] Talk to Odette. You have to admit, of all the people you've seen around here, she's the most normal. Familiar, almost. She hardly seems friendly but you can deal with that.
[ ] Talk to Thirteen. He's a mysterious kid, and just as much the one you have to thank for getting you away from that prison as Ichiban.

[ ] Ask about what their deal is. What? You're curious.
[ ] Ask about vampires. Anything you know via pop culture may or may not be woefully incorrect or outdated, and it's about to get very relevant.
[ ] Ask about their take on the whole Ascension War thing. What they think about the two sides, and this weird little group stuck in the middle.
 
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Chapter Fifteen: Meet n' Greet
Come on, talk to someone. You can't just stand around like a lemon waiting for everything to move on without you. You're lost, alone, with still barely any idea what's happening. You need to make friends. You need to find something familiar. You used to hate Lakshmi's friends but seeing that in Odette only fills you with nostalgia now. So you shuffle over to her.

"Hey."

She doesn't even notice. Probably thinks you're talking to someone else. Looks like she's checking her phone for something. You resist the urge to peek at the screen and try again.

"Hey-"

"The new kid's talking to you," says the boy in the gas mask.

"Yes thank you Thirteen." She rounds on you with a sigh, a hand on her cocked hip. She's white, pretty, almost familiar as an overall ensemble. Black jacket over white blouse, black pants, boots which might be high-heeled but you're not going to check at this point. Either way she's taller than you. A silver necklace hangs at her throat, and almost every finger has a silver ring. The stones aren't ostentatious, more tasteful in the wealth they display. Her hair is past shoulder length, blonde but quite obviously black at the roots - maybe some fashion statement, maybe she just hasn't had access to some dye in a while. Her eyes are a piercing emerald green with a stare that makes you feel very, very small.

"Can I help you?" she asks, more sharply. Oh right, you've been dead silent the whole time.

"I um, I just, uh..." You scratch the back of your neck, only to flinch as you cut quite a bit deeper than you were expecting. You snatch your hand back like nothing happened. "I'm new, is all, and I already talked to Nathan a bit and, um, since we're about to be on a, y'know, mission, thought maybe-"

Odette raises one finger sharply. You stop talking. "Think of a sentence. Start. Middle. End. Say it. Don't stretch it on a rack, Christ."

You give an embarrassed nod, clear your throat, and try again. "I was just wondering if you could, maybe, give me a little background information? Since you seem, I don't know, like you know what's going on."

"Are you trying to flatter me?"

"N-ooo?" you reply, mostly bewildered.

"Good." She seems to get marginally less hostile. "So what'd you want to ask?"

"Well it's just, I 'know' what a vampire is but given the shit Cipher told me about world history I doubt what I think I know is actually true," you admit. "So I was wondering if you could tell me what vampires actually are."

"Came to the right place then. I've seen plenty of files on them." She shifts her weight to the other foot and folds her arms. Standoffish but not necessarily displeased, you think (you hope). Her voice pitches down into a lecturing tone, as practiced and perfected as any of your teachers'. "When you think of a vampire, don't think about a fey pale-skinned teen with shitty hair moaning about how he loves his girlfriend of the minute too much to hurt her. Think of an animal that's smart enough to act human, but doesn't think human. That, for all its charms, sees you as their next meal above anything else. They're predators that are only here by accident, but no matter how many we kill they just won't stay gone. Like rabbits or cane toads."

"But aren't..." you pause, try to think of how to word this without sounding naive. "Weren't they people?"

"Yeah. 'Were'." Odette waves her hand a little. "Fundamentally what you get out of a vampire bite just isn't what you put in. There's not one cell that stays the same. Most memories make the transition, helps them blend in, but that's it. The most moral vampire on the planet is at best a high-functioning sociopath."

You swallow. You don't feel like that. You know you don't. You're not faking for the sake of an observer. You know how you feel is real. You know you miss your family. You know you miss your old life. You know you're scared and angry and... and... oh shit. You cough to (badly) hide your shame and vigorously scrub your eyes with your sleeve before the tears burning at the corners can spring into visibility. Not just a monster killing other monsters. Just a freak killing monsters. Better. Slightly. Shit ask something else before you make it worse.

"S-o, so," you say, your voice cracking. "What um, what works on them? How do you kill them?"

Odette counts off her fingers, either missing or completely not caring about your emotions slipping the yoke. "Their bellies are blood reservoirs, fuels all their fancy tricks; puncture it and their options dwindle down to 'rabbit' or 'die like a dog'. Staking's nothing special - slows them to a crawl but in the end demolishing the heart's just another way to destroy the brain, cutting off the blood flow so it asphyxiates. If its healing factor's strong enough to regenerate a burst heart in under six minutes then it's the brain or bust. Or anything special you have related to stopping healing."

She pauses, and your skin starts to crawl as you realize she's...sizing you up. Weighing you, measuring you, elevator eyes from your new shoes to your stubbly, scarred scalp. If the Dame-Commander's gaze was a judgement, something pronounced from on high, this is a cold, clinical dissection. Layers being peeled back one after the next after the next. Is-is she trying to see if she can take you? Does she want to fight? You know you're not really eye-candy right now so it can't be that. You feel like a head of meat being evaluated for parts. Like if you glance away she's going to be holding a cleaver when you turn back. It's a relief when she blinks and looks away, breaking contact.

The girl -the woman- shrugs, toying with a silver ring as she continues. "Holy water, crosses, consecrated ground, none of it works on its own. I mean a Christian Mage could probably burn one with a cross but so could a Hermetic with a fireball. Fire in general is a killer but not particularly my speed. Try not to get any blood in your mouth by the by. It's like heroin for humans. Makes ghouls hopelessly-loyal addicts."

You nod jerkily, less enthused by the second. "But sunlight? That still works, right?"

"Mmhm. None of them can shake UV sensitivity," she says in agreement. "The lower-caste ones, the freshly-turned, they go up in smoke just like the movies if you shove them into direct light or a decent UV lamp. Almost any strain, it's going to hurt. A lot. Theoretically even if a vampire's strong, old or well-adapted enough to be a 'daywalker' they'd still be unable to use any of their abilities until they got back into the shade."

"Theoretically?" you ask.

"Methuselah doesn't exactly see much action and until eighteen-ish years ago almost everyone thought the Antediluvians were a myth, so yes it's staying a theory." Her eyes settle on you again. "Word is your dad got pretty close to Ravnos. He was in Bangladesh right?"

