In the end, she had run.
For that, she never quite forgave herself. She
couldn't. Despite... everything, every possible motivation, despite
promising herself she'd kill the fucking bastard the next time he-
But when the time came, she had chosen to run. She had retreated to her room -- that flimsy little fortress -- with her proverbial tail between her legs. She had curled up on her bed like a coward, knowing as he heard his laughter through the thin walls of the house that he
let her go, knowing -- worse yet -- that she was so insignificant to him that, despite tearing her to shreds with just a few words, he had probably forgotten about her the moment she was out of sight. That was when she realized Steven was right. She
was worthless.
She deserved it. If she didn't care enough to stand up for herself, for something so important to her and so insignificant to him... why would anyone else?
She cried herself to sleep that night.
* * *
Batman.
The city was ablaze with speculation, but no one had much on him: not the news, not the police, not even the verified PRT agents or the so-called "guys in the know" on PHO. No one even knew what he looked like. It was obvious, however, that Batman was making a difference. He wasn't like the Protectorate or the Wards; he didn't waste time supporting the status quo. He went out and busted heads. He preyed on the non-parahuman gang members, and stripped of the protection of their capes, they were now running scared.
Batman was strong. He
mattered.
When she woke up with powers, she didn't know what to do with them. The Wards... no. She had no interest in getting more people telling her what to do, giving more people power over her.
But maybe... maybe she could at least do something that mattered.
* * *
She had a good power to do what Batman did. She could phase in, engage the non-parahumans, then phase out and disengage if any capes showed up. But even a non-parahuman gangbanger was a lot bigger and stronger than her. She needed to level the playing field somehow.
She'd heard good things about Grant's Gym. He even taught a few classes for free. It was a good first step.
One of the first things she learned from Mr. Grant -- or, more accurately, from Brian -- was that once someone stronger than her got a firm grip on her, she'd already lost. She needed something else. A weapon, something with which she could reach out and touch someone.
The sporting goods store wasn't far from Grant's Gym, and it had quite the selection of weapons. Her gaze swept quickly across the rifles and shotguns lining the back wall before she dismissed them. No way someone like her could get one, even
if she could afford it, and they all looked positively gigantic anyway. The bows...
"Have you ever done any archery before?"
Sophia started in surprise. An Asian woman in a wheelchair was looking at her curiously.
"I, um, I was just looking," she said, hurriedly putting the bow she had been examining back on the shelf.
"Well, for your first bow, you'll want to start with something that has a lighter pull," the woman said, gesturing toward the smaller bows. "It takes a great deal of practice to use a bow properly, however, so keep that in mind."
Sophia tried to hide her disappointment at that, but she obviously wasn't very successful.
"You might try a crossbow," the woman suggested. "They're easier to learn."
Sophia's gaze swept over to the crossbows, gravitating to a pistol crossbow. It was about the right price; she'd been saving up for a while. She picked it up. It felt...
right in her hands. She doubted it had much power, but maybe if she used her power on the bolt...
She smiled and looked over at the woman. "Thanks for the advice, Ms., uh..."
"Nguyen," the woman answered. "Paula Nguyen."
* * *
She still hadn't come up with a name yet when she went out, but she was ready. She hoped.
She ran across the rooftops. It had taken surprisingly little practice to use her power to ghost along between rooftops. It was her third night out, and the adrenaline rush alone felt awesome.
Then she heard a scream. Sophia steeled her self and charged toward the scream.
It was a couple, backed against the wall of the alleyway, trapped between three gangbangers. The gangbangers were wearing red and white, the colors of the Rising Sons. One of them was leaning against the wall himself, making suggestive motions toward the woman.
She fired. The smoky crossbow bolt rematerialized halfway in the lecherous gangbanger's shoulder, halfway in the wall, and at his cry of pain, she leapted down into the alley.
Sophia froze in indecision as a tire iron swung toward her before flashing into her shadow state. The improved weapon passed harmlessly through her, and the gangbanger stepped back, fear written on his face.
She smiled.
He's afraid of me.
