The Home Of The Dragons - Part 1
Deep breaths. Deep breaths. Deep breaths and a clear mind were paramount.
...It wasn't working!
My eyes snapped open as frustration and tinges of hysteria ignited within me once more. I resisted the urge to scream my confusion and outrage, but it was a close thing indeed. I got off of my seat, pacing wildly under Barristan's watchful eye. I ignored his protests.
My Kingsguard had already applied a poultice of his own making to my burns, mashed together from herb he'd bought from the innkeeper. Turns out that serving a pyromaniac for a king instilled the need to learn how to prepare for a variety of burn wounds, who knew?
Regardless, we had bigger concerns than me agitating my burns. Namely, the fact that I had burns to begin with. The very thought had me near frothing at the mouth with confused and disbelieving rage.
Deep breaths.
I wasn't an idiot. Hot water and an open flame were two very different beasts, I was well aware, but I had managed to dove into hot springs of such heat they had scalded Arthur after an instant's worth of contact. Dear gods, just standing in their presence had Arthur near fainting, and yet somehow I, a child, was absolutely fine.
No. That had been magic, pure and simple, and my memories of what Daenerys would have one day achieved coupled with my own experience had all but assured me that I could not burn. Period.
Yet here we were.
Here we fucking were!
Dimly, through the haze of unyielding rage that currently clouded my senses, I could recognize just why I felt like this. The supposed resistance to flame wasn't just an advantage or a tool that I could leverage for my benefit.
It had been proof.
Proof that be it magic or the gods or even fucking fate for all I cared, I had some greater power on my side helping me. The Kingsguard were invaluable and an assurance, but this had been a strength of my very own, a power that had given me the confidence I didn't know I needed.
Not until it had been snatched away from me while I was none the wiser.
A few moments later, we were outside, the pale light of the full moon shining down upon us and the darkness of the secluded clearing we'd found for ourselves illuminated by the makeshift fire Jaime had set. Above it lay a copper pan Jaime had traded for a few coins, filling the brim with streaming water.
"Jon-" Arthur's voice was a measured thing, calm permeating his words, by I had no patience for it
"Don't!" I snapped angrily "Don't say another word!"
I turned to Jaime "That's good enough"
He nodded, a guarded expression on his face.
I was well aware that I wasn't exactly making a good case for my sanity here, but at this point, I was well and truly fed the hell up.
So, being the epitome of good thinking that I was, I stomped forward and, without a single word, jammed a finger into the steaming pot.
SHIT!
I leapt back swearing like a sailor, because that burned like all hell.
It was gone
"Jon" I wasn't quite sure which of the three had spoken then, but I wasn't listening regardless. Without another word I turned and stomped back to the inn, furiously rubbing the tears out of my eyes
What the hell was I supposed to do now?
...
I spent the next few days in a haze of angry lethargy, trying to deal with the disappointment of my broken plans and the hopelessness they seemed to produce. I didn't read the journals. I didn't Badger Arthur with questions. I just seemed to drift listlessly.
But I couldn't stay that way. Too much was riding on my shoulders for me to just throw in the towel at my first major setback.
I came back to myself days later when I was startled from my sleep and opened my eyes on a bright new day. For all that my straw bed was surprisingly comfortable, true rest was denied to me by my ever-present dreams, and I had a strong feeling that the state of affairs would not be quick to change. Rolling onto on my back, I sighed, before reaching for the journal I kept by my bed.
Then a thought had me pausing. There was no point in adding a new entry. The contents of my dreams had remained the same for the past several nights, and the last had been no different.
Shifting scales, ash and smoke, and a three-headed dragon set in black stone.
Over and over again the dreams had come, yet still, I remained no closer to deciphering or obtaining any useful meaning from them
With a tired sound, I stood and let the thin blankets pool at my feet.
Baristan was already awake, eyes sharp and aware of all that he was sitting in the floor whilst leaning on the wall directly opposite me. Kingsguard surveillance at its finest.
I nodded "Good morrow, Barristan"
He smiled at me and inclined his head slightly "My thanks, Jon. A fine morrow to you in turn"
"Where are Arthur and Jaime?"
"Gone for a spar, I'd wager"
I blinked.
