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3.3
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That following morning, Sunday, I spent a lot of the morning in a semi-panic, convinced that I had done the stupidest possible thing last night. I was worried that at any moment I would learn that Lung had gone on a rampage, turning wholes swathes of the city into raging infernos. It was a stupid thing to panic over; for one nothing I knew about the gang leader so much as suggested he was likely to fly off the handle in that way, in fact everything I'd read online and all my own interactions with him painted a very different picture. Sure he looked like a big brute at first glance and even acted a little bit like one with his penchant for charging straight into a fight, but that tendency seemed more a result of his desire to deal with threats head on rather than an issue of temper.
Simply put, he charged because he wanted to get in close, wanted to throw off his opponents with how suddenly and ferociously he could attack. Lung didn't just want the upper hand in a fight, he went straight for victory and his power worked well for that because it responded to bigger threats more quickly with more power. In all of our fights I'd seen the vicious cunning in his eye; his powered up body might restrict some of the movements he could make with its bulk and inhuman structure, but it didn't stop him from understanding exactly how to dismantle an opponent in a fight. In a way he had been right last night, we were alike, just maybe not exactly as he had meant it because it wasn't our mindsets but the fact that people were more likely to underestimate us because of how we looked.
That thought made me shudder; I didn't like thinking of myself as like
any villain. On the other hand, our similarities helped in convincing myself that Lung wasn't currently burning down our city. I know it couldn't be true, because even without having to resort to Nono's more targeted peeping from the night before I could, at a glance, take in the entire city in an instant and see that there wasn't even evidence of the smallest fire anywhere. Whatever Lung was actually thinking after last night it hadn't lead him to start rampaging across the city looking to exact vengeance on me. Still, the concern itched at the back of my head all morning and into the afternoon.
Nothing I did occupied my mind enough to banish the worry for more than a few minutes, and so most of the day dragged on interminably. What was more, I didn't feel comfortable leaving the house because I was worried that disaster would strike after all and then I would be caught without my costume. It developed into a vicious cycle where I would start thinking about last night: all the ways it could have gone wrong, that I could have done better, what could happen now, or what Lung was thinking; until I realized I was working myself into a panic and tried to occupy myself with whatever was closest at hand. By three I had organized my closet twice, started five separate books, changed clothes three times, cleaned my room once, and read ahead in two of my textbooks. I was actually nearing the end of my Trigonometry text, and solving the practice problems in my head almost as soon as I finished read the associated material, when my phone rang. Well, it vibrated, since I'd discovered over the last couple of weeks that I really didn't like it when it rang, so I had switched it to vibration and kept it in my pocket ever since.
There was little question about who was calling as the only people who actually had my phone number was still limited to two, and one of them was just downstairs. Sure enough, when I pulled the slim rectangle out of my pants pocket, I saw Amy's name on the screen. I'd put her name in once I'd realized it was probably less suspicious just to have a normal persons name in there than nothing.
"Victoria is a moron." Amy definitely has an interesting way of starting conversations.
"Hello?" I'm glad for the distraction she's presenting at the moment, but I'm not really sure how I'm supposed to respond to that opening. Would agreeing make her angry for insulting her sister? Did she want me to agree with her, or did she just want to rant?
"Shit, I'm- I'm sorry. Probably not a great way to start off a conversation, but she just pisses me off so much sometimes! ARGHHH!" There's a pause after her scream and I can hear her breath in and then out a couple of times before she finally greets me. "Hello Taylor."
"Hi Amy," I responded awkwardly, my own words sounding painfully stilted to my ears. I wondered for a moment what I sounded like to her, as neither of us made any other response for several seconds.
"Uh, what did your sister do to piss you off?" I finally ask once the tension has gotten so bad there's not really any other choice.
"She got back together with the boyfriend I told you she dumped last night," she said and then quickly continued, sounding like she'd just said something bad. "Not that that's bad or anything. It's just… well, you know the Mayor's gala every year?"
Mayor's what? I wracked my brain, trying to think of any big regular events that happened around this time of year while Amy just kept on talking. Nothing came to mind until I remembered when I'd been younger, when the Dockworkers' Association was floundering but not yet dead, and Mom had been alive. I remembered Mom and Dad getting dressed up a few times and leaving me with a babysitter.
"The thing's always pretty boring, but we're expected to show up, cause we're New Wave and all that. Usually the only thing that gets me through the entire night is having Vicky by my side, but this year she wants to sit with her boyfriend and his family; she says I can hang out with them and even suggested I could 'get to know' one of his friends," she derisively snorted at that. "Like I want to have some rich asshole trying to get into my pants while the two of them fawn over each other."
