Scarab
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Dawn 1.3
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I ran for most of what remained of the day. I kept my head down, and my hat probably hid my injury well enough that by time someone thought about it I was long gone. I never once stopped to remove the glass, because I was just too frustrated to stop running for anything.
I wasn't going to go home. I had no real reason to. I wasn't hungry, I wasn't tired, and I didn't want my dad to see me with glass shoved in my face.
I really hoped I could heal.
I slowly did begin to stop, but not because I was tired. In fact I was more lost than tired. I did not actually pay attention to where I was going, or why I was going there, or what I was going to do when I got there.
I wandered a bit more before coming to stop when I became aware of exactly how empty the streets were. I needed directions, but a lot of the people I did see looked like they were on drugs or looking to sell themselves for some. Lone exception being an african american girl about my age sitting on a stack of old tires in front of an even older warehouse.
"Hey." I greeted her warily, and she gave me a noncommittal grunt in response. She was more developed than me, but plainly shorter. I would have guessed she'd be a little younger than me, but definitely a teenager. "Mind if I join you."
She gave her some attention and her eyes widened. "Holy fuck, what happened to your face?!"
Yeah, that could have been phrased more elegantly. "I just broke my glasses…" I began, but after a moment more of thought I decided to be a bit more honest instead. To a stranger, I could vent a little. "I got in a punch up with one of the girl's that has been picking on me for two years… don't worry. She got it worse."
The girl whistled. "Well… I don't know any first aid or nothin'…"
I just sat down on some cinder blocks across from her. "It's cool. I'm just going to pull the glass out. Let me know if I miss any, my face is a bit numb right now."
She nodded and watched me pull a few shards out of my skin. They felt bigger than they actually were, which I suppose made a lot of sense. My glasses were fairly durable and really only cut into my face because of how hard Sophia had punched me. They were designed to do minimal damage when they broke, but there was no accounting for that level of violence.
"So how did it feel?" The girl was leaning in, interested.
"Painful." I smiled a bit.
"Smartass. I meant getting back at the bitch." I knew, but she rolled her eyes anyway.
"Honestly? I don't even know." Opportunity knocked. I needed this, to vocalize my thoughts and get them in order. I did not know how I felt about it, and there was no time like the present. "I spent the last three months trying to figure out who I am, what I wanted, who I wanted to be. I tried meditation, aerobic exercises, hitting the books; all to try and understand what it means to be... I decided I wanted to be free, so I chose to transfer schools, and then I did, but it felt so fake. Too easy. Then I had this golden opportunity to send off with the last laugh." I flicked a piece of glass into the brick wall.
"It wasn't that funny…" I mumbled.
"Sucks." She let herself sink slightly into the tire stack.
"What about you?" I asked, dabbing blood off my face with my sleeve. I wasn't bleeding as much as I should be, which was cool.
"My mom has horrible taste. Her boyfriends are terrible people, and so is she. Probably doesn't even realize I'm gone."
"This is a rather bad part of town. Do you live here?" I found myself asking.
"Nah. It's cool though, my brother works around here. It's safe...ish." She grinned at me. "Name's Aisha, by the way."
"Taylor." I replied, taking a moment to run my fingers over the skin around my eye. "Better?"
"Yeah, I don't see any more glass." Aisha leaned back again and stared at the sky. "I'm a runaway, sorta. It never sticks. My brother usually finds me, mostly because I usually wind up near him. He's… safe I guess. Trying really hard to make a place so he can get me out of mom's. I'm just really restless… I kinda can't wait, but he's also trying too hard. He's a bit of a grump."
Aisha sighed. "But at least he cares."
"Sap." I blurted and stuck out my tongue.
Aisha sat up and glared at me. "You started it."
We both started to laugh. I smiled a bit more sincerely this time, and she stared at me for a moment in mute shock. "Those fuckin' teeth! The hell do you whiten them with, bleach?"
"There's a thought." I mused. My teeth were a pet project, good teeth meant people would probably completely forget about the mouth they came in, or at least that was my hope. It helped that I had extra hours to devote to the task with nothing else to do. I was getting the impression that plaque was having a more difficult time growing in my mouth lately too. Side effect of the enhanced health probably. Cleaning was getting me diminishing returns pretty fast, so I answered with the more recent of truths. "I just brush twice a day. Every day."
My teeth were starting to get freakishly shiny though.
"Augh." Aisha fell back again. "Ain't nobody got time for that."
I snorted. "I have too much time. I spent most of it plotting and preparing to fight tooth and nail to get out of the bully situation… now I'm just… lost. I finished the fight in two days of having started it. What am I supposed to even do?"
"I dunno." Aisha shrugged. "That's a question for a smart person. Like my brother, who's right behind you."
"Hi."