Arthur and Jaimie were very good. Hells, they were legendary, and a spar between them would draw attention, even in such a sparsely populated village. oven who exactly ruled this island, attention of any kind was bad news, and they knew that which meant they'd probably be far outside of the village for their spar.
If that's even what it was. A child's body I may possess, but certainly not a child's mind.
That was to say, I was not oblivious to what was right in front of me. The tension between all three of my Kingsguard was so thick you could cut it with a knife, and it would fit in well with what I knew of Arthur for this to be an attempt on his part to bridge the gap between them.
Good, I suppose, and very proactive. I had my amends to make
"I'd like to apologize" I spoke slowly, but surely. Surprise flashed across the old knight's visage as I carried on "I was frustrated and angry and I let that dictate my behavior over the past days. It was unbecoming of me."
"You were, and it was" The old knight inspected me for a moment, before gracing me with an approving smile "Yet you have acknowledged it and made amends, and that speaks most well of you."
I flushed slightly. I hadn't had the time to think on it before, but Barristan 'the bold' Selmy was a member of my Kingsguard. He was one of the handful of people in the Known World who exemplified the best and most honorable of traits, even if he had his flaws.
Didn't we all, in the end?
Regardless, he was a man worthy of admiration for the depth of his skill and the strength of his character, and praise from him was meaningful.
"Now come" he stood then and beckoned for me "Dress yourself. I have heard good things of our innkeepers gruel. We shall break our fast and take our leave, for it is a beautiful day out. Good for thinking, certainly"
The meaningful look he shot me was unmistakable, and I withheld another sigh
Back to work, then.
The gruel was a fine thing, and though I was no great judge, I thought it quite filling, with a pleasant texture and taste.
We set off at a comfortable pace, leaving the village bounds and traveling across the island. For all that Dragonstone was a harsh island, grass and small varieties of plant life claimed a good chunk of its flat plains, giving the island color and feeling it would have otherwise lacked. After a brief search, we found a fine site, just near a low cliff that overlooked the sea, providing a beautiful view.
Then we began
"What do you intend to do now?" Barristan's voice had lost all former traces of levity, as had his expression. In their place their remains dinky sharp alertness and impeccable focus, to an almost intimidating degree
"I do not know" The words were damning, but pretty lies were useless at this juncture "I had... perhaps not a plan, but a direction I wanted to head in"
Daenerys was an inspiration in many ways, after all
"But that's gone now" I finished grimly, bitter disappointment dripping from every word "Truly, I do not know where to begin again"
And wasn't that a problem? Unless I achieved what I set out to do when I decided we'd come here, I could kiss any plans of sitting on the iron throne and surviving the long night to come goodbye.
I couldn't back out now, I couldn't even rely on the original sequence of events I knew off to occur, for my actions in forming my growing Kingsgaurd had undoubtedly caused long-term changes I could t hope to predict.
Hells, Jaime's presence alone caused an ocean's worth of change, considering his actions with his sister and the effects that had on the realm.
I shook my head. Not the time for that. Though I'd have to deal with that pot of wildfire eventually, I had too much on my plate at the moment.
"Tell me about your dreams" Barristan spoke finally
I furrowed my brows "Arthur already-
"He's already informed me of them and the insight they give you into past and future alike." Barristan nodded "And as fantastic as the tales sound-"
Heh. 'Fantastic' was a diplomatic way of saying absolutely insane.
"-I do not doubt the truth of them" He finished firmly "But hearing them from the source once more may provide new insight."
I could hardly argue with that, so I recited the contents of my dreams once more, and the old knight looked thoughtful for a moment
"I do not understand" He finally admitted tiredly "I can not find meaning in them"
"Neither can I" I frowned in frustration "Though I think that the three-headed dragon set in black stone is supposed to represent the castle of Dragonstone itself"
It made the most sense. The sigil of house Taragaryan on black stone, the same material their ancestral keep was made of? It seemed obvious, yet it still made me distinctly uneasy.
