Ch-11 Ashara II
Pov Ashara

The evening sun cast long shadows through the solar's windows as Ashara sat alone, a cedar box open before her. The wood was smooth with age, polished by years of handling, and still carried the faint scent of the lavender sprigs she used to preserve its contents. Inside, neatly bound with purple ribbon, lay nearly a decade of correspondence—letters that had tracked the course of her life since Brandon's death.

She lifted the first bundle, the parchment worn soft at the edges from repeated reading. These earliest messages bore water stains—whether from rain during their journey south or her own tears, she could no longer recall. The direwolf seal was pressed in grey wax, a color House Stark rarely used for official correspondence. But these had been personal letters, sent by the youngest wolf of Winterfell in the dark days after rebellion had torn the realm apart.

"Dearest Lady Ashara," the first one began, in Benjen's uncertain hand. He had been so young then, barely more than a boy himself, yet trying to shoulder the weight of his family's legacy. "I know no words can ease your grief, but please know that you are not alone in mourning Brandon..."

She remembered how that letter had found her, secluded in her chambers at Starfall, her belly just beginning to swell with Brandon's child. The realm whispered about her—the dishonored lady, the fallen star—but Benjen's words had carried no judgment, only compassion and a desperate desire to help.

More letters followed, each one offering comfort, sharing memories of Brandon that helped keep him alive in her heart. Benjen wrote of their childhood adventures, of Brandon's laughter echoing through Winterfell's halls, of his fierce protection of his siblings. Through those pages, she came to know the Brandon that existed before ambition and duty drew him south—the wild wolf who had first captured her heart at Harrenhal.

Ashara pulled out another letter, this one from the months just before Edric's birth. The parchment crackled softly as she smoothed it open, revealing Benjen's increasingly confident script.

"I know you've refused before," he had written, "but please consider my offer again. I would wed you properly, claim the child as my own. Brandon would have wanted his son to grow up in Winterfell, to know the North's ways. You would have all the protection House Stark can offer..."

She remembered how her hands had trembled when first reading those words. Benjen's proposal had been more than generous—it was a chance to give her child legitimacy, to spare him the weight of bastardy.

Allem and Allaria had called her mad for refusing. They wanted her to be happy, to find some measure of peace after everything she had lost. But they didn't understand the depths of her grief, how the very thought of replacing Brandon felt like betraying his memory.

Another letter, received after Edric's first nameday, spoke of Benjen's first glimpse of his other nephew. "Jon has the Stark look," he'd written. "Dark hair, long face—but there's something in his eyes..." Even then, Ashara had noted the careful way he described the boy, as though measuring each word.

She remembered when Eddard Stark had come to Starfall, bearing Dawn and Arthur's bones. His eyes had lingered on the babe in her arms, recognition flickering across his solemn features. No words were spoken of parentage, but they both knew—this was Brandon's son. And in that moment, as she watched him cradle his own dark-haired babe, she had seen something that made her doubt. The honorable Eddard Stark, fathering a bastard out of mere lust? No, there was more to that tale. The way he held the child, the fierce protection in his eyes, the careful way he spoke of the boy's mother—it all spoke of secrets deeper than simple infidelity. But she never pressed for details. They each had their truths to guard, their promises to keep.

Her fingers found a letter that had changed everything—the one where Benjen announced his intention to take the black. The parchment was thicker than the others, as though he'd chosen sturdy material to carry heavy news. "The Wall calls to me," he'd written. "Perhaps there I can find purpose, away from all these ghosts..."

Even in what he had meant to be his farewell, his thoughts had turned to Edric. "Though I go North to serve, never hesitate to send word if Brandon's son needs anything. The Watch may take my name, but it cannot take my blood. One raven to Castle Black, and I will find a way to help." Those words, written with such earnest devotion to a nephew he'd never met, had stirred something in her that she thought long buried.

That letter had stirred something in her that she thought long buried. Memories of Brandon's stories about his youngest brother—the laughing boy who played pranks in Winterfell's halls, who dreamed of ranging beyond the Wall but never with such grim purpose. Before she could stop herself, she had penned a response that came straight from her heart.

Ashara unfolded her own letter, a copy she'd kept from that pivotal moment. Her words had flowed like a torrent, speaking of Brandon's love for his siblings, of how he would never have wanted grief to drive his little brother to the Wall. "Your brother lived for family," she had written. "He would want you to stay, to help guide the next generation. You have nephews who need you—both of them."

That letter had changed everything. Benjen never took the black. Instead, he wrote back months later from Moat Cailin, where he had taken up residence with young Jon Snow. His words spoke of a growing rift with Lady Catelyn, of how her cold treatment of Jon had become unbearable to witness. Rather than flee to the Wall, he had chosen a different path—restoring the ancient fortress while providing a home where his nephew could grow without constant reminder of his birth.

Over the years, their correspondence deepened. Benjen wrote of Jon's progress, of the challenges of rebuilding Moat Cailin, and always, always, he asked after Edric. His letters painted a picture of life in that restored fortress: training yards echoing with the clash of practice swords, halls slowly returning to their former glory, and a boy growing up away from the prejudices of Winterfell's court.

Every few moons, like clockwork, came the same gentle inquiry: "Have you reconsidered my offer?" Each time, Ashara had refused, finding comfort in the careful life she'd built at Starfall. Edric was safe here, loved by both his true mother and the aunt who claimed him as her own. The pretense had become almost natural—Ashara the grieving sister, Allyria the unwed mother, and Edric the child who bound them all together.

But now...

Ashara's gaze drifted to the window, where she could see Edric in the practice yard below. Even from this distance, his transformation was obvious. The way he moved, the careful restraint in each strike of his practice sword, the deliberate way he pretended to tire—all of it spoke of someone struggling to hide extraordinary gifts. Her son was no longer just a child with secret parentage; he had become something more, something that might draw dangerous attention if word spread beyond Starfall's walls.

She thought of Moat Cailin, that ancient fortress guarding the Neck. It was far from the intrigues of King's Landing, away from the watchful eyes of those who might remember Brandon Stark's face. There, Edric could learn to control his abilities without constant fear of discovery. He would have Benjen—an uncle who already loved him from afar—and Jon, a cousin near his own age who might understand something of living between two worlds.

The sun had dipped lower, painting the chamber in deep amber hues. Ashara pulled fresh parchment toward her, dipped her quill in ink, and began to write. The words came slowly at first, then faster, like a dam breaking after years of careful maintenance.

"Dearest Benjen,
Your last letter spoke again of marriage, of making a home for my son—for Brandon's son. For years, I have refused out of grief, out of fear, out of a desire to keep Edric close. But circumstances have changed..."

She paused, quill hovering over parchment. How much could she reveal in a letter? The black substance, the transformation, the incredible abilities—none of that could be safely committed to writing. Yet she needed Benjen to understand the urgency without raising alarm.

"Recent events have made me reconsider your offer," she continued carefully. "Edric has... changed. He grows strong, perhaps too strong for the confines of Starfall. More than ever, he needs guidance, space to develop away from prying eyes, and the chance to know his father's people."

Her hand trembled slightly as she wrote. Each word felt like another stone lifted from the wall she'd built around her heart. "You once promised to love him as your own, to give him the protection of your name. If that offer still stands, I find myself finally ready to accept."

Ashara set down her quill, letting the ink dry as she gathered her thoughts. Through the window, she could still see Edric in the yard, now working with Ser Daemon. Even from this distance, she noted how her son checked each movement, restraining strength that could easily overwhelm a grown man. How long before someone noticed? How long before rumors spread beyond their control?

She returned to her letter, choosing each word with careful precision. "Moat Cailin would suit him well, I think. Far from the politics of King's Landing, yet close enough to learn of his northern heritage. He could train alongside Jon, learn from you the things his father might have taught him..."

The mention of Brandon made her pause again, memories washing over her like a tide. She remembered his laugh, the wild gleam in his grey eyes, the way he spoke of his family with such fierce pride. What would he think of this choice? Would he understand her reasons for finally accepting his brother's protection?

"There are things I cannot explain in a letter," she wrote, "matters that must be discussed in person. But know this: I have not made this decision lightly. For years, I've watched you rebuild Moat Cailin into a refuge, offering Jon the home he deserves. Perhaps it is time for Edric to share in that sanctuary."

The shadows lengthened across the solar floor as Ashara continued writing, each word weighted with years of careful consideration. Outside, the practice yard grew quiet as evening approached. She could hear the distant sounds of the castle preparing for night—servants lighting torches, guards changing shifts, the soft echo of footsteps in stone corridors.

"I know this may seem sudden," her quill scratched across the parchment, "after so many years of refusal. But you've always understood, haven't you? That's why you kept writing, kept offering, even when I could give you nothing but denial. You knew someday the winds might change."

