Chapter 3: Tension Builds, Part 3
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Espeon and I walked out of her den with conflicted emotions. Espeon headed right for Umbreon. She was going to tell him what happened... I looked over at Bolt. I had to help him.
I shook my head and tried my best to look cheerful. "Hey Bolt! I'm going hunting! Want to come?"
He looked up suddenly as I called to him, a slightly forced smile crossing his face. "Sure."
Surf bounded up on the other side of me. "I could come, too." I gave him a look that said "Not now." He faltered. "...But I have to... keep watch while you're away...?"
I gave him a concealed smile. "Some other time, perhaps." He took my grateful look with a nod and walked slowly towards the lookout tree. I looked back at Bolt. He was a lot less perky than usual, and he had a melancholy air. I had to think of a solution. Fast.
Bolt inclined his head towards the entrance. "Shall we?" he asked glumly.
I nodded and trotted next to him out of camp. We walked in silence for some time. Finally, Bolt broke the quiet once were safely out of earshot of camp. "What do I do!?"
I stopped walking and looked Bolt in the eye. "Listen... I think you need to talk to Espeon. She knows that you like her, but I don't know what she would want me to tell you. I say you talk to her ASAP. She's talking to Umbreon right now, but..." I kept my eyes on his as he turned away at this news. "But, if you ask me, hunt for a bit. Think things over. When you're ready... go talk to her."
Bolt looked at me like a wounded Growlithe. "...Ok..." he finally conceded. Without looking at me, he turned and walked off into the surrounding forest. He didn't run. He didn't bolt. He didn't even trot. He just walked.
I returned to camp alone. I felt terrible. How else was I supposed to tell him? Espeon should be able to tell Bolt whatever she felt was right. She was the one who was pregnant. It wasn't my place. Either way, though, I still felt like I kicked him out of the Clan personally.
Surf slid out of the exit tunnel as I staggered towards my den. "Hey. Snow's on watch. What was all that about before? And where's Bolt? ...Why do you look so down?"
I looked at him, dragging my paws. Even my tail was dragging in the dirt behind me. "Surf... I... did a bad thing. I think I really hurt Bolt."
Surf rubbed fins with me. "Hey... It's okay. I'm sure that, whatever happened, it'll be fine. You always make the right decisions."
I sighed. "Not this time. I need advice. I'm going to take a nap."
Surf nodded. "He'll help you."
"Thank you, Surf. For understanding." With that, I half jumped, half fell into the water of the pond, sinking to my underwater cave, pulling myself out, and curling up in my soft bed. Sleep was a welcome break from the stress.
I opened my eyes in the usual place I met Suicune, on the shore of a huge, clear lake. I stood up and shook myself off. "SUICUNE!" I called. "I NEED YOUR HELP! ...I did something wrong..."
The Legendary of the Water appeared on the opposite shore, racing across the glass-like surface of the lake at impossible speeds. In a blur of motion, he was there beside me. "It's all right, Splash..." he soothed. He laid down next to me, getting on my level. "What's wrong? You seem terribly distraught."
"I am," I moaned, falling to the sand myself. "I think I broke Bolt's heart."
Suicune shook his head. "What in Arceus's name makes you think that?"
I tried to say one word. Instead I said everything. It all came out at once. I told him everything. When I was finished, I was on the verge of a major breakdown. Suicune was sympathetic. He nuzzled my comfortingly. It did actually make me feel a bit better.
"It'll all be fine," he soothed again. "You made the right choice. There was no easy way to break that news to him."
"Then why do I feel so terrible?" I pleaded.
"Like I said, there was no easy way to do this. It was good of you to get the stress out here, rather than in front of your Clan. They look up to you. They look to you as an example of what to do in tough situations. It's okay to lose it every so often, but you should never lose it in front of the Eevees that look to you to lead. As hard as it may be, it's your job. You need to tell them it's all right. Give them someone to come to for comfort and advise. You have me. They have you."
What he said made sense. I had to be strong for my Clan. "But where do I go from here?"
Suicune was deadly serious. "Find Bolt. As soon as possible. He's hurt. He may do something rash."
I woke up with a gasp. Leaping from my bed, I dove into the water, shot towards the surface like a rocket, and launched myself from the pond just as fast, landing on my paws and running for the entrance as fast as I could.
Surf was almost hit by my tail as I flew by. "What's the matter? What happened?"
"Tell you later!" I shouted. "I have to find Bolt!"
I tore into the forest, searching for a flash of yellow fur.
"Bolt!?" I yelled. "BOLT!?"