"Perhaps" The old knight acquiesced "Yet what do you seek in Dragonstone? It is not my place to deny your wishes, but we cannot march into the castle without knowing what to search for, if there is anything to search for at all. For all that it is your ancestral keep and your birthright by blood, it is held by a Baratheon, the brother to the Crowned Stag himself, and Lord Stannis would have us all in chains and dragged to King's Landing should he even suspect who we may be."
That was the biggest wrench in the plan, wasn't it? Without a lead to go on, marching into Dragonstone was a death sentence.
Until we had something more to go on we were stuck
Damn it all.
When we finally returned to the inn at sundown, having taken the time to explore and exchange stories of old experiences to pass the time, it was to see Arthur with an alarmingly swollen eye and stiff movements, while Jaime looked entirely unrepentant and furious for all that he was covered in bruises and his nose looked near-broken
"Gods be good" Barristan spoke as the both of us stared incredulously "What've you done to yourselves?"
Predictably, neither answered
The next few days passed much the same, only I alternated between spending time with all three of my knights. Off the plan was on hold, then I could at least improve my relationships with the men who'd sworn their lives to me for the worth of old regrets and older oaths still.
Barristan was a font of stories, of his knightly experiences and small-time adventures, though what few stories of Rhaegar I managed to squirrel from the man were bittersweet and left us both feeling miserable.
Arthur and I's relationship hardly needed work. He wasn't simply a knight to me. He practically raised me alongside Ned Stark and the parts of Winterfell's household that tolerated me.
There were no fitting words for our bond.
That was why it was easy to see how much the relationship with his other sworn brother was affecting him, weighing him down.
Jaime simultaneously spoke the most and the least. Endless tales of the Red Keep's court under Robert Baratheon, jests and beady jokes I expected he thought would fly clean over my head, yet hardly ever a word about his family, aside from his brother.
And never a word of his sister.
As I said. A problem for another day.
We fell into a routine. We conversed, we bonded, and the three even began teaching me what they knew of navigating the court of a King, ever so slowly.
Things fell into a pattern, and we mentally hunkered down for a long haul.
That's when the dreams changed.
Working on bigger chapters you guys.
So this chapter was just laying the groundwork for what's to come. Loved reading about your theories of what comes next. Go wild you guys! XD
As always leave your comments and ideas and if you don't like it please be courteous.
...It wasn't working!
My eyes snapped open as frustration and tinges of hysteria ignited within me once more. I resisted the urge to scream my confusion and outrage, but it was a close thing indeed. I got off of my seat, pacing wildly under Barristan's watchful eye. I ignored his protests.
My Kingsguard had already applied a poultice of his own making to my burns, mashed together from herb he'd bought from the innkeeper. Turns out that serving a pyromaniac for a king instilled the need to learn how to prepare for a variety of burn wounds, who knew?
Regardless, we had bigger concerns than me agitating my burns. Namely, the fact that I had burns to begin with. The very thought had me near frothing at the mouth with confused and disbelieving rage.
Deep breaths.
I wasn't an idiot. Hot water and an open flame were two very different beasts, I was well aware, but I had managed to dove into hot springs of such heat they had scalded Arthur after an instant's worth of contact. Dear gods, just standing in their presence had Arthur near fainting, and yet somehow I, a child, was absolutely fine.
No. That had been magic, pure and simple, and my memories of what Daenerys would have one day achieved coupled with my own experience had all but assured me that I could not burn. Period.
Yet here we were.
Here we fucking were!
Dimly, through the haze of unyielding rage that currently clouded my senses, I could recognize just why I felt like this. The supposed resistance to flame wasn't just an advantage or a tool that I could leverage for my benefit.
It had been proof.
Proof that be it magic or the gods or even fucking fate for all I cared, I had some greater power on my side helping me. The Kingsguard were invaluable and an assurance, but this had been a strength of my very own, a power that had given me the confidence I didn't know I needed.
Not until it had been snatched away from me while I was none the wiser.
A few moments later, we were outside, the pale light of the full moon shining down upon us and the darkness of the secluded clearing we'd found for ourselves illuminated by the makeshift fire Jaime had set. Above it lay a copper pan Jaime had traded for a few coins, filling the brim with streaming water.
"Jon-" Arthur's voice was a measured thing, calm permeating his words, by I had no patience for it
"Don't!" I snapped angrily "Don't say another word!"