You go pale. Your tongue catches on your teeth and a sentence stumbles out. Mock-hearty and strained. "Ah! Heh! Did um, did Ichiban give everyone my file or something?"

"Nah. Not everyone." She idly polishes her nails on her jacket. They seem pretty freshly manicured. Maybe the dye thing really is a fashion statement. "But I like to keep informed, and he's not as smart as he thinks he is when it comes to people. On the run from Pentex, hm? Your Dad must've done a lot of damage to get them so pissed."

"I guess," you say uncomfortably.

"Way I hear it, you haven't got much to be afraid of from little old vampires-"

"Hey uh wow what's the time didn't you say you needed to get some gear?" you cut her off hastily. "Yeah I don't wanna impose or make you late or anything, if Jiayi gets angry just say it was my fault."

Odette doesn't reply immediately. She just looks at you, right through your pathetic attempt at deflection. The corner of her mouth quirks up into a knowing smirk. She knows. She knows everything. And she's not afraid. Why doesn't that make you feel better? "Yeah. See you around."

Everyone leaves. You just stand silently in place until it's time to go. First to try to recover from whatever...whatever that was and then because you're not sure what to do with yourself.

You briefly wish you'd followed Thirteen to the dining area to see if he takes off the mask to eat.

Nathan comes back first and he- oh jesus. He has a katana. You can see it right there in his gloved left hand, with a lacquered ebony sheath and a silvery circular handguard and a hilt wrapped in black cloth. He's got a black leather trench coat and a katana and if he put on sunglasses he would be every single tryhard on the internet ever. Is this real? Is this a test? Was the Matrix series a Union plot to make people like Nathan the least-cool people on the planet? No, no stop staring, stop being stupid. Don't assume anything, not any more. Wait and see. He might save your life from vampires in an hour.

Odette's next, not much changed at first glance. An elegantly-stitched black leather gunbelt with silver-trimmed holsters. A pair of pistols protrude from them - you don't know what kind, you're not a gun person. She has a designer bag slung over her shoulder, name-brand, probably worth about six figures because of stupid reasons. You wonder what kind of gear she could fit in there. Then you wonder if it's stupid or completely reasonable to assume it's a Prada Bag of Holding.

And then Jiayi's shadow falls over you and it's time to stop wondering much of anything. You slowly, slowly turn on your heel. Shrinking a little before him. You're sort of lanky, but even if you drew yourself up to your full height you'd maybe come even with his sternum.

"Are you ready?"

You nod jerkily, whatever you were going to say crashing and dying in a horrific multi-syllable pile-up. You're pretty sure his biceps are bigger than your thighs.

"Then let's go."

***

It doesn't have to hurt. Nothing has to hurt if you don't want it to. What is pain really? Just an alarm. A cry for help from damaged muscle, torn sinews and shredded meat. A burst heart sobbing, wailing, for someone, anyone, to hear it. To help. But that kind of thing's for mortals isn't it? And you're not mortal are you?

The figure stands arms outstretched. A cascade of long brown limbs, too many to number, each wrapped in gold and glittering metal. Ten heads turned towards the distant heavens. He stamps his foot and the earth shudders. He cries out and the night sky twists. The shining stars distort. Constellations cycling. Divine mechanisms grinding. The blue-black cracking and glowing as the cosmos reshapes itself to one will. To one overwhelming, insatiable, want.

You're made of stars.


You jerk awake with a mumbled "guh!"; cheek peeling from the window, stomach already queasy with motion sickness. You blink bleary eyes. You were...you were climbing that endless fucking ladder beside the airlock. Trying not to eat a faceful of black leather and wondering how the hell St. Augustine ever gets out for some fresh air. And then you were in a field? And there was a car and you were so tired you just sort of slumped in and…

Soft orchestral music is playing. An armoured giant of a man is behind the wheel of a completely ordinary sedan. You know it is completely ordinary because your brain tells you it is. There are four seats, four doors, wheels and an engine and a trunk. There are windows overlooking a scrub-lined roadway and misty, rain-soaked hills. All the parts are there. All the bits are more or less where they're supposed to be. None of them explain how you have all this leg room or why there's a literal aisle between the seats, or how Jaiyi doesn't even brush his head against the roof or- you press your palms to your sockets and grind the heels in.

Maybe if you don't look at it the headache will go away.

"You drool, you know that?" Odette says from the seat across the aisle. You pull your face from your hands and look at her, blinking away the purple-black blotches. She has one ankle resting on her knee and is leafing through a magazine she seems to have absolutely zero interest in. Her bag poking from the spacious carry-on container in the doorway. You mutely touch your fingers to your lips and then hastily scrub away with the cuff of your sleeve.

"I-sorry." You say, feeling every inch the social invalid. She just frowns at the page.

"...Why are you apologizing?"

"For fuck's sake Odette let him sleep." Nathan mumbles from the front. He's less sitting in and more sprawled all over his chair in that liquid, almost feline way. His coat spreads around him, the fanned tails hanging off the sides of the seat. Eyes closed and sword nestled in the crook of his arm like a kid's teddybear. "He asks fewer questions when he's out."

"Oh forgive me Causer, I forgot about your particular disability; really you're so brave for going out in public you know?" she replies, scorn laced beneath the surface. So keen you cringe and flinch away, scratching your scalp with black nails as you hunch down in your seat. Willing yourself to turn invisible. "But, you see, most people with a personality genuinely enjoy the company of others. They appreciate silly little things like 'social contact' and 'decent conversation'."

"If you want to fuck him wait until we get back to Ashkelon." He retorts.

"If you want to fuck him wait until we get back to Ashkelon."

"Nathan, Odette" Jaiyi says, voice filled with gentle reproach; a weary father's impatience. Silence falls, broken only by the soft keen of violins, as the car smoothly merged with traffic joining from an off ramp. Threading through the nearly solid line of steel and chrome in a way that makes your stomach flop over. Suburbs and shopping centers ahead: blocky glass-sided islands emerging from the rain and mist, mantled in the soft grey light of a setting sun. The sprawl of Sydney stretching farther and farther over the countryside every year. An eternity of cookie cutter subdivisions and strip-malls. Nathan mutters something about being twenty three and rolls over. Facing the window with his sword cuddled up to his chest. Odette turns the next page with particular force. Glossy pages almost ripping between her fingers.

