After that little revelation, neither her father nor Taylor herself were in any mood to go outside and face what might very well be a rabid crowd. Thus, in an unspoken agreement, the two of them spent the rest of the day relaxing together, doing nothing except to try and return to a semblance of normality.
It was... Surprisingly hard for Taylor. Her encounter with Leviathan and its aftermath, from fleeing her home, to encountering it, triggering, and then subsequently defeating it... It had only lasted for a little over an hour.
Even for someone as young as her, that was nothing. And yet, it felt like that hour had had more impact on her than all of the months she'd spent at home after leaving school, and even now, she still felt jumpy and anxious.
Regardless, Taylor tried her best, and her father did as well. They explored their loaned hotel floor, marveling together at just how decadent it was and making fun of the rich tourists who would willingly pay for something like this, all the while conveniently ignoring how hypocritical it all sounded.
They ooh'ed and aah'ed over the large swimming pool, and then went on to play ping pong together over at the recreation center, doing so for the first time since her mother had passed.
Then, when lunchtime came, Taylor was both surprised and embarrassed when the hotel owner himself, a slightly overweight black man with a friendly smile, personally came over and invited them to dine at the hotel's restaurant, which her father accepted, coaxing her to do the same.
"Come on, Taylor." He encouraged her as they walked down the stairs. "Don't be like that. We might as well take advantage of it while we still can. Just consider this our delayed celebration." He cajoled.
Taylor... Didn't really agree with that line of thinking, but also didn't feel like arguing with her father, especially not when he was so clearly trying his best, something she'd desperately wished he would do for so long now. "I guess..."
And so it was that the two of them found themselves standing alone in the massive dining hall, with the owner having closed it down from the public exactly for this occasion.
"Is... Is this really ok?" Taylor hesitantly asked, looking up from the menu in her hands so she could glance at the hotel owner, who was currently acting as their waiter.
"Of course it is." He reassured, giving her a brilliant smile. "Now, come on. Don't be shy. Anything and everything you want, we will get you." He winked at her.
"Taylor, regardless of anything else, the fact that you ate here alone will boost this place's popularity massively." Her father interrupted. "The cost for a two-person meal is nothing compared to the profits he'll be making."
"Oh," Taylor murmured, glancing at the owner with a curious look.
He just smiled guiltlessly and adopted a very obviously fake innocent expression.
Well... Taylor looked down at the menu, trying very hard not to stare at the three-digit prices on the appetizers.
Surely she could indulge herself just this once. If the owner was so clearly eager to give her free food, then surely there was nothing wrong with taking advantage of the opportunity?
Twenty minutes later, a starry-eyed Taylor looked on as six waiters all brought out different dishes for the two of them to sample, ranging from a rather tame mixed salad all the way to gold-plated gourmet steaks.
Yes, she reaffirmed to herself as she happily dug in. Just this once, surely she was allowed to take advantage of her sudden bout of good luck and indulge herself.
And so, she did.
Taylor groaned, holding her belly as she struggled not to throw up, her face green as she lay sprawled on her far too fancy bed, holding a hand over her eyes as she repeatedly berated herself.
Never again. Why did she ever think this was a good idea? She was so freaking stupid!
Besides her bed, her very unhelpful father just laughed at her predicament. "I did tell you to stop or you would get sick, hmm? Maybe you should listen to me next time?" He suggested teasingly.
Taylor shot him a glare. "Shaddap." She mumbled, letting out another groan as she staggered out of bed. "I'm taking a shower." She proclaimed with all the grace of a drunk koala before proceeding to stagger her way to the bathroom, pointedly ignoring her father's continued laughter.
Thankfully for Taylor, by the time she found herself happily humming as the lukewarm water of the shower cleaned away all the accumulated filth, grime, and sweat that had been plaguing her since Leviathan, she'd already mostly recovered from her ordeal, although the mere thought of eating anything else did make her immediately nauseous.
She sighed. Yeah, suddenly binge-eating enough food to make a competitive eater jealous probably wasn't a good idea, especially so considering she'd been losing weight for quite some time now.
