Note: The final Teth chapter is here. Hope you like it.
-The Light of Brockton Bay-
- Taylor's POV
I haven't drunk alcohol before, but I believe this is what a hangover is like. I feel groggy, and my slowly returning rationality is telling me how stupid I am. I turn over onto my hands and knees as a wave of nausea hits me. I can feel my memories reorganizing and returning, my brain processing what I've done.
The first thing that hits me is panic. I just fought the PRT. I destroyed part of the PRT headquarters. My identity is out. I didn't just burn a bridge; I obliterated the Golden Gate Bridge. I... I don't think I can go back to a normal life. It's just not possible. All these years have essentially gone up in
flames.
Then came the anger. How could they not know? I sincerely fucking doubt that she acted any differently as Shadow Stalker. Maybe she didn't
directly bully a ward, but there's no way she wasn't known as the biggest asshole in the Wards. They portray her as an edgy anti-hero, and now that I think about it, I think the only reason they do is because she would refuse to be anything more.
How could literally every single adult fail me in every way possible? Why am I the one being
punished? She should be the one to lose everything, not that I think anyone would love a bitch like her. I can already see it—her getting a slap on the wrist again. Maybe she goes to juvie for a year.
As my head finally clears, I take a look around. A black, nearly empty expanse.
'Ah, I'm in the Otherside.' If I'm here, that could only mean one thing.
'I'm still unconscious.' I guess I would be after my fight with Glory Gi-
'Oh Scion, I fought Glory Girl.' Back to panic.
I hurt her a lot. Is she okay? I didn't want to hurt her that badly, or at least I wouldn't want to right now. The fight was... strange. I was aware of my actions, and yet I wasn't. I wanted to do it, and yet I didn't. It was the most vivid representation of me while also being nothing like me. I wasn't in the right state of mind. Surely Victoria can forgive me. Right? She seemed to be the most understanding of what I was going through.
But what about Amy? Even in the small amount of time we've been friends, I can tell she cares a lot about her sister. Would she forgive this? Victoria was nearly dead when we were finished. I can only hope Amy heals her in time.
'Do I even deserve to be forgiven?' If I'm being honest with myself, I could have handled all of this better. I just felt so... much. I failed to reign in my emotions and now I've most likely ruined the first friendship I've had in over a year. I can feel my thoughts start to buzz and all im left with is a feeling of sorrow.
I hear a bell toll in the background, reminiscent of an old church bell. A slight pull shakes me out of my stupor. I can feel a pull from the light in me. I'm initially surprised because, holy hell, that's a lot of light. I follow the tug and get surprised again when I find that it's coming from One Sin.
I'm a little unsure of what's happening; my identities haven't done this before. Sure, Scorched Girl has influenced my thoughts while I didn't have it equipped, but that was different. This felt purposeful, like it was
it that wanted something and not some passive escalation of my emotions.
'Eh, sure, why not? I don't have much to lose, especially not here where nothing is real.' I pull on One Sin, expecting something big to happen. The last time I did this, Scorched Girl had manifested some burning village and had turned up the emotional influence by a lot. One Sin pleasantly surprises me by not setting a portion of the Otherside on fire. Instead, I find there's an old church off to the side of the path. There's even an off shoot of the path that leads to its doors
I start to walk up to the front doors; they're made of dark wood and are sanded but unfinished. I open the doors and find One Sin sitting in the back where the priest would normally stand. Rows of church benches line the sides of the room, and a red carpet creates a path through the center of the room.
'Wait, One Sin is an actual thing?'
I knew that One Sin was sort of like Scorched Girl and Small Bird, in that they didn't seem to be real. Was I wrong? Were they real? Or is this some kind of manifestation of my power that can only happen in the Otherside? I continue to walk down the carpet towards One Sin. I can feel its gaze follow me even though there are no eyes within its empty sockets.
I take the final step so that I'm directly in front of it. It remains silent, but I get the feeling that I should do something, but I'm not sure what that something is. I remember the vision I had when I first slept after waking up in the locker with One Sin. A woman named Joelle confessing her sins to it. I'm not religious, but maybe it can give me the little boost I desperately need right now.
