Outer Sabin - Inauguration
Simón Salazar is in trouble. Irrevocable, catastrophic, trouble of such mass and magnitude that it doesn't really internalize. Can't really be reduced in a way to make it digestible, comprehensible. He feels like some antique form of life sitting on its scaly haunches, staring up as the point of light in the distance grows from a pinprick to a fist-sized splotch to a starburst spray of flames and atmospheric ignition. He feels like a man in one of those old aetherdivers, the skyspheres, dropping and dropping and dropping into the belly of that great vast empty as chains rattle and groan and strain over his head. As something the size of a shell eyes him from below. Aware that, yes, things are perhaps not ideal but without words to articulate his feelings on the subject beyond "Ah, bad, very bad, very
very bad" which feels so inadequate as to be ridiculous. He's not even sure where he went
wrong precisely. Taking the job in the first place perhaps...but he doesn't really feel it's fair to fault him for
that. In a larger nation, on a bigger world sure Secretary of the Fishery Service might not have been much of a post. A subordinate portfolio, folded into the stock of some infinitely larger bureaucratic monster. But on here Sabin, small and adrift between hulking, overgrown shells and great fans of aetheric clouds, it mattered. Here on Sabin it affected
everyone and De Leon trusting him enough to make the offer all those years back had been a mark of pride.
At the time.
But no, pride or no, he
had been good at it. Good at keeping his piece of the machine moving, the gears greased, the boats out and the food and money in. He'd authorized conservation studies and filed them diligently. Managed the stocks and kept his numbers neat. Most importantly he'd been able to negotiate, navigate the twining, tangling sprawl of households that formed the basal layer of Sabin society. The interweave of blood and bond and layered strata of personal history that framed everything. Oh they complained about him sure, they complained about the caps and the restrictions and the mandates and even the aid when it came. But they had still mostly obeyed. They'd understood that he understood. And when there was a little windfall, under the table or over, they'd take their share and the whole machine would rumble on.
But that didn't mean he was cut out for this. Not here, not now. That didn't mean that he'd do
this, not for them. Maybe not even for De Leon, even if -he thought with a swift stab of almost nauseous grief- he hadn't gone down with his ship. Body still buried in the rubble of the Presidential Palace, the rest of Rosario a smoking ruin. There must be someone else.
Anyone else. There had to be.
"I...," he started, bland and urbane, already hating himself as he searched through his list of names, trying to find a likely suspect, "Why me may I ask? Surely Secretary Flores would-"
"She told us to go fuck ourselves first. Then told us she wanted State," the nonbinary across the table says frankly, utterly unselfconsciously. They shrug. "Recommended you actually. And before you suggest Secretary Reyes we think he's gone back to Central Sabin, to organize resistance operations there."
Salazar closes his eyes for a second and tries to keep the smile fixed on his face; the absurd feeling of indignation and betrayal down. He does an admirable job for the most part.
The (technically) current Secretary of the Sabin Isle Fishery Service, and (nightmarishly) prospective President of "Outer Sabin" thinks of himself as a worldly man. Deeply tanned and lean featured, he's managed to carry the long stripe of encroaching grey in his hair as something like a fashion statement. The salt in his thick, immaculately styled mustache as an accent. He sweats only a little in the heavy noonday heat just outside the Ambassador Hotel, this nerve center of the Kaiser occupation. And -parched as his mouth is- does not seize and drain the pitcher of cold tea sitting by his half-empty cup, which he believes is a masterful demonstration of self-control. Graduate of the Isle's one university (now also gutted, he thinks with another sudden, sickening surge of pain- an emotional punch to the kidneys, a hard knee to the groin). He has traveled across every part of his home islands, swam its rivers, explored its skies. He can adequately crew a fishing trawler and handle himself with a hunting rifle. He has two wives and one husband, and six children raised between them and he loves his household dearly. Since his arrival in Puerto Pelícano, after the invaders from Rouge broke through the thin defenses and started shelling the capital at Rosario some months ago, burning everything they couldn't simply take, he's busied himself organizing the endless influx of refugees. Taking census of supplies, of the handful of military craft, combat formations that trickled in, limping from narrow escapes or escorted by the colossal Mastery military vessels. Conscripting his staff, anyone's staff,
everyone's staff really to the project of feeding and housing the people arriving day by day. Vaguely aware that, at some point, the municipal police and naval units he didn't actually have any authority to command started inexplicably giving him their reports. That when the administrators for the city's one hospital need something they speak to him first.