You're just wedged into the doorway and are trying not to breathe too loudly. A rabbit between two angry wolves. It's a sweet, sweet relief when the radio fills with static and the classical stuff quiets. Ichiban's voice issuing through bright and cheery as can be.

"Heyyyyyyy there little duckies, boy have I got a milk-run for yo-"

"Ichiban," Jaiyi says in precisely the same tone.

"Fiiiiiine. Bare bones it is. Meghanada! If you would look in your door compartment I have a very special surprise for you!"

You blink, you warily thumb the little latch. Half-expecting something to jump out at you. Half-expecting it to be full of sex toys and cheeto dust or...whatever someone like Ichiban does for a shock and a laugh.

"...Huh?"

It's a bow and a quiver of arrows. An ordinary (on the outside anyway) smartphone in a carrying case and an earpiece beside them. That's it, that's all. Nothing special about anything. The weapon itself isn't even that complex. Some sleek, dark metal with a few twisting engravings on the side. Your fingers brush them gingerly. Snakes and serpents, twisted and tangled together. The quiver is just a quiver. Twelve shafts all fletched in a dark red. There's nothing special about them that you can see, there's nothing that would be that out of place at the local archery club. And yet there's a warmth to it. Soft and comforting like fresh baked bread or a blanket fresh from the dryer. Some part of you quiets as you hold it. As you rifle through the broadheads, counting and recounting them. Trying to ignore the way the compartment very definitely goes below the floor of the car. Hoping there's not significantly more than twelve vampires.

"Tadaa~. Not great but best we could scrounge up on short notice. Big part of this little field trip's figuring out what you can do in combat so nothing special yet. Beyond the basics I mean."

"Thank you," you say quietly. You're surprised by how much you mean it.

"Nah, don't mention it. Not my money anyway." You hear a keyboad clicking and the hacker hums to himself, "Riiight, blueprints of the site are coming up in a second but there's some bookkeeping to run through first: how hard are you pushing yourself and who are you buddying up with? Mages usually shine under pressure or crash and burn like a comet. And it's your show so, yaknow, up to you."

You swallow nervously and try not to make eye contact with anyone else in the car.

[ ] Vanguard. Push yourself as hard as you can. Hopefully you'll be running on too much adrenaline to choke.
-[ ] Go with Nathan. You've trained with him a bunch already and he's a known quantity.
-[ ] Go with Odette. She seems more or less stable and you'd feel better beside her.

[ ] Midline. Best (or worst) of both worlds. Room to breathe and room to doubt, murder at your own pace.
-[ ] Go with Nathan. You'll have time to absorb some of his lessons maybe.
-[ ] Go with Odette. You want to hear more about what she has to say.

[ ] Reserve. Well removed from the action, plenty of range to draw a bead on enemies. Plenty of time to think it all over.
-[ ] Ichiban. A familiar voice in the ear to keep you company while you plink away.
-[ ] Odette. She has guns right? And she doesn't seem that enthused about wading in.
 
Chapter Sixteen: Harrow Road
"I'll um… stay around the uh… middle?" you say hesitantly. Acutely aware with every halting syllable that dribbles out of your mouth that you're being judged by everyone else in the car. You don't know where to look so you just kind of look anywhere that isn't making eye-contact. "I just, um, doubt I'm ready to jump right into the middle."

"You're gonna have to 'jump right into the middle' sooner or later," says Nathan, somewhat muffled since he's still facing his door.

"That's the idea of building up to it," Ma Jiayi says patiently. "It won't help anyone if he bites off more than he can chew and gets himself killed on his first mission."
You really wish he'd phrased that differently. Quick say something else so you don't have to think about it.

"And is it okay if I partner with Odette? It's just that, y'know... " you glance at her, pause a moment, then look back at Ma Jiayi and keep referring to her in the third person. "She can still shoot them if she's hanging back looking after me. Right?"

"Yes, that is how guns work," she replies.

"Suits me just fine," Nathan grunts.

"Okay. Glad we got that all straightened out," you say. You get the distinct impression that nobody's listening to you any more, so you just kind of slump back in your seat.

"Hey!" Ichiban chimes in from the stereo. "Bring me back a vampire skull! I wanna varnish it and make it a paperweight. I can pop bottlecaps with the fangs and shit."

Everyone ignores him. Odette just checks her pistols. They're handsome things, shiny and chrome, frames adorned generously with gold filigree. She must obsessively maintain them to keep them looking so showroom-good if she's actually using them to kill people too. You're not really a gun person so you have no idea what type they are, but the profiles are weird. The empty space ahead of the trigger guard and under the barrel have been filled in with a square block of metal, housing what looks like tac-lights and laser sights. She pensively twirls a six-inch suppressor between her fingers, internally debating how loud she wants to go. Jesus, the pistols are already almost a foot long each, she must be trying to overcompensate without being so gauche as to use Desert Eagles.

The sky darkens as you drive. As the light wicks away towards the east, grey giving way to purple and blue, giving way to an ugly, burnt orange. The glow of Sydney pollutes the night. Scorches the bottoms of the clouds. It's shaded but it's not dark here, it's never truly dark here. The sedan's window wipers thud back and forth. Scrubbing the crystalline windshield clear. Streetlights shine and spark in the beaded drops that remain. Little bits of live wire; coppery bright, stark and harsh against the gloom.

You rest your cheek on your palm and watch the neighbourhood roll past. You've... never really been out here, down here, before. The Links weren't a gated community but you could tell where the borders were. Where the boundaries lay. The Links was the place with the the nice houses in neat rows sitting on well watered lots. The place where every driveway had a BMW or a Mercedes and the police rolled through every few hours.

Domestics and serving staff to make the broad bay windows gleam. Nannies for the kids. Gardeners and mowers to trim and manicure the extravagant green. But the people who actually lived there lawyers and doctors. Vice presidents and civil ministers. People who were Important even if they didn't rule the world (you sort of wonder how many might have actually been like that heh). It seeped into everything. Permeated everything. It was in the little details, the way it all fit together and felt. The place where everybody knew everybody and nobody knew anybody.

This is different.

This is new.

You've never been in a place that's felt so...sick before.

Yellowing, heat-withered trees line narrow streets. The buildings barely rise above their boughs, three, four stories at the most. A kilometre away you can see apartment complexes jutting up into the rainy sky. Outlines hazed by the steaming, misty, storm. A few window squares shining with amber light. Jiayi slows, humming to himself as he manoeuvres around the parked cars pressed against either curb. Shadows cluster beneath eaves. Broken windows sit behind barred grates, halfheartedly boarded up. A stack of newspapers sits on the corner. Liquefying in the downpour. Glued to the cement sidewalk as they slowly fall apart.