I whirled around and saw him for the first time. He was tall, chiseled, and did not quite look very happy. He did, however, look very attractive. He softened his expression when he was looking directly at me in turn. "I hope Aisha wasn't too much trouble."
"None at all." I found myself standing up suddenly and brushing dirt off my jeans.
He was staring at my left eye.
"Um… I'm Taylor." I provided, sounding more helpless than I would have liked.
"Brian." His gaze was rather blank, but also very invasive. I couldn't tell if he was checking me out or sizing me up. I was being appraised.
Aisha sighed. "She's cool bro. She brushes her teeth every day and everything."
I snorted, rather unattractively, trying to suppress a laugh. I should have just let myself giggle, it probably would have been at least slightly cuter, and less horribly embarrassing.
"That's nice." Brian seemed to not even know what to do with the additional information. "Aisha, we're leaving."
"You're not the boss of me!" Aisha declared. "I was just having a very interesting conversation with Tina here."
"Taylor." I reminded her.
"Taylor." Aisha corrected.
Brian rolled his eyes. "I'm sure you only forgot her name because you were so wrapped into the rest of the conversation."
"Shut up!" Aisha crossed her arms.
"It's fine." I smiled. "I need to head home anyway. Do you mind if I tag along for a while? I'm a little lost. Just need to reach a landmark and I'll be good."
Brian slowly nodded. "Yeah that's fine." Then he turned to Aisha a little triumphantly. "There, now you can pick up your conversation and come home."
"Ugh, fine!" She hopped off her rubber throne and dragged her feet just to prolong the inevitable.
I put a hand on her shoulder. "It's alright. Could be… worse." The words came out before I could stop them and immediately I was on edge. No, it was just silly superstitious paranoia.
"Yeah." Aisha agreed, not seeming to pick up on the verbal cues of my apprehension. Brian seemed to though, and raised an eyebrow at me.
We began walking through the Docks, and I felt at least moderately safe. Brian was an imposing figure to be sure. He was tall, broad shouldered, and very fit. I would have been intimidated if Aisha hadn't made him sound like a saint. Though that may have been an exaggeration. She made him sound like a good brother at least, and that was good enough for me.
"So, you were talking about something when I showed up." Brian admitted. "All I heard as Aisha say you should ask me about it. Anything important?"
I laughed. "Just philosophy…"
Aisha preened when Brian turned to look at her. "You were in a discussion about philosophy?"
"I told you it was super interesting!" She managed to look about five times as smug as a triumphant supervillain.
"Well…" I admitted. "It was a bit personal. I was venting because I had a stranger to vent to. Something tells me you two won't be strangers for very long."
"Friends are good confidants too." Brian admitted with a shrug.
"Well… best way to explain it might be this. Aisha told me you were trying to make a place for her so she can get out of her mom's house, right?" Brian gave his sister a bit of a look but nodded. "Well… what are you going to do when you accomplish that? When she's safe, happy, grown up, and bored?"
Aisha snorted. "Sums it up." I heard her mutter.
"I'll probably go traveling." Brian considered. "Learn more martial arts, maybe go competetive. Vale Tudo, MMA, and the like. Everyone's got a hobby they'd like to do for a living right?"
I stopped walking for a few moments. "Oh my god I am so dumb." Stupid in spite of my own burgeoning super-brain, I had not even considered the pursuit of a hobby. Some idle task to keep myself sane on sleepless nights. Some thing to do that did not have a goal or endgame. I could read all I want, but I wasn't super invested in it like my mother was. I needed to do something with my hands. "I need a hobby."
Brian laughed.
Aisha laughed harder. "Oh wow, that sounds like the saddest… um..."
"Epiphany." I offered.
"That." Aisha agreed.
"It kind of is." I admitted, allowing myself a chuckle at my own expense.
I heard the rustling of denim against denim, a deep breath in anticipation, the sound of a rubber sole scraping against concrete, and the tightening of a fist around polished wood.
Two in front, two behind. Four attackers, or potential attackers. I turned to see the ones behind us, following somewhat distantly, but able to close in as soon as we were stopped at the next alley by the other two. Skinheads, Empire Eighty Eight.
Racists, misogynists, white supremacists.
I grabbed Brian's sleeve and gave a light tug. "Things got worse."
Brian turned his head and saw them too. "They're just going to follow us and make us feel afraid. Just keep cool, play scared, and they'll go away."
"There are more ahead." I whispered. "We're walking into an ambush. I think they're mad because I'm here. They think I'm with you and they…"
"Don't like interracial relationships." Brian finished for me. "Fuck."
One of them has a weapon. I wanted to say it, but couldn't. I was pretty sure I used a power to find out and didn't want Brian to know I was parahuman.
We came to a stop when the other two stepped out of the alley ahead of us. One of them had a knife, and gestured to the alley with the blade, urging us to walk into a corner where it would be easier for them to harass us out of sight. Not that they would care, they just wanted it to be easier.