But he is learning how little he actually knows.
He doesn't know who this person is, save that they've introduced themselves as Mx. Messer and the Kaiserite legionaries manning the thicket of checkpoints and guard posts around the Ambassador showed them an uneasy kind of deference. Always a step behind, always polite, never hurrying as the pair were escorted to the hotel's gardens. He knows what they ostensibly want, but he can't imagine why. He suspects they're some sort of spy but has no idea how he'd go about proving that or disproving that, even to himself (and it's not as if he's
met many spies). He doesn't know why the shadows around them don't seem quite...right, congruent with the angles of the sun. Why they fan out. Why -when he glimpses them out of the corner of his eye- they have too many reflections in the oiled surface of the table. Too many almost-identical copies of the same androgynous, professional figure. The same black tunic beneath a short, blood-red leather jacket. The same paper pale face with the same long, thin dueling(?) scar looking away, looking across the courtyard, looking at him and thoughtfully resting on the back of a curled hand.
He doesn't know why they're here at all in the broader sense. These two armadas that've fallen on Sabin like a meteoric hammer meeting some cosmic anvil. He doesn't know why this world of rain and night and ever-and-always-Autumn wants his home or hates Rouge or why a man he has never met, who promised De Leon friendship and provided aid and money and
weapons, can -not a year later- simply wave his hand with an air of faint embarrassment and rewrite the sky. Change history. Change everything.
Simón is vaguely aware that the silence is stretching on. That the smile on his face is starting to ache. That he wishes he was not here. That it was not him. That he was not already thinking of it in terms of "it has to be him then".
"The people here...," he starts, feeling slightly ridiculous, as if he can demand anything of Messer, as if he has any real leverage that can match the hulking shape, the brutal form of the Kaiser dreadnought literally over his head. Drifting past as sedate as a distant stormcloud- metaphor made manifest. "If I were to accept this- this post. I'd need adequate resources to provide for them. Housing. Food. There's chronic shortages of medicine. And the ships from Rouge are patrolling the borders, turning back anyone they find trying to make the crossing. What does the Kaiser garrison intend there?"
Messer nods like the whole farce is eminently reasonable. Like they're making some kind of progress. "The higher ups won't sign off on any shooting -at Lusius's people I mean, or this Cadmus fuck- but standing policy is that anyone who makes it across the demarcation is a citizen of Outer Sabin. And the garrison
is authorized to defend any and all citizens of Outer Sabin, orders from Fleet Admiral Krause himself. In writing too. We won't turn people back."
A sop. A thrown crust. But he doesn't feel another sickening surge of choked off pain at least so he supposes it's something. He knows people among the displaced he can speak to, he knows these islands, he can put something together. Some kind of belated evacuation for whatever little good it'll do (but it
will be doing good, he tells himself, promises himself, it
will).
"And," he continues, a bit bolder, doing his best not to look down, to keep his eyes on their face. Study their reaction. To not reach for his tea, to do Something about the thick layer of dust that seems to coat his tongue, his throat. "What about people like Alonso- Secretary Reyes. People crossing the...other way."
He can't quite bring himself to ask it with the same bluntness. He doesn't know why. But Mx. Messer just shrugs at the question. A silent
what of it?
He nods in turn, finally dropping his eyes. There's a deep sense of bitter resignation. But it's less than the relief, the wonder as he finally, finally finds that he can put a label on this now. Describe and contextualize this trouble that has found him out. Swallowed up everything and stands poised to remake, reshape, their entire world.
"I suppose I'm going to need a proper office then."