A rhinestone studded dog collar dangles, half in a gutter. Bobbing and knocking against the rusted grate as the water flows past.

"...What happened?" You ask softly.

"Sabbat." Jiayi says. The car stops, he turns the wheel hand over gauntleted hand and manoeuvres it back in between an off-white van with Community Centre on the side and a four-door sedan. You can see dust lining the dashboard. Rain drips through the half-cracked sunroof. Shops across the street, already closed. A construction site just off the footpath, plastic sheeting stained with rust. He gestures without looking back. Without so much as turning his head. The radio still playing his classical music.

"Targets are in there. Remember Meghanada: priority is the hemophages. Spare the blood-slaves if you can."

And then he just...takes a dog-eared paperback with a broken spine out of the console and rests it against the wheel. A second passes. A blunt, brass-plated finger gingerly turns the page. You can hear the rasp in the quiet of the car.

"B-" the door opens, you jerk towards the sound. Clutching your unstrung bow against your chest like a security blanket. The tails of Nathan's coat slip from the seat and whip away into the rain. His pallid form visible for a second before the downpour swallows him. Vanishing behind a curtain of chainlink, a veil of rain.
Jiayi turns the page, reaches over and closes the door with a heavy thud. You fidget in your seat, glance over at Odette. Unsure of what to do. Where to put your hands, whether to stand and step out or just sit and shut up or... what. She's tapping her toe against the floor and staring off at nothing. Fist against her cheek, lips shaping words. Numbers. Counting back, counting down.

Scarlet light flashes in the distance. Lightning forks and flashes overhead; thunder rolls through, shaking the windows in their grooves. You flinch, hunch down as you hear a second sound beneath it. Something like shattering wood but bright, bright and brassy and metallic.

The red glow pulses again. Its darker this time, so deep it's almost purple. It reminds you of a bruise. Burst blood vessels beneath the skin. You hear another bark and then nothing.

"Three, two, and... one makes ninety all told." The woman beside you sniffs and rolls her shoulders. "Took his sweet time. Such a show off, he's like a peacock in black mascara you know? Who can stand men like that?"

You look at her like she's a fucking alien. She rolls her eyes too and sighs. "Just try not to trip. This is your show and all, I'd hate for you to eat shit on opening night."

And then her door opens and it's just you and Jiayi in the car. He turns another page with a soft rasp, you could be on another planet for all he cares. Your heart thuds in your throat. Your fingertips start to tingle. The dim lights above seem a thousand miles distant, the seat creaks as you hunch down. You're not going to do this are you? You're not really going to do this are you? This is -heh- this is some really crazy shit. Hunting vampires? That's not, this isn't- what if you're hallucinating? What if this is really all just some week-long psychotic break a-and you're just going to flip out and murder some orderlies or shoot a bucket of arrows into people just trying to go to their fucking civic hall. What if these people just kidnapped you and-

Oh.

Oh right that part happened, heh.

Another page rasps. You act before you can think and throw the door open before you have to hear that soft, scraping sound again. Gutter water splashes over your feet. Rain patters on your hood, droplets clinging to your lashes. Your shoes and socks are soaked through in seconds. Your hoodie a moment later. But out here, standing in the rain, you do feel a bit better. A bit more together. A bit more real. Odette's already started walking towards the open gate, you hurry around to follow her. Pause, pivot, and dash back to close the door.

You try to focus on breathing. On the physical sensation of your chest expanding, ribs pressing out against tanned skin. Like you're lining up a shot at the range. It helps a little too. Your shoes squelch and bleed water as you step onto the sidewalk. You hesitate and drop to your knee. Bending your bow, running the string through the eyeholes, half folded over the thing trying to keep it all as dry as you can. It's easier than you remembered. Alien, foreign brawn tenses and shifts. Cords of stone fused to the slender bone.

Odette's back is barely visible through the haze, shit shit shit. You stop drooling over yourself and charge after her. Ground vanishing beneath your feet, chewed up in seconds. You slow from a sprint to a jog, a jog to a walk as you draw even. Trying not to look like some psychotic stalker or brave vampire going for the rear attack. She cocks her head and just gives you a Look.

You swallow your apology and match your stride to hers (you probably didn't even need to run, she isn't really walking all that fast). The two of you walking together into the site. Scaffolding on one side, orange mud and clay underfoot. Tufts of green half buried by earth moving equipment that sits idle and rusting. The community center is parallel to the lot. A brick pile beneath a sloping roof. No lights shine inside.

The first body lays sprawled over a cracked cement paving tile, breathing shallowly. Scarlet trickling down his cheek and sticking to his grey-streaked beard. There's a woman beside him, face-down. Features concealed beneath her headscarf. Her foot sticks out into the rain but they're dry as they can be in the storm. Odette doesn't stop to check on them. You hesitate but neither do you. Trust. Team-building. Nathan wouldn't have killed them and they would've hurt themselves if they tried to fight you right? Right.

A younger man, slumped against a concrete wall, dark hair plastered to his scalp by the rain. An older woman, old enough to be your grandmother, laying in a heap beneath a blue tarp. A broad-shouldered guy in a tight t-shirt and sweats on one of the catwalks. Pipe-struts dented and his arm's bent at an odd angle but he's breathing. They're all still breathing. You broke into the vampire's yard and you didn't even kill their guard dogs, you didn't even hurt them really.

"Watch your step." Odette skirts the edges of a crumpled form laying in the centre of the field. You turn and your breath catches in your chest.

It was caught halfway between human and...something when it came undone. Sliced in half from groin to skull. Her dress split with a tailor's shears. She was thin. Model thin, junkie thin. Skin shadowed by lividity. Razored teeth poke past ruby red lips and blood-flushed gums. You don't know what her eyes look like, she has no eyes. The top of her head a dome of bone and lavender meat. A single limb lays beside her, half-transformed into ropy brawn and sickle talons.

Your stomach churns.

The one pinned against the wall has no head. Just a ragged stump from the neck up. You can see the handprint in the brickwork. Burned and scorched and branded into the rock in the shape of a man's palm. The head flash-glued the corpse in place. Its legs twist the wrong way, pale pink legs burst out of ragged jeans. Shadows flicker and thrash around its feet. Ink-black tentacles twitching in their death throes.

