Esquestria: The House of the Sun - A pony cultist experience

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-This is an MLP quest. And more importantly, none of us are gratuitously cruel. So good things will happen on this quest, and I hope that enough good things have already happened to prove that.
-This is also a horror quest, so bad things will happen. Bad things might happen to good characters if you are not able to protect them, and you most certainly will not be able to intervene if you lack the tools to do so.
-And finally, this is a quest in which you jostle with powers greater than yourself, with all that it entails.

Please, do keep those things in mind as you go forward. But ultimately, this is also a quest in which it is hoped we all have fun! So if any of the above points is not exactly your cup of tea, or somehow make the experience as a whole "not worth it", then this quest might not be for you. Which is fine! Individual tastes are a thing, so don't think any more about it if you don't want to read anymore. And regardless, I hope you have a lovely day!

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Readers should take their own mental health into consideration when voting and not subject themselves to triggering narrative elements like rape or constant mental torture of a friend just for the Greatest Good of a world that doesn't exist.

If those are fine for you or Regrettable is even more triggering, then GREAT! More power to you. But you aren't a bad or selfish person for picking the option that keeps the characters you've emotionally connected with safe. [REDACTED for spoiler warning]

This is a high intensity quest that doesn't hold back when it comes to horror and negative consequences. Take care of yourself.
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Possibly, but also a lot more healthy.
Will it be, though?

The Forge option lets Jade shed some of the weight she bears. We've been told that "the place she knows to be her tomb, will be destroyed"; that dead end future is removed, to allow something new to grow in its place.

The Heart option tries to make Jade strong enough to carry that weight, but it means that that burden stays with her. It will always be there, waiting in the background, only Jade's unceasing efforts keeping it at bay. Is that really more healthy than a clean break?
 
replying as I go through the thread. Feel free to ignore arguments already made by others
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Heart would level us too. Mmm

That's actually not really important. We have a lvl 3 book that would give us 2 scraps after studying it.

If we get a scrap now, we reach lvl 2, and lose that extra scrap.

So, it basically makes no difference to us.

Then again choosing a course of action only based on the scrap it gives would likely be a bad choice here. Still, in that respect, Forge is better.
It's a good thing there isn't really anybody else with Lantern in the Cult, huh...

Then again, Twilight has Lantern. That might be difficult.

I think Jade was underestimating the ease with which someone with Lantern would notice Selene.

Still, while I don't think Twilight with Lantern 1 would be that likely to notice, lvl 3 likely could. She DID meet Luna before, after all, and is close to Celestia. That might make it easier for her to notice.

We should have a few months before that point though, so maybe by then we'll actually be ready to reveal things to her. If we put it in terms of "if Celestia finds her now, she risks causing her to escape/go crazy again"... we might be able to convince her to keep the secret.

Be cruel, to be kind. Fluttershy actually knows that lesson pretty well (or, at least, will learn it in the future. It's a pretty important character growth moment for her in season 4).

What would a spirit want with mortal money though?
money might have conceptual value. It is, after all, something that can be used to trade for nearly anything in the mortal world. A symbol, representing wealth and power.

It's not about the gold, it's about the value everyone gives to it, basically.

That's... interesting. Where, then, is the other half of the Moon? Maybe it's just the part of Luna that's currently asleep.
Or maybe Luna and Celestia, the two sisters, were originally a single being before entering the world?

Probably not, but it's an interesting interpretation... and it kinda reminds me of the Sun-In-Splendour being divided into 3/4 (depending on how you count, even if technically its names already existed before then..)

Jade, no! We have to sell that house!
is it bad that was my first reaction too?

I KNOW, it's a touching moment, Jade is hurting, this could set her free...

but we really need the money! And she really needs it too!

Anywho, I'm actually really happy to have two Confidantes, and be on the path towards another with Twilight. Soon our AP woes will be over, and we may even start our own side cult! Fun stuff, that.

sorry, Ericwinter, but you're too optimistic.

Our AP woes will NEVER be over. we'll just get more things to do! :cry:

Maybe, just maybe, we can reach the point we don't have to devolve all of our AP to putting out fires, and can pursue a little extra project, kinda like we did with the Canterlot Rarity turn.