But Bolt was gone.
I shook my head and tried my best to look cheerful. "Hey Bolt! I'm going hunting! Want to come?"
He looked up suddenly as I called to him, a slightly forced smile crossing his face. "Sure."
Surf bounded up on the other side of me. "I could come, too." I gave him a look that said "Not now." He faltered. "...But I have to... keep watch while you're away...?"
I gave him a concealed smile. "Some other time, perhaps." He took my grateful look with a nod and walked slowly towards the lookout tree. I looked back at Bolt. He was a lot less perky than usual, and he had a melancholy air. I had to think of a solution. Fast.
Bolt inclined his head towards the entrance. "Shall we?" he asked glumly.
I nodded and trotted next to him out of camp. We walked in silence for some time. Finally, Bolt broke the quiet once were safely out of earshot of camp. "What do I do!?"
I stopped walking and looked Bolt in the eye. "Listen... I think you need to talk to Espeon. She knows that you like her, but I don't know what she would want me to tell you. I say you talk to her ASAP. She's talking to Umbreon right now, but..." I kept my eyes on his as he turned away at this news. "But, if you ask me, hunt for a bit. Think things over. When you're ready... go talk to her."
Bolt looked at me like a wounded Growlithe. "...Ok..." he finally conceded. Without looking at me, he turned and walked off into the surrounding forest. He didn't run. He didn't bolt. He didn't even trot. He just walked.
I returned to camp alone. I felt terrible. How else was I supposed to tell him? Espeon should be able to tell Bolt whatever she felt was right. She was the one who was pregnant. It wasn't my place. Either way, though, I still felt like I kicked him out of the Clan personally.
Surf slid out of the exit tunnel as I staggered towards my den. "Hey. Snow's on watch. What was all that about before? And where's Bolt? ...Why do you look so down?"
I looked at him, dragging my paws. Even my tail was dragging in the dirt behind me. "Surf... I... did a bad thing. I think I really hurt Bolt."
Surf rubbed fins with me. "Hey... It's okay. I'm sure that, whatever happened, it'll be fine. You always make the right decisions."
I sighed. "Not this time. I need advice. I'm going to take a nap."
Surf nodded. "He'll help you."
"Thank you, Surf. For understanding." With that, I half jumped, half fell into the water of the pond, sinking to my underwater cave, pulling myself out, and curling up in my soft bed. Sleep was a welcome break from the stress.
~oOo~
I opened my eyes in the usual place I met Suicune, on the shore of a huge, clear lake. I stood up and shook myself off. "SUICUNE!" I called. "I NEED YOUR HELP! ...I did something wrong..."
The Legendary of the Water appeared on the opposite shore, racing across the glass-like surface of the lake at impossible speeds. In a blur of motion, he was there beside me. "It's all right, Splash..." he soothed. He laid down next to me, getting on my level. "What's wrong? You seem terribly distraught."
"I am," I moaned, falling to the sand myself. "I think I broke Bolt's heart."
Suicune shook his head. "What in Arceus's name makes you think that?"
I tried to say one word. Instead I said everything. It all came out at once. I told him everything. When I was finished, I was on the verge of a major breakdown. Suicune was sympathetic. He nuzzled my comfortingly. It did actually make me feel a bit better.
"It'll all be fine," he soothed again. "You made the right choice. There was no easy way to break that news to him."
"Then why do I feel so terrible?" I pleaded.
"Like I said, there was no easy way to do this. It was good of you to get the stress out here, rather than in front of your Clan. They look up to you. They look to you as an example of what to do in tough situations. It's okay to lose it every so often, but you should never lose it in front of the Eevees that look to you to lead. As hard as it may be, it's your job. You need to tell them it's all right. Give them someone to come to for comfort and advise. You have me. They have you."
What he said made sense. I had to be strong for my Clan. "But where do I go from here?"
Suicune was deadly serious. "Find Bolt. As soon as possible. He's hurt. He may do something rash."
~oOo~
I woke up with a gasp. Leaping from my bed, I dove into the water, shot towards the surface like a rocket, and launched myself from the pond just as fast, landing on my paws and running for the entrance as fast as I could.
Surf was almost hit by my tail as I flew by. "What's the matter? What happened?"
"Tell you later!" I shouted. "I have to find Bolt!"
I tore into the forest, searching for a flash of yellow fur.
"Bolt!?" I yelled. "BOLT!?"
But Bolt was gone.
~oOo~
AC- Poor Bolt... Alas, another week, another post full of simple sentences. At least I can tell it's starting to improve, as promised.