Recognition passed over the policeman's face as he repeated his question. He knew who we were, or at least where he recognized us from. He'd spoken to me earlier this evening, and he'd seen Cassie earlier today. "What are you two doing here?"
He had us dead to rights, and if he wanted, he could easily eliminate us here. One wrong move, wrong word, and that gun was out before we could do anything. If I still had magic, the way I had in my last life, he'd never get the chance to draw the gun, even if it meant bloodying Cassie. As it stood, I prepared myself mentally to block the bullet.
"We're collecting shells," Cassie said, but then she looked down at her empty hands and mine. "Well, looking for them anyway."
"Have you seen any?" I asked, following her lead. It was as good a cover story as any to come up with on the spot. Who knew that Cassie had it in her to be this deceptive? Maybe I wouldn't need to worry about her compromising her ideals if this could work for her. She was a smart girl who had figured out some things.
The policeman offered a smile to me. Maybe something about the Yeerk inside him liked young humans. Or maybe it was the influence of the host. "Sorry, this is just for full members. Private business. You two understand, right?"
"Got it," Cassie said. "Yes, sir."
The policeman stared hard at Cassie, and she stood tall. She stared back, unwavering in the attention the officer laid on her. The officer split his attention between the two of us, and I had to do the same as Cassie. I stared him down, focusing on the slug within him. As far as it knew, I had no way to know it was there, but I knew. We all knew. Cassie stared harder than I did, meeting his gaze with cool determination.
The officer blinked first, shaking his head. Clearly, Cassie's staring got to be too much for him, as he waved us off. "Okay, take off. I've got my eye on you two. Don't let me catch you around here again. Get back with the others."
"Yes sir," Cassie said.
"Sorry, sir," I added, and the two of us spun around and walked away from the Sharing's private meeting area. The sun had settled beyond the horizon at this point, leaving only the twilit reflections of the stars on the water.
As we walked along the dunes, heading back toward the others, a rustling sound came from the dunes. I turned to meet it, only to see a dog bound out. Cassie instinctively placed herself in a defensive position, slightly ahead of me. I wasn't sure exactly what she'd planned to do, but she had good instincts.
Still, the dog was… Jake.
"Oh, it's you," Cassie said.
"Jake," I said, nodding to him.
<Yeah,> said the dog, tilting his head. <That was close. What were the two of you doing there anyway?>
"Cassie wanted to be available to back you up if necessary," I said.
Cassie glanced to me, but she nodded with a small shrug of her shoulders.
<And what were you doing there, Tanya?>
"Being her backup."
"Tanya didn't think I should go alone," Cassie said. "We just wanted to make sure you were okay."
Jake somehow gave a mental sigh. <You do know I was safer than you two. Nobody was going to worry about a dog. Not when they don't know we can morph.>
"You aren't wrong," I said. "But we need to be able to make a proper plan next time."
<There wasn't any time, Tanya,> Jake said as we walked along. <We don't really know anything yet. How can we plan without any sort of information?>
"And you found something out?"
<Too much,> Jake said, and it felt sad. Not that it sounded sad, but I could feel the emotion associated with the words. Something he'd seen or heard had shaken him. <Tanya, you and Marco were right.>
"About Tom?" I asked.
<Yeah, he's a Controller,> Jake said as we neared the spot where the others were. He paused for a second, sniffing the air the way that a dog normally would. Then he turned to me. <Tanya, maybe you and Jordan should head back to the main group. Nothing bad's going to happen at this meeting.>
"Jordan will ask why," I said. As much as I really didn't want to have my twin involved in this, it was beginning to look as if it were inevitable. If she hadn't joined us for this Sharing meeting, maybe we might have been able to keep it from her, but she already suspected something. While she was leaning toward cult as an explanation, it wasn't that far off from the truth. Just that the cult initiation involved surrendering your body and mind to an alien parasite. "She's already suspicious."
<That's a conversation we shouldn't be having on the beach when I need to morph back.>
"If you don't think she's a Controller, maybe we should tell her the truth," Cassie said.
While I didn't think my twin was one, she currently lacked any way to defend herself if she were to learn the truth. No magic, no morphing, and no weapons meant that if she were to find out, she would be in far more danger than we were. Of course, we were still in danger, even with the means to defend ourselves.
<Maybe, but I want Rachel's opinion on that as well as Tanya's,> Jake said. <But while she's there, I can't morph back, and… as much as I hate to say it, it's probably not a good idea for me to just stay a dog.>
Cassie leaned in to whisper in my ear. "There's also the fact that he doesn't know how to morph clothing yet. So, unless you and Jordan want to see naked Jake…"
<Hey!> Jake said sharply. <You know I can hear you, right? Dog's ears are pretty good.>
"Fine," I said. "But the conversation isn't done. Jake, is there anything I should know before I get my twin? Are we safe here?"
<Chapman said that there wasn't to be any bloodshed at a Sharing meeting,> Jake said. <Not yet, anyway. They don't have control of the right people. You were right about him too.>
I hadn't wanted to be. It wasn't like that last name was uncommon, but in our town, that was the only one that made sense. "Right. We'll talk later about that."
When Jordan wasn't with us. A part of me felt wrong, leaving her out of this, but there was a part of my life she already wasn't a part of. Sure, she might have suspected some of it, knowing how perceptive she was, but I did not want to drag her into Being X's machinations. None of my family deserved that. And no matter what that bastard said, I didn't either.
Cassie and I approached the others while Jake slunk off to the dunes
"Oh, I see," Jordan said playfully. "The dog runs off when he sees the boys. Poor thing."