I'll remind everyone that you can turn that stuff off by clicking on the eyeball at the top right of the post. Ideally you want a slash through it.

Also, interestingly, that invisitext implies to me that maybe Celestia and Luna were once one entity.
yeah, I'm considering it too.

If she does go with HEART, as it looks like the vote is going, that has some musical associations that could help her reconnect with her old friend (and her old friend's new friend). I wonder if she might take up music as a hobby?

From a pure making-Velvet's-numbers-go-up efficiency standard, the FORGE option would be optimal - the HEART scrap would be redundant because reading the HEART 3 book followed by the HEART 2 book would get us to the exact same place with it or without it, so grabbing that FORGE scrap instead would leave us with a greater total increase. But the narrative considerations... yeah.

If that FORGE secondary manifested as Jade remodeling her old house and just burning the bits that got thrown out (like that noose), that'd be one thing, but destroying all of it suggests bad things about how she'll change herself with a FORGE affinity. Destroying her pain won't make her any less hollow. HEART will have its own perils, of course, but I think it'll be a healthier influence regarding Jade's... wholeness of self, for lack of a better description.

And it'll (probably) be less unnerving to other ponies than a tendency to burn things down.


[x] To become unceasing.

also, slightly related... maybe her getting Heart might make it easier for her to understand (and help us getting closer/helping/subverting) Starry Skies, the Heart-focused advisor?

"Anypony who knows the slightest thing about Lantern", you say? It doesn't seems right given that it was a crit and the message, but it's still concerning. And reveal even more issues, this time with Jade's self-esteem. Poor Jade.
She's probably exaggerating a bit, though I'd be careful about raising Twilight's and the cult's Lantern too much. lvl 1 is probably safe. lvl 3 probably isn't.

So, Vinyl and Octavia? Well, only the latter, but still interesting.

I wonder, what reasons lie behind that envy? Yes, quite possibly more trauma, I know.

or it's simply the jealousy of a girlfriend. It's decently implied in the show, and a very common fanon couple.

..on the other hand, I just found this on the wiki

In The Big Mac Question, Discord mentions that Octavia went out on a date with Bulk Biceps.

but then again, I completely forgot about it, and I wouldn't be surprised if Bird did too. Also "a date" seasons later doesn't mean that, for example, Vynil doesn't already like her.

Also, I would note that at this note we can seriously undermine Master's ability in purely esoterical matters. With both learning and magic advisors compromised, it leaves primary Master themselves and Comet Feet as heavy hitters (and maybe Windy). The latter is quite focused at Edge alone, and the former is restricted in his abilities for one reason or another as we can observe with our tasks in Mansus exploration. Copper and Dancer, as far as we know, neither went deep in their lores not had truly focused on the occult jobs. And we may subvert Dancer eventually, too.

If we would want to openly betray the cult, now we have not so horrible chances. Not anymore.
well, if we ever wanted to REALLY rebel, our best course of action might be to use the winter ritual against Comet.

but really, we have enough influence in the cult at this point that we might simply find it better to negotiate.

IF the master can be negotiated with. I'm not completely sure about that, but he hasn't been really unreasonable yet...

I am also quite excited at possibility to see Major Subverted lore and Minor Subverting! This would be cool to see. For some reason I believe that over time, the Forge will become Major. Much like the conflict calls all revolutionaries and all the progress of humanity to its causes, Lantern is in love with Forge. Lantern means having a vision (and right attitude). Forge means having strength to bring it to reality. Lantern will always answer yes.
mh.. maybe she could even reach the point of having BOTH be major affinities? Right now all we know is that usually cultists either have one major affinity, or one major and one minor if named.

Except Velvet and the Masters (and Selene), who apparently follow different rules.

Maybe... maybe getting more than 2 affinities usually requires becoming a Know? I was already thinking that becoming a Know might be one of the requirements for lvl 5 in a lore, but maybe there's more to go along with that...

I didn't really mean it seriously. AP hell never ends, but it's grip on us can, at least, be weakened slightly. For example, now we don't need to waste an action conducting search rituals if the mood strikes us, since we can throw Jade at the problem. (Though we may want to find a Secret Histories Artifact for her to use as a focus)

Or we might get her to study any artifacts we do find, or maybe books if we're lucky, and so on and so forth. Like, if we didn't have to bother reading all the low level books we've turned almost obsolete, that would be really cool. We could maybe even ask her to write Lantern manifests since we still haven't found any books for it, although that might be a bit too much.