Your stomach aches.

There's a hole ahead. A wet, raw wound in the earth. Wind moans around it, trash and detritus swirl on the updraft. Rivers of rainwater, miniature cataracts, cascade down the lip. You can hear bellowing below. See the flicker of scarlet light. The dead, the undead, the aliens, the vampires lay around it. Red-black, treacly ichor, joining the flow. The human body fed through an infomercial food processor; dead meat ripped and minced and cubed and chunked and even the ground beneath them gouged out in razor thin arcs. You...can't actually tell how many there were to begin with.

Your stomach squirms and you hear the sticky, sickly sounds of hunger.

Odette sideyes you as she circles the hole. "Don't throw up on me now alright? This is where we earn our pay."

You nod mutely, trying to swallow back the drool that floods your mouth. Keep it from spilling out. You couldn't tell her if you wanted to. You wouldn't know how. She pops a cap and tosses a flare down the hole. Watching, gauging, following the pure white flame. When she jumps it's almost a relief. This time you don't have to work yourself up to follow her down, down into that open grave. You just want to be away from those bodies. Away from that feeling. The pangs in your belly.

Lean forward, just keep leaning forward. Let yourself fall. Cold earth shoots up around you. A rush of air, slithering shadows. The impact of landing just rattles you, shakes you but it doesn't hurt. You didn't even really know that before you jumped heh, that was dumb of you. You're ankle deep in cold mud, sunken into a crouch, and then you lift your head up to awkwardly, scan your surroundings in panic but instead you just end up staring. A little slack-jawed, a little awed, because it is a big fucking room. The ceiling is vaulted, rising high overhead. Shored up by cracked, clear resin and concrete columns. Tunnels spoke out. Tight and dark and claustrophobic. A pallid giant lays in the centre. Bloated belly covered in scars. Heavily muscled arms tipped in arthropodal claws. It has a head but you can see faces, other faces, slack and calloused and worn away. In the belly. In the shoulder. Half-submerged skulls poking against the skin.

"Get ready!"

And then you don't see anymore before they're coming. Boiling out of the tunnels.

Crawling over each other like ants.

It's just a flicker of impressions. A collage of details and associations. Canvas wings splayed between bony fingers, laced with veins. Raw skin, baring the striated sinews beneath. Carving claws, gutting claws, wet from the earth, the cold, clammy clay.

And then Odette is laughing, guns in either hand. Crackling like a bonfire as she stitches a line of white-needles across the swarm. Flitting, spinning and whipping from position to position. Pose to pose. Chewing them down before they can spill into the chamber.

And you?

You're back in that vault. At the bottom of the stairs with your sister. You don't have to reach for it, not really, it comes to you. Or maybe it was always there: your happy place. That moment of crystal clarity where everything made sense. Draw, inhale, sight, loose, exhale. Again. Again. Again. Feathering alien bodies to the slow thud of your heartbeat. Utterly unsurprised at the fact that there's twenty arrows in your quiver, always twenty. You take a mechanical, methodical approach to it all and it seems to work. Don't try for the fancy skill shots you think you might be able to make. Just do what you know. Make sure the ones Odette tags stay down. Take them in the head when you can. They're tough, tougher than the Pentex-men, but you've got this. You have this. And sure Odette isn't Lakshmi but-

A furious monster drops from the ceiling, screaming something about a cane. Lean and rangey and heavy and you hit the ground so hard your jaw snaps shut like a steel trap. It's in your face, it's lunging at you. Lipless mouth packed with ivory fangs. Blind face twitching with pallid rage. It has one of your arrows in its shoulder. You can feel its hot breath feel the air displace as its gnashing jaws draw closer and closer and even as you fight with all your might you know that

You
I
Are Am
Falling
Rising​
You catch the thing's head. Black claws digging into the slick scalp. Squeezing hard enough that it squeals and slashes at your arm. You barely notice as the strikes spark off your forearm. Skin rippling, banded in streaks of fiery orange and sable black. You have moderately more pressing concerns to deal with right now.

Because you're lying in the mud.

You are lying in the mud.

You stand and unfold, holding the dangling creature out at arm's length as you try to brush yourself off with your free hand. Your efforts only smear the filth further. Ugh. How did this even happen? How were you so sloppy? Gods you're dirty. What if Father finds out? You shudder at the indignity.

In the background some mad dancer is spinning, spitting death and fire. You'll deal with that later, right now you're just... inspecting your catch. You tilt it this way and that.

[...What are you?] You ask in Sanskrit. The civilised tongue. You don't really expect a civilised answer but you have hopes.

It warbles something about walking sticks you don't really understand and wrenches itself free, writhing half-liquid like a cat. Choosing to fight rather than flee for its miserable life. You watch with half-amused curiosity as it chews in vain on your wrist, desperately gnawing in hopes of tasting the sweet, royal blood within. You curl your arm, bring it close, and bite it back.

Your fangs sing deep into the crook of its neck, piercing the blood-rich veins as its own spring free in a howl of pain. No ordinary flavour, not one of man or god. You taste anaemic lust and watered-down want. Beauty stolen and life scavenged. Something new. Your curiosity blossoms.

[Hrm...]

Your claws sink into the slick, warm meat of its torso as you pierce it from both sides. Hear it squeal and shriek and scream as it thrashes in a mad seizure of agony. Sink your hands wrist-deep in the creature, grasping a few ribs in one and its spine in the other. And then, almost contemplatively, you rip it in two.

Barely a drop of wasted blood lands in the filth as the creature is torn asunder. It detonates in a pink cloud of flesh, of blood and bone. Into tendrils of squirming, black-laced meat. It flows into you, into your clawed fingers, into your palms, stray threads sinking into your forearms rather than fall to be wasted. Your veins bulge. Swollen and bloated as you digest your meal.

You cock your head. Lick your lips. Bring up one gore-soaked, scarlet-dyed hand to lick your palm. It tastes...

Hrm.

There's a small skirmish raging around you. The dancer vresus a dozen or so of the tick-things. None of them seemed to have really noticed your light snack, between the darkness and the crazed shadows cast by the burning taper. You'd be insulted if you remotely valued their attention.

But still... it is a battle.