She paused to sprinkle sand over the wet ink, watching the grains catch the last rays of sunlight. Her mind drifted to all Benjen had shared about Moat Cailin in his letters. The ancient fortress was no longer the ruins of legend—under his care, it had become something else entirely. The crumbling towers had been rebuilt, the flooded cellars drained and restored. He wrote of gardens taking root in the rich soil, of training yards echoing with the clash of steel, of halls slowly returning to their former glory.

More importantly, he had written of Jon Snow's life there. Away from Winterfell's judgmental eyes, the boy had flourished. "He grows stronger every day," Benjen had written in his last letter. "Here, he's not just a bastard—he's my nephew, a child of the North, free to become whoever he's meant to be."

Ashara's heart tightened. Wasn't that exactly what Edric needed now? A place where his extraordinary gifts might be seen as blessings rather than causes for fear? Where his heritage could be quietly acknowledged without risking the realm's stability?

She dipped her quill again, the words flowing more freely now. "When you first offered marriage, I thought only of what I would lose—my independence, my home in Dorne, my private grief for Brandon. Now I see what we might gain. Edric needs more than Starfall can safely offer him. He needs the North, needs to understand that half of himself we've kept hidden. Most of all, he needs family who can protect him while he grows into whatever the gods intend him to be."

The light was failing now, and she lit a candle to continue her task. Its flame cast dancing shadows on the walls, reminding her of how Edric had described his newfound abilities with fire. Another secret that needed stronger walls than Starfall could provide.

"I propose we meet," she wrote, her script growing more decisive. "Not at Winterfell or Starfall—both too public, too many eyes. Perhaps somewhere along the way, where we can speak freely of matters too delicate for ravens. You'll understand when you see him, Benjen. He's changed in ways that make me fear for his safety if we remain too long in the South."

The candle flickered as a cool breeze swept through the solar. Ashara drew her shawl closer, though the chill she felt came more from within than without. She had one final truth to commit to parchment, perhaps the hardest to write.

"You should know, Benjen, that Edric has learned the truth of his parentage. The careful fiction we maintained—of aunt and nephew, of Allyria's supposed motherhood—has fallen away. He knows he is Brandon's son, knows I am his mother. More surprisingly, he has accepted this truth with a wisdom beyond his years."

She paused, considering how to phrase the next part without revealing too much. "Recent events have forced us to be more honest with each other. He understands now why we kept such secrets, why we must continue to guard them. But he also asks questions about the North, about his father's people, about the heritage we've kept from him for so long."

The memory of Edric's transformation, of finding him covered in that black substance, made her hand tremble slightly. She steadied it before continuing. "When you see him, you'll understand my urgency. He resembles Brandon more with each passing day—too much, perhaps, for comfort. Here in Dorne, where few remembered his father's face, we might have hidden it longer. But soon enough, anyone who knew Brandon would see him in Edric's features."

A log shifted in the brazier, sending sparks dancing upward. Ashara watched them fade, thinking of how Edric now commanded fire with casual ease. Another secret to protect, another reason to seek safer harbor.

"I ask only this: when we meet, come with an open mind. Much has changed—more than I can safely explain by raven. If, after seeing him, after hearing all I cannot write, you still wish to offer us sanctuary at Moat Cailin... then yes, Benjen. Yes to everything you've proposed these past years."

She signed her name with practiced grace, then reached for her seal. The falling star of House Dayne pressed into purple wax, marking this letter as both official and deeply personal. As she waited for it to cool, she pulled out Benjen's last letter, re-reading his description of life at Moat Cailin.

The fortress he described seemed almost mythical—a restoration born from determination and northern resilience. Where once broken towers had reached like skeletal fingers toward the sky, now stood renewed battlements. The ancient stronghold that had guarded the Neck for thousands of years was awakening from its long slumber, stone by stone, secret by secret.

More importantly, it had become a sanctuary. Jon Snow had found peace there, away from Lady Catelyn's cold stares. Benjen wrote of the boy's progress with sword and horse, of quiet evenings spent teaching him the old stories of the North, of a childhood free from the weight of his birth status. It was everything Brandon would have wanted for his nephew—everything Ashara now hoped to secure for his son.

She rose from her desk, letter in hand, and moved to the window. Below, torches were being lit in the courtyard, their flames catching her eye in a way they never had before. Since Edric's transformation, she found herself studying fire differently, wondering at its secrets. Her son could command those flames now, bend them to his will. What other gifts might emerge as he grew? What other powers might need careful concealment?

A knock at her door interrupted her thoughts. "Enter," she called, quickly tucking Benjen's letters back into their cedar box.

Allyria stepped in, her face drawn with concern. "You missed the evening meal," she said softly. "Edric was asking for you."

Ashara turned from the window, the sealed letter heavy in her hand. "I've been thinking," she said, "about his future. About keeping him safe."

Her sister's eyes fell to the letter, understanding dawning in them. "You're considering Benjen's offer at last?"

"More than considering." Ashara held up the letter. "I'm accepting it. Moat Cailin could give Edric what Starfall no longer can—space to grow, to learn his abilities away from prying eyes. And Benjen..." She paused, emotion threatening to overcome her carefully maintained composure. "Benjen has proven his loyalty a hundred times over. He's created a haven there, for Jon Snow and perhaps now for Edric too."

Allyria sank into a nearby chair, her skirts rustling softly against the rushes. "After all these years..." she whispered. "I always wondered if you might eventually accept. But now, with everything that's happened..." She gestured vaguely, encompassing all the strange events of recent months.

"You've seen how he struggles," Ashara said, returning to her desk. "Every day, pretending to be weaker than he is, hiding abilities that seem to grow stronger by the week. The story of divine intervention will only shield him for so long. Eventually, someone will ask too many questions."

"And Benjen?" Allyria's voice carried a hint of protective concern. "You're certain about marriage? It's not just about finding Edric a safer home?"

Ashara touched the cedar box containing years of correspondence. "Benjen is... different from what I expected. These letters—they show a man of honor, yes, but also of deep understanding. He took Jon from Winterfell not just to protect him from Catelyn's scorn, but to give him a place to become his own person. He rebuilt Moat Cailin not just as a fortress, but as a sanctuary."

She pulled out one of the more recent letters, reading aloud: "'The boy flourishes here, away from judgmental eyes. Sometimes I watch him practicing in the yard and think of Brandon—how he would have loved to see his nephew growing strong and free.'" She looked up at Allyria. "He wrote that about Jon, but couldn't the same be true for Edric?"

"And what of Allem? Have you discussed this with him?"

"Not yet. But after seeing Edric's transformation, after accepting our need for greater secrecy..." Ashara shook her head. "He'll understand. He might even be relieved. Starfall has too many eyes, too many chances for Edric's abilities to be discovered."

"And what of Edric himself?" Allyria asked, leaning forward. "How will you tell him? He's only just accepted you as his mother openly, and now..."

Ashara moved to the brazier, watching the flames dance. How like Edric's controlled fire they seemed, beautiful and dangerous all at once. "He asks about the North constantly. Even before his transformation, his questions always turned to Winterfell, to the old gods, to the heritage we kept from him. Now?" She turned back to Allyria. "Now he needs answers we cannot give him here."

"Moat Cailin," Allyria mused. "The ancient seat of the First Men, guardian of the Neck. There are stories about that place, about the magic in its stones..."

"Yes," Ashara agreed. "Perhaps that's fitting. A fortress of legends for a boy who seems to be becoming one himself." She paused, considering her next words carefully. "And there's Jon Snow. A cousin near his own age, another boy walking the line between two worlds. Benjen writes that the boy has a quiet strength about him, a determination to prove himself worthy despite his birth."

"Like Edric," Allyria whispered.

"Like Edric," Ashara confirmed. "And with Benjen there to guide them both... It feels right, doesn't it? As though all these years of correspondence were leading to this moment."

She returned to her desk, pulling out fresh parchment. "I'll need to write to Allem as well. He should hear this from me directly, not through castle gossip or servant's whispers."

"When?" Allyria asked. "When would you leave?"

Ashara dipped her quill, considering. "Not immediately. There are preparations to make, arrangements to consider. And I want to meet with Benjen first, somewhere private where we can speak freely of Edric's... changes. Perhaps at the Tor, or one of the quieter ports along the coast."
 
CH-12 Benjen I
Pov Benjen

The morning mist clung to Moat Cailin's towers like an extra layer of skin, turning the ancient fortress into something out of a story. Benjen Stark stood atop the Gatehouse Tower, looking over the place he ruled—if one could truly call this rebuilt ruin a seat of power. Nearly seven years of steady work had lifted the castle from its crumbling remains of the First Men to something that felt closer to its old glory, though there was still much to do.

Below in the practice yard, Jon Snow went through his morning drills with Ser Rodrick's second son, who had come to live under their roof the year before. The sound of wooden swords clashing echoed against the old stone, a noise now as common as the calls of marsh birds or the wind sighing through the nearby swamps. Their breaths steamed in the cold morning air, and their boots left dark tracks in the frost-coated ground.