* * *
It wasn't just the adrenaline that felt good. There was just something liberating about running across rooftops in costume. There came with it a feeling of... not invincibility, per se, but more a sense that, whatever happened, she was as ready for it as she ever could be.
As she swooped down and began taking out skinheads, she reveled in that feeling. Her heart pounded as she turned to the last Empire thug, her crossbow and his handgun racing to see which would level out first.
Only for a third party to pull a surprise win.
Sophia's breath caught in her throat.
It's him!
And I still don't have a name yet!
* * *
Why am
I doing this? she asked herself as she returned home. Batman's question had blindsided her. There were two people in the world, those who mattered and those who didn't. The strong and the weak. And she was strong. She
had to be. She couldn't be weak again. She
promised herself that she wouldn't be.
Because if she ever let herself be weak again, that meant Steven won, and she
wouldn't let that happen.
But... maybe she'd been looking at it wrong.
Power... and purpose, huh? she mused. It was something to think about.
* * *
Sophia ducked and weaved, lashing out with another aggressive combo. It was just the two of them there tonight, since she'd promised Batman she wouldn't go out until they met again the following night. She knew Mr. Grant was going easy on her; just seeing him sparring with Brian was proof enough of that. He may be old, but with that age came a level of experience and skill she couldn't help but respect.
Once he'd again demolished her defenses, she slumped against the ropes around the ring and looked at him. "Mister Grant?"
"Yeah?"
"Why do you do this?" she asked. "I mean, the whole... gym thing. I mean, you're strong, a good fighter. You could make a lot of money, with the gangs or fighting pro."
He paused, letting his towel hang from his neck. "I do this because it's what I love," he said simply. "I used to fight pro, long ago, but... my time's passed. But you? You've got a fire in you, kid, and I don't want to see it cut short."
"But what's the point?" she asked. "What's the purpose?"
Mr. Grant took a swig from his water bottle and leaned against the corner post. "I guess... it's to help the next generation," he said finally. "Better tomorrow and all that rot."
"Huh?"
"Every kid like you who walks in that door is a piece of this city's future. I guess I'm just doing my part to make it better."
There it was again. Power and purpose... a purpose in giving the city a better future.
* * *
Sophia fumed.
Who the hell does he think he is? she snarled silently. Something about the night she'd spent patrolling with Batman had been nagging at her as they parted ways, but she was already home before she figured it out.
It was when he'd called her "skinny." Just like Brian called her "shorty." Coupled with the way he moved, the way he fought -- they'd sparred so many times over the past few months -- and his height and build...
Brian was the goddamn Batman. Well, maybe. She wasn't sure, but if he
was... suddenly, the lecture took on a whole new context that just pissed her off. She'd thought Batman was older, a man who actually knew what the fuck he was talking about, not a guy barely a few years older than her!
"Hey, Sophia!" That was her brother, hollering from the living room.
She opened her bedroom door and stuck her head out. "
What, Terry?!" she snapped.
"Just thought you'd like to know, the PRT's about to take down Batman. I know you're a big fan."
Take down... Batman? she wondered.
Why?
With a sigh, she stepped out and joined him in front of the living room TV, where Armsmaster was speaking.
"-assure you, Ms. Vale, we only wish to bring Batman in to answer a few questions regarding some brutal crossbow attacks over the past few weeks-"
Sophia's eyes widened. Batman didn't use a crossbow.
She did.
"If we won't hold ourselves accountable, the PRT will. Or if they can't, we become just another villain gang, no different from the Empire or the Rising Sons."
That's what Batman had said earlier tonight. Not two minutes ago, she'd dismissed it. He clearly already had some connection to the PRT, but now...
"If I joined the Protectorate, they'd restrict my actions, impose limits, push me into the light. But so long as I'm independent, in the shadows, I can make a difference in this city, because to them... to them, Batman has no limits."
Batman was making a difference. But if they caught him, if they
stopped him...
And it'd be my fault.
She had to fix this.
* * *
A/N: I was originally going to hold off on doing a Sophia interlude until much later, but it just seemed to fit better here after all. Two more interludes before we get back to Brian. I'm finding the first person limited perspective doesn't work quite so well for Batman stories.