[ ] Take the opportunity to eat a few more of the sickly beasts. You're still not sure if you like it or not exactly and could use a more informed palate.
[ ] Find your wondrous, snake-twined bow or another favored tool and dispense with these creatures altogether. Try and make some sport of it.
[ ] Politely introduce yourself to the dancer and get some answers. She's busy fighting the scuttling things so she can't be that important, but you can hope.
[ ] This is ridiculous. There has obviously been some catastrophic foul up involved in this chain of events. Beckon a servant to attend to your needs.
 
Chapter Seventeen: Prince of Lanka
You walk at a slow saunter towards the dancer. Your pace unhurried and unbothered. The one tick-thing too brave or too foolish to let you pass unchallenged is dispatched easily, backhanded into a muddy crater on the far wall. Clods of wet earth showering the chamber like so many drops of water. The air itself shuddering, reverberating. Ahead the dancer completes a full pirouette and collapses into a crouch, her weapons chattering all the while, warding off the roach-creatures with an expanding ring of hot lead. You feel a few flatten and skitter off your obliques. She rises, flushed and grinning, hair hanging like a dark curtain about her porcelain-fine features, and you come to a stop a few paces behind her.

[Good evening,] you say.

She yelps in fright, whirling to face you, both snapped to your brow in an instant. You stare past the twin barrels and at her fear-drawn face, unconcerned.

[I appear lost,] you go on. [This is not a common occurrence. Tell me where I am and what these creatures are, that I may orient myself.]

She splutters something in a barbarian tongue. Her tone demanding, impertinent, as she flicks little levers with her thumbs to make the red lights shine irritatingly. You scowl with an aggravated exhalation, black lips curling back to expose fangs. The dancer takes a step back, steadying her weapons, but you pay it no mind. The problem presented before you is a thorny one, unique for oddity: you've never met someone who simply had no idea who you were.

Hrm.

Ngh.

Her eyes dart to the side, she hisses and lets loose with her weapons. Catching opportunistic attackers mid-lunge. One poor idiot thing attempts to fall on your shoulders from above. You step to the side with contempt. Your arm lashes out in a backfist strike that shatters the offending thing's skull, will these vermin not give you a moment's peace-

No. No, keep calm. You are the conqueror of Indra, the invincible son of Ravana. You will not be driven to distraction by cockroaches that walk upright. And in your calm state of mind you see what the problem is. This place, this dank little hovel beneath the earth, ankle-deep in muck, swarming with creatures lower than rats, is no place to meet a prince. No wonder this small-minded dancer is so overwhelmed. You will put her mind at ease, put the tick-things to use.

[One moment,] you say, and gather fire in your palm. There's an ache, a deep set twinge somewhere by your stomach, by your spine, as long atrophied sinews twitch and phantom tendons creak over bone. Ragged joints clicking and grinding as you ready to work your will into reality. As you prepare to flex your world into being.

The glow catches her eye. She gibbers something over her shoulder, the panic obvious.

[Calm yourself,] you reassure her, tone the soothing, meaningless chant one would use for a skittish hound, a frightened cat, imparting intention even if she cannot understand you. [There is no need for fear. I am taking you home.]

You open your hand.

It starts as a point of sunlight.

It blossoms, unfolding like the petals of a lotus flower and becomes gentle shade and feather soft pillows. The savory scent of smoked meat. The rolling thunder of the sea. The walls of the rough, hand-hewn chamber ripple like water disturbed by a rock. They waver and dissolve, ugly truth twisted into something more pleasing to your sensibilities. Weaving themselves into verdant trees and sunwarmed stone.

It's a lie of course, it's your lie. But it's a beautiful lie and you? You're a beautiful liar.

You lounge on your soft rug, uttariya draped, scarf-like, over the top half of your body. Antariya wrapped about your legs, long and flowing. Black claws laced behind your head, skull cradled by your soft pillows. Bare chest dense with brawn, framed by formal cloth. Always best to look your best even when company is likely categorically unable to appreciate such aesthetics. The tick-things are dressed in simple, spun white. Menial garb draped over their boney, slickly shining bodies. The dancer, curiously, remains as she is. You wonder at that but not for long. You have business to attend to! Introductions to make! You lazily curl up ever so slightly. Addressing your guests with august authority.

[So-]

The screaming starts. The ticks diving, scrambling and clawing for phantasmal shadows. Shrieking wet, piping sounds. The dancer is yelling at you, shouting and gesturing with her quaint little weapons. You patiently wait for them to stop.

They don't stop.

[Right then.]

The noise cuts out. Their howls stifled by the air. Angry tones shifted down into nearly nothing, a gnat's whine; a fly's complaint.

[I am Prince Indrajit, son of Ravana, Conqueror of Loka and blessed with a thousand titles more beside. Kindly explain what I am doing in this grave.]

Your voice effortlessly overrides their angry murmurs. Words like honey dripping through the space between you and your new servants. You and your new guest. Backed by the low, rumbling roar of white-capped breakers. Mingled with the sighs of a ghostly wind rustling illusory branches.

The dancer touches a silvery ring to her lips and her words carry through loud and strong. Strident tones laden with disbelief, frustration, shock, anger. You cup your chin in the palm of your hand. Thumb absently tracing your luxurious mustache. She pauses for breath. You nod sagely as you consider her speech.

[I have no idea what you said but such bestial grunting is most improper for a woman of your beauty.]

You say, with every good intention.

She spits invective your way in a most savage tirade. Crude tongue slinging awkward syllables at your face like so many stones. You listen. You frown as you watch her face contort into so many interesting expressions. You gesture absently at the ticks.

[Fetch me refreshment.]

An emboldened one calls out something challenging by way of response.

A dozen tendrils spear it from below in a spray of dust and shrapnel stone. It hangs suspended, surprised, on the thicket of muscular spines. Limbs transfixed, wings pierced to pieces. Ichor sluggishly dripping down the slick shafts. It shudders, wheezes, and expires. The tentacles throb and it dissolves into so much atomized red, the veins swelling. The bouquet of black serpents that burrows into the small of your back shuddering. You lick your teeth as the tendrils sink back below the ground.

The other ticks promptly prostrate themselves from their place beneath the trees. The dancer falls silent. You ignore the former (as befitting of disciplined servants) and focus all your attention on the latter. Mmm. She holds the key, you know she does. She may be foreign but she has the bearing of an (admittedly lesser) hero. A mortal champion or god-chosen, someone on a mission. You squirm your mind through the constellation of ego the dead ticks left in your brain. Leafing through pain and pleasure and cold and dark until you taste the neural knots of speech. The fundamental social cords. The foundation of all lies.

Your sort of thing.