I turned to Jaime "That's good enough"
He nodded, a guarded expression on his face.
I was well aware that I wasn't exactly making a good case for my sanity here, but at this point, I was well and truly fed the hell up.
So, being the epitome of good thinking that I was, I stomped forward and, without a single word, jammed a finger into the steaming pot.
SHIT!
I leapt back swearing like a sailor, because that burned like all hell.
It was gone
"Jon" I wasn't quite sure which of the three had spoken then, but I wasn't listening regardless. Without another word I turned and stomped back to the inn, furiously rubbing the tears out of my eyes
What the hell was I supposed to do now?
...
I spent the next few days in a haze of angry lethargy, trying to deal with the disappointment of my broken plans and the hopelessness they seemed to produce. I didn't read the journals. I didn't Badger Arthur with questions. I just seemed to drift listlessly.
But I couldn't stay that way. Too much was riding on my shoulders for me to just throw in the towel at my first major setback.
I came back to myself days later when I was startled from my sleep and opened my eyes on a bright new day. For all that my straw bed was surprisingly comfortable, true rest was denied to me by my ever-present dreams, and I had a strong feeling that the state of affairs would not be quick to change. Rolling onto on my back, I sighed, before reaching for the journal I kept by my bed.
Then a thought had me pausing. There was no point in adding a new entry. The contents of my dreams had remained the same for the past several nights, and the last had been no different.
Shifting scales, ash and smoke, and a three-headed dragon set in black stone.
Over and over again the dreams had come, yet still, I remained no closer to deciphering or obtaining any useful meaning from them
With a tired sound, I stood and let the thin blankets pool at my feet.
Baristan was already awake, eyes sharp and aware of all that he was sitting in the floor whilst leaning on the wall directly opposite me. Kingsguard surveillance at its finest.
I nodded "Good morrow, Barristan"
He smiled at me and inclined his head slightly "My thanks, Jon. A fine morrow to you in turn"
"Where are Arthur and Jaime?"
"Gone for a spar, I'd wager"
I blinked.
Arthur and Jaimie were very good. Hells, they were legendary, and a spar between them would draw attention, even in such a sparsely populated village. oven who exactly ruled this island, attention of any kind was bad news, and they knew that which meant they'd probably be far outside of the village for their spar.
If that's even what it was. A child's body I may possess, but certainly not a child's mind.
That was to say, I was not oblivious to what was right in front of me. The tension between all three of my Kingsguard was so thick you could cut it with a knife, and it would fit in well with what I knew of Arthur for this to be an attempt on his part to bridge the gap between them.
Good, I suppose, and very proactive. I had my amends to make
"I'd like to apologize" I spoke slowly, but surely. Surprise flashed across the old knight's visage as I carried on "I was frustrated and angry and I let that dictate my behavior over the past days. It was unbecoming of me."
"You were, and it was" The old knight inspected me for a moment, before gracing me with an approving smile "Yet you have acknowledged it and made amends, and that speaks most well of you."
I flushed slightly. I hadn't had the time to think on it before, but Barristan 'the bold' Selmy was a member of my Kingsguard. He was one of the handful of people in the Known World who exemplified the best and most honorable of traits, even if he had his flaws.
Didn't we all, in the end?
Regardless, he was a man worthy of admiration for the depth of his skill and the strength of his character, and praise from him was meaningful.
"Now come" he stood then and beckoned for me "Dress yourself. I have heard good things of our innkeepers gruel. We shall break our fast and take our leave, for it is a beautiful day out. Good for thinking, certainly"
The meaningful look he shot me was unmistakable, and I withheld another sigh
Back to work, then.
...
The gruel was a fine thing, and though I was no great judge, I thought it quite filling, with a pleasant texture and taste.
We set off at a comfortable pace, leaving the village bounds and traveling across the island. For all that Dragonstone was a harsh island, grass and small varieties of plant life claimed a good chunk of its flat plains, giving the island color and feeling it would have otherwise lacked. After a brief search, we found a fine site, just near a low cliff that overlooked the sea, providing a beautiful view.