"Watch your stance," Benjen called, more out of habit than true need. Jon rarely needed such orders anymore. Only six years old—nearly seven—he already showed the same dedication to swordplay that made Benjen think of another dark-haired youth who once trained in Winterfell's yards. Even at his young age, Jon had a seriousness that sometimes worried Benjen, as though he believed he had something vital to prove.

The fortress itself looked nothing like the ruin Benjen had claimed eight years back. Then, the Gatehouse Tower was the only place fit to live in—its ancient stones had withstood the long centuries of neglect that brought down its companion towers. Now, three of the twenty towers had been mended. Their walls were cleaned and strengthened, their rooms warmed by hearths and filled with daily life. The Children's Tower, named for the old carvings on its walls, housed the household guard, while the Drunkard's Tower—still leaning in spite of all efforts—held the kitchens and servant quarters.

Benjen's own rooms were on the upper floors of the Gatehouse Tower, along with Jon's and the maester's quarters. Old Maester Willam had arrived five years ago, thanks to the Citadel's orders (and Ned's request). The aged maester had proven vital. His skill in architecture guided the restoration, and his healing knowledge handled the frequent wounds that came with this kind of rough work.

A cool gust swept over the battlements, carrying the deep, earthy smell of the swamps. The Neck spread out in every direction—a huge stretch of marshes that had shielded the North for countless years. Benjen had learned to read its signs: how fog gathered before rainstorms, how certain birds went quiet when strangers passed, and how shifts in the water told of changing seasons.

This was not the future he had imagined for himself when grief and guilt nearly drove him to join the Night's Watch. Back then, he saw only darkness before him—the crushing knowledge that the last wolves of Winterfell had survived a brutal war, but at a terrible cost. Brandon dead, Lyanna dead, their father burned by a mad king. The Wall had seemed like a refuge, a place to bury his sorrow and find some purpose.

Yet it seemed the old gods—or fate—had other designs. He recalled the day Ashara's answer arrived. Her words cut through his grief like a knife of Valyrian steel. She reminded him of Brandon's devotion to family, of his promises that still mattered. Most of all, she spoke of both nephews with a tone that made him think about what he owed his blood.

Now, gazing down at Jon, he felt the mix of pride and caution that had set him on this course. His nephew had thrived here, free from Winterfell's tangled politics and Lady Catelyn's cold gaze. Jon still carried a seriousness far beyond his years, but at least here he could learn the sword without worry, and study under Maester Willam without facing wary stares.

Footsteps on stone drew Benjen's attention. Ser Donnor Marsh, leader of his household guard, came up next to him with the steady pace he always had. He'd arrived six years earlier, bringing a knowledge of the Neck's channels that proved priceless. Most importantly, he respected Jon for his strengths rather than looking down on his birth.

"Good morning, my lord," Donnor said, stopping beside him near the battlements. "Our scouts report travelers on the causeway—merchants from White Harbor by their banners. They should be here by midday."

Benjen gave a slight nod, thinking about room in the stores and how much they might trade. Word of Moat Cailin's slow renewal had spread, bringing more merchants with each season. "Prepare the Merchant's Hall," he replied. "And ask Maester Willam to check on our grain supply. We might not see winter for a few years yet, but it's best to trade while costs favor us."

Donnor bowed and left, leaving Benjen alone with his thoughts. Below, Jon was done with his practice and stood watching the master-at-arms guide the younger boys. The scene made Benjen remember training in Winterfell's yard—Brandon showing him the proper way to hold a sword, Lyanna leaning out from the gallery and demanding her turn…

Benjen's hand slipped into a pocket, touching the unopened letter meant for Starfall. He had not sent it, always holding back at the last moment. Maybe it was the fact that Ashara had turned him down so many times before, or the fear that pushing too hard would sever the fragile link he kept with his brother's son in Dorne. Still, every few moons he wrote, offering marriage and a safe place for Edric. Each time, Ashara refused, as he half-expected.

Yet he kept writing, unable to shake the sense that someday all might change. Edric would grow, and questions would come. The careful story Starfall told might not hold forever. When that day arrived, Benjen wanted Ashara to know one thing: Moat Cailin stood ready for her son—a place with no courtly gossips or power games to threaten him.

The thud of hooves on the causeway made him glance west. A small hunting party was coming back, led by Jojen Reed, Howland Reed's oldest child. The crannogman lad often visited, whether to be with Jon or for reasons deeper still, Benjen could not say. There was an age in Jojen's eyes, a wisdom that went beyond normal sight. But he was good for Jon, teaching him the secrets of the Neck and the legends of the Children of the Forest.

Benjen descended the worn tower steps, his boots ringing on stone that had stood here for untold centuries. Each morning, he walked these halls, checking on the rebuilding. It felt unlike Winterfell and its busy corridors, but it had gained a homelike feeling after so many years.

He reached the great hall, which had fresh timber floors brought in from the Wolfswood. It was already alive with movement: servants setting out bread just pulled from the oven, guards off night watch searching for breakfast. Tapestries from White Harbor merchant caravans now brightened the old stones, which had stood through the ages of the North. Sometimes, in the pre-dawn hush, Benjen wondered about the tales these walls could tell.

"Uncle," Jon called, coming in from the yard with sweat still on his brow. "Jojen's just returned. He spotted travelers near the causeway."

Benjen felt no particular rush of hope or worry. Moat Cailin often saw travelers now that its restoration was common knowledge. Instead, he watched Jon, who seemed more energetic than usual—clearly eager to learn who these newcomers might be.

"We'll talk about it over breakfast," Benjen said, nodding to an empty bench. "Clean yourself up first."

Jon hurried off, and Benjen's thoughts wandered north, to Winterfell, where another nephew was growing up under Ned's care. Robb Stark was Jon's age—they had been small children together once, before Benjen brought Jon south. At times, he questioned whether he had made the right choice, pulling the boy away from his father's home. But then he saw how free Jon was here—laughing with Jojen Reed, loosing arrows without judgment—and he knew he had done what was best.

Before long, people drifted into the great hall for the morning meal. Jojen Reed joined Jon, the boys speaking in hushed tones. The crannogman lad had an uncanny gift, a sense of things that went beyond normal sight, likely inherited from his father. His green eyes flicked to Benjen for a moment, as though gauging the reason behind the travelers on the causeway. Though Jojen seldom spoke of such matters outright, Benjen had learned to consider both the words and the silences of the Neck's people.

"My lord," Maester Willam said, stepping near with the light clink of chains. "A raven arrived this morning—from the south."

Benjen accepted the rolled parchment, noticing the Dayne seal pressed into the purple wax. He recognized it at once from House Dayne's star sigil, having seen it many times. But something about this particular letter felt different—thicker, more formal.

"Thank you, Maester," he said softly, slipping it away. He would read it alone later. He had learned not to lift his hopes, but he sensed something unusual here.

The hall bustled as servants brought warm bread, salted fish, and eggs cooked with wild onions taken from the glass gardens they'd nurtured. Eight years of hard labor had strengthened both the walls and the people who lived within them, ensuring they could endure even the North's hardest weather.

Benjen watched the spread of food but was lost in thought. Every repaired stone, every harvest—it all spoke to the time and care they had poured into making Moat Cailin livable again, though there was always yet to do.

"Uncle?" Jon's voice cut through his silence. "Is everything all right?"

Benjen managed a faint smile. "Only thinking, lad." He rose from the table, turning to Ser Donnor. "See to the merchants when they arrive. I have other tasks for now."

He left the hall, retracing his steps through the corridors and up the spiral stairs of the Gatehouse Tower. With each climb, the air felt colder and thinner, away from the warmth of hearth fires. At last, he reached his solar, where he paused to glance out the wide window at the misty swamps and the ancient causeway.

This was where he penned letters south, where he fulfilled a promise that had nothing to do with Winterfell's harvests or guard rosters. Here, in private, he kept up a delicate correspondence about Brandon's son.

Breaking the wax seal at last, he opened Ashara's letter. The parchment rustled like a whisper. He expected her usual kind but firm refusal. Instead, the opening lines made his pulse jolt:

"Dearest Benjen, Your last letter spoke again of marriage, of making a home for my son—for Brandon's son. For years, I have refused out of grief, out of fear, out of a desire to keep Edric close. But circumstances have changed...

He read it twice, even three times, noticing how her words hinted at something new. Something had happened to Edric that forced Ashara to reconsider old choices. She spoke of him being "too strong to stay hidden" at Starfall. Benjen wondered what exactly that meant.

He stood and walked to the window, staring at the grey causeway. He had imagined, many times, a second boy of Brandon's crossing that road, coming to the same safe place Jon had found. How many years had he made plans for that possibility?

A knock sounded at the door. "Enter," he called, folding the letter quickly.

