Interlude 2b: How to Make a Monster
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Blood.
There was so much blood. Was she floating in it?
She was going somewhere.
Where was she going?
Glass.
There was glass in her chest, wasn't there? It had pierced her body; it had left her crippled. There was steel in her shoulder, it had pinned her down. There was blood in her lungs, where had it gone? She was surrounded by glass, glass held down by steel while she floated in blood. She needed to get there, where she was going.
Where was she going?
Beeps and horns and screeches and cries. Sounds upon sounds upon sounds upon sounds. They pierced her brain like the glass had pierced her body, they wrapped around her like the steel had wrapped around her shoulder. It was drowning her, she was drowning. She didn't want to die, to fall into that abyss.
Was she dead? Was she alive?
Thunder, her heart beating in her chest.
The slow thuds echoed out from the right of her chest, a creeping sensation that urged her to move. Each deafening pulse brought more color to the world around her, to the crimson that she was stuck in.
A hiss echoed out. The blood was draining, out and away. The glass that sealed her opened slowly and exposed her form to ice cold air and almost all-consuming darkness. This wasn't where she was going. She was going somewhere warm and bright and happy and kind. She was lost.
The glass had moved out of the way, and she could vaguely make out three figures. The darkness hid their features, but she could tell they were all looking at her. Why were they looking at her, did they know where she was supposed to be?
She tried to walk, to approach the figures, to ask them… anything. One foot after the other, slowly. She walked before, didn't she? She walked with the kind man with large eyes and dark hair. He was nice to her. He adored her. They walked-
Where did they walk to?
She tripped.
She was caught by another man. A man with a big round nose, his eyes smaller and not as kind as the eyes of the kind man she had walked with before. He wore a coat that was as white as bone, with streaks of unknown liquids marring its perfection. The small man looked scared. Why was he scared? She tried to apologize, like instinct. Yet all that came out was a gargle. Why couldn't she speak? Was she choking? Her outstretched hand raced back to her neck. She couldn't choke again, she couldn't, she had to get back to… she had to…
Where was she going back to?
Walking with the kind man. Going somewhere. Glass and Blood. Choking, drowning. A hand clawed at her scalp, and drew back to find it left a stream of black muck. She stared at her fingers and the muck she had drawn, breathing in and out slowly. Dark slime, constantly flowing off her skin, utterly subsuming her shape and form, and yet she was solid beneath it all. The ooze was her and she was the ooze, each and every bit of it. What had happened to her? She didn't look like this before. What did she look like before? She tried to recall, to remember, yet each slipped through her hands like grains of sand.
Another figure, slowly walked up, with a titanic black hand for a face. He was tall and gaunt, his clothing casual yet his body strong. Just looking at him filled her with an overwhelming desire to yield, to bow.
Her eyes widened. Was the figure before her Death? Had she died? She clutched at her throat again, her hands trying to clear blood that wasn't there. Death brought his hands to her own and pulled them away from her throat. Death shooed away the smaller, not as kind man and sat down close to where she had fallen.
She was afraid.
She wasn't ready to die.
She had to get back to Taylor.
Taylor.
She remembered.
She remembered her long curly hair and her wide adorable smiles and her big kind eyes that were filled with adoration. She remembered how small she was when she held her in her arms.
She had to get back to her.
She didn't know why, but the feeling of longing was overwhelming. She had to see Taylor again, she had to. Taylor was waiting for her to return. She couldn't die. She couldn't. She couldn't.
Death's hands went to its face, his long, calloused fingers wrapping around the black hand before pulling it off in one graceful motion. The hand was a mask that hid its true face, and as it came off, Death's sweat-filled hair fell to the sides of his face. She gazed into his eyes, eyes that glowed with hatred, with acceptance, with pity.
But above all, with sadness.
Why did Death have such sorrow in its eyes?
His face was littered with scars and half-picked skin, wrinkles that would look abnormal on a man that thrice his age, yet her gaze simply kept wandering back to his sad, sad eyes. Her breathing steadied, as she looked at Death, a young man with sad eyes. She wondered for a second if he saw her own eyes, what they were filled with. Would he find fear, confusion, pain? Then, he spoke, his voice like a knife through flesh, like a stroke of thunder in the night.