I open my mouth and start to talk about my issues. It's slow and awkward at first, but as I continue, I get into a rhythm of sorts. I talk about my problems at school and my anger at the injustice I've faced. The lies I tell my dad to keep my identity a secret and our strained relationship. I recount the fight I had with the PRT and the injuries I gave Victoria in our fight. It takes a while; I don't know how much time, but I'm pretty sure I have an almost endless amount of time when I'm in the Otherside.
As I finish, I can feel One Sin's judgement. Silent, but strong. Not harsh, but sturdy. After a few seconds of silence, a small amount of light surrounds me. I feel lighter as a weight is taken off of my chest. I don't exactly feel better about what happened; I more feel... content. It's not perfect, but I feel like I have a little more drive than before.
"Thanks, One Sin." It doesn't answer, but I didn't expect it to. I stand up from my kneeling position and walk out of the church. My steps are a little less laboured.
Once outside, I'm about to pull back One Sin, but do I really need to? They don't seem to influence my thoughts like the other unreal identities, so does it really matter if I leave them out here?
'Eh, probably not, What's the worst that could happen?' I had a feeling that the Otherside is eventually going to be filled with a bunch of random stuff as I practice here.
Now what should I do? I have no doubts that I'm in trouble. I did just fight the entire PRT ENE. I might be a little more accepting of what's happened, but I refuse to be judged by them. They probably have me in some kind of holding cell. I most likely will be unable to get out with my current identities. Maybe if I let go of control with Scorched Girl, I could break out. But I would most likely have to fight again. It's too risky.
If I could get out in the open, I could use T Corp Technician to escape. I have about 10 hours banked, and my max is 1200 hours per day, or 50 times regular speed. I would have 12 regular minutes to get as far away as possible. Not even Velocity is that fast. I still have the problem that I need to be out in the open and out of my cell.
I'm only drawing 1 option here. I have to pull something out of the river that helps me escape. It's a gamble, but it's the only option that I have. Otherwise I'm going to have to submit to whatever the PRT has planned, which is either the Wards or jail, and I don't want either. I also didn't get the new identities I used during my fight. Maybe I could somehow use my light to temporarily get a new identity. More testing for later.
I walk towards the river, passing by my bench, street lamp, and pile of wood cubes. No matter what happens, I'll still have this. Every time I pull another identity, the river beckons me just a little bit more, and I go just a little bit deeper. Whatever happened during that fight had left me with a large excess of light, so I can go
deep this time.
I put my toes in the water and feel its warmth. Slowly I lower myself in until I'm fully submerged. It almost feels like I'm at home, that I belong here. The water no longer feels weird to breathe. Now it feels lighter than air. I can finally breathe normally. I almost want to stay here, but I have things to do.
I plunge into the depths. The motes of light passing by me seem brighter, and I hear more from them. I pass by one that sings of... soda? That's weird. Another sings a song of a city's happiness. One was forsaken, and one spoke of prophecies. I pass by the chorus and continue deeper. The motes of light get bigger as I go down.
Finally, I know I am soon to hit my limit, so I look for a nearby mote. Even if I can hear and feel them better now, I still don't truly know what's inside of them. The more in front of me is
electrifying and
predatory. A song that's more of a howl. I also get a sense of subjugation, not by it, but on it. It sings its song, but to the tune its told. It kind of reminds me of Sophia, at least the predatory part. I wonder if the subjugation part is too. Wouldn't that blow my mind?
I grab onto it and pull up. It's still a struggle, but now it doesn't feel like a chore. Even as I get tired, I feel exhilarated. I am way deeper than I have ever gone before, and it excites me. I breach the surface and reflexively gasp for air, even though I was breathing just fine under the water. I steel my shaky legs and pull my hands in front of me to look at my new identity.
Now that it's out of the water, I can see and hear it with clarity. An overgrown abomination stalks an alleyway. It's a wolf with three heads stitched together with telephone poles that seemingly grow out of its back. It feels
aggressive,
destructive, and
cruel. The star begins to sink into my arm. Even now, it feels substantially more powerful than the previous identities.
