Session 8:
Hometown Funk
I could have found better things to do with my time than turn wrenches. Would have loved to have found better things to do, but Jet had confined me to the ship. 'You can get off the ship but you're staying off if you do.'
I believed him.
Jet was, in my limited experience, a good man. A kind man. But the tone he'd taken with me… Well, I believed him.
So, with my hair pulled back and wearing a spare set of Ed's work clothes, since we were nearly enough the same size, I found myself crawling through machinery ducts tracking down leaks and patching them with strap clamps.
I was going to need to shower for at least six hours afterwards, I was sure. Some of the pipes that I was strapping were part of the
waste system. So far I was only covered in oil and
gray water but the pipes weren't exactly well documented and a leak was a leak so it was only a matter of time until I hit something a little too nasty to think about.
I figured that I must have been up by the hangar, having traversed several dozen meters worth of crawlspace over the past several hours. The duct was widening out and the pipes were getting thicker, hydraulic probably. On of the larger pipes had a weeping crack in it and I grabbed one of the bigger high pressure straps.
Normally, in an ideal time in an ideal world, the whole line would get swapped out. But this was not an ideal world and these were not ideal times. The strap clamp would hold until it didn't but it would hold for at least a little while.
I leaned back and kicked a panel up and out from above me. The hangar ceiling greeted me. I was right! I
slithered up out of the crawlspace and finally stretched out for the first time in what felt like hours.
Faye's zipcraft was back. I'd apparently missed hearing it land, but that wasn't too strange, the living section of the ship was fairly acoustically isolated from the hangar anyway. All must have been forgiven, but it always would be. Families were like that, though the crew of the ship might not have agreed with me that that is what they were to each other.
In that way, I supposed I was the odd one out. But then I had a family of my own to get back to, if I ever could.
Still, the hangar opening and closing again would have explained the pool of hydraulic fluid under the leaking pipe.
A sudden rumble through the deck told me the engines were spinning up, and so I slipped the box wrench into my pocket and headed up to the flight deck. I needed to check the line pressures anyway.
Up the ladder and then up towards the flight deck, every step I could feel in my joints and in my bones, penalty of getting older, I supposed. It beat the alternative at any rate.
My thoughts drifted back to that rifle, that impossibly old rifle that I still had in my bunk in a much younger form. The woman wielding it, who took me out like I was nothing. She knew me, even if I didn't know her.
Colliding with a solid wall of meat dragged me unceremoniously from my thoughts and I found myself flat on my ass looking up to Jet's amused smirk. "You alright?"
"Yeah."
He nodded and turned away, back towards the engine panel. "Well I'm not sitting down, but go ahead and say what you wanted to say."
I pulled myself back up to my feet and walked past him, to the forward windows on the flight deck. "I don't want to say anything without being sure… and to be sure I'd need to go, well,
home."
"And then?"
"And then I'll be sure. So next time we're on Earth--"
"Let's go." He answered, cutting me off mid sentence and surprising the hell out of me.
"Just… yeah, okay let's go. Thanks?"
"Don't thank me yet; you're paying for the fuel."
***
The controls stiffened up in my hands when the autopilot deactivated. Earth, but not the one I remembered from my life before, floated in front of me. It had a few more craters than it should have, but North America was still recognizable.
The trip inward had been... awkward. The ship had seemed less lively, despite everyone being back aboard. All seemed forgiven, though not forgotten. Expecting everyone to bounce back immediately had been naive, sure, but that didn't mean I couldn't have hoped all the same.
"Brace for acceleration. Brace for acceleration." I called out twice over the intercom before waiting a five count and then throttling up the engines. The ship creaked under the strain and I felt myself being pressed down into the seat as the ship shed orbital velocity.
Jet was strapped in at a station behind me. I knew where 'home' was, he reasoned. I could fly us in. I needed the practice anyway and I was sure he'd pluck me out of the pilot's seat in a heartbeat if he thought I was doing it wrong.
The navigation console showed our descent track; straight for the Gulf of Mexico. I would do last minute course corrections once we were in the atmosphere, but this way we'd have a clean landing even if I didn't.
She ship shook under me as the sky changed from the black of space to the dark blue of the upper atmosphere. Orange licked in around the edges of the hull as the rarefied air compressed against the bow of the ship.
I eased the controls back and watched the angle of attack indicator switch from orange to green, not a perfect entry angle but close enough to one. I'd always wanted to grow up to fly the space shuttle and, while that had never panned out, flying a fishing trawler through a Mach twenty five re-entry cycle was close enough.
It was hard to tell the where falling ended and flying began, but as we dropped through the cloud deck over central Texas, or what had at one point been central Texas, I decided that
this was flying, and flying was what I was good at.