Jon walked in, still in his practice garb. "Uncle, Maester Willam wants to know if you plan to answer the merchants' requests about the extra grain, and—" He paused, seeing the serious look on Benjen's face. "What's the matter?"

Benjen gazed at this nephew, so much like Lyanna it sometimes hurt. Jon had thrived away from Winterfell's whispers. Could Edric Dayne find peace here too? "Nothing bad," Benjen said gently. "But things may shift soon." He motioned Jon to sit, deciding how much truth to reveal. "What do you know of House Dayne?"

Jon's eyebrows pulled together. "They have the sword Dawn. And there's the title 'Sword of the Morning.' You've been writing to them for years, more so than any other house in Dorne or beyond."

Benjen nodded. "Lady Ashara Dayne has written to say she might come north. Possibly with her kin. To stay here at Moat Cailin." He didn't mention Edric yet. That would come in time.

"Here?" Jon's grey eyes widened. "Why would they leave Dorne for the Neck?"

"For eight years, I've offered Lady Ashara marriage," Benjen explained, pouring two small cups of watered wine. "She has always refused, but something changed. She wants to meet in secret, talk about things she won't put down in a letter. Whatever happened must be serious."

Jon paused, thinking. "Is that why you rebuilt so many empty rooms in the Children's Tower? You were planning for this, even if you weren't sure it would happen?"

Benjen gave a soft laugh. "Hope dies hard, lad. I always thought they might come someday. The old gods know I've sent enough ravens hoping to make it so."

He looked at Ashara's letter again. "She wants to speak first in White Harbor, away from too many curious eyes. Something at Starfall pushed her to finally change her mind."

Jon's voice was cautious. "Will it upset things here? We've built a good life."

Benjen shrugged lightly. "It will bring changes, yes. But Moat Cailin was built to protect the North from dangers. It can protect people too, if we let it. You found a place here—maybe they will too."

He studied Jon for a moment, recalling how the boy had grown to trust this place. "Her household has a boy your age. It might be good for you both, sharing training and lessons."

Jon's nod was slow. Benjen noticed the tension still in his shoulders—he had learned caution as a "bastard," always wary of new people. "Have you told Lord Stark?"

"Not yet, but I will write," Benjen said. "Still, Moat Cailin belongs to me to govern. Your father gave me this fortress to command. Who I invite here is up to me."

Hearing Ned's name seemed to calm Jon a bit. Despite their complicated relationship, the boy trusted that Ned had meant for him to have a home. "When will the Daynes come?" he finally asked.

Benjen sealed a reply to Ashara with House Stark's dire wolf stamped in cooling grey wax:

Dear Lady Ashara,

Your message was most welcome. I understand the need for privacy, and if we must speak away from letters, White Harbor is a fine choice. Lord Manderly will be a polite host, and his hall is secure.

With fair weather, you should reach there in about a moon's time. Let me know when you journey, and I will see everything is ready. Bring only those you trust, as you see fit.

I look ahead to our meeting.

Benjen Stark

That evening, Benjen climbed to the highest point of the Gatehouse Tower, where ancient kings had once watched for enemies approaching through the Neck. The sunset painted the swamps in shades of amber and gold, while mist began its nightly crawl across the marshlands. He could see why the First Men had chosen this spot—on clear days, you could spot movement from leagues away, whether friend or foe.

He pulled out Brandon's old knife, the one his brother had given him on his tenth nameday. The blade still held its edge, though the leather grip had worn smooth from years of handling. Strange how life moved in circles—here he stood in a fortress older than the Andals, preparing to shelter Brandon's son just as he'd sheltered Lyanna's.

The thought gave him pause. He'd never allowed himself to draw that parallel before, but now it seemed obvious. Two boys, both carrying dangerous blood, both needing protection from the world's cruel judgments. Perhaps that's why Ashara's letter had affected him so deeply. Whatever had happened to young Edric in Starfall, whatever changes had finally convinced his mother to accept northern sanctuary, Benjen recognized the weight of necessary secrets.

A lone raven circled the tower before landing nearby, its black feathers gleaming in the dying light. It fixed him with one bright eye, as though waiting for something. Benjen remembered Old Nan's tales of ravens carrying more than just messages, of birds that served as the gods' own witnesses.

"Watch then," he murmured to the bird. "Watch and remember. The wolves are gathering again, though not for war this time." The raven cocked its head, then launched itself into the darkening sky, disappearing into the gathering dusk.

Below, torches began to flicker to life along Moat Cailin's walls, and the evening mist thickened around the ancient towers. Soon enough, Benjen knew, these stones would shelter another of Brandon's blood. The thought filled him with equal parts anticipation and unease—like standing on the edge of a great change, knowing the step forward must be taken but not quite seeing where it would lead.


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CH-13 Edrick VIII
Pov Edric-
The ship's bow cut through the morning fog, sending sprays of salt water across the deck. Edric balanced easily on the rain-slicked planks, his newly enhanced body adjusting instinctively to the vessel's pitch and roll. A month had passed since his mother—the word still felt strange on his tongue—had announced their journey north, and each day brought fresh reminders of how dramatically his life had shifted.

He found a quiet spot near the stern, away from the bustling sailors. The sea stretched endlessly before them, its waters growing darker as they sailed north. Somewhere ahead lay White Harbor, where Benjen Stark waited. His uncle—another new word, another piece of his expanding world.

The revelation about Benjen's proposals had struck him harder than he'd expected. For years, it seemed, this man had written to Starfall, offering marriage, protection, a home in the North.

Still, something about it nagged at him. His mother was making this journey for his sake, considering a marriage she had refused for nearly eight years, all because his transformation had forced her hand. The weight of that responsibility sat uneasily on his shoulders.

"You're brooding again," Ashara's voice came from behind him. She moved to stand beside him at the rail, her dark hair whipping in the sea wind. "The captain says we'll reach White Harbor within days."

Edric studied her profile, noting the tension around her eyes. "You don't have to do this," he said quietly. "We could find another way."

"Could we?" She turned to face him fully. "You grow stronger each day, more like..." She caught herself. "More changed. Starfall's walls cannot hide you forever."

"I'm not a child to be protected," Edric said, though he kept his voice low. The words carried more weight now—his recent transformation had left him looking closer to ten namedays than seven, though his mind felt far older still. "You're considering marriage to an almost-stranger because of me."

"Benjen Stark is hardly a stranger," Ashara replied, her violet eyes distant. "His letters over the years... he has shown himself to be an honorable man. Like Brandon in some ways, though quieter perhaps. More measured."

The mention of his father made Edric's chest tighten. He flexed his fingers absently, feeling the power thrumming beneath his skin. This past month had brought another choice of abilities, though none as dramatic as his previous ones. He'd selected something that seemed minor at first—enhanced flexibility—but when merged with his existing physical gifts, it had created something more. His body now moved with a fluid grace that made even simple actions feel like dancing.

"Tell me about Moat Cailin," he said instead of pursuing the topic of marriage. "Your letters mentioned restoration?"

"Benjen writes that he's rebuilt three of the twenty towers so far. The Gatehouse Tower, the Children's Tower, and the Drunkard's Tower." A small smile touched her lips. "He says the last one still leans slightly, despite their best efforts to straighten it."

Edric absorbed this, picturing the ancient fortress. He'd read about it in Maester Arron's books—a stronghold of the First Men, guardian of the Neck. Would its walls offer the sanctuary his mother sought? And what of his cousin, Jon Snow, who lived there under Benjen's protection?

A gust of wind caught the sails above them, making the ropes creak. Edric shifted his weight automatically, his enhanced balance compensating for the sudden movement. Even after a month, these new abilities surprised him with their subtle applications.

"And what of my cousin?" Edric asked carefully. He'd noticed how his mother tensed slightly whenever Jon Snow was mentioned, though he couldn't quite understand why. "You've never spoken much of him."

Ashara's fingers tightened on the ship's rail. "I've not met him myself. Benjen writes that he's your age, or near enough. A quiet boy, serious for his years." She paused, choosing her words with obvious care. "He was raised at Winterfell until Lady Catelyn's... disapproval became too difficult to ignore. Benjen took him to Moat Cailin then."

Another bastard son, Edric thought, though he kept the observation to himself. But where he had been raised in Dorne, where such birth brought little shame, Jon Snow had faced the North's harsher judgments. He wondered if that explained the careful way his mother spoke of his cousin.

A sudden surge of restless energy coursed through him. "I need to practice," he said, already moving toward the clear space near the mainmast where he'd taken to training. The sailors had grown used to his morning exercises, though they still whispered about the boy who moved like water given form.

His mother watched as he began his forms, each movement flowing into the next with inhuman grace. The latest enhancement to his abilities—what he'd come to think of as Adaptive Body—had merged seamlessly with his previous physical gifts. Where once he'd simply been strong and tireless, now he could bend and twist in ways that defied normal limits.