Basically it opens options that we would have difficulty managing otherwise, even if we're still going to struggle with stuff we really do have to do ourselves.
yeah, like every new confidant (and, to a lower extent, Good Friend), she gives us new options.

Rituals, books, manifests, help with Twilight, support in cult meetings...

An interesting thing to notice: right now, with Copper and Comet in Manehattan, there are 4 inner circle members in Ponyville.

Jade is on our side. Starry is mostly on our side, as long as we don't explicitely act against the cult, and I think we're likely going to give her some more attention pretty soon. There WAS that reading problem we had to check...

That leaves Windy probably on its own, in terms of internal factions.
 
[x] To destroy that which will not change.

ok, in the end I went with forge.

reasons:

1)well, the scrap is more useful, but that's hardly the main reason

2)a neat and decisive cut with the past is probably what she truly needs to start living again. If we leave the house there, there will ALWAYS be a reminder. always a little voice telling her that her tomb is still waiting. That the echoes of a decade of suffering is still there, and always will be.

no option is perfect. I would have liked to renovate and sell the house, changing it instead of destroying it... but Jade here doesn't want a half-assed measure.

It's either destroy, or keep there as a constant reminder.

both lores can be useful to us, but we already have Rarity with minor Forge, and can potentiall get Starry on our side (and she's Major Heart), so that's not actually much of a factor in my decision.

By the way, even if we take Forge (maybe ESPECIALLY if we take forge), we can loan her our heartifact (lvl 3) if she needs access to Heart. narratively it might even help her sleep better...
 
Jade is on our side. Starry is mostly on our side, as long as we don't explicitely act against the cult, and I think we're likely going to give her some more attention pretty soon. There WAS that reading problem we had to check...
I'm not sure I wanna focus on Starry, actually. She's going to be one of the hardest to seperate from the Master's influence, after all, and doesn't have nearly as much to offer as the others. In the meantime we've already made decent progress on Comet Feet—who is the Cult's main combatant and this pretty much the most important guy to have—and Copper definitely seems vulnerable while being the one person with the highest influence in the Outer Circle. I really want to focus on them first, especially since they'll be building power bases outside Ponyville.
 
I'm not sure I wanna focus on Starry, actually. She's going to be one of the hardest to seperate from the Master's influence, after all, and doesn't have nearly as much to offer as the others. In the meantime we've already made decent progress on Comet Feet—who is the Cult's main combatant and this pretty much the most important guy to have—and Copper definitely seems vulnerable while being the one person with the highest influence in the Outer Circle. I really want to focus on them first, especially since they'll be building power bases outside Ponyville.
that would require us to act more in Manehattan though.

Also, it's not like we didn't make progress with Starry Sky. She owes us a favour, and we can capitalize on that by helping her with her reading problem. She's also the more "accessible" of the advisors not completely on our side, what with the other two being in Manehattan.

Still, it's not like this will happen this coming turn. We first have to deal with Twilight, study our books and go up in the Mansus, + starting Rarity's lessons and help Jade as well.
 
that would require us to act more in Manehattan though.

Also, it's not like we didn't make progress with Starry Sky. She owes us a favour, and we can capitalize on that by helping her with her reading problem. She's also the more "accessible" of the advisors not completely on our side, what with the other two being in Manehattan.

Still, it's not like this will happen this coming turn. We first have to deal with Twilight, study our books and go up in the Mansus, + starting Rarity's lessons and help Jade as well.
I'm not sure I would count it as progress when we've also pushed her towards the Cult as a whole, at leas not until we've managed to subvert most of the Inner Circle and turn the "Cult as a whole" to our side.

And I don't actually mind spending more time in Manehattan. it's basically the best place for us to go book shopping after getting All-three—as in desirable for Lores, not necessarily for bonuses—and would be interesting to explore besides.
 