My parents had come home way past my bed time, but I'd snuck out of my room and parked myself at the top of the stairs when I heard them arguing. The two of them were in the kitchen, Mom standing in her black dress while my dad sat at the table looking miserable. Even at the time I didn't think I would ever be as beautiful as my mother, I must have still been at least a year away puberty but I distinctly remember being tall for my age and being well aware that I'd inherited more of my father's looks than Mom's. So, I remembered feeling awe at how good my mother looked in her dress but I also distinctly remembered the argument they'd been having because it was the one where she'd been talking about how he couldn't "do this to himself again."
"She's just so fucking clueless sometimes," Amy continued. "I don't understand why she's even getting back together with him! I just wish she would realize how- " she cut off, not hung up because I could still hear her breathing, but just shut herself up like she'd been about to say something she shouldn't. "I mean… I just can't deal with her right now. Which is kind of why I'm calling, I know we don't exactly know each other well and I've been kind of a bitch but, I mean- that is, I kind of have a favor to ask? Would you, assuming you're not busy, mind coming to the party with me? Just as a buffer, I mean not just as a buffer… like a- like a friend I mean."
That argument would finally make sense if they'd been going to some political party, what with Dad being the dockworkers spokesperson and Mom a respected professor at the college they probably would have gotten invited to that sort of thing up until my dad made himself too much of a nuisance. My memories told me it had been around the same time of year too, so it could be- wait, what?
Had Amy Dallon, Panacea, just invited me to a party as a friend? Granted it didn't sound like the sort of party high school kids normally went to, but still. I was mildly embarrassed to realize I hadn't been paying much attention to her while she'd been talking and instead had been caught up in my own thoughts, but even as I thought that the entire conversation seemed to flood into my head.
"I, uh, I don't know if that's a good idea…" I hesitated, figuring that it would be incredibly awkward to be sitting there with the rest of her family who I didn't really know at this fancy shindig.
"A bunch of the Wards will be there, for the PR, and some of the regular Protectorate capes will be there too. They won't know who you are- I mean, they won't know you're a cape, but you can get to know them." If the Wards were going to be there why couldn't she hang out with them? Unless, maybe she didn't get along that well with them, or more likely as Wards they would probably have to mingle more and couldn't sit around distracting her all night. "And- and I could buy you a dress, not that I'm sure you don't have something perfectly fine, I just mean that if you wanted a new outfit for the party I would buy it for you. As a thank you."
She had to be pretty desperate if she was asking me to be some sort of social safety net for her; I mean who in their right mind would pick me to go to a party with unless they didn't have any other choice? While I wasn't exactly what you would call terribly fashionable, it would be nice to go shopping given that I hadn't really done so since Emma had turned her back on me. Sure I'd gone shopping with Dad, but that was different because even if I'd been willing to ask him for advice it wasn't like he had any better idea of what was in fashion than I did. Emma had always been my source for advice on the subject, because even if I wasn't as obsessed with it as the other girls my age seemed to be sometimes I still liked looking good, before I'd started dressing to avoid any notice at all. With Amy along for the ride, there was at least a chance she would know more than me.
"I'll go. You're right, it's a good opportunity," I wouldn't make her buy me a dress or anything though, that would just feel weird. I could get some money from Dad, plus I had a little cash saved up, which should be enough to get me something that wouldn't be too embarrassing. "When is this thing anyway?"
Amy made a tiny coughing sound before she responded.
"Thursday… " She said it like she was ashamed or something, but that sounded like plenty of time to me. Unless, maybe this was a bigger deal than I thought; but how fancy could some political party for the Mayor of a small city like Brockton Bay really be? It wasn't like there would be royalty there, or foreign dignitaries, or anything like that.
"Is there… is there something I should know? Is this party special or something?" I asked.
"No! No, I just, I know it's sort of last minute," Amy answered, still sounding vaguely embarrassed. "I didn't want you to think this was all some sort of last minute thing, I mean it is, but… I don't know what I mean actually."
I shrugged, then realizing that she could see me through the phone obviously I said, "Three days seems like plenty of time to me. When would you want to go shopping?"
"Tuesday? I can only volunteer so much in a month, and it's one of the days I have off from practically everything else too, so I have almost all of the afternoon free."