Oh well, Taylor thought as she shut off the water and stepped out of the shower, grabbing one of the incredibly fluffy towels and quickly drying herself off. You live and you learn, she thought as she stepped over to the large, person-sized mirror fixed on one of the walls, brush in hand. You live and you-
Taylor stopped, her eyes going wide as she stared at the mirror.
Her hands trembled, and the brush slipped out from her suddenly limp fingers.
For a single moment, it was like time had stopped, and Taylor couldn't breathe anymore.
And then, just as suddenly, the moment passed, and Taylor let out the loudest shriek she'd ever unleashed.
"MY HAIR!" She screamed at the top of her lungs, practically lurching forward to stare closer at the mirror, getting a front-row view of the horrified expression she was making as she grabbed a tuff of her hair and brought it before her eyes, just to confirm what she was seeing.
Green. Her hair was GREEN. Instead of her usual black, her hair was closer to the color of grass.
"Taylor! Taylor, is everything alright?!" Her father's panicked voice echoed out from beyond the locked door. "Taylor?!"
"M-my hair!" Taylor repeated, struggling to hold back her sobs. "It's... It's..." She struggled to say, the words dying in the back of her throat, and after a few seconds, she gave up and instead let out a low, keening noise of pure horror.
"What happened? Do I need to call Panacea? Did the shampoo do something?" Her father quickly asked, schooling his voice to sound firm and steady, although Taylor could feel the worry practically emanating from him. "Talk to me, sweetheart. Please."
It's..." Taylor teared up, but finally managed to choke out the words. "It's GREEN!"
She wasn't sure what she'd expected her father, but whatever it was, it definitely wasn't for him to suddenly go silent for a good half dozen seconds, only for his next words to be a suddenly very awkward, "Ok... And?"
"What? What do you mean 'and'!?" Taylor practically shrieked. "My hair! It's green! Why is it green!"
"W-well, honey, it's..." Her father stammered out, coughing awkwardly. "It's, uh, been like that ever since you... Got your powers..." He trailed off, clearly unsure of what else to say.
Taylor bluescreened. For a good half minute, it was like her mind had just straight-up shut down as she continued to stare at her hair like a deer in the headlights.
Then, when she did finally regain her senses, well...
"WHAT!?"
Taylor was a worm. A bedworm, to be exact, and the sheets were her sand.
"Taylor, I'm sorry."
Taylor plugged her ears as she hid deeper under the sheets. She was a worm. A stupid, blind worm that couldn't stop embarrassing herself no matter what she did.
"Please, honey, don't be like this. Really, I'm sorry, I didn't... I didn't know it'd upset you this much."
"Go away." She mumbled, clenching her eyes shut as she tightened her hold on her legs, pulling her knees to her chest as she struggled not to cry.
"I thought you knew, sweetie. How didn't you-" He cut himself off. "Er, I mean, it really doesn't look that bad on you? Um, green goes really well on you?" Her dad lamely finished as he hovered around her bed, looking rather distraught at the unexpected tantrum his daughter was throwing... Over her hair.
Which had been like this for quite some time now, and who apparently just hadn't noticed.
"Please, honey just explain it to me. Maybe I can help?" Her father desperately asked, clearly at his wit's end by the nonsensical nature of this particular tantrum.
For a moment, Taylor did nothing, still huddled under the sheets while stubbornly refusing to say anything.
Then... "It's... It's just..." Taylor murmured, her voice so quiet that her father struggled to hear her. "M-my hair, it's... It's... Mom..." She let out another keening noise akin to that of a wounded animal. "M-mom always said my hair was so much like hers, and now it's not!" She outright yelled the last part, her voice almost breaking with how high-pitched her voice went.
"Oh, sweetheart..." Her father said sadly, his chest welling up with pity as he gave up his previous approach, instead stepping forward and scooping up his daughter alongside the blanket for a tight hug. "You don't need to worry, you know. Green or black hair, it doesn't matter. You look so much like your mother regardless."
Taylor made a nonspecific noise at the back of her throat, not returning her father's hug as he cradled her against his chest but also not fighting against it.
"Besides... If it truly bothers you that much, we can always go and get it dyed?" Her father tentatively suggested. "I mean, I'm surely I can find a good saloon near-"
"NO!" Taylor shouted abruptly, wiggling out and away from her father's hold, throwing the blanket off of herself as she scurried away before then throwing a harsh glare at her dad, holding her hair protectively. "No! No dyes!" She practically hissed.