Now it's... time... to go... to sleep.
I almost pass out like normal, but I am
stopped. The Otherside
quakes as something happens.
'Well, this is new.'
A moment later, I see
it.
It sits near the surface of the river. The stars have winked out. The river is devoid of light. Except for one.
Right at the top, a few feet in, is another star, completely unlike the rest. It flickers randomly, going from barely shining to eclipsing my vision like I'm staring at the sun. I cautiously get in the water again. I'm still tired from the previous pull, but not enough to make me pass out now.
Static assaults my ears; there's no song here. The star doesn't feel wrong. It feels...
degraded. It's not complete; some parts have been taken and some notes
[Expunged]. It feels wrong—mangled. Nevertheless, I warily take it in my hand.
I shouldn't be able to move it, but
something helps me. Even with the help, the star barely budges. Every inch is its own battle, and every foot its own war. I strain myself as hard as I can for what feels like an hour, or maybe its been hours. I nearly fly into the air as it breaches the surface tension.
My arm hurts, but it's over now. I stare at the flickering star. I see nothing. No, more like there's an absence of something. Somehow whatever I should see in it has been
stripped away.
'How is that even possible?'
It doesn't sink into my arm; instead, I feel it attempt to draw in my light. I give it just a little, but apparently that's all it needs.
My vision brightens as white envelops everything. The star sinks into my arm as the Otherside fades out of view.
"Finally, we can have a chat."
I heard a voice. It was soft and alluring. A siren call made real. Most surprising of all was that I recognized it. I never forgot about what I saw and heard when I got my powers. I had shelved it for later in my head. I had thought that it was just some weird hallucination I got from blood loss and whatever was in the locker with me. But that voice. I know that voice.
I turn around in this luminous landscape and see a woman. She was tall and looked young. She had long grey hair in a ponytail and a set of bright red eyes. She wore an olive-green dress shirt underneath a lab coat. She was, by all metrics, beautiful.
"It is considered rude to stare." She said with a smile.
I blush a little. "S-Sorry!" I stammer out. It takes me a moment to think about what just happened, but once I do, I back up a step. "Who are you?"
Her smile widens just a bit. "I have had a lot of names, but you can call me Carmen."
That's surprisingly... normal. "How did I get here?"
Carmen waved her hand. "I gave a gift to you with a little piece of light attached to arrange this meeting. I wished to speak with you, Taylor."
Carmen knows my name. How is any of this possible? One question comes to mind. "Did you... give me my powers? Are you what gives people their powers?"
Carmen shakes her head. "Yes and no. I only gave you powers. Tell me, what is it that you want?"
That throws me for a loop. "What I want."
Carmen gives a singular nod. "Yes, what you want. I have seen into your world just enough to know your story. The PRT most likely won't take this lying down, and I don't think you will accept being a Ward, so what is it that you want? Your only options from here on out are going to jail or being a villain."
Even though I just went through this in my head, it still hurts my heart to hear it from someone else. "I just wanted to be a hero."
"And you still do?"
I lower my head. "Of course I do, but that isn't an option anymore."
Carmen gives the notion a small laugh. "Is that really true?"
I look back up at Carmen before she continues. "I find how black and white your world defines heroes to be laughable. I don't see why you can't still keep doing what your heart desires."
I shake my head. "Even if I do, I'll have to fight heroes every step of the way."
Carmen's rebuttal surprised me. "Wouldn't that make them the villains then?"
I wanted to play it off as a joke, but the idea resonated with me.
"A hero is someone who helps others, correct? While I think the idea of dedicating your life in service of others is a foolish endeavour, I do realise that our worlds are different."
Carmen's smile fades a touch. "I give people the power to express their true selves without restraint because it is the only way for anyone in the city to be truly happy in the City. But that is in the City."
Carmen shakes her head. "I have made enough falsely proclaimed
'monsters' to know what people see as
'evil,' and I know that you are nowhere close to being that. If they see what you do and still consider you to be
'on the other side,' then that is because they don't even realise what side they themselves are on."