"I… don't care for manipulating people very much, so I'm gonna have to be pretty blunt with ya, if you'll excuse me."
She nodded slowly, his voice was raspy, yet deep and for reasons she couldn't truly fathom, she hung on each and every word, as though she were some sort of devotee at a sermon.
"You're going to be my assistant from today onwards. Your name is Kuraiuzu, got it?"
Kuraiuzu. That was her name. She accepted it as easily as one might accept the sun rises in the east and sets in the west. Yet she wondered, what could she offer to Death? She was nothing more than a broken toy holding onto fragments of things she couldn't even dare to fathom. How could she assist him?
Yet, she nodded just as slowly. If the young man was to give her a second chance at finding Taylor, then she had to agree. She needed to live. Kuraiuzu focused, every muscle in her throat tensing up and spasming as she got them under control. She had to speak, to let Death know. Slowly, each word and syllable escaped her mouth, her tongue feeling like weights tied to her ankles as she forced it to move. It was an unpracticed, almost childlike warble that wormed its way out of her throat.
"I have to get back to her."
Death looked slightly surprised, but he gave her a small smile. His grip tightened around her hands, as he gradually pulled her to her feet, and yelled something she couldn't quite make out to the small man with his big nose. She stood shakily on her unfamiliar legs as the less kind man returned and wrapped a blanket around her shoulders. She was taller than Death, she noted. A good head and a half taller.
Death spoke again, breaking her out of her musings, giving her a simple side eye.
"Who is the "her", you're talking about?"
"My little owl," she said, as though it was the most natural thing in the world.
Death exhaled, putting a hand on his chin. "I'll see if I can help you then, if you help me as well."
She nodded once more. She would help him in whatever way she could. To repay him for his kindness and his magnanimity. Body and soul, she would do whatever it takes to pay back her debt.
To go back.
AN: Interlude as promised. This one was enjoyable to write, and I hope you guys like it. Fun, albeit unrelated, fact while the chapter names are based on songs, as you've probably guessed, the Interlude names are based on movies.
There was so much blood. Was she floating in it?
She was going somewhere.
Where was she going?
Glass.
There was glass in her chest, wasn't there? It had pierced her body; it had left her crippled. There was steel in her shoulder, it had pinned her down. There was blood in her lungs, where had it gone? She was surrounded by glass, glass held down by steel while she floated in blood. She needed to get there, where she was going.
Where was she going?
Beeps and horns and screeches and cries. Sounds upon sounds upon sounds upon sounds. They pierced her brain like the glass had pierced her body, they wrapped around her like the steel had wrapped around her shoulder. It was drowning her, she was drowning. She didn't want to die, to fall into that abyss.
Was she dead? Was she alive?
Thunder, her heart beating in her chest.
The slow thuds echoed out from the right of her chest, a creeping sensation that urged her to move. Each deafening pulse brought more color to the world around her, to the crimson that she was stuck in.
A hiss echoed out. The blood was draining, out and away. The glass that sealed her opened slowly and exposed her form to ice cold air and almost all-consuming darkness. This wasn't where she was going. She was going somewhere warm and bright and happy and kind. She was lost.
The glass had moved out of the way, and she could vaguely make out three figures. The darkness hid their features, but she could tell they were all looking at her. Why were they looking at her, did they know where she was supposed to be?
She tried to walk, to approach the figures, to ask them… anything. One foot after the other, slowly. She walked before, didn't she? She walked with the kind man with large eyes and dark hair. He was nice to her. He adored her. They walked-
Where did they walk to?
She tripped.
She was caught by another man. A man with a big round nose, his eyes smaller and not as kind as the eyes of the kind man she had walked with before. He wore a coat that was as white as bone, with streaks of unknown liquids marring its perfection. The small man looked scared. Why was he scared? She tried to apologize, like instinct. Yet all that came out was a gargle. Why couldn't she speak? Was she choking? Her outstretched hand raced back to her neck. She couldn't choke again, she couldn't, she had to get back to… she had to…
Where was she going back to?