"But-" Danny tried to say, only for Taylor to cut him off yet again.
"No. Dyes." She repeated firmly, practically cradling her hair that only moments earlier she'd been crying over.
Her father's mouth opened and closed repeatedly without saying anything, clearly struggling to make sense of her behavior. It took him a minute to decide that the ways of the teenager's mind were simply beyond him and to give it up as a bad job.
"Right. No dyes." He sighed tiredly, running a hand through his hair. "But... Why not?" He asked.
"Because-" Taylor quickly said, only for her to run into a wall as she realized that not even she knew why the very thought of dying her hair revolted her so much. "Because, um... Because I don't want to." She finally managed to say, her voice petulant as she refused to meet his eyes.
Danny sighed.
The rest of the evening was a relatively quiet affair, one that left Taylor practically cringing with guilt and shame every time she glanced at her father, while he, in turn, tried his best to move on from that little affair.
He asked her if she wanted to watch a boring but nice nature documentary together, something that Taylor eagerly accepted, if only so that she could forget her outburst. Surprisingly enough, though, the movie actually wasn't all that bad, even if it also wasn't particularly interesting.
However, by the time the film was over, the sun outside had already fallen even though it was only seven o'clock, and Taylor couldn't help but feel... Restless.
She'd enjoyed the day. Really, she had. Compared to her previous months of loneliness and monotony, spending the day having fun with her father had been great.
And yet, despite that, she couldn't help but feel anxious and fretful. There was a gnawing sensation in the back of her mind, a slowly building energy that had her legs constantly moving up and down as she sat still, and that had her pacing in circles when she wasn't doing anything else.
It hadn't been so bad before, but over the course of the day, and especially through the movie, it had only intensified. Now, Taylor even found herself absentmindedly chewing on her nails, and she struggled to keep her thoughts from constantly turning toward her new powers.
Don't get her wrong- it wasn't like she wasn't interested or wanted to experiment with them, quite the opposite in fact, but even then, she'd also wanted to unwind. To try and relax, to forget all that had happened, if only for a little while.
But now... Taylor couldn't hold it in anymore. She had to do something, anything, worthwhile with her powers. She wanted to figure out how they worked, to play with them, hell, even just to simply use them!
"Dad." She said seriously as the two of them relaxed on the large and soft couch. "I want- no. I need to go out." She said seriously, staring straight into his eyes as he raised an eyebrow in surprise.
"Right..." He said slowly, clearly wondering where this had come from this time. "Taylor, it's late. You know it's not safe going out at night." He told her with a straight face.
And, well... Taylor just stared at him with a dull, unimpressed look on her face. "Dad, I don't think I need to be all that concerned about that now." She said in perhaps the driest voice she'd ever managed.
"Uh..." Danny said dumbly, his eyes widening as he realized the stupidity of what he'd just said. "Well, that's not, I didn't-" He stammered, a blush rising to his cheeks as he tried to justify his worry.
Taylor just huffed in amusement at his predicament, earning a long-suffering look from him. "Yes, well, I know you're really powerful now, sweetie," He said, all of his embarrassment abruptly vanishing as he spoke, only to be replaced with... Not sadness, perhaps, but close. "But... Even then, what if, uh, someone catches you off guard?"
She rolled her eyes at his worry, putting her hands on her hips as she stood up. "It's fine, I'll just keep a barrier on me at all times. Dad, I'll be fine, stop being such a worrywart." She told him.
He blinked. "You can do that?" He asked cautiously, frowning slightly.
Now, it was Taylor's turn to blink. "Well, yes, of course I... can?" She trailed off, her statement turning into more of a question as she frowned.
Well, it was easy enough to test out. So, with a mental shrug, Taylor did what came naturally, and willed her desire into existence, and her power responded.
To Danny's eyes, nothing seemed to have happened, but to Taylor's, the skintight barrier around her body couldn't have been more obvious. It was as easy as breathing to keep active, hell, she'd even go as far as to say it was even more instinctive than breathing!
Which was... Weird, to say the least. If it was this easy to do, then why hadn't she known to do it earlier, despite her already knowing how to... do it?