That... is a different way to look at this situation. "So, what? Do I just continue on like normal with the only difference being the PRT trying to arrest me?"
Carmen's silky voice replies, "If that is really what you want to do, then yes. You could also take over your own territory and do what the PRT has failed to do. Why do you need to follow the footsteps of those you now know walk the wrong path?"
Carmen waved her hand, and a little circle of light appeared. In the middle of it was a picture of me in my One Sin identity. "Just two weeks ago I saw someone in dire need of help. Someone who had lost almost all hope in the world. I gave them a small seed of light in the hopes that they could be themselves."
The world shook a little, and Carmen frowned. "I can't maintain this connection for much longer. It's happened twice now, so maybe we will see each other again. Before I go, I need to tell you a few things."
Carmen closed the picture. "I do not have the time to explain everything about what you wield, but if you want to know more, then you should try and look for any connections to L Corp. Secondly, that gift I sent to you should be some answers to your own world's powers. I couldn't get anything out of it, but I feel like it might open up to you."
My vision is slowly getting blurry now. "Lastly, your powers will continue to grow, and while you have been fine up to this point, just know this. The bottom of the river houses monsters that, if unleashed, could destroy your world. Be careful when you dive deep."
The world itself seems to retreat around me.
"Hopefully I get to see you again, Taylor."
-The Light of Brockton Bay-
- Piggot's POV
This whole situation is a mess.
'I fucking knew that Shadow Stalker was going to create a scandal; what do you know? I was right once again.'
Preliminary investigations into Shadow Stalker's caseworker and the school are already underway. New Wave is threatening to sue, even though Glory Girl willingly joined the fight. The gangs have been acting up ever since the Merchant leadership has been arrested.
The fight had left everyone in a panic, and they had a major scandal that had to be quickly suppressed lest a Ward's identity get out. Even if that Ward was the reason for said scandal. Morale is at an all-time low, and there have been arguments on what should be done with Da'at.
'Speaking of her.' She's been comatose for a full two days now. Glory Girl woke up a couple hours after the fight, but Da'at has remained unconscious. The doctors we brought into her cell couldn't find a reason why. There were some questions as to why she wasn't being kept in a hospital, but that would be stupid. If she wakes up and is still unstable, it's much better for her to be contained before another freakout happens.
Rebecca Costa-Brown has ordered for her to be temporarily jailed while investigations are ongoing, and if the claims are true, then we can negotiate Da'at's release in return for her becoming a Ward. Some would see this as some kind of goodwill, but I know better. That woman would do anything if it meant getting what she wants.
But it's not my place to question her orders. Hopefully, things can quiet down a bit while everything cools. At least I thought that was the case. Of course, when dealing with parahumans, everything will always find a way to go wrong.
A man rushes into my office. "Director, Da'at woke up, or, at least we think she did."
I raise an eyebrow. "What do you mean by that?"
The man hands me a tablet with a live feed of Da'at's containment cell. In the middle of the room
should be Da'at. Instead, its something that doesn't even vaguely look human. "Is that... Tinkertech?"
-The Light of Brockton Bay-
-Initializing startup sequence-
-Checking A Corp authorization-
-Authorization not found-
-Rechecking A Corp Authorization-
-Authorization found-
=Authorization change detected=
=Initializing subroutine=
=Commencing Eclipse Protocol as data is compromised=
=ERROR: Eclipse Protocol partially successful=
=Subroutine compromised=
=Subroutine shutting down=
-Location beacon activated-
-ERROR: location not recognized-
-Contacting [Expunged]-
-ERROR: contact failed-
-Initializing Diagnostics-
-[Expunged] data has been [Expunged]-
-W Corp singularity damaged-
-[Redacted] singularity operational-
-[Expunged] singularity damaged-
-Other singularities missing-
-Failsafe subroutine missing-
-Sending diagnostic information to [Expunged]-
-ERROR: contact failed-
-Diagnostics complete-
-Some functions are operational-
-User Designation: Taylor-
-Playing welcoming message-
[Welcome, Agent Taylor, to B Corp]