"You're certain these changes cause no pain?" Ashara asked, not for the first time.

"None," he assured her, executing a backward flip that would have been impossible a month ago. "It feels... natural. As though my body is finally matching what it was meant to be."

But he saw the worry in her eyes, the fear that had driven her to finally accept Benjen's proposal. His mother might phrase it diplomatically, speak of opportunities and family connections, but Edric knew the truth. She was running—not from danger, but toward protection. His abilities frightened her, not because of what he could do, but because of who might notice.

Landing silently from his flip, Edric moved through more complex maneuvers. Each stance flowed like water into the next, his body responding with a precision that still amazed him. The sailors had stopped pretending not to watch—their tasks momentarily forgotten as he demonstrated what his enhanced form could achieve.

"My lord," one of the older crew members called out, "begging pardon, but I served on a ship that once carried a Braavosi water dancer. He moved something like that, though not quite so..." The man trailed off, seemingly unable to find the right words.

Edric nodded politely but didn't engage further. He'd learned that silence often served better than explanations. Let them compare him to water dancers or eastern mystics—any tale was better than the truth.

"You should rest," Ashara said softly. "We'll be at White Harbor soon enough, and there will be many eyes watching then."

He caught the underlying message. Be careful. Be less obvious. Be normal—or at least try to appear so. But how could he? Even this simple morning practice was a fraction of what he could do. The fire within him begged to be released, to show its true potential. And now, with his body able to bend and adapt in ways that defied nature, containing his abilities felt like trying to cup water in his hands.

"Tell me more about Uncle Benjen," he said instead, moving to lean against the rail beside her. "Not what his letters say—tell me what you think of him."

Ashara was quiet for a long moment, watching the horizon where grey waves met greyer skies. "He's... different from Brandon. Where your father burned bright and hot, Benjen burns steady and deep. He took Jon in without hesitation, rebuilt a ruined fortress rather than let his nephew face scorn." She turned to look at Edric directly. "He's written about you since before you were born, offering protection even when I refused to acknowledge him as anything more than a goodbrother."


"And now we sail to meet him," Edric said, studying his mother's face. "Because of what I've become."

"Because of what you are," she corrected gently. "A son of two great houses, with gifts that..." She glanced at the nearby sailors and lowered her voice. "Gifts that need understanding, not fear. Moat Cailin is old, Edric. Older than the Andals. The First Men built it with secrets we've forgotten. Perhaps..." She hesitated. "Perhaps that's where you belong."

The words struck something in him—a chord of truth he hadn't expected. He thought of his ability to manipulate fire, now refined through weeks of careful practice. Of his enhanced body, growing stronger and more adaptable with each passing day. Different powers awakening in different places. It made a kind of sense.

"And what of you?" he asked, voicing the concern that had gnawed at him since they'd set sail. "Will you be happy there, so far from Dorne?"

A sad smile touched her lips. "I left my happiness in a tomb at Winterfell long ago. But perhaps..." Her violet eyes grew distant. "Perhaps there's something to be said for building a new life from old griefs. Benjen has done it at Moat Cailin. Maybe we can too."

The wind shifted, bringing with it the cry of unfamiliar birds. Northern birds, Edric realized. They were leaving the warmer waters behind. Soon they would see White Harbor's walls rising before them, and with them, a future he couldn't quite imagine.

"There's something else," he said, keeping his voice low. "Something you're not telling me about Jon Snow. About why Uncle Benjen took him from Winterfell."

Ashara's expression shifted subtly—a tightening around her eyes that Edric had learned to read. "Some secrets aren't mine to tell," she said finally. "But you're right. There's more to Jon Snow's story than a lady's disapproval." She turned to face him fully. "When you meet him... watch, listen, but don't press. There are things in the North that run deeper than we know."

Edric absorbed this, adding it to the growing collection of half-truths and careful omissions that seemed to surround his family. He'd noticed how his mother spoke of Jon Snow with a peculiar mix of caution and something almost like recognition. The same way she'd looked at him, he realized, when he'd first shown his abilities.

A shout from above interrupted his thoughts. "White Harbor! City's in sight!"

He moved to the bow, his enhanced vision picking out details before others could see them clearly. The city rose from the morning mist like something from a dream—white walls gleaming in the pale northern sun, towers reaching toward grey skies. Ships crowded its harbor, their sails a forest of canvas and rope.

"The Wolf's Den," Ashara said, joining him. "That's the old fortress, there by the water. But New Castle is where House Manderly rules from those cliffs above."

Edric studied both structures, noting how the ancient wolf's head carvings on the Den's walls seemed to watch approaching ships with stone eyes. This was the North—his father's land, though so different from everything he'd known in Dorne. No red mountains here, no burning sands. Instead, the very air carried a sharp edge, a promise of the cold to come.

"Will Uncle Benjen meet us here?" he asked, though he already knew the answer. His mother had explained their plans more than once.

"Yes," Ashara replied, though something in her tone suggested uncertainty. "Though how much we reveal here..." She glanced meaningfully at his practice session earlier. "White Harbor has many eyes, Edric. Lord Manderly is loyal to House Stark, but his court is full of merchants and travelers. Word spreads quickly in a port city."

Edric nodded, understanding the unspoken warning. He would need to be more careful here than on the ship, where isolated days at sea had allowed some freedom with his abilities. The thought of restraining himself completely made him restless, but he knew the necessity.

The ship began its approach to the harbor, sailors calling out to each other as they prepared to dock. Edric watched the complicated dance of ropes and sails with newfound appreciation—his enhanced senses letting him track every subtle adjustment, every shift in the wind that the crew compensated for.

"There," his mother said softly, pointing to a figure on the dock. Even at this distance, Edric could make out details others might miss. The man stood tall and straight, dressed in northern fashion but with a dignity that set him apart from the merchants and dock workers. Dark hair, touched with grey at the temples, and a beard neatly trimmed in the northern style. His features carried echoes of the portrait Edric had seen of his father, though more solemn, more weathered by time and grief.

Benjen Stark had come to meet them himself.

Edric felt his heart quicken, though his enhanced body maintained its perfect calm. This was the uncle who had written for years, offering sanctuary before anyone knew he might need it. The man who had rebuilt an ancient fortress, who had taken in another nephew when Winterfell proved unwelcoming. What would he make of Edric's changes? How much would they dare reveal?

The ship eased into its berth, ropes flying and sailors shouting. Edric remained perfectly still, his enhanced balance negating the vessel's final shudders against the dock. He watched his uncle's approach with a warrior's eye—noting the way Benjen moved, the subtle grace that spoke of years of training. This was no soft lord grown comfortable in peace; this was a man who kept himself ready.

"Remember," Ashara murmured, "we say nothing of your abilities here. The ….

But Edric barely heard her. His attention was fixed on Benjen's face as his uncle caught sight of them. He saw the moment of recognition flash across those Stark features, saw something like pain quickly masked. Did he look so much like Brandon? Or was it his mother's presence that caused that fleeting grief?

The gangplank lowered, and Edric forced himself to move with deliberate care—no inhuman grace, no impossible balance. Just a boy of seven-nearly-eight, albeit one who looked several years older. He kept close to his mother as they descended, aware of the dozens of eyes watching this meeting between the Dornish lady and the Northern lord.

"Lady Ashara," Benjen's voice was deep but gentle, carrying none of the harsh northern accent Edric had expected. "Welcome to White Harbor." He bowed formally, then turned to Edric. "And you must be..."

Their eyes met, and Edric felt something pass between them—a recognition deeper than mere blood.

"Edric Sand," he supplied, bowing with careful precision. Not too graceful, not too stiff. Every movement measured to appear natural rather than extraordinary. "Thank you for receiving us, uncle."

The word hung in the air between them, heavy with meaning. This was no mere courtesy call, no simple meeting of long-separated kin. Everything about their future might hinge on what happened here in White Harbor.

"My men will see to your belongings," Benjen said, his voice betraying nothing to casual observers. But Edric caught the subtle tension in his stance, the way his eyes kept returning to study his nephew's face. "Lord Manderly has prepared chambers in New Castle. Unless you'd prefer to rest at an inn?"

"The castle will be fine," Ashara replied smoothly, though Edric sensed her unease. They had discussed this—the balance between privacy and obligation. Refusing Manderly's hospitality would raise questions, but accepting meant more eyes watching them.

As they walked from the dock, Edric forced himself to stumble slightly on the slick stones. A normal boy would struggle with the unfamiliar footing, the transition from ship to shore. His uncle's hand shot out to steady him, and in that brief contact, Edric felt the strength in Benjen's grip. This was a man used to training with sword and shield, not just commanding from comfort.

"Careful," Benjen said softly. "The stones here can be treacherous." But something in his tone suggested he'd noticed how Edric's stumble had been just a fraction too deliberate, too perfectly timed.