Reconstruction seemed to have never happened as most of the man-made landmarks I would have used for navigation were gone, but the bodies of water were still, for the most part, there. I swung the bow north and throttled the engines up enough to keep us aloft as we finally decelerated under the speed of sound.
Ruins ahead and to our left were likely the remains of what had been Dallas, once upon a time. A surprising number of buildings were still standing, for a value of standing, but there didn't seem to be any electricity. I supposed it was human nature to walk away instead of fixing it.
The lake I was looking for was still there and I steered the ship towards it, boards out, I brought the nose down. Five hundred feet, four hundred feet, three fifty. I brought airspeed down to two hundred, one fifty.
Fifteen feet below the keel, I pulled the yoke back and the boards in. The nose rose up at a forty degree angle and I fired a burst from the bow thrusters before the whole ship set down into the water at around thirty knots. It was a little faster than the ship would have gone were it an actual ocean going vessel, but it was nothing that a space ship wouldn't be able to handle.
Touching the water was the
beginning of the end of the flight, but of course it goes without saying that even after a water landing there is a fair bit of taxiing. The place I was looking for wasn't far from shore and with our bearing it was only a gentle nudge of the rudder to point our bow towards it.
It was, if I thought about it too hard or looked at it too close, kind of bizarre. A boat that flies through space at thousands of miles per hour coasting up to a muddy overgrown shoreline at walking pace. Even here the structures were neglected and half-collapsed, but the geography was still familiar.
At some point I'd made it from the cockpit to the deck of the ship but I didn't remember the trip. I was on autopilot, hope and fear tied my guts up into a knot and...and...and…
I bit the inside of my cheek and clenched my fist. I was here for something, after all. Even if I wasn't sure what it was that I was really looking for. Answers that nobody alive could possibly have.
My rifle bounced against my back when I jumped off the edge of the deck onto a half-collapsed fishing dock and made my way up through the brush that had overgrown what had once been lawns, not that there was anyone around but me who might have remembered what that had looked like.
It was easy enough to follow what was left of the lake side road, not even time could fully erase the concrete and asphalt, even if it was more gravel and weed than pavement.
It was a four minute jog to my front door, I'd timed it and run it hundreds of times. I let it take eight. I couldn't bear to look up until I couldn't bear not to. Whatever I'd imagined, it hadn't been what I found.
The house had slid off its foundation piers at some point and the roof had collapsed in over the kitchen, the windows were blown out and…
It was real, it was right in front of me and it was real and it proved that--
The front door was more or less intact but the frame had become so warped that the rusted lock bolt was sitting in a gap big enough to put my fist through. A rough shouldering knocked the door inward and caused what was left of the roof to creek in a way that threatened consequences if I pushed my luck too far.
Smashed vinyl and broken glass, dirt and rot and other things I couldn't identify littered the floor of what had at one point been a living room. A pile of books lay strewn across the floor, knocked free from their shelf when that side of the roof had come down, or maybe when the house had fallen off its foundation.
But there was enough left to recognize that I'd been here before. Changes that
I had made.
I took a breath and moved deeper into the house, down the remains of the hallway, collapsed half way down. It kept me out of the two rooms at the back but that wasn't where the thing I needed to check was.
In the room just off the hall I found a safe laying on its side against what was left of the floor. The section of floor it had been bolted to was still attached to it, though it was no longer attached to the house.
The dial was stiff at first but it freed up as I turned it, left, then right, then left again. A grunt of exertion and I had the wheel turning, screeching as the lock bolts retracted back into the door. A sharp tug against the handle caused the rusted-through hinges to fail and the entire door came off in my hands and fell to the floor in front of me.
A cloud of dust kicked up in my face and I found myself on my hands and knees coughing up all kinds of nasty and trying to catch my breath as the thoughts of all of the different diseases and infections I'd just contracted raced through my mind.
When the dust settled I found what I was looking for lying in front of me. A marriage certificate, a few pictures. A birth certificate. I wasn't sure if that's what I wanted to find or if I would have been happier to find something else instead.
Whether this was the future or some alternate universe or if I'd just died and found myself in
fiction, I had been real here. She'd been real. They both had been.
I'd found those things in the top half of the safe. The bottom half had always been for rifles, and I had enough firepower, it wasn't really that important. Still I felt that checking, even if just for the nostalgia--
The silver shine of a pistol grip stuck up out of the pile of rifles and busted ammo boxes laying against the side of the safe. With some effort I pulled it free of the pile and recognized it immediately. My dad had given it to me as a gift and it was still sitting in my bunk back on the ship.