Then we began
"What do you intend to do now?" Barristan's voice had lost all former traces of levity, as had his expression. In their place their remains dinky sharp alertness and impeccable focus, to an almost intimidating degree
"I do not know" The words were damning, but pretty lies were useless at this juncture "I had... perhaps not a plan, but a direction I wanted to head in"
Daenerys was an inspiration in many ways, after all
"But that's gone now" I finished grimly, bitter disappointment dripping from every word "Truly, I do not know where to begin again"
And wasn't that a problem? Unless I achieved what I set out to do when I decided we'd come here, I could kiss any plans of sitting on the iron throne and surviving the long night to come goodbye.
I couldn't back out now, I couldn't even rely on the original sequence of events I knew off to occur, for my actions in forming my growing Kingsgaurd had undoubtedly caused long-term changes I could t hope to predict.
Hells, Jaime's presence alone caused an ocean's worth of change, considering his actions with his sister and the effects that had on the realm.
I shook my head. Not the time for that. Though I'd have to deal with that pot of wildfire eventually, I had too much on my plate at the moment.
"Tell me about your dreams" Barristan spoke finally
I furrowed my brows "Arthur already-
"He's already informed me of them and the insight they give you into past and future alike." Barristan nodded "And as fantastic as the tales sound-"
Heh. 'Fantastic' was a diplomatic way of saying absolutely insane.
"-I do not doubt the truth of them" He finished firmly "But hearing them from the source once more may provide new insight."
I could hardly argue with that, so I recited the contents of my dreams once more, and the old knight looked thoughtful for a moment
"I do not understand" He finally admitted tiredly "I can not find meaning in them"
"Neither can I" I frowned in frustration "Though I think that the three-headed dragon set in black stone is supposed to represent the castle of Dragonstone itself"
It made the most sense. The sigil of house Taragaryan on black stone, the same material their ancestral keep was made of? It seemed obvious, yet it still made me distinctly uneasy.
"Perhaps" The old knight acquiesced "Yet what do you seek in Dragonstone? It is not my place to deny your wishes, but we cannot march into the castle without knowing what to search for, if there is anything to search for at all. For all that it is your ancestral keep and your birthright by blood, it is held by a Baratheon, the brother to the Crowned Stag himself, and Lord Stannis would have us all in chains and dragged to King's Landing should he even suspect who we may be."
That was the biggest wrench in the plan, wasn't it? Without a lead to go on, marching into Dragonstone was a death sentence.
Until we had something more to go on we were stuck
Damn it all.
...
When we finally returned to the inn at sundown, having taken the time to explore and exchange stories of old experiences to pass the time, it was to see Arthur with an alarmingly swollen eye and stiff movements, while Jaime looked entirely unrepentant and furious for all that he was covered in bruises and his nose looked near-broken
"Gods be good" Barristan spoke as the both of us stared incredulously "What've you done to yourselves?"
Predictably, neither answered
...
The next few days passed much the same, only I alternated between spending time with all three of my knights. Off the plan was on hold, then I could at least improve my relationships with the men who'd sworn their lives to me for the worth of old regrets and older oaths still.
Barristan was a font of stories, of his knightly experiences and small-time adventures, though what few stories of Rhaegar I managed to squirrel from the man were bittersweet and left us both feeling miserable.
Arthur and I's relationship hardly needed work. He wasn't simply a knight to me. He practically raised me alongside Ned Stark and the parts of Winterfell's household that tolerated me.
There were no fitting words for our bond.
That was why it was easy to see how much the relationship with his other sworn brother was affecting him, weighing him down.
Jaime simultaneously spoke the most and the least. Endless tales of the Red Keep's court under Robert Baratheon, jests and beady jokes I expected he thought would fly clean over my head, yet hardly ever a word about his family, aside from his brother.
And never a word of his sister.
As I said. A problem for another day.
We fell into a routine. We conversed, we bonded, and the three even began teaching me what they knew of navigating the court of a King, ever so slowly.
Things fell into a pattern, and we mentally hunkered down for a long haul.
That's when the dreams changed.
...
Working on bigger chapters you guys.
So this chapter was just laying the groundwork for what's to come. Loved reading about your theories of what comes next. Go wild you guys! XD
As always leave your comments and ideas and if you don't like it please be courteous.