Brian took a deep breath. "Look, you guys don't care about her, right?" He tipped his head in my direction. "Let her go and I'll play along."
The guy with the knife walked right up to us. "No. See, I don't have much sympathy for a nigger-lo-" I could think of a hundred things I wanted to do in that instant, my brain spinning up into overdrive, and the only one I actually managed to act on was probably the dumbest.
I punched the man in the teeth hard enough for him to recoil a few steps.
The other men looked surprised. Brian looked at me in equal amounts of shock and horror. I must have ruined his plan.
The man I punched, however, growled in incoherent anger and swung his knife at me. "You bit-!" He was again, cut off, this time by a right hook from Brian. That one sent him sprawling on the ground either unconscious or heavily concussed.
"That was phenomenally dumb." Brian hissed. Likely to me.
"I couldn't help it! He was saying these words that were so… stupid I just… I panicked and bam." I mimed a punch. "Right in the kisser." Oh god who even says that?
Aisha had managed to place herself right next to Brian, clutching the back of his shirt. He gave her a quick pat on the head. "Go sit on the stoop over there." Aisha nodded slowly and stepped away, sitting on the steps of the house right next to us.
The three men were considering exactly how violent they wanted to get after we took out the guy with the knife. I side-stepped a bit until I was back to back with Brian. "I'll take the ugly one?" I offered lamely, the words formed before I even knew what I was saying. Right in the kisser? I'll take the ugly one? What was I, twelve and stupid?
Brian snorted. "Remind me never to introduce you to Alec."
"My words are failing me today." I admitted. I'd blame a frantic internal panic, but I was surprising myself by keeping my cool. Somehow the violence made me less nervous than the talking.
They sure were taking their dear sweet time attacking, probably cautious because of how Brian did manage to floor a guy in a single hit. I mimed a boxer's stance, the more they expected me to fight a certain way the more off guard they would probably be when I broke form. That was how Sophia got me earlier.
The men charged, I let one smash me over the head with his fist, which I realized a little too late was augmented with a knuckleduster. I didn't feel it very much anyway and responded in kind with a kick to the groin. My first attacker hit the ground.
My second assailant pulled a gun on me.
I was fairly certain I wasn't bulletproof. I ducked, grabbing Brian on the way down and pulling him out of the way of the line of fire.
I heard the bang less than an instant later and Brian's opponent hit the ground bleeding from a gunshot wound to the chest. "Holy shit." I whispered.
"Motherfucker!" The man with the gun yelled at us and took aim again.
I looked up at him and felt something in me ignite, smoldering, and it felt like I was crying. Even so, he stopped and began shaking like a leaf. He was scared? Of me?
Not wanting to look a gift horse in the mouth I maintained eye contact and snarled at him. "Beat it."
He turned and ran with a whimper, like a whipped dog.
"That was easy." I whispered.
"Fuck you!" Brian yelled. "You nearly got us all killed!"
I didn't have words for that. He was right, in a way. "Well, sorry if I thought it would be a better idea to engage them in the street with the two of us, rather than let them drag you into a back alley and beat you to death and do God knows what to Aisha. There were four of them Brian."
"Stop fighting!" Aisha yelled at us. "You can brood about who almost got us killed later. Me? I want to geek out over how amazingly badass that was! Scary? Fuck yeah. Not anymore though! You creamed those guys!" She kicked the skinhead that had punched me in the head while he was down and I was pretty sure he lost consciousness from that.
"Now what happens if they want revenge?" Brian asked. "They'll hunt us down. They see us once and they'll follow us and do this again. Maybe next time you'll be alone. We need to be careful from now on because somebody thought it would be a good idea to start to a fight."
"I'm sorry." I admitted. "But that would have happened anyway, only you would have been alone."
Silence reigned.
"Unless you had a better idea, some kind of cunning plan you could let me in on."
He looked like he wanted to argue, but stopped himself, considered carefully and sighed. "No… I didn't."
Aisha grabbed both of us in a hug. "There, happy! Now we can go back to being new friends!"
Brian shrugged. "I think we should part ways until I cool off."
I nodded. "Sounds like an idea." I pulled my pencil out of my pocket. I should have thought to use it. Instead I held out my hand to Aisha. "Got any paper?"
She hummed. "I got a couple of ones in my pocket?"
"Close enough." She handed me the change and I wrote down my phone number on a one dollar bill. "Keep in touch."
"With a badass like you? Definitely." Aisha saluted me and Brian waved me off.
So I left: To go home, to explain to my dad why there was blood in my hair, why my face was cut up, where my glasses went, and why it took me over twelve hours to get back.
Fun.
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AN: Sekem? I hardly know 'em!... I'll stop now.