And I don't actually mind spending more time in Manehattan. it's basically the best place for us to go book shopping after getting All-three—as in desirable for Lores, not necessarily for bonuses—and would be interesting to explore besides.
I'm not sure about that. Manehattan.. there's potential for OC, I suppose, but most of what we know OOC is in Ponyville or Canterlot.

I kinda would like to meet the other elements, personally. We could do business with the Apples, meet Dash and possibly come up IC with that "heal Scootaloo" plan.. or even just investigate more on Filthy Rich's situation (or Soft, for that matter, but that's in Canterlot).

Manehattan would bring NEW, UNKNOWN things. I kinda want to start doing some of the things we already came up with.

Also expeditions, but I think we're ALL interested in that. Our only one had a pretty unconventional reward, and I'd LOVE to see what a more normal one would give us
 
I'm not sure about that. Manehattan.. there's potential for OC, I suppose, but most of what we know OOC is in Ponyville or Canterlot.

I kinda would like to meet the other elements, personally. We could do business with the Apples, meet Dash and possibly come up IC with that "heal Scootaloo" plan.. or even just investigate more on Filthy Rich's situation (or Soft, for that matter, but that's in Canterlot).

Manehattan would bring NEW, UNKNOWN things. I kinda want to start doing some of the things we already came up with.

Also expeditions, but I think we're ALL interested in that. Our only one had a pretty unconventional reward, and I'd LOVE to see what a more normal one would give us
Eh, I guess I just really like Bird's world-building and want to see more of it, especially for things that we can't mostly anticipate. Like, yeah, helping the people we already know about is important, but I also want to learn more of this twisted, darker version of Equestria.

I'll admit, getting Rainbow Dash on side could be just as useful as Comet Feet though. She's quite likely to be an Edge aspect, after all, and ironically they've both got loyalty as a character trait. If anybody could match him, it would be her.

Actually, bad thought, but now I kinda want to throw them at each other for shipping. Battle couple for the win!
 
She owes us a favour
I though that was explicitly not the case?
Starry Dancer is now feeling better about the Ritual, and understands that the members of the Inner Circle will be there for her if needed, or at least that you will for sure.

Starry Dancer still feels indebted to you, for helping her out earlier, but you have not garnered any further favors from her, apart from her honest gratitude. She will be able to operate with a lot more confidence now, thanks to the cult's presence, since that's what she got from her talk with you. (Garnering further personal favor from her would have been the 90 CD)
 
[X] To destroy that which will not change

An interesting thing to notice: right now, with Copper and Comet in Manehattan, there are 4 inner circle members in Ponyville.

Jade is on our side. Starry is mostly on our side, as long as we don't explicitely act against the cult, and I think we're likely going to give her some more attention pretty soon. There WAS that reading problem we had to check...

That leaves Windy probably on its own, in terms of internal factions.

Personally, I think now is also the best time to form a faction of the outer circle. The leader of the biggest faction is out of the city, and the second biggest faction leader is our confidant, so now is the best time to grab new recruits to do some chores on the side we don't have the time to do.

I wonder what options for Confidant we have with Jade. A large part of me would be quite amused if we could be Princess Celestia, and have Jade write friendship reports of like lunch with Vinyl and Octavia or tea with Starry or something. Although, personally, I am pretty sure Jade would find a way to make the whole thing depressing and it wouldn't deal with her I am worthless thing. I don't know should we confide our true fears into Jade? I am afraid of not being myself anymore? In some ways it isn't fair if Jade is the only one to show all her wounds. Also it could make her feel more useful if she feels like she can help us. On the other hand, she has a lot to think of already? Also, it may make her feel more useless if she can;t do anything.

We also need to make sure Twilight keeps doing friendship lessons and says sorry for going crazy and locking myself in a treehouse for two weeks especially to Spike poor guy plus Occult lessons. We also need to find a way to teach occult or warn Twilight, so this is like a one time ideally, or hopefully a very low frequency craziness outburst like once a Twilight did a shady spell thing. We do not want to be associated with Twilight's mental research breakdowns. I feel like the main difficulty won't be teaching Twilight the occult. It would be stopping twilight from self destructing cause rockets up lantern lore in a couple weeks being a prodigy or accidentallies herself into a corner of the Mansus she is not prepared for.
 