"Yeah," I said.
"I don't see Jake," Jordan said. "I thought you guys were going to find him."
"Guess we got a little too close to the private meeting," I said. "The police officer directed us away."
Jordan met my gaze for a second, taking my measure. She was a ten-year-old girl, and somehow, she knew how to see through me. Yes, we were twins, but one would think that I would be better about it, given my experience. Jordan shook her head and turned to Cassie. "So, did Officer RA say anything about Jake?"
"Officer RA?" Cassie asked.
"Officer Racist A—" Rachel slapped her hand over Jordan's mouth, and then she pulled it away after a second.
"Gross! You little…" Rachel glared at my twin. "I'll tell Mom."
"She's said worse," Jordan said. "Especially about some of the cops around here. Some of them got kicked out of the city's PD and sent out here where they'd do less damage."
That might have been true. The city's police department did not have the best of reputations.
"He didn't say anything about Jake," Cassie said. "But maybe he went back to the bonfire or something. Why don't you and Tanya head over there? We'll come get you if we find him around here, but if we don't after half an hour, we'll come get you anyway. Maybe you'll find him there."
"Maybe," Jordan said, rubbing her chin. "Yaya, do you think we'll find him there?"
I shrugged. "I'm sure he can't have gone far." He'd only bounded past the dunes, after all. But Jordan didn't know about morphing. "We can check and come back if we need to."
"Yeah, that sounds fine," Jordan said. "And maybe that Mary girl will have seen him. She seemed to have less of the Kool-Aid than anyone else."
I hoped not. I knew that Jake hadn't been seen by her, but I was wary of most women with that name. Plus, this girl was a Controller.
"Yet she still drank it," I said, glancing at the others. "We'll reach out if we find Jake. But meet at the bonfire in half an hour regardless, please. Let's not make any rash decisions tonight."
Marco gave a thumbs up, while Tobias kept glancing toward where Jake had actually gone. Rachel practically gave Jordan a shove as she gestured for us to get going.
Once Jordan and I had walked nearly out of earshot of the others, my twin turned to me and, once more in our language, said, "Let's not make rash decisions? Yaya, are you thinking about joining this cult?"
I shook my head. "Not really, no. But joining is a rash decision. Trying to figure a way to deprogram someone is a rash decision."
"They're not much older than we are, Yaya," Jordan said. "How the hell are they going to deprogram a cultist? And why are they so interested in finding out what happened at the construction site last night? You caught that right? Both Tom and Mary."
"And the officer," I said. "They're all trying to find it out. If there really were kids or someone setting off fireworks… the only one who makes sense is the officer."
"It's creepy," Jordan said. "And… where is Jake? There's no way he's back by the bonfire. We would have seen him."
"In the dark?" I asked. "I couldn't really see you and the others from our spot on the beach."
Jordan glanced over to the crackling bonfire as we approached it. The flames had gotten lower, closer to a campfire, and the food smells were drowned out more by the wood smoke than before. The gathering of people who weren't full members of the Sharing had dwindled some. Sure, some people were around the fire, roasting marshmallows, but others had left entirely. At least I hoped that was what had happened.
I didn't know where the Yeerks themselves hid when they weren't in a host or how easy it was for them to transfer to a new one. Could someone become infested here at the bonfire party? It might have been possible.
But it didn't seem as if Jordan had.
"Jake's not here. It's like he disappeared into thin air, the same way that Tobias guy appeared," Jordan said. "It's weird to be hiding behind the dunes like that, but maybe Jake got lost or something. Hopefully, he's not in the cult hands, being exposed to the brainwashing."
"Doubtful," I said. "This is a recruiting event, not a programming one. Jake is around, but he can be sneakier than we can."
Jordan gave me a disbelieving look. Which, to be fair, it did take several hours to find either of us in hide and seek on occasion. Well, when neither of us was the seeker. "Yaya, there's something you aren't telling me."
"There's always something I'm not telling you, Jordan," I said. "You know that."
"Yes, but… it feels different this time," Jordan said. "You're not telling me something that's more important."
I frowned. Telling her made her vulnerable and a security violation. However, telling her also would have her informed of the risks that existed out there. However, unless she was also capable of defending herself, I couldn't just allow her to have that risk thrust upon her. I didn't even like it with the other children, and only Rachel and Jake were related to me. Rachel was my older sister, but Jordan was my twin. I couldn't just brush her off, nor could I tell her to drop it completely. She was family, not a subordinate. And for all the faults I had in all of my lives, my respect and duty toward my family was not something I lacked. Ever.
"I can't… right now. Not here," I said. "I need to think on some things before I tell you, and I need to make sure of something."
Jordan hugged me suddenly. While I stiffened, my sister hugged me tightly, and she leaned in closely. "Whatever it is, Tanya, you know that I'll have your back. You can tell me anything, and Mom and Rachel will never know. Dad either."
"I know," I said, returning the hug. It was less awkward in this life, especially with family. "But…" I wanted to make sure that they were safe. All of them. If the Yeerks were Being X's move in this life, then I needed to figure the best way to counter them without losing those whom I was responsible for.
And part of that meant keeping my twin safe.
"You can tell me later," she said. "I think they found Jake."
Good, he'd found a place to demorph. As my twin and I separated, we saw the five of them approaching us. A glance toward the private area showed that the Sharing's full member meeting was breaking up too.
"I'll… tell you some of it at home, maybe after school on Monday," I said. I couldn't tell her everything, but she'd guessed some of it. And the lack of knowledge could actively hurt her.
Jordan nodded. "I look forward to it, Yaya."
I just hoped I was right.