Walking with the kind man. Going somewhere. Glass and Blood. Choking, drowning. A hand clawed at her scalp, and drew back to find it left a stream of black muck. She stared at her fingers and the muck she had drawn, breathing in and out slowly. Dark slime, constantly flowing off her skin, utterly subsuming her shape and form, and yet she was solid beneath it all. The ooze was her and she was the ooze, each and every bit of it. What had happened to her? She didn't look like this before. What did she look like before? She tried to recall, to remember, yet each slipped through her hands like grains of sand.
Another figure, slowly walked up, with a titanic black hand for a face. He was tall and gaunt, his clothing casual yet his body strong. Just looking at him filled her with an overwhelming desire to yield, to bow.
Her eyes widened. Was the figure before her Death? Had she died? She clutched at her throat again, her hands trying to clear blood that wasn't there. Death brought his hands to her own and pulled them away from her throat. Death shooed away the smaller, not as kind man and sat down close to where she had fallen.
She was afraid.
She wasn't ready to die.
She had to get back to Taylor.
Taylor.
She remembered.
She remembered her long curly hair and her wide adorable smiles and her big kind eyes that were filled with adoration. She remembered how small she was when she held her in her arms.
She had to get back to her.
She didn't know why, but the feeling of longing was overwhelming. She had to see Taylor again, she had to. Taylor was waiting for her to return. She couldn't die. She couldn't. She couldn't.
Death's hands went to its face, his long, calloused fingers wrapping around the black hand before pulling it off in one graceful motion. The hand was a mask that hid its true face, and as it came off, Death's sweat-filled hair fell to the sides of his face. She gazed into his eyes, eyes that glowed with hatred, with acceptance, with pity.
But above all, with sadness.
Why did Death have such sorrow in its eyes?
His face was littered with scars and half-picked skin, wrinkles that would look abnormal on a man that thrice his age, yet her gaze simply kept wandering back to his sad, sad eyes. Her breathing steadied, as she looked at Death, a young man with sad eyes. She wondered for a second if he saw her own eyes, what they were filled with. Would he find fear, confusion, pain? Then, he spoke, his voice like a knife through flesh, like a stroke of thunder in the night.
"I… don't care for manipulating people very much, so I'm gonna have to be pretty blunt with ya, if you'll excuse me."
She nodded slowly, his voice was raspy, yet deep and for reasons she couldn't truly fathom, she hung on each and every word, as though she were some sort of devotee at a sermon.
"You're going to be my assistant from today onwards. Your name is Kuraiuzu, got it?"
Kuraiuzu. That was her name. She accepted it as easily as one might accept the sun rises in the east and sets in the west. Yet she wondered, what could she offer to Death? She was nothing more than a broken toy holding onto fragments of things she couldn't even dare to fathom. How could she assist him?
Yet, she nodded just as slowly. If the young man was to give her a second chance at finding Taylor, then she had to agree. She needed to live. Kuraiuzu focused, every muscle in her throat tensing up and spasming as she got them under control. She had to speak, to let Death know. Slowly, each word and syllable escaped her mouth, her tongue feeling like weights tied to her ankles as she forced it to move. It was an unpracticed, almost childlike warble that wormed its way out of her throat.
"I have to get back to her."
Death looked slightly surprised, but he gave her a small smile. His grip tightened around her hands, as he gradually pulled her to her feet, and yelled something she couldn't quite make out to the small man with his big nose. She stood shakily on her unfamiliar legs as the less kind man returned and wrapped a blanket around her shoulders. She was taller than Death, she noted. A good head and a half taller.
Death spoke again, breaking her out of her musings, giving her a simple side eye.
"Who is the "her", you're talking about?"
"My little owl," she said, as though it was the most natural thing in the world.
Death exhaled, putting a hand on his chin. "I'll see if I can help you then, if you help me as well."
She nodded once more. She would help him in whatever way she could. To repay him for his kindness and his magnanimity. Body and soul, she would do whatever it takes to pay back her debt.
To go back.
AN: Interlude as promised. This one was enjoyable to write, and I hope you guys like it. Fun, albeit unrelated, fact while the chapter names are based on songs, as you've probably guessed, the Interlude names are based on movies.