We also need to make sure Twilight keeps doing friendship lessons and says sorry for going crazy and locking myself in a treehouse for two weeks especially to Spike poor guy plus Occult lessons. We also need to find a way to teach occult or warn Twilight, so this is like a one time ideally, or hopefully a very low frequency craziness outburst like once a Twilight did a shady spell thing. We do not want to be associated with Twilight's mental research breakdowns. I feel like the main difficulty won't be teaching Twilight the occult. It would be stopping twilight from self destructing cause rockets up lantern lore in a couple weeks being a prodigy or accidentallies herself into a corner of the Mansus she is not prepared for.

We must teach Twilight that Friendship is Eldritch, though considering the way twilight is, I can just see Discord getting out and meeting twilight and going 'Well no point being here, shes already bonkers'
 
We must teach Twilight that Friendship is Eldritch, though considering the way twilight is, I can just see Discord getting out and meeting twilight and going 'Well no point being here, shes already bonkers'
Of course not. He would decide to teach her. Being mad, after all, doesn't mean you know how to have fun with it.
 
The Heart option tries to make Jade strong enough to carry that weight, but it means that that burden stays with her. It will always be there, waiting in the background, only Jade's unceasing efforts keeping it at bay. Is that really more healthy than a clean break?
IMHO, yes, because a clean break imply that you are leaving behind a significant part of what makes you, well, you. And here it is exacerbated, because lores are involved. Embracing Forge, Jade will not simply have a clean break, she will embrace change as a way of life, in particular dealing with issues. THAT definitely isn't healthy.

Think not "what is more merciful", think "what is likely to fuck her worse when things will go south"
 
Honestly, I think the real prize behind All 3 Lore Levels is something... less gimmicky than Harmony slapping some ascension on you for doing all the homework it didn't ask for, and more esoterically fulfilling.

After all, each Lore brings with itself a different way to look at the world, and eventually allows for a new sense to open.
So, when Velvet opens all 9 of her eyes, she'll be capable of combined sight of an entire cult.
Like that parable with the elephant: every cultist perceives a different part of the world, and Velvet may be (one of) the first to experience all of those simultaneously.

Velvet may become the first person to perceive the entirety of the Mansus.
It's essence, it's secret's, numerous ripples it makes, numerous wounds carved into it, all the desires it fulfills, all the ends it brings, sheer danger it presents, sheer power it offers, a whole new life for you to live. Like a rainbow of colors forming singular white light.

Consider for a moment the fact that all the power Velvet gained... all of it came from understanding. All the Lore scraps are just pieces of information, allowing for her to notice things that were always there.
With all her eyes open, she'll be able to simply notice things no one else did. Not because of how hidden they are, but because of a perspective nobody else shares.

Edit: I mean... Secret History. You see through your other selves' eyes. Remembering that Lores don't grant power, merely understanding, we can now apply all other 8 senses to those visions (and yes, it wouldn't work for Lantern-touch... but that's not entirety of Lantern's capability Velvet wields). Imagine the amount of options this brings.

So, Velvet would essentially gain an omni-sense of sorts? SIGN ME THE £$@& UP!!!!

Ahem.
Do you really want to add another crossover?

I'd willingly go with it. Also, AWESOME SONG!

Parable of The Beholder (SH 8), written in Equestrian
Unread: According to scholar of Histories known as Dusk Shine, the Hour known as The Beholder is many eyed, with an eye for each unraveling History.
Reading: This book appears to be a collection of more then a hundred retellings of the same parable. Yet, the subtle differences make the lesson of each retelling different, with many contradictions between different parables, and even subtler differences put events of each parable into different parts of Equus. Yet, the characters of the parables are pretty much the same.
Finished: This night your mind wondered through your memories, toying with different stories it can come with for some simple scenes you remember. At one scene you remember, there was an picture of an eye, reflecting some unfamiliar landscape. After you awoken, you remembered this landscape with perfect clarity.
Reward: SH 8 fragment, Dread, The Reflection of the Tapestry ritual.