Taylor frowned. Ugh. This was all far too confusing.
Regardless, she refocused on her father, giving him a firm nod. "Yeah, I can. Look." She said, forcing the glow of her barrier to shine just a bit brighter for a moment, causing her father to squint. "As long as I have this on, nothing can hurt me!" She boasted, smiling at him with a confidence that she had no idea where she was getting.
"... Right." Her father said, nodding slowly before looking away and murmuring something to himself.
Taylor blinked as she heard a familiar name. "Legend did what?" She asked, not quite catching what else he was saying.
"Nothing!" Danny quickly deflected. "Um, okay, but even then... How exactly do you plan to go out?" He asked as he gestured toward the curtain-covered window. "Because believe it or not, I'm pretty sure the crowd outside has only grown through today."
Taylor blanched at that particular reminder. Right. No way was she going to confront that particular situation anytime soon. No way in hell.
But then, how else could she go out and-
It was like lightning had suddenly struck her as the realization of how she could indeed go out came to her. "Dad, please, I, I need- She said, her voice almost manic as she rushed toward the door that she knew led to the open-air balcony.
"Wait, Taylor, what are you-" Danny cut himself off as Taylor threw open the door, stepped out into the open air outside, and breathed.
She ignored the flashing lights from below. She ignored the multitude of sounds echoing out from everywhere around her. She ignored everything except for her power.
Gently, guided by instincts so familiar and yet so foreign, Taylor focused her will upon herself, closed her eyes, and called upon her power.
And just as it had every time she had done so, her power answered.
... No, she realized as something began to happen. Her power didn't answer, because there was nothing that needed to answer. There was no power that needed to be called upon, because it simply didn't exist.
It was her, she realized as feelings and sensations impossible to explain passed through her mind. She was the one doing this. In a very real sense, she was her power.
And with that realization, her eyes opened, and she couldn't help but gasp.
She was floating in place above the balcony, held by nothing except for her will.
"Taylor, you... You can fly?" She heard her father ask, his voice stunned.
She turned and looked down at him, practically vibrating in place. "Dad," She said haltingly, her voice containing an almost impossible sense of urgency. "Please, I... I need to go."
Danny stared back at her, examining her for a moment before his eyes then turned away, and had Taylor been paying any real attention, she would have easily noticed the deep sadness within them. "Of... Of course." He murmured, his voice resigned. "Just... Come back safe, okay?"
Taylor nodded quickly, and then, finally, she did as she had always wanted to do.
She flew.
It was everything that she had ever dreamed of and more. She couldn't contain her bright laughter as she exploded upward, higher and higher and higher, feeling the wind on her body as she left behind a trail of green, grinning so widely that her cheeks hurt.
She went up and up until she could touch the clouds. She dived down so fast that the wind should've stripped her skin off from her, and yet her barrier protected her. She flew in every direction as fast as she could, uncaring for any specific destination as long as she was moving.
It was like the weight of the world had been lifted from her shoulders. Up here in the sky, nothing else mattered except for the wind upon her skin.
It didn't matter that she was nothing but a lonely girl who had gotten lucky. She wasn't Winslow's punching bag, nor was she the so-called Endripper. Here, she wasn't even Taylor Hebert.
No. Here, she was nothing but a girl enjoying her freedom, something which she did plenty of.
Eventually, though, as the minutes ticked by one by one, her euphoria began to fade, although it never truly left. With a warm sigh, Taylor shook her head as she came to a sudden stop, and then looked down.
Brockton Bay looked... Bad. Huge sections of the city were damaged, with the areas near the coast being outright destroyed. Even this late into the night, she could see work crews going around, fixing up damaged electrical lines or doing more manual labor such as getting rid of the plenty of debris that seemed to be everywhere.
Up here, Taylor could have done anything she wanted. She could have continued to fly and enjoy her new favorite activity of all time. Or instead, she could have chosen to return to the hotel so that she could continue to be pampered like a princess by her father and the hotel staff.
But again, in the skies, Taylor felt truly free. Free to do whatever she wanted, free to follow her desires.
And in her heart of hearts, in the core of her very being, there was only one thing that Taylor truly wanted to do, the one thing that she had so desperately wished someone would do for her.
She wanted to help.