Their small procession wound through White Harbor's streets, past fish markets and trader's stalls. The city smelled of salt and smoke, of strange northern spices and the ever-present sea. Everything was different from Starfall—the architecture, the people, even the quality of light seemed altered, as though the sun itself was more distant in these northern skies.

The climb to New Castle took them up winding streets paved with white stone. Edric noticed how the crowds thinned as they ascended, the merchants and sailors giving way to better-dressed folk who watched their passage with poorly concealed curiosity. News of their arrival had clearly spread fast—he caught whispers about the Lady of Starfall and speculation about Benjen Stark's presence.

"The Manderlys will expect us to dine with them tonight," Benjen said quietly as they approached the castle gates. "Lord Wyman is a gracious host, but he's also keenly interested in anything that might affect the North's politics."

"And a Dornish lady arriving with her son, met by Eddard Stark's brother?" Ashara's voice carried a hint of irony. "I imagine that would pique his interest."

"The journey north must be quite a change for you," Benjen said, his tone conversational. "I imagine Dorne's heat is all you've known."

"The air feels different here," Edric admitted truthfully. Even with his enhanced body, he could sense the sharp edge to the northern winds, so unlike Dorne's warm breezes. "Cleaner, somehow. Though I miss the smell of orange blossoms."

Something in his simple honesty seemed to please Benjen. "Wait until you taste northern food," his uncle said, a hint of humor touching his voice. "We're not known for the spices you're used to, though Lord Manderly's table is better than most."

They were approaching what appeared to be the main hall now. Servants hurried past, casting curious glances at their small party. Edric kept close to his mother's side, playing the role of a boy in strange surroundings rather than showing the confidence his abilities gave him.

"Will we meet Lord Manderly now?" he asked, letting a touch of nervousness color his voice. It wasn't entirely feigned – even with his gifts, he knew the importance of these first impressions.

"Tonight, at the feast," Benjen replied. "For now, you'll have time to rest and refresh yourselves after your journey." He glanced at Ashara. "Unless you'd prefer to discuss matters sooner?"

"Perhaps we should speak now," Ashara said, her voice carrying quiet authority. "Before the formalities of tonight's feast."

Benjen nodded, leading them not to the guest chambers but to a private solar. The room was well-appointed but clearly chosen for its discretion—thick walls and windows overlooking the sea rather than the castle grounds.

Once the door was secured, Ashara's composed facade softened. "Benjen, what I couldn't write in the letter... what's happened to Edric..." She paused, searching for words.

"Let me show him," Edric said quietly. It was the first time he'd spoken since entering the solar. "He needs to understand."

Ashara nodded slowly, and Edric stepped forward. With careful control, he demonstrated a fraction of his enhanced abilities—movements too precise for any child, strength that shouldn't be possible in his frame.

Benjen's face remained remarkably composed, though his eyes widened slightly. "How?" he asked simply.

"We don't fully understand it ourselves," Ashara admitted. "It began with a fever, then transformation. His body changed, grew. And these abilities..." She gestured helplessly. "This is why I finally accepted your offer. Starfall cannot protect him from those who might discover this.

"There's something else," Edric said quietly, looking at his mother. "Another gift from the gods that I received during my fever. Something I haven't shown you yet." He held out his palm, hesitating for just a moment. "Please don't be frightened."

A small flame bloomed in his hand, dancing and twirling with impossible control. Ashara gasped, stepping back instinctively, while Benjen went completely still. The fire cast flickering shadows across their faces as Edric shaped it into different forms—a wolf, a star, a dragon—before extinguishing it completely.

"By the old gods," Benjen whispered, his composure cracking for the first time.

"The visions during my fever," Edric explained, sticking to the story he'd told at Starfall. "The old gods and the new tested me, changed me. This was another of their gifts." He looked at his mother apologetically. "I wasn't sure how to show you before. I feared it might be too much, after everything else."

Benjen's face had settled into grim determination. "You were right to come north," he said to Ashara. "Moat Cailin offers what Edric needs most—privacy and space. The fortress is isolated enough that he can practice these gifts without fear of discovery. My household is small but loyal, each member carefully chosen and trusted." He paused, considering. "The surrounding swamps and forests provide natural barriers against unwanted eyes, and the towers have many secluded areas where a boy might train without drawing attention."

I watched my mother and uncle plan our future, noting how easily they fell into discussion of practical matters. The tension that had filled the solar earlier began to ease as they spoke of concrete steps rather than mysterious gifts.

"We should move quickly," Uncle Benjen was saying. "I'll send a raven to Ned today. As Lord of Winterfell and Warden of the North, his approval for the marriage should help smooth any political concerns."

"And I must write to Prince Doran," my mother added. I could see her mind working through the diplomatic necessities. "As a lady of a noble Dornish house, I need his permission to marry outside of Dorne."

"Would it be faster to send the letter through Starfall?" I suggested, thinking of how Uncle Allem could help. "He could present it to Sunspear personally."

Uncle Benjen nodded approvingly at my suggestion. "Good thought. A personal touch might speed things along." He turned to my mother. "And while we wait for responses, you and Edric could come to Moat Cailin as guests. It would seem natural enough—a mother wanting to see where she might make her future home."

I felt a flutter of anticipation at the thought. Moat Cailin—the ancient fortress where I might finally have space to explore my abilities without constant fear of discovery. Where I could meet my cousin Jon, though I knew better than to mention him too openly yet.

The rest of their discussion flowed into practical matters—arrangements for travel, letters to be written, stories to be maintained. I watched my mother's shoulders gradually relax as each detail was settled, as though the weight of secrets kept too long was finally lifting. Uncle Benjen proved to be exactly what his letters had suggested: methodical, thoughtful, and absolutely focused on protecting his family.

As the afternoon light began to fade through the solar's windows, servants could be heard in the corridors preparing for the evening's feast. Soon we would need to present ourselves to Lord Manderly's court, play the roles expected of us—the Dornish lady considering a northern match, her unusually mature son, the steady lord of Moat Cailin discussing a potential alliance.

But for now, in this quiet room overlooking the northern sea, I felt something I hadn't experienced since my transformation: hope. Not just for safety or secrecy, but for understanding. Uncle Benjen had accepted my gifts without fear or suspicion, seeing them as something to be protected and nurtured rather than hidden away.

"We should prepare for the feast," my mother said finally, rising from her seat. "Lord Manderly will expect us to be properly presented."

As we left the solar, Uncle Benjen's hand briefly touched my shoulder—a gesture of reassurance that carried the weight of years of letters, of promises kept, of sanctuary offered long before it was needed. The North, it seemed, might offer more than just a haven. It might offer a home.

Tomorrow would bring ravens winging south with carefully worded messages, preparations for our journey to Moat Cailin, and the beginning of a new chapter in our lives. But for now, we had taken the first step. And for the first time since fire had bloomed in my palm and my body had transformed beyond its years, I felt truly certain of my path forward.

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Ch-14 Eddard Stark I
The weirwood's face wept.

Not the gentle trickle of red sap that had marked the heart tree for generations, but a steady flow that pooled at its gnarled roots, staining the snow crimson. I stood before it, my breath clouding in the unseasonable cold that had descended upon Winterfell these past fortnight. Eight years as Warden of the North had taught me to trust in the predictable rhythms of our lands—the slow march of seasons, the certainty of winter's approach—but something had changed.

Something was changing still.

I knelt beside the tree, reaching out to touch the sticky substance. It felt warmer than it should, almost feverish against my fingertips. The old gods were restless. Even I, never one for superstition, could not deny it.

"The smallfolk say it's an omen, my lord," came Ser Rodrik's voice from behind me. My master-at-arms approached with careful steps, his great white whiskers frosted from the cold. "They speak of strange lights beyond the Wall, of animals behaving oddly. Some even claim the Others walk again."

"The Others have been gone for thousands of years, if they ever existed at all," I replied, though the words lacked conviction even to my own ears. "More likely it's the wildlings, growing bolder with each passing year."

But wildlings could not explain the dreams.

For three moons now, sleep had brought the same visions: the Wall, stretching endlessly beneath a starless sky; a grove of bone-white weirwoods surrounding a throne of ice; small figures—children, perhaps—moving among the trees; and always, seated upon that frozen chair, a shadowed figure whose face I could never quite glimpse. I would wake with the taste of iron in my mouth and the certainty that something ancient was stirring.

I was not a dreamer. I was not Brandon, with his wolf's blood and wild imagination, nor Lyanna with her fierce intuition. I was Eddard Stark, steady and practical, a man of duty rather than fancy. Yet even I could not ignore what my senses told me.

"Have there been more reports from the mountain clans?" I asked, rising to my feet.

"Aye," Rodrik nodded grimly. "The Wulls speak of strange sounds in the night, and the Flints claim their hunters have gone missing. Nothing certain, mind you, but..."

"But enough to warrant attention," I finished for him. "Send ravens to the mountain lords. Tell them I'll be traveling to hear their concerns within the fortnight."