SH 8 fragment, a map of The Beholder. The way The Beholder perceives reality is puzzling and even looking at reproductions of her sketches hurts minds of the mortals. They also shift occasionally, even if it is a copy of a copy of a copy of a sketch one saw in a dream. Yet, it is always possible to find a familiar landmark on any of copies of Her maps, though it is not always the same landmark as yesterday.[/SPOILER]
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Visitations of The Beholder (Knock 6), written in Chrisalid.
Unread: Accoding to memoirs of the ancient explored known as A.K.Y. Dazzle, the Hour known as The Beholder is many eyed, with an eye for each passage.
Reading: This book appears to be a collection of parables dedicated to locksmiths and architects. Yet, each parable describes a dilemma they face, and a harsh judgement of the ways they fail solving it.
Finished: The book deceptively talks about narrow subject of doors and equivalents, even if in a flowery language. Yet its wisdom is so much broader.
Reward: Knock 6 fragment, A Favor from Authority.

Knock 6, Not all doors can be opened, not all passages can be walked, and not all openings can be seen, yet any way can be traversed when looked at from a right angle.
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On the mind of The Beholder (Lantern 10), written in Zebrican.
Unread: According to sacred texts of Mana Aduu, the Hour known as The Beholder is many eyed, with an eye for each truth.
Reading: The theology of the Order of Mana Aduu is mind-breaking at times. Mercifully, they provided some exercises to help reading especially difficult passages.
Finished: Your notes on the book appear to be an excellent textbook on formal and mathematical logic.
Reward: Lantern 10 fragment, Fascination, Erudition: a Lesson Learnt.

Lantern 10: Thoughts are treacherous, deceiving the thinker for they are words unsaid, and words are imprecise, and for they are emotions worded, and emotions are everchanging. Yet, by going from the roots, one can build a language to talk with no uncertainty and emotionless clarity. You speak one such language. You are not sure you want to think in this language.
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On the tools of The Beholder (Forge 4), written in High Equestrian.
Unread: According to ancient inventors and mystics known as The Brothers, the Hour known as The Beholder is many eyed, with an eye for each blueprint.
Reading: The theology in the book is rudimentary. The book appears to be a manual on optics with brief chapters on construction of optical instruments, making lenses and silvering, with numerous sketches.
Finished: You learned the ways your senses and mind deceive you, and learned to cope with that.
Reward: Forge 4 fragment.

Forge 4: A certainty of shape. You always knew that perception is fickle and deceptive, but now you know how it deceives you and how to compensate for it.
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Struggles under eyes of The Beholder (Edge 2)
Unread: According to monks of the Order of Broken Heart, the Hour known as The Beholder is many eyed, with an eye for each struggle.
Reading: This is an epic describing adventurs and misfortunes of a mercenary griffin with more honor than common sense. Yet, you feel sympathy for him, and feel relief once he managed to collect enough money to open an inn and retire from mercenary work.
Finished: The Order of Broken Heart teaches to follow a code of honor even when alone, with no known observers to catch you slipping. They have many meditation techniques for hardening resolve and coping with injuries during your fight.
Reward: Edge 2 fragment.

Edge 2: A touch of mettle. You know the benefits of mettle, and apply it to train your endurance and will.

Also, feel free to write your own entries.

I LOVE this concept!!!! Don't have anything to actually add, but I love it nonetheless!

In one History, one that perhaps has not happened yet, there exists an Hour said to be equal parts kind and cunning, aligned with none of the Principles and all of them. As a mortal, she betrayed all who trusted her yet never with malice; as an Hour, she is loyalty divided and indecision born of good-will, trapped in a cycle of self-defeating conflicting desires. For those who tread the Mansus in the stead of others, the Sundered Harmony's attention will be felt. She is an enemy of the Cold Wind, their ancient rivalry dating back to when both were still mortal; her alliance with the All-Seeing Star is equally ancient. She maintains a complicated relationship with the Guarding Shadow, one born from a strong bond in life that persisted through and ended with one of the Sundered Harmony's many betrayals.

Facinating... Truly fascinating...
 
I though that was explicitly not the case?

second paragraph of what you quoted: Starry Dancer still feels indebted to you, for helping her out earlier

I was referring to that, the thing with the mayor.

I'd willingly go with it. Also, AWESOME SONG!
do give a look to his other songs, many are very good. He made many about various videogames, plus a few movies and tv series.

off the top of my head: God of War, Dark Souls, Game of Thrones, For Honor, Mass Effect, Assassin's Creed, Dragon Age, Assassin's creed. Spiderman, Ironman, The Witcher, Doom...
 
