Sextus could barely sleep at night, constantly thinking about Arsinoe. She was gorgeous, he couldn't deny that. But at the same time, he felt bad about what he had done. He had kissed her when she was so vulnerable. Her siblings had just died, and her youngest brother was still missing.
He sighed when the first light of the sun entered through the window, realizing that he hadn't slept for a moment. He had to see Arsinoe again, to tell her how he felt, and to apologise. At the same time, he was afraid. He didn't want her to reject him. But, he deserved it.
When he got up, his left arm was sore and when he combed his hair, he could feel a bruise under it. If only it had hit harder, to save him from his stupidity. Before he could think more about it, two slaves entered. Gifts from Arsinoe. One spoke softly: "Master, do you wish to be washed?"
He nodded: "And have there been any messengers?"
"Yes master", one said, throughout the night. Thales has collected them for you.
"Don't do that again, I want the messages as soon as they arrive. Now call in Thales, I want him to report while I get ready".
"Yes master", the same one replied, "there also is a woman belonging to the queen. She says that she has to speak to you".
Sextus blushed: "She can wait until I'm ready. I, I don't want to be naked around her".
A little later, Thales entered. He was an old eunuch, another of Arsinoe's creatures. Merely looking at him made Sextus' skin crawl. He was getting used to them, but to have one near him while he was naked was a step too far.
But still, he let the man make his report. Caesar had escaped then, probably together with the younger Ptolemaios. Several ships had slipped away into the night, carrying them. Prisoners however had confirmed that Caesar was wounded and had been carried away by his men. No one however knew how injured he was and he feared that Caesar was only grazed and used it as an excuse to withdraw from the fighting.
As soon as he was dressed, the woman was let in. It was the same slave from the day before and she smiled knowingly at Sextus: "It's good that I don't have to tell you to wash yourself this time!"
She laughed at her own joke, telling him all the better that she was one of Arsinoe's favourites. No other slave would dare to do that. "But next time you should let me in while you're being washed. I after all have to report everything to our beloved queen".
Sextus turned bright red and couldn't immediately reply. The woman only laughed more at him: "Don't worry. I won't tell her that. Now. On to more important things, she is expecting you as soon as you're available".
"I, uhm, I'm available now…", Sextus stammered, "shall, shall I be coming then?"
Immediately, she led him from his rooms and back into the palace district. Now, only the royal guards remained, and piles of bodies were being gathered by slaves. He was led to another palace, through magnificent gardens that showed only little traces of the fighting with trampled flowers and the occasional bloody streak on the marble paths. From there, he was led onto a terrace, overlooking both the harbour and the seas beyond.
And there, there he saw her. She sat under a purple canopy, held up by statues of men with their arms stretched. He guessed that they were bronze, marble wouldn't hold that way. She sat on fluffy pillows and looked out over the sea and didn't notice him until a eunuch called out: "Heptos the general approaches!"
Arsinoe turned around and smiled. It was a smile that made his heart melt and he struggled not to run into her arms: "Ah, there you are! Come, sit down! Do you want anything to drink? Or maybe a morning meal?"
Trying not to blush more, Sextus reclined close to Arsinoe who was sitting, only leaning back a little: "Have you already had something?"
"Oh yes, don't worry about me. I had some delicious scrambled eggs".
"Eggs?", he asked, not knowing what she meant exactly, "I'm curious, I'll have some too!"
"Good", she smiled, picking up a cup with steam rising from it.
"What's that? Some sort of soup?"
"Oh no", she laughed, "just some hot water. I like it, you know. With just a little bit of honey".
What she described didn't match with what Sextus had heard of the decadence of the kings and queens of the east. But then again, Arsinoe wasn't like them. It was hard to believe that she was their descendent.
"I'm afraid that I would prefer some colder water", Sextus laughed, "but I guess that we're not just here to talk about what to eat and drink?"
"Oh no! Although that's always important", she met his eyes, "I have great plans there. But for now, there are other things to do. Caesar escaped with my younger brother, and I'm sure that he will be back soon. Probably with another army. And this time with a large one".
Sextus nodded: "He will. Caesar isn't the kind of man that gives up, but we have friends. Many of my father's men were going to Africa, and there are loyal men in Hispania as well".
"But not here, Sextus. And we need men here. We need real armies. I've seen my own troops, they struggled with the Caesarians, even though they were much greater in number".
"It's not a lack of bravery", Sextus admitted, "I've seen them fight. It's just that they're not used to battle, and their weapons also aren't the best".
"But could a new one be made? Could you create an army?"
"We will need weapons. Lots of them. And armour and everything else. And time. It takes months to train soldiers, to properly do it. I would say some four months".
She nodded, her smile fading for a few moments: "And can we use the winter for that?"
"Yes", he replied without hesitation, but then doubt set in, "although, it's still possible to bring troops here. And we need men to train this army".
"Will your Romans be sufficient?", she asked, "we can of course offer those given that task double pay. And we already have experienced men, who only need some retraining. Although I will be sending out the call for more".
"We can, yes. And how many more?"
"I will have to see what we have left now, and who has to be purged. My ancestors, when we were much poorer in men, had over a hundred thousand men", Sextus gasped as she dropped a pause. Such a number was beyond anything the Republic could bring to bear at any one place. "But that takes time to build up. With the klerurchs and machimoi, I can raise some thirty thousand footsoldiers. But they can also be excused in return for a new tax. And intend to recruit that many more from the landless, so we will be raising sixty thousand. And some ten thousand horsemen will also be readied".
Sextus nodded, that was an army larger than any his father had ever commanded: "Of course, and can we keep them in the field?"
"Yes. The treasures are mostly intact, and if we win this war, they can easily be replenished. So Sextus, build me an army worthy of Egypt".
She chuckled for reasons Sextus couldn't fathom. But he didn't care, her laughter was just so beautiful in the morning sun.