"As you wish, Lord Stark." He hesitated, then added: "There's also a raven from Moat Cailin. From your brother."

A tightness formed in my chest. "I'll read it in my solar."

After Rodrik departed, I remained before the heart tree, watching its crimson tears fall. The wolfswood loomed dark beyond the godswood walls, and above, gray clouds gathered like an army assembling for battle. Storm weather, and not the natural kind that brought only rain and thunder. This was the sort of sky my father would have called "a harbinger."

*Winter is coming.* Our words, always. But this felt like something more.

I pressed my palm against the weirwood's rough bark, feeling its ancient pulse. "What are you trying to tell me?" I whispered, but only the wind answered, rustling through leaves red as fresh blood.

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The Great Hall of Winterfell echoed with the sounds of the midday meal—the clatter of wooden trenchers, the murmur of conversation, the occasional bark of laughter from the guardsmen's table. From my place at the high table, I watched my family with quiet pride.

Robb, now eight, sat straight-backed beside his mother, already showing signs of the lord he would one day become. His Tully-red hair caught the light from the high windows, but his serious expression was all Stark. Beside him, six-year-old Sansa was the picture of courtly grace, even at such a tender age. Little Arya, barely four, could scarcely keep still, much to Septa Mordane's evident frustration. And Bran, my youngest at two, sat in his mother's lap, solemnly studying a piece of honeyed bread as if it contained all the mysteries of the Seven Kingdoms.

Catelyn caught my gaze and offered a small smile, though it did not quite reach her eyes. Eight years of marriage had forged a bond of respect between us, even genuine affection, but there remained a distance—a space between our hearts where a shadow dwelled.

A shadow with a name: Jon Snow.

"You seem troubled, my lord," Catelyn said softly as I took my seat beside her. "Is there news?"

"Nothing of immediate concern," I replied, though it wasn't entirely true. I had not yet opened Benjen's letter, but its very existence stirred conflicting emotions. "The mountain clans report disturbances. I'll need to ride out soon."

"So close to Bran's name day?" There was a hint of reproach in her voice.

"I'll be back in time," I promised, reaching for my cup of ale. "It's likely nothing more than wildling raids."

She nodded, accepting my judgment as she always did in matters of lordly duty, though I noted the slight tension in her shoulders. Catelyn was southern by birth, but she had embraced the North with admirable determination. Still, there were aspects of our ways—our beliefs, our connection to the old gods—that remained foreign to her. The weeping weirwood would only deepen such misgivings.

"Papa," Arya said suddenly, breaking away from her septa to tug at my sleeve. "Mikken says there's a giant at the Wall. Is it true?"

I smiled despite my heavy thoughts, running a hand over her wild dark hair. Of all my children, Arya bore the strongest resemblance to the Starks of old. To Lyanna. "Mikken's been telling tales again, has he? Well, there might be giants beyond the Wall, but they keep to the Frostfangs, far from our lands."

"I want to see one," she declared, gray eyes flashing with determination.

"No you don't," Sansa interjected primly. "Giants are savage creatures. Septa Mordane says ladies should concern themselves with beautiful things, not monsters."

Before Arya could protest, Robb leaned forward. "If there are giants, Father, would they fight for us or against us if the wildlings came south?"

A lord's question. Even at eight, my son thought of alliances and defense.

"Giants answer to no one but themselves, Robb," I said carefully. "But they have little love for men on either side of the Wall. Best we keep our distance from them, and they from us."

I did not add that giants, like the Children of the Forest and the Others, were likely nothing more than legends given substance by the long, dark winters of the North. Yet my dreams whispered otherwise, and the weeping weirwood seemed to mock my rational dismissals.

"I've had word from your uncle Benjen," I said, changing the subject. "I'll be reading his letter after the meal."

"Will Jon be coming to visit?" Robb asked eagerly. He and my nephew—no, my son, though not by blood—had formed a fast friendship during Jon's rare visits to Winterfell.

I felt Catelyn stiffen beside me, her smile becoming fixed. "We'll see what your uncle writes," I said neutrally. "Moat Cailin is a long journey from here, especially with winter approaching."

The mention of Jon cast a pall over our conversation. Catelyn busied herself with Bran, while Septa Mordane seized the opportunity to reclaim Arya. Robb, sensitive to the sudden shift in mood, turned his attention to his meal.

I ate without tasting the food, my mind already racing ahead to Benjen's letter and what news it might contain from Moat Cailin. From Jon. From Benjen himself, who had taken a path none of us had expected in the aftermath of Robert's Rebellion.

And perhaps, I thought with a mixture of anticipation and dread, news of another matter altogether—one that involved violet eyes and a southern beauty who had once captured my brother's wild heart. One whose secret I had kept for eight long years, alongside the other burdens I carried in silence.

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The winds howled outside my solar window, carrying the first flakes of an early autumn snow. I sat at my desk, Benjen's unopened letter before me, Ice propped against the wall nearby—a reminder of the weight of Stark tradition, of duty and honor that traced back eight thousand years.

Eight thousand years of Starks in Winterfell. Eight thousand years of guarding the North against threats both human and... otherwise.

I reached for the letter, then hesitated, my gaze falling instead on the small portrait resting on a shelf behind my desk. It showed all of us as children—Brandon, Lyanna, Benjen, and myself—painted during one of the rare visits of a traveling artist to Winterfell. Brandon stood tall and confident, his hand on Lyanna's shoulder. Benjen and I flanked them, both serious-faced boys with more solemnity than our ages warranted.

Brandon. Even now, eight years after his death at the Mad King's hands, I could still hear his booming laugh, could still feel the shadow he cast—the elder brother I had never quite measured up to. Brandon the Bold, Brandon the Bright. The true heir to Winterfell, whose destiny had been stolen by Aerys Targaryen's cruelty.

"What would you have done, brother?" I murmured to the painted face. "What would you make of the North now? Of the dreams? Of your son?"

Your son. Edric Sand, the boy with Stark features and violet eyes, hidden away at Starfall under Ashara Dayne's protection. Brandon's seed, sown during the tourney at Harrenhal and bearing fruit only after his death. A boy who should have been a Stark, who might even now be training in Winterfell's yard alongside Robb, had fate been kinder.

Had I been braver.

I had first learned of the boy during my journey to return Dawn to Starfall after the war. The shock of discovering Brandon had left behind a son had nearly undone me, coming so close on the heels of Lyanna's death. And Ashara, proud and beautiful despite her grief, had refused my stammered offer to bring the child north.

"He is safer here," she had said, her violet eyes both defiant and wounded. "The new queen was Dornish. A Dornish bastard raises fewer eyebrows than a Northern one would in Robert's new realm."

She had been right, of course. Robert's hatred of Targaryens might not have extended to Brandon's son, but others at court might have seen the boy as a threat. And there was the matter of Catelyn, still nursing Robb and awaiting my return to a marriage neither of us had chosen. Bringing home two bastards instead of one would have been a cruelty beyond measure.

So I had left Edric in the south, just as I had brought Jon to the north, each boy a living reminder of the war's complicated legacy. Each a burden of conscience I shouldered in silence.

I broke the seal on Benjen's letter at last, unfolding the parchment with careful fingers. My brother's handwriting was neat but hurried, the letters pressing forward as if eager to deliver their news.


*Ned,*

*I write to you from White Harbor, where I arrived three days past to meet Ashara's ship from Starfall. The journey north was kind to her—she is as striking as ever, though there is a weariness in her eyes that was not there in our youth. The years in Dorne have not been easy, it seems, despite the protection of her family's name.*

*Edric stood beside her on the deck, tall for his age and unmistakably of our blood. One look was enough, Ned. The boy has the Stark features so prominently that Lord Manderly himself remarked upon it within moments of their arrival. "Another wolf for the North," he said, not knowing how true his words may yet prove to be.*

*We depart for Moat Cailin on the morrow. The Manderlys have been gracious hosts, but I sense Ashara's discomfort at being the subject of such open curiosity. Too many eyes, too many whispers following them through the halls of New Castle. She confided that this scrutiny was becoming commonplace even in Starfall—hence her decision to finally accept my proposal after all these years.*

*Winter comes earlier to Moat Cailin than to Winterfell, and we must make haste before the Neck's paths grow treacherous. The marshes have already begun to freeze at their edges, and the crannogmen speak of unusual movements among the lizard-lions. Howland Reed visited last week, bringing strange tales from the deeper swamps that I will share when next we meet.*

*Jon awaits our return with uncommon excitement. When I told him of Edric's coming, something in his eyes brightened that I have rarely seen. He grows stronger daily, you should know. He has your solemnity and Lyanna's quickness. Sometimes I look at him and see her so clearly it steals my breath. He asks of Winterfell often, though less of you than of your children—of Robb especially.*

*I must ask again what I have asked before: Consider bringing your family to Moat Cailin for the wedding. Let Jon know his cousins. Let Edric see that he is not alone in his Northern blood. And let us, the last of our father's children, stand together as Ashara joins our family in truth rather than whispered rumor.*

*The wolves howl louder when they hunt as a pack.*

*Your brother,*
*Benjen*

I set the letter down, my thoughts racing. Ashara Dayne, coming north at last. And bringing with her Brandon's son—a boy who, had circumstances been different, might have been the heir to Winterfell instead of Robb.