IMHO, yes, because a clean break imply that you are leaving behind a significant part of what makes you, well, you. And here it is exacerbated, because lores are involved. Embracing Forge, Jade will not simply have a clean break, she will embrace change as a way of life, in particular dealing with issues. THAT definitely isn't healthy.

Think not "what is more merciful", think "what is likely to fuck her worse when things will go south"
If the question is "which is likely to fuck her over more when things get worse?" The answer is both. Heart seems safe, but just as Forge will destroy that which does not change, Heart is that which does not change. If she embraces Forge, she will deal with issues by either adaptation or excision; if she embraces Heart, she deals with issues by essentially writing them off. Heart and Forge are opposites and we need to choose between whether she will go forward with a mindset of "adapt and overcome" or "power through."
 
If the question is "which is likely to fuck her over more when things get worse?" The answer is both. Heart seems safe, but just as Forge will destroy that which does not change, Heart is that which does not change. If she embraces Forge, she will deal with issues by either adaptation or excision; if she embraces Heart, she deals with issues by essentially writing them off. Heart and Forge are opposites and we need to choose between whether she will go forward with a mindset of "adapt and overcome" or "power through."
Remember, though, she perceives her greatest obstacle to be herself. So the real question is, do we want her to be able to bear herself, or to excise those portions she doesn't want?

Considering the kind of madness most Lores induce, I honestly doubt giving her free reign to self-modify will be good for her. Especially since she's the cult's ritual expert, and could devise new rituals for modifying her own body and mind.
 
Remember, though, she perceives her greatest obstacle to be herself. So the real question is, do we want her to be able to bear herself, or to excise those portions she doesn't want?

Considering the kind of madness most Lores induce, I honestly doubt giving her free reign to self-modify will be good for her. Especially since she's the cult's ritual expert, and could devise new rituals for modifying her own body and mind.
This isn't her fully committing to Forge or the Moth ascension. This is her minor lore; unless she really goes off the deep end she isn't going to go about using rituals to change. Do we want her to it is whether we think she should adapt or preserver? Should she say "I don't like this about myself, I should seek to change" or should she say "I don't like this about myself, but I shall move forward anyway"? It is two different methods of coping, neither of which I would say is inherently wrong; however, from personal experience with depression, I believe giving her the ability to change is better than the ability to move forward. I've been attempting to move forward pretty much all my life and, as much as people like to idolize the idea of persevering, it is hell when your the one who has to do it; when your new year's resolution for the last decade has essentially been 'don't self-mutilate or commit suicide,' the charm of pushing forward in spite of your issues wears off hard.
 
Heart is what does not cease. This is different from not change. In fact, quite often preservation of life requires change. In fact life itself is (moderate) change. So, unless QM says so, I disagree with your interpretation on this topic.
While I agree with you that "Heart does not change" isn't exactly true, but even if reservation of life may require it, Heart isn't preservation of life. The other way around - yes, but even then it's only to a degree. It's Moth that is the "Change", or maybe Forge - depending on what do you mean by "Change". But Heart? More than anything Heart is "Eternity". In one of the endings of the CS you need to seek balance between Moth and Heart exactly because of this fact.

In other words, while themes of the Heart may not oppose change - not directly, at least, but they certainty don't support it either.
 
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In other words, while themes of the Heart may not oppose change - not directly, at least, but they certainty don't support it either.
I don't disagree with that. It's just, mmm.
Heart is a preservation force, including preservation of life unceasing. But open dynamic systems (like living organisms) often maintain a balance based on response on external influence. In this case preservation of internal balance pretty much requires change in how the system acts, based on external change.

So, I look at it as Moth, and Forge are proactive change (in different sense), while Heart has no choice but include some aspects of reactive change.

I believe giving her the ability to change is better than the ability to move forward.
Ability to change is required for and is one of aspects of ability to learn, and Jade so far shows at least some capacity in this area. So, Jade already has this ability, it is the question on how much she will lean on this ability in her life. But take this ability to extreme and ... results shall be quite weird and creepy.
 
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