"Who are you and why am I here?"

Hm, not bad. You get the impression you're not quite shaping the sentences right but it works well enough.

"Meghanada what the fuck-"

"I am no longer a child and you are not familiar enough to refer to me as such." You gently but firmly correct her. "To you I am Indrajit."

Understanding dawns on her well formed features. A little light winking on behind her lovely eyes. The weapons -the guns- she was gesticulating wildly with slowly, oh so slowly, slump to her side.

She swears in a more fluid language that you don't know.

"Don't be impolite. Have a seat."

Credit to her she sits. Crossed legged on a rich, scarlet rug, her hair softly lifted by the sea-breeze and shoulders dappled with the distant sun. You appreciate the gesture enough to sit up yourself, legs casually crossed, hands resting on your knees. The questions come, smooth and regular as your heartbeat. Back and forth, back and forth.

"Where are we?"

"A vampire den beneath the city of Sydney, a major port of Australia."

"A-Ah! Australia. I see. We're not so far from home then."

"We're close yes."

"These...vampires are offensive and mock my people with their crude mimicry. Why are they all not dead. Twice dead? I do not know the proper terminology."

"They spread like a virus. Weaker strains spread too fast to cull. Older individuals hide too well."

Your voice is getting stronger all the time. Settling into a cultured, accented cadence; posh, upper class. Little sparks fizzle and arc in the meat of your mind. The spastic twitches of twice-murdered thoughts jerking in response to half-familiar stimulus. Filling your head with details and facts.

Her voice is...even. Soft and dull, her eyes hard and flat. The muscle that layers her bones is twined tight as metal threads, painted nails digging into her knee. She's frightened of you. You're a predator, an eater of men and ravager of armies. You understand, this is natural. Part of her wants you even so. You're glorious, a paragon of perfection and embodiement of royal rule. You understand, this too is natural.

"Do other rakshasa remain in this realm?"

"I don't know, time is not a line and worlds change-"

"Between kalpa, yes I know. Who is the pale man in the tunnels ahead? He feels like broken glass."

"Nathan? He's coming back from killing the ductus and the priest. He'll probably attack you."

"He may try."

Everyone wants something, you can taste it on them. Feel the shape of the structures in their mind, half-submerged buildings sunk beneath a dark sea. Shaping the currents, the flow of thought. Reading it is as natural to you as breathing. As intuitive as your own heartbeat. More-so, you wanted before you really existed. You craved before you were born. It's written into the core of your being. This dancer, this human, this….hero. Everything about her is laid bare. Everything about the man drawing near is laid bare. He craves comfort, companionship, something to fill the aching emptiness. She craves position, status, wealth. Ahhh so familiar. So banal. But-

Huh?

The nearing footsteps are forgotten. The vampires are forgotten. The image of your summer palace is forgotten. Because you've found something curious, something new. Something guttering in the back of her head, a little twisting, chewing, flame. No stronger than a candle.

"...What is the green fire?"

There's a second of silence. You see her face go slowly slack. Lips half-parted. Eyes lidded.

"Well? I'm wait-"

Pop. Pop. Pop. The vampire's heads explode like overripe fruit.

Pop.

She shoots you in the face. You fall over, sprawled out on the ground. A deformed metal slug nestled in a divot on your brow. Thoughts tilted askew by the sledgehammer force of the impact.

"Ow." You say, more surprised than really hurt. You try to push yourself back up to your feet. She shoots you again. You hit the ground harder. Frowning at the ceiling.
"I am going to be very displeased if you don't-"

And then she's standing over you, shoe on your bare chest and the tip of her boot digging into the fat, slithering cords of muscle and popping bon. She has both pistols leveled at your head. Black barrels twitching and jerking as bright, brassy darts fly. Pebbles cast by a careless child, peppering your face. Burning casings scattering across the muddy floor as the illusion starts to unravel. You half-shield your features with your stinging palm.

"Fucking stop."

Your wrist twinges as she kicks it away. She levels her weapons at your forehead and thumbs on the boxy apparati thrust before the grips. Electronics whirr, light building behind glass lenses. You just look at her with exasperated frustration.

"Are you satisfied? You're testing my patience."

"Almost."

"You cannot hurt me, you know that don't you?"

"Sure."

Something ignites the air. The whole world turns red.

The whole world goes black.

***

You wake up in the car.

"H- ow."

Your head really fucking hurts.

You slump against the cold window, softly thrumming from the impact of the raindrops beyond. It feels like your brain is swollen two sizes too big, thrumming like a second heartbeat against the inside of your skull. Your skin is hot, on fire even, like you've just come back from the beach with horrible sunburn. Which honestly only happened to you once, benefits of darker skin but holy fuck the time it happened scarred your very memory. You press your cheek against the cold glass for some measure of respite.

You open your eyes. The car interior is cold and dark. The wipers sway back and forth rhythmically, clearing the way for Ma Jiayi's lamp-like eyes only for the rain to immediately soak the windshield again. There's little traffic at this time of night, in this weather. The car just rolls on, impossible dimensions and all, in near-complete silence. You look across the aisle. Odette is leaning away from you as far as she physically can without throwing the door open and combat-rolling into the street. You quickly check in front of you. You can see Nathan's elbow on the door handle, good.

"Did… something happen?" you ask, already fearing the worst. "Did everything with the vampires go okay?"

"For a certain definition of 'okay', yes," Jiayi replies. "So I've been told, at least."

"What's that supposed to mean?" You pause, looking around the car again. "Why can't I remember anything?"

"Because you turned into a monster and I had to shoot you," says Odette.

"... oh."

The worst part is how easy it is to believe her.

Your shoulders go slack. You slump against the door, half-hoping that it'll suddenly swing open and pitch you out under the wheels of an oncoming car. You don't know whether you want to laugh or cry. Wasn't this what you escaped the Union over? Weren't you led here to try and control yourself? Or is this it? Are you just going to wake up dead one day, having been put down in the middle of a blackout monster moment?

You don't even have to ask what kind of monster you turned into. You've heard the name in your dreams. You can feel the echo of it, bouncing around inside the hollow partitions inside you. Indrajit. The rakshasa raja you were named after. That you are, reincarnated.

"What'd I do?" you ask quietly. You hear Odette shift in her seat.

"You don't remember?"

You shake your head.

"Nothing you said or did or saw or-"

"No alright," you snap.

"Hey, don't get snippy with me," she retorts tersely. "I'm not the one that went blackout insane and started mutating."