Seeing as my social calendar had been strangely clear for the past couple of years pretty much any day would work for me, but that sounded depressing even in my own head so I didn't say it out loud. Instead I answered, "That works for me."
After that we talked for a few more minutes; not about anything serious, just the sort of small talk you make when you're looking for an opening to talk about something else. or a way to end the conversation. Amy asked about my dad, I said he was fine, and I asked about the tests and projects she'd mentioned last time, which had all apparently gone fine despite her worries. Then she asked about the computer class, and I was momentarily thrown that she'd remember that I'd mentioned it at all, but I recovered and said it was going fine. It was the truth after all. In fact the computer stuff was coming to me even easier than it had before I'd become a cape. I had some suspicions why, but I wasn't exactly about to share them over the phone, nor was I totally comfortable with mentioned them to Amy in the first place so I didn't. Eventually we agreed to meet up in the food court at the mall on Tuesday at around four, said our goodbyes, and mutually hung up, or at least I hoped we did so mutually. If we hadn't then that could make Tuesday weird.
The conversation had managed to distract me from what I'd been concerned with before, which I was grateful for, but now that was done and my previous worries were starting to creep back in. I needed to occupy my mind with something a little mindless that could take up the next few hours. The only thing which came to mind was practicing with my newfound control over my powers, but first I probably should let Dad know that I would be out on Thursday. I wasn't sure how much exactly I should tell him, but there didn't really seem to be any reason to hide anything about this from him.
I made my way downstairs and found him sitting in the corner of the living room at his desk, hunched over an array of papers with his glasses pushed high up on his nose. Pausing for a moment, I thought briefly about how I was going to say all this.
"Hey, Dad…" I started, causing him to glance up in my direction.
"Yes Taylor?" It was weird; telling my dad I was going to a party was about the most normal teenage girl thing I'd had to do in a long time, and it was still colored by my burgeoning superhero career.
"Uh, I'm going to a party on Thursday." We were both sort of shocked into silence by the words. For me it was the idea that just last night I had been out fighting with Lung and now here I was, telling my dad I was going to a party later that week. I don't know what it was for him, maybe he was worried it was a little lie to cover for something dangerous, or that someone was going to play a prank on me, or maybe it was just the suddenness of it all. Whatever the cause, I didn't give him time to ask.
"You remember Amy? The girl who showed up last Saturday in the morning?"
He nodded.
"Well, she invited me to this thing she has to go to with her family that night."
Another moment passed in silence, and then Dad stood up and moved closer to me. "Do you need a ride? What time will you be coming home? Where is this party?" he asked.
"I, uh, I don't actually know. I can ask though! We're- actually that sort of brings me to something else I need to ask you, I was wondering if I could maybe borrow some money? I think it's sort of a fancy party, so I think I need a new dress. It doesn't have to be much, I still have some cash saved up, but I don't really know how expensive dresses are." I was starting to ramble, so I cut that thought off and got back to the point "Anyway, we're actually going to meet to go shopping, so I'll ask her about that stuff then."
"Mmm. Okay, I trust you," He patted at his back pocket, then frowned and looked a little embarrassed. "I don't actually have any cash on me right now, kid, but if-"
"Oh, that's ok! I don't need it now, we're not going shopping until Tuesday." I explained, he relaxed and nodded at that.
After a moment of somewhat awkward silence I decided that that was probably all that really needed to be said on the issue.
"I'm going downstairs to, uh, practice." I hesitated, and half started to turn away before turning back towards my dad. "I love you, Dad."
"I love you too kiddo." We came together and hugged, then I turned away and headed towards the basement.
As I made my way down the creaky steps leading into the basement I considered what it was that I could actually practice, after all how much time would it really kill to practice what I' discovered last night? Not more than a few minutes. I would have to find a new project to focus on that could occupy my time for the next couple of hours if I had any hope of distracting myself, but the special
move thing Nono did had been the only other ability there had been that I hadn't known how to do myself. Sure, I knew there were more capabilities hidden away from me, but I didn't even know what they were and I didn't think randomly throwing ideas at the wall to see if maybe something happened would be very productive.
Of course, it didn't look like I would have any other choice.
A/N: I promise you shouldn't have to wait as long for the next part.
More Buster!Taylor Onee-sama is always the best thing!
Love the story so far, hope there's more character interaction between Taylor, the Wards, and New Wave in the future.
Algorithmic Like Engine online: And then I Liked.
I didn't reply to this util now because i didn't want to give away too much before I posted this part, but I've basically been planning to deliver in a huge way on that exact sort interaction for a long time.