A boy with a claim to the North, if anyone cared to press it.

No, that was unfair. Ashara had never made such demands, had never even officially acknowledged Brandon as the father. And Benjen was not one for political scheming. If they sought the safety of Moat Cailin, it was out of genuine need, not ambition.

Still, the implications could not be ignored. Two bastards with Stark blood—one the son of my brother, one presented as my own but in truth born of my sister—both gathered under Benjen's protection at a strategic stronghold. It would raise eyebrows at the very least, perhaps even reach Robert's ears in King's Landing.

I rubbed my temples, feeling the beginnings of a headache. This was the price of secrets—they grew more complicated with time, tangling together until the truth lay buried beneath layers of necessary deception.

And yet... a part of me welcomed this development. Benjen had been right to remind me of the pack. The Starks had been broken by war, scattered by duty and death. Perhaps this was a chance to heal some of those fractures, to bring our blood together again, even if the connections must remain hidden from the wider world.

---

Later that evening, I found myself back in the godswood, drawn to the heart tree like iron to a lodestone. The bleeding had not slowed; if anything, the crimson sap flowed more freely now, staining the snow in ever-widening circles.

I knelt before the carved face, feeling the eyes of the old gods upon me. In the South, men prayed to the Seven for guidance, for forgiveness, for strength. Here in the North, before the heart trees, we simply listened.

Tonight, I needed to listen more than ever.

The wind whispered through the red leaves overhead, carrying the first serious snowfall of the season. Winter was coming indeed, perhaps sooner than any of us had anticipated. I could feel it in my bones, in the air that grew sharper with each passing day. Eight years since the long summer began, and now it waned at last.

Eight years since I had ridden south with my father and Brandon, since I had returned north with a sister's corpse, a Valyrian greatsword, and a babe who should have been a prince.

Eight years of peace built on secrets and lies.

"I don't know if what I did was right," I whispered to the heart tree. "I don't know if what I'm doing now is right either."

The tree wept its silent answer, sap running like tears down its carved features.

My mind turned to the dreams again—the Wall standing stark against a night sky, the grove of white trees, the throne of ice, and the shadowed figure who sat upon it. Were they merely dreams, or something more? My father had always said that the blood of the First Men ran strong in the Starks, that we were bound to the North and its mysteries in ways we could never fully comprehend.

"Are you trying to tell me something?" I asked the void. "Is this connected to Jon? To Edric? Or something beyond the Wall?"

Only silence answered, broken by the distant howl of a wolf—one of the pack that still roamed the wolfswood, growing bolder as the cold deepened. The sound sent a shiver down my spine that had nothing to do with the falling snow.

I rose, brushing ice from my cloak. Whether the old gods heard or not, I had made my decision. I would ride to Moat Cailin for Benjen's wedding. I would face Ashara Dayne again, would look upon Brandon's son and acknowledge him as blood, if not as heir. I would see Jon, would embrace the boy I had sent away and try to mend whatever damage my choice had caused.

And perhaps, in doing so, I might begin to understand the warnings carried on the northern wind, the meaning behind the weeping weirwood and the dreams that haunted my nights.

The North needed its wolves together now. All of them.

---

"You mean to go, then?" Catelyn asked, her voice carefully neutral as she brushed out her auburn hair before the fire in our chambers. "To Moat Cailin?"

I had shared the contents of Benjen's letter—most of them, at least. I had told her of the wedding invitation, of Ashara Dayne's imminent arrival in the North. I had not mentioned Edric, nor the true nature of my concerns about Jon. Some secrets were not mine to share, even with my lady wife.

"Yes," I replied, watching her reflection in the mirror. Even after eight years, the sight of her still stirred me—her Tully beauty tempered by the North, by motherhood, by the quiet strength that had seen her adapt to a life far from the rivers and sunshine of her youth. "I would have you come with me, and the children. Robb should see more of the North than just Winterfell, and Benjen has seen little of Sansa and Arya. Nothing of Bran."

Her hands paused in their work. "And Jon? He will be there."

The unspoken question hung between us: *Will I be expected to treat your bastard as family?*

"Jon is my blood," I said quietly. "As is Benjen. As will be his bride."

"Lady Ashara." There was a hint of something in her voice—not quite jealousy, but a wariness born of old rumors. After the war, some had whispered that Ashara Dayne had been my lover during the tourney at Harrenhal, that Jon might be her son rather than some unnamed northern woman's. I had never confirmed nor denied these whispers, finding them a useful shield for the greater secret.

"You have nothing to fear from Lady Ashara," I assured her. "Whatever might have been between us was long ago, and brief. Her heart belonged to Brandon, though few knew it."

Catelyn's eyes widened slightly at this revelation. "Brandon? But he was betrothed to me."

"My brother's appetites were not always governed by duty," I said carefully. It was as close as I had ever come to speaking ill of Brandon to Catelyn, who had once been promised to him. "But that is in the past. What matters now is that Benjen has chosen her, and she him. Their union deserves our support."

She was silent for a long moment, considering this. Then: "If we go to Moat Cailin, people will talk. They will say House Stark legitimizes your... indiscretion by embracing its result so openly."

"Let them talk," I said, with more force than I intended. "Jon is my blood. He will always have a place among the Starks, whatever his birth."

Catelyn flinched slightly at my tone, and I immediately regretted my sharpness. This was not her burden to bear, yet she had carried it with dignity for eight years, raising my trueborn children while enduring the presence—and now the memory—of my supposed bastard.

I crossed the room to her, placing my hands gently on her shoulders. "Forgive me. I do not mean to speak harshly. This is... difficult for all of us. But Benjen is my brother, the last of my siblings. His happiness matters to me, as does the strength of House Stark. And that strength lies in our unity."

She looked up at me, her blue eyes searching mine. "There is something more troubling you, Ned. Something beyond this wedding."

Perceptive as always. I sighed, choosing my words with care. "There are... changes in the North. Strange reports from beyond the Wall. Unusual behavior among the animals. The heart tree in the godswood bleeds more heavily than I have ever seen. I cannot help but feel these things are connected, that they herald something significant."

"The smallfolk would call it magic," Catelyn said, a hint of Southron skepticism in her voice.

"Perhaps," I conceded. "Whatever it is, I believe we are stronger together than apart. Benjen's hold on Moat Cailin secures our southern border. His connection to the crannogmen through Howland Reed gives us eyes in the Neck. If there are troubles coming, I would have all the strength of House Stark united to face them."

Catelyn was quiet for a moment, absorbing my words. Then she nodded, decision made. "Very well. We will go to Moat Cailin. All of us."

Relief washed through me, though I was careful not to show too much of it. Catelyn's support in this matter meant more than she could know.

"Thank you," I said simply, pressing a kiss to her forehead.

She leaned into my touch briefly, then drew back, her expression serious. "But Ned... one day, you must tell me the whole truth. About Jon. About whatever haunts your dreams and draws you to the godswood at all hours. We have built a life together, a family. There should not be these shadows between us."

For a heartbeat, I considered it—considered unburdening myself of the secrets I had carried since finding Lyanna in her tower of blood and roses. The truth about Jon. The truth about the promise that had shaped the last eight years of my life.

But I could not. Not yet. Perhaps not ever.

"Some burdens must be carried alone," I said softly. "Not because I do not trust you, but because knowledge itself can be dangerous."

Disappointment flickered across her features, quickly masked. "As you say, my lord." She turned back to her mirror, resuming the brushing of her hair with deliberate strokes. "We should prepare to leave within the fortnight, before the snows grow too deep for comfortable travel."

I nodded, recognizing the shift from wife to Lady of Winterfell—practical, efficient, focused on the tasks at hand rather than the emotions beneath them. It was a defense I understood well, having employed it myself countless times.

As I readied myself for bed, my thoughts returned to Benjen's letter, to the imminent arrival of Ashara and Edric in the North, to the strange bleeding of the heart tree and the dreams that plagued my sleep.

*The wolves howl louder when they hunt as a pack.*

Benjen was right. Whatever storms approached, whatever secrets threatened to surface, we would face them together as Starks had done for eight thousand years.

As we would do for eight thousand more, if the gods were good.


Author's Note:

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Apologies for no chapter yesterday—I was swamped with university work. But we're back on track, and the next chapter will be out tomorrow. Hope you enjoy this one!

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🔗 Naruto: Kinetic Ascension (SI/OC)

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