"(sorry)" you mumble.

"Hey, don't do that," Nathan pipes up suddenly from the seat in front of you. Leather creaking as he turns around in his seat. "Don't let her get to you, it's not your fault."

"Excuse me?"

"Fuck off, Odette. He doesn't even remember it." Nathan turns a little more in his seat. "And shit like this is why we did something easy for the first mission, remember? Bring it all to the surface. So now we know and we can work on it."

"Sensing a kindred spirit?" Odette needles.

"Children," Jiayi interjects forcefully. The two of them quiet down. He lets the silence continue a moment longer. "But you do have a point, Nathan. There was no better time for this to come to light than tonight's mission. From now we can probe the limits of this… what is it?"

He turns his head slightly, enough to bring you into his peripheral vision. You swallow, trying to wet your bone-dry throat.

"Indrajit," you say weakly. " 'm Indrajit. Reincarnated, at least."

"Ah." Jiayi looks back at the road. Then he glances at you again. "So not just any rakshasa but prince of the lot of them, eh? Quite the pedigree to have in our little band! Shape up you two, we've royalty in the car."

"(haha)" you say, unenthused.

"Try not to let it get to you," Jiayi goes on in a tone that reminds you of Rob. "You're hardly going to be thrown out by the wayside. Get some rest, and we'll think about how to handle this thing back at Ashkelon. Alright?"

You want until he glances back again to nod. He nods a little as well, and drives on.

Your head rests back against the window, and you steadily drift off again.

You half-expect a firing squad to be waiting for you back at Ashkelon, whatever Jiayi said. No such luck. You crawl your way down the long, long ladder to ground level (such as it is undergound), second-last above Nathan and below Jiayi, and alight to find it as deserted as ever. The lights are dimmed to simulate the night outside. Odette's already absconded to her room, no doubt to have seven showers to wash away the filth of the vampire-hole. You follow suit. Jiayi says nothing important will happen until morning.

You stand in the shower, lukewarm water pouring down over you in sheets of varying pressure. You put your hands against the tiled wall and stretch out, feeling new muscle tug against the bone. Muscle you built in days with your fucked-up demon-physiology. You feel full, you finally realise. You feel full like you had one of Miss Jenkins' nice, home-cooked dinners. The taste of what you ate lingers on your tongue. Not quite the same as what the Union were feeding you, but… you know what it must have been.

Where the fuck did you end up that being a cannibal demon from outer fucking space isn't grounds for termination?

You look at your hands. At your… well you can't really call them nails any more. Nails are translucent, get all soft and pliable under hot water, get ragged and start breaking down if they grow so much as a micron too long. Yours are hardened, refusing to bend or budge at all no matter how hard you dig them into the grouting. Yours are pitch-black and come to curling, natural, sharp points. Yours actually manage to dig out the grouting, send it tumbling to the shower floor in gritty little rivulets. They're claws. No use calling them anything else. Claws to go with your predator's fangs, sitting all-too-easily in your mouth.

Maybe you're exactly where you belong. With a bunch of other freaks, monsters and rejects from the world's hidden underbelly just as bad as you. You shiver, and it's not just because the hot water's running even lower than when you started. You turn the tap off and get out.

You don't get to sleep easily. The bed itself should by rights be just as expensive and comfortable as you're used to, but right now it feels like sleeping on sandpaper with a raw wool blanket. You toss and turn for what feels like hours, alternately so cold you curl up into a tight ball and so hot you throw everything off and lie naked in the dark room. You've never had night terrors but that night you feel like you know what they're like. You think you microsleep, so exhausted that your body physically can't keep itself awake, only to snap right back into consciousness at the sight of what lurks behind your eyes. Flashes of twisted, pale figures skittering and scuttling across the floor like human spiders. The sensation of warm, bleeding meat parting as you slide your hands fully inside a resisting, squirming body. The taste of fresh flesh on your tongue but you're not even biting into it, you're absorbing it like…

You lie awake and covered in sweat, staring up at the ceiling as the clock on your bedside table chimes 6am.

You suppose you didn't really need a reminder that you're a monster. You just wish your dreams would stop rubbing it in.

There's a knock on your door. You tug the covers over yourself. A moment later, Jiayi cracks the door open and leans in.

"Ah, good. You're up," he says. "You'll have plenty of time to get yourself sorted and eat before anything major happens. Try to relax a little, for your own sake."

"Alright," you say dutifully. Jiayi closes your door again.

Have another shower to wash off the night's sweat and try to feel like a human being (lost cause there). Get dressed in more clothes that aren't your own, pull your hood up so you don't have to think about your shaved and scarred head. Put your hands in your pockets, get them out of sight and out of mind. Step outside the room that isn't yours and into the 'docks'.

You spy a couple people headed for where Nathan showed you the dining room was. Jiayi, lumbering along at a sedate pace. You think you see a glimpse of St. Augustine's wheelchair but maybe you're just seeing things. You know you see Thirteen, hooded and holding a book. You see another hooded figure too, headed off in a completely different direction. Feminine if you had to call it from just a glance, but it's not like you're the most observant person on the planet. Someone else you haven't been introduced to yet? You know the Dame-Commander didn't dress like that.

But then again, do you really have the energy to talk to anyone? Now, like this? The only reason you aren't seriously tempted to go right back to bed is you're hungry. For something that humans eat.

[ ] Find Odette in the dining room. Try to apologise for whatever you did while you were… Indrajit.
[ ] Find Nathan in the dining room. Thank him for sticking up for you. And also politely ask why he did that.
[ ] Find Thirteen in the dining room. He wasn't there to see you turn into a monster and he might not have heard about it yet so maybe it'll be lacking in baggage. Or he'll be antisocial and you won't have to talk. That'll be nice too. And you kind of want to see how he eats.
[ ] Find Ma Jiayi in the dining room. He seems normal enough, all things considered. Reminds you of Rob. What'd he do to deserve being stuck here? And how does he eat?
[ ] Find St. Augustine. He seems like the kind of guy who has everything straight in his head. Smart, academic type. Maybe he can give you some proper answers about how things are around here.
[ ] Follow that hooded woman. Seems strange that there'd be someone you haven't met yet. Maybe they'll be friendly. Maybe they'll be even scarier than you so you can feel a little better about yourself.
[ ] Get your food and just sit alone. Maybe this way you'll have even a morsel of strength left for later when you'll no doubt be interrogated.
 
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